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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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00:17Destined and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around
00:42I can't even lie I was
00:59expecting Jack to kiss me at some point in this process but this early on I'm
01:04like damn like he's really going for it I just love you Jackie his boundaries
01:09done broken gone you just went in the confessional like just me and him so we
01:20just talked to the camera or whatever I don't know whether he wants to talk
01:24about it or just pretend like it never happened but I think off of what I got to
01:28experience he's a good kisser and I wouldn't mind experiencing it some more
01:35too much going on right now
01:38mid what
01:49personally I thought that he would be the first one to break and he did so kudos to
01:55Carter if you ask me he's done like he might as well just go fully all the way
02:03I got you I got you he might want to go home with his girlfriend but after this shit I
02:08don't think
02:09his girlfriend's gonna want to go home with him let's be honest Carter's a good kisser but not better than
02:19Cheyenne
02:45I don't know how they're vibing over there bro I don't think it's as close as we are here there's
02:49no way there's no way there's no way my
02:50Girls are, like, cat-fighting, too.
02:52Yeah, and girls, like, fight.
02:53And, like, they're fighting over my boyfriend.
02:55Exactly.
02:56That's disgusting.
02:57I feel like he's doing good over there, genuinely.
02:59I think he's doing good over there, too.
03:00I think he's doing good over there, too.
03:01I think he'd be dumb if he did it
03:02to where I could, like, watch it.
03:03I just had to scare him right before we left.
03:06I told him, I said, if he embarrasses me,
03:08your friends are no longer off-limits.
03:11Just so that way.
03:12You can't start fucking his friends.
03:13Hell, no, that's crazy.
03:14Like, that would kill him.
03:15That would break his heart.
03:16Is that what you're trying to do?
03:18Nah.
03:20I don't know what he's doing over there.
03:21I have, like, a little angel over here
03:23that's like, it's okay,
03:24but then the devil's like,
03:25he's fucking a bitch, you know?
03:28Like one of the pettiest people I know.
03:32How are you guys feeling about all this shit?
03:38My term is, like, paranoia.
03:39I'm always paranoid.
03:40We know.
03:42I worry that I'm, like, out of sight, out of mind.
03:45You know, it's like, you're not, like, in reality,
03:47you're not, like, the only person they would ever, like,
03:50hook up with it, you know?
03:51I think the first bonfire was so traumatizing
03:53and kind of scarred from that.
03:54That would be real.
03:55My mouth was, like, on the floor when I saw your clip.
03:58Yeah.
03:58Like, I don't care how much money somebody had, bro.
03:59How bad she was bashing you.
04:01Do you care when she, like, shits on you, like, the bonfire?
04:04Like, do you care?
04:04Like, does it?
04:05Yeah.
04:05Because your response even at the bonfire was a little loud.
04:08Like, my response was more loud than yours, and I was confused.
04:10I feel like I've gotten, like, almost used to it.
04:12And, like, I've been...
04:13But that's not okay, though.
04:14That's not healthy, yeah.
04:15You got more to offer in life than being somebody's punching bag.
04:19And that's the scary part.
04:20I feel like even coming into the house, dude,
04:22I feel like I've held a lot of shit in.
04:25My and Cheyenne's relationship has not been the most perfect thing.
04:29I don't want to make her look like a bad person,
04:31because at the end of the day, I love her.
04:32But a year or two into our relationship,
04:34she went out with a friend and, you know, got drunk
04:37and, you know, kissed someone she had talked to in the past.
04:43So, like, yes.
04:43Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
04:45Wait, wait, what?
04:46So you're telling me she cheated before you cheated?
04:48Yeah, it was before.
04:49Why didn't you say that?
04:51Because I didn't want to make her look like a bad person.
04:54You retaliated.
04:54I retaliated, but I ended up cheating to the full extent.
04:58Isn't that so unfair to just, like, take all the blunts
05:02of all the wrongdoings in your relationship?
05:04Yeah. That's crazy.
05:05At the end of the day, dude, I want her to be happy.
05:07But what about you?
05:09I am starting to be a little bit happier,
05:10and, like, I wouldn't be telling you guys this
05:12if I didn't, if I was, something wasn't changing with me.
05:15Me and Cheyenne, when that all happened,
05:17should have taken a break and we didn't,
05:18and I feel like that's definitely where this resentment
05:21and shit didn't heal.
05:22Over the years, I pushed my feelings to the side.
05:25I mean, now that I'm here, this experience,
05:26it's bringing stuff out that I really didn't see was wrong,
05:29and, like, hearing the guys and, like, the advice they give me,
05:31I kind of see that now.
05:32Basically, your ultimate test is, like,
05:35are you and Cheyenne too far gone
05:37because of all that you've done to each other,
05:38or can you guys make it work?
05:40Yeah.
05:41Too little, too little.
05:43Too little.
05:43Too little.
05:43We can't ever be the best.
05:47Too little.
05:49Getting some sun?
05:51Had to, bro.
05:52Yeah, we're working on our tan.
05:54Wait, so have you ever had, like, a girlfriend?
05:56Not really.
05:57Like, I honestly went through, like, a hoe phase
05:59when I was, like, 20.
06:01Mm-hmm.
06:02And then recently, I just been like, you know what?
06:03I think that happens when we turn, like, 24 and 25,
06:06where, like, this isn't fun anymore.
06:08Like, the chase gets old.
06:09See, I wish I would have realized that sooner.
06:11Yeah, I think some of Summit's friends
06:12are still not on that wavelength,
06:14and that's, like, a problem because it gets in his head.
06:17You think, like, they do have a pretty good influence on him?
06:20Yeah, I do not like a lot of his friends.
06:22Like, when we broke up, they made him, like, a hinge
06:25within, like, three days.
06:27And it, like, actually made me think
06:29that he just, like, never cared about me
06:32because I was like, why are you on a dating app?
06:34It's normal to have a relationship,
06:36and that can be your number one priority.
06:38It's good to be in love.
06:39Like, you're 25 years old.
06:42Relationships are supposed to be, like,
06:45the light of your day, and he is sometimes.
06:48But there's other weeks where he's the thing
06:51that's dragging me down the most.
06:54And I'm like, is this person really the father of my kids?
06:59Or, like, I don't know, it just messes with my head.
07:02Like, would the father of my children, like,
07:06make me feel this way?
07:10My biggest fear is, like, being alone for the rest of my life.
07:14I don't want to spend my life alone.
07:16I want to have, like, a partner.
07:18How could you make this go?
07:25I'd be curious to see if our girlfriends are, like, reactive of us,
07:28because if they start doing crazy shit, then we'll be like,
07:31they definitely saw something in the last pond.
07:33I know. Well, yeah.
07:34Which wouldn't have been bad,
07:35but they might have assumed it would.
07:36You know what I mean?
07:37Right.
07:37I don't think Kaylee's like that,
07:39but you just never know in these situations.
07:41This isn't normal.
07:42Yeah.
07:43I wrote her a letter this morning,
07:45and I want to start writing more,
07:47so then, like, I can give them to her,
07:48so she can read, like, a day in the life.
07:50Right.
07:51Versus, like, me trying to, like...
07:52Explain everything at the end, yeah.
07:54Yeah, be like, look, like, I was thinking this.
07:56Like, I missed you coming back from, like, the restaurant,
07:58and, like, I love you, you know?
08:00God, what did they see?
08:07I'm like a coffee connoisseur.
08:09What's crazy is I'm not a huge fan of coffee,
08:11but I'm gonna try it.
08:13Potentially, losing Cheyenne
08:14and me making a connection
08:15with another girl in the house is scary.
08:17Ooh, these look good.
08:18Here's your beautiful drink.
08:19Perfect, thank you.
08:20But at the same time,
08:21being with Carter definitely makes me feel
08:22like I can be my authentic self, I have fun.
08:24Her presence is definitely making this whole process
08:27a lot easier.
08:28I wanna, like, get you, like, a cool gift
08:30to remember, you know?
08:31Wait, that's so cute.
08:33Just, like, the date overall.
08:33Maybe this little hat action.
08:34What are you feeling?
08:351 to 10.
08:36What do you think?
08:3810.
08:38I like 12.
08:40Really?
08:41Yeah, 12, 12.
08:41In my relationship,
08:43I'm not a huge romantic person at all.
08:45Try this one.
08:46I lack taking Cheyenne on dates.
08:48I lack, you know, getting gifts and stuff like that.
08:51Wow.
08:51Is that too big?
08:52No, I like it big.
08:53But, like, that's definitely something I wanna work on,
08:56and I think being here,
08:57I'm kinda learning that.
08:58What do you think?
09:00I like it.
09:01I think it looks good on you.
09:02This is, like, a once-in-a-lifetime thing.
09:04When I'm with Jack,
09:06it feels like I'm literally just with, like,
09:08one of my best friends,
09:11but we have, like, that physical connection, too.
09:15Mm-hmm.
09:16I don't know.
09:16It's just so flirty.
09:17It kinda gives me butterflies in my stomach a little bit.
09:21I like how big it is.
09:22Like, yeah, this is, like, my man's hoodie.
09:24That's what this is giving me.
09:27I think we're going in a really, really good direction,
09:30and I'm really excited to see what can happen
09:32in these next few days with him.
09:41I don't know what's prettier, the view or you.
09:44Stop.
09:45You're playing.
09:45No, I'm not.
09:47Getting this, like, one-on-one time with you is really nice.
09:49No, I really appreciate it.
09:51You give me the biggest hug in the world.
09:53I really appreciate you.
09:55You're my favorite in the house.
09:57Really?
09:58Yeah.
09:58Say it again.
09:59You're my favorite in the house.
10:00Wow.
10:07So, why are you stressed out?
10:09You and your ex?
10:10No.
10:11I mean, sorry, Sydney.
10:12I'm just so scared,
10:13because I know she has this thing
10:16where it's really a double standard
10:18where if she does something, it's okay,
10:22but if I do something, she'll, like, she'll leave.
10:24Like, she threatens to leave so much.
10:26Like, and...
10:31I'm scared of losing her.
10:33Does that stem from, like, childhood stuff?
10:35No, this is just the first time in my life I've been loyal.
10:38She's the only girl I've been with for, like...
10:40A year is not that long.
10:42That's a long time.
10:43No, it's not.
10:43A year is a long time for me.
10:45I was a hoe.
10:47So, like, the way I move in here is, like,
10:49I'm petrified to...
10:51I'm petrified to flirt.
10:53You shouldn't want to be with somebody like that, though.
10:56Like, y'all came here together to go through a process
11:01and experience dating other people.
11:06This is the first time that Mikey said he's ever been faithful
11:09in a relationship, so I see why he's so emotional.
11:14But he needs to figure out if this is the person
11:17that he wants to be with, because if not,
11:19she's gonna break his heart out of it.
11:21Even when I first had a conversation,
11:23I was like, Sydney's gonna leave me.
11:25Like, you know what I'm saying?
11:25And you want to be with somebody like that?
11:27Like, you're literally saying it.
11:28Like, you need to start writing this shit down and read it.
11:30It makes sense of why you're so emotional in here,
11:32because God knows what she's doing over there.
11:35Like...
11:36Yeah, you see what I'm dealing with.
11:37You...you see me.
11:44What's up, everybody?
11:45Oh, my God.
11:46What's up?
11:47Prepped up on you there.
11:48Sorry, hi, Tish.
11:50Wow.
11:50What's up, everybody?
11:52Hey, what...
11:54Look, this is an intense experience,
11:57and you guys went through the bonfire,
11:59and that stirs things up,
12:01and you guys are trying to make connections,
12:04and you're all becoming a family,
12:05but I think you need to dial it back
12:07and just get a little loose and, you know,
12:09go have some fun.
12:10So I came here to tell you that tonight
12:12is gonna be a group outing.
12:14Yeah!
12:17You need a break, so it's a group outing.
12:19Oh!
12:23Yeah!
12:23Yeah!
12:29Let's go!
12:30Y'all better be careful.
12:33Y'all stuck in here with me.
12:34Why do you keep saying that?
12:36Who's the fattest?
12:37Who's the maddest?
12:38Who's the one you wanna...
12:39I love going out.
12:41Like, I love going to clubs.
12:43Like, honestly,
12:44the clubs just call my name every Saturday.
12:47I wanna know.
12:49Let's party!
12:51I'm excited to get out of the villa
12:52and, like, hang out with everyone
12:54in, like, a group setting.
12:55They're teaching me what I should
12:57and should not stand for.
13:01Who's the fattest?
13:02Who's the maddest?
13:03Who's the one you wanna...
13:05Everybody's about to have a great time.
13:07We're about to have fun.
13:07We're about to turn up.
13:08I'm messy,
13:09so I'm encouraging all bullshit
13:10for the guys to do.
13:12And if they do it,
13:13ay!
13:13I don't see shit.
13:15Who's the one you wanna...
13:16You wanna...
13:17Oh!
13:19Tonight...
13:19We out!
13:22The Temptation girls are hitting the island.
13:25Hitting the island.
13:26Hitting the island.
13:27Hitting the island.
13:28We're getting to fool it out.
13:30Yeah.
13:30Like, someone might hit a home run tonight.
13:32Look out!
13:33We're hitting all the bases tonight.
13:36finger-licking.
13:37Boots start kicking.
13:39Get it while it's hot.
13:40Before it all go missing.
13:42It's so nice to get out of the villa.
13:43I know.
13:45Everybody now!
13:45Hitting up.
13:46Hitting up.
13:47Turn around and hitting up.
13:49Hitting up.
13:51Kick your boots and hitting up.
13:53Hitting up.
13:55Add a 2 to that.
13:56For who?
13:57You!
13:58And me.
13:59jack is starting to understand what he wants and what he doesn't want in his life
14:03here he's realizing like there's no limits and i think part of him really does like that
14:09i'm a little worried for myself
14:15we and cheyenne have hit an area in our relationship where we need to figure out who we are as
14:20people
14:20because i feel like in the course of five years you know we've both lost ourselves
14:24you know is she happy as a whole am i happy like i don't know if i'm happy and like
14:28having the
14:29conversation with the guys this morning uh has just really made me realize you know i gotta be
14:33authentic to myself
14:50the bigger checks potentially some better
14:53sex and always being hotter than your ex
15:00tonight we are keeping the energy high this is forever on three one two three
15:06this is forever
15:16tonight's the night the girls are looking good we're feeling good and we're looking good
15:47i feel like we talk without saying shit and it's like it's just fun yeah because we're just like
15:53like i don't know we get you fucking get me i don't know if it's like an age thing or
15:59like
15:59what it is it has a lot to do with it i think so we've been through similar shit yeah
16:03i'm sure you've
16:03been through like relationships that i've been through like similar stuff there is a level to
16:08that where it's like you just can't you're at different stages that's why like we're shy like i
16:13think she means well and like she's a good girl but like there's just nothing in common in common
16:18right i think i've learned the most about myself through bradley being here we do have great
16:25conversation and that is something that i want in my relationship with cole i like i hope your
16:31boyfriend like does this shit like talks to girls me too i know that's what you need yeah what else
16:37why would you come here yeah all right everyone um can you guys hear me all right all right
16:44i just wanted to get up here and play a little song you know dedicated to sydney real quick
16:50hey hey hey some slice some slice some slice some slice some slice i hope you guys enjoy
17:04it seems like sydney has never been treated like the prize i knew for past relationships so even
17:11like when i'm without her i'm thinking about like something i can do for her wait this is like the
17:16start of the rest of their lives i'm just really blessed with the opportunities to be able to like
17:21show up for her and uh she appreciates it which i love i appreciate all y'all thank you thank
17:28you
17:30you wanted me to know that it was about me i love that what can i say
17:46wait i think i've asked you this but like what is your type in person of guy of guy
17:53i just like when a guy like views the world the same as i do and can laugh at the
17:58same thing
17:58as i it's like those two things but you laugh at everything it's just because i'm so funny you are
18:06so funny like you think really you are i think you're so funny i always think that i'm funny but
18:11sometimes i question myself i question myself too because i'm like no you're funny i'm officially
18:16telling you that you're funny it doesn't really matter what we're talking about i enjoy the presence
18:24of julianne the most everything i say she's got like this clever witty little like response and it's just
18:33it's very enjoyable it just goes back to this idea of like always being attracted and drawn to like the
18:39newest next shiny item and you know it's hard to like truly fully commit to one person it's just
18:47really hard i keep trying to beautiful explore but you're just my favorite
18:56i do think you're pretty i like i do tell me again i'm not saying it again
19:01and i you know i feel like you know there's really nothing to hold back anymore because i've
19:05already said it no it's some real ass and i'm starting to feel like i'm not scared to show that
19:12you know what i mean yeah and i kind of have to forget about the outside life for a little
19:19bit
19:26i don't really know where i where i fit in and all this you get what i'm saying and
19:35i know i fit in and having good conversations with you
19:43oh god i like in the past like a bad guy like i'm like oh my god
19:49like i crave that attention you don't think like where did that give me mikey's he's a good
19:54person but in terms of a relationship he is not what i genuinely want i understand that now i get
20:01that from here on out i like have a minimum list you gotta meet these you you got to meet
20:10this
20:12i'm very happy to be here with you um it's like actually like a beautiful thing to be sitting right
20:17like it's actually amazing like i love it and i hope you all have seen that
20:22all right come on come on come on come on come on
20:29you ain't gotta hide it i know that you're feeling me i'm gonna make my move baby tell me what
20:34you
20:34want to do
20:50the house is finally not bible camp anymore for the first few days it was like nobody touch each other
20:55hands to yourselves but now i feel like the guys are finally letting loose a lot more wait i have
21:00sambas that have like a pink stripe in them and they'd be really cute like that oh sick would
21:05they fit my feet though no no they'd be like yes welcome to the club man
21:10the guys are finally taking their tails from in between their legs and actually letting it waddle a
21:16little bit y'all ain't give me no compliments today bro what we can compliment you all night
21:21y'all ain't give me no car y'all ain't glaze me enough today bro y'all supposed to glaze
21:26they're slow burners but do i think one of them might you know crack under pressure or it might get
21:32cracked i don't know but we'll see yeah what do you want not that you want tequila yeah
21:56honestly it's been the best night so far where the hell did you come from right now i'm realizing
22:02that i am okay without jack i'm having so much fun not worrying about him spending the time apart that
22:11we have spent apart i'm feeling good i'm having a blast honestly
22:22okay let's go why didn't you take attention yeah
22:29with xavier i definitely feel like there's something more there um and i'm interested to explore it
22:41i love who he is as a person and i love what he's showing me and as long as it
22:45keeps heading in
22:46that direction who knows what could happen oh my gosh you're living lavish
22:53so what do you think about this tension between us
22:58the tension between us oh my god that's that's hilarious that you asked that you know
23:04i definitely feel like it's there yeah okay here you can read this i just don't want to say it
23:15out
23:15now i'm sharing my life with you and i need you to understand that appreciate it
23:24all right i have a perfect smile yeah you do you do have a perfect smile no you have a
23:33really nice
23:33smile thank you with sydney i'm being real delicate on that speed but like we're going there like the
23:41feasibility of a kiss it doesn't sound too unrealistic but seeing like the potential of like bonding like a
23:48like a genuine romantic partner who like shows up the way like sydney does it's um
23:54it's surprising but like also like beautiful that like seems like it's within my grasp
24:00i just want to know you i just want to hear your voice again baby come closer
24:35like at the end of the day i look at you and i read you i could say nothing
24:40you know exactly what i'm thinking about yeah no i do jack is about to fold tonight
24:48he's been yeah but he's about to go ballistic do you want to go to bed running from your life
24:56yeah sure with me sure let's go
25:08temptation comes in everyday life and i feel like if you're going to fall into temptation you're going
25:12to probably fall in and do it here as much as this sounds crazy if you don't feed into this
25:17you're not going to find any answers for your relationship as a whole i'm answering a lot of
25:23questions for jack he is getting to know me he is connecting with me and he feels comfortable enough to
25:30get physical with me at the end of the day close his bones really quick
25:36you've gone too far
25:40like i'm in better than me there's a girlfriend it's kind of fun then
26:11like i'm in better than me
26:14and then
26:15I feel like it was different
26:18because I'm just, like, so used to sleeping next to Cheyenne.
26:23I think that's the hard part is, like, you know,
26:26figuring out what you need for yourself,
26:27but at the same time, like, if I'm doing this,
26:31there's a possibility she's doing this,
26:33and I feel like that's, you know, that's hard to, like, process.
26:37And I feel like, you know, yeah.
26:50How are you feeling?
26:52I'm feeling good.
26:53Good.
26:54Yeah, I don't know why I, like, worry
26:56or, like, have so much stress back home,
27:01but I freaking do.
27:02I just want him to prove to me so badly
27:05that he can be open,
27:07so then even if it's something little,
27:09I just, like, lose my shit.
27:10Yeah.
27:11I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad.
27:14Me too, because that's, like, a part of our relationship
27:17where we are truly disconnected.
27:19You know, my friends have said
27:21it's just, like, really hard to get to know him,
27:24and, you know, I want someone
27:26to where I feel like we can both, like,
27:30have that energy and, like, show up
27:32and, you know, be talkative,
27:33and I don't want to feel like I'm, like,
27:35having to carry conversations.
27:37I noticed that, I mean,
27:38in the few, like, interactions I had with him.
27:41Yeah.
27:41He would just be like,
27:42Yeah.
27:43Cool.
27:44Yeah.
27:44Like, and it was like this,
27:45we have something to talk about here.
27:47Like, I was, like, excited to relate.
27:49You know, like, he's just such a solid human,
27:53but it's just, like, figuring out
27:55all of the missing pieces that are there right now.
27:58Step into my world
28:01Let me show you what I see
28:05I know, obviously, you have your boundaries.
28:08And none of us are going to cross it,
28:09but we are here to, like, offer you opinions
28:12that maybe your boys couldn't give you.
28:14You can be more in the experience
28:17without completely disrespecting yourself,
28:19her, or your relationship.
28:20It's kind of the dynamic of our relationship.
28:23Mm-hmm.
28:23Like, girls can escalate things in my relationship
28:27because she doesn't trust me.
28:28So it already just kind of stigmatizes, like,
28:31can make things, like, worse, you know?
28:33Like, even how platonic it is
28:35or my intentions, you know?
28:37There's not a lot of grace, for sure.
28:38I give her a lot of grace, I feel like.
28:40She either needs to, like, just come to terms
28:42with, like, the past
28:43and we need to forgive each other.
28:44Yes.
28:44And she...
28:45That's the only way.
28:46She knows that I'm apologetic about it
28:48and it is, like, a big deal.
28:49It's like, if she just let me...
28:51If she just let her guard down
28:52and let me be free,
28:53I would be more comfortable out of fear.
28:56No, I'd be like, yeah, babe.
28:57Like, I went to the beach
28:58and there was 10 girls there.
28:59Like, you're telling little white lies
29:01out of fear that if you say the truth,
29:04even if it's not something bad,
29:05she's gonna flip out.
29:06And she gets mad at me for the truth sometimes
29:08because she doesn't believe me.
29:09So now I'm like, I tell the truth, you're mad.
29:11I lie, I'm mad.
29:11So it's like a lose-lose for me.
29:14It feels good to obviously just get, like,
29:16different perspectives from, you know, other girls,
29:18but I'm always in a constant state of, like,
29:22surveillance and, like, when's the next bad thing
29:24she's gonna get mad about?
29:25And that's like, you don't want to live like that.
29:27I'm just tense all the time.
29:30You obviously love her so much.
29:32I think you guys could have something really wonderful.
29:34It's just a matter of, like,
29:35working through those issues.
29:41What are you thinking?
29:44What's up, everybody?
29:46Hello, Mark.
29:47How are you?
29:48Want to have a chat, ladies?
29:50Sure.
29:51Come on, let's go over these chairs.
29:53Fellas, it'll only be a minute.
29:55What's up, guys?
29:57Oh, shit.
29:58Shit.
29:59I'm here tonight to tell you what's coming up.
30:03So, tonight, it's time for another bonfire.
30:11I was not expecting that.
30:13I thought something else was gonna be coming our way.
30:15Oh, God.
30:17That was fast.
30:19Look, the whole point of the bonfire is to inform you
30:21not so much of what's going on on the other side of the island,
30:24but how you feel about what you see.
30:25At this point of the journey,
30:27you've now had plenty of time to be an individual.
30:30The information you may see, I don't know what it is,
30:33could be harder now, but who you are now is different.
30:36And I want to remind you that when I met you,
30:38you came here as a couple,
30:40and as much as you loved the guys you came with,
30:43it wasn't firing on all pistons.
30:47So, looking at the clips may be difficult,
30:49but are you feeling any different about yourself
30:52having been an individual for a while?
30:56I'll see you tonight, okay?
30:57All right.
30:58Thanks, Mark.
30:59I'll see you soon.
31:00We'll see you soon.
31:01Thanks, Mark.
31:04I just can only imagine what we're about to see, honestly.
31:07Oh, God.
31:09I think we're going into this one
31:10with a different mindset.
31:12We're not in denial of our issues anymore,
31:14but it's still scary.
31:16It's so scary.
31:18Well, we got each other, you know?
31:20Yeah.
31:21I need a drink.
31:23I also would.
31:24Yeah, me too.
31:26All right, let's go.
31:29I don't know, dude.
31:30I feel like coming in here, like,
31:32you know, I did break my boundaries overall.
31:36You know, I came here wanting to leave with Cheyenne,
31:38and I just know, like,
31:39based off what I've already done here.
31:41You put that at Jeopardy?
31:42Yeah.
31:43I like that.
31:45Yeah.
31:45Once fooled, twice by.
31:50Pulled me down when I can crawl.
31:53And my feet see.
31:58Once weak, now strong.
32:02Going into this bonfire,
32:04I have a different mindset.
32:06If I see Jack having fun, that's okay.
32:09Being here, I haven't kissed.
32:10I haven't touched.
32:11I haven't done any of that.
32:13And I should be able to let him experience
32:16what I'm also experiencing,
32:19but still be in a healthy relationship.
32:21And, and, and, and
32:29I'm 29 years old.
32:31I'm not at a place where I want to be wasting any time.
32:35Cole and I came here for a reason,
32:36and I'm just really hoping that
32:38he is putting in as much effort as I am
32:41to get to the bottom of our problems,
32:43to grow and come out stronger.
32:47Love's a crime, but soon you'll be
32:52a slave for me.
32:57My anxiety from one to 10,
32:59I'm going to rate it at 100 right now.
33:00It's shitty to say, but, you know,
33:02I really hope that she's done something similar to I have
33:05because maybe it wouldn't make me feel so bad.
33:15I remember how the first bonfire went.
33:17I feel like scared shitless.
33:19Like, I don't know what she's doing.
33:20and talk to her, so
33:21like, I'm definitely, like, worried.
33:25That was so messy for me.
33:32I'm gonna break free.
33:34It's not gonna break me.
33:36Not gonna break me.
33:38Like, I just feel uneasy.
33:40My heart tells me that Kaylee hasn't done anything
33:42that would really hurt me,
33:44but I know I've done things that
33:48Kaylee's not gonna love to see.
33:56I'm scared that she's gonna press the limits to the point
33:58where there is no return.
34:01And that's gonna hurt.
34:02And I don't want to believe that she doesn't care about me.
34:06What's up, fellas?
34:07What's up, what's up, what's up?
34:08How's it going?
34:08Mark.
34:09How we living?
34:10Ugh.
34:13Well, you look good.
34:15Feel good.
34:15Let's try.
34:16Good.
34:17Let's get into it.
34:18We'll start with Jack.
34:19Okay, Jack, you ready?
34:20Uh, as much as I can be.
34:22All right, buddy.
34:23Let's take a look.
34:25You and Jack came here for a reason,
34:27so do you feel like you are truly happy with him?
34:30No.
34:31No.
34:31I don't feel like we are truly happy.
34:33I don't trust him.
34:34He knows how bad he hurt me, too.
34:36Like, whenever he went that far with her.
34:38And so it's like, I just don't know.
34:41It almost makes me feel like he's just been filling my head full of bullshit.
34:47This relationship's so fucked.
34:48It is so toxic.
34:50But it's just because we've been together for so long,
34:52so it's like that comfort.
34:56I'm realizing that I am okay without Jack.
34:59I'm having so much fun, not worrying about him.
35:02Spending the time apart that we have spent apart,
35:04I'm feeling good.
35:06I'm feeling like I'm having a blast, honestly.
35:13Um, you know, seeing that clip,
35:16I'm really not caught by surprise at all.
35:18I feel like, you know, she's speaking her emotions.
35:20And, you know, over the course of five years,
35:22we've had a rough patch.
35:24And, you know, I feel like that...
35:26that honeymoon stage has faded in our relationship,
35:29and the happiness has kind of faded as well.
35:32And, you know, what she is saying,
35:34it's hard to hear.
35:35Um, but I can't agree, um, with a little bit of that.
35:41Be more specific.
35:42What did you hear that you can agree with that's hard to hear?
35:44We're not happy in the relationship.
35:47What I've learned while being here is how to be myself again.
35:52I've talked to the girls in the house,
35:53and I feel like, you know, they've kind of made me feel a certain way
35:56about what I've been through and kind of what I'm missing, um, in myself.
36:00And I, overall, you know, they've been really honest with me about,
36:04you know, that I've probably lost myself.
36:06I feel like I have lost myself, you know?
36:08Is there any one particular person, Jack?
36:11You know, I think Carter is a big one.
36:14Um, it's something I didn't expect.
36:16And, uh, yeah, it's a little bit scary, too,
36:19just because, you know, I've been in a relationship for so long.
36:22So, uh, I think, overall, like, what I really have noticed
36:25is there's no judgment.
36:27I feel like, you know, in my relationship,
36:29I've, you know, been judged in weird ways.
36:31You know, these guys are getting me through it as well.
36:33You know, having these bonfires
36:34and kind of seeing the way that she's opening up and talking about me,
36:37that just seems unfixable to me.
36:39Like, that's kind of what I'm realizing.
36:42I'm sure it's hard to hear, you know,
36:45the person you came to the island with
36:46kind of run you down a little bit.
36:49And then, in true Jack form, you take responsibility for it.
36:54Yeah.
36:55I feel like I've just kind of been walked all over,
36:58and I'm just, I'm just tired of it.
37:04Okay.
37:05That's rough.
37:06And I'm, I'm happy you're discovering things about yourself
37:09and reigniting ways of being that you'd forgotten about.
37:15All right.
37:16Cole, let's see what's going on in your world.
37:21I just want him to prove to me so badly that he can be open,
37:25so then, even if it's something little,
37:28I just, like, lose my shit.
37:29Yeah.
37:30I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad.
37:33Me too, because that's, like, a part of our relationship
37:36where we are truly disconnected.
37:38You know, my friends have said
37:39it's just, like, really hard to get to know him.
37:42I noticed that, I mean, in the few, like, interactions I had with him.
37:46Yeah.
37:46He would just be like,
37:47Yeah.
37:48Cool.
37:49This is fun.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Because we're just, like...
37:51The same.
37:52I know, we get...
37:53You fucking get me.
37:54I know.
37:54I think I've learned the most about myself through Bradley being here.
37:59We do have great conversation,
38:01and that is something that I want in my relationship.
38:11I mean, it makes me feel sad we came into this island, you know,
38:18with a relationship that I thought and what she's expressed to me
38:20that, you know, feel was really good.
38:23Obviously, we had our problems,
38:24but I have been a very loyal boyfriend,
38:27and, you know, before coming here,
38:29I have hundreds of letters from her
38:31saying how much she loves this relationship and, you know,
38:34how much I mean to her.
38:36So, yeah, I mean, I think that video just made me kind of sad.
38:39That's what I can say about that.
38:41But maybe these are the questions to ask the girls in the house.
38:44Why do I think things are cool
38:46and she doesn't seem to think they're cool?
38:48What can you tell me about me that I may not know about me?
38:52Yeah.
38:52And then be willing to hear it.
38:54You know, I've realized some things in our relationship
38:56that, you know, obviously I want to fix,
38:58but there was some things of, you know,
39:00her being half in, half out early in the relationship.
39:03Obviously, she broke up with me the first time.
39:05I think it really damaged, you know,
39:08my confidence and sense of worth,
39:09which I think could have fed into, like,
39:11some of the white lies that then proceeded
39:13out of fear, you know?
39:15So now that you're starting to see
39:18why your behavior might be connected
39:20to a feeling of insecurity or not feeling supported,
39:23now let's look at the gap between
39:26your perception of how things are
39:29and her perception of how things are.
39:33It sounds like things are stirring up for you
39:36and that's the start of the process, Cole,
39:38so good for you.
39:39Yeah.
39:40All right.
39:42Mikey?
39:43What's up?
39:44What's up?
39:44How you feeling?
39:45Feeling good.
39:46How you feeling?
39:46So good.
39:47All right.
39:48Let's take a look.
39:54Two, three.
39:55Oh, shit.
39:59Wait.
40:00Like, I'm super comfortable.
40:02I'm not gonna lie.
40:03You make it so easy.
40:04No, I like it.
40:05Yeah.
40:06No, you make it pretty easy, too.
40:10We're dating.
40:11Like, you know, we're exploring.
40:13We're experiencing.
40:14I'm experiencing new feelings.
40:16I don't know.
40:17Is it smooth if I blow your hand?
40:21I love how you ask.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Now I'm big on this.
40:26Meeting a guy like Xavier has just, like,
40:29opened my eyes to all of the possibilities
40:32of what, like, love should look like,
40:35what a relationship should look like,
40:37what a man truly looks like.
40:41Okay.
40:42Okay.
40:45She looks beautiful, by the way,
40:46first and foremost.
40:47I love that girl.
40:49I miss that girl.
40:51And I'm gonna be real.
40:52Nothing I saw made me uncomfortable.
40:54I mean, you told us that we supposed to be in here
40:59to figure out some things, figure out some questions.
41:01And if that's the guy for her, I commend her on that.
41:06And if I'm not the guy for her, I have to understand that.
41:10And I mean that.
41:12Okay.
41:13It's a little bit of a change from the last time I saw you,
41:15which is like, you know,
41:17if I lose her, I'll be devastated kind of vibe.
41:21Seeing everything right here, I have no problem with it.
41:24She's living in her truth.
41:25And that's all she can do.
41:26What if her truth ends up being that she needs to be with him and not you?
41:30What can I say?
41:31I'm happy for her.
41:32Like, that's my best friend, so I support her right or wrong.
41:34And if that's right for her, I support that.
41:38Straight talk?
41:39It doesn't feel like you're feeling much.
41:41Like, you're cool with it.
41:42It's fine.
41:43And that wasn't the emotional guy I saw about a week ago.
41:46And if you see the girl you say you love to death like you do,
41:50and it looks like she might be feeling somebody else and maybe be gone,
41:55I'm surprised that you're just like, whatever.
41:58I mean, what can I do?
42:00You can feel something.
42:02I grew up with a mother that said,
42:04don't want nobody that don't want you.
42:06So the day got to go on.
42:09The sun going to come up, the sun going to go down.
42:12So.
42:13Look, I don't disagree with anything you're saying, Mike.
42:16I just think there's something to explore about the fact that you're seeing
42:19the girl you came here with
42:22saying we're dating with some other guy,
42:25and you're like, I'm happy for her.
42:27It's all good.
42:28Truthfully, I wish that was me.
42:31I do.
42:31I wish I was experiencing these moments with Sidney.
42:35But I'm not.
42:36And that's something I got to live with.
42:39Well, that statement you just said
42:41was the closest thing to something I'll buy that you've said.
42:43That feels real to me.
42:45Yeah.
42:45Everything else feels a little bit like
42:48if I don't acknowledge it, I'm going to be cool, right?
42:51Oh, no, not at all.
42:53I'm going to be honest.
42:54If I felt, if I felt some time, I can't hide my emotions.
42:57Yeah, that's true.
42:58I can't hide them.
43:00That's true.
43:01And yeah, that just, that just didn't do it for me.
43:05Like, I'm sorry.
43:06No, don't be sorry.
43:07That's a huge answer to a question.
43:09Oh, yeah, I'm growing for real.
43:11I know when to be serious, when it's time to be serious.
43:13I know how to joke when it's time to joke.
43:15Okay.
43:16And big shout out India for helping me through that.
43:19Like, my journey would not be where it's at right now
43:21if it was not for India, so.
43:22Well, that's great.
43:23I'm cool.
43:25Okay.
43:27Summit?
43:29Yeah, hopefully I can be as cool.
43:31I don't know.
43:33Let's take a look.
43:35Do you want him to be something other than what he is?
43:38Do you want him to, like, be a fucking good boyfriend?
43:41Yeah.
43:42Like, you want your partner to, like, love you
43:43and accept you for all of you.
43:45At some point, you have to realize, like, you are enough, though.
43:49Like, at what point does the breaking point happen?
43:51Because, I mean, all the disrespect, I mean, it builds up.
43:55Like, no one should feel like their partner is, like, belittling them.
43:59I don't understand, like, why he does it.
44:02Like, I don't know what he gets out of, like,
44:04making me feel bad about myself.
44:06Is this person really the father of my kids?
44:11Or, like, I don't know.
44:12It just messes with my head.
44:14Like, would the father of my children, like,
44:17make me feel this way?
44:29Um, yeah.
44:31I mean, obviously, it's on theme
44:33with the clip I got at the first bonfire.
44:37This theme of me not making her feel
44:40as amazing as she is and deserves to feel.
44:44And it, it sucks that clearly I'm not making her feel that way.
44:49It's almost, like, just so frustrating
44:51because I, I guess I don't fully understand, like,
44:54what I'm doing to make her feel so unsupported.
44:59Like, am I really such a shitty boyfriend?
45:01I, I, I guess I, I have a hard time acknowledging that.
45:06I think you're on the right track.
45:08I think the fact that you say,
45:10I don't know why she feels this way
45:13is, in essence, asking the question.
45:16So, let's talk about it.
45:20It's, I'm just, like, a very independent person,
45:22I feel like, and I like to do my own thing.
45:25And, like, we don't need to, like, be together,
45:29like, be each other's absolute rock
45:3124-7, seven days a week.
45:34I, I don't, maybe I'm just not ready
45:36for a relationship still.
45:38I don't fucking know.
45:38That may be.
45:39Oh, I didn't think you would say that.
45:42But you're, you're on the right track.
45:44And you know what I love about you?
45:46You're trying so hard to get it.
45:48I'm trying, Mark.
45:49Buddy, I get that.
45:51It's foreign to you because you've had two relationships.
45:54Give yourself a break.
45:57What relationship in your life,
45:59parents or others, have you witnessed
46:01that you thought they've got it together?
46:04It wouldn't be my parents.
46:06I, I was raised by a single mom.
46:09Um, yeah, no dad.
46:12Do you have a relationship with your father?
46:14Do you mind me asking?
46:14I do not.
46:15My mom's my everything.
46:17She's my rock.
46:18She's mom and dad, super mom, my hero.
46:21Anytime anyone asks, like, who is your role model?
46:24Who are you the most proud of in your life?
46:27It's always my mom.
46:28But as children, we take our cues from what we've, we've witnessed.
46:33You haven't really seen an example of a love relationship
46:36other than the love relationship of a mother to her son
46:38and vice versa, right?
46:41Yeah.
46:43However, if you reframe it, you can use what you know
46:45to create a good relationship with a girlfriend.
46:48Your relationship with your mom,
46:50was it fair to say you'd do anything for her?
46:52Absolutely, yeah.
46:53Is it fair to say you don't criticize anything
46:55even when you see things that aren't really so great?
46:58Yeah, me and my brothers joke all the time.
47:00There's things about it like, I can't believe mom's nuts,
47:02but you don't go and say, mom, I really, you know what?
47:04You know what type of mom I want?
47:05I want a mom like that mom.
47:07Oh, I would never.
47:08Right, but you're doing that with Kaylee.
47:10Yeah.
47:12So she's not saying you're a shitty boyfriend.
47:14Maybe those are the words.
47:16But what she may be sharing is what she needs
47:19that she's not getting from you
47:20and how much she loves you and wants you to give her that.
47:24Because that's a healthy relationship.
47:28Okay?
47:29Thank you, Mark.
47:31Okay.
47:32Thank you, buddy.
47:33All right.
47:35I think we're done for the night.
47:36You made it through another bonfire, guys.
47:40Tomorrow and coming up will be more dates,
47:42so think about who you want to go on dates with.
47:43When you go back to your villa tonight,
47:46you will see an addition to your villa.
47:49It's called the Temptation Haven.
47:52It's an area where you can go whenever you want,
47:56with whomever you want.
47:57There are no cameras in there.
47:59It's a chance for you to further experience temptation
48:02or connection without everybody's eyes on you.
48:08There's a Temptation Haven in the other villa as well.
48:12Whenever anyone goes into the haven,
48:16a light goes on in the other house
48:18to let everybody know that somebody has entered
48:20the Temptation Haven.
48:21You will not know who or what's going on,
48:24but you'll know that something's going on.
48:26And vice versa.
48:28Got it?
48:28Sure.
48:29Got it.
48:29We appreciate you.
48:30I appreciate you guys, man.
48:32This is not easy.
48:33It's not.
48:34It's not easy, and I acknowledge that.
48:36So give yourselves a bit of a break,
48:38head on out, and I will see you soon.
48:40Love you, Martin.
48:41Good night.
48:50For her to question, you know,
48:52if I should be the father of her children,
48:54like, those are just such intense words.
48:57I hate this.
48:58Tough.
48:59It's so tough.
49:00Not to gasp my own tires,
49:02but, like, I know someone out there
49:03would, like, love me so much for me
49:05and appreciate me so much for me.
49:07So if she doesn't appreciate me for me
49:10and everything I bring to the relationship,
49:12I don't really know what we're doing here.
49:15I heard that time can heal a wound
49:18and fix up what is broken.
49:21I know the bonfire was tough for some of us.
49:25You know, I expect her to be having a good time,
49:27but I have not and would not be saying that,
49:31you know, about Scarlett.
49:32So I guess that's maybe what sucked the most.
49:36From what I'm hearing from her side,
49:38she's coming to the realization
49:39that she doesn't really need me anymore.
49:41It changes my overall thought process
49:43on, like, where me and her stand.
49:46I see that Sydney has found somebody
49:48that she cares about,
49:49and I want to respect it.
49:59Maybe one day I'll get what I want
50:06instead of what I need.
50:12It's just hard to watch.
50:18I just thought Sydney loved me,
50:20and I thought that her love for me
50:24would have been stronger than
50:26this experience.
50:29It's all I've been wanting.
50:30And maybe one day I'll stay in my arms
50:37instead of always...
50:53Whatever we are shown,
50:55it's like that is maybe the truth
50:59that we're looking for.
51:00It's for a reason.
51:01Yeah.
51:02Yeah.
51:02Exactly.
51:04I'm more scared for this one
51:06than the first one.
51:07I feel like Cole maybe hasn't gone this deep
51:10with his emotions and feelings.
51:12I'm just bracing myself.
51:15Guys, I get nervous thinking about
51:17all of each other's bonfire experience.
51:20It's like, it makes me feel even more,
51:22like, stressed and just, like, emotional.
51:24It just doesn't even feel real.
51:27It doesn't.
51:27Not at all.
51:29I hope Summit remembers
51:31that I am on the other side of things
51:33and I am going to see what he does.
51:36If I see something
51:37that I'm really uncomfortable with,
51:38I'm going to need to take a step back
51:40and reevaluate how I move on
51:42with the process.
51:45Oh,
51:45I want to see you,
51:57I just want to know
51:58that we're still choosing
51:58each other every day
51:59and we're not just
52:02going through the motions.
52:07I don't know how I'm going to feel
52:08when I see my key pop up on the screen,
52:11but seeing what I saw last time,
52:13this time I'm like,
52:15I expect the absolute worst.
52:18I just want to know,
52:19did I waste my time on something real
52:21or was it all fake?
52:30Hello, friends.
52:31Hi.
52:32How you doing?
52:34Good.
52:34Pretty good.
52:36Welcome to your next bonfire.
52:38At this point,
52:39you're in it.
52:40Hopefully,
52:40you've learned some stuff
52:41about yourself.
52:42Hopefully,
52:43you've had some chance
52:43to reevaluate
52:44what's working
52:46in your relationship
52:46and what's not working.
52:51I know that sometimes
52:52looking at these clips
52:52can be painful,
52:55but we'll get through it together.
52:59Here we go, ladies.
53:00We're good.
53:02We're going to start
53:03with you, Scarlett.
53:04Let's take a look.
53:11I give her a lot of grace,
53:12I feel like.
53:13She then needs to, like,
53:14just come to terms
53:15with, like, the past
53:16and we need to forgive each other.
53:17And she knows
53:18that I'm apologetic about it
53:19and it is, like, a big deal.
53:21If she just let her guard down
53:22and let me be free,
53:23I would be more comfortable
53:24knowing, I'd be like,
53:25yeah, babe,
53:25like, I went to the beach
53:26and there was 10 girls there.
53:27She'll get mad at me
53:28for the truth sometimes
53:29because she doesn't believe me.
53:30So now I'm like,
53:31I tell the truth, you're mad.
53:32I lie, I'm mad.
53:32So it's like a lose-lose for me.
53:35When we do end up
53:36coming back together,
53:37it's like,
53:38we've got to figure out
53:38how to clean up
53:39these, like, trust issues.
53:40But it's like,
53:40if you can't get over the past,
53:41I can't make you trust me
53:42no matter if I'm honest
53:43to you or not, you know?
53:45You have to just let it go
53:46and, like, it's like
53:47we can't keep going
53:48back on it, you know?
53:59I think it's hard to
54:00let it go
54:01when it's happened
54:02as recently as
54:04the week before we got here.
54:08He says, you know,
54:09trust issues
54:10that are in the past
54:12but we've never worked
54:13through them
54:13so they're still present.
54:15Can you tell me
54:15what happened recently?
54:17He told me
54:18he was going to the track
54:19with his friend
54:21and that was it.
54:22That's all I ever heard of it.
54:23I just had a feeling
54:24and so I said,
54:26who's going to the track?
54:27And he said,
54:28well, this girl DM'd me
54:31and, you know,
54:32I told her
54:32that we were going to the track.
54:33Someone going to the track,
54:34that's fine
54:35but when we're already
54:37in such a fragile state
54:38and then it seems like
54:40that information
54:40was being withheld,
54:41it's like I'm just tired
54:42of asking.
54:43I don't want to have to ask
54:44to hear these things.
54:45This is a tough question
54:47to ask you
54:47but do you think trust
54:48can ever be earned?
54:50I do.
54:51I just need
54:52the consistency
54:54of transparency.
54:56You know,
54:56of course there are
54:57traits that I wish
54:59Cole had,
55:00more depth,
55:01deeper conversations
55:02than I also question,
55:05you know,
55:05would anyone ever check
55:06all 100 of my boxes?
55:09I'm going to let you
55:09in on a secret.
55:12There are people
55:13that check all the boxes
55:15and part of it
55:16is because
55:17they check more boxes
55:18and there are a bunch
55:19of boxes that you don't
55:20even need to have
55:21on your page anymore
55:21when you have
55:22that connection.
55:24Do you understand?
55:27What I don't want
55:28to see you do
55:28is return to what you had
55:30because you're going
55:31to end up talking
55:32to your girlfriends
55:32every day about it.
55:33I don't know where he is
55:34and you're going
55:34to need something
55:35and he's going to need.
55:36I don't know why
55:37she's always on my back.
55:38I don't cheat on her.
55:39I don't cheat on her.
55:39She's always on my back
55:40and that's not a relationship.
55:42Right.
55:45So get your soul filled up.
55:48Okay.
55:48I appreciate you.
55:53Hello, Cheyenne.
55:55Hello.
55:56Are you ready?
55:58I think the clips
55:59will speak for themselves
55:59so I'm just excited
56:01to just,
56:03just to see
56:04what he's been up to.
56:05I don't know,
56:05just hearing his voice
56:06makes me happy
56:06so I'm like,
56:07turn it on.
56:09All right,
56:09well let's look.
56:11Here we go.
56:14Do you feel like
56:15our connection
56:16like scares you at all?
56:18I mean, yeah,
56:19I'll be, yeah,
56:20I'll be honest.
56:20It's just weird
56:21how, how easy
56:22it is to talk to you.
56:23You know,
56:23things are moving so fast
56:24and I feel like
56:25we've known each other
56:25forever.
56:26Yeah.
56:27I think
56:29we both know
56:31what our connection is
56:32and how it's like
56:33different from anything else.
56:35No, yeah,
56:35it is.
56:36You know,
56:36that is truthfully
56:37how I feel like.
56:38I feel like I don't really
56:38have to act a certain way.
56:40Yeah.
56:40Yeah.
56:57Is this the button you choose?
56:59Is this the button you choose?
57:01Yes.
57:01It is.
57:06Shut the fuck up.
57:09Shut the fuck up.
57:11Shut the fuck up.
57:11You're so dirty.
57:15Do you want to get something to eat
57:16and go to bed?
57:17Yeah, sure.
57:19With me?
57:21Sure.
57:23Wow.
57:28Close those blinds really quick.
57:30Are you fucking hitting me?
57:34Like, I'm in bed with the man
57:36who was a grown man.
57:38It's kind of fun, though.
57:43Did he fuck her?
57:45What the fuck does close the blinds mean?
57:53This is what I mean.
57:55I have given this man
57:59so many times
58:02to redeem himself
58:03and prove to me
58:04that he wants to be with me.
58:06And this five years,
58:08five years,
58:10five years
58:11to fucking publicly
58:13humiliate me,
58:16it's one thing
58:17to know about it,
58:18it's another thing
58:18to see it.
58:19And he did it
58:21knowing that
58:22I was gonna see it.
58:24He's a piece of shit.
58:26I'm off the shit.
58:27Like, I'm done.
58:28I'm sorry.
58:29I'm sorry.
58:30I'm fucking leaving.
58:33Is this real fucking life?
58:36No, is this real life?
58:41Like, is this real fucking life?
58:49You made up your mind
58:52Were you ever mine?
58:54Cause it's looking like
58:56you went too far
58:59So don't try to lie
59:02It's all come to light
59:05What you did
59:07in the dark
59:30Again, Matthias
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