00:00What are you doing?
00:02Morning.
00:04Hi.
00:06It's a big day.
00:08Making pancakes.
00:10Yeah?
00:12With Lincoln berries?
00:14You should not just mix up Sweden and Switzerland.
00:20A what?
00:22A what?
00:30Are you sure you don't want any help?
00:38I can wait by the truck.
00:40I'm good.
00:42Well, don't be so stubborn. I have muscles.
00:44I know you have muscles.
00:46I just don't want to hurt anyone.
00:48Well, I can meet you at your new place at least.
01:00I'll use Nine Pro torando on a
01:01ļæ½ a whole house.
01:03You can use her olderness as well.
01:05Wait.
01:06How came I?
01:08You have plenty to do it.
01:09And we really hate him move it.
01:10I think some people whoęč©² jean
01:12havećć¼ć of medievals,
01:15there should be towards her betterć§ćć.
01:17You can't be wade,
01:18but it's always fun to make the process.
01:20You can play goodinek levar,
01:22and let's do that in the action.
01:24I've actually never finished doing those best communications.
01:26On the ship to government.
01:29Hey.
01:30You look like shit.
01:37Alright, what happened?
01:38You know, just getting ready for the big move.
01:42Well, you look like shit. No offense.
01:50Wow, yeah, sure do.
01:52Okay, come on, let's go. Come on, come on.
02:22Very good.
02:34Happy?
02:35Nope.
02:38You gotta put on shoes first.
02:40If you don't put on shoes, the pants come right off, trust me.
02:53Okay, feel better?
02:55Not really.
02:56Good. That was a test of your honesty.
02:59Okay, come on. Let's go make some coffee.
03:03So last night?
03:04Yeah.
03:05You're pretty fucking awful to me.
03:07Sorry.
03:08Shut up, I already forgave you.
03:10But you know, it did get me thinking.
03:13These aren't the people we're supposed to be, Cal.
03:17Ever feel that way?
03:19Yeah.
03:20All the time, actually.
03:23We gotta move to another country.
03:25I don't know if that would change anything.
03:26What do we do?
03:28Start over, I guess.
03:32Fucking constantly.
03:35Start over with what?
03:37Being people.
03:39I don't know.
03:41Trying to be.
03:42I don't think he'd leave me, actually.
03:52I just thought maybe he'd be afraid of me.
03:59Why would you want that?
04:01I don't know.
04:04So then maybe you know what it's like being with him.
04:07You think Ian's afraid of me?
04:10Oh, definitely.
04:11Yeah.
04:13Yes.
04:18It's gonna be okay.
04:19Eventually.
04:21You sure you don't want me to stay?
04:23Yeah, I've got pants on.
04:25Yeah.
04:26Shoes.
04:27I can handle anything.
04:29So what do I do now?
04:33You say goodbye.
04:36With dignity.
04:38Thanks.
04:40Thanks.
04:42Mmm.
04:57Tom, it is what it looks like.
04:59Okay.
05:00And it's not a big deal.
05:01No, I know, I agree.
05:03I'm just processing.
05:05You're acting like I cheated on you.
05:07I bought a print before we were dating.
05:10My boyfriend's print.
05:12Look.
05:14I'm not judging you.
05:16Well, there's nothing to judge.
05:17I'm just trying to understand.
05:22Look.
05:25I just wanted to feel closer to him.
05:28Why?
05:29We went through the same thing.
05:31Not exactly.
05:32Well, I'm sorry, but it felt that way to me.
05:35I never met your parents.
05:37And we never carried each other home drunk.
05:39You didn't hold my hand at my grandmother's funeral.
05:42We didn't get STD tests together.
05:43You didn't lose your virginity to me.
05:45You never told me that I'd be this great writer
05:46before I even published anything.
05:47No, we don't have a house and a life and a cat, Jeremy.
05:51So I'm sorry.
05:55I'm sorry.
05:56I knew that.
05:58And it kills me.
06:00I don't want it to kill you.
06:01Yeah, okay.
06:02I got it.
06:04So that's it then.
06:06I'm just nothing to you.
06:09No, I just...
06:13I don't have a lot of room left in me right now.
06:15This is not what I wanted anyway.
06:25What did you want?
06:29I wanted you, Tom.
06:32And when you figure out who the fuck that is,
06:35I won't be waiting.
06:45I'm gonna stop doing this.
07:08Justin, Ian, you're a really nice guy.
07:10I'm breaking up with me,
07:11because technically I don't think you can break up with me
07:13because we're not actually dating.
07:15I really like you.
07:22That's it?
07:24Yep.
07:25That's it.
07:28I really like you.
07:30And...
07:33I'm sorry that I've been a little bit obsessed with...
07:36myself lately.
07:40Always.
07:41I, um...
07:44I guess when you have a lot of feelings,
07:46it's easy to forget that other people feel things too.
07:49Everyone feels things.
07:51I know.
07:53I feel things.
07:55And I want to know what those things are.
07:57Well...
07:59The one I miss you sometimes, obviously.
08:00And I'm still really angry.
08:02Like, really...
08:04Punch things angry.
08:07Is it weird that I think that's a little bit sexy?
08:12I still just look at your face and I just want to scream.
08:18Oh no.
08:20It's okay, you know what?
08:21You can scream at me.
08:22As loud as you want.
08:24Ahhhh.
08:26Ahhhh.
08:28Ahhhh.
08:30Ahhhh.
08:35I would have been there with you.
08:37For you.
08:38I know.
08:39I just...
08:40I wasn't ready to have kids, you know?
08:41I'm sorry.
08:42I just...
08:43I didn't know how to tell you and I just wasn't ready to have kids.
08:46Trust me, I agree.
08:47Believe me.
08:50But I should have told you first.
08:52You should have told me first.
08:54I know we're not like...
09:00Dating.
09:01But...
09:03If it's okay with you...
09:05I would like to start talking.
09:09Maybe.
09:12I would like to get to know you, Kathy.
09:15Biblically.
09:20Wanna get some breakfast?
09:21I do.
09:22But I...
09:23Oh, I can't.
09:24I have other plans.
09:25What?
09:27Cal's moving.
09:31Hey.
09:33Hey.
09:34I'm an idiot.
09:35I forgot to label everything before I taped it shut.
09:37Foucault.
09:38That is...
09:40Obviously you.
09:44How's Jeremy?
09:47What are you doing?
09:49Saying goodbye with dignity.
09:52We split up.
09:56Already?
09:58Sorry, that's not funny.
09:59No, it kinda is.
10:01You were right.
10:05I think I need to be single for a while.
10:08I think I need to learn how to do that.
10:11Well, you won't have to change any of your sexual tendencies.
10:15Sorry.
10:16Below the belt.
10:18Yeah.
10:19Yeah.
10:20You were really below the belt.
10:22But you know what?
10:24I didn't expect as much from you.
10:27Yeah, well.
10:29A lot of fun, aren't it?
10:31Your joy to be around.
10:33Apparently.
10:34Apparently.
10:41I want you to know that I am sorry.
10:47Fuck context.
10:48Fuck pride.
10:49I'm just...
10:51Sorry.
10:53Me too.
10:56I didn't mean to hurt you.
10:58That's bullshit.
10:59Fair.
11:02Because I just didn't think that I could.
11:04Right.
11:07Why?
11:10You've always been a lot stronger than me.
11:11You dated me for fuck's sake.
11:14That's something.
11:18Yeah, I guess that is.
11:23God, I can't believe that we're splitting up Christmas.
11:29Everything must go.
11:33I remember the first night we moved into this place.
11:36And just stared up at the ceiling.
11:38I remember you said some cheesy shit, like...
11:43I've never been happier to not afford cable.
11:47Well, I meant it.
11:51Still got to set up the next week, though.
11:57What happened to us?
11:59I don't know.
12:02It had already started.
12:04You said it wouldn't happen again.
12:07And I said that I forgave you.
12:09And we were both already lying.
12:13I did love you.
12:17I do.
12:20I love you too, asshole.
12:21I'm scared, Cal.
12:25I'm scared, Cal.
12:27Me too.
12:29What's gonna happen to us?
12:32I guess we'll see.
12:34And you were even more golden
12:37I guess we'll see.
12:39And I was even more free
12:43I'm not ready for the fall
12:49I'm not ready for the school year
12:53I don't fit in there at all
12:59I think you and I belong here
13:04In summer
13:06We hardly spent a moment in the shade
13:10And grew a taste for powdered lemonade
13:26And by July we were so golden
13:32And by July I knew I'd like to stay
13:37Now I'm not ready for the fall
13:41I'm not ready for the fall
13:44I'm not ready for the school year
13:50I don't fit in there at all
13:56I think you and I belong here
14:01In summer
14:07I've never written a letter
14:13My spelling's not that good
14:19The telephone's not much better
14:25I feel all misunderstood
14:28I feel all sore
14:29No I didn't lange
14:31I feel all hattefuss
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