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00:18La Iglesia de Jesucristo
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08:42en la posici贸n de autoridad.
08:45Estos son los que recibieron nosotros,
08:47y todos los romanos,
08:49as铆 que alguien en la posici贸n de autoridad
08:51mientras yo estaba en Par铆s es romanos.
08:54Y hay esta sensaci贸n
08:55de que est谩s dentro de esta mal-oiled m谩quina.
09:01La primera cosa que hicieron es
09:02que estaban en todas nuestras bolsas
09:03y lookeden por ciertas cosas,
09:05quiz谩s un tel茅fono o alg煤n otro papel,
09:08y tom贸 nada,
09:09que no se les gust贸 nada,
09:09ni identificar detalles
09:10y ni electr贸nica de los dispositivos.
09:14Y luego,
09:15se introducen la programa
09:16y le dieron,
09:17que se les dieron,
09:18que se les dieron a la vida
09:20y les dieron a la vida
09:20y los que se les dieron a la vida.
09:20Pero antes de haberlo,
09:21hay otras cosas que necesitan hacer.
09:26I had a hacer las vallas,
09:28tambi茅n,
09:29poner mi mano en la biblia
09:31y tomar esas vallas
09:32en mi vida y mi vida
09:33y mi vida,
09:33que no me dieron hablar de nada
09:35de nada que suceda.
09:36Y luego,
09:37me dieron a la forma
09:39y me dieron
09:39las cosas que me dieron
09:40y los que me dieron
09:41y me dieron
09:41las cosas.
09:41Una de las cosas que me dieron
09:43las cosas que me dieron
09:44en la vida
09:44y me dieron
09:48las cosas
09:49de los secretos
09:51de la casa.
09:55Y sabiendo
09:56que, en Tantra,
09:57se inici贸
09:58fue una cosa,
09:59se me dieron
10:01la sensaci贸n
10:01de la sensaci贸n
10:01de la sensaci贸n
10:04de la sensaci贸n
10:06de la sensaci贸n
10:06de la sensaci贸n
10:06de la sensaci贸n
10:06y que la gu铆a
10:08era probablemente
10:09engajar en ellas.
10:10,
10:10.
10:10.
10:16.
10:16.
10:17.
10:17I knew that it would be a sexual initiation and here was this opportunity for beyond satisfaction, a kind of
10:29ultimate happiness and enlightenment.
10:31It was a promise. You will experience these things and everything will change.
10:45I grew up in Oxford. I had a privileged upbringing. We were very lucky. I went to a private school.
10:57We went on great holidays.
11:01I was a very sensitive child, very shy. I changed quite a lot as a teenager.
11:10You know, we started to go out drinking and, you know, smoking and having fun.
11:24I reached a point in my late 20s when I was partying a lot. I was in quite a difficult
11:30relationship.
11:31I noticed that there was a pattern in terms of the relationships I was in and the type of people
11:36I was being attracted to.
11:38And my answer would be to go out and get wasted.
11:41It numbed the feelings temporarily.
11:46When I was 29, I started going to 12-step groups. I really cut down on the partying.
11:54I started to look into yoga and meditation.
12:01So, when I found Tara Yoga Center, there was a sense of, like, a click and a heart moment.
12:13I was completely intrigued by the possibility that I could have a deeply spiritual experience in lovemaking.
12:29For the first week in Paris, I was just focused on getting those tasks done, watching the films.
12:36We had to watch a series of porn films, write about how we felt about them and what kind of
12:42states we perceived that the women were having.
12:44It was like everything that had ever happened in the school had been leading up to this.
12:55Yeah, there was a woman there who'd been there for, like, two or three months.
12:58And I said, when are you leaving? And she's like, soon, I hope.
13:02But, like, he had to wait for his permission to leave.
13:04Like, she couldn't...she didn't know when she was going.
13:06I remember walking out once and seeing the girl that won Miss Shakti back in August.
13:12She was there and her head had been shaved.
13:16And there was this note about her, how she...her ego had gotten so big and she needed to kind of
13:21be put back in her place kind of thing.
13:22But she was sort of, like, cut off from everyone.
13:26I was like, that's what happens to Miss Shakti?
13:28That's what happens to the winner?
13:30Her head gets shaved.
13:36It was becoming clear that every single woman who was there had been initiated.
13:41They did say, no, sometimes he doesn't.
13:43But I didn't see anyone there who hadn't been initiated.
13:50So they kind of feed you through this thing for quite a few days.
13:54And it was about day five or six where they said,
13:59OK, now that you've done all these things, we can tell you that the reason that you're here,
14:04when you meet with him, there will be an opportunity to receive sexual initiation from him.
14:10And they framed it as if it was an option.
14:23As it happened, he decided that I should arrive to him on the day of my 30th birthday.
14:31I was taken by a driver again.
14:36With the hat and the sunglasses.
14:39And this time it was to an apartment.
14:41And I believe that he parked in a kind of underground parking garage.
14:48Most of my friends had been there already.
14:53I found it quite incredible that after so many years,
14:56none of the neighbors sensed that these guys were coming in and out of that house.
15:04Every day, all the time.
15:07At least three or four girls are there, for sure.
15:11Some girls would go every month.
15:14His favorites.
15:19And he knocked at the door and we had to wait for a minute before it was opened.
15:23And then it was Greg who opened the door and he welcomed me and gave a hug and said happy
15:30birthday.
15:32And then he kind of sent me down the hall and went back into his room.
15:37And he said, oh, well, okay, it's the real person that everyone's so obsessed with.
15:42It's this guy and he's really old.
15:46Looking into his eyes, it was almost like an empty space that pulls you in at the same time as
15:58being empty.
16:00I couldn't sense any emotions from him.
16:03Nothing.
16:12I'm in this weird, really tiny apartment.
16:16There's just books everywhere.
16:21There's bookshelves on each side of the hallway and his room and the other room.
16:30If you go down the hallway, there's the toilet and the bathroom.
16:40A tiny little corner where they have like a bath fridge, a really small fridge.
16:46And then there's the actual bedroom, which is just an average size bedroom.
16:52And that is where the girls are kept, who are taken to him for sex.
17:00At any point, there's always a few girls there.
17:06Everyone's sweaty.
17:07They take your clothes so you don't really have, like, sometimes people are naked or you're just wearing something very
17:13minimal.
17:13So you don't really have your own clothes.
17:16The place is locked from the outside.
17:19So you can't open the door from the inside.
17:23And you're sleeping there.
17:25You're eating there.
17:26You're doing everything in that space.
17:30He had a team of girls who were cooking for him.
17:33So they would send it to him.
17:34He would eat a little bit and then he would give all the rest to the girls.
17:37They would store it in the fridge.
17:40But the rule was, like, you couldn't throw anything on the garbage.
17:43So you would have to eat everything which was there before you could open a new one, a new batch
17:47of food.
17:48And it would be, like, just like, girls just, like, eating this moldy food, like, because they had to.
17:53Like, what was the rule?
17:54Otherwise, you would get, like, in trouble and stuff.
17:58Every so often someone gets called in to meet with him.
18:02You hear them having sex for hours.
18:04You hear really loud music.
18:08She eventually comes out, and really soon after that, she's picked up and taken away to the third house.
18:13And then often not long after that, someone else turns up and takes her place.
18:19And there's people there saying, I've been here six times.
18:22I love it.
18:23It's the most amazing experience.
18:25It gives me so much.
18:27And they believe that.
18:29Do you believe that?
18:32Maybe in some way.
18:35I still felt really uncertain, but I felt like I was open to see.
18:48I had a fantastic experience.
18:52We started the ritual going deeply into the transfiguration.
19:01Just as we were taught in the tantra classes.
19:07Of seeing ourselves and seeing each other as these deeply spiritual beings.
19:17It's the perfect union of the inner masculine, the inner feminine.
19:23The yin and the yang.
19:26Shiva and Shakti.
19:31I almost ceased to exist.
19:38Somehow, I traveled outside of my body.
19:45He guided me through every single little step.
19:53For me, it was a spectacular, really beautiful meeting.
19:58And after that, I was complete.
20:05Like, I wanted to believe that it was going to be like a milestone for me.
20:13In my spiritual path.
20:15I wanted it to be.
20:17Of course.
20:21It was always difficult for me.
20:23I never felt that I was, you know, voluptuous.
20:26Full of vitality.
20:29I never felt that I fell into the category of, you know, this kind of awakened Shakti woman.
20:38I am from the south of Argentina, a city called Bariloche.
20:44It's in the mountains, in the limit with Chile.
20:47When I turned 18, I decided to move to Buenos Aires on my own.
20:54Back then, I was taking drugs on the weekends.
20:59And then when I found Atman at the time, of course, it came with all of these nice people that
21:05cared for me.
21:06They were much more focused on spiritual things.
21:11It was just like such an upgrade.
21:15And I could see how much trauma and how much pain I had inside of me from my childhood that
21:23I had never really addressed.
21:27I wanted to be more involved in the school.
21:32So I moved to Denmark.
21:35I lived in the ashram.
21:36I ate there.
21:37I did everything there.
21:37I barely went outside.
21:41I really thought that to have an initiation with him, that it would help me.
21:46I thought it was like the next step I had to take in order to evolve.
21:58Before you go there, basically, you will drink water.
22:02Like two litres of water or like a lot of water.
22:07You also need to bless the water with a special formula that you are given by Greek.
22:15And then you need to shower before and shave.
22:19You have to shave completely.
22:22They say that if you do enough yoga and meditation so that you're in a really good spiritual state
22:28to prepare yourself sexually in some way, to be centered and grounded and focused and ready to meet him.
22:43He came in the middle of the night.
22:45I was sleeping.
22:47He touched with his finger the sole of my feet while I was sleeping.
22:50And I woke up like that.
22:52And like, it's your turn.
22:57Everything had been leading up to this as this monumental event.
23:05But this repeated thought just kept coming into my head.
23:10You're going up a mountain and Shiva's at the top.
23:14You're going up a mountain and Shiva's at the top.
23:19I don't remember much about the sex.
23:22I was very out of my body, very disorientated and frozen.
23:28And even in the memory, I blocked a lot of it out, which is convenient.
23:33But, yeah, it was a long process.
23:38Could have been two hours in total.
23:43You start doing one of the positions, which I think they come from Kamasutra.
23:48So besides learning the postures, you also learn how to move from one to another in a graceful way
23:53so that you will still remain, you know, in penetration somehow.
24:05I felt it just came in, I don't want to do this.
24:11And then, almost immediately, another voice came in.
24:16You're being superficial.
24:18You're being shallow.
24:20You need to transfigure him.
24:24Transfiguration.
24:25The doctrine of the school.
24:28They say with the tentacles.
24:31Don't focus on the physical.
24:33Don't be superficial.
24:35It's not a spiritual attitude.
24:38And did you transfigure him?
24:41Yes.
24:59The idea is that you could look at a person and really, genuinely, the shape of their body would
25:08would start to change and would look different.
25:21When you're transfiguring your lover into the Shiva and the great man that he can be,
25:28he will become that.
25:34So you have to have a lot of transfiguration, be able to see beyond what's there.
25:41Because otherwise, yes, an old man, like, why would you want to be with him, you know?
25:49But if you can see it, that's Shiva, the spiritual master that's going to help you evolve spiritually,
25:56then, okay, that's a different thing.
26:01I just knew I really, really, really, really didn't want to go through with the initiation.
26:05And they said, you need to write to him and tell him.
26:09And I said that I needed to work through my own demons.
26:12But I really hoped that he could support me if he was my master through the yoga practices
26:18and the meditations.
26:21And he wrote back to me full of, it was like he was yelling on the page.
26:26You could feel the anger and the heat and the rage through the pen.
26:29It was just capital letters in this, like, red fountain pen.
26:33And he said, you lie.
26:36And then I was like, but how am I lying?
26:38Like, that's my feeling.
26:40You lie because you have a big ego and a great bad will.
26:45And he said on this note that only you have this response because you are manipulated by demons
26:52who don't want you to receive divine power.
26:55And for all the love that I manifest towards you, your reaction is bizarre, morbid, sickly, perverted,
27:04completely lacking any goodwill or any aspiration to know God.
27:09Do you feel empathy now?
27:11Answer me.
27:12Like, it was like he was, like, yelling at me.
27:14He said, the initiation will exorcise your demons, as in, like, exorcism.
27:24And they said, you've been summoned to see him tonight when they gave me this letter.
27:28Like, he wants to see you tonight.
27:29You've been summoned to him.
27:31And I went down to the meditation room.
27:33There's a meditation room in the basement where it's silent.
27:35And I went and sat in there because I knew that no one could talk to me in there.
27:38And I prayed.
27:42I prayed to my nana.
27:44I said, nana, just please, just give me a sign.
27:48What I should do.
27:49Just give me a sign.
27:52And that was when I first had the thought, like, maybe I could leave.
27:57But before that, like, that thought was too crazy.
27:59Like, I wouldn't have thought to do that.
28:04I mean, there was a big fence with a locked gate.
28:07They had all of my belongings.
28:08They had my phone.
28:10They had my wallet.
28:12I had no way of speaking the language.
28:15I didn't know where I was.
28:20Nothing felt real anymore.
28:21And I actually thought I was going crazy.
28:23I thought maybe I was in a state of psychosis.
28:28I didn't know what world I lived in.
28:31I couldn't trust myself.
28:33But I also couldn't trust them.
28:36No, this is wrong.
28:38This is wrong.
28:39That in that moment, something snapped.
28:42I need to go.
28:43I need to get out of here right now.
28:50Before I was allowed to leave, they made me write this multi-page statement that you have
28:58to copy out in your own handwriting, word for word.
29:02And then you have to submit it to them to cross-check it to make sure that you've included
29:06everything in it and that it's correct.
29:09And then they said, oh, yeah, we need to get a video of you reading out this statement.
29:14And I wasn't about to resist or object to any instructions at this point.
29:17I just wanted to get out.
29:20During my meeting with Greg, everything went on normally, naturally, and with much common
29:26sense so that I cannot complain of anything that throughout the meeting with Greg may have
29:32traumatised me.
29:33It was like a legal document.
29:35I specify the fact that...
29:36I had to read it on camera and I remember just thinking in my head, they're going to try
29:40and use this against me one day.
29:42I specify the fact that there was nothing that happened against my will and I have not
29:48been raped, neither forced, nor aggressed, or blackmailed, or hypnotised, or beaten, or
29:58cursed, or humiliated, or tortured, or offended, or locked up.
30:03Something really legal sounding to say that nothing happened to me here and if I say anything
30:09to the contrary, this proves that I'm lying.
30:12This final declaration of mine has been signed by me personally in the presence of two witnesses
30:18that guarantee that I was in a normal state of mind when I finalised and signed it.
30:35And the driver said, where do you want to be taken to?
30:37And I said, just take me to the cheapest hotel you can find in the city.
30:42This can't be real.
30:43It has to be a nightmare.
30:44And I said, how do I wake up from this?
30:53In France, we have a specialized device to fight against the crimes that are committed
31:00in the sector sector.
31:03And in fact, this notion of mental health, we developed in the sector sector sector, so
31:09I know that this device is very particular in France.
31:14An abuse of weakness, so we're going to abuse the weakness of someone.
31:18And it's not a person who is in the state of weakness because she is aged or sick, but because
31:23she has been placed in the state of psychological suggestion.
31:28Progressivement, by techniques, the mental health will be placed and will allow
31:32to annihilate the victim's rights.
31:55After the initiation with the spiritual guide, I was exhausted, disorientated.
32:02I felt really shaky, and I think I was even physically shaking.
32:09But then one of the coordinator women, she approached me.
32:14She said, I'm part of a very special women's integration.
32:17It's all women, but it's in a different location.
32:22We've got a swimming pool.
32:23It's near a really nice city.
32:26And people call it the Garden of Miracles.
32:32And then she said, now that you know these things that most people don't know, you have a responsibility.
32:41It's your responsibility to not lower your consciousness and go back to doing things the way that you did them
32:49when you didn't know.
32:53She asked me if I was interested, and I said yes.
32:59And so we went together to the bus stop in Paris.
33:06It was my first chance to sleep for like almost 42 hours probably.
33:15And when we got to Prague, we were taken to a suburban house on the main line heading out of
33:23Prague.
33:27They sat me down, and they explained to me what would be happening in the house.
33:33We would do erotic rituals in the morning.
33:41And then after that, you had to do a four-hour shift six days a week on a Camgirl site.
33:56The way that they spoke about it is that because we were doing the rituals in the morning,
34:02that energy from the rituals was going to amplify our power and our magnetism in Karma Yoga and on the
34:12site.
34:13And we were going to be able to transmit that energy to the people watching us and to the paying
34:20clients,
34:21so that then these men could hopefully start to connect to an energy beyond the base sexual energy.
34:30The idea of Karma Yoga is that it's selfless service, and you're offering for a greater purpose.
34:53So you walk down the stairs to the basement, and if you went round to the right, there was the
35:01hot and wet channel room.
35:03Tiny room, airless, hot, no windows.
35:10So you logged on, and then you had your page and your chat app where you saw the image of
35:18yourself being streamed.
35:22Sometimes the guys would ask you, you know, what did you do yesterday evening?
35:26And we were told, pretend that you have a normal life.
35:30Tell them that you went out for drinks with your friends.
35:32You went home and cooked pasta.
35:36We were told to be careful.
35:38We got told that there were people who were spying on us, who would try and trip us up.
35:44They'll ask, oh, you know, would you practice yoga?
35:47And we're out to blow our cover.
35:52In those six months, I was never paid for any of the work I did.
36:00There was this notion that when I looked at myself on the camera,
36:04I was seeing past the cheap outfits.
36:11And as I had done many times before over the past few years,
36:16looking at my body and seeing something divine.
36:26So much is at stake.
36:29If the answer to the question, which has always been, yes, yes, yes, I believe, I trust.
36:33And then you get to a point where it's a maybe or a no.
36:39There's so much of your life, your internal belief system, your relationships.
36:46It's just everything.
36:49You stand to lose as far as you can perceive everything,
36:53including your own spiritual future or salvation.
37:15I booked the next flight that I could get back to Australia.
37:20I just wanted to be at home with mom and dad.
37:21I just wanted to catch my breath.
37:25I didn't work for about a month and I just tried to figure out what happened,
37:29just try to unpack it.
37:30I just was so confused.
37:34Maybe a few months after I got home,
37:37I got really drunk at a party, like really drunk.
37:43And I think I just word vomited to a friend.
37:45I ended up just telling him.
37:47When I was telling him about what had happened,
37:50I just saw the look on his face of just shock.
37:53And just, he's like, this is really bad.
37:57Like, this is really, really bad.
37:59That was when I sort of started, I think, to talk more about it.
38:04I get a call from Ashley, basically explaining why she left.
38:11I felt such shame and guilt.
38:18Because immediately, I'm thinking to myself, here's Ashley, barely involved with the school.
38:24If a woman with that level of commitment to the school is getting brought in to meet the spiritual guide,
38:32then obviously, you know, my partners, practically all the women of the school have probably gone and had this experience
38:39too.
38:41This is so sick, these poor women.
38:47Who on earth is this guy?
39:11I was waiting for her to come to look with us!
39:19I was a student in university when the scandal broke back in 2004.
39:26I remember seeing all those images on TV about Gregorian Bivolaru.
39:34More recently, I became an investigative reporter.
39:41I started looking more into this group.
39:50These newspapers cover a very large period of time, starting from the early 90s until 2004, when the scandal really
40:00broke.
40:03I really was surprised that this was still going on.
40:10Because this is an old story in Romania.
40:13It has been a story for 30 years now.
40:29Everybody in Romania knows who Gregorian Bivolaru.
40:33He was basically a household name.
40:34He was a beautiful guy.
40:41The girl came here.
40:49The girl came here.
40:59The more she is, he will guide the world.
41:00The higher hash銈秐gs, his mother came here.
41:01The girl's always Goalel
41:04The girl came here as a message.
41:04Overall, the energy of the people was popular.
41:33Gracias por ver el video.
42:03Gracias por ver el video.
42:11Gracias por ver el video.
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