00:00It was AVN Awards.
00:01You're probably not old enough to remember Jonathan Morgan on that night with his booyah
00:05stuff.
00:06When he won an award, he was just drunk as hell when he got up there to accept it.
00:09But that night, we were there filming.
00:12It was our first thing we were going to film for the documentary, AVN in general and the
00:15awards.
00:16And we were there after everyone was gone and we were wrapping up.
00:19This is such a, I haven't told this story in like 20 years.
00:22It's such a bizarre story.
00:24It's such a sort of a story that tells you so much about adult and how it affects people
00:29like their limbic brain, their reptile brain, how completely primal it affects them.
00:36We're standing there and maybe I was interviewing Jonathan and there was a security guard or
00:41somebody cleaning up tables and he was picking up chairs and hurling them into the wall as
00:46hard as he could.
00:47And I thought, it's a little aggressive.
00:49And I have my camera because I was a shooter.
00:51So I have my big beta cam on my shoulder and I'm looking through the viewfinder.
00:54I have this eye closed.
00:55And that night, I remember she, Sheila Rue had had a bunch of boys on there.
01:03He'd brought them on like dogs on their hands and knees with collars on, on stage.
01:08That was the, the, um, that was the impetus of why this guy was freaking out.
01:14He's probably repressed homosexual, but whatever.
01:17Not, I don't know that.
01:18Anyway, he, he was throwing the stuff around and he went to walk past me and I, I could
01:24just see how agitated he was.
01:26And I turned and I said, Hey, what's going on?
01:29How are you?
01:30And he just turned and looked at me and he said, time for you to, to leave.
01:36He was a, he was a naval guy too.
01:39He was a Navy officer.
01:40And he punched me, punched me so hard, but I didn't see it coming.
01:46Cause this side, I was looking at him through my camera and I had my eye closed, punched
01:52me so hard, but I was so loose that nothing happened.
01:55I just, and my camera kind of fell off of, it was on my hand, but kind of hanging and
01:59knocked me into somebody.
02:01And then he ran.
02:02And ultimately, you know, shit would happen around that, but it was that he was so upset
02:09by what he had seen that night that he punched a woman.
02:13Wow.
02:13He was probably in my thirties at that time.
02:15Wow.
02:1635, punched a woman.
02:17He was just standing there full on, didn't slap me, punched me.
02:21Cause it, it just motivated him so deeply.
02:24And he was so angry about what he had seen, which can look around today and it's all over
02:31the place, right?
02:32It's the bro culture.
02:34Yeah.
02:34It just, something about it, something about women, something about comfortable sexuality,
02:40just as opposed to submissive sexuality, just upsets.
02:44And why wouldn't it?
02:46We've had 150,000 years since we dropped out of the trees and there was a status quo and
02:52boy, did it change like maybe 40 years ago.
02:55Yeah.
02:55And that you can't change people that fast.
02:57You just can't.
02:59They're just lost.
03:00White guys are just, I feel like they're just lost.
03:01I feel sorry for them.
03:02I talk about this all the time.
03:04I feel bad for white guys.
03:06I mean, their whole raison d'etre, their whole reason for existence has just changed.
03:11They're now not expected to be the providers because their wives probably make more money
03:15than they make.
03:16They have to give their wives an orgasm.
03:19She's not going to fake it anymore because she doesn't need to because she could go live
03:23on her own now.
03:24And I also think that like the, you know, and like jobs have become such an issue too,
03:29you know, like before you used to be able to just get out of high school.
03:32You didn't have to go to college.
03:33You get a good paying job that you could afford a home for your family.
03:37You get a pension that would take care of you after you retired.
03:39Like you could, you could make a life for yourself and that like doesn't exist anymore.
03:46It's the decimation of the middle class.
03:48You know, that's whatever it is.
03:49Three people, the three, three wealthiest people in the country have more wealth than
03:53six, than the lower 60% of this country.
03:55So that's a whole other topic.
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