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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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00:17I stand and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around
00:45I can't even lie I was
00:59expecting Jack to kiss me at some point in this process but this early on I'm like damn like
01:05he's really going for it I just love you Jackie his boundaries done broken gone we just went in
01:17the confessional like just me and him we just talked to the camera or whatever I don't know
01:23whether he wants to talk about it or just pretend like it never happened but I think off of what
01:27I
01:28got to experience he's a good kisser and I wouldn't mind experiencing it some more
01:35too much going on right now mid what
01:49firstly I thought that he would be the first one to break and he did so kudos to Carter if
01:57you ask me
01:57he's done like he might as well just go fully all the way I got you I got you he
02:05might want to go
02:06home with his girlfriend but after this shit I don't think his girlfriend's gonna want to go home with
02:17let's be honest Carter's a good kisser but not better than Cheyenne
02:45I don't know how they're vibing over there bro I don't think it's as close as we are here
02:48there's no way there's no way bro girls are like catfights yeah and girls like fight and like
02:53they're fighting over my boyfriend exactly that's disgusting I feel like he's doing good over there
02:58genuinely I think he's doing good over there too I think he'd be dumb if he did it to where
03:02I could
03:02like watch it I just had to scare him right before we left I told him I said if he
03:07embarrasses me
03:08your friends are no longer off limits just so that way you can't start fucking his friends
03:14like that would kill him that would break his heart is that what you're trying to do no I don't
03:20know
03:20what he's doing over there I have like a little angel over here that's like it's okay but then
03:24the devil's like he's he's fucking a bitch you know like one of the pettiest people I know
03:36how are you guys feeling about all this shit my term is like paranoia I'm always paranoid we know
03:42I worry that I'm like out of sight out of mind you know it's like you're not like in reality
03:47you're
03:48not like the only person they would ever like hook up with it you know yeah look at the first
03:52bonfire
03:52so traumatizing I'm kind of scarred from that yeah my mouth was like on the floor when I saw your
03:57clip
03:57like I don't care how much money somebody has how bad she was bashing you do you care when she
04:02like shits on you like the bonfire and stuff like do you care like does it yeah like yeah
04:05cause your response even at the bonfire was a little like my response was more loud than
04:09yours and I was confused I feel like I've gotten like almost used to it and like that's not okay
04:14that's not healthy yeah you got more to offer in life than being somebody's punching bag and that's
04:19the scary part I feel like even coming into the house dude I feel like I've held a lot of
04:24shit in
04:25mind Cheyenne's relationship has not been the most perfect thing I don't want to make her look
04:30like a bad person because at the end of the day I love her but a year or two into
04:34our relationship
04:34she went out with a friend and you know got drunk and you know kissed someone she had talked to
04:40in
04:40the past so hold on hold on hold on hold on so you're telling me so you're telling me she
04:47cheated
04:47before you cheated yeah why didn't you say that because I didn't want to make her look like a bad
04:52person you retaliated I retaliated but I ended up cheating to the full extent isn't that so unfair
04:59to just like take all the the blunts of all the wrongdoings in your relationship yeah it's crazy at
05:05the end of the day dude I want her to be happy but what about you I am starting to
05:09be a little bit
05:10happier and like I wouldn't be telling you guys this if I didn't if I was something wasn't changing with
05:14me me and Cheyenne when that all happened should have taken a break and we didn't and I feel like
05:19that's definitely where this resentment and shit didn't heal over the years I pushed my feelings to
05:24the side I mean now that I'm here this experience it's bringing stuff out that I really didn't see
05:28was wrong and like hearing the guys and like the advice they give me I kind of see that now
05:32basically your ultimate test is like are you and Cheyenne too far gone because of all that you've done
05:38to each other or can you guys make it work yeah getting some Sun had to bro yeah we're working
05:53on
05:53our tan wait so have you ever had like a girlfriend not really like I honestly went through like a
05:58ho
05:58phase when I was like 20 mm-hmm and then recently I just been like you know what I think
06:04that happens
06:04when we turn like 24 and 25 we're like this isn't fun anymore like the chase gets old see I
06:09wish I
06:10would have realized that sooner yeah I think some of Summit's friends are still not on that wavelength
06:13and that's like a problem because it gets in his head you think you'd like they do have a pretty
06:18good influence on him yeah I do not like a lot of his friends like when we broke up they
06:23made
06:23him like a hinge within like three days and it like actually made me think that he just like
06:30never cared about me because I was like why are you on a dating app it's normal to have a
06:36relationship
06:36and that can be your number one priority it's good to be in love like you're 25 years old
06:42relationships are supposed to be like the light of your day and he is sometimes but there's other
06:49weeks where he's the thing that's dragging me down the most and I'm like is this person really the
06:58father of my kids or like I don't know it just messes with my head like with the father of
07:04my children
07:04like make me feel this way my biggest fear is like being alone for the rest of my life I
07:15don't want to
07:15spend my life alone I want to have like a partner I'll be curious to see if our girlfriends are
07:27like
07:27reactive of us because if they start doing crazy shit and then we'll be like they definitely saw
07:32something in the last part I know well yeah which wouldn't have been bad but they might have assumed
07:36it well you know what I mean right I don't think Kaylee's like that but you just never know in
07:40these
07:41situations this isn't normal yeah I wrote her a letter this morning and I want to start writing
07:46more so then like I can give them to her so she can read like a day in the life
07:50right versus like me
07:51me trying to like explain everything at that yeah be like look like I was thinking this like I missed
07:56you coming back from like the restaurant and like I love you you know God what did they see
08:07I'm like a coffee connoisseur what's crazy is I'm not a huge fan of coffee but I'm gonna I'm gonna
08:12try
08:12it potentially losing Cheyenne and me making a connection with another girl in the house is scary
08:17oh these are good here's your beautiful drink perfect thank you but at the same time being with Carter
08:21definitely makes me feel like I can be my authentic self I have fun her presence is definitely making that
08:26this whole process a lot easier I want to like get you like a cool gift to remember you know
08:31just like the date overall maybe this little hat what are you feeling one to ten what do you think
08:37ten I like twelve really yeah twelve twelve in my relationship I'm not a huge romantic person at all
08:45try this on I lack taking Cheyenne on dates I lack you know getting gifts and stuff like that
08:50wow is that too big no I like it big but like that's definitely something I want to work on
08:56and I think being here I'm kind of learning that what do you think I like it I think it
09:01looks good
09:01on you this is like a once-in-a-lifetime thing when I'm with Jack it feels like I'm literally
09:07just
09:07with like one of my best friends but we have like that physical connection too I don't know it's just
09:17so
09:17flirty it kind of gives me butterflies in my stomach a little bit I like how big it is like
09:22yeah this is
09:23like my man's hoodie that's what this is giving me I think we're going in a really really good
09:29direction and I'm really excited to see what can happen in these next few days with him
09:40I don't know what's prettier the view or you stop you're playing no I'm not getting this like one on
09:48one time with you it's really nice no I really appreciate you give me the biggest hug in the
09:51world I really appreciate you you're my favorite in the house really yeah say it again you're my
09:59favorite in the house oh so why are you stressed out you and your ex no I mean sorry Sydney
10:11I'm just so
10:13scared cuz I know she has this thing where it's really a double standard where if she does something
10:21it's okay but if I do something she looks like she'll leave like she threatens to leave so much
10:26like and scared of losing her does that stem from my childhood no this is just the first time in
10:36my
10:37life I've been loyal she's the only girl I've been with for like a year is not that long no
10:43it's a year is a
10:44long time for me I was a ho so like the way I move in here is like I'm petrified
10:50so I'm petrified to
10:53flirt you shouldn't want to be with somebody like that though like y'all came here together to go through
11:01a process and experience dating other people this is the first time that Mikey said he's ever been
11:09faithful in a relationship so I see why he's so emotional but he needs to figure out if this is
11:16the person that he wants to be with because if not she's gonna break his heart even when I first
11:22had a conversation you guys like Sydney's gonna leave me like you want to be with somebody like
11:26that like you're literally saying it like you need to start writing this shit down and read it it makes
11:30sense of why you're so emotional in here because God knows what she's doing over there like yeah you
11:36see what I'm dealing with you you see me what's up everybody prepped up on you there sorry what's
11:50up everybody hey look this is an intense experience and you guys went through the bonfire and that
12:00stirs things up and you guys are trying to make connections and you're all becoming a family but
12:05I think you need to dial it back and just get a little loose and you know go have some
12:09fun so
12:10I came here to tell you that tonight there's gonna be a group outing you need a break so it's
12:19a group outing
12:29let's go y'all better be careful y'all stuck in here with me why did you say that who's
12:36the fattest who's the maddest who's the one you wanna I love going out like I love going to clubs
12:42like honestly the clubs just call my name every Saturday
12:47I wanna know I'm excited to get out of the villa and like hang out with everyone like a group
12:54setting
12:55they're teaching me what I should and should not stand for everybody's gonna have a great time about to have
13:07fun about to turn up I'm messy so I'm encouraging all bullshit for the guys to do and if they
13:12do it
13:13hey I don't see shit
13:14two so one you walk you walk
13:18tonight we out
13:21the temptation girls are hitting the island
13:25hitting the island
13:26hitting the island
13:28we're getting to fool it out
13:30like someone might hit a home run tonight
13:32we're hitting all the bases tonight
13:41it's so nice to get out of the villa I know
13:55add two to that
13:56for who
13:56you
13:58and me
13:59Jack is starting to understand what he wants and what he doesn't want in his life
14:03here he's realizing like there's no limits and I think part of him really does like that
14:09I'm a little worried for myself
14:15me and Cheyenne have hit an area in our relationship where we need to figure out who we are as
14:20people
14:20because I feel like in the course of five years you know we've both lost ourselves
14:24you know is she happy as a whole am I happy
14:26like I don't know if I'm happy and like having the conversation with the guys this morning
14:30uh has just really made me realize
14:32you know I gotta be authentic to myself
14:50the bigger checks
14:52potentially some better sex
15:00tonight we are keeping the energy high this is forever on three one two three
15:06this is forever
15:17tonight's the night the girls are looking good we're feeling good and we're looking good
15:22we're looking good and I love you
15:27your lap is real funny
15:29I like this
15:29have you put something on one in particular
15:31well I mean you see these look pretty bad
15:47I feel like we talk without saying shit and it's like it's just fun yeah because we're just like
15:53I know we get you fucking get me I don't know if it's like an age thing or like what
15:59it means
15:59it has a lot to do with it I think so we've been through similar shit yeah I'm sure you've
16:03been
16:03through like relationships that I've been through like similar stuff there is a level to that where
16:08it's like you just can't you're at different stages that's why like we're shy like I think
16:13she means well and like she's a good girl but like there's just nothing in common in common right
16:19I think I've learned the most about myself through Bradley being here we do have great conversation
16:26and that is something that I want in my relationship with Cole I like I hope your boyfriend like does
16:32this shit like talks to girls me too I know that's what you need yeah what else why would you
16:38come in
16:38yeah all right everyone um can you guys hear me all right all right I just wanted to get up
16:46here
16:46play a little song you know dedicate to Sydney real quick hey hey hey some slice some slice some slice
16:53right I hope you guys enjoy it it seems like Sydney has never been treated like the prize I knew
17:08for past relationships so even like when I'm without her I'm thinking about like something I can do for
17:14her wait this is like the start of the rest of their lives I'm just really blessed with the
17:20opportunities to be able to like show up for her and uh she appreciates it which I love
17:26I appreciate all y'all thank you thank you thank you you wanted me to know that it was about
17:31me
17:34I love that what can I say
17:45wait I think I've asked you this but like what is your type in person of guy of guy I
17:53just like
17:54when a guy like views the world the same as I do and can laugh at the same thing it's
17:59like those two
18:00things but you laugh at everything it's just because I'm so funny you are so funny like you
18:07think really what I think you're so funny I always think that I'm funny but sometimes I question myself
18:12I question myself too because I'm like you're funny I'm officially telling you that you're funny
18:17it doesn't really matter what we're talking about I enjoy the presence of Julianne the most
18:26everything I say she's got like this clever witty little like response and it's just it's very
18:33enjoyable it just goes back to this idea of like always being attracted and drawn to like the newest
18:40next shiny item and you know it's hard to like truly fully commit to one person it's just really hard
18:48I keep trying to beautiful explore but you're just my favorite
18:56I do think you're pretty I like I do tell me again I'm not saying it again and I you
19:02know I feel
19:03like you know there's really nothing to hold back anymore because I've already said it
19:07not some real shit and I'm starting to feel like I'm not scared to show that you know what I
19:13mean
19:13yeah and I kind of have to forget about the outside life for a little bit
19:26I don't really know where I where I fit in and all this you know I'm saying and
19:35I know I fit in and having good conversations with she
19:42oh god I like in the past like a bad guy like I'm like oh my god like I crave
19:49that attention
19:50you know what I'm saying like where did that get me Mikey's he's a good person but in terms of
19:55a
19:55relationship he is not what I genuinely want I understand that now I get that from here on out
20:03I like have a minimum list you gotta meet these you you got to meet this I'm very happy to
20:13be here
20:13with you um it's like actually like a beautiful thing to be sitting right here with you like it's
20:18actually amazing like I love it I hope you like
20:25baby we five and you ain't gotta action you ain't gotta hide it I know that you feeling me
20:31I'm gonna make my move baby tell me what you want to do
20:50the house is finally not Bible camp anymore for the first few days it was like nobody touch each
20:55other hands to yourselves but now I feel like the guys are finally letting loose a lot more
20:59wait I have sambas that have like a pink stripe in them and they'd be really cute
21:10the guys are finally taking their tails from in between their legs and actually letting it waddle
21:16a little bit y'all ain't give me no compliments today bro what we've been complimenting you
21:20y'all ain't give me no y'all ain't glazed me enough today bro y'all supposed to glaze
21:26they're slow burners but do I think one of them might you know crack under pressure or it might get
21:32cracked out of hell but we'll see
21:36what do you want not that
21:41want tequila
21:42yeah
21:55honestly
21:57it's been the best night so far
22:01I'm realizing that I am okay without Jack
22:06I'm having so much fun not worrying about him spending the time apart that we have spent apart
22:11I'm feeling good I'm having a blast honestly
22:28with Xavier I definitely feel like there's something more there um and I'm interested to explore it
22:40I love who he is as a person and I love what he's showing me and as long as it
22:45keeps heading in
22:46that direction who knows what could happen oh my gosh you're living lavish
22:53so what do you think about this tension between us
22:57the tension between us oh my god that's that's hilarious that you asked that yeah
23:04I definitely thought it's there
23:10okay
23:13here you can read this I just don't want to say it out loud
23:15I'm sharing my life with you and I need you to understand that
23:20appreciate it
23:26I have a perfect smile
23:29yes you do
23:31you do have a perfect smile
23:32no you have a really nice smile
23:33thanks
23:34with Sydney I'm being real delicate on that speed but like we're going there
23:41like the feasibility of a kiss it doesn't sound too unrealistic
23:44but seeing like the potential of like bonding like a like a genuine romantic partner who like
23:50shows up the way like Sydney does it's um it's surprising but like also like beautiful that
23:57like seems like it's within my grasp
23:59I just wanna know you
24:03I just wanna know you
24:06I just wanna hear your voice again
24:08baby come closer
24:12show me who you are under that skin
24:16goodnight you guys love you all
24:18and I've waited for some time now just to hear you say I love you
24:26and I've waited for some time now baby would you let me love you
24:34I just wanna know like at the end of the day I look at you and I read you I
24:39could say nothing you know exactly what the fuck I'm thinking about
24:42yeah
24:44yeah
24:44no I do
24:45Jack is about to fold tonight
24:47he's been
24:49yeah
24:50but he's about to go ballistic
24:51do you wanna go to bed
24:53running from your life
24:56yeah sure
24:57with me
24:58sure
25:03let's go
25:07temptation comes in everyday life and I feel like if you're gonna fall into temptation you're gonna probably fall into
25:13it here
25:14as much as this sounds crazy if you don't feed into this shit you're not gonna find any answers for
25:19your relationship as a whole
25:22I'm answering a lot of questions for Jack
25:24he is getting to know me he is connecting with me and he feels comfortable enough to get physical with
25:31me at the end of the day
25:31close his blinds really quick
25:36you've gone too far
25:40like I'm in better than me when there's a girlfriend
25:44it's kinda fun then
25:48okay
25:48come here
25:50oh
25:50oh
25:50you know
25:55you know
25:56who am I
25:56who am I
25:57who am I
25:57who am I
26:12the
26:14who am I
26:14who am I
26:14who am
26:14who am I
26:15who am I
26:15who are
26:15I feel like it was different
26:18because I'm just, like, so used to sleeping next to Cheyenne.
26:23I think that's the hard part is, like, you know,
26:26figuring out what you need for yourself,
26:27but at the same time, like, if I'm doing this,
26:31there's a possibility she's doing this,
26:33and I feel like that's, you know, that's hard to, like, process.
26:37And I feel like, you know, yeah.
26:50How are you feeling?
26:52I'm feeling good.
26:53Good.
26:54Yeah, I don't know why I, like, worry
26:56or, like, have so much stress back home,
27:01but I freaking do.
27:02I just want him to prove to me so badly
27:05that he can be open,
27:07so then even if it's something little,
27:09I just, like, lose my shit.
27:10Yeah.
27:11I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad.
27:14Me too, because that's, like, a part of our relationship
27:17where we are truly disconnected, you know?
27:19My friends have said it's just, like,
27:22really hard to get to know him,
27:24and, you know, I want someone
27:26to where I feel like we can both, like,
27:30have that energy and, like, show up
27:32and, you know, be talkative,
27:33and I don't want to feel like I'm, like,
27:35having to carry conversations.
27:37I noticed that, I mean, in the few, like,
27:39interactions I had with him.
27:40Yeah.
27:41He would just be like...
27:42Yeah.
27:43Cool.
27:44Yeah.
27:44Like, and it was like this...
27:45We have something to talk about here.
27:46Yeah.
27:46Like, I was, like, excited to relate.
27:49You know, like, he's just such a solid human,
27:53but it's just, like, figuring out
27:55all of the missing pieces that are there right now.
27:58Step into my world
28:01Let me show you what I see
28:05I know, obviously, you have your boundaries
28:08Yeah.
28:08and none of us are going to cross it,
28:09but we are here to, like, offer you opinions
28:12that maybe your boys couldn't give you.
28:14You can be more in the experience
28:17without completely disrespecting yourself,
28:19her, or your relationship.
28:20It's kind of the dynamic of our relationship.
28:23Mm-hmm.
28:23Like, girls can escalate things in my relationship
28:27because she doesn't trust me,
28:28so it already just kind of stigmatizes, like,
28:31can make things, like, worse, you know?
28:33Like, even how platonic it is
28:35or my intentions, you know?
28:37There's not a lot of grace, for sure.
28:38I give her a lot of grace, I feel like.
28:40She then needs to, like, just come to terms
28:42with, like, the past
28:43and we need to forgive each other.
28:44Yes.
28:45And she...
28:45That's the only way.
28:46She knows that I'm apologetic about it
28:48and it is, like, a big deal.
28:49It's like, if she just let me...
28:51If she just let her guard down
28:52and let me be free,
28:53I would be more comfortable out of fear.
28:56Knowing...
28:56I'd be like, yeah, babe,
28:57like, I went to the beach
28:58and there was ten girls there.
28:59Like, you're telling little white lies
29:01out of fear that if you say the truth,
29:03even if it's not something bad,
29:05she's gonna flip out.
29:06And she gets mad at me
29:07for the truth sometimes
29:08because she doesn't believe me.
29:09So now I'm like,
29:10I tell the truth, you're mad,
29:11I lie, I'm mad.
29:11So it's like a lose-lose for me.
29:14It feels good to obviously
29:15just get, like, different perspectives
29:16from, you know, other girls,
29:18but I'm always in a constant state
29:21of, like, surveillance
29:22and, like, when's the next bad thing
29:24she's gonna get mad about?
29:25And that's, like,
29:26you don't want to live like that.
29:27I'm just tense all the time.
29:29You obviously love her so much.
29:32I think you guys
29:32could have something really wonderful.
29:34It's just a matter of, like,
29:35working through those issues.
29:41What do you think it is?
29:44What's up, everybody?
29:46Hello, Mark.
29:47How are you?
29:48Want to have a chat, ladies?
29:50Sure.
29:51Come on, let's go over these chairs.
29:53Fellas, it'll only be a minute.
29:55What's up, guys?
29:57Oh, shit.
29:58Shit.
29:59I'm here tonight to tell you
30:01what's coming up.
30:03So, tonight,
30:05it's time for another bonfire.
30:10Oh.
30:11I was not expecting that.
30:13Me neither, Sam.
30:13I thought something else
30:14was gonna be coming our way.
30:16Oh, God.
30:16That was fast.
30:19Look, the whole point of the bonfire
30:20is to inform you
30:21not so much of what's going on
30:23on the other side of the island,
30:24but how you feel about what you see.
30:26At this point of the journey,
30:27you've now had plenty of time
30:29to be an individual.
30:30The information you may see,
30:32I don't know what it is,
30:33could be harder now,
30:34but who you are now is different.
30:35And I want to remind you
30:37that when I met you,
30:38you came here as a couple,
30:39and as much as you loved
30:42the guys you came with,
30:43it wasn't firing on all pistons.
30:47So, looking at the clips
30:49may be difficult,
30:49but are you feeling
30:51any different about yourself
30:52having been an individual
30:54for a while?
30:56I'll see you tonight, okay?
30:57All right.
30:58Thanks, Mark.
30:59I'll see you soon.
31:00We'll see you soon.
31:01Thanks, Mark.
31:04I just can only imagine
31:05what we're about to see, honestly.
31:07Oh, God.
31:09I think we're going into this one
31:10with a different mindset.
31:12We're not in denial
31:13of our issues anymore,
31:14but it's still scary.
31:16It's so scary.
31:18Well, we got each other,
31:19you know?
31:20Yeah.
31:21I need a drink.
31:23I also would.
31:24Yeah, me too.
31:26All right, let's go.
31:29I don't know, dude.
31:30I feel like coming in here,
31:31like, you know,
31:33I did break my boundaries overall.
31:36You know, I came here
31:36wanting to leave with Cheyenne,
31:38and I just know, like,
31:38based off what I've already done here.
31:41You put that at Jeopardy?
31:42Yeah.
31:43You feel like that?
31:45Once fooled, twice burned.
31:50Pulled me down, I got crumbed.
31:53And my feet, see me.
31:59Once weak, now strong.
32:02Going into this bonfire,
32:04I have a different mindset.
32:06If I see Jack having fun,
32:07that's okay.
32:08Being here, I haven't kissed,
32:10I haven't touched,
32:11I haven't done any of that.
32:13And I should be able to
32:14let him experience
32:16what I'm also experiencing,
32:19but still be in a healthy relationship.
32:29I'm 29 years old.
32:31I'm not at a place
32:33where I want to be wasting any time.
32:35Cole and I came here for a reason,
32:36and I'm just really hoping that
32:38he's putting in as much effort as I am
32:41to get to the bottom of our problems,
32:43to grow and come out stronger.
32:47Love's a crime,
32:48but soon you'll be
32:52a slave for me.
32:57My anxiety from 1 to 10,
32:58I'm going to rate it at 100 right now.
33:00It's shitty to say,
33:02but, you know,
33:02I really hope that she's done something similar
33:04that I have because
33:06maybe it wouldn't make me feel so bad.
33:15I remember how the first bonfire went in.
33:17I feel, like, scared shitless.
33:19Like, I don't know what she's doing,
33:20and I can't talk to her,
33:21so, like, I'm definitely, like, worried.
33:36Like, I just feel uneasy.
33:40My heart tells me
33:41that Kaylee hasn't done anything
33:42that would really hurt me,
33:44but I know I've done things
33:46that Kaylee's not going to love to see.
33:56I'm scared that she's going to press the limits
33:58to the point
33:58where there is no return,
34:01and that's going to hurt.
34:02And I don't want to believe
34:03that she doesn't care about me.
34:06What's up, fellas?
34:07What's up, what's up, what's up?
34:08How's it going?
34:08Mark.
34:09How we living?
34:10Ugh.
34:13Well, you look good.
34:14Feel good.
34:15Feel good.
34:16Good.
34:16Let's get into it.
34:17We'll start with Jack.
34:19Okay, Jack, you ready?
34:20Uh, as much as I can be.
34:22All right, buddy.
34:23Let's take a look.
34:25You and Jack came here for a reason,
34:27so do you feel like
34:28you are truly happy with him?
34:30No.
34:31No, I don't feel like
34:32we are truly happy.
34:33I don't trust him.
34:34He knows how bad he hurt me, too,
34:36like, whenever he went that far with her.
34:39And so it's like...
34:40I just don't...
34:41It almost makes me feel like
34:42he's just been filling my head
34:43full of bullshit.
34:47This relationship's so fucked.
34:48It is so toxic.
34:49But it's just because
34:51we've been together for so long,
34:52so it's like that comfort.
34:56I'm realizing that
34:57I am okay without Jack.
34:59I'm having so much fun,
35:00not worrying about him,
35:02spending the time apart
35:03that we have spent apart.
35:05I'm feeling good.
35:06I'm feeling like
35:07I'm having a blast, honestly.
35:14You know, seeing that clip,
35:16I'm really not caught
35:17by surprise at all.
35:18I feel like, you know,
35:18she's speaking her emotions,
35:19and, you know,
35:21over the course of five years,
35:22we've had a rough patch.
35:24And, you know,
35:24I feel like that...
35:26that honeymoon stage
35:28has faded in our relationship,
35:29and the happiness
35:30has kind of faded as well.
35:32And, you know,
35:32what she is saying,
35:33it's hard to hear.
35:35Um, but I can't agree,
35:38um, with a little bit of that.
35:40Be more specific.
35:42What did you hear
35:42that you can agree with
35:43that's hard to hear?
35:44We're not happy
35:44in the relationship.
35:47What I've learned
35:48while being here
35:48is how to be myself again.
35:52I've talked to the girls
35:53in the house,
35:53and I feel like, you know,
35:54they've kind of made me
35:55feel a certain way
35:56about what I've been through
35:57and kind of what I'm missing
35:59in myself.
36:00And I, overall, you know,
36:01they've been really honest
36:02with me about, you know,
36:04that I've probably lost myself.
36:06I feel like I have lost myself,
36:07you know?
36:08Is there any one
36:09particular person, Jack?
36:10You know, I think Carter
36:12is a big one.
36:13Um, it's something
36:15I didn't expect.
36:16And, uh, yeah,
36:17it's a little bit scary, too,
36:19just because, you know,
36:20I've been in a relationship
36:21for so long.
36:22So, uh, I think, overall,
36:24like, what I really have noticed
36:25is there's no judgment.
36:27I feel like, you know,
36:28in my relationship,
36:28I've, you know,
36:29been judged in weird ways.
36:31You know, these guys
36:31are getting me through it as well.
36:33You know, having these
36:34bonfires and kind of
36:35seeing the way that
36:35she's opening up
36:36and talking about me,
36:37that just seems
36:38unfixable to me.
36:39Like, that's kind of
36:40what I'm realizing.
36:42I'm sure it's hard
36:43to hear, you know,
36:45the person you came
36:46to the island with
36:46kind of run you down
36:48a little bit.
36:49And then, in true Jack form,
36:52you take responsibility
36:53for it.
36:54Yeah.
36:55I feel like I've just
36:57kind of been walked
36:58all over.
36:58And I'm just,
36:59I'm just tired of it.
37:04Okay.
37:05That's rough.
37:06And I'm,
37:07I'm happy you're
37:08discovering things
37:09about yourself
37:09and reigniting
37:12ways of being
37:13that you'd forgotten about.
37:15All right.
37:16Cole,
37:17let's see what's going
37:18on in your world.
37:21I just want him
37:22to prove to me
37:23so badly
37:24that he can be open
37:25so then,
37:26even if it's
37:27something little,
37:28I just, like,
37:28lose my shit.
37:29Yeah.
37:29I do think Cole
37:30needs to open up
37:31just a tad.
37:33Me too,
37:33because that's, like,
37:34a part of our relationship
37:36where we are
37:36truly disconnected.
37:38You know?
37:38My friends have said
37:39it's just, like,
37:40really hard
37:41to get to know him.
37:42I noticed that,
37:43I mean,
37:43in the few, like,
37:44interactions I had with him.
37:45Yeah.
37:46He would just be like,
37:47Yeah.
37:48Cool.
37:48This is fun.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Because we're just, like...
37:51The same.
37:52I know, we get...
37:53You fucking get me.
37:54I know.
37:55I think I've learned
37:56the most about myself
37:57through Bradley being here.
37:59We do have
38:00great conversation,
38:01and that is something
38:02that I want
38:02in my relationship.
38:11I mean,
38:14it makes me feel sad
38:15we came into this island,
38:17you know,
38:18with a relationship
38:18that I thought
38:19and what she's expressed
38:20to me that,
38:21you know,
38:22feel was really good.
38:23Obviously,
38:23we had our problems,
38:24but I have been
38:25a very loyal boyfriend,
38:27and, you know,
38:29before coming here,
38:29I have hundreds of letters
38:31from her saying
38:32how much she loves
38:32this relationship
38:33and, you know,
38:34how much I mean to her.
38:36So, yeah.
38:37I mean,
38:37I think that video
38:37just made me kind of sad.
38:39That's what I can say
38:40about that.
38:41But maybe these are
38:42the questions
38:42to ask the girls
38:43in the house.
38:44why do I think
38:45things are cool
38:46and she doesn't seem
38:46to think they're cool?
38:48What can you tell me
38:49about me
38:49that I may not know
38:51about me?
38:52Yeah.
38:52And then be willing
38:53to hear it.
38:54You know,
38:54I've realized some things
38:55in our relationship
38:56that, you know,
38:57obviously I want to fix,
38:58but there was some things
39:00of, you know,
39:00her being half in,
39:01half out early
39:02in the relationship.
39:03Obviously,
39:04she broke up with me
39:05the first time.
39:05I think it really damaged,
39:06you know,
39:07my confidence
39:08and sense of worth,
39:09which I think
39:10could have fed into,
39:11like,
39:11some of the white lies
39:12that then proceeded
39:13out of fear,
39:14you know?
39:15So,
39:17now that you're starting
39:18to see why
39:19your behavior
39:19might be connected
39:20to a feeling of insecurity
39:21or not feeling supported,
39:23now let's look
39:24at the gap
39:26between your perception
39:28of how things are
39:29and her perception
39:31of how things are.
39:33It sounds like
39:34things are stirring up
39:35for you,
39:36and that's the start
39:37of the process, Cole,
39:38so good for you.
39:39Yeah.
39:40All right.
39:42Mikey?
39:43What's up?
39:43What's up?
39:44How you feeling?
39:45Feeling good.
39:46How you feeling?
39:46So good.
39:47All right.
39:48Let's take a look.
39:54Two, three.
39:55Oh, shit.
40:00Like, I'm super comfortable.
40:02I'm not gonna lie.
40:03You make it so easy.
40:04No, I like it.
40:05Yeah.
40:06No, you make it
40:07pretty easy, too.
40:08Well, we're dating.
40:11Like, you know,
40:12we're exploring.
40:13We're experiencing.
40:14I'm experiencing
40:15new feelings.
40:16I don't know.
40:17Is it smooth
40:18if I plug in?
40:21I love how you ask.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Now I'm big on this.
40:26Meeting a guy
40:27like Xavier
40:28has just, like,
40:29opened my eyes
40:30to all of the possibilities
40:31of what, like,
40:33love should look like,
40:35what a relationship
40:36should look like,
40:37what a man
40:37truly looks like.
40:41Okay.
40:45She looks beautiful,
40:46by the way,
40:46first and foremost.
40:47I love that girl.
40:48I miss that girl.
40:51And I'm gonna be real.
40:52Nothing I saw
40:53made me uncomfortable.
40:54I mean,
40:56you told us
40:57that we're supposed
40:57to be in here
40:59to figure out
41:00some things,
41:00figure out some questions.
41:01And if that's
41:03the guy for her,
41:04I commend her on that.
41:06And if I'm not
41:06the guy for her,
41:07I have to understand that.
41:10And I mean that.
41:12Okay.
41:13It's a little bit
41:14of a change
41:14from the last time
41:15I saw you,
41:15which is, like,
41:16you know,
41:17if I lose her,
41:19I'll be devastated
41:20kind of vibe.
41:21Seeing everything
41:22right here,
41:22I have no problem
41:23with it.
41:24She's living in her truth.
41:25And that's all she can do.
41:26What if her truth
41:27ends up being
41:28that she needs to be
41:29with him and not you?
41:30What can I say?
41:31I'm happy for her.
41:32Like, that's my best friend,
41:33so I support her,
41:34right or wrong.
41:35And if that's right for her,
41:36I support that.
41:38Straight talk?
41:39It doesn't feel
41:40like you're feeling much.
41:41Like, you're cool with it,
41:42it's fine,
41:43and that wasn't
41:44the emotional guy
41:45I saw about a week ago.
41:46And if you see the girl
41:49you say you love
41:49to death like you do,
41:50and it looks like
41:51she might be feeling
41:52somebody else
41:53and maybe be gone,
41:54I'm surprised
41:55that you're just like,
41:56whatever.
41:58I mean, what can I do?
41:59You can feel something.
42:02I grew up with a mother
42:03that said,
42:04don't want nobody
42:04that don't want you.
42:06So the day gotta go on.
42:08The sun gonna come up,
42:10the sun gonna go down.
42:12So.
42:13Look,
42:14I don't disagree
42:14with anything you're saying,
42:15Mike.
42:16I just think there's
42:17something to explore
42:17about the fact
42:18that you're seeing
42:19the girl you came here with
42:22saying we're dating
42:23with some other guy,
42:25and you're like,
42:26I'm happy for her,
42:27it's all good.
42:28Truthfully,
42:29I wish that was me.
42:31I do.
42:31I wish I was experiencing
42:33these moments with Sydney,
42:35but I'm not,
42:36and that's something
42:37I gotta live with.
42:39Well, that statement
42:40you just said
42:41was the closest thing
42:41to something I'll buy
42:42that you've said.
42:43That feels real to me.
42:45Yeah.
42:45Everything else
42:46feels a little bit like
42:48if I don't acknowledge it,
42:50I'm gonna be cool.
42:51Right?
42:51Oh, no,
42:52not at all.
42:53I'm gonna be honest,
42:53if I felt,
42:54if I felt some time,
42:55I can't hide my emotions.
42:57Yeah, that's true.
42:58That's true.
42:58I can't hide them.
42:59That's true.
43:01And yeah,
43:02that just,
43:03that just didn't do it for me.
43:05Like, I'm sorry.
43:05Like, that ain't...
43:06No, don't be sorry.
43:07That's a huge answer
43:09to a question.
43:09Well, yeah,
43:09I'm growing for real.
43:10I, I, I know when to be serious,
43:12when it's time to be serious.
43:13I know how to joke
43:14when it's time to joke.
43:15Okay.
43:16And big shout out India
43:17for helping me through that.
43:18Like, my journey
43:19would not be
43:20where it's at right now
43:21if it was not for India,
43:22so...
43:22Well, that's great.
43:23I'm cool.
43:25Okay.
43:27Summit?
43:29Yeah,
43:30hopefully I can be as cool.
43:31I don't know.
43:33Let's take a look.
43:35Do you want him to be
43:37something other than what he is?
43:38I just want him to, like,
43:39be a fucking good boyfriend.
43:41Yeah.
43:42Like, you want your partner
43:42to, like, love you
43:43and accept you for all of you.
43:45At some point,
43:46you have to realize,
43:47like, you are enough, though.
43:49Like, at what point
43:50does the breaking point happen?
43:51Because, I mean,
43:52all the disrespect,
43:54I mean, it builds up.
43:55Like, no one should feel
43:56like their, their partner
43:57is, like, belittling them.
43:59I, I don't understand,
44:00like, why he does it.
44:02Like, I don't know
44:02what he gets out of, like,
44:04making me feel bad
44:05about myself.
44:07Is this person really
44:09the father of my kids?
44:10Or, like, I don't know.
44:12It just messes with my head.
44:14Like, would the father
44:15of my children, like,
44:17make me feel this way?
44:29Um, yeah.
44:31I mean, obviously,
44:32it's on theme
44:33with the clip I got
44:34at the first bonfire.
44:37This theme of me
44:38not making her feel
44:40as amazing as she is
44:42and deserves to feel.
44:44And it, it sucks that
44:46clearly I'm not making
44:48her feel that way.
44:49It's almost, like,
44:50just so frustrating
44:50because I, I guess
44:52I don't fully understand,
44:53like, what I'm doing
44:54to make her feel
44:55so unsupported.
44:59Like, am I really
45:00such a shitty boyfriend?
45:02I, I, I guess I,
45:03I have a hard time
45:04acknowledging that.
45:06I think you're
45:07on the right track.
45:08I think the fact
45:09that you say,
45:10I don't know
45:10why she feels this way
45:13is, in essence,
45:14asking the question.
45:16So, let's talk about it.
45:19it's, I'm just, like,
45:21a very independent person,
45:22I feel like,
45:23and I like to do
45:24my own thing,
45:25and, like, we don't need
45:27to, like, be together,
45:29like, be each other's
45:30absolute rock 24-7,
45:33seven days a week.
45:34I, I don't,
45:35maybe I'm just not ready
45:36for a relationship still.
45:38I don't fucking...
45:38That may be.
45:39Oh, I didn't think
45:41you would say that.
45:41But you're,
45:42you're on the right track.
45:44I, and you know
45:44what I love about you?
45:46You're trying so hard
45:48to get it.
45:48I'm trying, Mark.
45:49Buddy, I get that.
45:51It's foreign to you
45:52because you've had
45:52two relationships.
45:54Give yourself a break.
45:56What relationship
45:57in your life,
45:59uh, parents or others,
46:01have you witnessed
46:01that you thought
46:02they've got it together?
46:04It wouldn't be my parents.
46:06I, I was raised
46:08by a single mom.
46:09Um, yeah, no dad.
46:12Do you have a relationship
46:13with your father?
46:13Do you mind me asking?
46:14I do not.
46:15My mom's my everything.
46:17She's my rock.
46:18She's mom and dad,
46:19super mom, my hero.
46:21Anytime anyone asks,
46:22like, who is your role model?
46:24Who are you the most proud of
46:26in your life?
46:26It's always my mom.
46:28But as children,
46:29we take our cues
46:31from what we've,
46:31we've witnessed.
46:33You haven't really seen
46:34an example
46:34of a love relationship
46:36other than the love relationship
46:37of a mother to her son
46:38and vice versa.
46:40Right?
46:41Yeah.
46:41However,
46:43if you reframe it,
46:44you can use what you know
46:45to create a good relationship
46:47with a girlfriend.
46:48Your relationship
46:49with your mom,
46:50was it fair to say
46:51you'd do anything for her?
46:52Absolutely, yeah.
46:53Is it fair to say
46:54you don't criticize anything
46:55even when you see things
46:56that aren't really so great?
46:57Yeah, me and my brothers
46:58joke all the time.
47:00There's things about it
47:00like, I can't believe
47:01mom's nuts,
47:02but you don't go and say,
47:02mom, I really,
47:03you know what?
47:04You know what
47:04the type of mom I want?
47:05I want a mom like that mom.
47:07Oh, I would never.
47:08Right, but you're doing
47:09that with Kaylee.
47:10Yeah.
47:12So she's not saying
47:13you're a shitty boyfriend,
47:14maybe those are the words,
47:15but what she may be sharing
47:18is what she needs
47:19that she's not getting
47:19from you
47:20and how much she loves you
47:21and wants you
47:22to give her that.
47:24Because that's
47:25a healthy relationship.
47:28Okay?
47:29Thank you, Mark.
47:31Okay.
47:32Thank you, buddy.
47:33All right.
47:35I think we're done
47:35for the night.
47:36You made it through
47:37another bonfire, guys.
47:39Tomorrow and coming up
47:41will be more dates,
47:42so think about who you
47:42want to go on dates with.
47:43When you go back
47:44to your villa tonight,
47:46you will see an addition
47:47to your villa.
47:49It's called
47:50the Temptation Haven.
47:52It's an area
47:53where you can go
47:55whenever you want,
47:56with whomever you want.
47:57There are no cameras in there.
47:59It's a chance for you
48:00to further experience
48:02temptation or connection
48:05without everybody's eyes on you.
48:08There's a Temptation Haven
48:09in the other villa as well.
48:12Whenever anyone
48:13goes into the haven,
48:16a light goes on
48:17in the other house
48:17to let everybody know
48:18that somebody has entered
48:20the Temptation Haven.
48:21You will not know
48:22who or what's going on,
48:24but you'll know
48:24that something's going on
48:25and vice versa.
48:28Got it?
48:28Sure.
48:29Got it.
48:29We appreciate you.
48:30I appreciate you guys, man.
48:32This is not easy.
48:33It's not.
48:34It's not easy,
48:35and I acknowledge that.
48:36So give yourselves
48:36a bit of a break,
48:38head on out,
48:39and I will see you soon.
48:40Love you, Martin.
48:41Good night.
48:44They say a window opens
48:47whenever her door closes
48:50for her to question,
48:52you know,
48:52if I should be the father
48:53of her children,
48:54like, those are just
48:54such intense words.
48:57I hate this.
48:58Tough.
48:59It's so tough.
49:00Not to gasp my own tires,
49:02but, like,
49:02I know someone out there
49:03would, like,
49:04love me so much for me
49:05and appreciate me
49:06so much for me.
49:07So if she doesn't
49:09appreciate me for me
49:10and everything I bring
49:11to the relationship,
49:12I don't really know
49:13what we're doing here.
49:14I've heard that time
49:16can heal a wound
49:18and fix up
49:19what is broken.
49:21The bonfire was tough
49:22for some of us.
49:25You know,
49:26I expect her to be
49:27having a good time,
49:27but I have not
49:29and would not be
49:30saying that,
49:31you know,
49:31about Scarlett,
49:32so I guess that's
49:33maybe what sucked the most.
49:36From what I'm hearing
49:37from her side,
49:37she's coming to the realization
49:39that she doesn't really
49:40need me anymore.
49:41It changes my overall
49:43thought process
49:43on, like,
49:44where me and her stand.
49:46I see that Sydney
49:47has found somebody
49:48that she cares about
49:49and I want to respect it.
50:00Maybe one day
50:02I'll get what I want
50:06Instead of what I need
50:12It's just hard to watch.
50:18I just thought
50:19Sydney loved me
50:20and I thought that
50:22her love for me
50:24would have been stronger
50:24than this experience.
50:29It's all I've been with.
50:31Maybe one day
50:33I'll stay in my arms
50:37Instead of always
50:54Whatever we are shown,
50:56it's like that is
50:58maybe the truth
50:59that we're looking for.
51:00It's for a reason.
51:00Yeah, yeah, exactly.
51:04I'm more scared
51:05for this one
51:06than the first one.
51:07I feel like Cole
51:08maybe hasn't gone
51:09this deep
51:10with his emotions
51:11and feelings.
51:12I'm just bracing myself.
51:15Guys, I get nervous
51:16thinking about
51:17all of each other's
51:18bonfire experience.
51:19It's like
51:20it makes me feel
51:21even more like
51:22stressed
51:23and just like emotional.
51:24It just doesn't
51:25even feel real.
51:26It doesn't.
51:28Not at all.
51:29I hope Summit
51:30remembers that
51:31I am on the other
51:32side of things
51:33and I am going to
51:34see what he does.
51:35If I see something
51:37that I'm really
51:37uncomfortable with,
51:38I'm going to need
51:39to take a step back
51:40and reevaluate
51:41how I move on
51:42with the process.
51:57I just want to know
51:58that we're still
51:58choosing each other
51:59every day
51:59and we're not just
52:02going through the motions.
52:07I don't know
52:08how I'm going to feel
52:08when I see Mikey
52:09pop up on the screen,
52:11but seeing what I saw
52:12last time,
52:14this time I'm like
52:15I expect the absolute worst.
52:17I just want to know
52:19did I waste my time
52:20on something real
52:21or was it all fake?
52:30Hello friends.
52:31Hi.
52:32How you doing?
52:34Good.
52:34Pretty good.
52:36Welcome to your
52:37next bonfire.
52:38At this point
52:39you're in it.
52:40Hopefully you've learned
52:41some stuff about yourself.
52:42Hopefully you've had
52:43some chance
52:43to reevaluate
52:44what's working
52:46in your relationship
52:46and what's not working.
52:50I know that sometimes
52:52looking at these clips
52:52can be painful,
52:55but we'll get
52:55through it together.
52:58Here we go, ladies.
53:00We're good.
53:02We're going to start
53:02with you, Scarlett.
53:04Let's take a look.
53:11I give her a lot of grace,
53:12I feel like.
53:13She either needs to
53:14just come to terms
53:15with the past
53:16and we need to forgive
53:17each other.
53:17And she knows that
53:18I'm apologetic about it
53:19and it is a big deal.
53:20If she just let her guard down
53:22and let me be free,
53:23I would be more comfortable
53:24knowing, yeah, babe,
53:25I went to the beach
53:26and there was 10 girls there.
53:27She'll get mad at me
53:28for the truth sometimes
53:29because she doesn't
53:30believe me.
53:30So now I'm like,
53:31I tell the truth,
53:31you're mad,
53:32I lie, I'm mad.
53:32So it's like a lose-lose
53:33for me.
53:35When we do end up
53:36coming back together,
53:37it's like we've got
53:38to figure out how
53:38to clean up these
53:39trust issues.
53:40But it's like if you
53:40can't get over the past,
53:41I can't make you trust me
53:42no matter if I'm honest
53:43to you or not, you know?
53:45You have to just let it go
53:46and it's like we can't
53:48keep going back on it,
53:50you know?
53:59I think it's hard
54:00to let it go
54:01when it's happened
54:02as recently as the week
54:05before we got here.
54:08He says, you know,
54:09trust issues that are
54:10in the past,
54:11but we've never worked
54:13through them.
54:13So they're still present.
54:14Can you tell me
54:15what happened recently?
54:17He told me he was going
54:18to the track with his friend
54:21and that was it.
54:22That's all I ever heard of it.
54:23I just had a feeling.
54:25And so I said,
54:26who's going to the track?
54:27And he said,
54:28well, this girl DM'd me
54:30and, you know,
54:32I told her that
54:32we were going to the track.
54:33Someone going to the track,
54:34that's fine.
54:35But when we're already
54:36in such a fragile state
54:38and then it seems like
54:39that information
54:40was being withheld,
54:41it's like I'm just
54:42tired of asking.
54:43I don't want to have to ask
54:44to hear these things.
54:45This is a tough question
54:47to ask you,
54:47but do you think trust
54:48can ever be earned?
54:50I do.
54:51I just need the consistency
54:54of transparency.
54:56You know, of course,
54:57there are traits
54:58that I wish Cole had,
55:00more depth,
55:01deeper conversations.
55:02Then I also question,
55:05you know,
55:05would anyone ever check
55:06all 100 of my boxes?
55:09I'm going to let you in
55:10on a secret.
55:12There are people
55:13that check all the boxes.
55:15And part of it
55:16is because they check
55:18more boxes
55:18and there are a bunch
55:19of boxes that you don't
55:20even need to have
55:21on your page anymore
55:21when you have
55:22that connection.
55:24Do you understand?
55:27What I don't want
55:28to see you do
55:28is return to what you had
55:30because you're going
55:31to end up talking
55:32to your girlfriends
55:32every day about it.
55:33I don't know where he is
55:34and you're going
55:34to need something
55:35and he's going to need.
55:36I don't know why
55:37she's always on my back.
55:38I don't cheat on her.
55:39I don't cheat on her.
55:39She's always on my back
55:40and that's not a relationship.
55:42Right.
55:45So get your soul filled up.
55:47Okay.
55:48I appreciate you.
55:53Hello, Cheyenne.
55:55Hello.
55:56Are you ready?
55:57I think the clips
55:58will speak for themselves
55:59so I'm just excited
56:01to just,
56:03just to see
56:04what he's been up to.
56:05I don't know,
56:05just hearing his voice
56:06makes me happy
56:06so I'm like,
56:07turn it on.
56:09Alright, well let's look.
56:10Here we go.
56:13Do you feel like
56:15our connection
56:16like scares you at all?
56:18I mean, yeah,
56:19I'll be honest,
56:20it's just weird
56:21how easy it is
56:22to talk to you.
56:23You know,
56:23things are moving so fast
56:24and I feel like
56:25we've known each other forever.
56:26Yeah.
56:27I think
56:29we both know
56:31what our connection is
56:32and how it's like
56:33different from anything else.
56:35No, yeah,
56:35it is.
56:36You know,
56:36that is truthfully
56:37how I feel like.
56:38I feel like I don't really
56:38have to act a certain way.
56:40Yeah.
56:57Is this the button
56:58you choose?
56:59Is this the button
57:00you choose?
57:01Yes, it is.
57:06Shut the fuck up.
57:09Shut the fuck up.
57:10Shut the fuck up.
57:11You're so dirty.
57:15Do you want to get
57:16something to eat
57:16and go to bed?
57:18Yeah, sure.
57:19With me?
57:21Sure.
57:23Wow.
57:28Close those blinds
57:29really quick.
57:30Are you fucking
57:32hitting me?
57:34Like,
57:34I'm in bed
57:35with a man
57:36who was grown right now.
57:38It's kind of fun, though.
57:43Did he fuck her?
57:45What the fuck
57:46does close the blinds mean?
57:53This is what I mean.
57:55I have given
57:57this man
58:00so many times
58:01to redeem himself
58:03and prove to me
58:04that he wants
58:05to be with me.
58:06And this
58:06five years,
58:08five years,
58:10five years
58:11to fucking
58:12publicly
58:14humiliate me,
58:15it's one thing
58:17to know about it,
58:18it's another thing
58:18to see it.
58:19And he did it
58:21knowing that
58:22I was gonna see it.
58:24He's a piece of shit.
58:26I'm off the shit.
58:27Like, I'm done.
58:28I'm sorry.
58:29I'm sorry.
58:30I'm fucking leaving.
58:32Is this real fucking life?
58:35No, is this real life?
58:40Like, is this real fucking life?
58:48I'm going to be fine.
58:54like, you went too far
58:58So don't try to lie, it's all come to light.
59:05What you did in the dark.
59:29What is the meaning of the light, and the light.
59:31So don't try to lie, it's all come to light.
59:32It's all come to light.
59:33Let's see.
59:33Let's go.
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