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00:00this is a joke right why is he saying this I had to tell you jazz it wasn't
00:09there are you serious Josh I think I should go no no you stay right there how
00:14long of course it matters how long when I first got to Walford we didn't know who
00:24each other was back then and to be fair you were kind of in prison for murder
00:28oh yes that makes it fine then doesn't it no harm done okay Tommy Lily take the boys
00:32in the kitchen give them some space come on no chance when's it end hello when's it
00:37ends Josh we were together last night in my defense we're trying to end it I'll kill
01:04you I'm gonna kill how the hell are you gonna explain hooking up with my brother
01:09behind my back no I don't explain it it wasn't like we're having an affair or
01:13anything yeah it was just sex shut up what's wrong with you you need to work on
01:17that defense yeah thanks dad let's get him out of your neck get him get him neutered
01:21blame me okay don't blame him why why you have everything Josh everything why take
01:29the one thing that's just mine it wasn't like that it just happened I'm sorry yeah I never meant
01:35to hurt you I promise you wouldn't have shouted at him without good reason enough to make him run
01:53out behind a moving car now times I put the fear of God into my kids over the years he
02:07needs you
02:09that's all that matters right now that's the point Ian he's terrified and he needs me to come for him
02:19but all I can think is that I put you in here and if he has done serious damage for
02:27the rest of his
02:29life I am gonna think this is what I've done we've all said things in the heat at the moment
02:36we didn't
02:36mean it doesn't make you a bad moment running away from the consequences that would and you're not
02:45gonna do that oh yeah are you okay Kwame you know what yeah I think I am
03:10hey hey what's all this
03:15Eddie's stuff in the morning it's all going to the tip I'll make sure it's the one with the
03:20incinerator mind you it's been touched by the devil so I don't know if it'll burn
03:27hello what are you doing hey am I missing something or
03:34you all right it's time to move on yeah let the past be the past good but um I'll fire
03:46because
03:50we still need to talk about the elephant in the room and his money yeah I said you know I
03:58may be a lot
03:59of things but I'd never accept what essentially was a bribe from a man as toxic and vile as your
04:06dad
04:06without a good reason well I know that and you did what you had to do at the time but
04:11that's exactly the
04:12point in it it is blood money from a controlling racist bigger and a murderer quite yeah so I don't
04:24want
04:25nothing to do with it I'll be thinking I think we should give it away yeah to charity okay yeah
04:38if if that's
04:40what you want I mean I wouldn't usually condone giving away such large amounts of cash especially
04:45when we're still up the creek without a paddle but if that's what you want to do fine but I
04:52can't
04:54bail you out anymore don't worry I'll come up with a plan for finances I'll ask for a loan you
04:59know get
04:59an extension of credit line with the supplies I'll sort it I will sort it okay yeah thanks
05:12Cindy uh that was for me actually fine slow down Oscar no same again I think you should listen to
05:21your dad what advice from him he's the reason I'm in this mess it starts with him right so I
05:27made you
05:27cheat did I yeah I was the best tadpole you had to offer dad right the one that won the
05:32race and
05:32still inherited your ability of making absolute mess out of everything right fair enough look I have
05:36messed things up over the years yeah I admit it a lot you feeling sorry for yourself ain't gonna do
05:41anything is it this is your mess Oscar right you clear it up yeah like how you clear things up
05:46with
05:46Tanya yeah dad you remind me how did you clear things up with her after you cheat on her of
05:50your
05:50son's missus do you want my help or not are you joking help I want to be nothing like you
05:58I said same again please Cindy
06:02look Oscar you're very young and sometimes I think we forget that you probably think this is the end of
06:10the world but trust me you are gonna screw up worse than this much worse isn't that right Max okay
06:18that's not helping Cindy all I'm saying is it's fine to screw up it happens it doesn't make you a
06:25bad
06:25person as long as you realize where you've gone wrong and take some accountability
06:41okay Jordan just gonna tap your foot like this okay that's it doing really well one more I can't do
06:51this of course you can you've got this what are you doing here don't have to be anywhere near us
06:57mom just leave here you've got some nerve here look I should um I should be going home let me
07:04know where Jordan is later oh so you can update Johnny Johnny it's nothing okay it's just a
07:12formality I'll catch up here later
07:18miss Fox my name's mr. Ryder paediatric spinal surgeon is it okay if we have a word somewhere a
07:25little more private
07:35on your feet girls
07:42Jasmine drink that you'll feel a lot better I promise
07:47Josh how could you I told you I didn't want to come tonight you were the one who pushed me
07:52hang on did you know what no no don't blame her she knew nothing all right I did you know
08:00and you
08:00never said anything I saw them last night I just wanted to get today out the way and then then
08:06then
08:06we could deal with it same women you shot me off to the police you've not really liked me have
08:10you
08:10Kat oh hold on a minute that's not true all right I did this to protect you I think we
08:14should go
08:14what was all that about earlier then hmm having a laugh behind my back I need to fix this let's
08:22just
08:22go see everyone pussyfooting around poor little Joshy even when he's the one in the rock do you know
08:28just that I don't take this I never want to see you again get out of my face pick it
08:32up I'm gonna kill him
08:35stop stop stop stop stop stop calm down all right listen to me I know you're hurting right now
08:44sweetheart okay but did this is not how you handle things yeah you're better than this and you're better
08:52than them come on listen I think you better leave yeah I don't even know what
09:14to say to her Jasmine's been trouble from day one is she she's been through a
09:20lot yeah exactly and maybe deep down that's why he stayed with her but blind loyalty it's great
09:26it's not exactly healthy grounds for a relationship is it your dad's got a point Oscar I mean what you
09:32had it it's been built on lies lying from the start you know about her and your dad killing
09:38Anthony Oscar she threw me down the stairs and left me for dead oh who hasn't left you for dead
09:44around here all I'm saying is this could be your chance to walk away um so I guess our secrets
10:03out
10:03then we've had a look at his scans and we're still happy with the reduction in swelling so that's that's
10:10good right however what is slightly more concerning is that Jordan is not properly responding to
10:16stimuli this makes us worried his spinal cord may have been damaged but he said earlier is his legs
10:24felt funny didn't you this could be a neuropathic symptom your son's nervous system misinterpreting
10:32signals despite a loss of sensation so hold on does that mean that he might never walk again I'm afraid
10:42that could be a possibility I feel sick come on Josie breathe it is worth bearing in mind that Jordan
10:49is still very young so his ability to rehab it's going to be great and perhaps with some extended
10:56physiotherapy there is a chance the damage might be reversible so but what chance like what 50 50
11:05what better worse what we talking it is too early to say but I can assure you he is going
11:12to be seen
11:13by the very best of people look I'll give you both a minute yeah Chelsea stop stop come on come
11:30on
11:41I'm sorry
11:46little heads up would have been good yeah just a tiny one I just couldn't bear it
11:54the bracelet that she gave me the cake she just looks so happy Oscar all that love that she was
12:06just feeling for you for me
12:11it just came out yeah you just decided to take that all away from her did you
12:18she's my sister I couldn't keep lying to her
12:25we've made a mess of things tonight has been awful
12:43can we really not try and make something good
12:45come from this
12:53no I swear I only found out last night and I called him out on it I called them both
12:58out
12:58and I told them it has to stop that makes it all right then cheers man I know you're angry
13:05and I know you're hurting but we're on your side we're here for ya well I am at least right
13:16maybe I messed up again but what else could I do hey I told Oscar to stay away tonight and
13:22I thought you'd want Josh here to to make you happy I know it looks like I buried my head
13:27in the sand but I swear I was doing it to protect both of you you from getting your heart
13:32broken on your birthday and you from having to change it to make you happy I know it looks like
13:34I buried my head in the sand but I swear I was doing it to protect both of you you
13:34from getting your heart broken on your birthday
13:34so let's no one else from the sand but no one knows what you choose between your kids
13:35is that what families do is it how would I know no one's ever stuck around long enough
13:43no one's ever stuck around long enough
13:45Anita was the one who was around me the longest and she couldn't even be bothered to send me a
13:50text today
13:54So I wonder why I'm like this, really, is it?
13:59Well, I can't trust anyone.
14:02Because everyone lets me down every single time.
14:09Because I'm worthless and I'm stupid.
14:12Jasmine!
14:14Open your eyes.
14:16Look at me.
14:17Look at me.
14:20You think I ain't been in your shoes before?
14:22Well, finding out your brother's been sleeping with your boyfriend, I don't think you have.
14:26Pretty much.
14:28I've had my heart broken.
14:30I've been angry.
14:32I've turned my back on everyone who cares about me just so I could prove that I was fine on
14:37my own.
14:40Truth is, I've never been fine on my own.
14:44Which is why I promise you, I ain't going anywhere.
14:50I really loved him.
14:52Come here.
14:54I thought he was the one.
14:55Listen, darling.
14:56Listen to me.
14:58At your range, right, you're going to kiss plenty more frogs, alright?
15:02I didn't meet Alfie till I was in my thirties.
15:04And I'm in my forties and I'm back on the dating apps.
15:07You are going to be fine.
15:09Yeah.
15:11Um, sorry, just a heads up just while Oscar's here.
15:15And he's asking to see you.
15:17Go.
15:19Tell him he gets me instead.
15:20No, no, it's fine.
15:21I'm going to go see him.
15:22You don't have to go.
15:23Not yet.
15:23It's okay.
15:24I mean, why wait?
15:25May as well hear what he's got to say, right?
15:29Thanks, Mum.
15:39Did she call me?
15:40I love you.
15:42I love you, darling.
15:46She's going to be alright.
15:47She'll be alright.
15:50Do you want another one?
15:52Sorry.
15:53I should head home.
15:54Alright, here you go.
15:57Who's that name?
16:02Gina.
16:07Good to see you, Gina.
16:10I was just visiting Kwame.
16:15Hey.
16:16Oh.
16:16Come on.
16:17Come on, mate.
16:26Take your stuff.
16:28Good morning and be gone.
16:30A nice trace of that man in our lives.
16:33How are you doing?
16:36You really don't have to do that.
16:38Nicholas texts me.
16:40About what happened at the boxing thing.
16:42Dad, you could have died.
16:44Yes, yes.
16:46Yesterday was a bloke.
16:47Yes, I was an idiot.
16:48But my head was all over the place.
16:49Oh, well that's not an excuse.
16:50No.
16:52The other day when you said I didn't protect you.
16:59You were right.
17:02So why didn't you do anything?
17:07Please.
17:19When I was little, if I looked at him wrong or said something you didn't like, I'd get a clump.
17:31And I got big.
17:32You know, he didn't need me so much.
17:38I realised he was taken out of Mum.
17:43I was still protecting Mum.
17:48But I was sure he'd been protecting you.
17:55I genuinely thought the comments would stop.
17:59He started loving you as much as I did.
18:01But actually, yeah.
18:05No one could love you that much.
18:09Come down my snobgy.
18:12Letting him come here and stay in the house.
18:14Prioritising him over you.
18:18I have let you down.
18:23I'm so sorry.
18:30So, what I'm asking is, can we try again?
18:44Yeah.
18:49Yes.
18:51This is a start.
18:59I know you must hate me right now.
19:04You know, it's hard to hate someone one minute when you loved them two seconds before.
19:14I really am sorry.
19:19I don't want to hear your apologies right now, actually.
19:26I just want to know one thing.
19:32Do you love him?
19:39No.
19:42No.
19:43No.
19:45I don't think so, no.
19:50Right.
19:55I suppose I can't blame all of this on you.
19:58I mean, I know.
20:01I know.
20:01I know I've got this anger inside of me.
20:05Let's face it.
20:07I'm not exactly easy to love.
20:12I know.
20:12That ain't true.
20:18Jasmine.
20:20I think you're...
20:24I think you're amazing.
20:28I can't believe I'm saying this.
20:30I hate myself for even thinking it, actually.
20:36But I still love you.
20:41Maybe if we could pretend that this never happened, we could still be something.
20:53Oscar, please.
20:58Please don't make me sick by him.
21:07I can't.
21:08I can't.
21:09I can't.
21:16Right.
21:17You...
21:17You can go.
21:25I said you can go.
21:27You...
21:55You...
21:57Listen to me, please. You need to stay calm.
22:00Calm. He's going to spend the rest of his life in a wheelchair, Mum.
22:03Don't know that. You heard the doctor. There's still a chance.
22:07A chance, yeah. A chance that he could never walk again.
22:12It's all my fault.
22:14How many times, Chelsea? This isn't your fault.
22:18Ian was over the limit. He was driving God knows how fast,
22:22probably a hell of a lot faster.
22:24If Jordan actually...
22:27What?
22:29Paralysed.
22:31Yeah, paralysed. You better get used to saying it, Mum,
22:33because that is our reality now. That is what we're facing.
22:41Do you think that's why he's looking for a solicitor?
22:45Cos he knows it's his fault?
22:50Look, all I know is,
22:51cos now is not the time to be blaming yourself.
22:56The only reality is that there is a scared little boy in there
23:01who's wondering where his mum is.
23:06OK.
23:11Yeah, bye.
23:17Mum's still up for having me for the weekend, so...
23:23So...
23:24How did it go?
23:27She didn't try and hit me with a walking stick.
23:30Progress.
23:34Mum thinks I'm an idiot too.
23:39What was it you said earlier?
23:40I don't know.
23:42This is both our mess.
23:48Maybe...
23:48Maybe you could come with me.
23:51Stay at mine.
23:52I'm sure Mum wouldn't mind.
24:00She asked if we could try again.
24:05Put all this behind us.
24:10And...
24:14Cinder's...
24:15Of all people...
24:17Said something tonight.
24:19Hmm.
24:23Only your mistakes.
24:25Yeah.
24:26Clearing up the mess you've made.
24:33I've had the best time with you, Josh.
24:44You know, guys like me, we're everywhere.
24:47You owe me a load of carbon copies.
24:49That's not true.
24:54OK, maybe you know everywhere.
24:56I get it.
24:57I am...
24:58I'm special.
25:04But Jasmine's your sister.
25:08So it makes me the footnote.
25:11Yeah.
25:13An MPC.
25:17But she deserves to be the main character.
25:23Hmm.
25:25I'm sorry.
25:26I'm sorry.
25:27I'm sorry.
25:28I'm sorry.
25:39I'm sorry.
25:40Goodbye, Oscar.
25:45Stay out of trouble.
25:46Me?
25:47Never.
25:48If you can't be good.
25:50Be good, that's it.
25:51Yeah, come on.
25:59Yeah, come on.
26:17I thought you could do with this after the day you've had.
26:26excuse me what are you chelsea um how's jordan is he okay
26:32hey what the hell do you think you're doing it's all right it's all right it's all right
26:36just just just relax relax no it's fine it's fine relax with a beer is that what you're doing
26:41after i just told my son my four-year-old son that he might never walk again
26:50chelsea i'm so sorry no it's him that should be sorry that's enough all right look we're sorry
26:54for what you're going through mom please just i thought we'd come to an understanding
27:00well you thought wrong didn't you you have put my son in a wheelchair ian
27:11you you said you shouted at him so much that you scared him and that's why he ran across the
27:16roads
27:17but we're both no no no you are lying you are acting like you care but secretly you're arming
27:24yourself in the background trying to make it seem like i'm a bad mom no chelsea that's not what i'm
27:29thinking at all chelsea chelsea why don't we want me to talk about this tomorrow please just go spend
27:35some time with jordan yeah i'm going
27:42you might have pulled the wool over my eyes in the hospital ian but not anymore
27:47you are going to pay for what you did to my son
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