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The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives Season 1 Episode 4

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00:00Woo! Girl's trip!
00:02This is so cute.
00:08So I'm really excited because I've been planning a girl's trip for my birthday.
00:15So we're going to stay in this really nice little penthouse and have a girl's weekend away.
00:19Woo! I'm so excited!
00:22But since the baby blessing, there's a clear division, sinners versus saints,
00:27because Jen uninvited Jesse, Taylor, Layla, and Demi.
00:32I feel like we have this weird divide right now, like the sinners and the angels are at the baby blessing.
00:38So I'm really hoping that by the end of the trip, we will be one united group again.
00:43How's it going to be with seeing Taylor?
00:45It's going to be a boxing match.
00:47Ding, ding, ding, ding! Who's going to win?
00:48Well, she's pregnant, so you can't do that.
00:50Oh, yeah, I forgot she's pregnant!
00:53I forgot!
00:54Seal me!
00:55We're getting there first, so I think we get first tips on her.
00:59Taylor, I feel like you're kind of quiet right now.
01:01I'm anxious, like very anxious.
01:03I'm going to pop my anxiety meds when we get there.
01:06I already did.
01:07If there's any, like, confrontation, like you're stuck with that person for the weekend, like, you can't just leave.
01:15It feels really good to be back with the girls.
01:17I have missed them.
01:18I've missed the friendship of MomTalk.
01:21And I am really grateful that they've, like, given me, like, the second chance.
01:24Well, I am anxious about the girlship.
01:27I have some hard conversations I need to have with Whitney.
01:30I want to know why she didn't come to my baby shower and why there's this elephant in the room.
01:35I want to see where she's coming from, kind of understand why she feels these feelings towards me.
01:39Just know this, Taylor.
01:40If things get wild, I've got your back.
01:41Yeah.
01:42Oh, really?
01:43Yeah.
01:43That's sweet of you.
01:44I'm so mad at Whitney.
01:46First, the Fruity cereal incident, then becoming the victim.
01:49Demi, I have a gift for you.
01:51Oh, God.
01:53So dumb.
01:54Tensions are high.
01:56I have a surprise coming later, so this weekend should be pretty interesting.
02:00Tensions are high.
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02:59I was like not expecting that they see I gotta pop one of these just moms and snacks you and
03:17Bradbury we're actually currently in a little bit of a disagreement just over the whole Fruity
03:23Pebbles thing oh yeah and he wasn't like a prude about it he was like I get it I want you to be
03:28excited I want you to be able to talk about these things but I don't want to feel like I have to
03:31second guess what I'm about to do in the bedroom yeah so I was like I get that I feel bad because
03:36I feel like I like betrayed him in a way it's I take full accountability that I'm the one that
03:42opened the can of worms but it does bother me the way that Whitney went about that it just felt a
03:47little tacky to me yeah yeah I could tell you were so upset is Whitney level-headed enough to have that
03:53conversation with it like how is that conversation gonna go I don't know she's got it coming I feel
03:59like well maybe she should stop doing things then yeah Whitney's been one of my really good friends
04:03for two years now she likes to think that she's self-aware but she doesn't take accountability a
04:11lot of the time even I would have been like hey sorry I didn't send you a message about not coming
04:14to your shower like I don't know yeah yeah the fact that she can go about life and go about those
04:20situations just like unbothered yeah that makes me nervous I'm honestly surprised to hear that other
04:27people have issues with Whitney I thought I was maybe the only one on the outside of it with her
04:32but we work together we do lots of events together I would like to be a good friend to her and I'm
04:37hoping that we can hash this out wait I can't believe this has this many rooms shut the fuck up to
04:58paradise I got everyone matching sweat mom talk shot
05:23Whitney has come bearing gifts matching sweat sets it was so thoughtful of her and I'm not gonna
05:31lie it's kind of refreshing to see this side of Whitney why don't we go in the jacuzzi
05:44this is so relaxing Jen looks like she can't see all on your lashes should we get out yeah cool let's
05:52go I'm over it I think my favorite thing about our group of women is that we all just like to
06:07have a good time and we just have so much fun together so is Zach with your kids mm-hmm okay
06:14yep how's he feeling about being alone with them I think Jordan's freaking out he's like uh are any of
06:21Annie's available I'm like you'll be fine stop it yes so he's not really the stay at home dad right
06:26now like he's no I mean he is but I could never see him just being at home 24 7. because I mean
06:32would Zach ever do that like no we definitely still have like our tough days where like we just aren't on
06:38the same page in his head I think he thinks you know after 15 years he'll be the provider so he's
06:44like my job's more important because like I'm gonna be providing for us for life but he can't get
06:48there without you doing it now exactly so that's where we like that is so hard I'm currently the
06:55breadwinner in my relationship I'm providing for my kids my husband to go to medical school and I
07:02definitely think this is super hard for him coming from a traditional family and they have good
07:07intentions but it comes from a place sometimes of them telling you what you can and can't do 100 and
07:11people strong women and so I feel like we're like no like but then it causes an issue for sure
07:16the male typically being the sole provider within our religion makes our situation a little bit tricky
07:25and so there's definitely a lot of tension in our relationship I used to be the person that would
07:31just say yes to everything and now I don't you're finding your voice yes and you know what like I'm like
07:36I'm proud of that I'm like shoot you better be making a lot of money but then yeah like this
07:41better be worth it I thought it was bullshit when Jen made this decision to uninvite us from the baby
07:45blessing and I do think it was Zach behind that decision because I know Jen she's very welcoming
07:50and I think that Zach really put his foot down in this situation but right now she's opening up and
07:55I'm feeling really optimistic about our friendship moving forward by the time he's done with medical
08:00school I'll probably be making more money than he'll ever make no literally isn't that funny like you're
08:05like my side gig actually provides for us no like literally what do you know like literally
08:10I don't know what I'm gonna wear what are you guys wearing well I brought those to go with this dress
08:26oh shiz what not my garments oh everyone I have some information the garment queen forgot her garment
08:36I'm dead yeah you know the reason why I wear garments is when you go through the temple or when you get
08:45married and you've committed to this person and you've committed to God wearing them is supposed to
08:50be like a constant reminder for you daily wait you didn't pack any I ride them last minute yeah
08:59because she knew that they were gonna get struck down a male chef coming tonight so she will be
09:05wearing a low like oh that's single it might be time to pump wait did you bring underwear no I literally
09:14didn't bring anything like you don't have a thing I don't have anything can you door-dash garments
09:20Feeling so good now
09:24Woo! Dinner! Good!
09:27Hi you guys!
09:29Did you do this all yourself Macy?
09:31I made this everyone who's saying the prayer?
09:33Do you guys want to say a prayer?
09:35Yes absolutely we have a meal Jen you want to say the prayer?
09:38Sure!
09:39Dear Heavenly Father so grateful for this day we're so grateful for this time that we could
09:43spend together and he's blessed this food will give us strength and strength in our
09:47bodies and that we may have an amazing weekend and I say these things in the name of Jesus
09:54Christ amen
09:55Amen
09:56Praise the Lord hallelujah
09:59Whitney are you drinking rosé?
10:02It is
10:03Want a taste?
10:04All right are we doing a little cheers for Macy?
10:08To me?
10:09I'm happy because things look like they're going good so far so I think we're all just hoping
10:14it stays that way
10:15Okay raise a toast for Macy
10:18Macy!
10:19Happy 21st
10:23Happy 21st
10:25Happy 16th
10:26Thank you
10:27Oh my gosh
10:28Should we go around and do an I love you because?
10:30Oh I love that yeah let's do that
10:32I love Macy because I know I could tell her absolutely anything and she wouldn't judge
10:37me for it
10:38Aww
10:39She just gets my sense of humor I feel like we're very actually we're not similar we're
10:44actually quite opposite
10:45But that's what makes it the best
10:48You know
10:49You are just genuinely yourself and I think you're amazing
10:52You're blunt you just say how it is to people's face and some people will call that
10:56bitchy
10:59Okay
11:00But I actually really like that
11:01I love all of you thank you for being here I'm glad we could all come together and feast
11:07My favorite thing to do which is to eat
11:09Bye
11:10Guys I have something for you I have a little activity
11:12Oh no
11:13Yeah okay everyone I brought a truth box
11:15This is full 100% honesty tonight okay
11:22I'm hoping we are able to share if there is existing tension that we're able to be honest and work through those things
11:29No I'm gonna die this sucks because this group of girls even if this is meant to be like light hearted and good intentions it's not going to be
11:39This is so stupid like an anonymous truth box really if you really want to tell someone the truth just go say it to their face
11:46Demi's truth box this is the worst idea I've ever heard in my entire life
11:51So in here I have cards that you're gonna write a question on and we don't know who said what right?
11:58No they're all anonymous
11:59Yes leave them anonymous
12:01So I'm gonna pass out the cards
12:03Yeah
12:04Write it down on the card fold it in half and then just put it back in the box
12:07Okay
12:08Here we go
12:09I'm really not wanting to do this
12:15I personally am excited for it
12:17I don't have much to release everyone just kind of knows my dirty laundry already
12:22But I'm curious to hear other people's
12:24Okay is everyone done should we go change?
12:26Yeah let's go change
12:27Let's get our sweatsuits
12:29The whole intention of this truth box is to say the things that you want to say
12:32And honestly I want to clear the air with Whitney
12:35Hash out what we need to hash out
12:37And move past this
12:39So who's getting the short straw?
12:41Who's going first?
12:42From a name
12:43Layla if you could sleep with one of your friend's husbands
12:46Who would it be and why?
12:47I'm not going to go take Brett from him
12:49He wouldn't even give me a chance
12:50Are you kidding me?
12:51Look at his fucking face
12:52I would never
12:53But theoretically if you guys weren't together I would find him like a tree
12:57She's like I'd be my step mom
12:59Oh my god
13:00Alright next
13:01Jen
13:03Which girl in this room would you go lesbian for?
13:05Prove it!
13:06Prove it!
13:07Exclamation mark!
13:08Exclamation mark!
13:09Prove it!
13:10Oh gosh
13:11It's K
13:12Yeah
13:13I've done that
13:14Kiss
13:15Kiss
13:16Kiss
13:17Kiss
13:18Kiss
13:19I do
13:20I think women are hot
13:21Oh god
13:22Oh god
13:23Every time someone's reading a part of my heart
13:41Why don't you like Taylor?
13:43Are you just jealous of her clout?
13:45Oh god
13:48Oh my god
13:51Oh my god
13:52Literally in my mind I'm like shit shit shit shit shit
13:55I don't think I'm jealous of Taylor's clout
14:04I think I was jealous of the forgiveness that Taylor got
14:09During that time of her whole swinger drama
14:11That I feel like I didn't get
14:13Wait forgiveness for what?
14:15Just like the RSV video
14:17Two weeks after I had given birth Connor took Liam to our pediatrician
14:28The doctor is testing his oxygen levels
14:31And the doctor is like these are scarcely low
14:34Like you need to take him to the hospital
14:35You need to take him to the emergency room right now
14:37So Connor rushes Liam to the emergency room
14:40The first couple days were a bit scary
14:42But then he was getting better
14:45And so I'm thinking like let's you know do something fun
14:50And I made a video
14:51In that video people felt that I was using my child's sickness for clout and for attention
15:03Everyone was so quick to forgive Taylor online for swinging
15:07And then I just feel like I still get shredded to pieces almost every single video
15:12But no I'm not jealous of Taylor's clout
15:15And I feel like if I don't like her I feel like that's a completely different conversation for a different time
15:21Yeah I am very confused because I'm like girl you have no idea the amount of bullying threats and comments that I have received on a daily basis up until today on how awful of a person I am
15:36So I think I got way more trash than she has by far
15:41It's so crazy to me that Whitney's not honest with Taylor about her feelings of jealousy
15:45Because she is very open about it when Taylor's not around
15:47And when asked straight to her face Whitney lies about it
15:50Come on girl the truth has got to come out sometime
15:53Taylor if you found out today that Dakota lied and actually slept with Jenna that night
15:57Would you leave him even though you were having his baby?
16:00100,000% would be dead to me
16:03Wait we need a little back story
16:07So we weren't like officially dating
16:09He had originally slept with a girl
16:11Lied about it ended up telling me the truth
16:13He was like okay like I'm so sorry
16:15And I was like it's good we're not dating
16:16And then he went off with another girl which is Jenna
16:19I asked him if like he slept with her and he said he only kissed her
16:22He's like sworn on his life
16:23Because I said if that ever comes out that you guys did anything else
16:26I will leave you in like a snap of your fingers
16:28So I was like so if you did just come clear now
16:30Yeah
16:31And he's like sworn on his life that he didn't
16:33So even now even though that was like
16:35100% it wouldn't even be a question
16:36I'd leave in a heartbeat
16:37Okay next question
16:41To me did you ever say that Jen is too Mormon?
16:44I've never said she's too Mormon
16:49I have said that you bring it up in conversation a lot
16:53Can't do that because da da da
16:55Or like can't wear that because my garments or da da
16:57It just brought up a lot
16:59And to me
17:00So that would stop you from hanging out with me?
17:02No
17:03Being friends with me?
17:04No no no no
17:05Which is funny you were giggling because you were the one that told her this obviously
17:09Yeah
17:10Demi actually told me something about you
17:12Recently?
17:13Yeah
17:14Yeah
17:15Something about being very Mormon
17:17And you guys both agreed?
17:18So
17:19Agreed
17:20No we did not
17:21Yes you did
17:22Absolutely not
17:23That's not a word
17:24Well we didn't
17:25Second of all
17:26That we did
17:27Yes you did
17:28No we did not
17:29Ultimately did I say that Jen is too Mormon?
17:33I did and I stand by that
17:35The question isn't what struck a nerve with me necessarily
17:39It was who I knew that information came from
17:42We were shocked
17:43We were like really?
17:44We thought you were friends with Jen
17:45I was friends with Jen
17:46But then when I brought it up you said I totally understand where you're coming from
17:49She can be that way
17:50Did I say that Macy?
17:51Did I say that?
17:52She wasn't
17:53I don't remember
17:54Talk to Jen
17:55You guys work it out
17:56No don't be that bitch
17:57Don't say I'm gonna tell the story then don't talk to me
17:59No we're right here
18:00Okay
18:01When I said it's a little bit annoying how it's like look at me I'm so Mormon
18:05And then you said I totally get where you're coming from
18:07She can be that way
18:09This is so stupid
18:11Please
18:12Somebody come in this door and shoot me because I do not want to be here anymore
18:16Okay
18:17But what's so confusing to me is that you would rate yourself a 9 out of 10 on the Mormon scale
18:22Yeah I'm too Mormon for you
18:23It's not about being too Mormon
18:24That just doesn't
18:25I don't go around saying I'm hosting a BYU Mormon graduation
18:28I'm wearing my garments for the 7,000th time
18:31I'm solid in who I am and I don't need to go around saying I am Mormon
18:35But I feel like often you will wear that as like a badge of honor and to me it's kind of gaggy
18:40It's just like frustrating is that you didn't confront me first and I feel like now you're like notorious for doing this for a lot of people like calling Taylor white trash
18:48When Whitney told me that Demi said I was too Mormon for her she also told me that Demi called Taylor white trash
19:02Demi called Taylor white trash
19:05That's kind of harsh
19:07That's really harsh
19:08You don't just say that
19:09I wouldn't even say that
19:10I don't like Taylor
19:11It seems like you keep doing this
19:13And it's just
19:14What are you talking about?
19:15Wait so when did you call me white trash?
19:16Let me explain where that was coming from
19:18I had just gotten done explaining to the girls the night of the party that we came over
19:23We were like super drunk so I don't even know if you remember this
19:25But you were like coming over kissing Brett on the head
19:28Kissing me on the head like I love you guys and like being touchy
19:31Granted I knew nothing that was going on
19:33You started being super like flirty with Brett and like laughing with him and leaning over the couch
19:38And I was like sitting there and I was like no
19:40One thousand percent Brett was there I can confirm
19:43You were leaning over the couch and you were like like laughing into him and you were like talking directly to him while I was sitting right there on the couch
19:51I was like watching you go from like husband to husband flirty whatever
19:56Well I was like considered a swinger so yeah I'm in shocker
19:59No but I didn't know that at the time so from my perspective I'm thinking I got invited to a couple's party and this is trashy
20:05It's a complete shit show
20:07In the shitter the sewer does shit everywhere shit shit shit
20:12But honestly I love it but it still doesn't make it acceptable to call
20:17I'm not saying that shush
20:19What I'm saying is that I just
20:22No no I don't want to hear your judgment because you haven't even listened to what I'm saying and you were in this situation
20:27In that moment when I had just told everyone what had happened I feel like all those feelings came up and I just get kind of loose-lipped
20:34And I'm just like honestly yeah a lot of what she does is trashy and like yeah I'm not surprised that is trash
20:39So what else is trashy that I do then since a lot of it is
20:41Well I mean the whole swinging thing was trashy
20:43Sure we got that down what else
20:45No I know that's what I'm saying
20:46You're saying a lot of what I do
20:47No a lot of what we have seen like your tiktoks and like the the
20:52What tiktoks?
20:53Just tiktoks that were just super flippant about the swinging situation and just like that whole era of your life
21:00The white trash from Demi hurts me
21:02Sure I've done trashy things but right now she knows it's something I'm trying to work through
21:07I've been working through and so for her to take that jab at me
21:10Oh hell no
21:11If you're gonna take a jab at me then I'm gonna call out you for your stuff as well
21:14Do you think it's trashy to take off your dress in front of my boyfriend?
21:18What?
21:19To put your mic on?
21:20What are you talking about?
21:21You made him extremely uncomfortable because you dropped your dress to get mic'd
21:24No one else is here right?
21:26Yes come up
21:27Oh I'm sorry I literally already had my bra out when he walked in to get mic'd
21:33No you dropped it I watched you do it
21:35What?
21:36Oh my gosh what is happening right now?
21:37This is exactly what I was afraid of
21:39I would rather give birth without an epidural than sit through this any longer
21:43You had your dress full on and you didn't need to drop it to get mic'd
21:46And you took it off and you were just in your bra
21:48No
21:49And Dakota felt so uncomfortable
21:51The intention matters definitely in that moment
21:54We were in a rush situation to get the mics on
21:56I don't think it's trashy because I think
21:58Really? You don't think it's trashy pulling off your dress in front of my boyfriend?
22:02No especially because I didn't
22:03Really? So if I did that to Brett that's not trashy?
22:05No
22:06Ticks on his face?
22:07Really?
22:08Oh you think I went like this?
22:09Dakota
22:10Ooh
22:11She was turned like this and unbuttoned
22:13If you're worried about that
22:14I'm not worried
22:15That's a you and Dakota problem
22:16No Dakota felt uncomfortable
22:17He's like her bra her tits are right there like
22:20That's a him problem
22:21That's a him problem
22:22So if I go up to Brett and take off my dress in front of him
22:25And he's looking
22:26Because he actually didn't look because it's like right there
22:28That's a him problem or a my problem
22:30The situation matters
22:32I'm not the freaking swinger here
22:33I'm not the one that's going around trying to seduce other people's husbands
22:37I'm not proud of any of these things
22:39I want to put my past behind me
22:41But I don't know if these women are ever going to be able to let go of my past
22:45Don't you feel like this is a conversation you guys should have alone maybe
22:55No we're in the middle of this
22:57Like I don't feel like you guys need to hash this out obviously
23:00Yeah
23:01People are out for blood
23:02They are out for me specifically
23:04None of you are standing here clean
23:06And I'm getting pretty frustrated because Whitney was the one telling all this information
23:11Whitney who's your least favorite in the group and why
23:15Oh God
23:17Honestly I feel like right now it's to me
23:21I just feel like anything that any truth I say
23:24You say no you agreed with me you said this
23:26And I'm like but I didn't say that
23:28I don't know I just
23:30It's to me right now
23:32For me
23:33The box is done God bless
23:35We made it through about ripping each other's heads off
23:37I love that that was my idea and I feel like I just got obliterated
23:42That was a great idea
23:43The intention was there wasn't it
23:46I don't know about the truth box
23:47I think a better name for this game would have been like
23:51Murder suicide
23:55Doesn't make any sense to me
23:56I'm like you're literally gaslighting everyone right now
23:58You do realize that right?
23:59I never said that
24:00I never ever said that
24:01Yeah
24:02I'm
24:03I was kind of mad that you didn't stick up for me
24:04Me?
24:05Yeah
24:06With what?
24:07With her saying that?
24:08Because you were in the car with me and you're like I didn't hear
24:09I was like
24:10Well I'm like I'm trying to remember what's going on
24:12I don't even know what's going on
24:13I know but you would remember if I said that
24:16But that's why I said no we didn't when she first said that
24:18Because I'm like I know for a fact I didn't
24:20I know but when I was like Macy like you're in the car with me
24:23I don't think that it's fair that Whitney is saying I'm not supportive
24:27All I do is support her
24:29We are only like three hours in to this trip
24:32And I'm already like I want to pack my bags and go home
24:34Like this is some fun everyone's screaming at each other
24:37It's just like no you did say that
24:39I'm like can you just shut the fuck up
24:41I'm just like mmm
24:42Well I'll back you up if you have the conversation again
24:43Thank you
24:46I want you to know that I am not some phony person that like thinks ill of you
24:52That is talking behind your back
24:54It was a literal isolated moment
24:56And I feel like I had that resentment built up from you
24:59Regardless of like how I was feeling like I should have addressed that with you
25:02So that it didn't fester you know
25:04Yeah
25:05It was a low moment that came out in a petty way
25:07And I apologize for that
25:08It was not okay in any way
25:09Mmm
25:10Yeah
25:11Thank you for saying that
25:12I just
25:14I know we were supposed to have a room together
25:16But I think I just kind of want to sleep alone
25:18I get it
25:19You take this room
25:20You need to be comfortable
25:21I'll go to the bunk beds
25:22For real
25:23You sure?
25:24Yes
25:29Goodnight
25:30Okay goodnight
25:31I regret using the words that I did in the flippant way that I did
25:36And I do feel bad for that
25:38I experienced hurt and she did too
25:40But my intentions are pure and they are good
25:43And I'm really really hopeful that we'll be able to move forward
25:46And be stronger in our friendship than we ever have
25:49Everyone say their prayers please
25:51Can I switch sides with you really quick so I can use this eyeliner?
26:02Yep
26:03Let me move my whole bag then
26:04Oh you're fine
26:05It will take two seconds
26:06Oh
26:07You guys I'm here
26:08I'm ready
26:09The party's started now
26:10Woohoo
26:12This is the beginning
26:13Okay
26:14And we all are doing it
26:15So like you do a move
26:16And then you walk
26:17Yeah
26:18Oh that's cute
26:19Then you do the move
26:20Last night
26:21It was an absolute shit show
26:23I really hope that we can bounce back from this
26:25Because bitches
26:26It's my birthday
26:27Okay ready?
26:28So done
26:29I love this one
26:30Does everyone love this one?
26:31Okay
26:32I love that one
26:53I love that one
26:54Thank you
26:55We did it
26:56It looks cute
26:57I'm gonna go upstairs
26:58Yeah go get ready
26:59No I need you to come with me
27:01Oh
27:02See you later
27:06Have fun
27:07I will
27:08Bye guys
27:10This morning is already uncomfortable because of last night
27:16There is animosity in the air
27:18But I think that Whitney and I definitely need to sit down and have a conversation
27:23And I get to the bottom of it I'm tired of feeling this like uncomfort with group settings
27:27Where should we go?
27:28This is good
27:29This is comfy
27:30Are you stressed?
27:31Yeah I'm scared
27:32Why?
27:33Don't punch me
27:34Don't punch me
27:35I'm not gonna like come at you screaming
27:36I can't come at you
27:37No I won't think screaming just I don't know
27:40I don't know
27:41Yeah
27:42So I know you have some feelings about me
27:43Yeah
27:44I like that's no secret obviously
27:45You know like start with the baby showers when I truly like figure it out
27:48But I feel like you're really good at telling people how you feel about them straight up
27:52Yeah
27:53So I'm just curious like why I haven't been told
27:56I mean honestly I didn't tell you because I didn't feel like I needed to
27:59Because?
28:00Like I just felt like I was fine with where we were at
28:03I didn't feel like I wanted to explain it
28:05I just felt like that was an intimate thing for you and that was for close friends and family
28:09And I don't feel like I'm your close friend
28:11I'm confused on what I did
28:13There's something that like sparked you to not like me and I just was curious what it was
28:17Right after the swinger drama came out I feel like I was like trying to cultivate a relationship with you
28:22Okay
28:23I was trying to be there for you or trying to include you because I know you were ostracized from that group
28:28Um
28:31I don't know I just felt like it hasn't been reciprocated
28:34And I was like well I don't want to be friends with someone like that then
28:37It's exhausting
28:38Probably girls down there that you're not besties with but you doesn't like
28:42I'm not besties with but I love it
28:44But I've definitely had more of a connection with them more than you
28:48But I feel like I've tried
28:49It's like in the beginning I was trying to have this connection with you and it was never reciprocated
28:52I want to be asked what happened with you and Connor like are you okay?
28:55Like I feel like I have
28:59Her issue with Taylor is her issue with herself honestly
29:02Like I think it's just that she feels like she's comparing herself to Taylor
29:06And isn't living up to what the hype that Taylor's getting
29:09And so she's comparing and why is she getting the attention?
29:12Why is the public forgiving her quicker than me?
29:15I feel like I'm slowly putting the pieces together of who the real Whitney is
29:19And there are a few people in the group specifically Macy and Jen
29:25Who haven't quite seen the puzzle pieces coming together
29:29And I think it's only a matter of time before the whole facade is showcased
29:34What'd she say like I was frustrated that I keep getting shit from my RSV video
29:41And like people forgive you super quick
29:43You have a vulnerable sick child in your video
29:45I understand that back then like TikTok was very different
29:48It was like you filmed everything
29:49And it was like just throw everything out and see what sticks
29:51Yeah
29:52But looking back I'm like
29:53No even that video when she posted it caught me off guard
29:56But also that day she said that Liam was like doing a lot better
29:59So she was happy so she was trying to make like a happy video
30:01And like it just wasn't like what her intention was was not what was received
30:05She's like no my intention was to get likes and clout
30:10She admitted that to me
30:12I've never heard her hear that
30:14It was after their ketamine session
30:15It was after our ketamine session
30:16It was after our ketamine session
30:17Whitney and I did ketamine about eight months ago
30:19Which is therapy for physical trauma or emotional trauma
30:24And coming out of ketamine you are feeling things very deeply
30:28Truths are coming out about yourself that you maybe wouldn't otherwise admit
30:33And in that moment she admitted to me
30:35That video that she posted was for sympathy, likes, clout
30:39And for recognition and to gain her following
30:42I think I even might have a video of her admitting that
30:44You're like I actually needed this for blackmail
30:48In that moment I just
30:49I didn't want to hear anyone else's
30:51I just wanted everyone there to be there for me for just
30:54I'm actually glad I got called out on that
30:56Because now when I'm listening to people's stuff
30:58I'm like I want to relate but I also just want to kind of like validate their feelings first
31:02Yeah
31:03And then maybe relate, you know?
31:05But
31:06Why is she being so nice?
31:09Yeah
31:11We need someone unkind to go break it up
31:13I'm kidding
31:14Whitney tends to dismiss your feelings or even gaslight you
31:20When you express that certain things happened
31:22And that you felt a certain way
31:24She seems to flip the script and somehow become the victim of her own chaos
31:29And I'm sick of it
31:31This is exhausting
31:32I'm cursed
31:34By your name in my mind I'm disturbed
31:39You pushed me a little bit too far Whitney
31:41I'm gonna set the record straight at all costs
31:43Like I would love to be there for things you're excited about or you want like support there
31:57But I feel like when I told you my whole Connor thing, I got zero
32:01Nothing
32:02Wait, zero from who?
32:03Everyone
32:04I don't agree with that
32:06I remember reaching out to you and being there for you
32:09Honestly, I don't even know why she's here
32:10I don't even know why she presented herself in this conversation
32:13I'm just like, what's your intention?
32:15Let's talk about intention
32:16What's your intention for being here in this conversation?
32:19I feel like Taylor doesn't care about me
32:21And I don't want to be around someone like that
32:23And it's as simple as that
32:25I don't know how you expect me to work on this one
32:27I had no idea any of this
32:28And same with Demi
32:29But I don't expect you to work from this
32:30That's what I'm saying
32:31No, do all this time you did that
32:32Just leave it as it is
32:33Well now
32:34Let's just leave it
32:35The entire time I could have worked on it
32:36But I didn't care enough to say anything
32:38I didn't want to say anything
32:39But you did to everyone else
32:41You'll bring other people's stuff up to other people
32:43Like the Jen situation
32:45Like you'll take something that I said
32:47That I, by the way, told you not to say anything
32:49And you said I swear in my life I won't say it
32:50You were the one that did the truth box
32:52I never ever brought that up
32:54I told Jen
32:55And she can do with it whatever she wants to do with that
32:58Yeah, but why did you feel the need to tell Jen?
33:00Like I didn't go to Taylor being like
33:01Whitney feels this way
33:03She knew that
33:04I don't know how
33:05And if you did, I wouldn't care
33:06Okay, but you're sitting here saying that
33:08You don't care to have the conversation
33:09That you don't care to remedy these things
33:11But then you're gonna like shit on Taylor behind her back
33:13And then you're gonna come at me for something I said about Taylor
33:15How am I shitting on her?
33:16I just said to her face right now
33:17Just now?
33:18But for the last two years
33:20She hasn't heard a word of it
33:21We're the ones hearing all of it
33:22Does that bother you?
33:23Does that bother you that I didn't tell you?
33:24Yeah, it bothered me that you didn't come to my shower
33:25Just tell me like
33:26Hey, I don't wanna be friends with you
33:27Like I thought we were friends
33:29So when you didn't show up
33:30I was like
33:31It was a big deal
33:32Well, I don't regret anything
33:34I'm glad I told Jen
33:35I don't think that was wrong
33:36I'd still do it
33:37Okay, well then you're a shitty friend
33:41And then I guess don't be my friend
33:42Okay, I don't wanna be your friend
33:44If that's the way you're gonna be
33:45That's not a friend
33:46Did you not just call Taylor white trash?
33:48Were you planning on dressing that to Taylor?
33:50No, but was that your place to say?
33:52It wasn't
33:53And you don't care
33:54You don't give a shit
33:55I wish I could say I'm surprised by Whitney's behavior right now
33:58But I'm absolutely not
33:59She needs to own it
34:00Apologize
34:01Work on it
34:02And move forward
34:03It's again
34:04One of these things where she wants to become the victim of her own behavior
34:07You're hurt
34:08And that's okay
34:09I've been there
34:10Where you don't wanna give a fuck
34:11But you're hurt from
34:12Like you're hurt in life
34:13And you're gonna take it out on everyone
34:15I don't get that
34:16We hurt you
34:17I get it
34:18I don't wanna talk about that
34:19She's hurt you
34:20I've never hurt Whitney
34:21Ever
34:22But I get like where
34:23And then runs away
34:24So I guess I'm right
34:25I guess I'm right
34:26Comical
34:35Where'd she go?
34:37In there
34:38You're gonna like dish shit?
34:40Be able to take it then
34:41Me?
34:42You okay?
34:43The gloves are off baby
34:45War has just begun
34:47And you better sleep with one eye open
34:49I hate the shit of you can dish it but you can't take it
34:52That's the shit I do not see
34:54I'd be a woman
34:55You little twat
34:56What's going on?
34:57I couldn't hear everything
34:59What's wrong?
35:03She thinks it's her place to tell everyone other people shit
35:06Yeah
35:07Are you okay?
35:08When has that ever been a thing?
35:10And then as we're having a heated conversation
35:12Gets up, cries, and leans
35:15The way that Whitney talks and changes her persona in the moment of like
35:19I didn't know
35:21Well she was being a little like
35:23Oh God
35:24Be yourself
35:25Yeah
35:26Who are you right now?
35:27Because it's so different to us and then to her
35:28No
35:29It's like you want to talk about fake and behind people's back
35:31Yeah
35:32When you scare me
35:33I feel like such a pussy right now
35:35Why?
35:36You're fine
35:37No
35:38Why?
35:39You're hurt and you need space and that's like totally valid
35:43How does it feel Whitney?
35:44I literally want to go ask her
35:45How does it feel?
35:46And I try to talk to you about it upstairs
35:48You're just like
35:49And I do it again
35:50And I do it again
35:51You're a bitch
35:52I know I'm stronger than this
35:54You are strong
35:55Just cause you're crying doesn't mean you're not strong
35:57It's better to walk away than to say things that you don't actually mean
36:00So you did the strong thing by walking away
36:04Let's make this a group affair
36:06Guys
36:07No
36:08Jesus
36:09Continue telling the people everything about anyone and everyone else
36:13Demi can you just get out of the room please
36:14No I won't
36:15Nope cause you're talking about me so no I won't
36:17Demi she needs some space right now
36:19No I don't care where was she last night when she shit on me when I was literally getting attacked by everyone
36:24But you know what
36:25Where was she? What was she doing?
36:26You need to just respect that
36:27What the fuck are you talking about Jen?
36:29Shut up
36:30Guys we're both going at each other
36:31Yeah
36:32So why are you being so rude now?
36:33You're being a bitch
36:34No I'm not
36:35You are
36:36No I'm not
36:37Because I have two people right here sitting beside Whitney when last night was like the probably the most heightened experience we've experienced in this whole journey
36:46And no one said shit except for Taylor who we had the blow up
36:51Then we have a freaking minion fest over here
36:53Well I'm just
36:54Minion fest
36:55Tawawa fest
36:56Of two little puppies sitting next to Whitney being like
36:58No but listen
36:59Back off
37:00She's unstable
37:01Shhh
37:02You raising your voice isn't helping the situation
37:04I mean I'm not sitting here screaming
37:05I'm sitting here saying
37:06The way you're talking right now
37:07I have a right to be upset
37:08I'm frustrated
37:09I'm confused at where Whitney stands and I thought we were friends and that's not what a friend would do
37:14I feel like you don't even care about mom talk outside of posting
37:16Just because I told Jen what you said
37:18You go around the whole group telling everyone's everything
37:21I didn't say the white chat thing
37:22Okay does anyone else want to chime in?
37:23How Whitney will hear information and she gets close to certain people and we've kind of felt like it's a rotating door
37:29And it kind of feels like there's different people that get to be close to Whitney
37:34And when she says stuff about Taylor it's really mean behind Taylor's back and then when it's face to face she's like
37:39Oh yeah I get it
37:40And I just don't think it's fair that you can act that way and it's okay when it's not okay for Demi to do
37:46Like that just doesn't make sense to me
37:47I feel like Whitney gets close to you until she gets what she wants and then she just moves on
37:51That's just my opinion
37:52And that's why I just wanted to sit you down so you can express all of it so I know with you like I know you're saying you're not caring
37:58But I find that hard to believe I think you want to I think I just hurt you really bad
38:02Maybe I can't be your best friend right now, but I could still here and there be a friend to you
38:06Yeah
38:07I don't even know what's right and what's wrong anymore
38:10I thought that I was doing the right thing telling Jen
38:14This is Demi's feelings towards you
38:15It's a bit two-faced because then she's acting like your friend surface level but then going behind your back
38:20I don't know
38:21Oh, I don't know it's confusing
38:23I don't know what was right and I don't know what was wrong
38:27Anything else from anyone?
38:28This is your time
38:29Like now that I'm here
38:30Let it out
38:31This is your time
38:32I have something to say
38:33Weren't we supposed to go to dinner at 6?
38:35Oh shit
38:36Do we need to go?
38:37Yeah, we have to go
38:38Okay
38:39Interesting going to a happy little dinner together
38:41They're coming at us with cursed tongues made of greed and they're all looking for a fire
38:52Are you okay?
38:53I still feel like a bug
38:55It's okay! That's okay! It's okay to feel that way
39:00I think Taylor was right low and she said that like you act like you don't care but you do
39:04I know
39:05But I don't wanna care
39:06I know you don't wanna care but that's what makes you beautiful and amazing that you do care
39:11So what I thought was gonna be an empowering weekend is now all in shambles
39:16I don't like confrontation when it's in my friend group
39:19And at this point mom talk was already hanging by a thread before this trip and now we're having this happen
39:24I was like don't wanna be anyone's friend
39:26No
39:27Why?
39:28Because of what Jessie said
39:29Like what?
39:30Then I get close to people and then once I get what I want out of them then I move on
39:35I'm like what the actual fuck?
39:37Whitney's my best friend
39:39But I do think Whitney has an interesting way of handling things
39:42I definitely wouldn't have handled things the way she has
39:44And I think she kind of just like leaves when things get hard instead of trying to really figure them out
39:49And at the same time I do think it's one of those things where we have to do some more work
39:53To figure out what's going on and not just run away from it
39:57Happy birthday
40:20Did we bring Macy's presents?
40:21Probably shut up
40:22No
40:23I didn't get her one
40:24You're like I'm good because I didn't bring one
40:25Yeah I think the fem
40:27Don't flip anybody Taylor
40:28Oh my gosh
40:29Protect the belly if you fall
40:30Especially in heels
40:31Jen knows what she's doing
40:33Ugh it's the worst
40:34This is so cute
40:39Thank you
40:40Great
40:41Okay birthday girl you have to wear this the whole dinner
40:43Oh okay
40:44That's beautiful
40:46That's beautiful
40:47Okay you can adjust that
40:48Like a three by extension
40:49Yeah
40:5029 baby
40:52Feeling fine
40:53JK 21
40:5421
40:5521
40:56I'm honestly exhausted at this point like I'm so pregnant
40:59I feel bad for Macy because her birthday is being ruined
41:03I think there are times where you should just like kind of suck it up for other people
41:08So I think in this situation for Macy's dinner everyone just shutting up
41:12And let's enjoy the night for Macy
41:14Rub some dirt on it and we can cry when we get home
41:17You're taking pictures Laila
41:19Oh you are
41:20They have a pizza appetizer
41:22Dang it
41:23That sounds really good
41:24Oh
41:25A vibe really
41:26But I didn't want to share it with the table
41:27I wanted it to be my meal
41:28What did you want steak too?
41:30It's a bit lonely when you feel like
41:33All of the friends that I thought I had
41:36I guess they're not really my friends
41:38I'm looking at Demi and I'm just like
41:41You're just you look like you're on fucking cloud nine right now
41:44I have to pee real fast
41:49Everyone is acting like everything's fine
41:56It's sad
42:02I thought I was stronger than that
42:03I can't even sit there
42:04You can't
42:05No I'll be fine
42:06I'm just gonna pretend like I'm going to the bathroom
42:08Okay
42:09I think I just need to cry for a second
42:10I know
42:11Okay go ahead
42:12I'm gonna cry and then I'll be okay
42:13Are you okay?
42:14Yeah
42:15Do you need anything?
42:16No I'm okay
42:21Did she talk at all?
42:22On the way here?
42:23Yeah she's like a
42:24What'd she say?
42:25Yeah
42:26I feel like I'm like
42:27I think she feels bad too
42:28But like things that she said and stuff too
42:30Yeah I get it
42:31Trust me
42:32Literally me last night
42:33I feel like she kind of needs to feel the sting
42:35Of what her actions can bring to people
42:38So that she understands what that feels like
42:40Because it doesn't feel good
42:41Like that's below the belt stuff
42:43So it's like
42:44Whitney that's exactly what we're talking about
42:45It doesn't feel good
42:46Does it feel good?
42:47Okay I hope you don't do that moving forward
42:49You want to do it and I'll hold it
42:52Okay I can do it
42:54I can do it
42:55Happy birthday to you
42:59Happy birthday to you
43:04Happy birthday dear Macy
43:10Oh my god
43:11I know when I'm fucking in the wrong
43:13I was fucking not wrong
43:15Happy birthday to you
43:21If this is what mom talk has turned into
43:24I don't want to do this anymore
43:25I don't even know if these friendships are worth fighting for
43:27My husband is going to kill me
43:37This is my lucky poker sweatshirt
43:41He said you're playing poker
43:42I don't know that being in Sin City is the best thing for Zach
43:46Like I haven't done anything wrong
43:51No
43:52Missing person alert
43:53He's out of control
43:54This is why the sisterhood of mom talk was created in the first place
43:57She's MIA
43:58She's not answering her phone
43:59I mean maybe I watched too much true crime
44:01Oh my gosh
44:02What's all the hot gossip?
44:03She unfollowed all of us
44:04No
44:05Do you still consider them friends?
44:06Should I invite Whitney?
44:07Awkward
44:08Mom talks not what it was
44:09And I don't know if it ever will be again
44:10Mom talks not what it was
44:11Mom talks not what it was
44:12Mom talks not what it was
44:13Mom talks not what it was
44:14Mom talks not what it was
44:15Mom talks not what it was
44:16Mom talks not what it was
44:17Mom talks not what it was
44:19Mom talks not what it was
44:20And I don't know if it ever will be again
44:22Mom talks not what it was
44:23And why are you here?
44:24The one time I need support
44:25You're not there for me
44:26This is an act and I'm over it
44:29This is exhausting
44:31Cool
44:32Should you hang up on him?
44:33Yeah
44:34Should I say something to her?
44:35You're trying to stir the pot between me and Taylor
44:38I don't like him
44:39Everyone's getting married before their brains even develop
44:42I did not invite him
44:43Invite him
44:44This is for women
44:45Fuck me all week
44:46Lie to me and then
44:47If you look at it that way Taylor, yes
44:49Yeah
44:50My gosh, aren't you miserable?
44:51Yeah
44:52It's not gonna get better
44:53He's not gonna change
44:54You're gonna lose everything
44:56I don't care
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