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00:00Becky!
00:08You're not tripping.
00:09Carla, help me!
00:11No, don't, please. I just want some time with you.
00:15It's me.
00:17Not the hair and...
00:19I know you always hate me, sure.
00:22Underneath all this, I'm still the same Becky.
00:26Hey, watch it.
00:28Your Auntie Nessa will be fuming.
00:3030 quid of glasses, didn't she? Let us know about it.
00:33Hey, it's not a panic attack for you.
00:38It's still beating.
00:43I've dreamt about this day.
00:48So have I.
00:52And then I wake up...
00:54And you weren't there.
00:56And it would be like losing you over and over and over again.
01:07No, no, no.
01:10No, this isn't real. It can't...
01:12It can't be.
01:14We scattered your ashes.
01:16Oh, my God, I'm having a breakdown.
01:18I'm having a breakdown.
01:20Oh!
01:21This...
01:22This can't be real.
01:23This can't be real.
01:24No, no.
01:25Lisa.
01:26It's real.
01:27I don't understand.
01:28I don't understand.
01:29I don't understand.
01:30What happened?
01:31I don't understand.
01:32I don't understand.
01:33I don't understand.
01:34What happened?
01:35Mickey.
01:36It's been nearly four years.
01:38Where have you been?
01:39Where have you been?
01:40Where have you been?
01:41Where have you been?
01:42I've played this out in my head a million times.
01:43Now I'm here.
01:44it's been nearly four years
01:53played this out in my head a million times
02:06now i'm here
02:09it's hot
02:13well you haven't fallen into my arms
02:16it's complicated
02:22were you in hospital or a coma or
02:32even just saying it it just sounds crazy
02:38nothing like that
02:43did someone hurt you
02:45not physically
02:47i was afraid
02:49all the time
02:52me being held
02:55please please just tell me whatever it is however messy it is i mean
03:02it can't be worse than being told that you're dead
03:05i was in spain
03:08it wasn't a holiday
03:12no no you didn't have a passport
03:22i was there under another name
03:24you were in on it
03:31you weren't taken
03:35you planned it
03:37you chose to leave
03:41i said it wasn't a holiday
03:43i was looking over my shoulder the whole time
03:45i didn't know anyone
03:46i couldn't trust anyone
03:47well what were you doing there how were you living
03:49please this is hard for me
03:51this house your new life
03:53is she any taller
04:14she slept in my bed for 12 months solid
04:25well she didn't sleep
04:29she's like a dog with one eye open
04:32in case i went missing too
04:35i'm so sorry
04:39you joined a covert operation
04:42you went undercover in curtis's gang
04:44curtis becks
04:45one of the most dangerous men in manchester
04:48you put all of our lives at risk
04:50and you didn't trust me enough to tell me
04:52how could i
04:53well i could have helped you
04:54couldn't i
04:55there must have been another way
04:56yeah another way to wind up at the bottom of the canal
04:58you know that gang
05:00every cop in manchester knows them
05:02curtis was shot
05:06a few weeks ago
05:07a contract killing
05:09do you know that
05:10yeah
05:12there were chairs down at the station
05:13that's how much he was hated
05:15the lads went out on the lash
05:17i should have joined them
05:17he's destroyed my life
05:19he's destroyed mine
05:20yeah
05:27i got engaged
05:31last week
05:34what do you begrudge me some happiness
05:42no
05:43lisa i don't
05:46oh yeah but there's a but
05:48you know
05:48you're in shock
05:51you're angry
05:52oh
05:53so i should be grateful to you now
05:56what
05:57false alarm
06:01literally
06:01you're gonna want to sit down for this
06:05oh hello
06:06er
06:07lisa and i used to work together
06:08this is my wife
06:11this is becky twain
06:14you're becky
06:15um
06:16dead becky
06:18yeah
06:18well she's not anymore is she
06:20i don't even know where to start
06:23i was working undercover
06:25and my identity was leaked
06:27sorry give me a minute
06:29um
06:32you were under witness protection
06:36and you didn't know anything about this
06:40like any of it
06:42no
06:42and i call myself a detective
06:45huh
06:46i was furious
06:50i was furious
06:52she died in the line of duty
06:54this one
06:54she deserves weatherfield cathedral
06:57in her ten-gun salute
06:58and they wouldn't listen to me
07:00they wouldn't listen
07:02and now i know why
07:05so they weren't in on it
07:09yeah yeah
07:12yeah they were in on this lie
07:14at the highest level
07:15what about betsy
07:18i think she's been through enough for one day don't you
07:24what do you mean
07:25there was a hit in line
07:26it missed her
07:27but you know
07:28she's fine
07:29where is she
07:30was she hurt
07:30i want to see her
07:32no
07:32oh no
07:33no chance
07:34yeah i need to know she's alright
07:36okay can we take a breath
07:37she's an adult
07:38alright
07:39she's at 18 today
07:40you can't keep something like this from her
07:41i can't keep
07:42i need some help
07:50they say
07:52you can't just lay in my head
07:53with
07:54i'm sorry
08:13go after her
08:14what and leave you here waiting for betsy
08:18oh she is my daughter
08:19that's not what lisa wants
08:20is it
08:21oh what about what betsy wants
08:22oh for god's sake
08:27here's my mate
08:29can i
08:30just hide
08:32alright
08:35well sorry
08:36it's not a good time
08:37i gotta go
08:37so are you on your own
08:38there is something
08:40i have to tell you
08:42i
08:42i think might sound bizarre
08:45oh
08:46a little
08:47illogical
08:48even
08:49but
08:49when i was
08:52at the hospital
08:52yep
08:53with my back
08:55right
08:55i saw evelyn
08:57yep
08:57and i also saw
08:59lisa's
09:01wife
09:02lisa's
09:06dead wife
09:08a ghost
09:09no
09:10no it
09:11it was her
09:12and she was alive
09:13she was without a shadow of a doubt
09:16it was her
09:18this is not a conversation to be having on a doorstep
09:24well
09:25no offence
09:26it's not a conversation full stop
09:27because it sounds like something out of the bone identity
09:29ah
09:30i do
09:31you say something flippant
09:32well what was i supposed to say
09:33lisa still cries herself to sleep some nights
09:37and
09:37let's see
09:38well
09:38she's bereft
09:40and what kind of mother would put a child through that
09:43i don't pretend to have
09:45any answers to this
09:47but
09:48i am certain
09:49that it was her
09:51it was becky
09:52and it wasn't some
09:53body else
09:55based on what
09:58well there's the photo
09:59look
10:01you're basing this
10:03on a photo
10:04that was taken years ago
10:06of a woman we've never met
10:07so
10:08if i were you i'd get your glasses checked
10:11understood
10:14i'll let you get on
10:16i'll leave you to it
10:19thank you
10:25hey
10:26i'll take you heard that
10:29for somebody undercover
10:31you're doing a pretty rubbish job aren't you
10:33we need to find lisa
10:34you need to know that roy's like a dog with a bone
10:37he won't drop this
10:38yeah i'm serious
10:39the state lisa's in
10:40she might be in costello's office by now
10:42more likely the chief inspector
10:43yeah and believe me
10:44you do not want that
10:45carla we don't have time for
10:49shut up
10:49she's nowhere near the police
10:52station
10:53i can tell you exactly where she is
10:56hey what do you think you're doing
10:59well you don't want me waiting here for betsy
11:00i know where she is
11:08teddy bear wood
11:10that's what betsy called it
11:11we used to come here when she was little
11:13she thought there were real bears living in the trees
11:16hey
11:32teddy bear wood
11:39i'm sorry
11:41i came here after your funeral
11:48you used to come here a lot
11:51to sit
11:53think
11:56cry
11:59who did we come in
12:02do her family even know she's dead
12:05oh it's nothing to do with me
12:08that stuff was way above my pay grade
12:10do you ever think about her
12:13the poor mother
12:16wondering where she went
12:18if she's ever going to come back
12:23when it's time to give up
12:26her mother never gives up
12:28i've had a lot of time to think
12:35about her mother
12:37your mother
12:39gang down the police club
12:42the hockey girls
12:43everyone you can't
12:47there's a long list
12:50yeah this has got to be better
12:51us all still alive
12:53you not crying yourself to sleep every night
12:55you can't go back to being that happy little family
13:01your future's with carla
13:05i know that
13:06but you can't stop me seeing betsy
13:11she's an adult
13:11you go behind my back
13:13and you contact her
13:14or give her any clue at all
13:16that you are still alive
13:17and i swear i'll kill you
13:18hey
13:19we don't need to get into all that
13:21and nobody will ever know
13:22if i identified your body
13:24police officers are all above board
13:26you and your precious career
13:30you got in over your head
13:32so don't you dare ask me to feel sorry for you
13:35we're the ones who paid the price
13:37me and betsy
13:38and that poor woman in the coffin
13:39above your pay grade
13:43really
13:44she wasn't just a random off the street
13:47was she
13:48who was she rebecca
13:52and who are you
13:55because you're not the woman i fell in love with
13:57you are not worth the tears we shed
14:00i don't believe it was above your pay grade
14:17i know you're lying to me becky
14:20who died
14:22does it matter who she was
14:25i'd say so
14:27she's still not going to be honest with me even now
14:29hmm
14:30who was she becky
14:34it was a woman called tia
14:36hit and run
14:36a tragic accident
14:38tia wardley
14:39we met her
14:40she came to see us
14:41no that was
14:42no that was
14:42that wasn't her
14:44the real tia wardley died that night
14:48and the rest of the team thought we could use her death to help me get to safety
14:52the team
14:54oh my god
14:55this is insane
14:57so who was it that we spoke to at the bistro
15:02costello got a woman to pretend to be tia
15:05he did it to protect you
15:07costello's been laughing at me this whole time
15:10he identified your body
15:15he told me you didn't have to go through the pain of it
15:19he lied to my face
15:21he wanted to protect you as much as i did
15:24somehow i don't believe costello would be my guardian angel
15:28if it wasn't for him
15:29if it wasn't for that man you never would have left
15:31lisa
15:32had her left in a body bag
15:34curtis would have killed me
15:36no
15:36we're police officers
15:38we'd have locked him up
15:39for one of his minions to do his dirty work
15:41there was no other way
15:42so this tia
15:44the real one
15:45so what her friends and family just think she disappeared
15:49i don't know
15:51she was a loner
15:53homeless
15:53i
15:54i didn't ask that many questions
15:56but you have to believe me
15:57there's not a day that passes that i don't think about her
15:59the guilt is eating me up
16:01so why do it bex
16:04i had to keep you and betsy safe
16:11it was a choice between a stranger
16:15or the people i love most in the world
16:18and i would pick you two every time
16:20i didn't cause tears death
16:24none of us did
16:25but it gave me a way out
16:28and it makes me sick
16:30to my stomach
16:30and of course i care about her family
16:33i care about mine more
16:36you still left us
16:39i've been a wreck
16:41my heart ached
16:43for you and betsy
16:44but i couldn't put you in danger
16:47you didn't have to die
16:50you think it's black and white
16:53and it isn't
16:53right go on then
16:57what are the shades of grey
16:59i thought i could do it
17:02i wasn't known to curtis or his gang
17:04he didn't suspect me
17:05i could get on the inside
17:06you're spouting a whole load of rubbish
17:08again and again
17:09don't talk to me like i'm an idiot becky
17:13i know what going undercover's like
17:16and this isn't that
17:17you're telling me half truth
17:19and i'm not buying it
17:20it was legit lisa
17:21but yeah i did do it wrong
17:25i was cocky
17:27i thought i was smashing it
17:29but i wasn't
17:29i was stupid
17:32and i messed it up
17:34i messed it all up
17:36your ego did this
17:38yeah fine
17:40i admit it
17:41i wanted to be a hero
17:42i wanted the pats on the back
17:44when i brought them all down
17:45so yeah of course
17:46curtis found me out
17:47you always thought you were untouchable
17:49invincible
17:52yeah
17:54and how stupid was i
17:58eh
17:59if i'd been better
18:02if i'd been less full of myself
18:04maybe i'd still have a family
18:07i hate myself for it lisa
18:11that makes two of us
18:14all that pain
18:30all that grieving
18:33becky's here
18:35she's alive and kicking
18:38and been living it up in spain
18:39and darling
18:40i just don't know what to do with that
18:42because there's no rule book for any of this
18:44it's just
18:44it's just
18:45it's crazy
18:46lisa
18:49why now
18:57why rock up and do this now
18:59i tried to stay away but it hurt too much
19:02and i kept thinking about that list
19:04you know the one
19:06betts and i did and you found and kicked off about
19:09our girl's 18
19:11lisa
19:11we're supposed to be in paris
19:13do you know what no
19:15no
19:18you don't get to be upset
19:21and you don't get my sympathy
19:23you were dead
19:27she can stay dead
19:29please don't walk away lisa
19:32all right
19:32look let's do this somewhere more private
19:35i can't
19:37i just can't
19:38lisa you can't leave it like this
19:39thank you
19:43i'm not doing it for you
19:45here
19:47let's breathe
19:49let's breathe
19:51here
19:53okay
19:54waiting off the arc of pops
20:04it's a good plan
20:05yep
20:06which is the most terrible birthday ever
20:08well i wish i could disagree with you
20:11find some sort of silver lining
20:13but
20:13yeah
20:14as far as days go
20:16it's up there with the worst
20:17or down there
20:19would it be up or down
20:21i don't know but you're supposed to make me feel better
20:22sorry
20:23where's your mum with collar
20:26i don't know
20:27probably avoiding me because i'm a nightmare
20:30come on
20:31hardly
20:32i mean
20:34today can't have been easy for you
20:36i thought turning 18 meant like i was a grown up now or something
20:40oh god
20:41what
20:42am i meant to be a grown up and all
20:44wow
20:45why would that be like
20:47is this a birthday present from one of your boyfriends
20:54it was very funny
20:55you're actually gonna feel dead bad now
20:57because it's all for my mum
20:58dead mum
21:00yeah
21:01do you feel guilty for mocking me
21:03i do
21:04yeah
21:05yeah
21:05sorry about it
21:07it's very pretty
21:08yeah
21:09she was mega cool
21:12so you don't take after her then
21:14oh
21:14low blow
21:15it's a shame
21:16it's okay to miss her
21:20it's not fair is it
21:22life
21:24death
21:26probably sucks
21:27no it does
21:29plus in whatever cloud your mum's sitting on
21:34or whatever animal she's reincarnated as
21:37she'll be keeping her eye on you
21:42she'll be thinking that's my daughter
21:44and she's amazing
21:46for the first time in ages we were happy
21:49i'm not back to ruin anything between you two
21:52oh good to know
21:53seriously i just want a life
21:55and to see my daughter
21:57i need some time to get my head around all of this
22:03you know you didn't just pop to the shops rebecca
22:06you were gone years
22:07you died
22:09we grieved
22:11Betsy lost her mum and i lost the love of my life
22:15speaking of Betsy we should probably get back because
22:20she'll be wondering where we are
22:22of course you should sorry
22:24come on
22:25when can i see you again
22:29would you mind popping back to Bets and tell her i've been called in for a work thing
22:34i won't be long
22:36i just
22:38need to get in the right headspace before i come home
22:42love you
22:55i can't believe you're actually here
23:03keep thinking i'm gonna wake up
23:05and is it a dream or a nightmare
23:09please talk to me lisa
23:28i just need to know
23:31you need to know what
23:32you need to know what
23:34hmm
23:34don't my heart was broken without you
23:36all i wanted
23:40was one more minute with you
23:42just one
23:44just to kiss you one more time
23:50just to hold your hand one more time
23:53and you've got that i'm right here
23:55no
23:56no no no no
23:58no
23:59you can't do this to me
24:01okay
24:02i'm sorry
24:03i'm sorry
24:04for all of it
24:07for all of it
24:11it's you
24:13it's really you
24:19it's me lisa
24:25i made the wrong decision
24:33maybe you're right
24:37maybe we could have found another way
24:41but it was all because i wanted to keep you in betsy safe
24:46that's all i've ever wanted is to take care of you both
24:49how could you let that little girl think that you were gone forever
24:55i've never known paint like it
25:05i think she'd say the same
25:14i didn't hear you come in
25:23she looked so peaceful i didn't want to wake her
25:28yeah
25:29part sambuca induced
25:31part sadness
25:32couldn't keep her eyes open
25:34don't blame her for being upset
25:36yeah well you know i'm the king of cheering people up
25:40but i don't think i did the best
25:42she's worried about tyrone
25:45just giving herself an odd time
25:48i'm missing becky
25:50sorry
25:51didn't mean to make you feel awkward
25:54just
25:55you're a great stepmom to me
25:57you know that
25:58no it's not you ryan
25:59i'm just
26:00just tired
26:01yeah well you've been ages
26:03you've been with lisa
26:04no on my own
26:08you were right
26:10yeah fine
26:13do you want me to run you a bath
26:14or something
26:15you're so sweet you know i'm alright
26:17okay
26:18well
26:20i'm proper into the da vinci code
26:22and i don't care if it's 20 years too late
26:24because
26:24it's banging
26:25so
26:26i'm gonna put a couple of chapters away
26:28while i'm in the tub
26:28that's alright
26:29knock yourself out
26:30some birthday
26:35hey kiddo
26:36i need to see her
26:45lisa
26:45i know it'll be a shock
26:47it'll be so much for her to take in
26:49but
26:49it's like you said
26:51all those regrets
26:53wishing you could have said one last thing to me
26:56betsy will feel the same
26:57will she
26:58of course she will
26:59and now we can do all the things she thought she'd lost forever
27:02you've lost it
27:05i just want to hold her close to me and tell her i'll never leave her again
27:09but you don't know that do you
27:11i do lisa
27:11no no
27:13no no no no
27:15we don't know you
27:17we can't trust you
27:19yeah look you're just freaking out
27:21and that makes sense
27:22of course you are
27:23but think how betsy will feel seeing me again
27:27no
27:29no she can't find out
27:32not like this
27:32no no no
27:33it'll be a shock
27:34but think how happy she'll be
27:35her mum's back
27:36have you lost your mind
27:37have you
27:39no
27:41no you stay away from betsy
27:44i mean it
27:44lisa
27:44no i mean it
27:45you were gone
27:48and we were finally doing okay
27:50things were good until you
27:51please don't do this
27:55look just get out
27:56okay
27:56okay
27:57and don't come back
27:58i'm staying at a hotel
28:00i don't care
28:02just get out
28:05go
28:07ryan said she was utterly exhausted so i don't want to wake her in case she started
28:35i've got to be enough at me
28:36where is she
28:40she went to some hotel
28:44don't know each one and i don't think it care
28:48lisa what can i do to make this
28:52i don't know
28:53easier for you
28:54i don't know
29:09you
29:11i don't know
29:11you
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