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Gelin Episode 328
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00:01Previously on 90 Day Fiancé, The Other Wife.
00:04Over there, it's tiny as .
00:06There's no food deliveries, no taxi.
00:09So it's giving me anxiety.
00:11I would have never seen myself moved in the countryside
00:13in my whole life.
00:14And it's going to be a huge adjustment for me.
00:16Fully for the first time.
00:20Oh, my god.
00:22I just hope that her buyer's remorse fades away.
00:24Because if Manon's not happy, nobody's happy.
00:28It is cute.
00:29I like it.
00:36All the arguments and the fighting.
00:39I'm too old for this.
00:41I have to say.
00:43Smith has a fantasy of living with his parents forever.
00:48But I got to figure out a way to get us out of there.
00:54You broke his heart, Ressa.
00:55I really don't want to hurt him.
00:57You might think it's done, but it's only been four days.
01:00He wonders whether you just need some time.
01:03I just know it in my instinct that, like, he's not my person.
01:09Jonathan left his phone on his nightstand.
01:13I found a message to a girl asking her to send nudes,
01:17asking, you know, that he missed her.
01:20Then the only thing he said was, you
01:22went behind my phone behind my back.
01:25I put my whole life on pause to be here with him.
01:28And he ruined it.
01:30I don't want to be around him.
01:32Like, I don't want to see him.
01:34My mom is not feeling well.
01:43So I'm going to make a tree.
01:47So you know how to make a tree, right?
01:49Lentils and rice.
01:50Yes.
01:51Mixed together, right?
01:52Right.
01:53After all the drama that happened yesterday, you can feel the tension in the house.
02:00And now Sadna's sick, and it's probably related to her emotions, her stress level.
02:20Yeah, you can take this and ask her to just relax, OK?
02:26Yeah, absolutely.
02:28Pray for me.
02:32I want to do something nice for Sadna.
02:34She's not feeling well.
02:36I also want to use this opportunity to have some time alone with Smith's parents.
02:41Mommy G, I made you some kitchery.
02:45Oh, thank you.
02:47That's good.
02:49OK.
02:50So nice.
02:51Mom yelling at everybody just made it more clear that I want to get the hell out.
02:58But it's a little scary to go in there and tell them that.
03:01And I bring you water.
03:02I don't want to involve Smith in the conversation because I don't think he would agree to it.
03:08But at some point, I'm going to have to tell him we can't live here anymore.
03:12Mom, what happened, Kewa?
03:16What happened to you?
03:18Dizzy.
03:19Dizzy, yeah.
03:20She's feeling dizzy.
03:21It's OK to sit?
03:22I don't want to sit on your feet.
03:24Try it and let me know if you like it.
03:28Tell her how to make it.
03:31If I was sick, you would make me eat this.
03:34Right?
03:35Wouldn't she?
03:37If I was sick, she would make me kitchery and make me eat it.
03:40Yes.
03:41OK, now, I'm here to tell you a few things.
03:47You need to relax.
03:49Don't let so much things bother you when it comes to, like, me and Sri and everything.
03:56Don't get upset.
03:58Don't take tension.
03:59Don't be afraid to do it and don't worry about it.
04:03OK?
04:04Don't do anything like that.
04:07Don't worry about it and then it becomes normal.
04:11Actually, it is part of life.
04:13In families, sometimes it happens.
04:15So that creates a little problem.
04:17After talking, everything is all right.
04:21Sadhana, you know, for me, this is my first time ever living with the family.
04:27I'm living with your family.
04:29So it's hard.
04:31We're both older women.
04:33So we're both set in our ways.
04:35Like, you're not going to change.
04:38I'm also not going to change, too.
04:42So Smit and I are going to move back to our apartment where we were happy.
04:47We were free to do anything.
04:49And nobody minded.
04:59I'm just saying, I can't put up with all of this.
05:03I can't do what I want.
05:04I can't do what I want.
05:05I can't do what I want.
05:06After some time, everything will be all right.
05:07Jenny.
05:08You have to stay with us.
05:09Jenny.
05:10I can't do this.
05:11I can't do this.
05:12I can't do this.
05:13I'm not going to let her boss me around.
05:14Smit not going to say.
05:15I can't do this.
05:16I can't do this.
05:17I can't do this.
05:18I can't do this.
05:19I can't do this.
05:20I can't do this.
05:21I can't do this.
05:22I can't do this.
05:23I can't do this.
05:24I can't do this.
05:25I'm not going to let her boss me around.
05:26Smit not going to say.
05:27So I have to say.
05:28We want to move out.
05:29Smit won't be happy when I tell him about this.
05:33But he needs to understand that I'm serious about.
05:34I got get out of here.
05:35I got to get out of this.
05:37Once my mind gets made up, it's made up.
05:39You will feel good.
05:40I'm not going to let her boss me around.
05:42You have to stay with us.
05:44I can't do this.
05:46I can't do this.
05:47I can't deal with this.
05:49I'm not going to let her boss me around.
05:51Smit not going to say.
05:52So I have to say.
05:53We want to move out.
05:54Smit won't be happy when I tell him about this,
05:57but he needs to understand that I'm serious about it.
06:00mind gets made up it's made up you will feel happy living with a big family don't worry no
06:11you will stay here
06:30today is my first day of work and men known and ben are still asleep so i'm just trying to
06:50organize some stuff before i go um these first couple of days in the house have been
06:55rough you know we're in a remote village we haven't been able to get the things we need like
07:01for groceries and the fridge is not being delivered until today and she has to deal with
07:07ben and the fridge and ben and the internet so um it's a slow adjustment i think we just need to
07:17get into a rhythm if today doesn't go well for rino and you know she may get discouraged but as
07:30parents who can't afford to quit you are always on for your child and she's going to be the one
07:36that has to do that now so there is no option of quitting
07:40oh you slept late today buddy yeah so we're gonna have a good day you and i bunny
07:54yeah yeah come here
08:01so today it's anthony's first day at work
08:05i'm trying to not freak out much because i want him to see how happy i am to be with him
08:11so let's stay on a good positive mood and energy today we're just going to take the stroller and go
08:17on a little stroll you and i yeah it's going to be great i'm super excited to be with ben because i
08:24really want to prove to myself that yes i can do it and also to prove to anthony that hey look i can
08:30just stay at home mom and make it happen yeah you excited huh i'm also a little bit stressed i'm not
08:35gonna like no i don't think i can do it this with it this is a new house in a new village i don't know
08:42anybody around i don't have a car
08:47how are you okay
08:51ça va oh well you're laughing i guess it's fine okay it was fun
08:57the thing is like yeah we bought our house really fast and since two hours away from my parents house
09:03we were not able to visit again to take the time to learn about the village as much as we would have
09:08liked to let's go so today i'm gonna just do that and enjoy and take the opportunity to bring ben on
09:15a little walk okay it's very sunny mommy's gonna sweat like a pig but that's okay oh there's a little
09:26kitty kitty oh that's a fat kitty kitty hello you okay oh there's a car let me on the side
09:38oh people are smiling that's cool this is actually pretty steep here oh geez
09:50it's very tiny yeah
09:55it's not a layer that's for sure
09:59oh that's all there is here okay
10:08the gattery cennévoles i guess they have some chocolate and some like cookies and stuff cool
10:16finally i found like a store the only store actually bonjour let's see let's discover and
10:24i'm excited to see what's going on in there bonjour bonjour ah c'est mignon ici
10:28but on va lui prendre la petite poule alors je pense une petite poule sale avec les trois peut-être
10:35chocolat blanc noir et au l'air à faire une combinaison ça oui ok combien ça fera ça fait
10:4230 euros tout bon s'il vous plaît super alors je vous donne la carte et j'avais une petite question oui
10:46vous êtes le seul magasin du village alors magasin il ya une coiffeuse à une coiffeuse
10:53bien ok super ouais il n'y a pas de boulangerie non il n'y a pas de boulangerie non ok il n'y a pas de
11:00pharmacie non plus ok il faut aller à saint-embroise c'est à deux kilomètres et c'est tout il n'y a pas de
11:05bar il n'y a pas de restaurant il n'y a pas il y avait un restaurant mais je crois qu'il est fermé
11:10ok il a fermé voilà mais sinon à saint-embroise vous avez tout ce qu'il vous faut donc il faut
11:17aller à saint-embroise oh my gosh il n'y a pas encore de voiture vous avez des bus ah il y a des
11:22bus il y en a un le matin à sept heures moins le quart pour aller à l'est sept heures moins le quart
11:27ok je sais pas si je dois rire ou pleurer désolé ben merci beaucoup allez ben on y va c'est parti
11:36bonne fin de journée merci vous aussi à une autre fois bientôt au revoir n'as a leave i'm like did she
11:45said what she just said where am i oh cassera pool abel tony lorino puka say voilà as reality
11:55she's just sinks in i'm i'm starting to feel my heart rate going up and up and up
12:04oh my lord
12:15there's nothing here ben except chocolate there's no pharmacy there's no bakery
12:31there's a hairdresser here you go please i don't have to cut my own hair i think i need to pause for a
12:37moment
12:40what the
12:44i have anxiety right now
12:51i just feel stuck right now
12:53it's being a guy you know so i was bored and i did something really stupid and when i see chloe i'm
13:14asking for forgiveness i'm not asking to be justified or anything like that
13:18it's up to her if she wants to forgive me or not and move forward
13:23very much
13:25i didn't know
13:26it's all
13:29and
13:30and
13:31it's all
13:32it's all
13:34it's all
13:34it's all
13:35it's all
13:36it's all
13:37it's all
13:49Right now, I'm here packing Chloe's stuff, you know, I'm in this situation because I
14:04did something really stupid and just being a guy, you know, so I was bored and I did
14:11ask for a woman for her nudes and, you know, I just thought, oh, wow, it's the girl that
14:17keeps messaging me, let me just ask her for some nudes, you know, and that was the kind
14:21of like mindset. It wasn't a thing like, oh, I'm going to go out with this girl, I'm going
14:24to go see her or get a hookup. No, it wasn't anything like that. It was more like, all
14:27right, I'm just going to entertain this for a second or two, you know, and yeah, she saw
14:32all that and, you know, I just have to be a man about it and just face the consequences,
14:36you know, and I'm very sorry for it and it's up to her if she wants to forgive me or not
14:40and move forward to it.
14:41I'm heading to Jonathan's house to get on my stuff and, I mean, we are absolutely done.
14:55Like, there is just, I can't, like, put up with that. I don't need to be putting up with
15:00that. There's nothing he can really say at this point at all, like, to make anything
15:07better. I mean, you can say sorry. Sorry is great, but, I mean, sorry doesn't take back
15:13anything that he did. So, it's just over.
15:18I really don't, I don't want to face him. I don't want to even look at him because I
15:25think that's just so sickening and, like, so devastating to me. But I want to be an adult
15:30about it and get my stuff. And really, for me, like, having him watch me leave and, like,
15:38physically walk out of his life is very, I think, well needed for myself.
15:45Like, when I see Chloe, I'm asking for forgiveness. I'm not asking to be justified or anything
15:53like that. I'm being guilty here. But I never hooked up with anybody. I didn't hook up with
15:59ever since me and Chloe committed, I didn't hook up with anybody.
16:05Maybe we could be together. Maybe not. Maybe we could try to work it out. Maybe not. But
16:10I want her to talk to me. Because this whole week, I haven't gotten that from her at all.
16:16You know? And I feel like she's just using everything that she can to paint a horrible picture
16:20of me to her friends and to make it seem like I'm a very, very, very bad person. I'm a villain
16:25and all that. And I feel like that's a bit unfair. You know? And I have, like, a hidden file
16:30on my phone. Bunch of nudes. A bunch of videos of me hooking up with other girls. You know?
16:34And this was all before we committed to each other. And she already knew about these things.
16:39Like, she asked me, like, why do you still have an album like that? Why do you have hidden files?
16:44I'm like, I'm a guy, bro. Like, you know? Like, damn. You know? I get to see this. You know what I
16:48mean? You know what? I will delete it. You know? We can get to a point, like, hey, we can delete it.
16:52No problem. But, like, dude, if she's going to react like this for some nudes, I mean, I understand
16:56it's wrong. I get it. It's like a potential, flirtatious, whatever thing. But at this point, I'm like,
17:02okay, enough name-calling, enough, like, trying to mention things, like, of my mom. Like,
17:07she said, your mom would be so, like, disappointed in you. You're lucky she's not here with you
17:11to see this. And I'm just like, damn. Like, man, like, my mom's dead, dude.
17:22I'm alone, dude. I got nobody. I'm a man, you know? Like, I can take it. But, you know,
17:29I got my with you. It's like, in the back of your head, like, damn, bro. Like,
17:33there's no things you don't, you don't say no matter how mad you are. You know what I mean?
17:38And it was a mistake, you know? And everybody does mistakes. And I'm just very disappointed
17:42on the reaction of it.
17:48Come on, man.
17:49I got this.
17:50Can you just wait here a minute, please? Thank you.
18:02Hey, Chloe.
18:25Nice to see you there for so long.
18:29All right, well, let's just get this over with.
18:32Let me get this over with.
18:38Just get it over with.
18:39I don't want to do this.
18:40I can't help.
18:43What do you want to do?
18:44I just have anxiety right now.
18:54I just have anxiety right now.
19:12There's nothing here.
19:18There's not even a pharmacy.
19:20There's nothing.
19:22Even her, she said, you need a car.
19:24So for a whole month, I'm stuck here.
19:31There's nothing around.
19:33And I don't have a car.
19:35It's just great.
19:36I'm having a panic attack.
19:44Sorry, Ben.
19:45I'm okay.
19:45Mommy's fine.
19:46Let's go.
19:46It's like reality is just slapping me in the face.
19:51Like, this is your life now.
19:53Hello.
19:54But when you have a child, you cannot let yourself just have a little moment of weakness, which
20:02makes things actually even more anxiety triggering, even more panicky.
20:07Before we moved, I worried already about all of these changes maybe being, like, too much
20:36for me.
20:38And right now, I realize it's actually what's happening.
20:40It's way too much.
20:42And I'm freaking out.
20:45Okay.
20:46Let's go.
20:50I don't know what to emotionally prepare for.
20:53I am open to have a conversation with him.
20:56There's still some of me holding on to the idea that Greta would turn around and say, I've
21:01made a terrible mistake.
21:06I don't know.
21:27Boi.
21:30Boi.
21:32It's been three days since Greta left for a hotel
21:37and handed back the ring.
21:41She only gave our relationship four days to succeed.
21:46I've had parcels take longer to arrive than that.
21:50I'm sorry we couldn't keep her.
21:54But my dad came back from seeing Greta.
21:59He sat on the end of my bed.
22:01And he looked me in the eye and he said,
22:04I'm sorry, but it's over, kid.
22:09There was still some of me holding on to the idea
22:13that Greta would turn around and say,
22:15I've made a terrible mistake.
22:21Greta texted me to say she needs to pick up her things.
22:26That's the only interaction we've had since she ended things.
22:31I don't know what I'm going to say to her,
22:34but right now, I just feel empty and nothing and none.
22:39I am feeling anxious about collecting my stuff
22:53because I am not sure what he's going to be like.
22:58I don't know what to emotionally prepare for.
23:01I am open to have a conversation with him
23:04if that's what he needs right now.
23:05I think he is mostly sad,
23:08but I am anxious that his sadness
23:11could turn into anger.
23:15So, yeah, I'm just anxious about the unknown.
23:18Come on.
23:40How are you doing?
23:41How are you?
23:42Good.
23:43How are you doing?
23:44How are you?
23:46Doing better.
23:47I'm here to get mixed up.
23:52I've got it right here.
23:58I'll bring it out for you.
24:00Thanks.
24:06Do you need help taking it to the car?
24:09Um, if you're able to.
24:12This one's the bigger one if you want to get that.
24:15I'll take that.
24:16Here.
24:17I'll put the big one in the back.
24:26Here you go.
24:31I'll miss you.
24:34I'll miss you too.
24:36Stay safe.
24:39If someone wants to leave, the only thing you can do is let them leave.
25:09It feels terrible.
25:12Truly awful.
25:15But I think I know now in my heart that it is the right thing.
25:21I just feel so bad because I can just tell that he's hurting a lot and he was an important part of my life, but it just like wasn't the future I really wanted anymore.
25:38I'm going to miss him a lot and I just like really do feel like I'm alone now.
25:45I don't have a home anymore in England and I also don't really have a home in the US and so I'm just kind of stranded.
25:55I'm giving up a really lovely life where I would be guaranteed at least moderate happiness.
26:05And I think I'm risking that for a life where I can crash and burn and never recover.
26:14Oh, it's for me.
26:24For your first day watching Ben.
26:26It's been such a long day.
26:28Seeing him honestly, I was like, he's back.
26:31I had a panic attack.
26:33It's hard.
26:35It makes me like feel stuck.
26:38I just cannot stay here.
26:39I'm going to Marseille.
26:40I'm safe.
26:41I'm safe.
26:48Là , tout près de moi.
26:51Tu me permets de prendre l'oeuvre.
26:58Oh là là , je sens ta présence et ta marquee.
27:00Ne rappelle la chance que j'ai de t'avoir près de moi.
27:03Vroom, vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom. Vroom, vroom.
27:08Today was not so bad, eh, buddy?
27:10Even when I was, like, having anxiety.
27:14When mommy was sad, you were actually very nice.
27:19Merci.
27:21Earlier today, I was in town and I almost had a panic attack.
27:25Luckily, I was able to slow down, control myself to get back home
27:30to where I'm calm again.
27:33Look!
27:34Y'a papa!
27:35Y'a papa!
27:40It's been such a long day.
27:43Oh my gosh, he looks so tired.
27:45Seeing him when I sleep, I was like, he's back.
27:49Yeah.
27:51Coucou, papa!
27:52Hello.
27:54Oh, c'est pour moi?
27:56Uh-huh.
27:57For your first day watching Ben, like, switching roles and stuff.
28:00Aw!
28:01Thank you!
28:02Uh-huh.
28:04Now, it's yours!
28:06Bye!
28:08No, we're kidding.
28:09How was work?
28:10Just a lot of manual labor.
28:12But let's...
28:13For real?
28:14Yeah, let's go up there and...
28:15Yeah, you look exhausted.
28:16I'm fine.
28:18Okay.
28:19Let's go.
28:21Today at work was exhausting.
28:23Spent the whole day in the sun just setting up camp,
28:27so I'm not even getting to the fun part yet of doing the activities.
28:30But I'm really excited.
28:32I think I'm gonna love the job.
28:35I'm, like, really happy returning home
28:37because, obviously, my wife and son are there.
28:41But it also feels like it's the start of, like, a new routine for us as a family.
28:48So what else happened today?
28:49No, actually, you know what?
28:50You're gonna be very proud of me and him.
28:53He woke up, like, smiling at me.
28:55We went on a little stroll.
28:56Uh-huh.
28:57He was fine in the stroller with me.
28:59Did not cry.
29:00We went to the little village and I had a little bit of a panic attack.
29:06But even through my panic attack, he was fine.
29:08What did you have a panic attack about?
29:10Well, there's absolutely nothing except a freaking tiny, tiny chocolaterie.
29:20No bakery, no pharmacy, no restaurants.
29:25Nothing.
29:26You know, I think it is just a case of adjusting.
29:29It's different than in the U.S.
29:32It's just, it's hard.
29:34It makes me, like, feel stuck.
29:37You did it today.
29:38I'm proud of you.
29:39I'm trying as much as I can, but a whole month with no car here, I just, it's a lot.
29:47I need a car.
29:49We've leased another car.
29:51It gets here in a month.
29:53A month?
29:54It's four weeks.
29:55Seven days a week.
29:57It's not seven days.
29:58I don't have to work every single day, but I'm working nine to five, six days straight.
30:04Okay, six days straight without being able to get out of the house.
30:10I don't know 100%, but I think I'm going to have to, like, spend the night sometimes.
30:16You're going to have to spend the night?
30:19And I actually think that might be a weekly thing.
30:24What?
30:26I'm pretty sure, but I don't know.
30:28When I took the job, I was told I'd have to be away maybe, like, once a month.
30:37I'm working with kids, leading them in activities and down the Ardash River.
30:43But I didn't have the full schedule, and it's looking to be a lot more than just once a month.
30:51But it is what it is.
30:53One of us needs to work.
30:54We just have to try to get through it.
30:57I just think this is not a job for a dad.
31:01I think there's a lot of, like, people coming from everywhere in France just for the season.
31:06We're single.
31:08A bunch of young kids.
31:09But it's a job.
31:10You don't have a job.
31:12I mean, I need a job.
31:13It's just not a job for a dad.
31:14It's a job.
31:15Someone with a family.
31:16Go find another better job.
31:18Military's not a job for a dad.
31:19People do that.
31:20Police officer's not a job for a dad.
31:21People do that.
31:23Great.
31:24Just great.
31:27Well, you know what?
31:29I just cannot stay here for a whole month.
31:31I'm going to Marseille.
31:35I'm going to go to my parents.
31:37Like, Sunday, they come to visit, and I'm going to tell them to bring me back to Marseille with them.
31:44You think I want to come home from work to an empty house?
31:48Like, come on.
31:50In Marseille, I can go to restaurants.
31:52I can go to grocery stores.
31:55If you want to go there for, like, a couple days, I understand, but not for the whole month.
32:01Kind of just leaving me here, and then I come home just empty.
32:04Yeah, well, you want me to suffer every day?
32:06You're telling me I'm going to be a solo parent at night in that environment by myself once a week?
32:19No, no, no, no, no, no.
32:20That's bringing me anxiety.
32:21It's not my way of living.
32:22And enough of that.
32:24It's a lot.
32:25It's too much.
32:26I'm bringing in money to pay our bills.
32:28Yeah, but not enough.
32:29But I guess with you, it's never enough, so.
32:34I see the darkness all around.
32:39Find another job.
32:41I'm not doing this for four months.
32:42No one gets married and starts a family thinking they're going to get divorced.
32:48I've always said whatever it takes to make sure that both of Ben's parents, myself and Menon, are always in the same house, same dinner table.
32:58I'll do that.
32:59You don't just quit and leave.
33:03It's like the further along in our marriage we get, no matter where we are, our problems follow us.
33:10I want to go back to Marseille.
33:14I don't even know what to say that.
33:15Okay, well, you're giving me no adoption.
33:18It is what it is.
33:21I love Antoni with all my heart, but we haven't been able to recognize, like, I hope we would.
33:29We actually are drifting apart.
33:31So, I just don't know if we're going to be able to save our marriage.
33:36It's just devastating to me and that breaks my heart.
33:48Thanks.
33:49We're moving out. I told your mom, I told your dad.
34:06Are you out of your mind or what? We cannot move out of there.
34:09But I can't live there.
34:11I can't!
34:13I want to move out of that house.
34:15He can kiss my ass if he wants to live there.
34:17If you don't want to go with me, I guess I'll have to move out by myself.
34:20So, where are we going? Do you have something planned or...?
34:21Uh, we are heading towards Vesnaa.
34:27so where are we going do you have something planned or are we heading towards Vesna it's
34:50a park like wetland after a month of living with the family I feel stressed out so I said to Sumit we
35:04need to get away and have some alone time three great like goose song yeah it's kind of centuries
35:13kind of place where migrated birds come be careful there are snakes and by attention Wow well then
35:23what a good reason to come here a bird sanctuary of all places okay nice gesture but I wanted to go
35:32to the mall what is this this spider's home but I love to swim spiders love to swim yeah
35:45spiders are very good swimmers you know nature lover can you see there's a bird over there
35:54in view movement yeah oh man I'm really loving this this is beautiful I've been waiting to find the
36:04right time to talk to Sumit about the conversation I had with his parents and that I told his parents
36:10that we're going to be moving out I know he's not going to be happy but I set up for myself and I let
36:16them know exactly how I feel it's beautiful out here it really is oh look at the ducks right yeah
36:25they're talking to each other I wonder what they're talking about this is what I hear at home like
36:33all the drama yeah in the house and everywhere but even at the cafe thing is I think this is a very
36:43good getaway like from that busy life or busy area busy people busy family I'm here just you and me
36:49how it used to be remember just you and me yeah let me go back there now we are living with the family
37:00it makes me so happy like yeah I know it does I I know you're happy to be living there but God man
37:09your mom I can't deal with it it's too much it sucks it sucks living there whenever you move to any
37:17new place you have to adjust I want to I want my own place I already have talked with your parents
37:28about it too that what did you said I said we're moving out moving out where we're going to get
37:37another one of our own apartment I told your mom I told your dad are you out of your mind or what
37:44well who else is going to say if I don't say we cannot move out of there we are depending on them right
37:52now we are they they are the ones who's paying rent right now we are living in their house they
37:57are important part of our but I can't live there I can't I want our life to be back the way it was
38:09before I don't want to live there you behave like you've never lived with the family in your entire life
38:15you were I haven't lived with the family since I'm 18 years old I can't be told you can't drink that
38:22you can't eat meat I understand that but you need to understand that you are in a very different country
38:28this is not America I can't live there I want to move out of that house I told them before we even
38:37moved out I cannot live with your parents I know how your mom is she's the boss you don't go against
38:43her whatever she says goes and that's it I feel like I'm a kid again I'm going back in time and I
38:50can't sit down and watch TV in my underwear if I want to what if I don't want to wear a bra what if
38:57I just want to wear shorts and a t-shirt I can't I don't have my freedom anymore my freedom is gone
39:03there's no more happiness left for me Smith is perfectly fine but I'm not he can kiss my ass if he
39:11wants to live there he can stay there without me I'm gonna leave I already told you parents were
39:19moving out and if you don't want to go with me I guess I'll have to move out by myself right because
39:25I'm not staying there my life damn sucks don't you think our life sucks now don't you answer me I'm
39:35waiting for your answer no it doesn't it does I can't take it anymore you understand I'm not gonna
39:42live in this bedroom the rest of my life I'm not happy there I'm not happy about all the money we're
39:48spending in the cafe we're supposed to be making money there so you know what I'm leaving our life sucks I'm
39:56done next time on 90 day fiance the other way I had this conversation with Madeline I said are there
40:11any second thoughts on your side and she actually pulls and thought about it I still have so many
40:21doubts I even know if you're gonna to marry this guy how can you be happy about this we can't even
40:32have sex in this house right now I need my family I didn't you want to move on are you crazy for seven
40:38years I gave whatever she wanted this is not right this is being a selfie chauffeur we are moving out and
40:45you're figuring out how you're actually four or five six in the morning with different guys you're so
40:52insecure I am so mad he's implying that I have sex with other men 12 years of this is enough
41:04you went through my behind my back cry about it before cheating scandal you were cheating me like anyways so I
41:12I don't want you anyways did he just not care the entire time I don't even know you think I want to
41:20be with somebody like that are you serious you ain't what
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