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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 10
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00:00Number four, transplant assessment.
00:02Most of us haven't registered our decision to donate our organs,
00:05which can save up to nine lives.
00:08You're insane, though.
00:09I know it won't be a good thing for you,
00:11because she's bad news.
00:12He's trying to stick a wedge in and be like...
00:14It's because he lives with your ex.
00:15Stop talking about me and trying to shit on a situation.
00:17If I don't have to speak about you again, honestly, it would be a pleasure.
00:21They seem to put their keys in a bowl and share,
00:22depending on the day of the week.
00:23Are you ever going to just, like, low-key forgive me?
00:26I want to be mad at you, but I can't.
00:28I feel like it's gone from 100 to zero.
00:30Big, fat, wet snog, yeah.
00:31It was relentless.
00:33I'm saving lives here.
00:34Genuinely, why is he so obsessed with you?
00:35I'm scared of him.
00:36You can't be friends with someone you don't see as a friend.
00:38When you're talking shit about me to my girlfriend,
00:40what do you expect to happen?
00:41It's gonna be really weird to do life without me.
01:00It's so cute.
01:07This is what it's like if you have a girlfriend,
01:08you get to spots like this.
01:09Yeah, it's great.
01:10It's great.
01:11See what Abby's done for you?
01:12Well done.
01:13Cute.
01:14That is cute.
01:15You literally can see everything from Wembley over there.
01:17Wembley to Rapids.
01:18It's unbelievable.
01:19All right.
01:20Ready, go.
01:23I feel like Lindby Lohan and the parent chap.
01:28Watch out for the crown jewels, mate, yeah?
01:30Woo-hoo!
01:32Guys, this is amazing.
01:34Look at this.
01:35We're in London.
01:36On a rooftop.
01:36It could be anywhere.
01:37Thanks so much for having us here.
01:39You're welcome.
01:40Honestly, you are welcome whenever you want.
01:42But if I moved in, I'm not sure you'd be too impressed.
01:45Yeah, maybe not that.
01:45You've got a spare room.
01:46I could be a good lodger.
01:47I could do.
01:48I'd be a great lodger.
01:48Imagine waking up with me every morning.
01:49Morning.
01:51Anyway, what's going on with you and Zayno?
01:54I can't.
01:55His smile would come straight away.
01:57Right, where do we start?
01:58What do we want to know?
01:59Let's unpack it.
02:01No, I took her out for drinks last night.
02:02Again?
02:03Yeah.
02:03Date number two.
02:04I'd say this is date number one.
02:06It was honestly, it was a great date.
02:08She looked like an absolute rocket.
02:09Like all the other lads in the bar were staring at her.
02:12Perfect.
02:13As long as everyone's staring at her, great.
02:15Look, obviously, I'm joking aside,
02:17it was really nice to get to know her on a deeper level.
02:19How did it end?
02:22We maybe had a little snog.
02:24Oh!
02:25No!
02:26Jodie!
02:28A fat snog.
02:29A big fat wet snog, yeah.
02:31How was the Tristan situation?
02:33He was like, look, if anything happens with you and Zayno,
02:36it's going to make our friendship more complicated.
02:38Why?
02:38He hasn't dated her.
02:39Harvey.
02:40Don't let the opinions of others, especially Tristan's,
02:43impact anything going on between you and Zayno.
02:48Yeah.
02:49I'm going to do my own thing.
02:56Would anyone like any salad?
02:58I'll serve.
02:59You guys go.
03:00You want some pomegranate?
03:01Jack, you must eat your fruit and vegetables.
03:04How'd you grow that bun?
03:05I can't see that.
03:07Protein.
03:08Yeah, that's protein.
03:09My meat clatter should be here soon.
03:11Can you believe I missed the party at night?
03:14That was the biggest surprise of the night.
03:16That's so crazy.
03:16You missed the party, it was crazy.
03:17How was it?
03:17You would have loved it.
03:18Really?
03:18It was your vibe, for sure.
03:19Yeah.
03:20It was cool, but did you guys see Zayno and Tristan had a conversation?
03:23I don't know about anything.
03:25No.
03:25You need to fill me in on anything.
03:27They've clashed a bit in the past.
03:30Is this because Tristan is best friends with Zayno's ex?
03:33Yes, exactly.
03:34We live with Zayno's ex, right?
03:36So, obviously, our loyalties do lie with him.
03:39Tristan and Chugs, they've known each other for six years.
03:41And obviously, Chugs, he clearly doesn't have loyalties to Harvey.
03:45He's made that very clear.
03:47But that does cause friction between Tristan and Chugs.
03:50And I didn't like the fact that Chugs is lying about everything.
03:53And, you know, he's meant to be best mates with Armin.
03:55There's been multiple things, I think, now with Chugs,
03:57where I'm just like...
03:58Yeah, it's one thing else.
03:59Yeah, I don't know.
04:00How was your night?
04:01I barely saw you.
04:02Yeah, she did message me.
04:04Asking to meet me.
04:06Dun-dun-dun.
04:07She wants to meet me today.
04:09Today?
04:10Yeah.
04:10Oh, shit.
04:11And I'm like, she...
04:12I get so reeled in every time.
04:14Surely you need to go in there with what you want out of this.
04:18It sounds so messed up to say,
04:19and I don't even know why I'm admitting this,
04:21but this situation with Inga has felt like the worst break-up of my life.
04:25Really?
04:26Yeah.
04:26We went from spending every single day together
04:29to not seeing each other in weeks.
04:31So I am willing to see her and to hear her out,
04:35and hopefully we can have a calm conversation.
04:38I think you are better than I thought.
04:55I'll give it to you.
04:56I know.
04:57It comes naturally, really.
04:57Apart from me, maybe, Angus.
04:58No, I was great.
04:59I don't know what you're talking about.
05:00I mean, maybe we should swap partners next time, but...
05:03I didn't know you could actually play?
05:06Fence.
05:06Fence.
05:07Fence, that's what I meant.
05:08I think, oh, my God, have I not told you this?
05:09I feel like I've told the whole world at this point.
05:11I was scouted when I was nine years old for a fencing job.
05:14So I was almost professional, effectively.
05:16You know what?
05:16I would say looking at you, you don't see that,
05:19but knowing your history, yeah, that does make sense.
05:21Yeah.
05:21It must be very nice for you to kind of get out of the house,
05:24away from baby Duke, hang out with the boys there.
05:26It is nice to see the boys,
05:28and 99% of the time we were fantastic,
05:30but there was just that 1% of the time
05:32when the sleep deprivation hit,
05:33someone hasn't sterilised the bottles, i.e. me.
05:36Someone hasn't, you know, cleaned up half themselves,
05:39and I think we were just...
05:40I.e. you.
05:41I.e. me.
05:42There was just these real bubbling things going on
05:44underneath the surface that weren't being talked about
05:47and weren't being addressed.
05:48How's your health, by the way?
05:49I haven't asked a while.
05:50It's good.
05:51I mean, day-to-day, look, I'm fencing.
05:53The doctors have really been promoting us
05:55to look at live donation
05:56because then it avoids me becoming sick.
06:00So this is whereby someone who's alive
06:03offers to donate half of their liver
06:05and donates it to me, and it regrows to fall in me,
06:08and their liver regrows to fall as well.
06:10So I'm now considering it.
06:12I mean, Alice has obviously mentioned
06:14that Gareth, after our conversation,
06:16has actually been in contact
06:17to see if he could be a live donor,
06:19and that is, I mean, just so incredibly kind.
06:22I mean, I'm lost a word.
06:23The reason why we're even considering this
06:25is because there's not enough livers being donated.
06:29So actually off the back of this,
06:30I'm really, really keen to do some kind of challenge
06:34on social media like ALS Ice Bucket Challenge.
06:37So the idea is we have a pink smoothie,
06:39which you make, and the reason for pink
06:42is because pink represents organ donation in the UK.
06:45And you have to down the smoothie in nine seconds
06:47because you can save up to nine lives.
06:50And whatever you don't down in those nine seconds,
06:53you have to pour over your head.
06:54Yeah, I like that.
06:55And then you register to donate online
06:57and nominate nine more people.
06:59Well, Gareth would do it.
07:00Oh, 100%. Yeah.
07:01Yeah.
07:02It's offered an organ.
07:03Yeah, yeah.
07:04I draw the line at this movie.
07:06Yeah, yeah, yeah.
07:06It's done quite well.
07:07Oh, I don't know how I feel about this movie, though.
07:10A-U-C-T-E-A-G
07:13Don't blame me, I serve my team
07:16One, two, three, and one, two...
07:18I'm in.
07:19Honestly, when the weather's like this makes you want to go on holiday.
07:22I know.
07:22It's so sunny.
07:23Should we just book a holiday or anything?
07:24Yeah.
07:25I was going to say, girls' trip?
07:26Always.
07:26I mean, you're an oven.
07:28Obviously.
07:30I have to say it's such a nice group
07:32and quite nice to be away from such judgmental people
07:35in the wider group.
07:36Mm-hmm.
07:37Who are we referring to?
07:39Oh, certain Mr. Tristan.
07:40Yeah.
07:40Genuinely, why is he so obsessed with you?
07:42I don't know.
07:43Get a hobby.
07:43It's so bizarre.
07:45Watch your pigeons and whatever else.
07:46They're probably talking about me.
07:48I'm having a great time with Chugs
07:50and if it's at Tristan's expense, then brilliant.
07:53Even better.
07:54He's like, yes!
07:56I feel like he's always trying to pressure Chugs
07:57into making a decision,
07:58but thank God he actually has a mind of his own
08:00and doesn't really care about other people's opinions
08:02and judging by last night,
08:04he doesn't seem like he's going to care moving forwards either.
08:06Can I talk about last night?
08:08I'm so excited to know all the gossips.
08:10Any kissy-kissies?
08:12Quite a lot.
08:12Kissy-kissy.
08:13Oh!
08:13Quite a lot.
08:15Hello.
08:16Hi.
08:17Trio of hyenas over here.
08:19Dabby, this is an unreal spot you found here.
08:21Isn't it?
08:22What are you lot gossiping about?
08:23Nothing.
08:24No, nothing.
08:26Really?
08:27It's dark.
08:27Literally, no-one's looking at me right now.
08:30Sorry.
08:31Just laughing about, um...
08:33I was saying I was just filling us in on your date last night.
08:36Yeah?
08:36Yeah.
08:37Good things, I hope.
08:38Horrible.
08:39Horrible.
08:39Had a worse time ever.
08:41Yawning away throughout the night.
08:43Brilliant.
08:44You can tell by her face.
08:45No, I had a great time.
08:46It was a really nice date.
08:46It was a really fun to meet her.
08:47Do you know what I'm actually really interested to know?
08:49Obviously, Tristan has such strong opinions about you and, like, this situation.
08:53What's Jules kind of saying behind closed doors?
08:56Like, what's her opinion on this whole situation?
08:58Well, when she found out about it, me, Jazz and Jules went for dinner.
09:01They both found it hilarious.
09:02They thought it was, like, great.
09:04Because, obviously, they know the situation with my ex and la-la-la.
09:06Yeah.
09:06And they just thought it was...
09:08There was nothing wrong with it and to kind of go for it.
09:10Why are you making that face if she said something to you?
09:12No, I've not spoken to...
09:13I've literally not spoken to Jules since Silchester.
09:16You guys are not friends anymore?
09:18I don't know if it's, like, an unfriending, but it's just...
09:21Distance.
09:22Zero contact.
09:23Literally zero contact.
09:24I don't know if that's got anything to do with it.
09:28If it was something she cares about enough, she would have maybe reached out.
09:31I obviously just don't think she cares about my friendship that much.
09:34I think I need another drink.
09:35Yeah.
09:35Should we go?
09:36See you.
09:36Oh, thank you, guys.
09:38Finally, I get to be left with the lovely Zeno.
09:42I will be honest.
09:43The whole time those girls are chatting, I literally wasn't even listening.
09:46I wasn't.
09:47I was just looking at you.
09:50You're very sweet.
09:51Sweet.
09:52I don't know how to, like, respond to...
09:54Don't, maybe just don't respond.
10:16Hello.
10:17Hey.
10:22Thanks for coming to meet me.
10:24Thanks for, um, reaching out.
10:38Hello.
10:39Hey.
10:42Oh.
10:44Thanks for coming to meet me.
10:46Thanks for, um, reaching out.
10:50Yeah.
10:51I felt like it was the right time.
10:55And, like, enough time had gone past for us to, like, finally...
11:00Well, from my side, like, I've always wanted to talk to you.
11:02I just hated how we spoke to each other last time.
11:05Like, I hated it.
11:06And I really, like, regret it.
11:08It's been really difficult not having you in my life.
11:13And, um...
11:16I'm sorry for, like, what's happened.
11:20And I just never wanted it this way.
11:24And I do want to take responsibility for the part I had to play
11:29and where we ended up.
11:31It's really, um, severely consumed my life for, like, since post-Scotland.
11:38It's all I've thought about.
11:40But that's not necessarily on you.
11:43It's just more like, fuck, like, what was that to her?
11:45Because it seems like, for her, it was nothing.
11:49But for me, it was everything.
11:52I can't shout it enough how much you meant to me
11:56and how much you do mean to me.
11:57And how what we had meant to me.
11:59It wasn't just nothing.
12:01And it wasn't easy to just walk away from it.
12:05Of course, the connection that we had, I know for a fact,
12:09feelings can develop from that.
12:10And I don't think you're crazy that that happened.
12:15I feel like the bond that we did have,
12:21those things don't come around often, especially not for me.
12:28And I don't want to throw that away.
12:31I would love it if we could find a way to be friends
12:34and to be in each other's lives.
12:37And I want to find a way to do that.
12:39But I know that's a lot easier said than done.
12:42And I will respect whatever you want.
12:45I will.
12:47I didn't expect, I genuinely didn't expect you to say all of that.
12:51Obviously, I have a lot to think about and I unpack.
12:54So we haven't spoken in ages and I've thought certain things
12:57and now I'm just sat in front of you.
12:59and I knew I would do this and just like...
13:05I don't know.
13:06Huh?
13:07You do what?
13:08No, I was just sitting on my arm.
13:10I was so strong before this.
13:11I was like, I don't know.
13:18Oh, God.
13:21Oh, my God.
13:22Oh, God.
13:46Guys, these drinks look so good.
13:48How cool.
13:48I do feel a spicy mug reflects your personality.
13:51I so agree with that.
13:52I'll take it.
13:57You look great.
14:04Night out.
14:05How does that feel?
14:06I feel really strange.
14:07Sam's at home with Duke, like alone.
14:09I don't...
14:09Yeah, I'm not sure how to feel about that.
14:11Do we trust him?
14:12I don't know.
14:13Oh, have you all had your nominations, by the way?
14:15The Vanderpump Jordan Challenge.
14:16Wait, is this the nomination for the smoothie thing?
14:17Yeah, yeah.
14:18Oh, my God.
14:18It's not that easy.
14:20It's a pint of smoothie.
14:21It's a pint of smoothie.
14:23Do you have to do it in a certain amount of time?
14:25Bex, have you ever downed a drink in your life?
14:27Yeah.
14:28In nine seconds?
14:29Go on, down your pint in nine seconds.
14:30Definitely, I've never downed a pint.
14:31I'll down mine if Bex downs that.
14:33I actually kind of want to see you down.
14:34Go on, then.
14:35Can you do that in nine seconds?
14:36I reckon so.
14:37A glass of champagne.
14:38I'll do it for the challenge.
14:39Not today.
14:42I'm liking the outfits.
14:43We're kind of matching fire and ice.
14:45I'm like kind of the angel on your shoulder.
14:47You're the devil on your shoulder.
14:49I feel like you've just got two devils on your shoulder at all times.
14:51I do.
14:52I mean, because, yeah.
14:53What is happening?
14:54What do you mean what's happening?
14:56What do you mean what I mean what's happening?
14:57You must be so confused.
14:58It feels like we've gone back in time, like a month, two months.
15:02She took accountability for everything.
15:04So it's hard to stay mad at someone when they apologise.
15:06I was very forgiving.
15:07She ruled you back in, Jess.
15:08She ruled me back in.
15:09Yeah, but I feel like you're doing it yourself now.
15:12Goodness sake.
15:12It's Inga, so I'm like, oh, I want to be mad at you, but I can't.
15:16She's told you how it is now.
15:18It's a friendship to her.
15:20And, like, I feel like she would very happily go back to that bubble you guys had.
15:23That bubble.
15:24But to her, that's just a friendship.
15:26You can't do that.
15:28I think I'm just trying to have fun and try not to think about it too much.
15:32Yeah, but that's the danger.
15:34I don't want you going back to this fantasy land you were in,
15:37because, like, if you look at her, what do you look at?
15:40No.
15:41Look at you.
15:42When you look at her, what do you think?
15:44When you see her, what are, like, things that come to mind?
15:48Oh, she's the most beautiful girl in the world.
15:50Fantastic.
15:53You can say that about a friend, that's fine.
15:55Um...
15:55It's a bit more than that.
15:56Fortunately, maybe best for both of you guys.
15:58She's going back to Barney very soon.
16:02See, even that, you don't like that.
16:04The thought of her, like, not being in my life is very scary.
16:07And in my head, that means that the next however long, just enjoy it, you know?
16:11You need to have that time away from each other,
16:15where I feel like you just need to find someone else
16:17to have that connection with.
16:19And so that kind of goes from your mind.
16:21Now I'm just trying to enjoy that time with her,
16:25which is just silly, really.
16:27It's silly.
16:28You can't be friends with someone you don't see as a friend.
16:30It's just going to hurt you.
16:35I'm going to go speak to her again.
16:37It's going to be a wind-up, though.
16:39Coming from here? Shut up.
16:40What else do you want?
16:41Good luck with that, then, mate.
16:43Have you seen Jazz, by the way?
16:45Yeah, we actually went for a chat.
16:47It felt good to, like, finally kind of say what I'd been thinking.
16:54Mm.
16:54And she even said, like, it was quite healing.
16:57I want to kind of find a way where we could be in each other's lives
17:03and move forward to a different thing.
17:04It will never go back to what it was.
17:06Because when you, like, hang out again, surely you're going to get those...
17:10Because I feel like when you've been close friends with someone before.
17:12Yeah.
17:13And then you kind of open that door again.
17:15Yeah.
17:16And it's so familiar.
17:17So familiar.
17:17You go back into that same way.
17:19Yeah.
17:19Even me and you.
17:20Like, the moment we made up.
17:21It kind of felt like we went straight back into being friends.
17:25And it's because, like, no time had passed.
17:26Yeah.
17:27And, like, it's so familiar.
17:28And you and Jazz may become, like, really close again.
17:31Yeah.
17:31There's always hope.
17:32I mean, you never know, looking at us.
17:34True.
17:34Girls, how are we?
17:35Hi.
17:36This is fun.
17:37How are you doing?
17:38Good.
17:39How are you?
17:39So well.
17:40So well.
17:40I don't think us three of us stood in it.
17:42This is great.
17:44Great.
17:44Yeah, really good.
17:46I sent you a nice message the other day.
17:49Yeah.
17:50I just feel like I just blanked it.
17:51I was like, whoa.
17:52Yeah, I did blank it.
17:53Yeah.
17:54But...
17:55Good blank.
17:56I just don't get what we would have to talk about.
17:59Like, we have no reason to meet up for a coffee.
18:01Are you ever going to just, like, low-key forgive me?
18:03Just, like, could I actually just be okay?
18:06Just always think it's...
18:07It's not awkward to me and Jazz.
18:08Like, we can hang out and it's not awkward.
18:09But when we...
18:10You're in the same vicinity, it's just so awkward.
18:13But why do you feel awkward?
18:15Because I feel like...
18:15I mean, I find it really weird that us three are talking about
18:17and trying to give each other advice there.
18:19Yeah, yeah.
18:19But, like, I don't really have much advice here.
18:21It's more like, hey, I'm not looking to, like...
18:22It's just...
18:23I think you make things awkward.
18:25Yeah.
18:25It's more just like, if...
18:26Are you staying in London or are you going back to Bali?
18:29I mean, you know, London's home and Bali's home,
18:31so I'm always going to jump in between places.
18:33It'd be nice, as we're both living in Chelsea, I guess.
18:36I just wish it could just be a little bit more civil.
18:39It's not my job to make you feel less awkward.
18:41Maybe I have to go to Bali.
18:42Maybe that's what I do.
18:43Maybe I have to get out of there.
18:45Anyway, listen, I don't...
18:46But that's not helping.
18:47You said to Inge you'd like to stay.
18:51It's such a clown.
18:52Wait.
18:53You're staying in London?
18:54Maybe.
18:55I don't mind staying in London.
18:56It has been nice, like, mingling with the group
18:58and maybe I'm not done with that just yet.
19:17So what have you guys been up to?
19:18We actually went for a lovely rooftop drinks yesterday, didn't we?
19:22Oh.
19:22Very cosy with Chuggie.
19:25A few kisses on the sofa.
19:27Honestly, I don't know where it came from,
19:29but it was just so, like, perfectly fine.
19:31The sun, the drinks.
19:31The sun setting, the drinks.
19:34Very romantic.
19:35Yeah, it was very romantic.
19:36What?
19:37What?
19:37No, no, I...
19:38You know what?
19:40I think you deserve the world, genuinely.
19:43Like, I think you are such an amazing girl.
19:45Obviously.
19:46I just don't know if Chuggs is, like...
19:49I don't know if Chuggs deserves you.
19:51In what regards?
19:52I just feel he doesn't have loyalty to people anymore.
19:57Obviously, you're enticed to your opinion.
19:59I get it.
19:59But I think when I've spoken to Chuggs about it,
20:04he obviously felt really awful about the kiss initially.
20:06He was a little bit...
20:07I wouldn't say upset, but maybe just disappointed
20:09because I think he valued your friendship quite a bit at the time.
20:13And I think he maybe wanted you to not be so, like,
20:17on the other side and maybe reach out and be like,
20:20you're right, because obviously you've been getting it from every angle.
20:22And I felt, like, quite bad for him when she felt quite alone.
20:26I think with Chuggs and I, like, there's been multiple things.
20:29Like, I do care.
20:30Like, I...
20:31Chuggs and I had such a lovely friendship
20:33and I genuinely considered him, like, one of my best friends.
20:36But there's just been little things now.
20:38Like, yes, everyone can make a mistake once or twice,
20:41but there's just been a build-up of things that's pushed me away.
20:43Chuggs passing it now,
20:44I don't know if I really want that in my life right now.
20:46I don't know.
20:47Like, him and Armin are best friends.
20:49How can you be with your best mate, giving him advice,
20:53knowing he's kissed the girl?
20:55He has made amends with Armin
20:56and I think at the moment the only person who seems to have a problem
20:59with it is Tristan.
21:00Everyone else has kind of gotten over it.
21:01Yeah, look, Tristan has a problem with it
21:03because he's Tristan's best friends with your ex.
21:06I get he has loyalties to my ex,
21:07but he walks around here like he's, I don't know,
21:10Billy Bollock, whatever, Tristan.
21:12I don't think that's fair to say.
21:13It's true.
21:13I don't think that's fair to say.
21:14I mean, he does.
21:15Even the way he walked in there...
21:16I think the only thing with Tristan is between the two of you,
21:18I don't think it's fair for you to say he walks around like this.
21:20Like, you guys have had your problems
21:22and you guys can deal with that separately.
21:24Unless you actually agree with his behaviour,
21:26but you to not get involved or say anything
21:28almost makes it feel like you agree with him.
21:30But I haven't been there.
21:31What do you guys actually expect me to do?
21:32Like, what would you do in that situation?
21:34I would call my boyfriend out for being horrible to my friend.
21:36But he wasn't, like, trying to be malicious.
21:39He's not a malicious person, guys.
21:40This is a thing.
21:41But it sounds like...
21:41Obviously, he's your boyfriend.
21:43You're not going to say he's malicious.
21:44Like, I'm not saying sat here.
21:45You want me to say this?
21:46No, no.
21:47I want him behind the gate to see how he has made me feel.
21:50He's not allowed to behave in the way he has been.
21:52As someone who talks about how much of a moral compass he has,
21:54because his morals are, like, down here.
21:57There's...
21:57There's...
21:57There's...
21:58It makes zero sense.
22:11Freddie up first.
22:12Let's go.
22:13Hi, guys.
22:13My name is Freddie Natchpool.
22:14Today, I'm doing the Van Der Pan Organ Challenge.
22:16And I'm going to be downing this smoothie.
22:18And whatever I don't down is going on top of my head.
22:20Three.
22:20I'm going to do it in nine seconds.
22:21Two.
22:22One.
22:23Go.
22:25Oh, my God.
22:26Oh, easy.
22:28Two.
22:28One.
22:29Done.
22:30You have to finish it.
22:31There's a bit left.
22:32There is a bit left.
22:33Yeah, that's over your head.
22:35Oh!
22:37He did have a bit left.
22:38Three.
22:39Two.
22:40One.
22:40Go.
22:42It is so difficult.
22:44Oh.
22:44Junk it in four seconds.
22:45What the hell?
22:46Oli.
22:48That's the whole thing over your head.
22:49No.
22:53No.
22:54You missed your head.
22:55Oh, man.
22:59Oh, man.
23:02Ha!
23:03Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
23:05Whoa!
23:07Whoa!
23:07Yeah.
23:10Whoa!
23:10Come on, Jack.
23:11Oh, come on.
23:12This is good from you.
23:14Woo! Woo!
23:18You already sweated?
23:20On his own, mate.
23:22Yeah!
23:23That's beginner stuff. Fair enough.
23:24Wait, you should work out. Come on.
23:25I don't need to.
23:26Yeah, you do. Just hang out with jazz now.
23:28I'm your PT here.
23:28Wait, I could beat you in any competition.
23:30Not on arm wrestle.
23:31I beat you on arm wrestle.
23:32No, no.
23:32You tried in Scotland.
23:33I beat you in arm wrestle.
23:33No, you did not. It was a draw.
23:35Oh, I beat you.
23:35You didn't, though.
23:36Wait, it's Casper.
23:37Casper's over there.
23:39Oh.
23:40And you know her dogs?
23:42The smile on your face.
23:43Yes.
23:44I love Yaz.
23:45Have you invited her?
23:46Yasmin.
23:47Oh, well, look at you two.
23:50You all right?
23:51Fancy seeing you both here.
23:53Well, I'm taking him.
23:55I'm burning those pasties.
23:55Good to see you, Yasmin.
23:56Hello.
23:57Hello.
23:58You can't steal my dog.
23:59It's my brother.
23:59No, no, no.
24:00This is my little brother for two years.
24:01No, no, no.
24:02Come back.
24:03He looks terrified.
24:05There's a man stealing my dog.
24:06He doesn't know who you are.
24:08He does.
24:09No, Picasso.
24:09Picasso is a great name.
24:11Last night was fun.
24:12Yeah, it was.
24:13Good to see you.
24:14Come back to Mummy.
24:15Thank God.
24:17Um, no, yeah, last night was actually really fun.
24:19Um, yeah.
24:22That was a choice to come over to both of us.
24:25Yeah, it was a choice, you just did.
24:26It was a choice.
24:27It was a choice.
24:28It was a choice.
24:28The choice only Sam Prince would make.
24:30But, yeah, Inga is, she does make it so awkward, you know?
24:33I think you need to joke less and joke about the right things.
24:38Joke less.
24:39Joke less but joke about the right things.
24:40Not about the wrong things.
24:41Sounds serious.
24:41But, yeah, thank you so much for the advice.
24:43No.
24:43Now you've got, like, a boyfriend on time.
24:45You really are, like, some sort of guru.
24:46I'm very impressed.
24:47I was actually really pleased to see Jaz and Inga speaking last night,
24:51and I'm glad that they're civil and kind of working through their friendship.
24:54I think it's still hard for Jaz to co-exist with her.
24:56When, you know, Inga goes back to Bali,
24:58it would be beneficial for Jaz, for sure, to have that time apart.
25:03I'm not sure she's, like, going back to Bali, though.
25:06Okay.
25:08Don't know if Jaz knows that.
25:09Why would Inga go back to Bali?
25:11I think she's happy here and, you know, she's actually...
25:14Although she's had that rough patch with Jaz,
25:15I think she's happy she did come back to London,
25:18and I think she feels happy that she has, like,
25:22kind of reconnected and made new friendships.
25:24Yeah, big new friendships.
25:26I'm just worried that we're going to go round in circles.
25:29I don't think they can be friends.
25:30That's my opinion.
25:31Because Jaz is just going to get hurt again.
25:33Well, then maybe Jaz, if she needs to say,
25:35I can't have a friendship, then.
25:36I agree.
25:54You've done so well today, Sammy.
25:56Oh, thank you, guys.
25:57I really appreciate everything you've done.
25:59It makes it feel like it's worth it,
26:01going through this journey that I'm going through,
26:04and it gives me a purpose for it.
26:05I think even if you just affect one person or two people,
26:08whatever, you've still made a difference.
26:10You know, it is honestly the sweetest thing that you've ever said,
26:14that, you know, you're the same blood type
26:16and that you'll go get tested,
26:17and I just wanted to say thank you.
26:19That is so kind.
26:20Fingers crossed, you know,
26:21hopefully we're not going to come anywhere near that.
26:23Hopefully, you know, Jack, my brother,
26:25could be a match and he's going through all the testing now,
26:28but I guess it's easier for me to speak about
26:30when you're not going to hopefully be an option.
26:33I think you just need to realise we all love you.
26:35Yeah.
26:35And, like, especially for me, I'm like,
26:37you just had a kid, you just got married.
26:40Like, I understand that situation,
26:41and you've got this whole life ahead of you,
26:43and if it comes to that and if I can help,
26:45of course I'm going to do it.
26:47Aw, thank you, guys.
26:48This is a group hug.
26:49Right, love you, mate.
26:51Love you, buddy.
26:52Oh, buddy, oh, crusty.
26:54I'm sorry, this is your fault.
26:56We're saving lives here.
26:58And you stink.
26:59Oh, no, it stinks.
27:00Dicks.
27:06Oh!
27:08No!
27:13Oh, yeah.
27:16Oh, would you look at that?
27:18Winner!
27:20I think you cheeses.
27:22What?
27:22This is nice though.
27:23It's nice to hang out as a little people.
27:24I know, finally.
27:25I am actually looking forward to seeing you in a suit
27:28at the Masquerade Ball tomorrow.
27:29Ooh.
27:29A suit.
27:30And a mask.
27:31And a mask, yeah.
27:32I love a man in a suit.
27:33Yeah.
27:34Oh, my gosh.
27:34Any man?
27:35It elevates.
27:36I love you in a suit.
27:37There you go, you got that anyway.
27:39Don't forget your mask.
27:40If you're wearing them, you two can canoodle
27:42and Tristan won't have to...
27:44This is the thing with Tristan,
27:45I feel like he thinks that he has this authority,
27:47that when he feels like he can, like,
27:49scare someone out of something,
27:50I'm not scared of him.
27:51How's Jules with you?
27:53So, she was actually...
27:54She had the point that I deserve better than you.
27:59Ouch.
27:59Which was quite harsh,
28:01because...
28:01And also quite funny considering Tristan thinks that
28:03you deserve better than me.
28:05Yeah.
28:06That makes no sense.
28:07That's the first time I heard Jules, like,
28:09speak down about me.
28:10She didn't really have points.
28:11I think it's just the fact that you changed.
28:12I've not done anything wrong to her.
28:14You know that?
28:14Like, she's not involved in this situation.
28:16I've not betrayed her friendship.
28:17I've not changed.
28:18I've apologised for the Phillip stuff
28:20and all that crap that came up.
28:22She kind of was insinuating, like,
28:24after the Phillip stuff and other things,
28:26she was like,
28:26why would I reach out for him in my life,
28:28kind of thing, so...
28:29This whole thing, it just made it very clear to me
28:31that what I didn't want to think was true about Jules
28:35and our friendship is, matter of fact,
28:38very clearly true.
28:39Yeah.
28:40Which is a massive shame.
29:00Where have you been?
29:02Sorry.
29:02You're late.
29:03Sorry.
29:03I'm always late.
29:04That's, like, my best characteristic.
29:06You should know this by now.
29:07Well, I'm glad you finally made it.
29:08Missed you.
29:08Sorry, I've been caught up.
29:09I was getting rid of the hangover.
29:12I know.
29:13I was working out with Sam Prince.
29:14Drink apple juice.
29:15I mean, I was going to say,
29:16what the hell is this?
29:17Fresh.
29:17It's probably needed.
29:18It works.
29:18It's apple juice.
29:19Yeah.
29:20I know you, Jack.
29:30So happy, actually.
29:32Um, spoke a little bit about Inga.
29:35Um, and I don't know if you're aware, but she was meant to go to Bali, right?
29:40Yeah.
29:41She's not going to Bali anymore.
29:44Right.
29:45She's in London.
29:46For how long?
29:47Hang on, hang on.
29:47She's here for the foreseeable.
29:48Hang on, hang on.
29:48She's not going away.
29:50Okay.
29:52And the first thing that came to my mind was, like,
29:55that's not going to help, Jess.
29:57God.
29:59This isn't good for me.
30:01I was going to kind of enjoy the time that I had with her,
30:05knowing that she was going away, so...
30:08That's what I was concerned about.
30:10You guys need your space.
30:11You need your time apart because, like you said,
30:13you can't be a friend to her.
30:14What?
30:14You don't see her in that light.
30:16She makes me so happy, but at the same time,
30:20it hurts me as well.
30:21Yeah, it's happiness in the moment,
30:22but then you leave the situation and you're like,
30:25it's not what you want.
30:27Now that she's staying in London,
30:28I think I'm going to have to have a conversation with her.
30:36I need to tell her the truth that I can't be her friend
30:41because I love her so much.
30:45I know that she wants me in her life, but I don't want her in mine.
31:07This looks unbelievable.
31:08I'm so excited.
31:09Which one are you going for?
31:11I'm getting this one.
31:12You should make it a shot.
31:15Yeah.
31:17Have you got your outfit for the masquerade ball tomorrow?
31:21Not yet.
31:22I mean, not.
31:22I'm going to go later today, I think, with Philip
31:25because he wants to have a new little blazer.
31:27He's such a diva.
31:29I know.
31:29How are you though?
31:30Are you okay?
31:31Are you guys happy?
31:32Yeah, it's been absolutely fine now.
31:33Yeah.
31:34I feel like we're just back to normal.
31:35Like, we have been since the start or were at the start.
31:39Yeah.
31:39Because he's met my mum now.
31:40Loves him.
31:41Like, really loves him.
31:42She actually got quite emotional.
31:43She was like, he's just so nice.
31:44I was like, yeah.
31:46Sweet.
31:46I know.
31:47Okay.
31:48So, yeah, let's just hope everything goes well.
31:51Fingers and nose for us.
31:53Fingers and toes.
31:54Hello, girls.
31:56Hello, ladies.
31:57How are you?
31:58Come on.
31:58Come on.
31:59How are you?
32:00It's you.
32:01It's you.
32:01Hello, darling.
32:02You all right?
32:03Hi.
32:04You all right?
32:04Good.
32:05This looks unbelievable.
32:07We were like ships in the night.
32:09I know.
32:10I feel like that's the longest we've gone without seeing each other.
32:12You had your eye mask and you were snoring away when I got home.
32:14Aw.
32:15Did you stop the snoring this time?
32:16I did, actually.
32:17This is, like, rare for Tristan to get home when I'm asleep.
32:20Yeah.
32:21You're not an old man anymore, are you?
32:22I'm a cool kid now.
32:23How was your girls' night?
32:25I was with Zeno and she had, like, a lot to say about you.
32:30Mm.
32:30Like, it was relentless.
32:32Yeah.
32:33She likes to run her mouth when she gets going.
32:35Yeah.
32:36Um, she said that you, little thing, like, she was like, that you walk around thinking
32:42you're really big bollocks, like...
32:44I understand Zeno hasn't got a nice thing to say about me.
32:46The feeling is very mutual.
32:47What's also hurt me is as they mentioned last night that Chugs is upset that I, like,
32:52I haven't reached out to him and that I never cared about the friendship.
32:57Like...
32:57Aw.
32:58Are these guys writing their own script?
32:59The story that there's, like, rom-com that they're trying to live?
33:01Like...
33:02Yeah.
33:03I don't know what I've done wrong in this situation.
33:04You've done absolutely nothing wrong, my love.
33:06Yeah.
33:07You know, this whole thing, Armand, Chugs, Libby, Zeno, they seem to put their keys in a
33:10ball and share, depending on the day of the week.
33:12Like, it's bonkers.
33:13I don't want anything to do with it.
33:14Yeah.
33:15I mean, the moral compass seems to be pointing a little bit skew in their world.
33:18I think they're trying to get everyone else to have the same value system as them.
33:20It's like, the sheep are leading the sheep.
33:22Like, just so I, you know, stand on my own two feet and have my own opinion, I'm not going
33:25to be changed by, you know, Zeno being upset or Chugs having a different opinion.
33:28Like, that's who I am.
33:29If you don't like it, fuck off.
34:02Say choo-choo.
34:04Aww.
34:10Do I look mysterious?
34:11So mysterious.
34:12Do you look a bit like Catwoman?
34:13You know what, I can't help but notice in the corner of my mask, Chugs and Zeno.
34:18Uh, yeah.
34:18What's going on with them?
34:19I'm so confused.
34:20Have they finally gone for it or are they still dancing around?
34:22You know what, they're like, I think they're like properly dating.
34:25Well, it's a lot more intense than I thought it was.
34:27What?
34:28Yeah, my reaction, exactly.
34:29Oh, okay.
34:30I know.
34:30I was with Zay the other night and she was honestly just saying so many nasty things about
34:35Tristan.
34:36Like, it was relentless to me.
34:37That's weird.
34:38Why did she say it to you?
34:39Yeah.
34:39That was my point, exactly.
34:41I was like, this, I felt so uncomfortable.
34:43So then I obviously had to tell Tristan, he was not happy.
34:47How are you tonight?
34:49Jack told me that Inga's not staying in London for the foreseeable.
34:52She's not going back to Bardi.
34:53Oh.
34:54Yeah.
34:55Oh, yes.
34:57Oh, I didn't know that.
34:58Yeah, neither did I.
35:00How do you feel about that?
35:02I think it just threw me off a little bit because I was kind of just trying to have everything
35:09be fine and forget about it knowing that she was going to go back to Bardi and then that
35:13was the time that I could decompress and like heal and kind of make sense of everything while
35:18she was on the other side of the world.
35:19Mm-hmm.
35:20Um, yeah, I'm just scared that I'm not going to be able to do that with her here.
35:26It's a bit close to home.
35:27You won't be able to get over her by still having her in your life.
35:47I've seen Chugs and Xena tonight getting pretty close.
35:50I know.
35:51Thoughts?
35:51I just would never have imagined those two together.
35:54No.
35:54But, like, she seemed happy.
35:55Honestly, I just want the best for her.
35:57Yeah.
35:58Um.
35:59And I want the best for him.
36:00And I'm sure you do, too.
36:01Yeah, I do.
36:02It's nice.
36:02I feel like...
36:04I do.
36:05No, I'm sure you do.
36:06I think they're a good match.
36:08Yeah?
36:08Yeah.
36:08But, honestly, I feel like I haven't seen you in...
36:12since Scotland, practically.
36:13I know.
36:13It's been ages.
36:14It has been ages.
36:15Yeah.
36:15It's a shame, though.
36:16Yeah.
36:16I sort of thought when...
36:19wherever we were, when we last...
36:20we were seeing each other more consistently, it was...
36:22no matter how things ended in Scotland, it was just...
36:26I wasn't expecting just...
36:28nothing.
36:29You know?
36:29I feel like it's gone from 100 to zero, and it's a shame.
36:33But that's not a new problem.
36:34Yeah.
36:35I'm just telling you that.
36:36Yeah.
36:38I'm obviously, like, I've got...
36:39I'm in a new relationship now, and...
36:41I don't want it to be, like, weird between us at all.
36:43No.
36:43Like, it's nice that we can have a friendship, and...
36:45Mm.
36:46I think that's exactly what it's nice to be, yeah.
36:49As long as...
36:50I mean, as you say, you're in a relationship.
36:52Mm-hmm.
36:53I hope you're happy.
36:54I am, yeah.
36:55I'm really happy.
36:55Good.
36:56Yeah.
37:08Jackie.
37:09Hiya.
37:10Hi.
37:10You having fun?
37:11Uh, yeah.
37:11Um, I think you should go find Jazz.
37:14Okay.
37:15She okay?
37:15Yeah, she might.
37:16I think she's just talking.
37:17Okay.
37:18I'll see you in a bit.
37:18All right.
37:19I'll catch you in a bit.
37:19Okay.
37:22I've got to say, I'm digging this sparkly dress.
37:24Do you think?
37:25Mmm.
37:25That was a bit much, but...
37:27No, you're pulling it off.
37:28I did notice one or two of the other girls also wearing sparkly dresses.
37:32But...
37:32You're definitely winning.
37:33Nice day.
37:34Must come naturally, too.
37:35I'm sure I don't...
37:36You look really good, too.
37:38I appreciate that.
37:40Um...
37:40But, yeah, I have to say, it has been fun the last few weeks.
37:44It's been refreshing, actually.
37:45Yeah.
37:45And it's sort of...
37:46I mean, like, I know it's all stemmed from this, like, debauchery in Scotland.
37:51But it's actually unraveled into something quite nice.
37:54Sometimes the best things come from debauchery.
37:57Mmm.
38:00I'll choose that.
38:03You do feel very far away from me, I have to say.
38:05I don't know if I like it.
38:06I mean, your feet aren't glued to the ground, are they?
38:08No, no, thank God for that.
38:09We want to get my hands peeled, right?
38:15Timing.
38:17I've got a little bit of, uh, lipstick on the old face.
38:21See you there.
38:22How are we doing?
38:24Evening.
38:24Good.
38:25I thought you guys were fine.
38:26Yeah.
38:27We've been here all night, to be fair.
38:30Enjoying it?
38:30Not the view, no.
38:32But the evening's lovely.
38:32Oh, good.
38:33That was nice.
38:34Yeah.
38:35I mean, I think, you know, I just wanted to come over because I...
38:39I heard that you're disappointed that I haven't reached out.
38:42Obviously, you knew how upset I was about all of this stuff in the beginning.
38:46And I don't know.
38:47I think if it was the other way around, I would have messaged you,
38:49but, like, look, I know what you've done isn't great,
38:51but at the same time, like, I hope you're okay.
38:53I'm thinking of you.
38:55That's honestly what I would have said.
38:56I've always messaged you to check you're okay, like, because I care.
38:59Yeah, but that was before everything happened,
39:01and then things have just happened over the last few months.
39:03That's fine.
39:03And that's hurt me.
39:04We clearly have grown apart as friends,
39:06and I've just come to realise that.
39:07Yeah, it's a shame.
39:08This is a situation that you've caused, Chugs.
39:10You know, no-one wants to be in it, and we've all been dragged into it.
39:12Zona's dragged Jules into it by talking to you about me.
39:14You know?
39:16I didn't drag anyone into it.
39:17I spoke about how you treated me, how you spoke to me.
39:19No, you were sagging him off.
39:20Like, you were...
39:21That was my opinion.
39:22Sure.
39:22That was what I was saying was my opinion.
39:24But my opinion based on how you treated me.
39:26I never treated you a thousand ways.
39:27I didn't treat you anyway, Zona. You're not a victim.
39:28I gave you my honest opinion based on the actions I've seen over the last few years.
39:30Whatever. It's still yapping at me.
39:32So in response to you, I just think it's ironic that you said, let's defuse the situation,
39:36keep my nail out your mouth, and then you run to Jules and antagonise it again.
39:38No, no. I wasn't antagonising anything.
39:40I was talking about how you treated me.
39:42When you're talking shit about me to my girlfriend, what do you expect to happen?
39:44It's always going to be very hard for you guys to get along.
39:46But as adults, I think things that we can say with the least amount of venom to each other
39:52is the way that we move forward.
39:53Otherwise, it's going to keep on jabbing back, right?
39:55Yeah.
39:56From everyone's side.
39:58Mm.
39:59Yeah.
40:00Yeah.
40:00If it's something we want to be comfortable with, being in the same room.
40:04I can't believe we've gone from being super fucking close to being comfortable in the same room.
40:08No, I'm not saying that to you.
40:09Honestly, it's wild.
40:11The way things have changed in the last six months is fucking wild to me.
40:13I can't believe how far we've all come in the wrong direction.
40:16It's saddening.
40:17You're pushing away other people.
40:20You guys had a really good friendship. We had a really nice friendship.
40:23I would love to sit here and see this work out.
40:25But I think, you know, based on where you guys are both at, I don't think it will.
40:29But, you know, that's fine.
40:29It's fine when it's causing you guys to do your thing, and that's all right.
40:32You know, I'm sorry if I upset you there.
40:34I appreciate that. Thank you.
40:35Yeah?
40:35Should we get a drink?
40:36Yeah.
40:37Thanks for the opinion.
40:39See you later.
40:40Very relevant.
40:44That was intense, but thank you for having my back.
40:47Yeah, we're good.
40:48I think I was in need of conversation.
40:50It was.
40:51Yeah.
40:56Shall I get a drink?
40:58Yeah.
40:58Or two.
40:59Yeah.
41:00Let's do that.
41:14Hello.
41:16Hi.
41:16Nice.
41:18So do you.
41:19Jack told me to come find you.
41:20Mm-hmm.
41:21You okay?
41:22Mm-hmm.
41:24How are you?
41:25Okay.
41:26Yeah.
41:27That's good.
41:31Obviously, when we had that conversation in the park, it was really lovely.
41:37It was really nice.
41:38It was healing.
41:39And, but I think, I think it was Jack who told me that you were potentially staying.
41:45It got me thinking, I don't think I can be in your life anymore.
41:52And I don't think you can be alone.
41:56Yeah.
42:00I can't be your friend.
42:04Because I've fallen in love with you.
42:07Okay.
42:10I don't know what to say.
42:14No, it's, it sucks because you're like, still I know it's been a bit rocky but you're like, one of
42:23the most important people to me.
42:25Like, I genuinely feel like my heart's been broken for ages.
42:29No, please don't do that.
42:30Please don't do that.
42:32Please don't do that.
42:32It's the truth.
42:40I really don't want you to do that.
42:41Well, I do.
42:43And I'm just trying to put myself first.
42:48I do want you to do that.
42:49I do want you to put yourself first.
42:56It's just, this whole thing sucks.
43:02I'm sorry.
43:04Why do you seem sorry?
43:11Please don't be sorry.
43:14Don't be sorry, there's nothing to be sorry about.
43:18It's just a really shit situation.
43:22Yeah.
43:23That is like one of the nicest things anyone could ever hear.
43:28Like, that's what everyone wants to hear.
43:35I do love you so much.
43:37I'm sorry, it's like not in my way.
43:40Don't be sorry.
43:43It's going to be really weird to like, now, do life without you.
43:53I'm sorry.
43:59I hate to be the bearer of bad news.
44:03But I'm a realist and it's all true.
44:08I'm running out of weight sucking high.
44:12It's eating me up inside.
44:14It's eating me up inside.
44:15How do I look different to you?
44:21Am I still the sugar to the sweet toast?
44:24I'm growing out of my heart.
44:27I'm growing out of myself over and over again.
44:31So, pull out my heart and I'll bleed.
44:38Fall down my bloody knees.
44:41If the Dream!
44:43And always have the best on me low.
44:46If the Dream!
44:47And always have the best on me low.
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