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Falling Season 1 Episode 3
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00:00.
01:00Yeah.
01:03Does mum know you're back?
01:06I can't talk right now.
01:08Can you open the door? She's worried about you.
01:12Just tell her I'm fine.
01:14Just send her a text. Make up a lie.
01:17Priest allowed to lie.
01:18She fucking need to.
01:19No, watch your mouth.
01:21Watch yours.
01:22You stink, by the way.
01:24And whatever this is,
01:26don't do it again.
01:28You know how she gets.
01:59It's just a cute little kiss.
01:59Don't do it again.
02:19Good morning.
02:20Good morning.
02:31Can I get you something to drink?
02:33No, thank you.
02:46We think...
02:48We'd like you to consider the notion
02:50that you have been hasty here.
02:53Ah.
02:54Like, I don't think I have.
02:57You haven't broken your vows, Anna.
03:00You just tested them.
03:03I've given my vows a pretty serious haircut.
03:09Will you reconsider?
03:17I spend most of every day
03:21convinced that I've made a terrible mistake.
03:26But I believe, I feel that this is my decision.
03:39And this is because of a man.
03:43This is because something profound has happened to me.
03:51It just means that God speaks to me now in a different way.
03:57It hasn't changed the love I feel for God, or for you, or for my sisters.
04:11Then we will need to begin a formal process of renunciation.
04:17There will be opportunity for a spiritual guidance and...
04:21Yes, I understand you have your process, and I hope you understand I have mine, too.
04:29And I hope you believe me when I say that...
04:34I no longer wish to be a nun.
04:41And I hope you know I am sorry, Francesca.
04:49I...
04:50I...
04:50Abbas.
04:54And I know.
05:01Although...
05:02Although that does make this whole incident any less shameful.
05:14No.
05:25Well, there we have it.
05:30That was...
05:52Thank you so much.
05:54Thank you for coming, Sister.
05:56Your accent.
05:56Yes, ma'am, thank you.
06:10Wait. Anna.
06:40I'll need your help today.
06:45I'm on a trip with the choir.
06:46There's a furniture order coming at the restaurant.
06:48I'll need you on the computer.
06:51No-one else can work the damn databases.
06:55We're gonna sing at another church.
07:02Tina, we need every hand on deck right now.
07:04The pressures that we're under...
07:05I can't today, Dad.
07:08...
07:22Because I hit your mate.
07:26No, he's not my mate.
07:29He's Father Hicks.
07:32And no, it's not because of that.
07:36Because I told them I was going on the trip.
07:39So I need to.
07:52I'm going to the seaside today.
07:55I want you to come.
07:59It's with the choir they could do with the extra help.
08:05I've got a swimming costume you can wear.
08:08In fact, I've got two.
08:10One's a thong bikini.
08:20Will he be there?
08:22I thought we weren't afraid of him.
08:27You can wear the normal cosy.
08:28I'll wear the thong.
08:31I didn't even used to know what a thong was.
08:33Ah, well, I wore one once.
08:36An underwear thong for Martin.
08:39Enraged my eczema.
08:48And here's me thinking this is sacred space.
08:51Well, it's a day it can't be.
08:53You haven't forgotten the trip.
08:54How could I?
08:57It was the highlight of my year.
08:59Where?
09:01Where were you last night?
09:05What did you ask?
09:06Word is you were leaving voicemails for the bishop at 2am.
09:12I was working.
09:13I struck time.
09:16Are you okay?
09:19I'll just get things happening.
09:22Just try and make things happen.
09:25The Lord be with you.
09:27And to your spirit.
09:33Welcome.
09:35Welcome.
09:36What a wonderful day.
09:40Normally we would start with a hymn, but...
09:45Would you mind?
09:46I'm running a little late this morning
09:48and I'm trying to make breakfast for 45 people.
09:51So do you think you might possibly consider helping me?
09:58Yeah?
10:00God moves in mysterious ways after all.
10:02First of all, please?
10:03Yes, I'm the bestman in the year.
10:07Back to him.
10:08Come on.
10:13Come on.
10:14Take it.
10:18Yay!
10:20What did you do?
10:22Jumper!
10:24Come on, man!
10:26No!
10:27This is it!
10:30Drag it!
10:31Drag it!
10:35Right, got it!
10:37Drag it!
10:52Good morning!
10:53Good morning!
11:00Good morning!
11:03Wait!
11:11Good morning!
11:14Good morning!
11:18Hello.
11:20My first one. No need for a sandwich.
11:23Ah. Right.
11:27Lovely to hear from both of you.
11:30It's not about him. Today is not about him.
11:35Hello. Hello. Hello. Hello, everyone.
11:39We can hear you.
11:40OK, welcome, everyone. Today's a good day.
11:44For you.
11:46Yes, today's a good day for me.
11:49She said today's good.
11:51Sure.
11:52Today is a good day for me. I'm excited to be here.
11:55I hope there are others who might share my excitement.
12:00To explain how today's going to work.
12:02Because you're all such wonderful singers,
12:05we are travelling to do a recital at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate
12:09at 5pm today.
12:11We'll do a sound check at the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate
12:14at 4pm today.
12:15The beautiful Our Lady Immaculate,
12:17and this is not why this trip is arranged at all,
12:21happens to be near the beach of Western Supermare.
12:25Yay!
12:26So I will be buying everyone fish and chips for lunch
12:29on Western Supermare Beach.
12:31Yay!
12:35There may be swimming.
12:37There may be games.
12:39There may be an infamous tug of war.
12:41Yay!
12:42Short prayer.
12:43Our Almighty Father, we thank you for our remarkable friends
12:47and the adventures we have together.
12:49we thank you for the weather,
12:51for the smiles,
12:53for the music,
12:55for the gift of travel.
12:58Thanks be to God.
12:59Amen.
13:00Amen.
13:02Yep, I did just say thank you for the music.
13:05I'm Bjorn again.
13:09Today's gonna be fun!
13:10Yeah.
13:12Ooh!
13:14Ooh!
13:18Ooh!
13:21Ooh!
13:34Ooh!
13:35Ooh!
13:37Yay!
13:39Whoo!
13:39The sun is shining, come on, get happy.
13:42The Lord is waiting to take your hand.
13:45Shout, hallelujah, come on, get happy.
13:48You're doing brilliant, please.
13:52We're on my journey to the full golden land!
13:56Come on, let's run.
13:57Hopefully you take some of the heat with us, come on.
13:59Come on, let's go on the other side.
14:02Shout, hallelujah, come on, get happy!
14:05You're about to take my view.
14:06Come on, let's go on, let's go on, get happy, get ready, get ready, get ready, get ready for the
14:15full judgment day!
14:3424 cod, 16 sausage and batter, 6 chicken burgers, 6 cups of mushroom peas, 1 pickled egg, and a bucket
14:42full of chips.
14:45And I'll be back to the full golden egg, and a bucket full of chips.
14:47I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
14:50I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
14:50Do you know what it's married?
14:51No, no, no, you haven't done anything through that painting.
14:54She's not known what she's there.
14:56I'm sorry.
14:57Who is him?
14:58I'm sorry.
14:59I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
14:59She's a beautiful.
15:02I just love you.
15:04I just love you.
15:05I just love you.
15:06I just love you.
15:07I love you.
15:08I love you.
15:12I love you, my wife.
15:17Look at me. Look at you.
15:20I can't talk to you, so look at you.
15:23Don't mind us.
15:24We should talk to your sister. She's a wise woman.
15:30Do you need help?
15:32I don't want to.
15:33I don't want to.
15:35I don't want to.
15:38Come on.
15:39I can't.
15:40This is what she's doing to you.
15:43This is what she's doing to you.
15:47I don't want to.
15:48This is what she's doing to you.
16:19Do you go to many beaches as a kid?
16:24I came here.
16:26My mum would give me money for a donkey ride,
16:28and I'd put all of it into one of those two-piece slot machines in the arcade.
16:39Are you okay?
16:44Yeah.
16:47Yeah?
16:51Well, the bishop told me this morning that I should be ashamed of myself, so no, no, I'm not okay.
17:05I think our bishop is the sort of leader who thinks he should lead through judgment.
17:09I also think he doesn't understand the difference between shame and bravery.
17:14I'm not brave.
17:18When we, um, when I came back to visit you at the convent, you told me I was a click
17:24of the fingers, Christian.
17:26You don't want to click your fingers and change something.
17:31Peter, the bishop, he just wants everything the same because it makes him feel safer.
17:38I think you've got nicer since we last spoke.
17:47If I put you in a difficult position, I'm so sorry.
17:50It's never my intention.
17:56I cannot change if I admire you for changing.
18:06The bishop can't see that and he's without worth.
18:15Come on!
18:17I believe Francis is summoning us to the front line.
18:42you're quiet.
18:46No.
18:48Just enjoying the day.
18:53You don't look like you're enjoying it.
18:57I am.
18:59I made a mistake bringing you, haven't I?
19:03I... I am pleased to be here.
19:16I love this one.
19:28Bring me a little water, Sylvie.
19:32Bring me a little water now.
19:37Bring me a little water, Sylvie.
19:41Every little once in a while.
19:47Sylvie.
19:49Come around in.
19:52Bucket in my hand.
19:56I will bring a little water.
20:01Fast as I can.
20:14Oh, I'm so sorry, Father.
20:16It's a tug-of-war over the round.
20:19It's my fault.
20:22Shall we let them get set up?
20:24You better have, yes.
20:27Let's get started, everyone.
20:29Right, will things deal away?
20:30Can I have an A?
20:38The bishop is coming.
20:41Did he tell you?
20:42What?
20:43Yeah.
20:44I'm surprised, too.
20:46Well, he didn't tell me.
20:48I think he wants to show you support.
20:53Must be nice.
20:54Praise to Jesus.
21:03Steal away.
21:05I'm sorry.
21:06I don't know where she's gone.
21:08Who's gone?
21:10Tina.
21:10No.
21:13She's still not answering.
21:14Yeah, and we're sure she's not just having a nice time somewhere in an arcade.
21:18She hasn't been herself all day.
21:20She kept saying she was feeling ill, but that...
21:22It wasn't that.
21:23Do you know...
21:24Is there something we should know?
21:26Nothing she's told me, but she's not right.
21:29There's nothing wrong.
21:30She'll just be after a minute to pee.
21:31She'll be fine.
21:32Or something more serious.
21:32Let's arrange a search.
21:34Anyone under 18, find an adult.
21:37You will search with them.
21:38Excuse me.
21:40Let's go again.
21:41See you.
21:45Steal away, touch his arms.
21:53Tina!
21:56Steal away, steal away...
22:19The road to Bristol, right?
22:24I'm saying whenever I'm feeling less than brilliant, I...
22:28I always try to go home.
22:30You don't live in my house then?
22:34Where are you going then?
22:37Well, I can't go back.
22:39To the coach.
22:41Why?
22:43He wants me to be you.
22:46Brother Hicks.
22:47But I'm not you.
22:50Well, thank God for that.
22:52No, I can't be.
22:54I can't be that.
22:57But you...
22:59You don't have to be anything.
23:00No.
23:02You don't understand.
23:05I am not my mum.
23:07I don't just drop my knickers for the first guy that looks at me.
23:13I...
23:14Uh...
23:16Experience with...
23:17Lots of sisters do have experience with men.
23:22I thought he liked me.
23:25And he was wearing...
23:26Something.
23:33Turns out he called me Greasy Tina.
23:35Just like all the others.
23:38I just...
23:41I thought...
23:44I don't know.
23:45I don't know.
23:47I guess I hoped.
23:59OK.
24:01OK.
24:03Sure.
24:13She's pregnant.
24:25Well, there's still time.
24:26It's a late entrance, but people do want to hear you.
24:29Um...
24:30I don't think we can.
24:31Right now.
24:33And I'm sorry for your wasted trip.
24:36I do like the way they sing.
24:38Your choir.
24:40But I really came here to...
24:43To talk to you.
24:45I know.
24:46I'm concerned about your father.
24:49Those messages you sent last night.
24:53I apologise.
24:55Did you even know what you said?
24:59No.
25:00No.
25:01No.
25:02No.
25:02They are not.
25:08It's not Christian.
25:10It's not.
25:11It's not Christian.
25:13People are dying.
25:15And we are watching them do it.
25:16You are.
25:17You're watching them do it.
25:19Because of heated fucking floors.
25:21You know, it's a...
25:23It's an impressive rant.
25:24It goes on for two and a half minutes.
25:26I wasn't myself.
25:27Well, just to be clear, you weren't sober.
25:31No.
25:32No.
25:33Do we need to make the necessary arrangements?
25:36We still have the place you used before.
25:37No, no.
25:38I don't think that would be necessary.
25:41You know, it's my own failing as a Christian.
25:43But I despise being lectured to by the weak.
25:49And it's the modern disease, isn't it?
25:52So many people think it's their job to tell me how to better myself.
25:56And I think, well, how arrogant they are.
26:02I am everyone's servant.
26:06But I am God's servant most of all.
26:08No, no. I know what you are.
26:11Oh, he speaks with venom.
26:13I wonder what he wants to say.
26:15Just that I think shaming people is easy and I think you enjoy it.
26:20I think you hide your own shame a little too tightly.
26:27Sorry.
26:34You'll get another chance.
26:38Fail, and I will make sure that you are no longer part of my diocese.
26:43There will be no needle exchanges, not even a mention.
26:49No more drinking.
26:51Not even a drop.
26:53No more drinking.
26:57No more drinking.
26:59No more drinking.
27:01No more drinking.
27:04No more drinking.
27:06No more drinking.
27:10No more drinking.
27:12Where's he going?
27:14You're not leaving.
27:16Ah, I'm afraid I have to.
27:18Are you going to reimburse the tickets?
27:20I told you not to charge for tickets.
27:23You arrogant...
27:23Look, go on, go on, go on, please.
27:24Do, tell me.
27:26Tell me what I am.
27:55Did she tell you?
27:58Are you angry at me?
28:01No.
28:02I am.
28:05Angry at me.
28:09I don't know what I do now.
28:11Now?
28:14I'm just gonna be supporting you in a different way.
28:19And my dad?
28:19And the first thing we're gonna do is make sure you're out of that house.
28:23We'll try and find you somewhere safe to stay.
28:26I can't do that.
28:27Where you can continue your education.
28:30You work at the church.
28:31And somewhere safe to have a child.
28:34If I leave, he kills Mum.
28:37He's told me that.
28:39And her.
28:42And she leaves too?
28:43She won't.
28:45You know that.
28:48This isn't some...
28:54He isn't a father.
28:56I'm sorry.
28:58No.
28:59No.
29:01That's an okay question to ask.
29:05And I get why you asked it.
29:09But no.
29:13He looks at me sometimes.
29:15In a way that I don't like.
29:18But he's never touched me like that.
29:21All he does is hit Mum.
29:27How horrible.
29:32It sounds funny to say, but...
29:35I was more scared to tell you than anyone else.
29:39Even him.
29:42I think because...
29:46I think you're the only one who thought I was better.
29:50You are better.
30:03I get really scared, do you know?
30:08Sometimes I think I'm full of fear.
30:13Sometimes...
30:14I make mistakes.
30:17Horrible, destructive mistakes because of that fear.
30:22But you...
30:24You amaze me.
30:27Because...
30:29Despite everything...
30:32I see your love.
30:34Before I see your fear.
30:39You're God's creature.
30:44And...
30:45You're on a path.
30:47And you'll find great happiness on that path
30:49because you meet that path with love.
30:55You understand?
31:00That's a really nice thing to say.
31:05And...
31:07When it gets hard...
31:09For you...
31:11We're here.
31:13Okay?
31:14Not just me, but...
31:15The whole church.
31:18Because...
31:18We believe in you.
31:22We love you.
31:26To all of us...
31:28To all of us.
31:31To all of us...
31:33Fare you well, my dear.
31:37I must be gone.
31:41And leave you for a while.
31:47If I roam away, I'll come back again.
31:54Though I roam ten thousand miles,
32:00My dear, though I roam ten thousand miles.
32:17Oh, yonder doth sit that little turtle dove,
32:25He doth sit on yonder high tree,
32:33I'm making a moan for the loss of his love,
32:41As I will do for thee, my dear,
32:49As I will do for thee.
33:10We thought we could have a pint.
33:13Sparkling water for you, obviously.
33:15Wash away the worst of the day with carbonated water,
33:19If you fancied it.
33:20Um, it's kind of a, but I, I should get back.
33:25Another wind.
33:28No dead bodies, no drowned souls.
33:32Yeah.
33:35It's great.
33:47You may not realize it, but I like you very much.
33:52I actually like everyone a lot more than people think.
33:59Thanks, Francis.
34:20So now everyone knows?
34:22Not everyone, but some people.
34:26And are you keeping it?
34:29You know, you're the first to ask me that.
34:32Course I am.
34:33Yeah, I guess Catholics don't ask that question.
34:36Yeah.
34:38How do you think, how are you going to tell your dad?
34:42Uh, I haven't thought about that yet.
34:46Or I have, but I'm just, I'm trying not to.
34:49What, you think he'll be okay?
34:52He won't give you too much shit, will he?
34:54I don't think he'd tell me what a good grandpa he'll be.
34:57Sorry?
34:58Can I come in with you?
35:00No.
35:01You sure?
35:02Yeah.
35:05Thanks though.
35:29I just, I just wanted to talk to you.
35:33Make sure you're okay.
35:38I know Tina was your project.
35:40You know, I thought she wasn't.
35:41I thought she was my congregant, my friend.
35:45Can you imagine what I could have done helping her into robes?
35:48Finding her a place in the convent.
35:51There are a lot of confused people in there.
35:54She would have found a way.
35:56No, I've let her down.
35:58Well, at least you tried.
36:03And I, I don't judge you.
36:06Or, well maybe I do.
36:09Maybe you do.
36:12But I also love you.
36:16I watched you today.
36:21And I loved you.
36:29How ridiculous I am.
36:32You shouldn't love me.
36:34No.
36:37No, I know.
36:40Hello.
36:52Take care.
36:57Talk to me now.
37:04I'm aarceless one.
37:05Oh, I'm a healer.
37:06I'm a healer.
37:07I know.
37:07I'm a healer.
37:08Oh, my God.
37:27Pete, you okay?
37:29Yeah, I didn't expect it to feel like that.
37:34That's good.
37:45Oh, my God.
38:08Oh, my God.
38:20Oh, no.
38:26I'm, um, I'm the tempter, and you're a priest.
38:31You've intended me to admit to it.
38:34I feel for you.
38:36No, you are not ready for me.
38:37You're a priest.
38:40I love you.
38:43Do you?
38:46Oh, do you love everyone?
38:48Or do you love the way I made you feel just now?
38:50Or do you...
38:54I'm sorry.
38:55I'm, um...
38:56No, no.
38:57I'm sorry.
38:57No, no, no, not like this.
38:59It's not your fault.
39:00It's my fault.
39:02I am shameful.
39:04No, no.
39:04I just kissed a bloody priest.
39:08Just don't.
39:09Please, I'm sorry.
39:35I've started.
39:38I'm just hungry.
39:42It looks amazing.
39:47Oh, no.
39:49No, no, no, no.
39:50Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
39:53It's okay, darling.
39:55It's okay.
39:56I know.
39:57Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
40:27Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
40:58Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
41:06I'm close.
41:07I can't.
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