00:00We go through so many things, especially coming from a place like where I came from,
00:08from Puerto Rico, you know, in the ghetto.
00:11Do you think that contributed to sort of the image that we see growing up your tough upbringing?
00:16You know, that contributed to the exterior that we saw that wasn't really the real Jocelyn
00:20that we're seeing now?
00:22Well, you know, the real Jocelyn that you've seen then, it was who I was.
00:25At that point.
00:26At that point.
00:27And who I am now is who I am at this point.
00:29And I think that I'm going to change again, the older that I get, even to be a better woman.
00:34But the Jocelyn that I was, yeah, I did come from the background where I came from,
00:38like, you know, the way I grew up, my dad died of an overdose.
00:42So it's a lot of things I went through that people really don't know.
00:45Yeah.
00:46And I stay strong while the questions is being asked.
00:50Mm-hmm.
00:51Mm-hmm.
00:52Mm-hmm.
00:52I can feel the sincerity.
00:54Yeah.
00:54I can feel the sincerity coming from you.
00:57You don't have to cry.
00:57We're family, Jocelyn.
00:58You know?
00:59Well, what is that, what are you feeling?
01:01What is, what is the, what is bringing the tears?
01:05What makes you feel sad?
01:07You know, because I feel like, I feel like a lot of people judge before they even get to
01:12know people.
01:13Mm-hmm.
01:13So what we saw on Love & Hip Hop these past seasons wasn't really the full spectrum of
01:18who you are?
01:19Well, what you saw this past season was awesome.
01:22You know, I didn't, I didn't fight anybody.
01:24Yes.
01:24I didn't get into any arguments.
01:27I walked away from everything.
01:28Mm-hmm.
01:29I mean, you see me doing talk shows.
01:30I, you know, I was doing talk shows.
01:32I was acting.
01:33Yeah.
01:34I wasn't really trying to fight anybody.
01:35Mm-hmm.
01:35You know?
01:36So, what I don't get is how many people see the wrong things, but they don't ever see
01:43the good things that you do.
01:44Mm-hmm.
01:45Right.
01:46So, but maybe this new leaf can be an opportunity to turn that over and, and show us in a new
01:51fame, in a new way, since you're not opposed to doing reality TV.
01:54So, what would you like the new Jocelyn to be in five years?
01:57Five years from now, we're having the same conversation.
01:59We're having the same sit down.
02:00Your life is complete.
02:01I see the small crib back in.
02:03What was that new Jocelyn looking like five years from now?
02:06You know, I, of course, I love to do TV, but perform Latin Grammys.
02:11It's just really be in tune with my fans and my music and my performances and my acting,
02:19my producing, everything that it is, Bonnie.
02:21And, you know, I feel like I've been growing up, I feel like I almost grew up on TV.
02:25Yeah.
02:26Because I've been on TV for seven years now, and I was, I think I was 20, 23 or 24 when
02:32I got on TV.
02:33Mm-hmm.
02:33And so, I almost feel like I grew up on TV, which is crazy because I was already in
02:41my 20s, you know?
02:42Mm-hmm.
02:43So, I think that, I think that people just want to know what's going to happen.
02:47Yeah.
02:48Especially, you know, from coming from where I came from and to where I'm at, and now I
02:52have the baby, and, you know, everything that I went through.
02:55I think people just want to, want to know, and I'm, you know, I'm not opposed to doing
02:58that.
02:58Well, I think we, I hope we'll get to see it.
03:00Listen, I'm from Zimbabwe.
03:01I don't think you know your influence that you have across the globe.
03:04So, it's a great opportunity to, to showcase, because you have fans all over the world, the
03:09different side of you.
03:11I don't think you have fans all over the world, but, you know, I don't think you have
03:13fans all over the world.
03:14I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:15I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:16I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:17I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:18I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:19I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:20I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:21I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:22I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:23I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:24I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:25I don't think you have fans all over the world.
03:26I don't think you have fans all over the world.
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