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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06
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00:16You
00:45Yeah, yeah, I can't be on your son. This is my side
00:51Did you think coming into this experience you sitting in a bed with some girl
00:57Like there's a physical attraction, but also like, you know, she won't know herself like
01:02It's hard to act like there's not something there
01:05Looks like our bodies
01:10wanna make some waves
01:12I got the sexy sexy sweet you crave
01:19You're a giant
01:21Oh my god
01:29I want you
01:32I want you to come
01:34With me
01:37Oh my god
01:39Jack
01:40I want you to come with me
01:45I want you to come with me
01:49I want you to come with me
02:19I don't know it just turned into something crazy like overnight
02:21It's so weird like I'm about to be like back in the game
02:23That's crazy
02:25You are back in the game
02:27Yeah, I'm back in the game
02:30I'm gonna have to learn how to like actually talk to guys
02:34Okay, I'll give you practice
02:36You're strengthening your arsenal
02:48You're strengthening your arsenal
02:50What's up
02:50How do you feel?
02:53I feel
02:54I feel shitty
02:55Can you talk about it?
02:57Yeah
03:00Yeah
03:01Let's just cut straight to the point
03:04I'm sorry
03:05Because I feel like
03:06Me going into the tent last night
03:08I was kind of running from my feelings a little bit
03:11And I feel like
03:13I did that
03:14Because I was scared
03:16I just came to the realization that like
03:20I really fucked this up
03:23I just hope that
03:25You end up picking like
03:29Yourself
03:30Not at the end of this
03:31Just in like everything that you do
03:32I think you haven't been the main character of your own life for so long
03:36And it's time for you to like
03:39Make yourself
03:40That
03:41I'm starting to realize that
03:43It's scary
03:44I think I came to terms in like realization last night
03:47Like
03:48Jack you're an idiot
03:49You're not an idiot though
03:50You
03:51Are living the experience the way that you should
03:54You're answering questions
03:56And it's scary
03:57But at some point you gotta answer the questions
04:00Jack is here to live his single life
04:03That's exactly why
04:04I wasn't upset
04:06That he went in the tent with Jessenia
04:08I think he needs to really find himself here first
04:12But it was so refreshing
04:15And like a breath of fresh air
04:16To hear him actually be emotional
04:20Yeah I wanna
04:20I just wanna hug
04:21I feel like you need a hug
04:23Really bad
04:24I deserve better
04:26I'm not gonna settle
04:28I would rather walk away
04:31Cause I know it's never gonna change
04:33Yeah I know
04:35I'm the one to let go
04:37But it's cause I finally know my word
04:41Oh my God
04:44What you laughing about
04:46Are you talking about me?
04:47I'll tell you that
04:50I know you were talking to me
04:52Cause I was talking about you
04:53Yeah no, that was, that was, that was
04:54I like Sidney a lot
04:56And um
04:57I'm just looking forward to seeing a
05:00More of a romantic or potential like a physical situation
05:05I don't know.
05:07Am I in trouble?
05:20You just needed a hug?
05:41I was wondering when it was gonna happen.
05:45But yeah, it was great.
05:51Real.
05:53Real.
06:01I'm fucking crying.
06:03What are you crying about?
06:07Did you just kiss me?
06:08I did, I did.
06:13I could see myself leaving Temptation Island with Xavier.
06:19I'm crying.
06:21Jesus.
06:22You make me nervous.
06:24You make me nervous.
06:25This could be forever.
06:31Hit me.
06:32That water looks so good.
06:33Hit me.
06:36Oh, no!
06:39Hi, everybody.
06:40Hi, Mark.
06:42Oh, here we go.
06:43Mark.
06:44There he is.
06:45What's up?
06:46How are you?
06:46What up?
06:51Hi.
06:51Hi.
06:52Hello.
06:53I snuck up on you.
06:55Hi, everybody.
06:56How are you?
06:57Hi.
06:57How are you?
06:59So the reason I dropped by is to let you know, tonight I'm gonna see you at a bonfire.
07:06Should we say it together?
07:08Yeah.
07:08Tonight?
07:09You have another bonfire.
07:11Tonight's another bonfire.
07:15We're getting down to it.
07:17And now, well, the stakes are higher.
07:21Right?
07:23So, you got the rest of the day to kind of get your head around that.
07:26It's not something you should dread.
07:28It's actually, there's a point where you start leaning into it because it's less comfortable
07:34to not know than it is to get the answers that you need.
07:37Right?
07:37Even if it's painful to see it.
07:39The only way out is through it.
07:43I look forward to talking to you guys.
07:45All right.
07:45See you.
07:46Thank you, Mark.
07:47You're right.
07:48Thank you, Mark.
07:49Take it easy on us, Mark.
07:51I'll take it as it comes.
07:54I don't know why I'm like so anxious for this one.
07:56I know.
07:57I know.
07:57I have like a pit in my stomach that I haven't had.
08:00Me too.
08:00I can just see where what I've seen could escalate and that's what's freaking me out.
08:05Yeah.
08:06Yeah, it gives you like a sick feeling for sure.
08:08Yeah.
08:14I know, dude.
08:15I can't keep doing shit.
08:17I know.
08:17We're ready for this.
08:18Yeah.
08:19We've got this.
08:20And we got each other.
08:21Yeah.
08:22Most importantly.
08:23Yeah.
08:23Look it in.
08:25One, two, three.
08:26Bonfire.
08:27Oh, God.
08:28It's the worst cheer I've ever been a part of.
08:31Sucks.
08:31Ah.
08:43I'm not worried about what Jack's gonna see.
08:46He's gonna see me making out with Preston.
08:49He's gonna see me going into the Haven with Preston.
08:51He's gonna see me and Preston having a sleepover.
08:53And I can't wait.
08:56Holdin' on for hope.
08:58Holdin' on for hope.
08:59But it's a slippery, slippery slope.
09:03The first two bonfires, they haven't been comparable to some of the other guys.
09:07But I think going into every bonfire, you're still kinda shit in your pants.
09:11Since the last bonfire, our light has gone off twice.
09:16It's going to be a very difficult bonfire for everyone.
09:21And especially, I think, one or two individuals.
09:28I feel like it just gets worse and worse every time.
09:30I'm obviously super stressed to what I'm gonna see.
09:33But we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole.
09:37And I'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt and keep my head high.
09:53What?
09:57I definitely feel as if what I'm about to see is gonna bring emotions of jealousy.
10:03I feel like the worst case scenario is seeing Sydney do some sexual shit.
10:07It's like, how you moving that fast?
10:09I mean, no sense.
10:16Yon, sup, sup, sup, sup.
10:25Welcome back to the bonfire.
10:27By now, you know what this is.
10:30You're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight.
10:33And then we'll talk about it.
10:37But tonight, we're gonna do things a little different.
10:44Normally, you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend.
10:47But tonight, I'm gonna give you a choice.
10:51After your first clip, you'll have the option to go deeper.
10:55A second clip.
11:00You can choose to watch it if you think that'll help you.
11:04You can choose not to watch it if you think that's something you'd like to avoid.
11:08It's entirely up to you.
11:14Jack, we'll start with you tonight.
11:16Perfect.
11:17You good?
11:18I'm good.
11:19Okay, let's take a look.
11:24All right, let me walk.
11:25All right, let me get you there.
11:34All right, let me get you there.
11:36Straight to it, okay?
11:48You good?
11:51You just know what to do.
11:55Okay.
12:02What comes up for you?
12:06Finally.
12:07Honestly.
12:13I'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me, because it does.
12:16But I'm glad she did it.
12:19I mean, this is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in.
12:27I find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief.
12:33I mean, it sucks.
12:35It hurts.
12:36Like, I don't...
12:37Like, the thought of that is just mind-boggling, but...
12:44And you can understand that she's probably had her mind boggled as well.
12:49Correct.
12:50That says a lot, too.
12:52Yeah.
12:57Okay.
12:57Let's run the second one.
12:59Okay.
13:04Did you think, coming into this experience, you'd be sleeping in a bed with someone?
13:07Nope.
13:07Some girl.
13:14It's a hard watch.
13:16Hmm.
13:18Like, giant.
13:28Fuck this chick, dude.
13:31It's all good.
13:32Honestly.
13:34I'm not gonna even sit here.
13:35Like, it's so hard to watch, but I feel like this is, like, this is just what we needed.
13:40Okay?
13:41Like, truthfully, like, I feel like I can just finally just be me and just focus on myself and really
13:46just do my own thing.
13:47And I think I'll get a lot farther in life that way.
13:50Do you think there's any part of you that, when you guys are at a final bonfire, you'd be able
13:55to look across from one another and maybe, as a couple, find each other again?
14:00I think, in a perfect world, uh, yeah.
14:05I mean, I'm a very forgiving person.
14:07If she could be forgiving of what I've done and we could move on and talk about it.
14:13Um, I-I mean, I love her to death.
14:17I mean, I-I would love to be with her, but I just don't know if that's gonna end up
14:21happening.
14:25I get it.
14:26I get it.
14:27And thanks for sharing.
14:28And I'm sorry this was painful to watch.
14:30No, it's okay.
14:33Okay, let's move on.
14:35Cole, you ready?
14:37Yep.
14:38Okay, let's take a look.
14:42I just think, like, energy is just such a big thing.
14:45It is.
14:46When I first started dating Cole, he was like, I've never heard the term energy.
14:50I was like, that's my life.
14:52Yeah.
14:52You can only meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves.
14:57That's literally it.
14:58Yeah.
15:00Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe.
15:04You're doing that.
15:05I'm down for that.
15:20I mean, yeah, what she brought up, I've-I've heard that story from her before.
15:25She's all about energy, uh, the universe, things like that.
15:29I mean, what she's kind of describing to him, I mean, it's not-doesn't come off to me as, like,
15:34special though.
15:35She said she wants to, you know, be with me long term, but she doesn't have that fiery connection, you
15:42know, that she's searching for.
15:43And it hurts because she expressed it, she had it in a prior relationship that was not good by any
15:49means.
15:50And so it hurts.
15:51I crossed every box for her except, at times, that, like, just fiery feeling.
15:57Well, the fiery feeling's a big deal.
15:58For sure.
15:59And that it hurts that some-she had it with somebody else is a good sign.
16:03Yeah.
16:04That it hurts you to think that somebody else lit the fire lets me know that there's an emotional part
16:13of you you've yet to really examine.
16:18Yeah.
16:18Yeah.
16:19Yeah.
16:20Do you want to see the second clip?
16:25Yeah.
16:26Let's rip it.
16:27Rip it.
16:33Does this make me live?
16:34Sick?
16:35Yeah.
16:35Yeah, duh.
16:42Your paint's gonna get all over my bikini.
16:47He's like, I see you.
16:50He gets me.
16:51I see what you're going through.
16:52And I'm like, holy fuck, like, I don't have to settle.
16:56Exactly.
17:04I don't like the term, the word she used, settle, obviously.
17:08You know?
17:08I know the kind of man I am and what I, you know, bring to the table in the relationship
17:13and how good I do treat her.
17:14And it sucks to be kind of hurt as, you know, something she'd be settling for.
17:18What is the definition of the man you think you need to be?
17:22I mean, Scarlett a lot of times in our relationship uses this term masculine energy and she says...
17:28In a good way or a bad way?
17:29In a bad way.
17:30She expresses that I don't have it.
17:33I think masculinity is the wrong name for it and it's not fair to you.
17:37Mm-hmm.
17:38Because that's gonna send you down, I'm alpha.
17:40I climb mountains and slay dragons.
17:43You know, I'm that dude, which you are.
17:45Yeah.
17:46I suggest true masculine energy is the courage to be completely vulnerable.
17:53Yeah.
17:57I'm not really sure what else I can do at this point.
17:59Like, I'm just being, I'm just being cold.
18:01A lot of cold is fantastic.
18:04I appreciate it.
18:05I just want to access another level to save your relationship.
18:09Because I believe you love her.
18:11A lot, yeah.
18:14Okay.
18:15Uh, Summit.
18:16Yeah.
18:17Let's, let's get into it.
18:18My, my stomachs.
18:19All right, let's take a look.
18:20In knots.
18:25So, you remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations?
18:29Mm-hmm.
18:29So, I wrote you a couple.
18:32I don't need to change a thing to be amazing.
18:35You're so sweet.
18:37You're literally like the sweetest man ever.
18:39These are things that you should believe within yourself.
18:42I'm made to think that I'm, like, too much or not enough of this and too much of that.
18:48Was that Summit that made you feel the way?
18:50Yeah.
18:51It's just, like, a mind to fuck.
18:54Like, there was a night where I was, like, in his room, beside myself.
18:59And his friends were outside with some random girls.
19:02And he was like, I'm gonna go hang out with them.
19:05Left me crying in his room.
19:08Went outside.
19:09I watched him through the window, where he was, like, dancing, having so much fun, while your girlfriend's sitting upstairs
19:16sobbing.
19:17How can you do that to someone you love?
19:20It's, like, sociopathic.
19:29Yeah, I mean, it's right on theme with my last two bonfires.
19:36I'm here to, like, make sure Kaylee's the one.
19:38And it sounds like she's here because she's... I'm not fulfilling her.
19:43And so it's like we're both just super unsure in the relationship. And that sucks. And that's scary.
19:49Feels like pressure, doesn't it?
19:51Yeah, it does.
19:53Do you think you're ready for forever?
19:56Well, that's why I'm here, you know, is to decide if I am ready for forever.
20:00I just don't want to, like, blink and it's all over, and I want to squeeze the juice out of
20:05life as much as humanly possible.
20:08And it's scary thinking that, you know, I'm just, like, not tied down. Tied down is the wrong word.
20:15There's no wrong words. As a matter of fact, whatever comes out of your mouth first is what we work
20:19with.
20:20So just don't edit.
20:21Okay, tied down.
20:23It's just, I like Kaylee every second. I love Kaylee every second.
20:28That I need is what I'm trying to figure out.
20:31You can't will commitment.
20:36Do you want to see more?
20:41I don't probably want to see it, but...
20:43No.
20:44Okay.
20:46Mikey.
20:47What's up?
20:49What's up?
20:49How are you?
20:51I'm great.
20:52Thanks for asking.
20:52Let's work on you.
20:54Let's take a look.
21:02Goddamn.
21:08Very intimate.
21:11Am I in trouble?
21:16You just needed a hug?
21:23What the fuck?
21:24You just needed a hug?
21:31Oh.
21:33Oh.
21:35Oh.
21:42Oh.
21:50Oh.
21:53Oh.
22:01Wow my life is my life is gonna be different and that's okay it's okay for my life to be
22:07different
22:24I thought this was I thought this was it for me I thought it was I thought it was gonna
22:30be me and
22:30Sydney right into the sunset and sometimes you have to go through certain things to know if she's
22:37the one I don't want to offer false hope right because I don't know how things go but I can
22:45tell
22:45you the only chance you have in life is to keep doing what you're doing to discover more about
22:51you and at the end when you get to talk to one another we'll see if that makes a difference
22:57see sir you want to see the other clip let's do it you sure positive okay let's take a look
23:13I put a big-ass heart on your back hey that's all I need come on now I don't even
23:18know what to say
23:18about Xavier anymore like everything with him feels so natural everything feels so genuine he just
23:23makes me feel like seen in her and I feel like that's all a girl wants and then oh oh
23:35oh shit oh oh
23:49yeah sexual um it's a very sexual connection there and it's just kind of it hurts like she's she's
24:00she's like two weeks ago she sat front row at my sister's wedding and she sat right next to my
24:05mom
24:06and she looked my mom in her eyes and said I love your son and that's not a woman that
24:10would do that
24:11to some like somebody that she loves I just want you to just be honest with me do you think
24:18it
24:20do you think it's time for me to shut that door I just don't think it's that simple okay do
24:27I think
24:27she's experiencing a real connection with somebody Mikey I think she is but do I think you shut a door
24:38hell no when we show up at these final bonfires if you've done the work you're a different person
24:47yeah that conversation doesn't resemble the conversations you've had in the past
24:53they're at another level yeah I'm just finally happy to to know what it is like she's not thinking
25:00about the gaining of the trust within the relationship she's gaining she's gaining something
25:05deeper from what I see with somebody else the thing about this place you come here saying these
25:11are the problems in my relationship I hate to tell you it's never what brings you here that's the actual
25:19problem yeah at least I can say I'm growing and learning and I wish there was a softer easier path
25:24for you yeah me too this is painful but it's okay well it's it's gonna be okay there you go
25:34all right gentlemen you've made it through another bonfire it's a lot to process
25:41I'm gonna let you go but there are some changes I need to let you know about when you come
25:45back to
25:45the villa tonight the temptation haven will be gone so what's next tomorrow you'll have the chance to
25:53record a 30-second video message for your girlfriend now you can choose to do it where you can choose
26:00not
26:00to do it it's entirely up to you okay and so you know I'm giving the women the exact same
26:07choice which
26:08means some of you could receive a message from your girlfriends and some of you may not the decision
26:14will be theirs all right that's it guys good night I didn't see I didn't see this coming
26:34I'm hurt I came in here I set my boundaries and I stuck with them and looks like Sydney fell
26:42for
26:42temptation I'm kind of past the tears point of this because I'm like I got the answers I needed like
26:47it's black and white you can't fake that words you can you feel me get a little misconstrued but
26:54action she stood on business
27:03yeah I'm feeling hurt annoyed sad angry she was telling me not to hurt her little heart and crying
27:11and she's obviously doing things to hurt my heart and I don't even know if I'm on her fucking mind
27:15when
27:16she's going through this process with whatever Bradley so it's for sure it's tough my girlfriend
27:22called me a sociopath did she say that word yeah how is that socio I wish I had your problems
27:27how am
27:28I a sociopath like I'm like very endearing and caring and I treat her like a princess and I do
27:36so
27:36much to try and make that woman happy and it doesn't work I don't know what to do I can't
27:43believe she's
27:44calling me a sociopath what hit hardest for me was just the fact that when I cheated she knows how
27:57I
27:57felt and I don't really see that in her I feel like she just took everything we've ever done together
28:04for granted and doesn't care go back to the crib I just want to go home
28:24every bonfire so far I feel like has been the exact same I have gotten no clarity and no answer
28:29so I
28:30just don't really feel like I'm in the dark what I've wanted from this is the accountability but so
28:37far I haven't seen anything along those lines so it's really hard it's crazy how like your perspective
28:47changes as that's what scares me yeah at least I'm not going into this one blindsided yeah at least I'm
28:55not going into it like he's gonna cheat I know he's gonna cheat like I know what I'm gonna see
29:01yeah I'm going into this bonfire prepared I know Jack was the one who set those red lights off I
29:07can't
29:07tell y'all what this man's capable of he's capable of it all obviously there's a fear that I'm gonna
29:23see something from summit that I don't want to see I think I've been just like working on myself to
29:30improve our relationship and if I'm not seeing that from him I'm gonna be really frustrated
29:41honestly I feel like after the first bonfire you know I stated that I was done with Mikey and I
29:46was
29:46I said that because I wanted to be able to stand on that but it's always hard going back to
29:51these
29:51bonfires you know hearing him talk hearing him laugh seeing him smile like all those things that would
29:58usually bring me joy don't anymore good to see you all good to see you welcome back to the bonfire
30:15you guys have done some amazing work in the bonfires we've had coming up to today tonight's gonna be a
30:21little different here's how it's gonna work you're gonna see a clip just like we've done
30:28before and we'll talk about it just like we've done before and then after that you're gonna have an
30:34option you can choose to see more a second clip got it got it we'll start with Kaylee
30:53it feels like I'm sacrificing a lot yeah to like be in the relationship with Kaylee like I just don't
31:00really know what I can do differently to be like yeah appreciated it's like go out there and find this
31:08like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about yeah clearly it's not me right instead of putting me
31:14through this and trying to change me and more like why are you dating me if I'm such a shitty
31:17boyfriend
31:17yeah it's exhausting okay okay he's said that to me many times it shows me that he is still in
31:33denial of where the relationship is lacking and he's not learning anything what have you defined you want
31:41your relationship to be are you ready for that next level of forever is that why you're that's what
31:47you want yes of course I want someone that wants to be with me and wants to put in the
31:54effort to make
31:54that work not someone that just takes the back seat and wants it to be easy it looks like he
32:01doesn't want
32:01to put in that hard work to make it work and it makes me wonder like do you love me
32:07enough if that's so
32:09hard for you to do the bare minimum it's not a lot to ask no okay have you seen enough
32:21I'll see another
32:26one okay let's watch the next clip
32:35oh my god oh my god
32:39oh my god
32:42hey
32:45oh
32:50oh
32:51oh
32:51oh
32:51oh
32:51oh
32:53oh
32:54oh
32:54oh
32:54oh
32:54oh
32:55oh
32:56oh
32:56oh
32:56oh
32:57oh
32:58oh
32:58oh
32:58oh
32:58oh
32:59oh
32:59oh
32:59oh
32:59oh
32:59oh
33:00Come on.
33:05Disrespectful.
33:07That is not showing me him making any effort at all
33:11towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:16Makes me feel worthless.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:26You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:31And you started the process of defining it,
33:34recognizing it, making space for it, and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:39I will demand that.
33:42I'm going to have a lot of questions for that boy
33:44when I see him.
33:46And I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:52Okay.
33:54Cheyenne?
33:56You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:03Would you go in there with me?
34:06Oh, my God.
34:08Is anyone going to see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:13Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:19Oh, my God.
34:20Oh, my God.
34:23This is so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:28You're crazy.
34:30Are you trying to see me?
34:34I'm wrong.
34:36Jack.
34:37You're crazy.
34:47That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he showed me that since the first bonfire.
34:51So I'm not surprised that I'm continuing to get the same shit from him.
34:56This is what I get with him.
34:58And I'm glad that he's showing the whole world who he is, because this is Jack.
35:03So who's Cheyenne?
35:06I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned so far about you?
35:12Um, I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person I've ever met.
35:18She's a fucking mess.
35:19Like, what?
35:20Well, the girls make me feel like I'm, like, the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24They make me feel like you're...
35:25I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun, and I can have fun without Jack.
35:32And there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women supporting you, anybody else in the house helping you through this?
35:41Mark.
35:45Um, yeah, so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston.
35:50And, yeah, he's been helping me get through it.
35:52I'm maybe 20 feet from you,
35:53but I can feel you blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah, he's just a great guy.
36:00Just your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03So I know you've thought about not,
36:07I think I'm falling in love with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about
36:10what would it be like with a guy like that?
36:12So what do you want in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered that you want
36:17that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner to respect me
36:23and love me and provide for me
36:26and just make me feel like
36:28I'm the most beautiful person in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name from the mountaintops
36:31and make me feel like I'm worth more than what Jack does.
36:38And I think I'm already starting to know
36:41that there's other people out there
36:42that are better than him.
36:44So are you done or you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me for, like,
36:58the next days after.
37:00And I don't want to see any more.
37:02I don't want to see him, period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:14Sydney.
37:15You ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
37:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like I saw the temptation and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that he has, you know, respect in what our boundaries were in terms of not touching.
37:56But at the end of the day, it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be that subconsciously you were looking for a reason to say, I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark, not at all.
38:09Because he's not being who I need him to be.
38:12The first thing he said in the first two days was, I'm, my biggest fear is falling for one of
38:18you.
38:18I'm going to shoot my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like, whoa, that's not what we came here for and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability to say that has to do with what you found?
38:29Oh, so much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:33The night after, I believe it was the first bonfire, the guys made us some cards.
38:38And my card from Xavier, like, you could tell he had took his time designing it and everything.
38:44And it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him, like, I always, I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like, peel here.
38:50I peeled it back.
38:50And it said, you're the prize, Sidney.
38:54Oh.
38:55So, like, seeing that, it's like, thank you for seeing me.
38:59Like, Jesus, it's amazing.
39:01So now, no pressure on you.
39:05But could this be a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection, I feel more comfortable.
39:19And it definitely could turn into something real.
39:22All right.
39:22Let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see, what I came to the island to see.
39:36And I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise I'm good where I'm at.
39:41All right.
39:42That leaves scarlet.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:49I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know?
39:51And she always prides herself on, like, team and, like, getting each other's backs.
39:55And I'm just like, I don't feel like she has my back right now.
39:58I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:02Yeah.
40:03And just feel like she doesn't care?
40:05Just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:11Like, I have so much to give, so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like, I don't just know if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:21I'm sick of just every night going to bed, just staring at the fucking ceiling.
40:24I can't fall asleep for, like, hours.
40:25And then waking up in the morning, food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like, anything, I'm just like, yeah, what are we doing?
40:30So I can just take my, hopefully take my mind off it.
40:32And I just hope the sun goes down and I can fall asleep and wake up next day.
40:35I just keep ticking off days now.
40:36Yeah.
40:47I mean, kind of what I've been saying all along.
40:51Since being here, like, one of the things that has become so clear when I talk about the missing piece,
40:55like, that's it.
40:56Like, I just want to see if he can go deeper and, like, express to him that, like, I have
41:01pinpointed, I think this is the root of everything.
41:05And, like, can you meet me there?
41:07And then, you know, if he can't, then that's the answer.
41:09I don't think we'll ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused because he has so many amazing qualities that I do love.
41:19What do you do?
41:20Do you give up lack of depth for someone that truly just loves you with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone that half-assed loves you but goes deeper?
41:33Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is there's no one else who's going to love you as deeply as that?
41:40I mean, there probably is, but I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue that you're playing it as surface as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further, do you want to see more?
42:07Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about in any relationship is acquiescence.
42:16He's pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:18He leaves me feeling worried every time he leaves the house, and I can't have a deep conversation with him,
42:24and I'm never sure if I can trust him.
42:27But he's pretty great, and he really, really loves me.
42:32Yeah.
42:32Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul to be set on fire.
42:40Okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot that you don't have an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got some choices to make.
43:02Okay, you guys.
43:02We made it through another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return to the villa tonight, there's going to be a little change, okay?
43:11The temptation haven will be gone.
43:14Thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you, it served its purpose, and for others of you, it hasn't served at all, but nonetheless,
43:22it's done.
43:24So, what's next?
43:27It's time to decide if there's something on your heart, something you want to share with your boyfriend,
43:35because tomorrow, you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose to do it, or you can choose not to do it.
43:47That decision is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know, I'll be giving the same choice to the men,
43:54so you may receive a video clip, or you may not.
43:58That decision will be theirs.
44:00I appreciate all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:07Good night.
44:13I'm just, like, really struggling with the thought right now that Cole and I might not be meant for one
44:18another.
44:18I feel like Bradley and I communicate without even speaking, and Cole and I, I mean, we can't even communicate
44:27with words.
44:29I know Cole means well, but some things you can, you just can't force, and that is a soulful connection.
44:42Was it an illusion?
44:47Like, it's just like you're sitting there enjoying yourself, like, running around naked, having so much fun.
44:55Like, I'm just glad that...
44:56It made me feel like I didn't exist.
44:59Whenever I ask for an ounce of more effort, that's what I'm met with, is go find someone else that
45:06can give you that.
45:07And to hear him still saying that is just, like, a slap in the face.
45:12It's like, when are you gonna step up?
45:15You can keep your excuses.
45:22Mikey's a good person.
45:23You know what I'm saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of, like, him, like, resisting that.
45:27But it's like, choose me every fucking time.
45:29Yeah.
45:30Seeing the clips is, like, showing me that I'm moving on, and that I don't feel the same way.
45:36I accepted the bare minimum for a very long time from Mikey, and I want more for myself.
45:44Wait, do you guys think he's gonna send me a video?
45:47Oh, yeah.
45:48I think he will.
45:49I am realizing with this experience that Jack was never worth my time.
45:54I've been looking for someone in Jack that he just, he can't get.
46:00I'm not a week who can't believe.
46:07Ooh.
46:14Ah.
46:16Ah.
46:18I really hope that I can see, like, some sort of proof that he has been putting in the work
46:26and digging a little deeper.
46:29I'm tired of feeling like I'm fighting for this relationship so much more than he is.
46:34I still am holding on to so much hope, and I still think that there is a chance for this
46:41to work.
46:42Like, I'm just at my point of, like, knowing what my line is for when I'm not gonna go forward.
46:49But that doesn't stop me from still loving him and hoping for the best.
47:07Baby girl, I love and miss you beyond words.
47:12Not a moment passes by where I don't think of your big, beautiful blue eyes and your little head nestled
47:16up on my chest.
47:17This experience is more emotional than I ever could have imagined.
47:22The clips I've seen during the bonfire make it nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud that I've never put you down.
47:28That's why it makes it all the much harder to see the way you speak of me so poorly.
47:34I'm worried that you're not proud of the man I am.
47:37I don't care about our past.
47:39I just care about us and our future.
47:41I just want us to be happy.
47:50Oh, my God.
47:59I love Summit so much, but if he's saying the past is the past, then I don't know if he
48:05has fully, you know, realized, like, the things that you have said and done to me will leave a scar
48:15on me for the rest of my life.
48:16I want him to just admit, like, what I did was, in the past, was not right, and I'm going
48:25to be a better man now.
48:29That's all I want.
48:31Like, tell me you're just going to be better.
48:35Things might not work out the way that I had hoped.
48:39She is beautiful, someone tell her that if I were you.
48:48The weight of this video message today, it could make or break our relationship.
48:53I just want to be enough for somebody.
48:55But from what I've been seeing from the bonfires, I don't love the things she's saying about me.
49:00I just don't get how it's constructive.
49:03I don't get what we're working on here.
49:06Sometimes it feels like, as hard as it is, the only way out is out.
49:11I don't get what I want to be.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:20I have been seriously taking this opportunity to reflect on myself and learn so much.
49:29And I have such a new outlook on life.
49:31And I'm so excited for you to see that side of me.
49:35But I also want you to remember what we came here for.
49:39This isn't just about resisting temptation.
49:43We came here together to dig a little deeper and realize why things aren't working and figure out how to
49:51make them work.
49:52And so far, I just feel like I haven't seen that from you.
49:57I'm so tired of feeling like I am fighting so much harder than you are for this relationship to work.
50:04And I'm tired of feeling like I have to prove myself over and over again.
50:11And I need to see more from you.
50:14I want us to come out of this as the amazing Kalian Summit that I know we can be.
50:22And that's not going to happen if we don't start to make some changes.
50:25And I do not want this to all be for nothing.
50:49This is just kind of, you know, some of the best I felt.
50:54I have gotten clarity on what I need to do the rest of this process.
51:00I need to better myself for her and for me.
51:03And if at the end we like the people we've become,
51:09then we're going to be perfect and happy and live together forever and get a wiener dog and move in
51:13together.
51:14If we don't like how we've changed and who we've become,
51:20we cut ties right there and then we move on.
51:23All I know is one of us has changed
51:30I mean, I'm pretty anxious.
51:31Obviously, there's a lot on the line.
51:32Like, I love this girl.
51:33And so I hope in the video it's nothing like wishy-washy.
51:36It's like definitely get some insight into where her head's at.
51:39I mean, I've never felt this far from her, you know, ever.
51:42I think if she really loves me and she wants to be with me,
51:46yeah, this video message from her needs to really portray that.
51:59Cole, I want to start this by saying everything I say, I say with love.
52:05I truly wish coming into this that we had not set such strict boundaries.
52:12I feel that you've been so hyper-fixated on the no cheating that you're actually missing the big picture.
52:21This is a huge opportunity for growth.
52:24You know, I have been expressing for months that I feel that we are lacking in trust,
52:30in transparency, in communication, and in depth.
52:33I just feel let down to see that there has been no inner work.
52:38There's been no accountability.
52:40There's been no depth in your journey here.
52:44I am diving in over here.
52:46I am getting to know people, and through getting to know these people, I'm getting to know myself.
52:52We can't leave here as a couple if we leave the same way that we arrived.
52:57So please put in the effort, know why I'm doing the same, and I love you.
53:06I don't want to look back and wonder why
53:12And it hurts like hell to know how hard we try
53:16I was hoping her message would be a little more heartfelt, more like, I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day, it's like, I'm a good guy.
53:22I treat you well.
53:23I love you.
53:24Like, what else am I supposed to do, you know?
53:26Like, I bring a lot to the table.
53:41Cole and I both deserve to feel fully fulfilled.
53:46The last few days, I have had a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love if we came back together and, like, there was all of this depth and growth,
53:58but I just don't know how much could have actually changed.
54:13Hi, my most precious angel.
54:15This process has been one of the hardest things I've ever gone through emotionally,
54:19and I just want you to know there's been so much depth and growth in this experience,
54:22and I can't wait to show you.
54:24I miss you so much.
54:26I want you to know that my loyalty lies with you,
54:28and your most precious heart has always been top of mind in all the decisions that I've made.
54:33I've seen some things in the bonfire that have definitely caused some pain and suffering and confusion to me.
54:39But just know how much I love you and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent.
54:43I miss your smell.
54:44I miss your touch.
54:46I just see us in our kitchen right now listening to our favorite Shania Twain song,
54:49dancing around, going for a walk,
54:52snuggling in bed with our little ankle wrap.
54:54I love you so much, and I can't wait to see you soon.
54:57Always, Colt.
54:58I'm losing control.
55:00You played your role.
55:02Didn't take it.
55:04You stole this part of me.
55:07We never fit the mold.
55:09This love won't grow old,
55:11because we laid it to rest.
55:14We're hard to beat.
55:15Seeing Cole and just hearing his voice,
55:20it actually broke my heart.
55:24He obviously still really wants this.
55:29Meanwhile, like, I've realized what is truly missing.
55:32Oh, God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh, my God.
55:39I don't know.
55:40I think, like, the reality of everything is setting in,
55:46and, like, I truly don't know.
55:47I don't know what's next,
55:48and I think that that just, like, hurts my heart.
55:53I'm scared I'm not getting things right
55:56Of who I really am on the inside
56:02What if hell is denying myself?
56:10If you looked sad
56:16Just makes me feel like
56:19Of this back and forth
56:22There's too many doors
56:24Has anyone found what they're looking for?
56:28Oh, God.
56:29Oh, God.
56:29And I
56:32I want to feel free
56:37But the more that I try
56:40A part of me does
56:42Cause being alive
56:45Always feels like
56:46It's killing me
56:53Cause being alive
56:56Always feels like
56:57It's killing me
56:59Yet
57:01OnlyThanks
57:02Bye
57:02Bye
57:02Bye
57:02Bye
57:07Bye
57:08Byeesus
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