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00:12and though we are sad to lose her
00:15we can be joyful in the knowledge
00:17that her soul is at peace
00:21now I'd like to read an excerpt from the benediction
00:25our help is in the name of the Lord
00:36hey Liz
00:37hey babe how are you doing
00:40shit I don't know I'm okay
00:42I'm at Maya's funeral paying my respects but
00:45trying to give everybody some space and just
00:47you know staying conspicuous
00:49well that's impossible
00:50you're a gorgeous six foot tall woman who dresses like human funfetti
00:54well I am in all black today
00:56but my underwear is neon green
00:58and there's a snake eating a tiger across my ass
00:59cause I gotta do me
01:00of course you do
01:01and you're perfect
01:02any more news?
01:03yeah a toxicology report tested positive for alcohol and xanax in her system
01:07with oxycontin to boot
01:09we still don't know if it was an accident or not
01:11it may never
01:13oh shit
01:14hey Liz
01:15someone saw me
01:16they're waving me over
01:18just pretend you're there seeing someone else
01:20what?
01:20okay
01:25you're being real quiet
01:27you doing something weird?
01:29I sure am
01:30alright
01:32I love you
01:34how's she doing?
01:36you know Gabby
01:36she's stronger than all of us
01:38oh I don't know
01:39I'm pretty strong
01:40oh please
01:41your heart barely works
01:43I had to help you off the toilet this morning
01:45well that's true
01:46I got winded wiping
01:47Brian?
01:48yeah
01:48why did you bring Sutton here today?
01:51it's my nanny day
01:52I was going to your house
01:53no reason
01:53trying to make your life easier
01:55just you know
01:56me being a good person
01:57none of that tracks
01:59he's the worst
01:59but who cares
02:00I just want to eat you up
02:02you should do that to me
02:04lately there's been no skin to skin contact
02:07if you know what I mean
02:08yes yes sadly I do know what you mean
02:10the doctor said you can't have sex for eight weeks
02:13six to eight
02:15okay
02:16and I've done the math
02:17you either owe me 16 you on the bottoms
02:19or four you on the tops
02:20I am never getting married
02:22look at your little Jordans
02:25I love them
02:26everyone's been so supportive of Matthew's sneaker hustle
02:30thank you guys so much
02:31yes absolutely
02:32are you kidding?
02:33I love my new sneakers
02:34I've been getting hit on so much
02:36this woman at the coffee shop would not stop staring at me
02:39I think that's because you stole her coffee
02:41uh no
02:41Angela is my coffee shop name
02:43that's not true
02:44that's true
02:44I was tired of people calling me brain
02:47you know what Angela does suit you better
02:48let's call him Angela from now on
02:50how you like that brain?
02:54when I was a kid working at Bellevue
02:57whenever we lost someone
02:59my supervisor would gather us together
03:01so that we could
03:03process it emotionally
03:06and then he'd have each of us say
03:08how lucky we were
03:10to have each other
03:11wow you'd actually do that?
03:13no I pretended I had to go take a pee
03:15but I do remember feeling like
03:17having that community
03:19helped me get through it
03:22look I went over all of your notes
03:24there's nothing that you should have done differently
03:28I know
03:29I'm sorry
03:31I know you really cared about her
03:32yeah thanks for that
03:33you encouraged me to get closer to my patients
03:35but you didn't warn me how much more would hurt
03:37if things went south
03:37I thought that was sort of implied
03:40just know that we're aware
03:42how hard this must be
03:44and that we're here for you
03:47well I'm here for you
03:49Paul apparently has a pickup game to get to
03:51Liz's big weird son hooked me up
03:53you're just jealous
03:54yes
03:55I've always regretted throwing away my slime shoes
03:57alright gentlemen feels like this meeting is over
04:00hey if you need some time
04:01I'm happy to cover your patience
04:04thanks
04:04but
04:05I got it
04:06good
04:07back on the horse
04:10that's the way we honor the people we lose
04:14you guys are the best
04:16love you
04:18what?
04:19I thought of something funny
04:21but now's not the time
04:22go for it
04:23no
04:24come on I need a laugh
04:25say it Jimmy
04:26okay
04:28you have dead patient face
04:29Jesus
04:30what the hell's wrong with you?
04:32I was trying to be funny
04:33I thought that it might lighten the mood
04:35oh my god
04:35because of dead wife face
04:36oh
04:38I'm going to hell aren't I?
04:41yeah
04:42see you there
04:43help me carry this weight
04:47that's dragging me down
04:49pull me out of the dream
04:51before I start to drown
04:53let the wreckage all sink
04:56to where the fishes are frightening
04:58I want to hear myself think again
05:14God it is so crazy
05:16it feels like yesterday
05:17I was dropping you off for preschool
05:19and now you're getting ready to graduate
05:22hey why didn't you tell me
05:23you were voted most resilient
05:24because I hate it
05:25it was me and some kid
05:26who lost his finger to a firework
05:28I got voted
05:29white Michael Jordan
05:32I was really good at basketball
05:34and it was a different time
05:38hey you're back
05:39hey yeah hi
05:41hey
05:42oh thank you
05:43yeah
05:43hey
05:46oh I left my uh
05:48jacket wallet and keys here
05:50the other night
05:50after your dead mom's birthday party
05:52you could just say mom
05:53really it's uh
05:54it's not too soon to be that
05:55familiar
05:56okay
05:57mom
05:58cool
05:58nice
06:01I would have brought you your stuff
06:03well yeah I didn't want to seem
06:05thirsty
06:06anyway that was fun
06:07the other night
06:08it was a pretty weird first date huh
06:10it was such a weird first date
06:12yeah
06:12that wasn't a date
06:13there were too many people there
06:15an actual date needs to be
06:16just the two of you
06:17alone
06:18maybe at a restaurant
06:19I mean there'd be people there too
06:21right
06:22yes
06:22patrons
06:23uh-huh
06:24waiters
06:25maybe a restaurant critic
06:26in disguise
06:27scribbling madly
06:29in a notebook
06:29oh but we are on to him
06:32so on
06:32can this be over now
06:33sure
06:34for now
06:35but you know
06:36she's right
06:37we haven't had an official
06:38first date
06:39so um
06:40how about dinner
06:41tomorrow night
06:41at my house
06:43it's a date
06:44finally
06:46uh well thank you
06:47for finding my stuff
06:48I just
06:49feel like I keep
06:50losing things
06:51it's really good to see you
06:52yeah you too
06:53okay bye
06:54see you tomorrow
06:54oh yeah
06:54see you tomorrow
06:55bye
06:55okay
06:58yeah
06:58yeah
06:59yeah
06:59that's shit pretty cool right
07:00yeah I do really like her
07:02I kind of think mom's making her shit disappear
07:07fuck
07:07oh
07:09hey
07:09hey
07:11hey
07:11hey uh
07:12I thought it might cheer you up to take a culinary trip through your old neighborhood in Long Beach
07:16I got uh chili cheese fries from that very dirty place across the street from your high school
07:22nice
07:23and a peppermint stick and a pickle from the gas station near your mom's house
07:27hell yeah
07:27which um
07:28I can't believe I'm saying this is actually pretty bomb
07:30the best part is when you burp a few days later you can still taste it
07:35look babe this is really sweet but I don't really feel like eating so I think I'm on that
07:41depression diet
07:42right
07:42in a few days
07:43yeah
07:44well how about this how about um you and I cuddle up on the couch and watch some Lord of
07:49the Rings
07:49pronounce it right
07:50my bad
07:51Lord of the Rings
07:54yeah um
07:56not tonight
07:56babe
08:04she said no to Lord of the Rings that's her happy place
08:07I know
08:08anyway she's struggling so
08:10can you guys keep an eye on her
08:12absolutely
08:13I'll deal with this
08:14I've handled the death of a patient before and surprisingly
08:18you have not
08:19I know it really is amazing isn't it
08:21don't jinx me
08:25thanks for coming by
08:27Derek
08:27absolutely
08:28it really is sweet how much you care about her
08:30actually um
08:32before all this went down I was planning to propose
08:37nice
08:37and when were you planning on asking for my approval
08:40asking you for your approval
08:42uh
08:43are you serious right now
08:45I believe he is yes
08:48oh
08:49okay
08:50well Paul if it's okay with you
08:52I'd love permission to
08:55marry your co-worker
08:59that would make me very happy
09:01hell yeah
09:02wow
09:04wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow wow
09:07sorry I think I'm just in an emotional place
09:10I have a first date tonight
09:12made this about himself real quick
09:13he always does
09:16it was so nice of you to tidy up Ava
09:19and you did laundry too
09:20wow
09:21how fun that my perfectly fitting blended fabric t-shirts got to tumble with your cotton separates
09:28just my way of saying thank you for letting me crash here for the last few weeks
09:32oh come on we are happy to help
09:33and I know it's been taking me a while to find a new job and a new place
09:37so until then I will do all the housework around here
09:41then stay as long as you want
09:43hello
09:44you need to leave right now
09:45Angela are you decent?
09:47nope we just had sex
09:49here go stall her
09:50come on come on come on
09:53why do I have to go Liz likes me
09:55yeah no she does she really likes you
09:56but she also has a lot of opinions
09:57so she's gonna have thoughts about you living here
09:59you know like but for how long
10:01and what does this mean
10:02and isn't it an unhealthy dynamic
10:04for the birth mother to be living with the adoptive parents
10:06you know stupid shit like that
10:07this door
10:08okay damn it
10:09I don't want to hear your life story Charlie
10:12nobody cares
10:13I just want to see my baby
10:14Liz
10:15hey Liz
10:17what's up girl
10:18I have noticed that you weren't keeping up with Sutton's moisturizing routine
10:22so I brought a cream from Europe that's banned here
10:27but will keep her smooth forever
10:28ooh may I try
10:30I think it's a little late for you
10:33okay
10:36what do you think
10:37someone came to play
10:39come on give us a spin
10:43yeah
10:44nice
10:45I'm good
10:46you look like a princess
10:48I sort of feel like one
10:50you're glowing
10:51I think that might be panic sweat
10:52aww you're skighted
10:55scared and excited
10:56I learned it in kindergarten
10:57it really stuck with me
10:58it's just there's been a lot of build up
11:00you know
11:00a lot of
11:01a lot of missed chances
11:02I just really want it to go well
11:04I know it's been a while
11:06so you just have to remember
11:08first stop on her train
11:11it's gotta be downtown
11:12I hate horny Derek
11:14I black it out
11:15I mean he ain't wrong
11:16he ain't wrong
11:18alright well
11:21wish me luck
11:22I'm gonna give you the same advice
11:23that you gave me on my first date
11:25be yourself
11:26have fun
11:28and you can't put the toothpaste
11:29back in the tube
11:30I think the toothpaste
11:31was my virginity
11:32yeah we got it
11:33well I had no idea
11:34here goes nothing
11:37hey
11:40you've got this
11:43thanks kiddo
11:47I gave my toothpaste
11:48to my math tutor
11:52yeah I think it went really well
11:54even though nobody at the restaurant
11:56told me I'd be interviewing
11:57with Dre Thibodeau
11:59the Dre Thibodeau
12:01stop doing that
12:02never
12:03anyway
12:05there's a lot of people
12:06out for this job
12:08it's just real cool
12:08to be in the mix
12:09fuck the mix
12:10sky's the limit for you kid
12:12you just gotta believe it
12:13oh shit
12:15almost time for group
12:17I gotta get going
12:17uh hey
12:18uh
12:19Gabby helps run
12:20the veterans group right
12:21yeah
12:22do me a favor
12:24ask me to come
12:25wouldn't it be kind of weird
12:26since you're not a vet
12:28I'd love to
12:31alright everybody
12:32time to circle up
12:33let's go
12:34Paul
12:36what are you doing here
12:37that would be uh me
12:38I uh
12:39I asked him to come
12:40why
12:43cause he told me to
12:45smooth
12:47I think what you're doing is great
12:48so I thought I'd
12:50drop by and check it out
12:51really
12:52yeah
12:53then why haven't you said anything
12:54not even once
12:54I'm shy
12:57aww
12:57alright
12:58well sit your ass down
12:59and stay shy
13:02hey
13:02how you
13:03how you doing
13:04fellow vet huh
13:05guessing revolutionary war
13:07did you know Paul Revere
13:08no
13:10but I knew your mama
13:13this is gonna be fun
13:16guys
13:18am I crazy
13:19or is that
13:19Ava's purse
13:20oh
13:21uh
13:22she must have forgotten it
13:23yeah Liz relax
13:24it's not like she lives here
13:25I got you say that
13:26oh so she does
13:28live here
13:28no
13:29so
13:30whose thong is this
13:32mine
13:34it's yours
13:35yeah I love a thong
13:36cause they're so comfy
13:38that's right
13:39okay
13:39put it on
13:42why wouldn't I
13:43I'm just gonna
13:45sit here
13:46and enjoy the show
13:47can't wait
13:48don't do this
13:49while I'm doing it
13:51ooh
13:54you realize this isn't gonna cover everything
13:56I feel like there's a chance it might
14:00well
14:01here we go
14:02Ava is staying here
14:03Charlie
14:04what was your plan
14:05to put on this thong
14:06and if we're being real
14:07probably enjoy wearing it
14:08Ava is living with you
14:11she lost her waitressing job
14:12and she couldn't afford to pay rent
14:14and her parents have
14:15practically disowned her
14:16so she couldn't move back home
14:18I told you that letting Ava into your lives
14:21was a slippery slope
14:22and you open the door a crack
14:24and now there's a thong up in it
14:26what if something bad had happened to her
14:28Liz
14:29what if she'd been forced out onto the street
14:31and had to get a sugar daddy
14:34or marry some old rich man
14:36that she didn't really love
14:38oh my god
14:39what am I saying
14:40it's like I'm describing my perfect life
14:41I get it
14:42letting Ava move in
14:45was a compassionate thing to do
14:47yes
14:48thank you
14:49I know you'd understand
14:51it's just temporary
14:53she's really trying to find a job
14:55wait wait
14:57you guys think
14:58that someone as pretty as Ava
15:01can't find a job
15:01she couldn't just
15:03ditch her bra
15:05and be selling tequila shots somewhere
15:08wow Liz
15:09I hope for Sutton's sake
15:11that our society
15:12is not as shallow
15:13as you seem to think
15:20is this yours
15:25well I don't see her
15:27and
15:31I hate it when you're right
15:33I'm getting bored of it myself
15:38hi
15:39you look great
15:40oh thanks
15:41oh cheers
15:43uh but right up front
15:44you're not getting to second base
15:46I um
15:47I'm wearing my house brown
15:48oh yeah
15:49I was married
15:49I know the one
15:50no underwire
15:51yeah you get it
15:52sort of like a sack
15:54you throw your boobs in
15:55yeah that's the one
15:55um so heads up
15:57uh my ex-husband
15:58came to pick up
15:59my son for the night
16:00but they haven't left yet
16:01I was actually
16:02sort of hoping
16:03I would meet your ex tonight
16:04really
16:05no not at all
16:06right
16:07that's insane
16:10okay
16:12uh Jimmy
16:13this is my son Tate
16:15and this is Nick
16:16this is my friend Jimmy
16:17hey hey
16:18hey nice to meet you
16:19Sophie tells me you're a therapist
16:20I am
16:21I used to think about doing that
16:22still could
16:24you know
16:24just takes like
16:25eight years of grad school
16:26that was the rub
16:27only took me one year
16:28to learn pool scape design
16:29I specialize in
16:31nature based water slides
16:32very cool
16:33water attractions
16:34really aren't my thing
16:35I almost drowned once
16:37in a lazy river
16:38as a kid
16:38no
16:40Tate don't be rude
16:41can you say hi to Jimmy
16:42sup
16:42nailed it
16:44okay let's get going
16:46why did we start
16:47playing a video game
16:48that was my fault
16:48I promised him
16:49if he got an A
16:50on his spelling test
16:51then he could do
16:52a round of Diablo Dungeons
16:54we don't do screens
16:55at my house
16:56screens suck
16:58now I'm siding against you
16:59for absolutely no reason
17:01we can always like
17:02go out instead
17:03if you want
17:03well I made Coco
17:05Vanna
17:05mostly because I like
17:06saying it
17:07you don't have to leave
17:08as soon as he dies
17:09then we'll take off
17:10he's never going to
17:11get past Drex
17:12great let's
17:13let's stick with the
17:14Coco Vanna
17:15you just beat
17:16oh my god
17:17no way
17:18he got bad friends
17:20level up
17:21level up
17:22level up
17:23level up
17:23level up
17:24level up
17:25I'm sorry
17:25no that's cool
17:26I think this is all
17:27really cool
17:29alright since you're
17:30new here
17:31introduce yourself
17:32by saying your name
17:32age
17:33and your favorite
17:34one hit wonder band
17:35from the 90s
17:36Paul
17:3674
17:37Marky Mark
17:38and the Funky Bunch
17:39the fuck is a
17:40Funky Bunch
17:41I'll tell you later
17:42alright
17:43I want to begin by
17:45addressing the elephant
17:46in the room
17:46of Maya's
17:47in timely passing
17:49many of you
17:50got to know Maya
17:51when she started
17:52coming here for MMA
17:52I'm sure you all
17:54have feelings about it
17:56I'll start
17:59this sucks
18:01she was definitely
18:02going through some shit
18:04but she smiled
18:05when she was here
18:08and she had a great smile
18:10it's weird
18:11that the last time
18:12I saw her
18:13I was
18:13punching her in the face
18:15dude
18:15still shook up
18:16sometimes when we lose
18:18even an acquaintance
18:19it can stir up
18:20the pain of past losses
18:21isn't that right Paul
18:22yeah it's called
18:24cumulative grief
18:27and just like
18:28in MMA
18:28you gotta keep
18:29your guard up
18:30even when you think
18:31you're okay
18:33the sadness
18:34can sneak up on you
18:36and
18:37kick your ass
18:39and that's why
18:40it's important
18:41to let your friends
18:42show up for you
18:43even your shy ones
18:44who bullshit
18:45about why they're
18:45really here
18:47what's happening
18:48they talking about us
18:49but really about them
18:52I busted that
18:53dead chick's lip
18:54bro
18:54I know man
18:55you good
18:57plus she kicked
18:59yo
18:59she sure did
19:00I know
19:04hi I'm Ava
19:08shit
19:08can you sit
19:10with us for a minute
19:11just let me
19:12tell the manager
19:14she's cool
19:17that's great
19:17that she's cool
19:18what are you doing
19:20I don't know
19:20I don't like
19:21ambushing her like this
19:23makes it seem like
19:23I don't trust her
19:24because you don't
19:25trust her
19:25that's because
19:25you made me not
19:26trust her
19:26that's not true
19:27yes it is true
19:28it's totally true
19:28it's true
19:29look
19:30I have to have
19:30a functional
19:31relationship with Ava
19:32for the rest of my life
19:34I'm leaving
19:34oh stop
19:34no wait
19:35we have to
19:36confront her
19:37you do whatever
19:38you want
19:38I'm just gonna
19:39love her
19:40and bravely run away
19:42Brian
19:42hey hey
19:43um bye Ava
19:45I'll see you at home
19:46oh bye
19:46oh
19:48no
19:51okay
19:55look
19:55I only plan to stay
19:57with Brian and Charlie
19:58a little while
19:58okay so what happened
20:01turns out living with them
20:02is great
20:03things have been so
20:04hard with my parents
20:05anyway
20:06I got this job last week
20:07but I just wasn't
20:09ready to go
20:10Ava you deserve
20:11to have a great life
20:12but you've got to
20:14give them their space
20:15by being this involved
20:17in their family
20:18you're not allowing them
20:20the chance to build theirs
20:22okay
20:23but how are you
20:24any different
20:26you walk into their house
20:27whenever you want
20:28and you call their baby
20:29your baby
20:30something likes
20:31when I do that
20:31Liz
20:32you tracked me down
20:33to talk to me
20:34about what should go on
20:35in Brian's house
20:36without Brian
20:37in an olive garden
20:39a restaurant
20:40I am near positive
20:41you've never been to
20:41in your life
20:42I come here all the time
20:44I love their
20:46carb wands
20:47those are called
20:48breadsticks
20:50and I know you want
20:51to try one
21:00what now
21:01I don't know
21:03but I definitely
21:05need more of these
21:05on it
21:07maybe some
21:08fried ravioli
21:09I mean
21:11this is like
21:12surprisingly delicious
21:14wish I hadn't said
21:15surprisingly
21:16it's okay
21:16I was gonna say
21:18I got this
21:18recipe from a trip
21:20to Paris
21:20but it's actually
21:21from Guy Fieri
21:24the only time
21:25I was in Paris
21:26I was dating
21:27this woman
21:28and we did that
21:29whole lock on a bridge
21:30thing
21:30oh yeah
21:31it's funny
21:32I can't even remember
21:32her name right now
21:33oh come on
21:33yes you do
21:34yes I do
21:35I just hate that
21:35it's not a pretty name
21:37Bernice
21:38oh
21:39you dated a Bernie
21:40I dated a Bernie
21:41wow
21:41yeah
21:43last person I dated
21:44before
21:46Tia
21:47yeah
21:48sorry
21:48she keeps coming up
21:49doesn't she
21:50no it's okay
21:51it's um
21:52it's really special
21:53how much you miss her
21:56seriously
21:56it feels like
21:58that kind of love
21:59is once in a lifetime
22:01maybe
22:03sure hope not though
22:09got him the toolbox
22:10Tate made another level
22:12so he's on fire
22:14cool
22:14fucking Drax
22:15I'm gonna go fix
22:16the back window screen
22:17someone can break in
22:18I'm not sure
22:19screen is gonna
22:20stop a burglar
22:21he's remarried
22:22he has his own place
22:23but he still struts
22:24around here
22:24like he owns it
22:25you're the one
22:26that's always calling
22:27me to come fix stuff
22:27because you're always
22:29showing up unannounced
22:30he insists on
22:32having a key
22:33cause she insists
22:34on having primary
22:35custody
22:35oh
22:36okay
22:37okay
22:37I'm sorry
22:38yeah
22:38we haven't really
22:40nailed the transition
22:41to respectful
22:42co-parenting
22:43well it's nothing
22:44a little
22:45counseling
22:45wouldn't nip in the bud
22:46yes that is what
22:47I keep saying
22:48but one of us
22:49is being a bitch
22:49about it
22:50come on
22:50calm down
22:51I didn't say who
22:53it's him
22:56if only I knew
22:57a good therapist
23:00absolutely not
23:01oh
23:02you're a bad therapist
23:03oh no I'm awesome
23:04but it would be wildly
23:06inappropriate so
23:07oh come on
23:08I'm here
23:09he's here
23:10can't you just
23:11do that thing
23:11that you told me
23:12about where you go
23:13I don't know
23:13rogue
23:14jimmy
23:15thought that would've
23:16stuck with you
23:17I mean it's just my name
23:18jimmy-ing then
23:19yeah
23:19uh no
23:21sorry I'm just gonna
23:21enjoy my
23:22my talk around
23:24see
23:24she always does this
23:26she's always putting
23:27people on the spot
23:28that's me putting you
23:29on the spot
23:30because I'm trying
23:31to actually confront
23:32you about something
23:32that happened
23:33listen I want to
23:34get back to our date
23:35so I'm just gonna
23:36cut right to it
23:37Nick
23:37I am sensing
23:39that you have
23:40unresolved attachment
23:41so unresolved
23:43not super helpful
23:44okay
23:44your frequent presence
23:45around Sophie's house
23:46it probably isn't
23:47about fixing stuff
23:49or co-parenting
23:50it's about easing
23:51your guilt
23:52over blowing up
23:53your marriage
23:53you're just taking
23:54her side because
23:55you want to sleep
23:55with her
23:56Sophie
23:56you also have
23:57unresolved attachment
24:00maybe he doesn't
24:01want to sleep
24:01with you
24:01yes he does
24:02ha
24:03suck it
24:04I think you
24:05tolerate his
24:06dysfunction because
24:07it's easier for you
24:08to default to your
24:09old dynamic
24:09which includes
24:10having a built-in
24:11handyman
24:12than it is to
24:13learn how to
24:13set boundaries
24:14like you can't
24:15keep blaming Nick
24:16until you clearly
24:17define what your
24:18boundaries are
24:23I want my
24:23house key back
24:34thank you for
24:35seeing us today
24:35I'm always
24:36available for
24:37emergency sessions
24:38although this one's
24:39obviously a little
24:40different than that
24:41time mark sent money
24:41to that Instagram
24:42model
24:42she needed supplies
24:44for her class
24:45she taught
24:45tai chi in the
24:47park
24:47all right
24:50I know how much
24:51Maya meant to the
24:51both of you
24:52we're just trying
24:53to make sense
24:53of it
24:56I heard she had
24:56drugs in her
24:57system and I
24:59didn't know she
24:59had an issue
25:00with that
25:01did you
25:02I can't really
25:03speak to specifics
25:04because I still
25:05have to protect
25:05Maya's privacy
25:07but I do have a
25:08lot of experience
25:08with addiction
25:09and unfortunately
25:10things like this
25:11can and do happen
25:12to people who
25:12self-medicate
25:13we talked to
25:14her aunt at
25:16the funeral
25:16and she told us
25:18that Maya's mom
25:18had a drug
25:19problem too
25:20and abandoned
25:22her when she
25:23was 10
25:25you didn't know
25:25that
25:26okay Maya and
25:27I were just
25:27starting our work
25:28together and I
25:29am sure that if I
25:30had just a little
25:31more time
25:31she would have
25:32told me about
25:32if you had more
25:33time Maya was
25:34obviously in
25:35trouble aren't you
25:36supposed to see
25:36that what did
25:37you talk about
25:39in here
25:39I understand
25:40that you guys
25:41are feeling angry
25:42and confused
25:43and it is okay
25:44to take it out
25:45on me
25:45it just feels
25:46a little weird
25:47that we seem
25:48to know more
25:48about this
25:50than you do
25:52yeah okay
25:53um guys
25:55given what's
25:55happened
25:55I do think
25:56you know
25:57it's good
25:57for me
25:58to acknowledge
25:59that there
25:59may be
26:00a loss
26:00of trust
26:01here
26:01and as much
26:02as I value
26:03and care
26:03about you
26:04guys
26:04I am
26:04obligated
26:05to ask
26:06if you guys
26:07would feel
26:08more comfortable
26:08seeing someone
26:09else
26:09moving forward
26:16yeah
26:19wow
26:20see that
26:21you finally
26:21did it
26:22you agreed
26:22on something
26:23yeah
26:24I did that
26:26yay
26:29what the hell
26:30Liz
26:30Ava just texted us
26:31that she's moving
26:32in with a friend
26:33you totally
26:33overstepped here
26:34yep
26:34and it's all
26:35your fault
26:36our fault
26:37how come
26:38we're the ones
26:38in trouble
26:38right now
26:39because you
26:40let me
26:40take over
26:41you let me
26:42bulldoze you
26:43at every turn
26:44Liz
26:44not now
26:45Charlie
26:45I'm talking
26:46sorry
26:46see you
26:47just did it
26:48again
26:48you have
26:49to fire
26:49me
26:50we're not
26:51gonna fire
26:52you
26:52you're raising
26:53a child
26:53you have
26:54to be in
26:55control
26:55of your
26:56own
26:56home
26:57do it
26:59don't look
27:00to him
27:00for permission
27:01you coward
27:01do it
27:02you're
27:03fired
27:04no not
27:05do you guys
27:06know what
27:07the word
27:07assertive
27:08means
27:08if it
27:09helps
27:10I took
27:11Sutton
27:11to her
27:12first brunch
27:14behind your
27:14back
27:14and I
27:16took photos
27:17of her
27:17holding my
27:18mimosa
27:19we were
27:20saving that
27:21to do
27:22as a
27:22family
27:23you
27:23whore
27:24we are
27:25sick and
27:26tired
27:26of you
27:27acting like
27:27you run
27:28this house
27:28when Sutton
27:29should sleep
27:30and where
27:31how we should
27:32feed her
27:33bathe her
27:34burp her
27:35we are her
27:36parents
27:36Liz
27:37you want a
27:37baby
27:37tough titties
27:38you're gonna have
27:39to wait for one
27:39of those dumb
27:40sons of yours
27:41to make you
27:41a grandma
27:44there
27:44you did it
27:47I'm fired
27:48and it's
27:50for the best
27:54obviously
27:54Sutton will
27:55miss me
27:55you know
27:57our little
27:58nuzzles
27:59and our
28:00bath time
28:01routine
28:02with the little
28:03duckies
28:03and
28:05it's okay
28:06no
28:07Liz
28:09we appreciate
28:10everything you've
28:10done for us
28:11we truly
28:12never could have
28:13gotten to a place
28:14of needing
28:14only one
28:15full-time
28:16nanny
28:16without you
28:21thank you
28:21for everything
28:22you taught us
28:23you're welcome
28:24please stay
28:25in her life
28:27oh
28:28I'm still
28:29gonna come over
28:30whenever I like
28:30I'm just not
28:31gonna babysit
28:32for free anymore
28:35what have we
28:36done
28:37all right
28:38bye buddy
28:38good job
28:39killing
28:39Drax
28:42I'm not
28:43gonna say
28:43that was a
28:44great first date
28:45but there was
28:46awesome food
28:48interesting
28:48conversation
28:49probably a lot
28:50more yelling
28:51than you expected
28:52maybe a little
28:52although Bernice
28:54was Italian
28:54so that whole
28:55relationship
28:55was quite loud
28:58is that racist
28:59only a little
29:01hey Jimmy
29:02can I ask you
29:02a favor
29:04I um
29:05I know
29:06I ruined
29:06tonight
29:07but
29:08can we try
29:09for another
29:09first date
29:10sometime
29:12just tell me
29:12when
29:14now
29:34hey
29:35Jesus Christ
29:36why are you
29:37here so late
29:37because you
29:38are
29:41Mark and Donna
29:42fired me
29:45that sucks
29:48what happened
29:51before they did
29:52they told me
29:52that Maya
29:53had some pretty
29:53severe abandonment
29:54issues
29:56I never got that
29:57out of her
29:57Paul
30:01we can't
30:01control
30:02what our
30:03patients
30:04decided not
30:04to share
30:05with us
30:06no wonder
30:07she smiled
30:07when her
30:08friends moved
30:08away
30:09you know
30:09if I knew
30:10I could have
30:10done something
30:12maybe
30:12maybe not
30:15loneliness
30:15is a bitch
30:19and it's
30:20a lonely
30:20world out
30:20there
30:25you know
30:26the worst
30:26part is
30:26not knowing
30:27if it was
30:28on purpose
30:28or if it
30:29was an
30:29accident
30:30death
30:31is death
30:33try not
30:34to beat
30:34yourself up
30:35trying to
30:35figure out
30:36the semantics
30:37of it all
30:38so you're
30:39saying it
30:39doesn't matter
30:40if I ever
30:40know
30:40I'm saying
30:41I think
30:42you already
30:42do know
30:49you know
30:50I spent so much
30:51time moving
30:52into trauma
30:53work
30:53I never
30:54even stopped
30:55to think
30:55if I should
30:57and that was
30:57a big fucking
30:58mistake
30:59because it turns
30:59out I suck
31:00at it
31:00no you don't
31:04it was an
31:05occupational hazard
31:07Maya's just
31:07the first one
31:08and I promise
31:09you if you go
31:10down this road
31:12she won't be
31:13the last
31:18what are you
31:19doing
31:20cancelling all
31:20my patients
31:21for next week
31:22I changed
31:23my mind
31:24I do need
31:25time off
31:27you remember
31:28that mentor
31:29of mine
31:29from Bellevue
31:32whenever the
31:32shit hit the
31:33fan
31:33he always
31:34would say
31:35the same
31:35thing
31:36and it
31:37really stuck
31:37with me
31:39he said
31:40the longer
31:40it takes
31:41for you
31:41to get
31:42back on
31:43the horse
31:45the less
31:46likely it
31:46is that
31:47you will
31:47ever
31:47be able
31:48to get
31:49back
31:49on
31:51yeah
31:52well
31:53fuck
31:54the horse
31:56goodnight
31:57Paul
32:06woof
32:09we have
32:11been
32:11friends
32:12for so
32:13many
32:13years
32:14I never
32:16say it
32:16to you
32:17I know
32:18it would
32:19cause an
32:19issue
32:20but if
32:21you ever
32:22want to
32:23throw
32:24a bomb
32:24into
32:25your
32:25life
32:25just
32:26say
32:27the
32:27word
32:31anyway
32:32are you
32:33okay
32:34how are
32:35you doing
32:36these days
32:37just tell
32:38me
32:38plainly
32:39there's
32:39no reason
32:40not to
32:41say
32:41it
32:43how do
32:44you feel
32:45before
32:46you knock
32:47on my
32:48door
32:48there is
32:49no reason
32:50for
32:50you
32:51you
32:51not
32:51to
32:51say
32:52it
32:52plainly
32:54anymore
32:57bye
32:58bye
32:59bye
32:59bye
33:00bye
33:01bye
33:01bye
33:01bye
33:02bye
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