Baylen Out Loud - Season 2 Episode 09- I'm on the Struggle Bus
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00:00My eight-pound head was pushing it out.
00:03Sorry.
00:04Was it eight pounds or eight ounces?
00:06Eight pounds or eight ounces.
00:07I'm sorry.
00:08I'm sorry.
00:10What the f***?
00:12JB does crystal meth with Joe Biden.
00:14JB does a lot of crystal meth.
00:17Are you excited about looking at wedding dresses,
00:20trying them on?
00:21I'm so excited, but also I need to get in shape first.
00:25My new med makes me gain weight like crazy.
00:28I need to be able to walk down the aisle, not be rolled.
00:32Our wedding will be at...
00:35This venue is on top of a flippin' mountain.
00:38This was the Grand Hall.
00:40Holy crap.
00:41Oh, this is phenomenal.
00:43You and Balen have already talked about, like, you being maid of honor.
00:46I feel bad that I can't be here sometimes,
00:49but I don't want to miss dress shopping with Bane.
00:52She's in, like, a dark place with her anxious thoughts and OCD.
00:58So, you guys found what venue you love.
01:01Yes.
01:02What are you looking forward to the most?
01:05Flowers would be number one.
01:06Okay.
01:07Food would be number two.
01:09Okay.
01:09I want alpacas.
01:10Alpacas.
01:11Have you guys ever done a queso fountain?
01:13A queso fountain.
01:15We need to manage expectations.
01:19This is what reality is.
01:21I think you're not going to love what I have to tell you.
01:40We can work some magic.
01:43I think that you're not going to love what I have to tell you.
01:48Okay.
01:51We just shared exactly what we want our dream wedding to look like,
01:55and I'm so nervous that she's going to pull the rug right out from underneath us.
02:00Rug that bitch out of here, mother...
02:02I think that it's going to be challenging to get to the point where we can have everything we want
02:10for over 100 guests, and I think that spending a huge portion of our budget on the venue
02:19and shuttles versus putting that towards the food worries me a little bit
02:26because I just want to make sure that we get all of the things we need before we get to the things that we want.
02:37Obviously, the things that we need are a photo, hair and makeup, our officiant, music, and all the food.
02:45And the things we want are the alpacas and the flowers.
02:50And we all know it's not cheap, and it's easy to get wrapped up in all the things,
02:57snowballing into, you know, all the shiny object, squirrel, you know.
03:03So I think that's going to be our goal is to keep it...
03:05Be in our budget.
03:06Be in budget and not have any regrets afterwards, you know.
03:09You want to feel really good about the whole thing, okay?
03:12We fell in love as soon as we saw the venue.
03:14We just didn't think about all the other expenses with it being a remote location.
03:22Thank you guys so much.
03:23See you.
03:24Bye.
03:27Eat a bag of dicks.
03:29Oh, okay.
03:33Well, that was informative.
03:36Yeah.
03:37Like, literally, information overload.
03:40Eat a bag of dicks!
03:41But I'm not going to spend all this money to not get what I want.
03:44I'm not giving up that venue.
03:47We've already put a down payment on it.
03:49Yeah.
03:49And it's a lot of money.
03:51I'm not losing the shuttles.
03:54Five years ago, I was at, like, my worst.
03:57And I never thought that I would be marrying my best friend.
04:01So I want the day to be absolutely perfect.
04:04At the end of the day, I just hope she can give us what we want.
04:10Maybe just volley.
04:23See how many you can get across the net without trying to, like, kill each other.
04:29Oh!
04:29Go ahead, bro.
04:32You got this.
04:32It's your point.
04:33Dad, what's up with the tank top?
04:35Five percent body fat.
04:37No.
04:38Oh, my gosh.
04:39That would be fantastic until you get sick.
04:40Ninety-eight percent muscle.
04:42Thank you!
04:43Yeah!
04:44That's it right there.
04:46The bowling pins.
04:47Eleven to two.
04:49You got a lot of bounce.
04:50What?
04:51When it comes to pickleball, probably not the best.
04:55But when it comes to grabbing my kids, it's going to be all right.
05:00I got it.
05:01I got it.
05:02It's just domination.
05:04Oh, the party's going to run over the ball.
05:08Hi.
05:09Hey, Mae.
05:10Welcome to the pickleball game.
05:12I miss you.
05:12How's your ride?
05:13It was good.
05:14No ride shares are $150.
05:16It's okay.
05:17Could be worse.
05:18I try to see my parents as much as I can, but it makes it hard because me and Colin live
05:23about two hours away, and I can't drive.
05:27Just dominate this kid.
05:30Ride shares are crazy expensive, and me and Colin are trying to save as much money as we
05:34can for this wedding.
05:36Trying.
05:37We're trying.
05:38We're doing the best we can.
05:41We met with our wedding planner that we got.
05:45We met with for the first time.
05:46Okay, yeah.
05:47Yeah, and with our budget, she doesn't know if she's going to be able to give us what
05:52we want.
05:54She already thinks you have to dial it back.
05:56Yeah.
05:58We know Balen dreams big, and with big comes a price tag.
06:03That wedding venue is their decision.
06:04That's what they pick.
06:05Absolutely.
06:05That's what they don't.
06:06You know?
06:06Yeah.
06:07So budget smudge it.
06:09They better figure it out now.
06:13That's great.
06:14Are you kidding me?
06:14Oh, damn.
06:15So are you excited to finally go dress shopping?
06:19I'm so excited.
06:20So excited.
06:21I wasn't at first, but now I'm like super pumped to just realize like, Balen, you're not
06:25going to look like this in three months from now.
06:27Yeah.
06:29I believe that Balen is definitely procrastinating.
06:32I think it's because she's a little self-conscious maybe with where her body is right now.
06:37But these alterations and customizations can take like eight to nine months.
06:41So I made a few calls and I found an amazing wedding dress shop in the D.C. area so we can
06:48get this going.
06:49I can't wait to have you, Mima, Leela, Colleen, and Marlene there.
06:55I don't know really about Sammy.
06:57You know, it's not looking good.
06:59How is she doing?
07:00She's still teetering.
07:01Like her thoughts are still her thoughts.
07:04They're impediments.
07:06I'm just glad that she was open to finally going to a therapist and the way that she
07:11explained it to me, which makes me sad to think about it.
07:13But she's like, she's exhausted.
07:23The way that Sammy describes her racing thoughts to me reminds me of like, like a tree maybe
07:30where it's like, like you've got like this big trunk and like that's the thought and
07:34then it takes a turn this way and just everything just keeps branching off.
07:38Well, like what if this happened today?
07:40Then, then this could happen.
07:42And, um, it's just exhausting.
07:46We can like FaceTime or like she needs to be on FaceTime the entire time because if one
07:52dress, one dress she misses, she could be like, oh my God, that's ugly.
07:55That one's good.
07:56That one's bad.
07:56That one's ugly.
07:57That one's really ugly.
07:58You didn't show me the ugly one.
07:59Oh my gosh.
08:00I know.
08:00Imagining Sammy not being there when I try on wedding dresses just makes it feel more
08:07empty.
08:08Makes me sad.
08:09Makes me hurt more for her than for you.
08:12Yeah.
08:12Because for her to know herself well enough that she can't overcome this hurdle to get
08:19to one of your biggest things, it's like really painful to think about.
08:27There you go, dad.
08:28There you go, dad.
08:30I don't want you to tear her vertebrae.
08:32Back in there, you need a new partner.
08:33Yeah.
08:34He's still not an activity.
08:34I'm going to play.
08:35It probably won't get any better.
08:37I'm just going to, I'm going to pick these tomatoes off.
08:39All right.
08:40It's a lot to a little.
08:45So Bailen just filled me in on a whole whirlwind of information.
08:50Her and Colin had their first appointment with their wedding coordinator.
08:55Oh, Jesus.
08:55Yeah.
08:56And I guess the biggest, like, what you would call reality check was possibly their budget
09:03not fitting into what their desires are for their dream wedding.
09:06Which is, I mean, that's why they call them dream weddings, because you've got to be dreaming
09:10to say, I guess.
09:11I don't know.
09:11But I want her to have her dream wedding, and she's not going to make concessions.
09:15To be tapped, that wiener tapped, they're a tissue chicken.
09:18We're going to go wedding dress shopping this week, but Sammy won't physically be there.
09:25But I feel like I could suggest to her, what if your dad flew out and got you?
09:31The idea of Al picking her up is really more, Sammy is accountable to somebody else.
09:40It empowers her.
09:41Yeah.
09:42To say and schedule and be in control, where if she doesn't have that control, she lets
09:48her thoughts control what's going on.
09:51It would mean so much to Bailen.
09:53And if she feels open to the idea, then, like, we're running with it.
09:59I don't want to say anything to Bailen, because I don't want to get her hopes up.
10:03We've got to pull it off.
10:09You remember the link I sent you on the device?
10:12New pulse.
10:13Yes.
10:13That you wear on your wrist or whatever it is.
10:15Yeah.
10:15It's something that could possibly control that impulse, kind of, to tick.
10:19It could be life-changing for Tourette in general.
10:22Oh, wow.
10:23Oh, my God.
10:27I hear the dragging.
10:28Oh, my God.
10:29Oh, my God.
10:31Oh, my God.
10:37I can see the sorrow in your eyes, yeah.
10:41I can feel the passion deep inside, yeah.
10:44I'm right here, I'm right here.
10:51Oh, my God.
10:59You're so cute.
11:01You're so cute.
11:02Today, I'm meeting up with my friend, Anita, for the first time in person.
11:07She reached out to me on social media because she has a daughter a few years older than Bailen
11:11that has autism and Tourette syndrome.
11:14Are you okay?
11:15No.
11:16No, you're not.
11:17No.
11:17Well, you're going to have to be.
11:19Oh, my God.
11:20You're so beautiful.
11:21Oh, thank you.
11:22That's out.
11:23Those are out.
11:24But I think what Anita really wanted was some connection from another parent that is dealing
11:30with some of the same issues that she's dealing with.
11:33Out of all kind of like the requests and DMs I get because people know that Bailen being
11:38on social media and they just know that she's my daughter, you're honestly the only one
11:44that I reach back out to.
11:47It's a blessing for me.
11:50So I reached out to Julie through social media because Bailen experiences some of the same
11:56tics, the severe tics that my daughter, Sophia, has.
12:00So I felt like Julie might be able to help me answer some questions that my daughter could
12:05not because she can't give you details.
12:07She's not nonverbal, but she can communicate to me everything.
12:11She's definitely more complex than Bailen because I know that she has autism and stuff
12:16like that, too.
12:17But you feel like the Tourette is really prominent at this point.
12:21I feel like the Tourette's is kind of ruling her life right now.
12:25Okay.
12:26Sophia was officially diagnosed with Tourette's at 16 years old.
12:31Her tics were not as severe in the beginning, but she's 25 years old now and she's in a helmet
12:3724 hours a day to protect her eyesight and to protect her head.
12:43When you, um, I'm sorry.
12:45Oh my gosh, I'm great.
12:48I'm sorry.
12:51To see her
12:53beat at her face every day and punch herself in the jaw.
12:58As Bailen says, Tourette looks different on everybody.
13:06So the emotional and physical toll on Anita, specifically because the Tourette is so self-harming,
13:15my heart just actually hurts.
13:18I don't know how you do it.
13:21But it's what I would do a million times over and over again until we find whatever it is
13:27that's going to make her have a better quality of life.
13:31There's no other option, right?
13:32There's, there's just no other option.
13:34I wouldn't have ever thought five or six years ago that we'd be preparing to like walk Bailen
13:40down the aisle.
13:41I know.
13:42Never.
13:42It's definitely a different case than Bailen, but I know that feeling of helplessness.
13:48And I want nothing more than for Anita to stay hopeful that there will be just that
13:54one person that has some idea of something that could help Sophia.
13:59I'm always, always have my nose in a book, you know, something, just trying to look for
14:04anything that I think that might be helpful.
14:06Like the next thing.
14:06Yes, the next thing.
14:08Do you remember the link I sent you on the device?
14:11Yes, the new pulse that you wear on your wrist or whatever it is.
14:15Yes.
14:15Yeah.
14:16Yes.
14:16Bailen's actually heard of it.
14:18I read an article about this device being in development in the UK.
14:24And so I reached out to the company to ask for more information about this device.
14:29From what I understand, stimulates the median nerve, goes up to the brain, kind of like deep
14:34brain stimulation, but not deep brain stimulation.
14:37Yes.
14:37Not invasive.
14:38I think this device could be revolutionary because it's not conventional.
14:43When you have DBS, you have actual wires that are connected.
14:47And if you're a self-injurious, ticker Tourette patient, there is that chance that you are
14:52going to pull and prod.
14:53So this device that sits no differently on your hand like a watch seems so promising to
14:59me for that reason.
15:01What could be life-changing for Tourette in general, honestly?
15:04I think you should explore it.
15:07Hmm.
15:08Even though New Pulse is not even available in the US, I feel like now would be a great
15:14time to get a hold of this team.
15:16Because even though Bailen's doing a great job forging her path into the world, this device
15:22could potentially make her everyday experiences easier, possibly.
15:30Tell me, baby, if the water you desire, what's your rain and fire to get you back to me?
15:39Colin.
15:39Yeah.
15:42What type of dress do you think I'm going to be in?
15:44White.
15:44Sure, if you, that helps you sleep at night.
15:50I mean, part of it is coming from my traditional values.
15:54Well, let me tell you, with her traditional values, it is not a skimpy dress like you want
15:59me to be in, so.
16:01I just said, flaunt what you got.
16:04Colin, describe if you could put Bailen in any wedding dress.
16:07What would it look like?
16:08What's it?
16:09Nipple covers.
16:09No.
16:10Just kidding.
16:11And a veil.
16:16Nipple covers and a veil.
16:18I'm not where I want to be to try on dresses, but there's alterations.
16:23Today is wedding dress shopping day, and if my mom didn't set an appointment at the wedding
16:29dress boutique, that wouldn't have happened.
16:33And my mom and my sister are on their way up from Roanoke.
16:36They're going to go with Bailen wedding dress shopping.
16:38So this time around, I'll try in white dresses.
16:42You're welcome.
16:44Love you.
16:45Have you done everything you need to out here?
16:47Have you done the childproof in the past?
16:50I did everything yesterday.
16:53My sister is bringing her littlest up.
16:56She's about one and a half.
16:58And I volunteered to watch her one and a half year old daughter.
17:03But I am excited, though.
17:05You got that baby fever going on.
17:08No.
17:09Yeah.
17:10No.
17:11Don't lie.
17:12God's watching.
17:12I don't have baby fever.
17:14I just want kids.
17:16Yeah, now.
17:17Not now.
17:19In a year.
17:20It's just being a dad at, like, a younger age, you can do more with your kid.
17:27And I would like to have kids sooner than later.
17:30What do you think baby fever means?
17:33Colin's really moving up the timeline here.
17:36The last conversation we even had about kids, you basically almost fainted in the bowling alley.
17:41We've been dating for a little over a year now.
17:44As far as future goes, what do you see?
17:48I'd like to have kids before I'm 25.
17:51You'd like to have kids in the next four years?
17:54Yeah.
18:01Well, yeah, because it was different at that point.
18:04We weren't engaged.
18:05We didn't live together.
18:07All I'm saying is, we get adjusted to the new lifestyle, and we get into a rhythm.
18:12Then we can get into the lab and maybe start cooking something up.
18:16What?
18:17Yeah.
18:20I didn't want to say, yeah, let's go to pound town.
18:24Well, you just did.
18:25I was trying to say, like...
18:26You just did.
18:29I'm about to go wedding dress shopping.
18:31I need to be in the wedding dress shopping zone.
18:33This is a conversation for another time.
18:40That's them.
18:43Back up, back up, back up.
18:45Hello.
18:46Hey.
18:47Hi.
18:47Watch out, Fluff.
18:48Hi, baby.
18:49Where are we?
18:49How are you?
18:50Good.
18:50Good.
18:51How are you guys?
18:53Good.
18:54Good.
18:54Good.
18:55So how was it getting up here?
18:56It was pretty good.
18:57Did she sleep at all?
18:59No.
19:00Rough.
19:01Not at all.
19:01I feel a little nervous about Colin watching Lily
19:06because she's definitely got that fiery, feisty toddler attitude.
19:12So I don't know how she's going to react,
19:16but I know she's going to give him Colin a run for his money.
19:19For sure.
19:21She eats regular food.
19:23Just still make sure you cut it up into the bite-sized pieces.
19:27Dick.
19:27As far as her diaper, where am I doing that at?
19:33Like, do you got something I can put her on?
19:35Right here are, like, doggy pee pads, essentially.
19:38Lay her on that.
19:39Do you have gloves in there?
19:41No, I do not have gloves.
19:43You do it bare hands?
19:44Why would I have gloves?
19:45I use wipes.
19:47I don't get anything on my hands.
19:48She's not, like, scraping it with her hands.
19:51You just wipe it off.
19:54This is a big responsibility,
19:56and when I offered to babysit Lily,
19:59I didn't realize how much pressure is on me
20:01for everything to just go correctly.
20:03All right, bye.
20:04No, I know, I know.
20:05See ya.
20:06I know.
20:06Love you.
20:07Yep, yep.
20:07Yep, love you, too.
20:09Oh, God.
20:10Love you.
20:11Oh, God.
20:13I have no idea what I'm doing.
20:17It's going south already.
20:19Lily, it's okay.
20:21Breathe, girl.
20:22Breathe.
20:23Oh, Lord, it's going to be a rough day, isn't it?
20:26Yes, it is.
20:28Come on.
20:30Oh, yeah.
20:31I'm so excited.
20:32Today, I'm pretty pumped.
20:34I like the extra color underneath it, like the nude.
20:36So extra.
20:37Oh, wow.
20:37Yeah.
20:38I can barely hold it together,
20:40thinking about failing,
20:41possibly finding the dress of her dreams.
20:43My oldest daughter.
20:45Woo-hoo, woo-hoo, woo-hoo.
20:49You have my heart, don't let it go.
20:54Open one up in the rise, so I hope...
20:58We're here, you guys.
21:01All right.
21:04Ready?
21:05Let's go.
21:08Hi.
21:09Hi.
21:09Not money, Mom.
21:10Fighting.
21:12I'm so excited, but I'm so nervous.
21:15I know.
21:15Don't be nervous.
21:16It's okay.
21:16Don't be nervous.
21:17Today, I'm pretty pumped about wedding dress shopping,
21:22but I'd be lying if I didn't say that I had some nervous energy,
21:27because I just know how Baelin is feeling about her body right now.
21:31I can't do this by myself.
21:33And I don't want the most beautiful day
21:35to turn into a negative event for Baelin.
21:39Oh, my gosh.
21:41We're waiting for you.
21:43I'm coming.
21:44I love your purse.
21:46Are you so excited?
21:47Yes, and girl.
21:48Yes, and girl.
21:49Good to see you.
21:50I'm so excited to be a part of this special moment with her.
21:53It's not every day that a girl gets to literally play dress up for her wedding.
21:57Let's get it.
21:58Okay, lead us.
21:58There we go.
21:59All right.
21:59No worries.
22:01And despite Baelin's weight gain, Baelin is beautiful,
22:04and she just could use a little reminder of that.
22:08My name's on this card.
22:09Stop.
22:10Yes, it is.
22:11My name's on the card.
22:11Oh, wow.
22:12Hi.
22:12Hi, ladies.
22:18Welcome to the showroom.
22:19Hi.
22:19We're so excited to have you today.
22:21You're going to follow me.
22:21We're going to head into the showroom,
22:23and then we'll get started shortly.
22:24Great.
22:24This way.
22:24Perfect.
22:25Oh, look.
22:27I am a little bit nervous to try on dresses
22:31because I just want to feel like a princess.
22:34But putting on 18 pounds for my medication makes it really hard.
22:38So I'm definitely going to latch on to all my lovely people
22:41that I brought with me today
22:42because I really need their support.
22:44Oh, I like that dress, too.
22:47All right.
22:47My name is Taya.
22:50Hi, Taya.
22:51Nice to meet you.
22:52Welcome, everyone.
22:53Dildo.
22:55So what we like to do is kind of get to know the bride,
22:58get to know what your sort of vision is.
23:01Oh, my.
23:02My dream dress, I don't really know what I want.
23:07That's even better.
23:08That means you are open to, like,
23:09trying on different silhouettes, different necklines.
23:12And hopefully lead us to, like, the one.
23:15I don't mean to interrupt.
23:16I don't mean to be rude.
23:17At what point should we FaceTime Sammy?
23:19When we're in that first dress mode,
23:20I think that would be perfect.
23:22So we are going to have you take a look at our showrooms,
23:25point out three gowns that you think you like
23:28to get to a really good place.
23:30I definitely want to try it at that one.
23:32It's very pretty.
23:33And remember, you don't have to go with white.
23:36Oh, I know.
23:37Grandma, I know.
23:39Colin knows, too.
23:40Oh, my.
23:42He's like, let's do a more tradition.
23:44Oh, my God.
23:45Come here.
23:46Oh.
23:51Hey, buddy.
23:52Hey, buddy.
23:54Oh, my goodness.
23:56Oh.
23:57Yay.
23:58I don't mean to, like, pat myself on the back,
24:04but this is, I mean, it's, I don't have words.
24:09This is the best surprise ever.
24:14So how'd you get here?
24:15Um, Dad brought me here.
24:17Wait, Dad flew there and came back?
24:19And came back with me.
24:19Oh.
24:20What a good owl.
24:21I know.
24:21Good owl.
24:22What a good owl.
24:23I couldn't ask for two better daughters, and that one of them is willing to put all
24:29of her struggles aside because she knows her older sister would love her here and that
24:35she wouldn't miss it for the world.
24:37She's all I needed.
24:38Yeah.
24:38Yeah.
24:39I'm over the moon.
24:41I'm over the world.
24:43Sammy's not only my sister.
24:44She is my best friend.
24:47Sammy's my best friend.
24:49I'm ready now.
24:50Oh, my God.
24:51And it's important for me to be here because I think she trusts my opinion a lot, which
24:56makes me want to be here.
24:59We can get started.
25:00So remember, just take a walk, let me know what you want to try on, and we'll take you
25:05there.
25:05Sweet.
25:06Okay.
25:07Yay.
25:11All the jewels come together, and they form a different color.
25:14I don't mean to have, like, honestly, to even, like, bring your Tourette into this at
25:18all, but I worry about stuff like that.
25:20And if you're pulling on any of this, if you...
25:22Oh, wait.
25:22Is see-through at the bottom?
25:24No, Grandma, it's see-through.
25:26Grandma, move on.
25:28Oh, wait.
25:29This one's gorgeous, too.
25:30I really like this one.
25:31You're going to think I'm crazy, bae.
25:33Okay.
25:34I really want you to try this one on.
25:36I love this.
25:38Hey, Mom.
25:40Yep.
25:40How about this one?
25:41I like the extra color underneath it, like the nude.
25:43So extra.
25:44Oh, wow.
25:45Yeah.
25:46I feel very honored that she wanted to include us, because not all in-laws to be get a chance
25:53to do this.
25:54It doesn't have to be the first dress I try on.
25:56And knowing Colin, I think he would probably prefer a form-fitting dress.
26:01Yeah, I definitely agree.
26:03But none of my opinions or feedback is based on Colin.
26:07It's not about Colin.
26:09It's about Bailyn.
26:10But I do appreciate that she's considering a total white dress, because that's what Colin
26:15wants.
26:17This one's getting tried on.
26:19This one.
26:20This one?
26:20Yeah.
26:21Oh, look at that.
26:24Oh, my gosh.
26:25I'm aching for Bailyn to find the one or something close to the one.
26:31All right.
26:32So everyone get comfortable.
26:33Have a seat.
26:34We're going to do a little fashion show.
26:36We're going to start putting gowns on.
26:37She's going to come out, and you'll get to see her in a wedding gown.
26:39Yay!
26:40All right?
26:40Are you ready?
26:42Let's do it.
26:42Sweet.
26:43She's getting ***.
26:46I can barely hold it together, thinking about Bailyn possibly finding the dress of her dreams.
26:52Like, I don't know.
26:53It's just surreal.
26:54Oh, my oldest daughter.
27:07She's still back there.
27:08We know she's still back there.
27:09She hasn't left.
27:09She hasn't left.
27:11Oh, my God.
27:12I'm obsessed.
27:17Oh, it's moving.
27:18Oh, she's moving.
27:20I hear the dragging.
27:22Oh.
27:23Oh.
27:23Oh.
27:24Oh, my gosh.
27:26Oh, my God.
27:26Oh.
27:35I hear the dress coming.
27:38Tick, tick, tick.
27:41Oh.
27:45Oh.
27:46Oh, my gosh.
27:47Oh, my gosh.
27:50Wow.
27:51That's epic.
28:03Oh.
28:03I feel like a little cupcake.
28:04I feel like a cupcake.
28:06Love it.
28:07Love it.
28:08I mean, you can't.
28:09Oh, the veil.
28:10I love the veil.
28:10I don't even want you to try it.
28:12It's gorgeous.
28:15It looks so good on you.
28:16Yeah.
28:17Yeah.
28:18Oh.
28:19That is very pretty.
28:21Ailyn getting married.
28:23That's like the true, like, rite of passage almost into not being under our wing anymore.
28:30I love the pockets.
28:33I love the corset.
28:34Okay.
28:34I was going to say.
28:34I mean, you look this big.
28:37I love it.
28:38You look insane.
28:40It does look really good.
28:41Seriously.
28:42You guys are sweet.
28:43No.
28:43You look insane.
28:44I feel like Rapunzel.
28:49I can't believe how much I loved the first dress.
28:51I was like, holy s***, I'm actually getting married.
28:54I love it.
28:55I love it.
28:56It's just a little too plain.
28:59Do you want to try Sammy's pick next, which is going to be a very different look?
29:02Very different.
29:03Yeah?
29:04Yes.
29:04Yes.
29:04All right, let's go.
29:06Is it completely different than the two?
29:07Completely different than both of those two.
29:09Good.
29:09The dress is not enough for Balin.
29:12I think the tiara gives the dress, you know, that little bit of sparkle, but Balin is just
29:18full of sparkle, and I want to see what else is hiding back there.
29:23How was the baby?
29:25I don't know.
29:25I haven't heard from a while, so.
29:28Call him.
29:28All right.
29:29Maybe I should give him a call.
29:30We're going to need a phone call.
29:31Yeah.
29:32Hey.
29:33Hey.
29:35How's it going?
29:37It's all right.
29:38I mean, she's down for a nap right now.
29:40She cried a lot.
29:42Tried to give her food.
29:43That wasn't going well.
29:45I even set the plate on the ground and thought that she would come over and just grab it whenever
29:51and, you know, she'd just get back to crying.
29:53Don't grab it whenever.
29:54She's won.
29:55She's won.
29:58She's moving too much.
29:59I don't want her to get up.
30:00He's like, please, I don't want her to get up.
30:03Cut the phone.
30:04Well, good luck.
30:08Just try snacks when she wakes up.
30:11Y'all have a good time.
30:12Okay.
30:13Bye, Colin.
30:13You too.
30:15Bye.
30:15Bye.
30:17Oh, no.
30:18Like, that was from his heart.
30:20Yes, that was.
30:21It's real.
30:22It's not easy.
30:24No, it's not.
30:27I hear the dress.
30:28Oh, brother.
30:30No, okay.
30:30Yeah.
30:31Oh, nice.
30:33This is like a little dance theme.
30:34This one we can get down in.
30:36Yeah.
30:36I love the scarf.
30:42Oh.
30:43I love the dress Sammy picked.
30:45I love the texture and, like, how flowy it was.
30:49It's beautiful.
30:50It's absolutely beautiful.
30:54I love the different, like, layers.
30:57So pretty.
30:59Stunning.
31:02I'm trying to be in love with it.
31:05I feel like the sparkle's missing a little bit.
31:07Yeah.
31:08Where it's like, hey, it's like, it's so, like, I'm going out to dinner and I look amazing.
31:12Not like, I'm walking down the aisle.
31:15Yeah.
31:16I love it, but.
31:17I love it as, like, a dancing.
31:18That's exactly what you're talking about for the reception.
31:21Yeah.
31:22And not down the aisle dress.
31:24Hmm.
31:24Reception.
31:25I like it.
31:26Yeah.
31:26I personally really do like this dress.
31:29Let's try another one.
31:30Yeah.
31:31Sweet.
31:31We'll pick one now.
31:31Yeah.
31:32You can tell that she feels confident and that she is really, like, enjoying how she feels
31:38in the dress.
31:38And I think that is beautiful.
31:41Gorgeous in every single dress.
31:42Yeah.
31:43I'm happy that this appointment is going way better than what they expected.
31:46Oh, my gosh.
31:47Yes.
31:49Oh, my God.
31:50This is gorgeous.
31:52Like, I'm getting married.
31:53You're the dry king.
31:54She's a-moving.
31:57She's flying.
31:59Oh, my God.
32:01Oh, my God.
32:02Oh, my God.
32:04I'm already lost it.
32:17Yeah.
32:17I feel like you.
32:19Yeah.
32:27Oh, my God.
32:28Wow.
32:43Like, it's literally like that dress was, like, made for you.
32:48I'm loving this.
32:50What do you guys think Colin would say?
32:57It's-you look unreal.
32:58He'd be speechless.
32:58He'd be speechless.
32:59Yeah.
33:00It's all good to me.
33:00There's nothing that he would say.
33:03This is me.
33:04It's beautiful.
33:05This is me.
33:06You can just tell that it makes you feel confident.
33:08Uh-huh.
33:08You know, like, you can just tell that it, like, makes you feel good.
33:12I love it.
33:14I see a princess.
33:16Exactly what I wanted to be on my wedding day.
33:20I really just don't have words.
33:24I'm sorry.
33:26It was a big moment to see really just how joyful she felt when she put on something that made her feel like the Queen of England.
33:36this kid.
33:38them kids.
33:39Oh, my gosh.
33:41Honestly, in reality, it's not a bad tick day.
33:44My ticks haven't been triggered by the dresses.
33:47It was just the veil.
33:48Sorry.
33:49Would you like it on?
33:50Or should I take it off for you?
33:51Will you care if we take it off?
33:52No, if you care.
33:53That way you can see it all flip out.
33:54Because it was touching my head instead of touching my hair, if that makes any sense.
33:58Like, it was really in there.
34:02And I think that you knew, too, before you even, like, fully saw yourself in it.
34:07But I would like to come back before I purchase it.
34:11Yeah.
34:11I want to see if I keep thinking about it, because if I keep thinking about it, then I'm just not going to try it anymore.
34:19I'm just going to come back and buy that one.
34:20All right.
34:21You've got the floor.
34:22Careful.
34:22Okay.
34:23I'll take you back, and you can get dressed.
34:25And we can come out here and chat.
34:26I love that she found something that was, like, bomb.
34:30Like, Balin bombshell.
34:32Oh, my gosh.
34:33Oh, my gosh.
34:34Was that cringy?
34:36Okay.
34:36Yeah.
34:37What a good day.
34:39Today was phenomenal.
34:41I'm not going to lie.
34:42I came in here very anxious because I've gained 18 pounds, and I'm not confident.
34:46But thank you guys for coming, because I wouldn't be able to pick out my dress without you guys.
34:52It meant everything to have my closest people there.
34:55Bye.
34:56Oh, thank you for inviting us.
34:57They can tell me, oh, they wouldn't miss it for the world, and I know that.
35:01But they deserve to know how thankful I am that they were there for me.
35:06Bye.
35:07Bye.
35:07I love you.
35:08It means everything.
35:10Hey, guys.
35:10Thanks for coming.
35:12You looked beautiful.
35:14I love you.
35:15Love you, too.
35:16Well, let me sit on my throne.
35:18On my throne?
35:18No, I'm just kidding.
35:20What do you think?
35:21I just picked the perfect people to be here.
35:23Honestly.
35:24We're not good liars.
35:25You're going to leave a little bit of room open to maybe try some more on, or the favorite
35:31is the favorite.
35:32My favorite is the favorite.
35:34I'm still willing to, like, come back and try more dresses on.
35:37What would be, like, a reasonable time that you would be able to be back here?
35:43Do you have anything tomorrow?
35:45Yeah, you and Colin are going to Boston.
35:48Yeah, we have a doctor's appointment tomorrow, so...
35:50With Dr. Flaherty.
35:51Don't...
35:52Because it would have to be in a month.
35:54It would have to be, like...
35:55Oh, I could do a month.
35:56I just need a little bit of time to...
35:58We know.
35:59To come back.
36:00We know.
36:01Yeah.
36:05I don't know.
36:05Sounds crazy.
36:07Yeah, that's so pretty.
36:07It doesn't sound crazy.
36:09It's called anxiety.
36:10And you started therapy, which is a huge step, too.
36:13You're doing the right thing.
36:21I was resistant to a therapist before because I was thinking that I could just fix it myself.
36:27But ultimately, my OCD and anxiety...
36:30I got to a point so bad of, like, why I wanted to go to therapy was because, like, I couldn't
36:34walk out of a room.
36:35Because I couldn't put, like, one left foot down and then one right foot down.
36:41So it feels good to talk to somebody else about it and not be shamed or not be embarrassed.
36:52What I didn't know about therapy, and after my first session of it, was the validation
36:58that I would feel.
37:00Baylen's, I feel like she's definitely spot on when she says, like, she's a prisoner in
37:04her own mind.
37:04And it's like, yeah.
37:06I was just finally ready to focus on me and what I needed.
37:10I feel like I'm starting to learn I can only control certain things.
37:16You can control dick.
37:18I can't control if a plane falls out of the sky.
37:21I love that Sammy's focusing on herself and her health.
37:26My girls have morphed into the most amazing adults.
37:32Well, we had you as a mommy.
37:34That's, like, really like being with your very, very best friends.
37:38If it's helpful for somebody to fly with you, we'll always make that happen.
37:43You forgot your dildo in the airport.
37:45Okay, wait, hold on.
37:49Yeah, mom needs a minute.
37:50She's never heard dildo out of your mouth.
37:51She needs a minute.
37:52Hold on.
37:53Mom needs a minute.
37:55Dildo!
37:55I'm on the struggle bus with the dildo tech.
38:01They're not even just saying it.
38:03We're screaming dildo.
38:07I think she was holding it in from also Colleen and Marlene.
38:11She's holding what in?
38:11Oh, my God.
38:12Oh, my God.
38:14Oh, my God.
38:20You're tired?
38:21You're tired.
38:21We're exhausted.
38:22Oh, my bum hurts sitting on this.
38:24Oh, we're, whoa.
38:25I just drank a lot of champagne.
38:27Today was awesome, but I'm exhausted, and I'm ready to go home.
38:31I wonder how babysitting went, to be honest.
38:34Hopefully it was birth control, because he needs to stop with that baby fever.
38:37Oh, my God.
38:39Oh.
38:41Hey, Mom.
38:42Hey, babe.
38:43What's up?
38:45Currently traveling to Boston.
38:47Having Colleen in the car, now is the perfect time to reintroduce new Pulse to her,
38:52because he will make sure that she talks to Dr. Flaherty about it.
38:57Let's just add it to the list of things we need to talk to Dr. Flaherty about.
39:02I actually have a question for the doctor.
39:04There we go.
39:07Go out of business, you mother Marlowe bitch.
39:27It said Marlowe's was going out of business.
39:29What do you want me to do?
39:29It was right in front of my face.
39:32My mom's calling.
39:34Hey, Mom.
39:35Hey, babe.
39:37What's up?
39:38Currently traveling to Boston.
39:40Good little trip ahead of us.
39:42Oh, my gosh.
39:42Are you excited?
39:44I am excited.
39:45Colleen's more excited than me, personally.
39:47He should be.
39:48Yeah.
39:48This is like his first time into the doorway of Baylen's crazy doctor visit.
39:54Yes.
39:55Life.
39:56Yes.
39:57I'm excited about going to a doctor's appointment for the first time with Baylen because the torch or the responsibility of taking care of Baylen is kind of being passed down.
40:08And I feel good about that.
40:09So I think while you're there, it would be a great time to ask her about the new pulse.
40:18The device?
40:19The wrist device.
40:20Okay.
40:21I've been wanting to talk to Baylen about my lunch date with Anita.
40:25But I know with having Colin in the car, he will make sure that she talks to Dr. Flaherty about it.
40:33I think it would be good to get her opinion.
40:36She's such a scholar.
40:37And if she doesn't know anything about it, that means it's not a good thing.
40:41This is true?
40:43Okay.
40:43I love you.
40:45I love you, and I will talk to you soon.
40:47Okay.
40:47That sounds good.
40:48I'll let you know when we get there.
40:49Okay.
40:50Bye.
40:51Okay.
40:51Bye.
40:51I'm glad my mom brought it up.
40:54Yeah.
40:55I was actually with Baylen when she was told about new pulse.
40:58So at least we can find out if and when it might be available in the U.S.
41:04and if Baylen can benefit from it.
41:06Let's just add it to the list of things we need to talk to Dr. Flaherty about.
41:12I actually have a question for the doctor.
41:15Do we have?
41:15How your medications would work when you're pregnant?
41:29What part of not pressuring me to have kids before a wedding isn't clicking?
41:35I wasn't pressuring you.
41:37It's good knowledge to have.
41:40Good knowledge for who?
41:42For me.
41:43For the future.
41:48You got a mind of your own.
41:52I'm so frustrated between wedding planning and Colin's career change.
41:58We can't add a baby into this mix.
42:01We're not talking about this right now.
42:05We're not talking about this right now.
42:06Miss it, bitch.
42:21Oh, my God.
42:23Josh, just tell me you're thinking about getting the real estate.
42:26Yeah, I am.
42:26More than 80% of people who get their real estate license stop, you know, in less than five years.
42:33It makes me worried for Colin because there is so much potential to succeed in this field, but there's even more potential to fail.
42:41There's this device I heard about called New Pulse.
42:45Mm-hmm.
42:46That helps her tics.
42:47It's not available here.
42:48If you did want to try it, you'd have to go to the UK, I'm afraid.
42:51Yeah.
42:52So she's basically like, give it a go.
42:55Except for it's in the UK.
42:58I'm thinking, how is this going to work?
43:01Because she needs a lot of help when she's traveling.
43:05Anyways, with wedding planning, it's just not in our budget.
43:08I don't think I realize how much I actually want this until this moment.
43:15Anything to reduce my tics, even the slightest, would be a miracle.
43:19But there's a lot of obstacles standing in the way.
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