00:27You know those castles?
00:30You build with blocks when you're little, and you don't realize that you put one of the pieces in the
00:37wrong place.
00:40You keep building it, and the whole castle collapses.
00:49Now you have to rebuild it.
00:54Isn't that what we all do?
01:23You want something to drink?
01:26It was fine.
02:03That's my mom.
02:06She's beautiful.
02:08Yeah, she was.
02:12She's beautiful.
02:43Do you think people are scared of connection?
02:47When you connect with someone, you give yourself away.
02:50That could be scary.
02:54But why do they say they want to connect if they're scared of it?
03:04Because we don't know what we want.
03:12I'm so, so, so, so.
03:17I'm sorry.
03:18It's alright.
03:21So, how long since you guys broke up?
03:24How do you know that?
03:27I mean, is it that obvious?
03:29No.
03:30I'm just a really good mind reader.
03:36We broke up five months ago.
03:39Still fresh?
03:42I'm okay, though.
03:45You guys still in touch?
03:48He doesn't want any connection.
03:50It's probably good, though.
03:52Yeah, you know, that's what everybody says.
03:54But it's the most difficult thing.
03:57It's like one second, he's my boyfriend,
04:00and the next second, a stranger.
04:05It's like something inside of you dies.
04:07It's like something inside of you dies.
05:05It's like something inside of you dies.
05:06A heart.
05:08Yup.
05:11My heart's on the right.
05:15What do you mean?
05:17My heart, it's on the right side of my chest.
05:30Oh my God, are you okay?
05:33Yeah, I'm fine.
05:37How is that even possible if it's a condition?
05:41Not a lot of people know about it.
05:45It's called dextracardium.
05:47That could even happen with all your organs.
05:52But for me, it's just my heart.
05:55When I was a little kid, my dad, he used to say that I had superpowers
06:01because of what my body had to do to adjust in order for me to survive.
06:09Oh, wow.
06:13Hey.
06:18Check this out.
06:22If I get closer to you, and I hug you.
06:42Now our hearts are touching.
08:10Do you have a cigarette?
08:12Yep.
08:18Thanks.
08:19You need a light?
08:30Thanks.
08:39You okay?
08:43Yeah.
08:52How about you?
08:55It's a friend's birthday, so we're out celebrating.
09:01I didn't really feel like going out, but gotta do what the birthday boy wants to do, right?
09:09You're a good friend.
09:16What are you doing out?
09:19Nothing really.
09:22Then why'd you come outside?
09:27My friends, they forced me to go out.
09:31It's supposed to make me feel better.
09:34I can tell it's working.
09:42I just needed to get out the ball.
09:45I mean, have you ever felt like everyone just knows how you feel?
10:02Yeah, sure I do.
10:22You want to go someplace else?
10:45I was in a relationship and I decided to tell my father that I was gay because I didn't
10:52like not being open to him and I wanted to share my relationship with him.
10:59But when I told him, he just stared at me and I saw something shift in his eyes.
11:09He hasn't talked to me since.
11:12That was seven years ago.
11:16Just dropped all communication with me.
11:19Lost all contact.
11:22And then my boyfriend broke up with me.
11:25Are you okay?
11:27Yeah.
11:28Yeah, I am now.
11:32I forgave them.
11:35And I accepted my father's decision.
11:44Because I'm the only person that can be in charge of my happiness.
11:48Nobody else can dictate my happiness.
11:53You know what I mean?
11:58Not even my father has that power.
12:28I don't know why.
12:28Why don't you have to change with that?
12:30I got it.
12:43So, you know, but what happened to him is that I'll be like, is that he goes off to me.
12:47So, I don't mind that I'm going to be able to change with that.
12:51I don't know theального thing.
12:51So, okay.
12:54Hey. I never got your name.
13:00Marcus.
13:03I'm Angel.
13:21I'm Angel.
13:51I'm Angel.
13:52I'm Angel.
14:18I'm Angel.
14:20I'm Angel.
14:30I'm Angel.
14:40I'm Angel.
14:52I'm Angel.
14:54I'm Angel.
14:56I'm Angel.
14:56I'm Angel.
Comments