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00:00Sit fucking still.
00:30You're staying with me this week?
00:59What? All weekend?
01:04We're going to have a nice time.
01:08We'll like it.
01:11It's by the sea.
01:14Why'd that man call you Johnny?
01:20It's a name I'm using. Listen.
01:24If anyone talks to you, don't tell them where I used to live.
01:28All right?
01:31Don't worry. I'm still me.
01:34Just incognito.
01:37Still me.
01:43People say you can change, Dan. You can't.
01:46You are what you are. Your life is your life.
01:49No one changes, Dan. Ever.
01:52People say that to get you to behave yourself.
01:55But nothing fucking changes.
01:58Not for men.
02:01What about you, Dan?
02:10You're a man.
02:13You're a man.
02:14You're a man.
02:20You suck at that.
02:21You're a man.
02:24No one to die.
02:25You're a man.
02:26Do you have friends here?
02:27ouses of your head.
02:29Who are you?
02:30Decmodalileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileileile cy dusty.
02:44Alright, this is Lee. If you leave your name and number, I'll get back to you when I can.
03:14Hey, Lee. Hey, it's me, it's Dan. Look, I'm sorry about the other night. I get it. This doesn't just affect me. And yeah, the pictures on my stove, that's a bit out of control. But look, I think I've found a solution.
03:41And... Lee? Yep? I was just leaving a message. Um... Okay. Well, you just tell me.
03:56Yeah, um... I was just saying sorry for the other night. Um... Things have been a bit off-kilter with me. So... Anyway, I'm sorry.
04:14I'm sorry. And, um, that prisoner that I told you about, um, going in tomorrow, gonna shut it down once and for all. Um... Yeah? Yeah. Yeah. But for good this time.
04:30That's good. That's good, Dan. I mean it. But I can't hang around. I've got to go to a meeting.
04:37Oh, that is... That's great. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I've been... I've been slipping a bit. Can't afford that.
04:45Maybe can you, Dan? Yeah. No. I... Look, look, I'm... I'm alright, bro. I really think I've got things sorted now. So... Bye.
04:55Bye.
04:56Bye.
04:58Alright.
05:16Okay.
05:25Bye.
05:55Bye.
06:25Bye.
06:35Oh, look. It's in. They've done it.
06:44They've done a good job.
06:47Looks solid.
06:52Yeah. He do like this.
06:55I can't believe it's been a year.
07:08Right. Let's have something to eat.
07:11Don't you wanna stay?
07:13What for?
07:15He's dead, Danny.
07:17He's not gonna begrudge us a cheese and pickle sandwich.
07:20This is nice.
07:21Hmm.
07:22It's odd.
07:23It's nice.
07:24I like a picnic in a cemetery.
07:25We always used to do this when we visited my gran's grave.
07:26Your granddad used to call it...
07:27Red with the dead.
07:30Oh.
07:31Sourdough.
07:32Sourdough.
07:33Sourdough.
07:34Is that Martin's influence?
07:35Bloody sourdough.
07:36It's got me on it now.
07:37He was always going on about it.
07:38Have you still got his sourdough starter in the fridge?
07:39I have to feed that bloody thing.
07:40Great big stinky slimy mushies.
07:41I'll just chuck it.
07:42You're never gonna use it.
07:43It's a living thing, Danny.
07:44I feel like I can't.
07:45He's sent off for it special.
07:46Apparently, it dates back to the Black Death.
07:47Oh.
07:48Oh.
07:49Oh.
07:50Oh.
07:51Oh.
07:52Oh.
07:53Oh.
07:54Oh.
07:55Oh.
07:56Oh.
07:57Oh.
07:58Oh.
07:59Oh.
08:00Oh.
08:01Oh.
08:02Oh.
08:03Oh.
08:04Oh.
08:05Oh.
08:06Oh.
08:07Oh.
08:08Oh.
08:09Oh.
08:10Oh.
08:11Oh.
08:12Oh?
08:13Oh.
08:14Like to the Black Death?
08:15I mean, who wants a lump of the Black Death in their fridge?
08:17Oh.
08:21Anyway.
08:24How are you then?
08:25You alright?
08:27Well I am alright.
08:37Lee told me what happened with that girl you were seeing... Natasha, was it?
08:39Yeah.
08:40bad? Yeah. Yeah, it was pretty cataclysmic, all right?
08:49Any chance of smoothing it over? No. No chance at all.
09:00He told me you were looking for your dad. I wasn't looking for him.
09:04Why are you even thinking about that man?
09:11Last time I saw Dad, I remember him saying that a person can't change.
09:18I feel that every time I go into work.
09:23I can't change what's in me.
09:27I keep thinking they'll find a knife in my bag.
09:30I really think it, Mum.
09:33Or drugs, or a phone.
09:35And I panic because I'm his son, and I know that I'll end up inside.
09:45Load of shit that man used to talk, honestly.
09:48You're living proof you can change.
09:52You've never once been in trouble with the law.
09:55Christ, Mum, you say that like it's an achievement.
09:57Well, with the men in our family, it is. It's like winning the bloody lottery.
10:03Not once, Danny.
10:06It's good.
10:07Yeah, not once so far.
10:09Please.
10:10I can't believe I'm going to say this, but you could take a leaf out of Lee's book.
10:18And get wasted once in a while.
10:20Jesus. Mum, that is...
10:21No, I don't mean get addicted.
10:24Just...
10:25Out of your head a bit.
10:27Day release from Danny.
10:35It's Mum.
10:36Hiya, Mum. You all right?
10:40What? Who? Frank?
10:43Well, no, well, I can't right now. I've got that doctor's appointment at noon.
10:46Danny might be able to.
10:48Well, what is it? What's happened?
10:51Oh, no.
10:53Oh, you're kidding.
10:56Oh, no.
10:57Yeah.
11:05Hiya.
11:10Has he come out of his room?
11:14Frank, it's Dan. Look, could you say something, please?
11:18So that we know that you've...
11:20Okay.
11:28They've declared me fit for work, Dan.
11:31They've gone and got me a fucking job.
11:34I know, Wonk. I know.
11:36Well, they got me on this induction.
11:38I've got to do day two of it tomorrow.
11:41But I don't understand the word, Dan.
11:44I'm lost.
11:46I mean, I'm pushing chollies. What do I need all that for?
11:48That's the way things are now, Frank.
11:50And they gave me all this homework. Look at it. Look at it all.
11:53I've got to have all that filled out. All of it, Dan.
11:57But I don't understand a fucking word.
12:00That's all right, Unc.
12:02Look at this.
12:04Look at this.
12:06How do you feel you fit in with a company's ethical priorities?
12:09Ethical? Whatever.
12:11Supermarket, not the fucking UN.
12:13Do they want to know how I feel?
12:15Or is the right answer I've got to put in there?
12:17Okay, look, look, Frank. This is all just stuff. Okay?
12:20When you're working, you'll be fine.
12:22The whole day was this, Dan.
12:24It was like they were speaking in a foreign language,
12:26but made up of words I knew.
12:28And everyone else got it.
12:30All these kids and...
12:32I mean, they're like the village fucking idiot.
12:34Look.
12:36Do you want me to help you with these forms?
12:38Would you do that?
12:40Yeah, of course.
12:42You serious you'd do that?
12:43Yeah, yeah, come on. Look, let's have a look now.
12:45Okay.
12:46How about this?
12:48I try to live in integrity by ensuring fair treatment for my team,
13:02and I maintain customer focus by being adaptive to circumstance.
13:08Fucking hell, Dan.
13:09That's blinding. Put that in. That's perfect.
13:13How do you know how to do all that?
13:15That's just blabber.
13:17Okay.
13:19How do you align with our company's core values of integrity, customer focus and innovation?
13:24Provide specific examples from your past.
13:28I mean, it's trolleys, Dan.
13:30It's a beautiful day.
13:35Shame to do all this.
13:37Otherwise, you and me could go down to Sandwich, a bit of bird watching.
13:41You and me.
13:47My life's been in prisons, Dan.
13:51All those men I was inside with, they're gone.
13:58It's like someone wrote us all up on a whiteboard, drew us in meticulous detail and just rubbed us out.
14:08Our world evaporating.
14:13How can I do this, Dan? How can I be good at this?
14:28You'll be all right, Frank.
14:32You're not like the rest of us, are you, Dan?
14:36How do you mean?
14:37All this.
14:40You're different.
14:43How am I different?
14:50How am I different, Frank?
15:07How am I different?
15:08How am I making a voice?
15:12I don't know.
15:13How am I?
15:16How am I different, Frank?
15:19How am I already given that I friend of mine?
15:20I want to be on a young man, Frank.
15:21Hiario.
15:23How am I prepared you, Dan?
15:25levels...
15:26how am I whopping more than nothing more than nothing more than nothing more than nothing more than nothing.
15:29ģ¼ļæ½ ķėė°...
15:30Excuse me, sorry, do you have a signal?
15:36Uh, yeah.
15:38Yeah, it looks fine.
15:38Thanks.
15:49Fucking scanner's down.
15:51Huh?
15:52Hey, um, how's your signal?
15:53Are you getting 4G?
15:54It's only a minute ago.
15:56Why?
15:57I'm waiting for something.
15:58No, no, no.
16:00This is the third time this week.
16:04Come on, I've got a class waiting.
16:06It should be a minute, I can't.
16:07Yeah, 20 minutes ago you said that.
16:09Wow.
16:11You got one or two today?
16:13Uh, two.
16:14One in the afternoon as well.
16:15Come on, careful.
16:16This is crazy.
16:17Hold on.
16:18Hold on.
16:19Did you hear about Driz?
16:21Huh?
16:22Fucking hell.
16:23He's got his release.
16:27Yeah, he's already got a job.
16:28Prime Minister of Belarus, apparently.
16:29Well, God knows they need blood.
16:30Sorry, I'm listening to Jamie's.
16:32That's so kind.
16:32Thank you so much for your divided attention.
16:34Sorry.
16:36Fucking sick, man.
16:36Well, you've got to put it away now, anyway.
16:39Look, if you're doing two classes,
16:40you want to get some lunch?
16:41Yeah.
16:42Yeah, sure.
16:44Campbell, please, for fuck's sake.
16:46All right, all right.
16:46Just go through.
16:48Well, come on, then.
17:25Oh, Greg.
17:30You okay?
17:31You sure?
17:32Yeah.
17:32Yeah, what is it?
17:34Um, well, I'm really sorry that I couldn't get you that laptop, but I've had an idea.
17:42I think that maybe...
17:43They didn't bring my skills.
17:44What?
17:45My skills.
17:46They forgot my skills.
17:47I ordered them, I paid for them.
17:49They should be in my canteen, but they're not.
17:51Oh.
17:52Well, maybe you'll get them the next canteen.
17:53How the fuck's that going to help?
17:54They knew I wanted them.
17:57It's fucking deliberate.
17:58That's how it works, isn't it?
17:59They grind you.
18:01Well, sometimes they just run out of skittles.
18:05Um, so, look, I, um...
18:08I was thinking, maybe you could write it in capitals, your life story.
18:12And what's the point of that?
18:13Well, you wanted to write it.
18:15You said...
18:15Okay, Greg, look, I know that doing something like this is really hard, especially in here,
18:22but I don't want us to give up.
18:23I think that we can do it.
18:24Who's we?
18:25There's no fucking we in here.
18:26I'm banged up, not you.
18:27I'm not, I just, I'm...
18:29Just trying to help them.
18:31I ordered them skittles.
18:33I fucking ordered them.
18:36Can't have anything.
18:39Not even one thing.
18:40I'm banged.
18:43Trucks.
18:54Dandy, Dan.
18:57You all right?
19:00Ooh.
19:01This looks serious.
19:03You mention my father again, I'll write you up.
19:04Okay?
19:05You'll go on basic, and if I can prove you were planning manipulation,
19:07you will get solitary and time added to your sentence.
19:09Do I make myself clear?
19:11Aye.
19:13Crystal.
19:14If I wanted to talk to my dad, then I would.
19:16Okay?
19:17So you can tell your friend I'm not interested.
19:18I'll be happy to, but I can.
19:21You got release.
19:22Wednesday.
19:23I win the tag.
19:25You missed the fucking boat, son.
19:29Okay, as of right now, you are not welcome in my class anymore.
19:32Stay the fuck away.
19:33That Crystal enough for you, Keith.
19:40A frog is about to cross a river.
19:42When a scorpion comes up and asks for a lift, it says,
19:47Take me on your back.
19:48It's getting dark, and owls on this side of the river eat scorpions.
19:52And the frog says,
19:54No, no, no, no, I can't trust you.
19:56You're a scorpion.
19:57You'll kill me.
19:58But the scorpion says,
19:59Look, if I sting you in the water, we'll both drown.
20:04So you can trust me, because it's not in my interest to kill you.
20:08I've got a bad feeling about this.
20:10And the frog thinks, agrees, and the scorpion climbs on his back.
20:15I've got a bad feeling.
20:17Halfway across the river, the frog feels a terrible pain in his head.
20:23Don't say it, Dan.
20:24Pain travels down his back and through his body.
20:27His limbs feel heavy.
20:30The scorpion has stung him.
20:32Do it.
20:32I told you.
20:33I knew it.
20:34Fucking hell, Malick.
20:35We all do it.
20:35It's our famous fucking fable.
20:37And the frog says,
20:38Why did you do that?
20:39Now we'll both die.
20:41And the scorpion says,
20:43I can't help it.
20:45It's my nature.
20:46They both sink and die.
20:51Whose fault is it?
20:52Frog.
20:52Frog.
20:53Stupid fucking idiot fucking frog.
20:56It's definitely the frog.
20:57Why?
20:58Well, it's like when you go up for parole,
21:00and you convince them you've changed.
21:03Then when you get nicked again,
21:05you feel like it's their fault.
21:07Because they should have known you haven't changed.
21:09So a man can't change.
21:11I'm saying a scorpion can't change.
21:15Dan, did the scorpion know the whole time it was going to do it?
21:20Does it matter if he did?
21:22Well, yeah.
21:23It's like people in here,
21:24they say that you're friends,
21:25and then they rob you.
21:26Right, what I want to know is,
21:28did they know they were going to do that
21:29when they made friends with you?
21:32What do you think, Greg?
21:35Why are you talking about frogs?
21:36Where the fuck does a frog now?
21:38It matters if you're a frog.
21:39Okay.
21:43Hands up if you think the frog is to blame.
21:47Junior, come on, the frog is an idiot.
21:50If you blame people for being kind-hearted,
21:52then what happens?
21:54No one wants to be kind.
21:56When I walk out of here,
21:57I don't want to come back.
21:59So I've got to believe that I can change.
22:03Or, what's the point?
22:05You believe what you want.
22:07Reality don't give a shit.
22:08I hate to say it, Junior,
22:09but that's true.
22:12I'm an addict, bro.
22:14You think I'm going to get out
22:15and not start rubbing?
22:17How's that going to even work?
22:18I mean, why didn't I get my skills, yeah?
22:20I ordered them in.
22:21And nobody can tell me why.
22:24Greg, um,
22:25we're talking about the frog and the scorpion now.
22:28Is that okay?
22:31I've done it ten once.
22:34When I got out,
22:34I felt like everyone was moving so fast.
22:39Prison speed's like a slow walk.
22:42No one rushes inside.
22:45But on the out, it was insane.
22:48Remember, I got the bus.
22:50I had to grip the seat
22:51because I felt fucking sick.
22:53I felt like my nature belongs in here
23:00and not out there.
23:05Whenever I get with a new girl,
23:07I always say,
23:08one thing you should know about me
23:10is that I'm a really good liar.
23:13Do you know what they say?
23:13Thank you for being so honest.
23:17How can I not rub them?
23:19So you're saying we're going to change?
23:21I just won't believe it.
23:22I just can't.
23:24Sorry I'm late, Dan.
23:25I had some silly shite going on in my cell.
23:29Oh!
23:30The frog and the scorpion.
23:32That's easy.
23:33Scorpion's a trap.
23:34Frog's a cunt.
23:36Where do you want me to sit?
23:36You're not on the list, Keith.
23:39What?
23:40No, I'm definitely on the list.
23:42Definitely on there.
23:44Oh, well, let's have a look.
24:02No, you're not.
24:06But I'd really like to stay.
24:17Yeah.
24:19But you can't.
24:25Look, would you like me to find you a gov
24:27to help escort you back to your cell?
24:32It's my canteen.
24:35It is my canteen.
24:36I ordered them.
24:38I ordered them in special.
24:39Like, that's my canteen.
24:40I want my skills.
24:42Great.
24:42I want my fucking skills, Dan.
24:44Great.
24:45Fuck me.
24:46I'm proud.
24:47All right, all right.
24:49Hold it on.
24:54Hold that.
24:54And what preceded the incident?
25:07Um, he seemed upset.
25:11That's something in your lesson.
25:13No, I don't think so.
25:14I mean, I had tried to get him a laptop, but...
25:17A laptop?
25:19In here?
25:22And he was upset that his skittles were missing from his canteen.
25:25Look, um, I had a class this afternoon.
25:31There's blood all over the walls.
25:32Can I get someone to clean it?
25:34Not stay.
25:35Stay's a nightmare.
25:36What?
25:36Well, okay, okay.
25:37But I could do it.
25:39Maybe I could do it.
25:39If I had some bleach, maybe.
25:41You want me to carry bleach through the landing?
25:44You ever seen what bleach can do to the human eye?
25:46Ah, sorry.
25:59You've got to stay put.
26:01What, in here?
26:02Yeah, drone sighting.
26:04Don't worry, there's no other classes to yours,
26:05so you have it all to yourself.
26:07I don't want it all to myself.
26:08My next class isn't for three hours.
26:10You're welcome to prison.
26:11Sorry, are you serious?
26:12I have to stay in here on my own for three hours.
26:16I'm...
26:17I'm having lunch with Jamie.
26:20Oh, no.
26:21Now he'll have to bore himself to tears.
26:23Look, Stevens, this is ridiculous.
26:25Hmm, isn't it?
26:26I'm having lunch with Jamie.
26:56I'm having lunch with Jamie.
27:26See them two up there?
27:51Don't fucking look.
27:57If anyone tries to touch me now,
28:00those blokes will step in.
28:03They're my minders.
28:04Really?
28:07See the one on the left?
28:11He's got a shoe under his coat.
28:13I'll always be at that time.
28:34That'll never change.
28:45I'm inside you, boy.
28:46Do you understand?
28:49I'm in you.
28:50I'm a part of you.
28:56Nothing's going to change that.
28:59Ever.
29:00Fuck off!
29:11Fuck off!
29:16Fuck off!
29:17Oh, my God.
29:47Oh, hey, Jimmy.
30:14Sorry about this.
30:18Sorry, it's just...
30:20It's something I do when I'm bored and I'm on my own.
30:23I take my shoes and socks off.
30:25I just like the freedom.
30:27Whatever.
30:28Is that all fine?
30:29Yeah, um...
30:39Okay, look, I, um...
30:42I couldn't get a signal.
30:44Do you remember I asked you about it?
30:45I couldn't get a signal.
30:47Will you say that's not your phone?
30:48No, but it...
30:49Yes, it is.
30:50But it's not...
30:51Look, it's not, Jamie.
30:52Look, I couldn't get a signal, and so I brought it in.
30:55You brought it in?
30:55Yes, but that, Jamie, it's not...
30:57It's not like that.
30:58You brought the phone into a prison?
30:59It isn't anything wrong.
31:00What do you mean it's not wrong?
31:01I just...
31:02I couldn't...
31:02That's a fucking phone.
31:05You brought a phone into a prison.
31:07It may as well be half a kilo of smack.
31:09They put you inside for this.
31:12Oh, my God.
31:13Oh, my God.
31:13Oh, my God.
31:13I'm in a room with you.
31:15I'm in a room with you and a fucking phone.
31:17I'll take it out.
31:18They get out through that big fucking prison out there.
31:19Those secure walkways and COs and metal detectors and cameras.
31:23Have you lost your fucking mind?
31:24Well, I'll...
31:25I'll just chuck it.
31:26What, should I chuck it?
31:27It's your phone.
31:28It has your emails and your numbers.
31:29You can't just lose it behind a sofa.
31:31This is a Cadby prison.
31:32Okay, well, what should I do with it?
31:33What should I do with it, then?
31:35Why are you asking me?
31:36I'm supposed to report you now.
31:41Do you know that?
31:42I'm supposed to go straight to the governor and report you.
31:45I'm complicit if I don't.
31:49Are you gonna do that?
31:51Why the fuck is this door open?
31:56What's that doing there?
31:58It's mine.
32:00I just walked in.
32:02You brought that in here.
32:06I'm gonna need you to empty your pockets.
32:10Seriously?
32:11Do you have anything else on you or is it just that phone?
32:13I'm not...
32:13Do you have anything else?
32:15No.
32:16No, it's just...
32:17I'm still gonna need you to empty your pockets.
32:19Now, please.
32:20Okay.
32:23Why, though?
32:25Because they're going to charge you.
32:26You've contravened the Prison Act 1952, Section 40D, conveying unauthorised items into a prison.
32:42PSIs issued by His Majesty's Prison Service specify that staff members, caught bringing contraband into a prison,
32:48are deemed to be committing a criminal offence.
32:50Would you like your lawyer present?
32:52I don't have a lawyer.
32:54Well, we have to proceed.
32:56Is that okay?
32:57Yeah.
32:59As you know, I operate a zero-tolerance policy on breaching regs.
33:03And when they are breached, I will always petition for a maximum sentence.
33:08In this case, two years.
33:09Why did you bring a phone into my prison, Dan?
33:14And I would strongly advise you to trust in the exact truth right now.
33:22I have an app on it.
33:26It streams an image of my stove.
33:29Your stove?
33:30For months now, I haven't been able to leave the house.
33:42I keep thinking, look, the cook is on, I'm just going to burn the place down.
33:47That started when I first came here.
33:50And I got around it by taking photos, but then I stopped trusting them.
33:54And so then I got the app and the camera and that solved it.
34:00Made things better.
34:09My officers do a hard job.
34:11They know when those doors close, no-one's looking, no-one cares.
34:15They have to deal with all this chaos themselves.
34:18And Dan, they do.
34:19They come in, they put the uniform on.
34:23Some of them even try and make a difference.
34:26And the biggest insult those officers can receive
34:28is to find that one of their own
34:29is smuggling in contraband for personal gain.
34:33It wasn't for personal gain.
34:34Yeah, but I don't know that, do I?
34:40So what happens now?
34:43Now you get escorted from the premises.
34:45You're on suspension.
34:46Go home and await contact from either the police or myself or both.
34:53Okay.
34:55Jamie had nothing to do with this?
34:56That's for me to decide.
34:58Can I see him?
34:59Actually, sorry, I just feel like I need to apologise.
35:01No!
35:02Jamie is a potential witness in a criminal prosecution.
35:06You cannot talk to him.
35:07You cannot talk to Officer Stevens.
35:09This is serious now, Dan.
35:10Do you understand that?
35:13I do understand.
35:25I take care.
35:34I do understand.
35:35I don't know.
37:05Are you sure you want that?
37:11Yeah.
37:12Don't really have anything of Martin.
37:15Could have had his model cars.
37:17I've got bloody hundreds of them up in the loft.
37:19I don't know what to do with them.
37:21Yeah, though, I don't want cars.
37:23So you want his stinky sourdough to remember him?
37:25Not to remember him.
37:31I liked Martin.
37:36I never loved him, but he wasn't dead, and that was good enough.
37:41You all right, Danny?
37:42Are you kidding me?
37:47No.
37:53Why don't you leave him earlier?
37:55Oh, Christ.
37:57Not this again.
37:57No, I need to know.
37:58I told you.
38:00No, you didn't.
38:01You said something about lipstick.
38:02You didn't tell me why.
38:03I told you the truth.
38:04No, you didn't.
38:05Are you calling me a liar?
38:09Yeah.
38:10Excuse me?
38:12I know what he was like, Mum.
38:13He was scared.
38:14Sorry, sorry.
38:15I don't want to be spoken to like that.
38:16Well, you were not telling me the truth.
38:17I protected you.
38:19Did you?
38:20What about Lee, Mum?
38:21Are you blaming your brother's addiction on me?
38:30You think it hurt you to see your brother like that?
38:34You have got no idea.
38:37I don't know who I am, Mum.
38:41I'm half this and I'm half that.
38:44That would fit in anywhere.
38:45What is going on with you, Danny?
38:51I'm him.
38:51I'm exactly like that.
38:54No.
38:55No, you're not.
38:56You are nothing like him.
38:59You don't know, Mum.
39:03You don't know.
39:05What's happened?
39:07Okay, look, why didn't you leave him?
39:08Why didn't you leave him?
39:09I need to know, Mum.
39:11Okay, I'm not blaming you.
39:12I just need to understand why.
39:14Because of you.
39:16What?
39:19I stayed because of you.
39:21From the first second he held you.
39:28You loved him, Danny.
39:31He'd walk in the room, stinking of booze, and your little face would light up.
39:36You cried when he put you down.
39:39I couldn't understand it.
39:42But he'd go off to work or the pub or whatever the fuck it was he was doing, and you would be inconsolable.
39:48I don't remember it like that.
39:50Well, I thought it would wear off.
39:54But it just didn't.
39:57You four, five, six talked about him all the time.
40:03All day long.
40:05You were obsessed with him.
40:06I stayed for you because you wanted him.
40:09Right, okay.
40:10Well, then why did you leave him?
40:13I didn't.
40:20He left me.
40:24He left us.
40:26And thank God he did.
40:29But it broke your little heart.
40:30And I don't think it ever fixed.
40:35That's...
40:36That's not...
40:39That's...
40:40I don't remember it.
40:42That's not...
40:43That's not true.
40:44Then why do you keep saying you're him?
40:47You're not.
40:48You really aren't, Danny.
40:51I've lived with both of you.
40:52I know better than anyone else.
40:54You are not that man.
40:55But for some God-forsaken reason.
40:58You want to be.
41:24You all right, Danny?
41:25Just...
41:27Something's come up.
41:36Come on.
41:36Going home.
41:40Gonna be busy for a while now, boy.
41:43Right?
41:46I've got work to do.
41:55I've got work to do.
41:56I've got work to do.
41:57I've got work to do.
41:58I've got work to do.
41:59I've got work to do.
42:00I've got work to do.
42:01I've got work to do.
42:02I've got work to do.
42:02I've got work to do.
42:03I've got work to do.
42:04I've got work to do.
42:04I've got work to do.
42:05I've got work to do.
42:05I've got work to do.
42:06I've got work to do.
42:06I've got work to do.
42:07I've got work to do.
42:08I've got work to do.
42:08I've got work to do.
42:09I've got work to do.
42:09I've got work to do.
42:10I've got work to do.
42:11I've got work to do.
42:11I've got work to do.
42:12I don't know.
42:42I don't know.
43:12I don't know.
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