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00:00Poke the bear, the claws are coming up.
00:01Oh, shit.
00:03I just woke up a monster.
00:08There was more to the story.
00:11They did get some backlash from the church.
00:13And reputations in their community.
00:15Radically changing the image of Mormon culture.
00:18Videos continuously going viral.
00:20And it's a double-edged sword.
00:27Let this be a lesson.
00:28For all of you!
00:30They all have boob jobs.
00:32I think I'm going to be a Satanist sinner.
00:34If she comes for me, I will absolutely dominate her.
00:37I'm lying.
00:38The truth always comes around.
00:39It does, unfortunately.
00:40You have no idea what's coming for you.
00:42You're keeping receipts.
00:44Who knows when you're going to unlock that vault
00:45and just sabotage someone.
00:46It's like you never know.
00:47Just touch my wife.
00:49This is the real world of war.
00:52Let's fucking move past this.
00:56We all are traumatized.
00:57We don't go around hurting the people we love.
01:00Do I do petty shit?
01:01Yes.
01:02Got to go head on in the storm.
01:04You want to call me a shitty wife?
01:06Let's talk about you.
01:07Someone's going to win and someone's going to lose
01:08and it's going to destroy the group as a whole.
01:10You should literally be in jail.
01:12I will create a whole nother fucking mom talk.
01:14Not on my watch, bitch.
01:16What is even...
01:17I'm going to lose my mother.
01:18I'm going to lose my mother.
01:18I'm going to lose my mother.
01:18I'm going to lose my mother.
01:19Woo!
01:19Woo!
01:19Woo!
01:20Woo!
01:20Woo!
01:21Come ye saints and come ye saevers.
01:25Alleluia!
01:25Alleluia!
01:28I'm the one you've been dreaming of.
01:34I've got everything you could ever want.
01:37Try me in your sleep.
01:40I'll bring you to your knees.
01:42Baby, you're going to believe.
01:43Baby, you are listening to the meditation.
01:47Baby, you are listening to the meditation.
01:52Baby, you are listening to the meditation.
02:07Ready?
02:08Okay.
02:09What has life been like?
02:10What's changed?
02:12What's the same?
02:13tell us everything uh well this will be freeing wait one boob might be bigger is that better
02:36what's the hot goss over here yeah what's the 411 what's everybody talking about
02:43we are at the gracie lou cowboy pills event and i'm so excited to be here with all the girls
02:47and just enjoy a fun influencer event western themes so dressing up for this event is the
02:52perfect way to kick off from my favorite holidays which is halloween sometimes there's a misconception
02:57do mormons celebrate halloween yes we do and mom talk loves it as well is it a bad bowl or a good
03:03that's harder than i thought how do i hold on okay let's be sexy life has been a blur
03:21the last few months mom talk has grown even bigger it's become a nationwide trend we're seeing women
03:28doing their mom talk groups all across the u.s which is so crazy i love what mom talk is doing
03:34right now the way that we are trying to modernize people in the church we've helped move the needle
03:39in the way that mom talk intended to when it comes to the patriarchy the brand deals have been way up
03:46my husband his entire yearly salary is how much i make on one brand deal so jace is in his full stay
03:52at home dad era right now and he's loving it i think the perceptions of mormons has definitely
03:58changed worldwide we're just living our life making videos and smashing men's hearts just kidding
04:06yes we did get both good and bad responses with the church we'll say we ruffled our feathers
04:13i do think the church had an issue with mom talk trying to break the patriarchy but yolo it's fine
04:19we weren't bashing the church or talking about it negatively we were just shining a light on the
04:23things that do need to change mom talk is going to continue to push the church and the people and
04:28the culture to modernize towards today and if anyone tries to on mom talk they will be ready to fight
04:35it's very on brand for us oh my gosh there's no sexy way to get off that but i make it so a car wait is
04:51that whitney oh my gosh this is so cute oh thank you new whitney new hair that's how it goes hey
05:14how are you good yeah how's the pregnancy oh god i'm like two weeks please get this out of me
05:25whitney whitney whitney whitney whitney was deemed kind of the villain and she earned every bit of that
05:31title she didn't attend taylor's baby shower or macy's baby mama event she has unfollowed us blocked us
05:40ignored us she has upset every single person in the group whitney is no longer a part of mom talk
05:46and rightfully so and she's the one that removed herself from the group
05:54whitney is definitely on the outs this is the circle she's out here so how does it feel to be
06:00pinned as the villain oh okay i think everyone's pissed because i haven't apologized for leaving mom talk
06:08and especially with me saying like good luck without me like oopsies do you have any regrets
06:16no i i think if there was then i would probably say it to them no one owes whitney anything when her
06:22behavior is the way that it is exactly she's a little bit of a narcissist i have no interest in
06:26having a friend like that i don't want drama i don't want bad feelings i just don't want to be your
06:29friend there you go get in front there you go even though i'm not in mom talk this is my livelihood i
06:35have to come to these things i think everybody has sticks up their butts has the fame already gone
06:40to our heads hi baby come on in why did i you why did i straight up the ass i sat on the magazine
06:51it's very uh yeah smart anyone have some tobacco i got some chew i got some spud i get really into uh
07:00the role play i know you do oh lord is that miranda what the hell oh it can't be shut up
07:09miranda really came holy wait she looks hot ladies hello
07:19miranda is taylor's ex-best friend and she's one of the original mom talkers from when taylor started
07:24the group miranda and her ex-husband chase were the couple heavily involved in the swinging with taylor
07:31and her ex-husband taylor started talking about it no one was innocent everyone has hooked up with like
07:35everyone in the situation it came out it became public and it was explosive on the internet miranda
07:41and her ex-husband panicked she left mom talk and they denied everything which made taylor look worse
07:46last i heard miranda got divorced and she's back in town i think it's pretty ballsy of her to show
07:50up to this influencer event hi mom talk did you miss me can i sit with you guys my name is miranda
07:59mccorder and you might recognize me from being one of the mom taco g's just kidding obviously people
08:07know me from the whole swinging scandal taylor's a very vocal person and everybody has heard her
08:12side of the scandal but i'm finally here to tell mine what are you what's going on yeah i know last
08:19time i feel like anything mom talk related you're like i don't know if i'd ever i know i'm eating my
08:25words now on the show what's going on right now wait i need to hear everything you're divorced and
08:30like did you see it coming yeah i mean i think when i made the decision i was sure about it and
08:36it just was not gonna work as a relationship and i i had tried for so long and i realized that it was
08:42you know i think our kids would be better off if we did end up cutting ties when we did i did i have a
08:49i have a question so if you're here like talking to everyone are you like trying to join mom talk again
08:54like what's the contradictory i feel like that's the only explanation i don't see another explanation
08:58yes um i think it all comes back to the fact that i'm not married anymore like for our marriage i just
09:04didn't think it was the best thing you're here so we're just going to go all out was there a part
09:08of you that was trying to protect like the lie around the swinging thing were you involved in the
09:13swinging well the thing is is like the height of what i was ever involved in was like playing spin the
09:21bottle and like kissing other people and so it was very jarring for me for taylor to come out and say
09:29like everyone was hooking up with everyone because that was simply not the case at all we've all heard
09:33the exact opposite i'm so confused no one had sex ever period i kind of want to hear from like taylor and
09:39you to hear the story because we're hearing two completely different things i will go to my grave what
09:44my mind's just been blown that's crazy it's pretty wild that after so much time miranda has been
09:52completely silent about the swinger scandal and she's finally coming out and talking about it and
09:58admitting to things but it is a little strange to me because her story and taylor's version of the
10:04story are not completely lining up so i'm a little confused as to who's telling the truth you've never
10:10touched a wiener never touched we're not one time a wiener even with your mouth yeah your mouth never
10:16came in contact with one oh my god really so who's telling the truth i have zero reason to believe
10:22that taylor's lying because she's been nothing but honest to me and to the world about her details and
10:28the swinging in her personal life and this has been something that has eaten taylor up for years i know
10:33how hard it is for taylor and i want to protect her and i don't want the lies from miranda to create the
10:39cracks in the group oh speak of the devil i'm trying to find my girls oh my goodness sorry guys i am late
10:55i do feel very shocked when i see miranda pretty uncomfortable i will say because i haven't
11:03really talked to her since everything so and i i don't know why she she's here i guess i'm very
11:11confused okay do you want to go here can you go here and we'll move all this right by miranda she was
11:17one of the girls participating in the swinging scandal her husband was the one that came and told
11:23me that he had feelings for me that's where the story gets confusing because i stole my best friend's
11:27husband but that's never been the case miranda was my best friend i would have never done that till
11:32her ever i won't bite you and i won't kiss you i promise not this time
11:37oh wait we didn't clarify that so you guys kissed
11:41like you're asking if we have
11:45how are you feeling horrible how are you guys i'm sorry
11:48oh it's been a lot guys miranda and i have yet to conversate about our whole situation but i did
11:57not want to hash any of this out today because i'm exhausted of what i'm dealing with in my own
12:02relationship with dakota so dakota was involved with the girl during our early dating he swore that
12:10nothing really had happened besides kissing and then he finally came forward after all this time
12:14saying that there was more to that story i was lied to for two years
12:20i have been in pure sadness but i feel like ego is kind of kicking in being like
12:26i'm actually nobody's second choice so if that's what you wanted i feel like
12:31old taylor's coming back do you not see it i feel like so betrayed i'm in denial that this is even real
12:37right now and i don't know if i even want to move forward people have been doing you dirty for
12:44two more yeah
13:05how are you feeling about everything with you and zach as for my relationship with zach it's been a
13:12few months of straight hell since vegas you say you're not going to be married to someone who
13:17doesn't have values and morals he treats you like that's gross i really don't i don't really care
13:24currently we are separated i never thought i would get to this point i've decided to come back to utah
13:36and be back with mom talk
13:46today zach asked if he could come down to utah to talk to me i was pretty firm about us being
13:53separated so i can figure out what i need and just what's best for a relationship it's hard because
13:59a couple months ago zach and i were committed to going to new york for med school i honestly think
14:05you're gonna love new york do you think i'll be missing mom talk i honestly don't but then zach
14:11got accepted to arizona we ended up moving to arizona things for zach and i continue to be pretty rocky
14:18for me to want to fight for a marriage i need to feel like he's putting my feelings before his
14:27hi hi baby hi
14:34can i come in yeah sure where do you want me to put this you just put it right there yeah
14:39this place looks nice isn't it cute yeah if you don't mind i'd like it to be my new spot too
14:50um
14:54the last couple months have been hard obviously and been really hard
15:02i know i messed up like the way i treated you like no matter what you had done those things
15:07should have never been said and i have to live with that the rest of my life
15:12i want to prove to you that i love you and that like i am a good husband i am a good father i want
15:18to fight for our marriage and that's why i'm here after vegas it felt like the whole world was against
15:26us and wanted us to get a divorce i had so many regrets about how i had acted and the way things had
15:33gone down i definitely feel like there's still a lot of work to do as far as changing and becoming
15:41who i want to be i'm in therapy i'm working on like as long as you want to be here and you love her you
15:46need to let her live her life the way she wants or she's never going to be happy so i'm here letting
15:51you live your life the way you want so you can be happy for so long i think he truly believed that
15:58like his feelings were more important within the mormon church it's very expected for the women to
16:05be submissive to their husbands but for me whether this helps me become a stronger member of the church
16:11or maybe turn away from the church i think in order for this marriage to work we have to be equals
16:19i want to fight for a marriage but i feel like i've been blaming myself for so many years
16:25years thinking that i was the issue or i was too sensitive i feel like this is like the first time
16:31in my life that i need to put my foot down like i want my partner to know me so well that they'll
16:40think of me and my feelings before anything else and anyone who doesn't respect that i like
16:49they're not going to be a part of my life even if i were to have gone to chippendales danced with
16:58those men i'm still the mother of your children i'm still your wife do you know what i'm saying yeah
17:09it's time that i put my foot down i'm choosing mom talk yeah and if that means i want to go to
17:18chippendales i can go to chippendales and if you don't like that then like i think my actions speak
17:24a lot more than my words and like i'm i'm here like you know i reached out to my dean and put in
17:33my application to leave medical school and my feelings towards mom talk haven't honestly completely
17:39changed but i feel like a lot of our marriage i've made it about me and the things i want to do and
17:45you've kind of just supported me in that i don't know what i'm going to do with my life to be
17:50honest yeah but i'm here to support you and support your career you're willing to give me a chance like
17:59that's all i'm asking for to show you i'm asking if i can if i can stay um
18:15the thing that i'm worried about is does a part of you still feel like you want to go back to do
18:22medical school yeah i mean i do have a year leave of absence so it is possible but for now i'm just
18:28focusing on us like i need someone right now well i'm here i know but you've been a dick to me
18:39yeah yeah i know sweetie i know why you're mad at me and not only that but your friends the mom talk
18:47girls to be honest it is a little bit hard to be a part of mom talk right now because of all of that
18:55do you think you'd want to have a conversation with some of the girls i mean
19:04hearing the things that they said about me a lot of those things were like blatant lies
19:08but i reached out to every single one of the girls do you guys want to hear the voice memo what you have
19:13it i had it hey jesse this is uh zach just wanted to send you guys a quick voice message
19:18obviously i you know never plan on those texts being seen but they were and regardless i shouldn't be
19:25i was never planning on those is he only apologizing because he got caught anyways thank you so much
19:30hope you guys are doing well this is like a piece of what he did it yeah like it was like a script
19:35it's chat gpt no 100 and did they respond no i i because i i mean i realized what i did was wrong
19:44obviously those texts were never meant to be shared but still like i shouldn't have been saying those
19:49things for me to let you back into my life and for us to give this another shot i think i'm going to
19:58need a lot of time to just think about this so i think that we should keep the arizona home until
20:06changes are being made leaving med school isn't enough so with that being said if you are going
20:14to live here what changes are you going to make obviously you can't change overnight i think this is
20:22going to be a long journey i definitely have a lot of expectations for him this time around and
20:29there's going to be some boundaries and guidelines moving forward i'm trusting you that you can
20:37show up for me yeah i'm trusting you that you'll be on my side
20:45meaning you won't talk over me but meaning you'll hear me out meaning you'll understand and validate me
20:50meaning that you will generally think of me and my feelings before your own feelings which i
20:55know is going to be very very hard with your personality but that's what i need that's what
21:00i want and every woman deserves that i do believe jen and i were meant to be together and i felt that
21:09since the day i met her and i will continue to fight for that as long as she also wants the same i think
21:15a lot of people who are raised in the church are raised in a particular way and they don't even
21:19really realize some of these patterns i put a lot of pressure on myself and jen to be a certain
21:24way i'm not currently going to church and i'm hoping moving forward that we can just be a little
21:31bit more authentic to ourselves can i have a hug you can have a handshake i'm just kidding okay
21:37i love you at least we're not going through what dakota and taylor are going through
21:48hi i'm taylor when i was four years old i met my dad for the first time he said
21:52what's up kid and that was the only thing i got and then i brought the gummy bears
22:07and i'll forget i better than i better than hello hi hi how are you good how are you you look so cute
22:18yeah right you do we match the same vibe we did sweats cozy comfort yeah i'm always in sweats so
22:25that's how it is for me how are you feeling not good i'm like obviously freaking out
22:33right after ever was born dakota and i were living together and in bliss with our new baby
22:40and i was even considering engagement and then i learned that he was lying this entire time if this
22:46is stating that i've cheated on you since i've dated you not true dakota is a liar um big shocker
22:54so i talked to jenna earlier this year hi is this jenna i just have some questions about you and dakota
23:00and once i told taylor about it she wanted to kind of push back and hold off especially
23:05until she had the baby today i am meeting with jenna i'm ready to finally get the full story from
23:14both ends my point here today is to get clarity on all of it i have dates down to the t in my brain
23:21of what was said and what was done so i know what he told me and when he was at my house and everything so
23:28i've done a lot of shitty things and maybe this was my karma you know but i feel like i've had my
23:33karma already so i'm like why am i still getting karma i don't think it's karma i think it's just
23:38like you're like in the space where it's time to like move forward should we sit yeah just need to
23:45relax for a second it's not hard stepping stone i feel like really sick i know it's gonna be hard
23:51but it's like you need to know this to move forward in either direction you already know what they're
23:55gonna be about no i don't like yeah but i don't this will be like the closure you need to like
24:01close this chapter whether it goes well or bad it's like at least you know and it's not gonna eat
24:06you alive anymore yeah we're good life's great if jenna confirms what dakota has told me i do feel
24:16like we can move forward but if he is still lying i'm done don't help the kids don't be a
24:25bitch
24:37i'm an x-ho x-rated you want him but i made him
24:42everything's gonna be great don't worry
24:55okay okay
25:04hello come on in glad you mean it okay
25:07yes um you can just sit over there
25:31how's it going good how are you i'm okay yeah yeah
25:38i can't even tell you how incredibly awkward this is like oh gosh i don't even know what to do i'm
25:44like do i do i turn a song on do we do we hold hands and say like what do we do i don't even know
25:49it's the most awkward thing in my entire life it's like dead silent it's like so uncomfortable yeah i
25:55know i hate it but it's not you it's the situation yeah and you're just unfortunately the one that was
26:04in the situation yeah like i feel like i've like needed this for like so long yeah and i feel like
26:10i have such like so many trust issues and like anxiety and all the things so like i just want
26:15you to feel good you know yeah well thank you i knew that there was something off and
26:21i just wanted truth yeah and i would feel the same i'll show you all the texts and all the things
26:28yeah that would actually be great okay i'm shaking
26:33i'm glad that jenna is coming forward and showing her messages because it's not an easy
26:37thing to do it's honestly incredibly awkward and she basically said she would do it because
26:41she wouldn't want to be in taylor's shoes and she would want to know the truth
26:50the silence this is going to take a minute so honestly sorry yeah you guys can keep talking
26:57but yeah
27:01did you hang out august 3rd do you remember there was one time we went to the trampoline park one
27:05time we went to the dinosaur museum yeah and then one time he came over and we watched a movie
27:11what did you guys do that day what did we say it's saying do you like want to come to me you sent
27:17him your address no he said on my way okay yeah he did yeah okay yeah he said he never hung out with
27:25you that day okay well so he spent the night that night i don't know exactly if it's that night i do
27:31know that he spent the night more than once okay okay what'd you do the first night you spent the night
27:38did you do anything with him it says i really hope you don't hate me i'm sorry if that went
27:43if we went too far last night we never had sex for sure i'm it's okay you can be straight up so i feel
27:50like we did a little bit more than just making out i feel like we just like probably did maybe hand
27:55stuff i don't even think i would have done it to him though because being raised mormon i just was like
27:59so i'm sitting so he's saying hey do you want do you want to come over i'm just hanging with friends
28:05so did you go to him that night august 4th fifth no i didn't go that night but clearly he invited you
28:11over yeah he was like texting me all day this day he came over to your house and he's saying thank
28:23you for letting me crash at your house and he came over that night to my house and spent the night and
28:27fucked me so yeah he apologized for everything like that night it's so awful this is actually so
28:36awful he definitely lied a ton so he deleted a lot yeah now i get why he was so terrified of all of this
28:47i found out a lot of things that were not being told the truth this entire time he made it seem like
28:53she was the one that was always instigating and begging no it was him he said he had just kissed
28:59her on the couch nope he went on the couch they hooked up on the couch and then they went to the
29:04room they hooked up he's trying to hang out with her in the day respecting her apologizing because he
29:09went too far with her which he didn't freaking even have sex with her but he's apologizing to her
29:14where the fuck is my apology for hurting me that day i was the night girl that you came over to at
29:22night and you were asking her on date dates and telling her cute things i feel like a piece of
29:29trash in our faith we were taught to wait for the person that we want to marry and end up with and i feel
29:38like obviously if i hadn't been sleeping with him that early on i don't think i would have been as
29:43hurt and it's why it's a guideline because it's gonna prevent these types of things from happening
29:51i'm sorry jenna no i'm sorry and it's like not even you that's what sucks so you posted a tick tock
29:59with him in your bathroom and i just had like this feeling in my chest like don't trust him kind of and
30:05i said are you dating taylor and he told me no it was just for clout and like she's just helping me
30:10build like my social media he said that that he was just seeing taylor for clout yeah
30:26i'm so sorry oh i hate it i hate it i just feel horrible for taylor like i it's hard because
30:48i don't even know how to comfort her i just feel for her like i feel the pain that she's feeling and
30:52like i've never seen her like this well i'm over here asking him to hang out and he's lying and
30:57saying i can't and he's like texting her to hang out and saying jenna baked me
31:08he made you sound desperate and he's the one texting you but at least you don't know like your
31:13feelings were right it's valid what you're feeling this whole time how do you do this okay
31:25you're so strong i loved him i know i know
31:32somehow i'm always on the run but i'm never catching up no i can't get unstuck
31:37what it's just a spider you see there's no one in the mouth she does she actually has three well
31:55she's about to have three hello i definitely missed the friendships that came with mom talk i'm really
32:02hoping to be able to reconnect with whitney and i've known whitney for a few years now and i did see her
32:07at the cowboy pillows event but it has been a while since we've really been around one another
32:16after the cowboy pillows event i'm not sure where i stand with everybody so i'm starting with whitney
32:22i cannot believe it's as toasty as i know i was like so literally put all of us in hoodies
32:26no seriously i'm like i'm not even wearing anything under this not my kids aren't either i'm like i'm
32:30sweating i know i mean i guess i could lay out in my bra there you go i am one of the mom taco g's
32:39taylor definitely i feel like ran the show i think she's definitely the best at that but taylor had no
32:45plans of doing it by herself so i came i first invited whitney and then it just kind of snowballed
32:51isn't coco the same age as liam she just turned three oh my gosh that's insane because i remember
32:56making videos when you were pregnant isn't that wild i totally get why everyone's questioning and
33:01weird that miranda's coming back into the fold right now but like genuinely i just feel like i
33:05can relate with her because she obviously needed that time and is now having the courage or strength or
33:11whatever to come back and also can we please have a new villain that person cannot be me
33:18the cowboy pillows thing like they thought that you were still lying about this winging scandal
33:24what do you i don't think that's a conversation i would want to have with the other no and honestly
33:27it's none of our business exactly exactly and that's that's the thing is that i'm just like
33:31i've always wanted to resolve it with just taylor because it's like even though she felt the need
33:35to do it like come out and do it online yeah i'm also like i would rather not solve it all online
33:41because there has been so much online that's like the what i'm like have we not learned our lesson
33:45yet holy hell and i really just honestly overall i just want it to be like i know i'm like taylor girl
33:50we've got to get you out of 2022 yeah obviously things were a little awkward at the event so i am
33:59hosting a happy hour at my house just to kind of break the ice i kind of want to really get more of
34:06a feel if the girls are open to the idea of me rejoining mom talk or not and i invited whitney because
34:14i would love to have a friend's support i'm curious i'm curious to see where time takes us
34:20like the fact that you're coming back i wonder if someone will leave i'll make my own mom talk with my
34:25kids
34:34suspect thinks that getting pregnant at 16 is a flex
34:40what are you guys this is so fun i'm so scary i can't wait to see mikaela pee her pants have you
34:52guys gone to haunted houses before i love this i do it every year i've been to many haunted houses
34:59i love being scared i don't really know if the church has a strong stance against it but i do know
35:03that anything satanic that can invite in bad spirits is frowned upon so haunted houses are probably the
35:09more playful side of that you're gonna be fine it's gonna be just fine my mom literally never took me
35:15to haunted houses ever i hate haunted houses so much they give me the worst vibes you're gonna be
35:22fine just close your eyes i don't know why i'm paying for these people to make my skin crawl when
35:28whitney does it for free oh god this is going in my mouth i just got an scd
35:39hi daddy i feel like i'm in a heart attack i'm not kidding
35:50that's it i'm going back to church
35:51we're going to pull you guys to the dark side oh speaking of can we bring up happy hour yeah can we
36:21we talk about that first yeah why are we all invited so miranda dm does an instagram out of
36:26the blue all of the mom talk girlies and she wants to have us over for a happy hour i don't understand
36:32why she's trying so hard to reach out now when she had three years to do it and never cared to
36:37i'm just kidding i know why because she wants that bag baby i think she burnt her bridges and now she
36:44sees how well mom talk is doing and now she's just coming on back in at a convenient time isn't she
36:49but we can't let people in who just want clout anyone that comes in at this point is clout chasing
36:54that's just is what it is are you guys gonna go i don't really want to
36:59maquila's like am i forced to go i'm like anyway you're like i don't know why we're even entertaining
37:05any of this shit for us it's like why would we want to have you back in you know i'm curious like
37:11what she'll say though because i feel like the other day at the event we were all shocked by what
37:15she was saying oh i was having none of it i was like um i feel like you guys were kissing her ass
37:21what well okay i don't know miranda so that's the thing is i don't know how to act
37:25if it's not me kissing ass or me being like oh i really want to give you a chance it's that i
37:31literally don't give a about anything other than the truth i want to hear both sides if i'm being
37:35honest also i'm not ever going to be the type of person that is just going to be like
37:40a bitch to be a bitch like no i get that no one's being a bitch but also again like whitney it's
37:46consequence of your own actions if you're going to lie and then throw taylor under the bus for two
37:50years then obviously we're going to give it back it was still a lie though i would love to sit down
37:55taylor and rant together and get out never heard the story from both of them at the same time yeah
38:01which who knows how that's gonna go because they're different stories we're gonna bring our popcorn
38:05what if they just start making out i absolutely think that truth is the basis of trust so they
38:12need to sit down and have this conversation and completely hash this out especially if miranda's
38:16going to be welcomed back into the fold it's hard because i feel like there's always her side her
38:22side and then the truth so i kind of want to just get to the bottom of it because if taylor was lying
38:26that's a big deal
38:39come in hi why do you have the baby because dakota had to go to work why didn't he call me i don't
38:57know wait he didn't even ask me so that's really weird oh i know after everything with jenna i call
39:06him like you lied like way more than i thought there was way more messages deleted and i was
39:11like how did you do this like how have you have you done this to me i was kind of like looking for
39:15some sort of like explanation at the end of the day there's just not like what is done is done all
39:19he can say is like i'm sorry at that point i distanced myself for me it was just i don't even
39:24want to hear it i don't want to hear the excuses thank you how are you feeling by the way oh i'm
39:27better does my face look okay yeah yeah it's just your swings it's like going down yeah how's it
39:33feeling it's feeling okay do i look okay yeah funny no you just look really swollen so you look
39:37different but like i think once it goes down it'll be fine yeah um but you look good and i love your
39:42nose oh i love it too so my mom wanted to get a nose job and then got her whole face done
39:51when i saw her post-surgery i was like mom what did you do she looked like she got hit by a bus
39:59do i look your age uh i wouldn't i go that far but she's healing well and if she feels great great
40:08hi buddy he's so cute oh i'm sorry baby i think he's teething how are you doing i'm okay
40:18i met up with jenna yeah it's just all the lying that really hurts i feel like i fell in love with like
40:23someone that like doesn't exist he's not the guy that i thought yeah at all now it's like where do
40:31we go from here yeah and that blanket i know um i feel like i just can't like even try like
40:42i feel like the only thing i i've ever asked of dakota is to be honest yeah that is the only thing if he
40:47was to walk away like could you handle it i choose walking away then these things i just found out
40:54it's gonna be awful yeah i agree i don't want that but i am not gonna settle i had a stepdad growing up
41:00but i've always called him dad because he adopted me at tune he's been the father of throughout my life
41:05so he's my dad but i think my trust issues stem from my biological father leaving me at a young age
41:12and i think that's why i'm so stuck i met my dad once my mom took me to a restaurant i don't know
41:19how old was i four maybe and he sees me he's like what's up kid and that's literally like all he says
41:27to me and i remember like turning around and going back to my booth i had never heard from my dad after
41:34that day that has stuck with me more than i ever thought when you feel like you're not loved by your
41:40your dad and that's the only words he has to say to you i think i don't know i think there's just
41:45a wound there that's been there for a very long time that i've never addressed and that's why i'm
41:49probably fixating on i'm like really angry like i'm like asking god i'm like why this too like why
41:57this too like i came into this relationship wanting it to be different and like loyal and good
42:03i feel used and played and like trash like why am i still on this couch crying like a year later it's so
42:11annoying i'm sorry and i didn't even see it coming it just sucked no
42:21i'm like angry hey so what do you do you keep trying i really wish you would have thought of
42:37things before when you got pregnant from him just like we said you know like take your time because
42:44it hurts everybody like not just you you have three kids now and you need to focus and put their
42:49lives in front of yours you and dakota like this needs to be your priority that's a foundation of
42:56our lives is our family if anything that the lds church has like that foundation of a family is
43:02something that i strongly believe in your generation i think is just like okay it's not working see you
43:09later and it's not like that it's like but it hasn't been working i know i know but still taylor you need to try
43:15to find your life i'm at a loss i'm at a loss right now i do love dakota but at the same time i won't
43:24ever be able to trust you and so now it's like what do we have so i am gonna tell him please don't come
43:30back home you are immediately out of my house because the only way we're ever going to work out
43:35Alice, if you let me breathe for a minute.
43:56Okay, here we go.
43:58Hi.
43:59Hey.
43:59How are you guys?
44:00Good.
44:00How are you?
44:01Good.
44:02Welcome.
44:03So just throw all this out.
44:06What do you want me to put?
44:07Married or separated?
44:10Depends on the day.
44:11We'll put married for today.
44:12For today, I can put it.
44:13Yeah.
44:14Okay.
44:15Come on in.
44:16Zach and I definitely have a lot to work on.
44:19And ketamine therapy is supposed to reset a lot of past traumas or habits you've created.
44:30Ketamine is in the gray area when it comes to the church.
44:33Yeah, the church doesn't promote ketamine, but it's definitely not like a commandment.
44:38Zach trying ketamine is a pure example of how much he's willing to do to show up for a relationship.
44:48This reminds me of when I used to donate plasma.
44:52It's too late to back out now.
44:54Yep.
44:55A little bit.
44:56You've started.
44:57I never thought we'd get to this point where we'd be doing drugs together.
45:03Oh, it hit me.
45:06It's hitting me right now.
45:11You're in this thing.
45:12That was the hardest thing I've ever done.
45:19Will you come cuddle next to me once you're done?
45:22Yeah.
45:29Okay, Zach, I'm just going to take your IP up now.
45:33Were we out for a long time?
45:35I can't remember.
45:37I'm going to come over and give you a hug.
45:40Whoa.
45:46I just had some memories of when we first started dating.
45:51It truly felt like you were, like, my missing piece.
45:54When we were in Hawaii, when we were, like, running through, like, the coffee fields, I was thinking, I was, like, I was, like, I was, like, I would literally give anything in the world to relive that day.
46:18I just wanted to stop me again.
46:21Yeah.
46:24Jen and I do love each other, and we are a team, and it's easy when you get back to the root of why you love each other.
46:34Being able to relive some of those memories and think about some of those times I've had with Jen, yeah, I just kind of realized just how special she is to me.
46:42A month before I met you, I remember kneeling down and praying out to God to help me find my person.
46:54And he loved me to you.
46:58I want to fight for you, and I will always fight for you.
47:02So.
47:04I love you.
47:05I love you, too.
47:07Oh.
47:09I'm glad we could come do this.
47:10Yeah, we need this.
47:12So do you, uh, do you still plan on meeting up with Demi and Jessie?
47:17It's important for me that Zach makes peace with Jessie and Demi, because I feel like tossed in the middle.
47:26I just want to squash everything, and it resolves a lot of the resentment I think they're holding about Zach.
47:32It might be a good time, you know, after ketamine.
47:35It might be in the right.
47:37In the right headspace to talk to him.
47:39Yeah.
47:39If they're really your best friends, and they really care about you, and I'm your husband, then it's important that we have that conversation.
47:46I'm your husband, and I'm your husband, and I'm your husband.
48:16For, like, a little bit until I can figure out what to do.
48:20I don't know.
48:20It just sucks.
48:22When I saw Macy call Jenna, I don't know.
48:26I just didn't want more problems.
48:29So I actually decided to tell Taylor, like, yeah, we just made up.
48:35We, like, tri-humped.
48:37I fell asleep with her on the couch.
48:39The thing that I left out that was, like, a big one was just that we were in a room.
48:43Because I knew that one would, yeah, that one would hurt her.
48:49I deleted some messages that if she was to, like, read those, I thought that would essentially make me lose her and my son.
48:57I did lie.
48:58I was always doing it selfishly to protect myself.
49:01I just wish I was honest to her.
49:03But it's too late.
49:04It's hard, too, because our son's so perfect.
49:33I feel a lot of guilt for him to just feeling like I let him down.
49:45I would do anything to have my family, to be with Taylor.
49:53And, yeah, unfortunately, I just, I hurt her really bad.
49:58And that I screwed up.
50:00And that these are also consequences of my own actions.
50:05I'm just sick of, yeah, I'm sick of hurting.
50:08And I'm sick of, like, destroying things in my life due to myself.
50:17Taylor's the one person I've loved the most out of anybody.
50:22It's just worth fighting for.
50:25And that's what I'm going to do.
50:27Going into the happy hour at my house, there's definitely some nerves there going on.
50:49I know that there is a lot of speculation about my intentions of rejoining MomTalk.
50:58One of the biggest is because I'm a single mom now.
51:01And what I really am craving and wanting back is that support and that friendship.
51:07But I know that I'm going to kind of have to win these girls over.
51:11And I get it.
51:13But I for sure feel like I'm working into a lion's den.
51:16Hello.
51:17Hi, how are you?
51:19We got a little mocktail situation going on here.
51:23I'm not saying MomTalk on it.
51:24What the hell?
51:26I'm eating the M.
51:28MomTalk's going to shit, so I might as well just eat it.
51:30Walking in to see Miranda's cheese spread that she's made for us.
51:34And this cheese words that said MomTalk.
51:40I can't.
51:41The smell of desperation.
51:43Oh, Lord.
51:44Why did you tell me that?
51:45Stop it.
51:53I was like, I'm just going to open it.
51:56I'm surprised to see Whitney here.
51:57I'm just going to have to play the game of just like stay away from Whitney.
52:01I do feel this sense of protectiveness around MomTalk.
52:05And I do feel like we need to protect it from people like Whitney and maybe Miranda who might have ulterior motives.
52:11I don't want one more problem bleeding into the health of MomTalk.
52:16How are you?
52:17We're best friends here.
52:18Help yourself.
52:20I'm coming to this event today because I'm really loving building this relationship with Miranda.
52:25Not that I'm a swinger, but we have a lot of other things in common.
52:28We've got two kids.
52:31We're very level-headed people.
52:33And I just want to support her because I'm sure they're about to have a really awkward conversation.
52:37It's really good food.
52:39Honestly, yes.
52:41When did you go into labor with the other two?
52:44Were you early or were you?
52:44I didn't get induced for everyone.
52:46Really?
52:47I'm excited to because like I'm done.
52:49Oh, you're done with three and done.
52:50I would say three is the new six in Utah.
52:52Right?
52:53I don't know what to think about Miranda and Whitney's new relationship.
52:56I just feel like their whole friendship seems a little bit phony right now.
52:59And I honestly think it just came from a place of they're both trauma bonding over, you know,
53:04ruining friendships with everyone and leaving MomTalk.
53:08Hello!
53:10Hey, is this her house?
53:11No.
53:12It's so cute.
53:14What did I miss?
53:15Nothing yet.
53:16The vibes are just off.
53:20And I think it's because Michaela, Layla, and Macy are against Miranda joining MomTalk because
53:27they are team Taylor.
53:29But to be honest, I actually don't mind Miranda.
53:32And she's a single mother.
53:34So as a woman, I don't see why we can't support her.
53:38We can also move, if you guys are done eating, we can move over to the couch so you guys
53:42don't have to sit on the back of the couch.
53:44I'm going to be honest, I'm shocked you're still showing up to MomTalk stuff after.
53:47Oh, really?
53:47Oh, okay.
53:48After everything.
53:50Yeah.
53:50Also, I feel like in Vegas, I don't know if I can trust anyone.
53:54Yeah.
53:54Just because, like, no one was there for that.
53:56Yeah.
53:57I mean, I literally reached out to everyone in the group message.
54:00You weren't in the group message, so you didn't see this.
54:02I basically said, like, hey, you guys, like, I'm struggling right now.
54:05Zach and I are struggling.
54:07I would appreciate it if you didn't feed into any of the negativity online right now.
54:11Yeah.
54:11I decided to come to Miranda's happy hour because I am trying to take control of my life.
54:30One, separating from Dakota, and two, I'm curious what she has to say to the group because
54:35if she decides to pull some lies out, I will be there to set it straight, but I will not
54:40be called a liar when I'm not a liar.
54:42I'm done with that.
54:44Macy.
54:45Oh, it's all for, like, the other one.
54:48I'm like, how do we bring up having a conversation?
54:50She's like, too many people.
54:51I don't want to be, like, rude, but I also, like, if you're the one inserting yourself into
54:56our group now, like, I feel like we almost have to, like, say how we feel.
55:00Oh, fine.
55:01I'm triggering.
55:02There's memories.
55:04Oh, like, what kind of memory?
55:05I'd love to get all that cleared up.
55:07There's a time to point.
55:09So clearly there's a conversation to be had.
55:12Yeah.
55:13Between Taylor and Miranda.
55:14No, I think everyone.
55:16Macy.
55:18Oh.
55:19Let's do it.
55:20Well, I guess my first question is, what was the intention between inviting all of us
55:24over here?
55:25Like, I'm genuinely curious because we haven't really talked to you in, like, two years.
55:28Right.
55:28I was kind of like, I just would like to have you guys over to kind of, like, clear the
55:33air, have it be like an icebreaker.
55:34I really want to put everything behind us and move forward.
55:38I feel like it all just comes down to timing again.
55:40I just feel like convenient timing to come back in and be like, oh, I'm ready to be friends
55:44again.
55:44Everything feels kind of fake to me about it.
55:46Even the conversation we had just the other day at the event, it was like, oh, we only
55:49kissed.
55:50And I was like, well, that's not what we had at all either.
55:52It's frustrating when someone's lying through their teeth.
55:57And because you're threatening my relationship with all of my girls and mom talk, I hope that
56:03the girls will have my back because it's going to get messy for sure.
56:06What I'm hearing is you deserve what you got.
56:18You're saying I was trash.
56:20When you guys are together, it's eating you alive.
56:22Don't touch me.
56:23Don't touch me.
56:25Mom, talk.
56:26In this group, there are so many secrets, so many lies.
56:29Do you ask her about the confession that Macy got?
56:31I slept with Demi's husband last year.
56:34This is not what we were a year ago.
56:38Seems like everybody's got skeletons in the closet.
56:40Who's lying to us?
56:41The only time I touched anyone was kissing.
56:44That is a lie.
56:45Is that true or false?
56:46That is 100% a blatant lie.
56:48The crap that I've been through for defending you and your actions.
56:52This is our marriage.
56:53This isn't a game.
56:54I gave consent for your husband to rub his little dick on me.
56:59Okay, well, this escalated quickly.
57:01Dear, kind, heavenly father, please strengthen our friends.
57:05I don't let myself feel sometimes.
57:07And it's still hard for me.
57:09I would be fighting to the death, defending you.
57:12Does this mean I'm back in mom talk?
57:15I'm calling you out on your shit.
57:17Kate, let's fucking do it.
57:18The truth needs to be brought to light.
57:20It'll never be the same, ever.
57:22I'm just not her biggest fan for what she's done to you.
57:24Yeah.
57:24Denise trying to get the whole group against me.
57:27I will make her look like such a fool.
57:29She was playing truth or dare with a ton of single men.
57:32Look at you fucking lie.
57:33Oh, shit.
57:35World War III is breaking out.
57:37Stop.
57:38What the fuck are you going to do?
57:40What the fuck are you going to do?
57:40Oh, shit.
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