00:00I ask myself all the time if I'm, if I'm doing the right thing, you know?
00:08I may be crazy, I may be delusional, but I don't care.
00:16Hi, baby! Hola, mi amor!
00:20Yeah, it's mommy!
00:23Hi, baby!
00:25Hola!
00:27Hi, baby!
00:30Good job! Yay!
00:33Oh no, now he's got the bug, he's got the camera.
00:37That's my very first headshot ever!
00:40Look! That's mommy at 18!
00:44I think this was like maybe a little, this was right before LA, another, like a photographer friend was like,
00:52you always have these photographer friends are like, I'm gonna do photos for you.
00:55And so he's like, let's do pigtails.
00:58Mm-hmm.
00:59I was really scared when I first got pregnant.
01:01There's a lot of wonderfully talented actresses that are waiting on getting married and having kids.
01:08The stories they were telling me are about actors whose careers were over and actors who had a hard time
01:13coming back.
01:14The blue goes inside the green, the purple.
01:17There was a sense of urgency to come back, like ASAP.
01:24So I don't always have an actor to run lines with me or a husband to run lines with me
01:29or an acting coach.
01:29So I use an app. I can do it in my car while I'm doing the dishes.
01:35It just, it really helps when you have limited time to study.
01:38You know, now that I have Maxwell, I've really had to become more efficient.
01:42So, um...
01:44Thank God for technology!
01:45Okay.
01:49Um...
01:50Hey Mace, I need to show up one of these nights.
01:53What the fuck you doing here, Eve?
01:56Headlining a show, what's it look like?
01:58You know what it looks like.
01:59I had to find your face in a club flyer.
02:02This is my, no.
02:04At least there's someone else in this club.
02:06We need to talk.
02:08That's my son.
02:09He was there when I was recording it.
02:11But that's what you said last night, so...
02:19Hi!
02:45Hey Mace, I need to show up one of these nights.
02:49Eve, what the hell are you doing here?
02:51Headlining a show.
02:52What's it look like?
02:53You know what it looks like, okay?
02:55I had to find your face on a club flyer.
02:58More than I've seen your face the last 18 months.
03:03Perfect.
03:05Excellent work.
03:06Nice!
03:07Martha!
03:07Thank you!
03:07Oh my God!
03:08Love it!
03:08Thank you so much.
03:09I just appreciate this opportunity.
03:13I have your door.
03:19Changing, changing, changing, changing, changing.
03:24There's the bathroom!
03:30Do I look like an attorney now?
03:33So we are going to my second audition for the day.
03:36This one's a comedy.
03:37The other one was drama.
03:39We did a costume change.
03:41I forgot my makeup, so faded lipstick it is for this one.
03:56All right, Marta.
03:57Yeah.
03:58I'm ready.
03:59You're all set?
04:00I'm all set.
04:01Let's do it.
04:03Now he is a man of integrity.
04:05I want to see those carcasses.
04:08Really good.
04:09No, I love that one.
04:10Okay.
04:10I love that one.
04:12You should feel good about that one.
04:13Awesome.
04:13That was great.
04:14Awesome.
04:14I have a crazy thought.
04:15Yeah.
04:16Can you do a Russian accent?
04:18Yes.
04:18We wouldn't ask you to do it today, because that's insane.
04:21Okay.
04:22That was it.
04:23That was the audition.
04:29Now I have to go home and make dinner.
04:33Yeah.
04:34You know, it gets to the point where you go, can I do all this?
04:38You know, you're like, can I, should I be acting?
04:40I'm pursuing another career, and taking care of him, and I'm exhausted, and this.
04:45But then you book something while you're exhausted, and you're like, oh, it doesn't matter.
04:50No, you can.
04:57We're here to watch my Criminal Minds episode.
05:01Very close to that.
05:02Yeah?
05:02Very close to that.
05:04Okay.
05:06Woo!
05:07Woo!
05:09The baby!
05:10The baby!
05:11The baby!
05:11The baby!
05:12The baby!
05:12The baby!
05:13The baby!
05:14The baby!
05:16Oh, here it goes.
05:18Is it happening?
05:20Not yet.
05:21I'm about to...
05:22Is it happening?
05:23What's happening?
05:24Shhh!
05:28Ooh!
05:30That's right.
05:31Scaring away, babe.
05:32Come on!
05:33You're going to be all right.
05:40You're going to be all right.
05:44Ba-ba-ba!
05:45Ha-ha-ha-ha!
05:46It's happening like this.
05:47Patty kick.
05:49Patty kick.
05:50Patty kick.
05:52I know.
05:54We will be all right.
05:55You made me sing a song.
06:03Oh! Mommy's voice is the same without the boss. Yeah!
06:10It's been a journey. I don't know what to expect. I am a little worried and I'm hopeful
06:18on both. I think that's my existence as an actor. I'm worried and I'm hopeful all the
06:23time. You have to take control. You're the one that got ready and drove all the way across
06:29town and you're the one that's been studying for days and, you know, missing time with your
06:32son. You only get a few seconds sometimes or a few minutes. People aren't going to stop
06:38to watch you. You have to create a stage for yourself. You have to take control.
