00:03Repeat to yourself that they're not really gone.
00:06Time has proven that fooling yourself into believing the lie is the most effective way to deal with things you
00:10have no control over.
00:12Keep listening to the mixtapes they made.
00:14You overanalyze every single word you hear.
00:17Was this a sign that things were going wrong?
00:19No, no, you were the one who cared too hard, not them.
00:22Stay up every single night staring at your phone, either attempting to gather up the courage to turn these demons,
00:27these constant reminders of your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream or praying just for one second you
00:34could feel the warmth of equally returned love.
00:41Go out for coffee four times a week by yourself.
00:44Always bring your notebook, never stop writing.
00:46Leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip.
00:48Watch them smile as you get in your car.
00:51Talk down on yourself whenever possible.
00:53My life is shit because I deserve it, right?
00:55You must have done something really bad.
00:57It's nearly impossible for you to cry now.
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