00:00I was just about to call Sarışeker and settle the score.
00:04Sweetie, does it suit you at all to borrow money from me?
00:07Besides, I have such new, fresh, good news for you.
00:11I mean, it wouldn't be bad for a messenger, would it?
00:20She fooled my son again.
00:23Who knows what she's up to?
00:25What can I say? May God give you patience, sweetie.
00:30TURKEY
00:48Girl, what were you talking to that woman about?
00:51What could I possibly talk to her about?
00:53I went out to see Feriha.
00:56She's back with her husband.
00:58I'm so sorry, sweetie.
01:00She's going to let her husband know that I'm back.
01:05I feel so sorry for her. I'm going to die.
01:08I'm so sorry.
01:28TURKEY
01:58Gülent had a very difficult conversation with my father.
02:03I think he was also affected by the reaction in the cemetery.
02:10What difference does it make?
02:13He was right from the start.
02:16Your father is going back to Russia tomorrow.
02:19I think he'll stay there forever.
02:23He suggested that Gülent go with him, but Gülent didn't agree.
02:28Aren't you going to talk to your father?
02:30TURKEY
02:56I'll be fine if we go to the airport now.
03:00TURKEY
03:21He fooled you again.
03:26How much longer are you going to fool yourself?
03:29Look, if you're talking about Rüya...
03:32No, I'm talking about you and me.
03:34I see.
03:36Feriha didn't come back, but she still affected you.
03:42Feriha, Feriha, Feriha.
03:47Do you hear me? I'm talking about you and me.
03:51Our problem is not Feriha.
03:53Feriha is where you ran away.
03:56You're trying to hide behind her and make her forget the mistakes you made in the past.
04:00You're doing harm to us, to her and to yourself.
04:06What are you saying, Emir?
04:08I'm telling you not to hide anymore.
04:12Are you trying to make her forget that you left me?
04:15Don't work for nothing, you can't make her forget.
04:17You can't make her and me forget.
04:20When I was 10 years old, you made a choice.
04:24You can't make her forget, mom.
04:26You can't make Feriha forget this for us.
04:29Son, when did you become so merciless?
04:36To me, to your mother.
04:39Merciless?
04:41Don't, mom.
04:44I was only 10 years old.
04:47I didn't have the right to make a choice when you were making one.
04:50I didn't want to leave you.
04:54How can you act like you don't know this?
04:59How can you act like we never talked about this?
05:02Did we talk about this?
05:04Let's not run away from this for once.
05:07Did we really talk about this with you, mom?
05:10When I needed you the most, did we talk about why I stayed with my father?
05:15Did we talk about what I felt?
05:18This is what happens when we don't talk.
05:20You felt guilty.
05:23It grew as you didn't talk.
05:25And you did the only thing you could do.
05:27You found Feriha to suppress your guilt.
05:31Maybe her lies gave you what you needed.
05:34Feriha became the second woman who hurt me.
05:37Because you were the first.
05:40She gave you a chance to feel like a mother.
05:43And you grew the hatred you had for her with all your might.
05:47And you became a mother again.
05:50Demir, these are...
05:52No, Feriha's husband doesn't tell you this.
05:54And your son, who hasn't thought about you for years, doesn't tell you this either.
06:00Your 10-year-old son tells you this.
06:03He's a child.
06:04When he cries because he misses his mother, his father tells him he's a child.
06:09Don't try to prove yourself to me.
06:13Let's put the past behind us.
06:15Let's be a real mother and son.
06:18I forgave you.
06:20I've been carrying the hatred against my mother since I was 10.
06:23I'm tired of it.
06:27I don't have the strength for this anymore.
06:30I made peace with you.
06:33You make peace with yourself now.
07:14You need time.
07:20What are you going to do now?
07:24Are you going to wait for him to go back to the hotel,
07:27turn around and make a decision about Bülent's life?
07:32Don't leave her alone, okay?
07:43I love you.
08:13I love you, too.
08:43I love you, too.
08:56Aysun.
08:58Is this a joke? Is this a sign of doom?
09:00You're drinking alone here.
09:08You're crying, Aysun. What happened?
09:11With your husband?
09:15With my son.
09:20With my son.
09:22What did that jerk do again?
09:25Do you know what he did?
09:28Today...
09:32...our...
09:36...my...
09:40...he told him what I did.
09:49Today, my son was 5 years old, Ünal.
09:53Today, my son was 10 years old.
09:59Today, my son...
10:04...was the child I left for you.
10:10Today...
10:12...my son...
10:16...was my biggest defeat.
10:20You have to forgive me.
10:27It's my fault.
10:44Will I be able to get it to you tomorrow?
10:46Of course you will. I'll give you the addresses.
10:48Okay, I'm on it.
10:50I wish you a good night.
11:02Do you remember Sophie's choice and the movie?
11:12Did I make the choice?
11:14Mine is the same.
11:20But I chose my own life.
11:24I chose myself.
11:28I chose to break my own son's heart.
11:38I thought I won.
11:46But I couldn't win.
11:52Come on Aysun.
11:54You drank too much.
11:56Go home.
12:00When will you accept?
12:04It's not even bad.
12:06When will you accept that you can't even be a father?
12:12You are exaggerating.
12:14Because you are very drunk.
12:16We both did our best.
12:18We did the best we could.
12:24It wasn't enough to make Emir happy.
12:34Our son was unhappy.
12:38Emir was very unhappy.
12:42What is happiness Aysun?
12:44It comes and goes.
12:46Sometimes you don't even realize it.
12:50When it's gone, you realize how happy you were once.
12:56It's a sin.
12:58Today is the day I left Emir.
13:12Today is the day I left Emir.
13:28Aysun.
13:42It was all my fault.
13:46I forced you to go.
13:50I was the one who didn't realize what I had done.
14:20Sanem.
14:38I haven't been able to reach you for two days.
14:40Your phone is off.
14:42I was wondering how you were.
14:44I was in Izmir.
14:48We lost Ebahar.
14:50It can't be serious.
14:52How did it happen?
14:54It happened suddenly.
14:56Aneurysm.
14:58Is Bilal here?
15:00He's inside.
15:02He doesn't know anyone here.
15:04He didn't want to be alone.
15:06He's sleeping now.
15:08He doesn't have my number.
15:10I'll see him.
15:12Is there anything I can do?
15:16Goodbye.
15:32I told them you were sleeping.
15:34But now you really have to sleep a little, Bülent.
15:46You haven't slept for three days.
15:50Do you want me to give you some medicine?
15:54I just want to stay here like this.
15:58I want you to stay with me.
16:02You don't have to feel like you have to talk to me.
16:06You don't have to try to be good to me.
16:10Just let me stay here.
16:14Just let me stay here.
16:32Yes?
16:34Which newspaper?
16:36Yes, I'm listening.
16:38What do I think about my son working in another club?
16:44I think you're crazy because you can't find anything else to write.
16:48Send me whatever you're using.
16:50Come on, brother.
16:52Come on.
16:54Nonsense.
16:56I'm going to leave here without waiting a day after graduation.
17:00Maybe a year.
17:02Maybe longer.
17:04But I'm not going back here again.
17:06I don't want it to be four years.
17:08Until Koray gets divorced.
17:10I don't care what Koray does.
17:12I don't care if he gets divorced or has children.
17:16I don't have a place for him in my future plans.
17:20I'm all alone.
17:22Actually, I've always been alone.
17:24But he was always with you.
17:26As your boyfriend or friend.
17:30Yes?
17:36I have to go.
17:38Let's say a little favor to each other.
17:46Yes.
17:48What did you find?
17:50I confess, I worked very hard.
17:52It was a very serious operation.
17:54I know you didn't find it for free.
17:56Tell me.
17:58I don't know if it's good for you.
18:00I don't know if it's good for your father.
18:02His name is Savaş Özdemir.
18:04Who is he?
18:06He's a sports teacher.
18:10Let's say he's a personal trainer.
18:14He worked in a gym for a while.
18:16They got close to each other.
18:18But when your daughter couldn't pay for the gym,
18:22she quit.
18:24Which gym?
18:26One.
18:28Two.
18:30Three.
18:32Four.
18:34The other side.
18:38Hello.
18:40Hello.
18:42I think you're new.
18:44I'll help you.
18:46I'm looking for Mr. Savaş.
18:48I want you to take care of him.
18:50Okay.
18:52I'll send Mr. Savaş.
18:56Okay.
19:04She's a nice girl.
19:06Hi, I'm Savaş.
19:08Hi, I'm Hande.
19:10Welcome, Hande. How can I help you?
19:12I'm one of the guys who can't continue
19:14because of the gym.
19:16They recommended you a lot.
19:18You have a good relationship.
19:20It's good.
19:22Then let's get started.
19:24Lie on your back.
19:28Lift your legs up.
19:30Put your hands down.
19:32A little bit.
19:34Super.
19:36You look great.
19:38I have lucky genes.
19:40Do you study?
19:42Yes.
19:44I study.
19:46I'll graduate at the end of the year.
19:48I'm in the business department.
19:50I was shocked when I saw you at school.
19:52By the way, who recommended me?
19:54Rüya.
19:58Since I can make you laugh,
20:00she's in your mind.
20:02Rüya is a nice girl.
20:04We had a good time here.
20:06Just here?
20:08Isn't that a weird question?
20:10Weird?
20:12Isn't it a special question?
20:14Look, Hande, my time is up.
20:16I'll leave you alone for today.
20:18If you want, come earlier tomorrow morning.
20:20We'll continue tomorrow, okay?
20:24I don't want to hear this nonsense again.
20:26What you say is nonsense.
20:28It's written in the doctor's reports.
20:30They didn't find any medicine in Cansu's blood.
20:32How many times have we seen Ms. Senem
20:34giving Cansu medicine?
20:36Look, I know how sad you are for Cansu.
20:38I'm very sad for her, too.
20:40But this doesn't change the fact
20:42that Cansu is sick.
20:44Besides,
20:46if the doctors don't believe her
20:48there must be a reason.
20:50Right?
20:52Mom, forget about Cansu's illness
20:54and the doctors.
20:56We saw her giving Cansu medicine.
20:58But they didn't find any medicine in her blood.
21:02I'm telling you
21:04that Senem's obsession
21:06has crossed the line.
21:08God!
21:14It's unbelievable.
21:16Mr. Emre, how can she start working in another company?
21:18The ad didn't mean anything bad,
21:20but this is very bad.
21:22If you think of Mr. Nal,
21:24you can't handle this.
21:26What is it that you can't handle?
21:28It's a sweet news, Mr. Nal.
21:38You
