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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 05
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00:17I gave this a real fucking life!
00:24He's a piece of shit.
00:26I'm shy.
00:29It's a lot.
00:30I feel so bad for her.
00:38Me too.
00:40Me too.
00:42She does not deserve that.
00:45I'd like the chance to talk to you about it.
00:47I hate this man.
00:49I don't know if that's the case or it wouldn't hurt this bad.
00:51You're so strong, Shy.
00:54Love is not real.
00:57All right.
01:01I'm ready.
01:03First of all, the pain you're feeling is real.
01:06What you saw is crazy.
01:08So it hits you harder.
01:10You're allowed to have the feelings.
01:12It's a sorry excuse of a man.
01:14Yeah, literally.
01:15What a loser.
01:16That is a boy.
01:17That is a child.
01:18And you know what's even worse?
01:19It's worse knowing that I truly love him.
01:22And everything that I was giving him was like all of me.
01:27I was constantly providing for him.
01:30I'm constantly making him feel like he's worth more than he actually is.
01:34He's a fucking loser.
01:35He's a fucking bum.
01:36He's never going to ever fucking be anything ever.
01:39I can't stand this man.
01:41I can't stand him.
01:44Next.
01:46Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:51What a fucking loser.
01:53Literally.
01:54I hope she enjoys her 30 fucking seconds of nothing.
01:59The words you used to describe this clip, and I know it's anger and upset.
02:04What a loser.
02:05He's never going to amount to anything.
02:06No, he's a fucking loser.
02:08Okay.
02:10Listen to where I'm going with this.
02:11Whether you're aware of it or not, your problem has been a little bit of concern of what's he going
02:16to be for me.
02:17Is he going to be the man?
02:18Is he going to show up and have a career and things like that?
02:20So in your anger and sadness, you're saying words that, to me, sound like a bigger issue.
02:30I just don't even know how to move forward.
02:33You'll find out one step at a time.
02:36We're going to be with you every step of the way, babe.
02:37You got it.
02:38Okay.
02:40It's never easy.
02:44You're good.
02:46I just don't even know how to live my life without him.
02:49It'll all make sense and you're going to be so grateful.
02:52You have your own career.
02:54You have so much going for you.
02:57Okay.
02:58I hate him.
02:59You do not hate him.
03:01I do.
03:02I fucking hate his guts.
03:03Oh.
03:04You hate him.
03:05I said you don't need him.
03:06Oh.
03:07Yeah.
03:09We all hate him.
03:10We all hate him.
03:11A lot.
03:12He better not sit next to me at the final bonfire.
03:14Because I'm going to jail.
03:18I'll be right there with you, babe.
03:20You gonna be okay?
03:22Yeah.
03:23Okay?
03:24Okay.
03:25Okay.
03:28Let's go to you, Sydney.
03:30All right.
03:31Let's do it.
03:35Find each other's breath.
03:37So breathe in.
03:39Kind of feel your breath, too.
03:40Yeah, you're starting to feel it.
03:41Yeah, I am starting to feel it.
03:42That's how we want it.
03:43Feeling somebody else's energy in that type of way, I truly just thought that was deep.
03:49Big smiles on both of your faces.
03:51Wow.
03:53I see the opposite, because you're not me.
03:55No.
03:56At all.
03:58Like...
03:58I feel like a lot of people that end up being, like, compatible, like...
04:02Are always different.
04:03Are kind of opposite in ways.
04:05Yeah.
04:05To be real with you, we both know what we got going on.
04:08It's just mad easy to chop it up with you.
04:10I don't really know where I fit in and all this.
04:13I know I fit in and having good conversations with you.
04:17I know.
04:25You know, I'm glad that he found a connection that he feels as though he can explore.
04:31So you're not feeling any emotional longing or sadness behind that?
04:35I'm not feeling anything about that.
04:37Like, if that's how he feels, that is great.
04:40I love that for him.
04:43I hate that it couldn't be me, you know?
04:45I hate that he doesn't feel like I was enough.
04:50But at the end of the day, I know I'm enough.
04:53And that's what that is.
04:56Point blank period.
04:59What I find interesting in this is the initial clip you saw last bonfire crush you for a moment only.
05:07When you watch a clip and it doesn't upset you, that lets you know you're free from that.
05:13Right?
05:14100%.
05:15I'm genuinely done.
05:17When I said that last bonfire, I meant it.
05:19And I'm like, thank God I'm standing on what I said.
05:22Because I can't let him, you know, hurt me.
05:25I can't let him continue to do the same cycle.
05:28I've been through it enough.
05:29I've put myself through it enough.
05:31Like, I see the other side, Mark, and it looks beautiful.
05:38Normally I would call somebody out for like, you don't really mean that.
05:41But I think literally you seem lighter and freer and happier, quite frankly.
05:46Yeah.
05:47So, um, you do you, girl.
05:51Always will.
05:53Kaylee, your turn. Here we go.
05:58Uh, this is...
06:00Oh.
06:01His stomach wants to go bad.
06:04Am I just out?
06:06No, they're not.
06:07I didn't look.
06:09There we go.
06:10And let go of the hands and reach for your own foot.
06:13Reach for your own foot.
06:14Reach for your own foot.
06:16Reach for your own foot.
06:17Reach for your own foot.
06:18Reach for your own foot.
06:19Aw.
06:21You know, you do give off this, like, mysterious vibe, you know?
06:25I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
06:27No, it's a good thing.
06:27Like, you know, especially, like, guys always want, like, what they can't have type thing.
06:32Yeah, I know what you mean.
06:32You know, like, mysterious is fun.
06:34Mm-hmm.
06:35I am.
06:35Cool, cool.
06:36Yeah, you're very cool.
06:38Very cool.
06:39You're almost, like, too cool.
06:40Really?
06:41Too cool for school.
06:42No, you're too cool.
06:43Aw, okay.
06:44I have to kiss someone.
06:45Yeah!
06:47You want to kiss someone?
06:48Let him pick who he wants to pick.
06:51You know who he's about to kiss.
07:06I mean, I don't know what to take of that, because I don't feel like I have full answers.
07:13Like, why would he pretend to kiss someone, or did he kiss her?
07:17I don't know.
07:20What does it make you feel?
07:21Like, I don't feel like he's thinking about me when he's acting like this.
07:26He's not taking how that would make me feel to watch.
07:32You don't learn by being disrespectful to your partner.
07:35You learn by, like, digging within yourself.
07:39That's right.
07:39And finding where your relationship is going wrong.
07:42That's right.
07:43I just, it doesn't look like that's what he's doing.
07:47What does it look like he's doing?
07:49Just having fun.
07:51Okay, in the clip you saw, it looks like he's having fun.
07:54Mm-hmm.
07:55Maybe what he's doing is having an experience that might turn on a light for him to understand
08:02why he has shown up for you the way he does, that leaves you upset.
08:07It's, it's just frustrating.
08:09This is not normal.
08:14But he went for the girl I expected him to.
08:20So what does that say?
08:22I can sense that you've got much deeper feelings than we're talking about.
08:26That you're in a lot of pain right now.
08:29I'm just like, I don't know what to make of half of that.
08:32I just need to process and reevaluate things.
08:37And there's nothing I can do about it right now.
08:41Besides go back to the villa and like, keep talking to people and getting to know other people.
08:46And understanding what is important to me.
08:51I agree 100%.
08:54That's exactly what you should do.
08:55Find out what's important to you.
08:58And then later, you can decide if he's the guy who can give it to you.
09:02Yeah.
09:03Because he may show up as the guy who can give it to you.
09:06Where he hasn't been that guy up to this point.
09:08I really want him to be.
09:09Okay.
09:10It's been a, a rough bonfire for some of you.
09:13I love that you're there for each other.
09:16I know this isn't easy, but every choice you make here brings you closer to the answers you are seeking.
09:24So tomorrow, you'll go on solo dates.
09:27Once again, you choose who best serves you on your journey.
09:32This is your chance to get exactly what you need.
09:35And you're not doing yourself a service if you don't get it.
09:39Now, on this island, you should always expect the unexpected.
09:47So, when you return to your villa, you'll see a change.
09:52It's called the temptation haven.
09:55In there, there are no cameras.
09:57It's a private space and an opportunity for you to explore temptation more fully if you choose to use it.
10:06Now, just so you know, both houses have a temptation haven.
10:11And when someone steps inside, a light will glow in the other house to let those people in that house
10:18know that someone is using the haven.
10:21You won't know who.
10:22You won't know why or how long, but you'll know that something is happening.
10:26I literally cannot do this shit.
10:29Well, you don't have to do anything.
10:31It's just there.
10:32You can go in there.
10:33There's no cameras.
10:34Okay?
10:35I think that's enough.
10:36You're doing great.
10:37You're right on time.
10:38You can handle it.
10:49You are going to be so much better than you ever knew was even possible.
10:54I promise you that.
10:55What's on the other side for you is bliss and love and all of the things that you are so
11:04deserving of.
11:06Shy, baby.
11:08We love you so much.
11:09We love you so much.
11:13Can't make you love me.
11:14Can't make you love me, can't make you love me, no.
11:16I've done literally everything to try and keep him in my life.
11:22For five years.
11:30and i just feel embarrassed
11:39i promise you you're gonna be so much stronger without him you're already so much stronger
11:46without him like i can't keep taking him back like i have to i have to do what's best for
11:51me
11:52and i have to move on even though it just doesn't even seem possible
11:59love you fuck him whatever you need
12:22which road will you turn
12:26so you think you can win
12:30so let the games begin
12:34hey ladies how we doing how we doing
12:39how y'all feeling y'all good why are y'all so happy i think we're just start you know
12:43our
12:43vibes are trying to be up vibes is up vibes is up it's all good let's do something let's
12:49take some shots let's turn up turn on some music let's turn up i mean he's in a really
12:54good mood he was crying like five minutes ago shit he brought me all the way to hawaii to
13:00be holding hands and shit with a grown-ass man so shit we all saw it she said she said
13:05that they date she said that they date dating and that she's way more of a man than you are
13:10and then they were holding hands he did say that yeah yeah well they were like dancing his
13:14was bad that's crazy mikey's acting like it was okay nothing that happened at the bonfire
13:19he was was like phasing him but it's all a coping mechanism to keep himself from breaking
13:24down gangsta that's just mikey for you for sure but then it goes to me of course she's came
13:31to the realization while being here that she doesn't really need me anymore she said she's
13:38happier without me yeah she's happier without me wow but whatever fuck it i'm gonna go get
13:55a drink
14:03no hi hello hey guys welcome back what's up sid how is everybody doing great how are you doing i'm
14:12good
14:12looking good who's ready to hear it jack's a fucking cheater oh bro straight so what happened
14:21was it like bad man he was making out with her and then uh she was in his bed and
14:27then he was like
14:28told her to get up and close the blinds and then the clip went off
14:34gotcha shitty i'm sorry to hear that i mean you got your answer though that's your answer
14:42got my answer that's your answer yeah trash yeah the last thing that you wanted is be in five more
14:47years with this dude that's clearly not supposed to be with you and that's clearly not who you want
14:51like that's the that's the worst case scenario this is not the worst case scenario yes it sucks right
14:55now but that's the worst case scenario i think i definitely had the best one i don't know i'm like
15:08oh one of us comes out of here still with our girlfriend i think you will i think your problems
15:12are pretty fixable you're very invested in one another you guys know that you want to come out of
15:17here with one another right and i really don't think either of you is going to do anything to put
15:21that in jeopardy i don't know what he's been shown but i think he is not receiving what i'm saying
15:33yeah all i saw was that came in the kitchen like talking to all the girls literally saying like
15:38she just needs to like leave that in the past but like how does that make you feel
15:43i just feel so stagnant right now i feel like if you go through this whole experience and you feel
15:49the same way at the end and go home you also do have somewhat of an answer you're right
15:58why are your eyes getting glossy because sometimes yours are glossy too are they yeah i thought you're
16:04gonna start crying or something no you remember how you said you wanted me to write you those
16:12affirmations so i wrote 10 of them i think those are things that you should be saying to yourself
16:19every day i don't need to change a thing to be amazing you don't need to change a thing to
16:24be amazing
16:28you're so sweet you're literally like the sweetest man ever these are things that you should
16:33believe within yourself i know i've been like made to think that i'm like too much or not enough of
16:44this
16:44and too much of that was that summit that made you feel the way yeah i mean it's been so
16:50many times
16:50in this relationship that i have taken a step back and i'm like i know this is not right like
16:55there was
16:56a night where i was like in his room beside myself and his friends were outside and he left me
17:03crying
17:04he just left you to cry yeah and it's just like how can you do that to someone you love
17:10it's like sociopathic
17:19i i just never talked down on her yeah and even when i'm like you know oh i'm trying to
17:26make sure
17:26kaylee's the one you know because we're so different or whatever i'm never like i want her to change
17:31it's like i'm trying to make sure that she's the one for me so we're like a good relationship
17:36she's like just not happy with who i am i guess right exactly that's the hurtful part because i
17:41don't think you should change like you should be you and have a partner that appreciates it
17:47i have not talked down on her once or that i want to change her or that i wish she
17:52was this
17:53that's what hurts that she's just able to like talk down on me i don't want to be with someone
18:05she brought me here to play me oh it's gonna be good for our relationship we have problems we got
18:09work through them
18:13she sat front row at my sister's wedding with my mother
18:18two weeks ago
18:31bro bro i hate this shit bro it's not a you thing i mean that's an all her thing all
18:40on her that's not a reflection of you or anything that you've done it's really not that's a reflection of
18:45her
18:46she don't give up and she showed her ass but that's her character at least you know now
18:54obviously you know that we had a bonfire tonight but while we were there mark dropped a whole other
19:01bomb on us if you look outside there is the temptation haven right so we saw
19:09so basically what that is is if you go in there there are no cameras it's completely private you know
19:17whoever you choose to go in there with that's y'all that's your vibe
19:20so let's keep the vibes high energy higher okay
19:34there is a new addition to the house over here in the backyard it's called the temptation haven
19:44there's no cameras and you kind of just get to go in there and do your thing um and have
19:49fun and
19:51basically when you go in there it's going to send a red light over at the other house which is
19:55a little
19:55scary but
19:58yeah i mean if this house does turn it up it's probably going to be my girlfriend i'm just going
20:03to put that
20:03out there now um
20:06i don't owe jack shit so is this more so about jack or is it more about you i don't
20:13need to worry about
20:14him anymore it's all about me right so i think at some point like i don't need a i don't
20:21need to care
20:22jack sucks it's just not worth it to fight for somebody that's not fighting for me back
20:27and he doesn't care about me jack doesn't care about me what's up shy i'm about to make a scene
20:34how you feeling i'm making a scene go for it i'm finally going to be able to start focusing on
20:39me
20:40oh
20:45i've been waiting on shots fired
20:47oh
21:08i've got in there ladies first go for it
21:14oh shit that red just turned on cheers
21:18cheers
21:21i've been so fucking through all the shit bruh
21:27oh man
21:28dog dog dinner oh my god
21:34that was so quick
21:41that's my girlfriend dude i'm just letting y'all know that now
21:46it's it's my girlfriend i could put money on it
21:50she said i'm not man enough bro i hope you know i think you're a really great person and i
21:55think
21:55that that's very obvious other people are gonna see that i'm sorry
21:58that's shit fucking bad
22:02you really don't think it was like his girlfriend
22:06shh
22:08there's a possibility
22:10it's mine and mine and his dude they're bad
22:12they're being bad
22:15they're being bad
22:16feel it coming over me
22:31you good
22:41i'm great
22:43i wanna do something
22:46there's something i can't take
22:49back
22:51goodnight guys
22:52goodnight
22:53yeah
22:54let me go today give me hugs
22:57i love y'all
22:58you're not coming to my room
23:02i'm just kidding you can i want you to come here
23:04trying to think straight
23:07but i know that it's too late
23:11cause i feel it coming over me
23:16i wanna do something
23:18i wanna do something
23:20something i can't take
23:21back
23:23something to give me a heart
23:26like a heart i've never had
23:28i wanna do something
23:31bad
23:35i wanna do something
23:38bad
23:44i wanna do something
23:52bad
23:53i know
23:53this is so perfect
23:54this is like exactly what we were talking about on our first date
23:56and the sun's coming out
23:57i feel like i'm finally like in hawaii now
24:00i asked julianne out on my first date
24:02and i wanted to ask a different girl out for every date
24:05just cause i wanted to you know experience temptation island as much as possible
24:11but i had to go with my gut on this one and julianne and i vibe
24:15you get what you want
24:17all right
24:18you found your man
24:21care for what you want
24:23you wantble
24:39I'm nervous, I don't know what to expect.
24:42Christelle is one of my biggest supporters within the house.
24:46She's truly like a breath of fresh air.
24:49I'm 100% excited to share this with Christelle.
24:54When I used to get in my head a lot, I was going fishing.
24:57So this is a perfect thing.
24:59Nah, so like the fact we're doing this.
25:01Perfect timing.
25:02I was today years old, but I started fishing, so.
25:05It's new, it's new.
25:07There's a million things going on when you're fishing,
25:09but the fact that you can lock in and find peace
25:12in situations that are unseen,
25:15and I think that's perfect for what I'm going through right now.
25:18There you go. There you go.
25:20This is the most apt piece I've been since I've been here.
25:23This is gorgeous.
25:31It looks like a castle.
25:32Where even are we?
25:34What is this?
25:36Secret garden painting.
25:38Let's read this.
25:41Take some time to explore yourself
25:42and appreciate the natural gift between your legs
25:46as you imagine all the ways you can represent this beauty
25:49with paint and canvas.
25:50Okay.
25:51Take inspiration from the orchid and the anthurium flowers
25:54to paint a representation of your secret garden.
25:58That's the painting what's between our legs.
25:59Yeah, our secret garden.
26:00Okay.
26:02Um...
26:03Creative, but just not what I was expecting.
26:06I don't know.
26:07It's...
26:09Weird situation.
26:11Okay.
26:12I'm gonna slip back here.
26:14I have to have a muse.
26:17Ah.
26:19Ah.
26:21Get a good look.
26:21Sometimes you just gotta refresh in the memory.
26:26How's it looking?
26:27What's it looking like?
26:28It's looking just like me.
26:30Is it?
26:30Yeah.
26:31Pretty big flowers.
26:35I wasn't gonna say it.
26:36We gotta get a bigger canvas.
26:38Yeah.
26:39Next time.
26:41Let's walk forward and not look back.
26:46I'll carry you to the great impact.
26:50So much fun.
26:51I mean, you did so well.
26:52You were standing up on the board.
26:54I know.
26:54I was, like, surprising myself.
26:56You were paddling, killing it.
26:57That was awesome.
26:58No, I'm really glad that you asked me.
27:00I feel like we've gotten so close so fast.
27:04And, like, all the other guys, too.
27:05But definitely, especially you, obviously.
27:07I'm your favorite.
27:08Yeah.
27:10You already knew that.
27:11It's just good to hear it out loud.
27:13The second I'm around him, I just feel, like, more energized.
27:16Like, I come alive.
27:17As soon as I start talking to him, like, I can't stop smiling.
27:19I can't stop laughing.
27:21I wish he didn't have a girlfriend.
27:24I love that you're, like, so bubbly and outgoing
27:27and happy to, like, talk to everyone.
27:30She doesn't love that.
27:31A beautiful thing.
27:31Yeah, I know.
27:33It feels like I'm sacrificing a lot.
27:36Yeah.
27:36To, like, be in the relationship with Kaylee.
27:39Like, I just don't really know what I can do differently to be, like...
27:42Yeah.
27:44...appreciated.
27:45It's like, go out there and find this, like, perfect boyfriend...
27:48...that you keep talking about.
27:50Yeah.
27:50Clearly it's not me.
27:51Right.
27:52Instead of putting me through this and trying to change me and morph me into that.
27:55Like, why are you dating me if I'm such a shitty boyfriend?
27:57Yeah.
27:58It's exhausting.
27:59And it's a painful feeling to feel like your partner wants to change certain things about you.
28:05Because you're such a beautiful person.
28:07That means a lot.
28:09That, like, really hits home just because it's like, yeah, that's what I want.
28:14Kaylee still doesn't know if I would be, like, an amazing partner in life.
28:18So if that's how she truly feels, you know, why am I putting all this, like, effort into the relationship?
28:25I think that, like, what you are is so rare.
28:28I think Kaylee's so lucky.
28:30Yeah.
28:31Julianne just, like, sees me for who I am, which is awesome.
28:36And she's not trying to change me at all, you know?
28:39She just is, like, stoked on who I am.
28:42And that's...it's refreshing.
28:46I don't need a reason to love you.
28:50This is something I do when it's hard to see.
28:56The last few days have just been so overwhelming.
29:01This has been so fun and light.
29:05It's just been, like, refreshing to have conversations that are easy and not always so hard.
29:13Yeah.
29:14You know?
29:14Or you just make them easier.
29:17Honestly, I feel like today's date could have been weird with anyone else in the house,
29:20but Bradley really does just get me.
29:24It's like I don't even have to say anything and he knows what I'm thinking or I won't say anything
29:30and he'll say it for me.
29:31Having Bradley here has honestly been my saving grace.
29:36Okay, are you ready to see how gorgeous I am?
29:39I'm actually nervous to show you mine.
29:41I'll show you mine if you show me yours first.
29:43Okay.
29:45Let me see this.
29:46This is the big reveal.
29:47Big reveal.
29:48Should we get the cat's table?
29:49I don't know.
29:50I think the cat wants to see.
29:54That's amazing, honestly.
29:56Wait, isn't it?
29:57And it's subtle.
29:58Mine's like straight to the point.
30:00Okay.
30:00More than yours.
30:02Let me see.
30:04You ready?
30:07So an eggplant.
30:09Essentially.
30:10Yeah.
30:11You love it?
30:11Yeah.
30:11Really?
30:12Yep.
30:12You gotta hang it on your wall.
30:13I will.
30:14I'll look at it every night.
30:33This is so dope.
30:34Oh, wow.
30:35This is beautiful.
30:37I wonder how far down it goes.
30:39I heard some caves are like miles deep.
30:42He reminds me of like all of my friends back home.
30:46And he just makes me feel like I can just be myself around him.
30:50And I don't have to like put on a show.
30:51I don't know.
30:52He's just a vibe.
30:54He's just fun.
30:56And he's cute or whatever.
30:58Oh, mine's a, mine's a, mine's a wolf.
31:02Come here.
31:03I have no idea what the future is with Preston.
31:08I, I think he's great.
31:11And I think that we have a great connection.
31:13But I don't know what's going to come out of this.
31:16Because I have only been single for 24 hours.
31:19I feel like I'm five years old again.
31:23Wait.
31:23Make it look good in the shadow.
31:25Aw.
31:27Wait, I love this.
31:34Dude, it feels like a dream.
31:36No, this is insane.
31:37Look at the little tent.
31:38That's so cute.
31:39This is our fourth date.
31:41And I think things are getting a little bit more serious.
31:44I do like Jack, which is so scary.
31:47Like, what am I doing?
31:48Like, this man literally came here with a girlfriend.
31:51Like, what is happening?
31:53How do you like her marshmallow?
31:55Mmm.
31:56Do you like her burnt?
31:57Yeah.
31:58I want to know more about you.
32:02Like, where do you see yourself ten years from now?
32:05Like, if it was a perfect world.
32:09I don't know.
32:10I'm not really, like, a person.
32:12Like, I don't really have plans with relationships.
32:16It's like...
32:18I never really put any thought into, like, where it could go.
32:21I kind of just live in the moment.
32:25That's exactly how I am.
32:27I feel like that's kind of where me and you align,
32:29is we really don't do too much thinking on...
32:32We just do it.
32:33...life.
32:33We just live.
32:35Talking to Carter, I can be myself.
32:37And I feel like she can look at me and I can look at her
32:40and I kind of know what she's feeling.
32:41You want to take this and go...
32:43and go stargaze?
32:44Yeah.
32:45That's something I've been missing over the course of five years,
32:48so I think that's, you know, a huge comfort thing for me,
32:50and it feels good to, like, feel that way.
32:52Ooh, she feeling it, cup tipped over, spilling it.
32:56What I gotta do to be the one that you be chilling with?
33:00This is, honestly, the best day yet.
33:02I think this is, like, a dream.
33:03Yeah.
33:04Now, come here and give me a hug.
33:05It's the right time.
33:07The right time.
33:09The right time.
33:09The right time.
33:11The right time.
33:11The right time.
33:12Iron the hole.
33:15Look at that.
33:16There you go.
33:17Hell yeah.
33:17It's like Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
33:20Lexi, for sure, makes me feel a lot more comfortable,
33:22you know, to open up about my relationship,
33:24like, in a respectful way,
33:25and it makes me feel good.
33:28Perfect.
33:28There we go.
33:29Perfect.
33:30It's been hard for me to, like, open up
33:31about things in my relationship.
33:33I've been very vulnerable lately,
33:35and, you know, sometimes I think I can be too hard on myself,
33:38and I just want to, like, really enjoy the moment when I can.
33:41Knowing you for the short amount of time
33:43from when you started and, like, came into the house versus now,
33:46I feel like you're a lot more receptive and open and vulnerable.
33:51I don't know.
33:51It's just refreshing to see you vocalize and verbalize,
33:55you know, the way you're feeling,
33:56just because I feel like men are not always taught to do that.
33:59Yeah, I've never, like, expressed my emotions.
34:03Going in here, it was tough for me.
34:04I was obviously, you know, hesitant about coming here,
34:07but realizing that, you know, for the meantime,
34:10like, I'm on this journey.
34:12I'm trying to lean into, like, those kind of themes
34:14to make sense in light of things.
34:16I think there's a lot of growth that, you know,
34:18will come from it,
34:19but ultimately it's been, like,
34:20a really challenging process for me.
34:22Oh, shit.
34:25Okay, we're done.
34:26There you go.
34:27Yeah.
34:28Oh, shit.
34:37I don't know what we're about to walk in on.
34:39This is so cool.
34:40It's like a whole spa night.
34:44Oh, my God.
34:45Oh, my God.
34:45This is amazing.
34:46This is one.
34:52Yeah, give it that.
34:55I'm so bad at being in the moment.
34:57Like, I've always been that way.
34:58Is it because you're, like, constantly thinking about,
35:00like, what's about to come next?
35:01Yeah.
35:02I feel like I have to, like, figure out, like,
35:04what could go wrong before I even do anything,
35:07and it's exhausting.
35:09Yeah, I mean, it makes you, like,
35:11it, like, takes you away
35:12from where you're actually living.
35:13You're such an overthinker.
35:15I overthink everything.
35:17Same.
35:17I just really need to learn how to, like,
35:19let go of that
35:20and just try to live life, like,
35:22a little more freely.
35:24Like, I want to find a way that I can be happy
35:27because I feel like right now
35:28I'm not happy with knowing.
35:32A big issue in our relationship
35:34was that Summit is so happy
35:36and he loves his life so much
35:38and I always felt like
35:40I wasn't happy deep down.
35:43And why can't I be like that?
35:46And it took a toll on our relationship for sure.
35:49You know, like, genuinely.
35:50I've never talked to a guy like this before.
35:52Really?
35:53Yeah.
35:54Oh, damn.
35:54You're, like, so much more mature
35:56Thanks.
35:57Than most men.
35:59It's crazy.
36:01Chris is, like, the kindest man
36:03and I know he cares, like, so much about me
36:06and he wants the best for me.
36:07And I, like, literally never met anyone like that before.
36:11Like, someone that just cares so much
36:13and he's so, like, intuitive and in tune
36:16with his own emotions and with my emotions.
36:19You've helped me a lot along the way.
36:21You really have.
36:22I hope that I can keep helping you along the way.
36:24Yeah.
36:24You make me think about things
36:26that I don't want to think about.
36:28And you give me new perspectives
36:31even though you challenge me sometimes.
36:33I feel like I challenge you too much sometimes.
36:36I appreciate your insight.
36:37You do.
36:38It's just, like, I feel like I know, like,
36:40where your head is at.
36:41Like, with the way you think.
36:42You can, like, read my mind.
36:44Yeah, I feel like I can read your mind.
36:47You got me opening up in new ways.
36:51Never thought someone make me feel so safe.
36:57Hi.
36:58Hi.
36:59How are you doing?
36:59I'm Nat Nya.
37:00Okay.
37:01And I'm going to be your sensual embodiment coach for tonight.
37:03Run that past me again.
37:04It's sensual.
37:06Embodiment.
37:06Got you.
37:07Embodiment.
37:07Got it.
37:08I have never done anything like this before.
37:13Very nice.
37:15And, you know, as a woman, I feel like that's a great thing to explore.
37:19Okay.
37:20Then you're going to mirror each other.
37:21Uh-huh.
37:22You're going to keep doing your hip circles.
37:23Okay?
37:23Okay.
37:24All right.
37:25Circle.
37:26Keep going.
37:27Circle.
37:30Take a deep breath.
37:31And allow him to dip you.
37:46Honestly, being so close to Xavier is very new.
37:50This date was what was needed to push us to the next level, next step, whatever you want
37:55to call it.
37:56But it felt great, you know, to explore the physical side of things.
38:05And release.
38:08And let's back up just a little tiny bit.
38:20I've never felt this level of being comfortable with somebody that I'm only talking to.
38:24It gives you more insight to what it could look like if we weren't dating.
38:29At the end of it, like, I feel like me and Xavier just, like, matched up in the perfect way.
38:36And, like, we synced.
38:38Cheers to deeper connections.
38:42Mm-hmm.
38:45And new beginnings.
38:46Yes.
38:46I like that.
38:48That was good.
38:49Yeah.
38:49Talk to you.
38:56Hey, y'all.
38:57To a great night.
38:57To a great night.
38:58Hey, hey, hey.
38:59To the Sibbers at the top of the hill.
39:00It says she won't, but her sister will.
39:02All right.
39:02Hey, hey, hey, hey.
39:04What did he say?
39:05I don't know.
39:06We are playing Kinky King's Cup.
39:09Each card is associated with something you have to do.
39:11I'm going to leave the rules on the table.
39:15Everyone understand?
39:16Yeah, let's work.
39:17I'm ready.
39:17All right, we're getting into it.
39:18Ready?
39:19What is it?
39:20Four?
39:21Look at the sheet.
39:22Daring D.
39:24Daring D.
39:25Daring D.
39:25Daring D.
39:28Daring D.
39:31Tonight, we are trying to get them to get a little bit more frisky.
39:34A little more spicy.
39:36Hopefully, we can get one of them in the Haven tonight.
39:39Fingers crossed.
39:40Fingers crossed.
39:41Let's all do a prayer.
39:41Hold hands.
39:44All right.
39:45What'd you get?
39:46A two.
39:47What is that?
39:47Remove a piece of clothing.
39:49Whoa!
39:51Come on, Jack-Jack.
39:52Come on.
39:53You went right for the band.
39:56Why are you going to take this fucking band?
39:59He always takes his band socks.
40:02Make a rule.
40:03Every time somebody crosses their leg,
40:07give the person to your right a kiss.
40:09Lexi.
40:10That's a cross right there.
40:11That's a cross.
40:12It's time to turn up.
40:15That's Fingers crossed applesauce.
40:17Another kiss!
40:19Two.
40:20Remove a piece of clothing.
40:22Dude.
40:22What the fuck?
40:24We about to go crazy.
40:26Turn up.
40:27Yeah, turn up.
40:28Coming out the clothes.
40:29We about to go crazy.
40:31I think we should play There or Shot.
40:34Woo!
40:35Yay!
40:37All right.
40:40We're shy.
40:41Get Cheyenne away.
40:42She's asleep.
40:43All right.
40:44I dare Kaylee to kiss Brayden on the cheek.
40:50He's gonna take my shot.
40:53Let me just get through one more bonfire, okay?
40:56And then maybe we'll get cheap kisses.
40:58I don't know.
40:58One more bonfire?
40:59I can work with that.
41:00Okay.
41:03Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe.
41:07Keep doing that.
41:08I'm down for that.
41:09Get in there.
41:11I'm doing that.
41:18Everybody drink right now.
41:20The last person to drink has to go in the Haven with someone of your choice.
41:22Okay.
41:23What?
41:23What?
41:24What?
41:25I didn't hear.
41:26Y'all are some pussies.
41:27I'll do it.
41:27Yay!
41:29Come on, Carter.
41:31All right, man.
41:33My brother is living.
41:34Everybody cheer him up!
41:36Woo!
41:37Do you realize how bad this is gonna look?
41:39They're cooked.
41:40Oh, my gosh.
41:42I can't believe this is happening right now.
41:44Woo!
41:45Woo!
41:47Woo!
41:47Woo!
42:13Oh, my God.
42:16Holy shit.
42:18Ahh...
42:18Why did we know it?
42:20The grease!
42:20Yo, that shit was crazy, dog.
42:25I hope you regret this
42:28And you can't forget
42:31Cause you know what we heard
42:34It's as good as it gets
42:37Last night, the light went off.
42:39It did?
42:39Yeah, you were asleep.
42:40I came upstairs to check on you and see if you were up.
42:44Um, but the light went off and you were asleep.
42:46I know.
42:49We don't know who it is.
42:51It might not have been Jack, but I did want you to know.
42:54I know.
42:59I know.
43:01It's okay.
43:11Oh, my God.
43:14Like, I know that was him.
43:19Oh, God.
43:20This shit sucked so bad.
43:22I wish I would have never came here.
43:25But it's like, if you would have never came here, would you know?
43:29Or would you, like, would it just keep happening and then y'all would just keep being okay with it?
43:33You know?
43:35And that's not fair to you.
43:40I can't believe it went off.
43:46What could make this better?
43:48Some mimosas or something?
43:52We could, if you want to get day drunk today, I'm right there with you.
44:03What's your type?
44:06I don't, I don't have a physical type.
44:09Yeah.
44:09It's really just personality.
44:11Yeah.
44:11To me.
44:12Yeah.
44:12I just think, like, energy is just such a big thing.
44:16It is.
44:16When I first started dating Cole, he was like, I've never heard the term energy.
44:20I was like, that's my life.
44:22Yeah.
44:23You can only meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves.
44:28Wait, yeah.
44:29Yeah.
44:29That's literally it.
44:30Yeah.
44:45Yeah, bro.
44:52What's up?
44:55What's up?
45:05I mean, that's just like your baby girl, you know?
45:11Yeah.
45:21I can see you hurting, bro.
45:23I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know?
45:25And she always prides herself on my team and, like, getting each other's backs.
45:29And I'm just like, I don't feel like she has my back right now.
45:32I have hers.
45:33Yeah.
45:39It hurts, bro.
45:41Yeah.
45:41And just feel like she doesn't care.
45:43It just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man.
45:48Like, I'm fucking, I'm solid with that chick.
45:52I'm just too fucking genuine and kind of a dude, honestly, to like, I mean, I have so much to
45:57give, so much to offer.
45:59Yeah.
46:00My girlfriend's like, I don't just know if they fucking even see that.
46:02Yeah.
46:03To my understanding, a week and a half ago, they did.
46:05And then it's like, you live with 12 dudes and all of a sudden, like, you don't.
46:10And I'm so sick of crying, bro.
46:13Me too, dude.
46:18I'm sick of just every night going to bed, just staring at the fucking ceiling.
46:21And crying.
46:22And falling asleep for, like, hours.
46:23And then waking up in the morning, food doesn't even look good.
46:26Like anything, I'm just like, yeah, what are we doing so I can just take my, hopefully take my mind
46:30off it.
46:30And then I just hope the sun goes down and I can fall asleep and wake up next to you
46:33and just keep ticking off days now.
46:34Yeah.
46:41Go party!
46:49Tonight's the foam party, but there is a kicker.
46:53Ladies, the fellas here have a surprise for you.
46:56We gotta add a little, uh, pizazz.
47:00One, two, three!
47:11The rumor is everyone filled their Speedo tonight with socks.
47:14Pack their Johnson with some socks.
47:16Cause they're not big enough.
47:20Oh, God!
47:22Nothing left to the imagination after tonight, ladies!
47:44I definitely like Scarlett. I love being around her. I love having conversations with her.
47:49But it's tough to tell if, like, she is feeling me in, like, an intimate way.
47:55But it's kind of like the powers in her hands at this point.
47:58So I'm gonna let her kind of decide where that, that goes.
48:04I put a big-ass heart on your back.
48:07Yeah?
48:07Does it look like it? No.
48:09Is the effort there?
48:10Yeah?
48:10100%.
48:11Hey, that's all I need. Come on now.
48:12I don't even know what to say about Xavier anymore.
48:14Like, everything with him feels so natural.
48:17Everything feels so genuine.
48:18He just makes me feel, like, seen and heard.
48:22And I feel like that's all a girl wants in the end.
48:26We can't stop kissing in our dreams.
48:32Just make me look...
48:34Thick.
48:34Yeah.
48:35Yeah, duh.
48:36When I first arrived here, I feel like I was afraid to, like,
48:41really, like, connect and have deeper conversations.
48:46But I feel like Bradley is just, he gets me more than anyone.
48:52It's scary.
48:53And it's, like, ah, I feel like I'm walking on eggshells.
48:56Like, is this wrong? Is this wrong?
48:57But it's, like, now, like, as I've been here,
49:00I am just fully embracing it.
49:02Do you feel good?
49:03I feel good.
49:04Do you feel it?
49:05Do you feel it too?
49:08I'm my forbidden fruit.
49:10There's something I can do.
49:13But you're breaking all my rules.
49:16And I only have a few.
49:18I'm my forbidden fruit.
49:22Forbidden fruit.
49:24Guys, guys.
49:25What?
49:25We're gonna do an ABC party.
49:28So you can wear anything but clothes.
49:31So let's go get ready.
49:33Let's go get ready.
49:34Let's go get ready.
49:35Come on.
49:45Let's go get ready.
49:48Let's go get ready.
49:49Let's go get ready.
49:50Let's go get ready.
49:52Let's go get ready.
49:53Let's go get ready.
49:54Let's go get ready.
49:54Let's go get ready.
49:55Let's go get ready.
49:56Let's go get ready.
49:57Let's go get ready.
49:58Let's go get ready.
50:03Let's go get ready.
50:06I'm talking A, B, C
50:09Anything but clothes when they come around me
50:11All the pretty girls getting low to the beat
50:14How to spice it up, yeah, bring it in the heat
50:17I'm talking A, B, C
50:19Anything but clothes when they come around me
50:22All the pretty girls getting low to the beat
50:25What they know?
50:26Oh, okay
50:27India, yes, yes
50:29Bad news, bad news
50:33You got to resist temptation
50:35And you got to see the temptation in order to resist
50:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it
50:41That's true, that's true
50:43And I feel like I saw the temptation and I resisted it
50:46Summit!
50:47Thank you
50:51The car's the gun
50:56Bad girl
50:57You know you like it, I'm a bad girl
50:59The way I like it, I'm a bad girl
51:02That I bet you, I'm a bad girl
51:05You know you like it, I'm a bad girl
51:07You know you like it, I'm a bad girl
51:10She's good
51:10She's good
51:11Get in there, Jack
51:12All right, get your candy in there
51:15It's your man
51:16All right
51:18Better lock in right now, okay?
51:20You know you like it, she a certified bad chick
51:22You can see it by the way that she move her hips
51:25You gotta do a double take when she lick her lips
51:27And she always get away when she throw a fit
51:29I thought I'd totally see her
51:31All right, that's all you had, come on
51:32You know you like it, I'm a bad girl
51:34The way I work it, I'm a bad girl
51:37That's how you're not a bad girl
51:39You guys are cute together
51:40You think?
51:41Yeah
51:42And low-key goes together, it makes sense, low-key
51:44It does
51:44Should we get a little dare of Shaq going for no reason?
51:47Only if you got good dares
51:49Preston, I dare you
51:51To tell us what your favorite thing is about Shaq
51:56That's a good one, that's a good one
51:58Honestly
52:00She's literally the realest
52:01That is why we get along so well
52:02Because she's so deadass real
52:04And I'm real to her
52:06It's your turn
52:07Xavier, I dare you
52:10To lick Sydney's earlobe
52:12Before kissing her neck
52:15Sad
52:15Pull that hair back, dog
52:17Oh, shit
52:18Yeah
52:22Oh, oh, oh
52:24Shit
52:25Oh, oh, yeah
52:29There's a lot of tension between me and Sydney
52:31And I think we both kind of like that to an extent
52:34But, like, it's sooner than later
52:38As far as us just, like, pushing further
52:41Her face was like
52:44I felt something on that one
52:46What?
52:47Honestly
52:47I'm down to trying it
52:49You're down to diving in
52:51Let the wave crash over me
52:53You're interesting
52:56Why?
52:57You're just interesting to me
52:59You got the baddest body in this crib
53:01Thank you, Jack
53:03Jack?
53:04I want to take you on a date
53:05But, like, it's going to start a lot of shit
53:09You're bad
53:12I know me and Carter have a thing
53:14And we've gone on a lot of dates
53:15But I want to see where things go
53:16With Jessenia
53:17It's probably going to start drama
53:19But if you knew me
53:21I don't give a fuck
53:23So who cares
53:29Okay, cheers
53:30Cheers to fucking tonight
53:33Cheers, cheers, cheers, cheers
53:33Literally, it's a good vibe
53:34And good energy
53:35And good people
53:36Literally
53:36The best people
53:37The best people
53:38Yeah
53:38Scarlett likes that, man
53:39I swear to God
53:39I pee pee
53:41Scarlett likes that, man
53:42I call it a pee
53:43It's an ass
53:43Yeah, I think so too
53:44Y'all want to go get his drinks
53:45And then me and Scarlett can talk?
53:47Yeah, for sure
53:49Oh, then you can go with him
53:50Oh, we're going to leave you here?
53:52No, it's just us
53:52Yeah
53:53Oh, did you get you guys?
53:54Okay
53:54Just that, chop it up
53:56Keep fucking with it
54:00Okay
54:01Let me say this
54:02Oh, God
54:05Don't
54:08Don't
54:08Like, genuinely love the friendship
54:09That you and Bradley have
54:11I know
54:11Okay, okay
54:11Yeah, me too
54:12Like, genuinely
54:14It's real
54:15No, he's so great
54:18He's such a good person
54:19And what I love
54:20Is that I can have this friendship
54:22And he's like
54:25I see you
54:26I see what you're going through
54:28And I'm like
54:29He literally reads my mind
54:30I don't have to settle
54:33Exactly
54:33I would not be okay like I am
54:38If it wasn't for him being here
54:40Literally
54:43Very mean
54:45Wait, ready?
54:46Yeah
54:50Wait, try again
54:51What?
54:53Preston's a good time
54:54There's a bottle in the Haven
54:56I'm down
54:57I don't think about Jack
54:58When I'm with Preston
55:00We'll be back in 15 seconds
55:04I like that Preston's hot
55:05And he has big muscles
55:07And that's a reason
55:08To take him into the Fishing Haven
55:10Take me through the love
55:12Through the love
55:13Through the love
55:14I can feel the home
55:16It's alright
55:17It's alright
55:20Oh shit
55:21Straight to it
55:22Okay
55:28Shut the fuck up
55:29No
55:31No
55:32No
55:33No
55:34No
55:34Uh oh
55:36Who can get in fuck tonight?
55:40She can get in fuck tonight
55:43Jack, get in there
55:44Right now
55:45Go
55:47It's wild
55:48Is it your girlfriend?
55:50Maybe
55:56You're good?
55:59You just know what to do
56:01You've never been with anything else
56:04Like the view?
56:06Best
56:12Would you go in there with me?
56:15Oh my god
56:16Is anyone
56:17Is anyone gonna see us?
56:22I don't know
56:25That's so messy
56:30Let's go
56:31Let's hurry up
56:33Are you sure you can handle it?
56:36Feel the heat
56:37Feel the blood
56:37So scandalous
56:39This is so bad, Jack
56:40Oh my god
56:41You were just in there yesterday
56:44With someone else
56:45Oh my god
56:48Yo, Jack
56:49You're bad
56:50Oh my god
56:57This is so bad, Jack
56:59You're crazy
57:01I'm the one you want
57:06I'm the one you want
57:07So tell me
57:10Do my face
57:12Oh
57:13Oh
57:16What the heck?
57:19Shire's in there
57:21It makes my stomach drop
57:28Bring your drugs to me
57:29Of course
57:34I'm a bra
57:38Jack
57:38How do you want this?
57:41You're crazy
57:44I need you to sleep in my bed tonight
57:46Blind up your pants
57:49Let the games begin
58:17Let the games begin
58:26Let the games begin
58:27That cafe
58:27I'm not
58:28I'm not
58:30not What I
58:30said My
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