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In this candid sit-down, Alina Lopez and Viking Barbie confront the past head-on as they put a cheating ex through a lie detector test. The conversation explores trust, betrayal, and accountability, with each question revealing new layers of emotion and perspective. Blending tension with honesty, the episode highlights how communication, boundaries, and personal growth play a role in modern relationships—turning a dramatic premise into a deeper discussion about truth and closure.
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00:00Would you ever sleep with me again? No
00:03Oh
00:03Yes, ladies and gentlemen, welcome to
00:17Can't sing but welcome to the show babies
00:18Let's go welcome back to your favorite podcast this is pillow talk
00:21I'm your host Ryan Powell the number one adult show in the world AVM best podcast 2025 and we're gonna
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00:27We need all the votes. We are not fucking losing. We're going two feet. We're going three feet
00:31We're never losing that award. We're gonna go a bella danger best ass on this bitch
00:35On my right back on the show
00:38This is the girl who's appeared on the show the most most the human appear on the show most times
00:42after me
00:43This is our girl our superstar our favorite your favorite viki party
00:49Back on the show for the third time this girl has a special place in my heart
00:53Because she filled it with love and she broke it once upon a time
00:58This is the ex-lover that I dated last year and
01:02Love her dearly. So we took a little hiatus and now we were friends again, which i'm very happy about
01:09Reunited. I hope that we stay friends forever. I really do and I think we will
01:13Because we we've always got along you know from the second I met her at the plug talk booth at
01:18avn
01:19I I remember dearly because before I gender like 19 times and she was like, I see her dms
01:26I just don't do podcasts and then we met no you had to wait in line. Yeah, I did
01:31Fucking talk to her and then
01:33Okay, out next picture type shit. She's famous as fuck by the way at avn
01:37I mean in the world but like her line at avn was fucking anyways back on the show last time
01:42She was here. She had sex and cut me with ricky johnson and medusa pregnant
01:47It fucked right here. She called me brian mid sex broke my heart
01:52And she broke up with me not long after but she's back
01:55She's I think the most beautiful porn star of all time
02:00The hottest porn star to ever exist. I really do think that most people do
02:05She's a great person keep going
02:08She's got a great heart
02:10What else and I still jerk off to her
02:15Yeah, so we brought on the lie detector guy because all my friends say you know ryan you think it
02:24was real with alina
02:26But I don't think she was into you right and people say well
02:30You know she was still shooting porn you were just
02:33Some guy's place to crash when she was in la. No, not true. She has a place in la
02:38She was actually not shooting at the time and we hung out like
02:43four five six seven nights a week
02:45It was very serious more than people think
02:48Because people think we did it for content for that bit
02:51No
02:53That broke my fucking heart. I remember you're really really in love with her
02:56Yeah, so I want to know if alina was actually in love with me, right?
03:01So or how serious it was I have questions and i've been prepping these questions for a year
03:05So we have the lie detector guy here set me up. Yeah, this didn't you i'm very happy that we're
03:10doing this
03:11I'm actually so nervous. Yeah, and I had to come and co-host because her tongue turns me on. Holy
03:16yeah
03:16Yes, viking how lesbian are you by the way like 70% baby?
03:20Yeah, I see one of your exes is in the studio. Oh, yes right now
03:27Shall we say hello quick? Uh, yes, you can say hi. Okay, here we go. This is viking barbie's ex
03:38Yeah, let's just say hello quick. Oh, hi, so you guys dated eight years. Is that right? Yeah when we
03:43were kids
03:44Okay, tell us tell us about it from 16 to
03:4825 first romantic
03:50Well kind of yes. Wow
03:52We ran away to mexico together. Did you take her virginity? No
03:55It was before her transition and then we became besties and I helped her with her transition
04:07Represented as a male at the time at the time. Yes
04:09And then how long after the breakup did you transition?
04:12Uh, this was like two years ago. Oh
04:15And you never connected physically after the transition? No, no, no
04:18Good question. Right. So that is a good question. Are you now intrigued to try the new?
04:24We're like sisters now. It's kind of like a whole thing, right? Like it's really become like a healing like
04:31Yeah, very much now. Do you confide in viking for assistance and help on your journey?
04:37Yeah, she tells me everything
04:39We came up by name together and everything. Delphine, what was the other name?
04:43The dead name, dead name. I don't think you're supposed to ask that. Yeah
04:47Really? Ryan doesn't not ask anything
04:51That's true, but I don't know that was a bad one
04:52No, I mean I don't know it's up to the person
04:54That's a dead name. Dead name. Yeah. Whoa
04:58Okay, Ryan gave her a kiss. Ryan kissed me earlier. Shall we? Sure
05:03He loves to kiss trans girls. I do
05:06Ryan does like some trans girls. I do. It's exciting
05:09It's exciting. Thank you Delphine. Of course
05:11Very nice
05:13All right, shall we get into it? Yes. John, you ready? Mike, are you ready? Yes
05:17Alina Lopez. Are you ready? As ready as I can be wow. All right
05:21Well, I've been writing these down like I mentioned for a long time. So oh, he has a list
05:25Would you like to kick it off? Why don't you warm her up?
05:28Warm me up. Okay. Yeah
05:32Start easy. She's very good at this
05:36Yeah, did you think Ryan has a good dick? Yes
05:44True. Oh
05:47I wouldn't have spent so much time with him if I didn't okay
05:49You know what? She gave me the confidence actually. Was it on the smaller side? No
05:56True. Oh
05:57Thank you. She gave me confidence. He uses his his shower pump. He yeah, he does work
06:03Yeah, and now now the injections too and I take these pills the juvederm. Yeah, did you did you really
06:09orgasm with? Yes
06:12True. Oh, I'm so good at this. This is awesome
06:17I can die happy. Wow. What's your question? Thank you both. Thank you john. Are you getting what you wanted
06:23to hear? Yes
06:23That's all
06:30Yeah, yeah, uh
06:33Who of us two if you had to psyching?
06:38That's not even a parent
06:42How lesbian are you
06:46Today
06:4898%
06:5098%
06:51Mmm, I like that. Okay. I like those odds. All right. Okay. Now I'm gonna get a little serious
06:56We didn't get a true or false off of that. Oh, it was true. Oh, yeah
07:00Wow, I'm very honest. You are very honest. Yeah. Yeah, you are
07:03Now we're gonna have to we're gonna have to make out before the show's over
07:06Can we get that on the show? Yeah, okay
07:10We can cuck Ryan again
07:23Okay, okay, uh, not to get a little too too, uh, you know, but um
07:30Alina was it just for fun or did you see a future for us your feelings?
07:36It was just for fun
07:40True
07:41Fair enough
07:43That's fine
07:43You kind of know, but you we we knew that ish did we no
07:52It was fun, wasn't it? It was so fun. Yes, I had an amazing fun. It really was fun. Yeah,
07:57never a bad time
07:58Okay, did you because people say porn star they think that but you weren't shooting not even a left content
08:05at the time
08:06So did and we told each other we were monogamous. Mm-hmm. Did you anyone else? No
08:15Mmm, your sweat went nuts. It's gonna say fail
08:19Oh my god, who?
08:24Riley Reid
08:26Girls are fine
08:27It definitely had to have been a woman. Okay, true. Okay. Okay. That's fine. Oh, all right
08:33Cool. You're okay with your birthday. You host up with someone ryan ryan or rye. Yeah, ryan reed
08:39That's what it was. Yeah, right
08:41That had to have been it. Yeah
08:43Can you blame me? No, no
08:45You told me you told me. Did I? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Okay. Yeah, so it's fine. Yeah, okay, that's
08:55Would it have been worse if I had a guy? Yeah, oh fucking a thousand times worse. The girl thing
09:00is chill
09:01Especially if you tell the guy, but I don't think any guy should get mad of his girl fucking a
09:06girl. It's chill
09:07No, yeah, I think it's fine. Seriously. I mean good
09:10Glad we were on the same page
09:11Even if I didn't know it at the time
09:13Right
09:13Most of no jealousy really of that stuff
09:17Is does she like him more than me? Does he fuck her better than me? You know, but a girl
09:21that's hot
09:22I'm so fine with my girlfriend even having a girlfriend seriously
09:26Okay, then maybe we could have worked things out. Yeah
09:29Yeah
09:30She just don't want to be tied down
09:32But only as long as I'm not today primary and the girl's secondary. I see. Yeah
09:38Okay
09:39Did any of my close friends try to fuck you while we were together?
09:42Yes
09:44Oh wow
09:44Oh shit
09:45Which ones?
09:46Stiney, you got the one he messaged me
09:49Tiny Smalls?
09:49No, Stiney
09:51Oh, yeah, Stiney
09:51Yeah
09:52He sees her
09:53Yeah, fuck you, Stiney
09:54He slid in the DMs when I was with you
09:56Wow, we're at dinner because I tagged her at dinner
09:59Oh, wow
09:59What are you doing tonight?
10:00And then I sent him
10:01She's like on a date with Ryan
10:02And then you had me send that video of you in the bathroom to him
10:05Yeah, I mean like fuck you
10:07Fucking Stiney, bro
10:08That's twice he's done out
10:09He did that with little dead Janet too
10:11Little dead what?
10:13Little dead Janet
10:14She's sweet
10:16We love her
10:16Oh, is that like a she's a gothic or something?
10:19Uh, DJ
10:19Oh, I'm not doing that
10:21A gothic, a DJ
10:22Oh
10:23From the same place as you, El Salvadorian
10:24Oh, okay
10:26Uh, were you heartbroken when we broke up?
10:29Yes
10:30Oh
10:31True
10:31Dude, same
10:33I was sad
10:34You kind of like seem cool about it
10:37And you did it by text
10:39I told you I
10:40When I'm done, I'm done
10:42I'm heart out
10:43I don't do the toxic
10:44Like get back together
10:46Like like I don't do the like back and forth
10:48Shit like
10:49She's Virgo
10:49Yeah, I'm done
10:50Virgos don't do that
10:52I'm practical
10:52I'm like if it's not
10:53If it's over, it's over
10:54Fair, but
10:55Don't you think breaking up by text should be like a long text?
10:59If you're a girl
11:00She's a girl
11:01Yeah, but she's got like that masculine energy
11:03You know, like that like
11:04I don't fuck around
11:05This is what I want
11:06Yeah, I don't
11:07You know what I mean?
11:07Okay, what was the reason?
11:14Oh no
11:18I just couldn't take you seriously
11:20Okay
11:21I was that was my crazy
11:22Yeah
11:23Party summer
11:23You're an LA boy, I'm a Utah girl
11:25Fair
11:26That makes sense
11:27I don't think that you
11:28I think we had a conversation about
11:30I love to be outside and camping and under the stars
11:34And you're like, no, I need my Tempur-Pedic mattress
11:36I need this and that
11:37Oh yeah
11:37And it's just not compatible at that point
11:39You know what's funny is I like to be outside under the stars
11:42Do you?
11:42Yeah
11:42I'll take you camping
11:43I would love to go camping
11:44I'm an outside girl
11:45I am too
11:46I just bought a motorhome
11:47I love it
11:47So we have a shower and all the things that you need
11:52I would do a motorhome
11:54I have a big lifted truck
11:56We could just do the back of the bed
11:57I don't like bugs, you know
11:57You don't like what?
11:59Bugs and being outside and like
12:00Oh, come on
12:01Motorhome is all
12:02Bugs are fun
12:02Okay
12:03But I remember that time
12:05I remember your face went
12:06Oh
12:07Mm-hmm
12:07Yeah, never the same
12:08You brought some bugs home from Columbia
12:10Like you're not afraid of like five bugs in my kitchen right now
12:14That one, you missed that one
12:15Holy shit, she just went crazy
12:17So you brought some bugs home from Columbia
12:19Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah
12:20I was like, oh, I have bugs in my kitchen
12:22Because I catch bugs outside
12:25This whole you can get an STD from blowjobs is true
12:27I saw your underwear, I remember
12:32He's sick
12:33He was like, look
12:33Oh, was it green?
12:35Yes
12:35Yeah, green, black almost too
12:36It was foul
12:37This was after we stopped talking, right?
12:40Yeah, yeah, yeah
12:40Thank God
12:41This is why I can ask other people inappropriate questions
12:44Because he doesn't hold anything back from himself
12:45Yeah, right
12:46Yeah, he's up
12:47Yeah, rip it
12:48Yeah
12:49Would you ever sleep with me again?
12:51No
12:52Oh, fail
12:53Look at all the charts
12:56Yes
12:57Yes, John
12:59Oh my God
13:00I just took a drink, okay?
13:01Holy shit
13:03Why did you say no?
13:04Why did you lie?
13:05Listen
13:05What?
13:06I'm ovulating
13:07Nothing
13:07So it wasn't
13:08Yeah, you can't take it seriously
13:10Yeah, it's not fair
13:11Yeah
13:11Ask me again in my luteal phase
13:15What's luteal?
13:16It's the part where she'll probably kill you before she'll fuck you
13:18Between ovulation and the period when the horniness wears off
13:21Yeah
13:21Yeah
13:22Ovulating Alina
13:23Ovulating Alina wants to fuck
13:25Now's the time to
13:26Amazing stuff
13:27Okay, good to know
13:28Would you ever date me again?
13:30No
13:33True
13:33Okay
13:35All right
13:35So she
13:36That's fair
13:37So basic
13:37Yeah, that's fair
13:38Yeah
13:38To be fair, I wouldn't date anyone again
13:40Oh, you're gonna go single?
13:41I am single
13:43I'm staying single
13:44Yeah, forever?
13:45Yes
13:45Really?
13:46Why?
13:47It's so much more peaceful
13:49So much less complicated
13:50It is nice
13:51I can focus on my career
13:52Yeah
13:52I can fuck whoever I want
13:54True that
13:54I love going home to my cats
13:56I'm like
13:57I'm the lonely cat lady in the best way
14:00Who are you currently sleeping with right now?
14:06I have a friend, a woman who has a husband who very kindly allows me to have a relationship with
14:15her
14:15Oh, with her, not him
14:18I have had relations with him on seldom occasions, but it's more so out of respect for and as like
14:28a thank you of letting me
14:29Bang his chick
14:30Fuck his wife
14:31Oh, thank you
14:32How do these people look?
14:33Give me a good picture
14:34She's the number three in her weight class UFC champion of the world
14:40That's hot
14:41No way
14:41It's so hot
14:42Really?
14:43Yeah
14:43What does the guy look like?
14:44Actually, UFC
14:45He also does UFC
14:46Yeah
14:46So they're just like a couple fit people
14:48Yeah
14:48Oh, cool
14:50Yeah
14:51That's cool
14:51Can I watch?
14:52Yeah
14:53She's hot as fuck
14:54Yeah
14:54Wow
14:55I've heard UFC fighters are pretty aggressive in bed
14:58Is that true?
14:58Um, she's actually very gentle and dare I say submissive to me
15:03The last time we fucked, I was strapping her
15:05And I love that because she's this like strong, powerful, independent, beautiful, sexy woman
15:12And like I love the give and take with her
15:15But like getting to dominate her, it's very hot
15:17Yeah
15:18For me
15:18Well, I'm moist
15:22Yeah, it's like the powerful CEOs want to get subbed
15:25And there's something about when you're dominant all day, you want to let your hair down and get it done
15:30to you
15:30Is that what you want?
15:31And also, you're dominant all day
15:33This is your job
15:34I'm not dominant, I'm a sweet little boy
15:36Knowing that this woman can choke me out or like even kill me
15:39Right
15:39It's so hot
15:40That is hot
15:41While I'm fucking her
15:42Yeah
15:42It's
15:42Wow
15:43Cool
15:44That's fun
15:44UFC
15:45And do they live in the state your other place?
15:48Mm-hmm
15:48Okay
15:49Are they Mormon?
15:52Uh, ex-Mormon
15:53How many people are Mormon there?
15:54Because everyone's
15:55Everyone's Mormon or ex-Mormon
15:56Wow
15:57The ex-Mormon is the craziest
15:59The whole state or that city that you're in?
16:00St. George specifically, yeah
16:02Wow
16:02Okay
16:03That's good for my questions
16:04Am I forgetting anything Liam?
16:06Those are good questions
16:07Yeah
16:09Viking go
16:09You wanna
16:10Do you have anything else?
16:14Oh, you know what?
16:15How about this?
16:16Check this out
16:17Do you like shooting porn?
16:19Yes
16:21True
16:21That's cool
16:23She already told me that at the
16:24That's very cool
16:24We were David Busters
16:25I'm so good at this
16:26I was like, do you get it turned on by porn?
16:28And she was like, yes
16:29Have I only lied once?
16:30Which one was the lie?
16:32The one where I
16:33It's just because I'm horny
16:34It doesn't count
16:36Wait, there's gotta be a porn question we can ask
16:39I was all so cl...
16:40Is there anything in porn that you
16:43Can't stand doing, but you have to pretend you like it?
16:46Yeah
16:47Guys eating me out
16:48Terribly
16:49Really?
16:50Really?
16:50Oh yeah
16:50True
16:53In their defense
16:54He's gonna ask how he was
16:55He didn't ask how he was
16:56You just tell him
16:57You just tell him how he did
16:59In the guy's defense
17:00In porn
17:02Eating out for porn is hard to do
17:04because you're trying to stay open
17:06and like
17:06They're probably opening it really hard
17:08Yeah, it's just not
17:09Yeah
17:10Yeah
17:11I didn't even ask
17:12But once he wants to know
17:15Did you enjoy our sex?
17:16Yes
17:17One of the eating out you were gonna ask if you were good at it
17:21Is he good at eating you out?
17:23You know
17:23Yes
17:24Oh
17:25Yes
17:25I like
17:26I like
17:28When you finger me
17:29You were good at fingering
17:30Thank you
17:30The combination
17:31We gotta work on your tongue work is what she's saying
17:33But better than the porn guys?
17:35Yes
17:35Fucking thank you so much Elena
17:37Oh my god, give me a hug
17:40Oh, I'm gonna cry
17:41I will die happy
17:42The hardest porn star in the world
17:44Like my
17:44Like my shit
17:45Like your fingers
17:46Thank you so much Elena
17:48If I didn't think that it was at least
17:50Decent
17:51Decent
17:51I wouldn't have continued
17:53Right
17:53Those relations
17:54I have respect for myself
17:55I want to be able to get off
17:56Oh wow
17:57Yes, Ryan
17:58You got the job done
17:59All right
18:00Give it up for Elena Lopez
18:03Let's hook me up
18:06Good shit
18:07Fuck, I'm smiling
18:08Your honesty is both refreshing and terrifying
18:10I did so good
18:12I was so honest
18:13That was amazing
18:14My friends, thanks for tuning in
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18:17And then I'm going on the lie detector
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20:26Hey, congrats
20:27You're the
20:28Cam Girl of the month for December
20:29Congratulations
20:30Thank you
20:31So do you have any funny stories
20:32From your amazing journey with
20:34Dipping?
20:34The guy that jumps out to me the most
20:36Would be a sock guy
20:37He typed everything
20:38So at first it was all in lowercase
20:40Out of the blue
20:41Just started talking in capital letters
20:43Speaking in the third person
20:44So saying like
20:45Emily is unzipping her boots
20:46Emily is peeling the sock down
20:48My eyes started to water
20:49From trying to not laugh
20:51He said I think Emily's getting emotional
20:54Okay
20:54Welcome back
20:55Now I'm hooked up
20:57We have the ex-lover Alina Lopez
20:59And beautiful viking barbie
21:01Take it away
21:04Do you want to go first?
21:05Are you going first or me?
21:07Um
21:08Hey check this out
21:09Check this out
21:10I have to think of new stuff
21:10Because
21:11Can I say something?
21:11Yeah
21:11Can I kick something off?
21:13Yes
21:14Alina, I think you're the
21:15Oddest porn star in the world
21:17John
21:19Prue
21:21Okay
21:22That's really nice
21:23Yeah
21:24Okay Ryan
21:25When I fucked
21:27Ricky in front of you
21:29After that episode
21:31I left with you
21:32And we fucked
21:34Did you get off
21:35Knowing that I hadn't showered
21:37Between
21:38The two interactions
21:40Oh wow
21:41Oh my god
21:41This is dark
21:43No it didn't turn me on
21:46Why
21:51Are you for real?
21:52Are you for real?
21:53I knew it
21:53It's rocky all over again
21:54You're so dirty
21:56I'm a cuck
21:57He liked the sloppy
21:58He's a true cuck
21:59He liked the sloppy seconds
22:00You're a cuck
22:01I fucked Ricky right in front of you
22:03And then I fucked you that night
22:04You knew
22:05You left with me
22:06You knew I hadn't cleaned up
22:09You liked it?
22:10I did not like that
22:11I did not like that
22:14Look at your bun
22:15Look at your bun
22:16Oh my god
22:18He's a true cuck
22:20What the fuck?
22:21Aw cucky
22:23Whoa
22:25Whoa
22:26You learned something new about yourself
22:28One day you're watching Rocky
22:29In the next minute
22:32Oh shit
22:34Fuck I won't cut it out
22:35But that's embarrassing
22:40Fuck
22:41He didn't come to me did he?
22:45No you said not
22:46You told him not to
22:47Where did he come?
22:48Did he come?
22:49I think he came on both our faces
22:50On his too?
22:51No I don't think he did
22:52No my own
22:53Medusa
22:53I was like wait what?
22:55I don't think he came
22:55No he did
22:55Yeah?
22:56He fully did
22:57Okay
22:59Wow
23:00Cool
23:00Well I'm glad you enjoyed it
23:02That's kind of hot
23:03That's kind of hot
23:04That scene was like hot though
23:06Mm-hmm
23:07Yeah
23:07Okay
23:08And we used it with you Brian
23:10Yes
23:10Yeah
23:10Sorry
23:11No that was funny
23:11I was in the moment
23:13Um
23:14You know I have a cream pie fetish
23:15Yeah
23:16So with me
23:19Preferring you to come inside me
23:21It also gives you a perfect opportunity to fake coming
23:24Did you ever fake coming with me?
23:26No
23:27No
23:28True
23:29Good
23:30I don't think you really have to
23:33Um
23:34I'm trying to think
23:35Because I've gotten you with all the gay questions that I've had
23:37And you are the one who got me into cream pine
23:40Really?
23:41Yeah
23:41I was always so scared of it
23:43My dad drilled it in my head
23:44Pull out
23:45Pull out
23:45Pull and pray
23:46Pull and pray
23:46Did you cheat on your last girlfriend?
23:49No
23:51True
23:52No
23:53Yeah
23:53Thank you
23:54Is he a good man?
23:56You know I
23:57Hey check this out
23:58I only cheated on my first girlfriend
24:01Kat Landry
24:02And that was in summer 2016
24:05And for the last nine years
24:07I have never physically cheated
24:09The only thing I have done
24:10Perhaps
24:11Is texting flirting and stuff like that
24:13Did you hook up with that redhead
24:16True
24:16Thank you
24:17Did you hook up with that redhead that she keeps girl?
24:20No
24:22True
24:24Does this turn you on?
24:30Fuck yes
24:32True
24:33Yeah
24:33He's not gay
24:35Oh yeah
24:35Well
24:36That's hot
24:36That's a spectrum
24:37That's really hot
24:38Yeah
24:40And viking barbie
24:42I love you like a brother sister
24:45But I respect that I think you're one of the most beautiful girls in the world
24:47Oh that's so sweet
24:48Yeah
24:50Damn straight
24:51Aww
24:53But
24:54If it even came down to it where you wanted to get back at Aaron or something like that
24:59I on my life wouldn't be able to because I look at you as such a friend
25:04True
25:07I'd have to see that in action for you to believe it
25:09But
25:11But I think it's really sweet
25:12Thank you
25:14That was for Aaron to see
25:15Yeah
25:15Yeah
25:16See I'm a good person
25:18Okay when we were dating
25:20At my birthday party
25:22When I left the dinner
25:23To go talk to my other male friend
25:26Did you think I was cheating on you with him?
25:29Yeah
25:30True
25:31Yeah
25:31And I don't know why I was so pissed
25:34His wife was sitting right next to you
25:36Yeah but it was like a long time
25:38It was like two hours
25:39He was having a rough time
25:40Yeah
25:40I wasn't
25:41And I
25:42I think I was so drunk
25:44And I was sitting at the end of the table
25:46You had the champagne tower
25:47And you were entertaining me
25:49And then when you left
25:50It was just like the only two people that I didn't know
25:53And it was like
25:5430 minutes went by like
25:56Where is she?
25:57But then it was like
25:58About two hours
25:58But like an hour and a half
25:59And I was like
25:59Just so lonely in a new city
26:02And I
26:03I crashed out harder than
26:05Did I crash out?
26:06No I did though
26:07I was thrown up in the alleyway
26:09I wasn't cheating on you
26:09I was drunk though
26:10I'm sorry about that
26:12I forgive you
26:13Thanks
26:14Is he sorry?
26:16No deception indicated
26:18True
26:20Yeah
26:21Have you been happy lately Ryan?
26:24No
26:27True
26:29You seem like you're
26:31Would it make you happy if I gave you a blowjob?
26:34Yes
26:35True
26:39But I feel like I'm about to be very happy again
26:42Very soon
26:44And I love
26:46My life
26:46I just didn't love
26:48Recent things that happened in it
26:50If you were in a relationship
26:52And I hit you up
26:53Would you cheat with me?
26:56No
26:59True
27:02People assume
27:03I'm a fuckboy
27:05Because of
27:06I'm around girls in the show and stuff
27:07And I just don't want
27:09To give them what they want
27:11I remember you when you
27:12When you're in relationships
27:13You're always like
27:13You're always like
27:14Oh I'm in love right now
27:15So I can't do that
27:16Or I can't like
27:17Would you call yourself a fuckboy?
27:20When I'm single yeah
27:21True
27:22He wears the mask of a fuckboy
27:24However
27:25However
27:25I don't lead girls on
27:27And I don't lie
27:28I'm very honest
27:29I say hey
27:30You know this is just for fun right?
27:33And you know
27:33If you ask girls I hook up with
27:34They don't hate me
27:35Because I was never
27:36I used to lead them on
27:38In Toronto
27:39I was bad for that
27:40But now it's
27:41I keep it
27:42I keep it real
27:43And I don't think that's fuckboy
27:44From day
27:45Before we even hook up
27:46I say just so you know
27:48I'm not
27:48I'm not going anywhere with this
27:49That's fine
27:51Right?
27:52Yeah
27:52And I'm open about
27:53Yeah
27:54So is that fuckboy relief?
27:56Fuckboy
27:57You know
27:58I like to sleep around
27:59When I'm single
28:00Fair enough
28:01Oh how about this?
28:03The craziest thing I've ever done
28:05In my life
28:06Was with you
28:08Oh I know what you're talking about
28:09Yes
28:11Craziest thing I've ever done in my life
28:12Was it kinky rabbit?
28:13Yes or no?
28:14No it was at
28:16Oh yeah yeah sorry it was
28:17It was kinky rabbit
28:18Yeah
28:20Craziest thing ever
28:21And we'll get into it right after
28:22Okay
28:22Yeah
28:24I feel like we got some
28:26He's doing really well on these ones
28:27We're both too honest
28:28Yeah
28:28Does Rocky Balboa give you a boner?
28:31Rocky Balboa gave me a boner
28:34True
28:36How weird
28:37And it wasn't even a workout scene
28:39Which scene was it?
28:40He's talking to Adrian
28:42And he's leaning against his chin up bar
28:46I'm just talking to her
28:47And I got
28:48I got hard
28:50Because of what?
28:51The lean?
28:52The bicep?
28:53The sweat?
28:53The intensity?
28:54The way he was talking to her
28:55With his
28:55And I got
28:56I was so high on weed
28:58And I was like what the is going on?
29:00And I thought I was gay for three months
29:02Three months
29:03Not three days
29:03Three months
29:04Yeah
29:06And I had this gay friend
29:07Watching the scene
29:07He's like
29:08Fuck it's not going away
29:09I never jerked off to it
29:10But I
29:11My friend Darcy Fierce
29:13Who you know
29:13My gay friend
29:14Very good looking
29:15I saw
29:15At a party
29:16I kissed him
29:18Joking
29:19But I was testing if I liked it or not
29:21And I didn't
29:23Well he's not Rocky Balboa to be fair
29:25Yeah
29:26Yeah
29:26Yeah
29:27Sly Stallone
29:28Now I gotta really go check that out
29:30Yeah
29:30Gotta check out that scene
29:32Yeah
29:32Were you hurt when I dumped you?
29:36Yeah
29:37True
29:37I was in the hot tub by myself
29:39It was a Sunday around 7pm
29:41I remember
29:42I was in the SMB hot tub
29:44Oops
29:44Ah whatever
29:46And
29:47It was just out of the blue
29:49You sent me a weird text
29:50I texted you
29:51Then you waited like six hours
29:52And you just sent me a short
29:54Hey Ryan
29:55Thanks for everything
29:56But it's not working
29:57And it was something like that
29:59And then I was like
30:00Oh my god
30:00Sorry is there anything I can do?
30:01And I tried calling
30:02And he said no thanks
30:04Something like that right?
30:05Heart out
30:06Yeah
30:06And then boom
30:07That was it
30:08And then you never really spoke to me again
30:11It took a minute
30:12I'm here now
30:13Yeah
30:13And then
30:14Hey
30:15Yeah when you said she was coming on the show
30:16I was like
30:16She likes you?
30:19I'm sorry I messed up last year
30:22Are you sorry?
30:23Yes or no?
30:24I want to clear it
30:25I am sorry
30:25And I did try to fix it
30:26And I'm so pissed that they didn't help me
30:29John?
30:29True
30:31Yeah I'm sorry about that
30:32I have like Tourette's
30:34I just speak what's on my mind
30:35And I don't always
30:36That's why I'm bad at keeping secrets
30:38So I'm sorry about that
30:39Yeah never tell him a secret
30:40No don't
30:41It's the worst
30:42Yeah
30:43If anything
30:43He'll say it within the first five minutes
30:45He'll be like
30:46Oh by the way did you see what happened?
30:48I'm like oh my god
30:51Okay
30:51I think that's good
30:52Yeah
30:53Wow
30:54You did good
30:54Thank you
30:55You did too
30:57Cool
30:58Thank you John
30:59Alright thanks so much Sean
31:01Dude that was the best session ever
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