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00:05It's a day like any other in Oklahoma City, the children are at school and everything around has
00:10a calm and reassuring air. This is the environment in which Sean Seller lived and
00:15This was his home. Smart, intelligent, athletic, and friendly. Sean is the typical guy.
00:22American, the boy next door, who you would like to have as a friend. But Sean came in
00:30in a death spiral and he's a murderer.
01:01Thank you all.
01:34How could this have happened? In such cases, the answer often comes from an unhealthy environment.
01:40familiar, but that's not the case with Sean, because even though his parents due to work
01:45They spent little time at home, Sean was sure of their love. But spending too much time at home
01:51alone, made Sean an independent and solitary type.
01:59I'd come home, make myself something to eat, and watch TV. I liked being alone.
02:07Yes, I liked the solitude and having to fend for myself. I had few friends at that time.
02:15We used to move around a lot so when I started to make friends with someone I had to go
02:20go on. I had trouble making friends, but I knew how to keep myself good company. It still seemed
02:29that I was born to be a leader. When I got into trouble, I was able to get those around me involved.
02:35was around. Whatever I did, I did well. If I made a mistake, I made a big mistake or I made a mistake.
02:42very well. Sean carried this independent spirit with him into high school.
02:50I started playing football in middle school and I loved it. I was the best tackler in the game.
02:55team. I even set a few school records. One thing I didn't like was losing.
03:06Then we moved to Colorado. The team I joined had no chemistry. We lost a lot.
03:12eight. I never played football again. I was never part of the group that mattered, that one.
03:19of the players, of the cheerleader girls and so on. In middle school yes, but then in high school
03:23I gave up everything. I was very bored at school, it was too easy. I just needed to study.
03:30the bare minimum to get top marks. In the meantime, I could have fun,
03:36I had fun, as long as school was for that matter. Religion didn't have a significant place.
03:46in his life, but one day something painful put him at odds with God. I was thirteen years old
03:54When I went to a youth camp in Falls Creek, Oklahoma, I was having problems with my girlfriend.
04:00First girlfriend, first love, first fights. I prayed, Lord, let him love me. If you do,
04:08I'll be a good boy. I made a deal with God, and when she left me, I blamed God. I got angry.
04:15with him and decided to cut him out of my life. When I saw a church I thought of her and felt
04:22bad. Sometimes I cried, I blamed God and I began to harbor a strong resentment.
04:27towards him. As he grew older, Shaw showed an increasing interest in the occult. He had
04:33ten years when a babysitter had taken from the library some books for adults on Satanism
04:37and he was fascinated by it. I remember an illustrated encyclopedia on magic and a couple
04:46of other books. Then at thirteen I started playing with Dangeons and Dragons and it was just
04:54strong. There was something intoxicating about that game. You could use all your imagination, push it
05:01beyond all limits. In fact, there were no limits. I involved other guys, we played three games
05:08and for two I was the boss. I really liked having control of the situation, having
05:16that power. This game introduced me to witchcraft and then to Satanism. The interest
05:23Shaw's fascination with the occult grew. He avidly read any publication on Satan, witchcraft,
05:28demons, voodoo. It was more than a game, and he was drawn to the mystery and power.
05:39I met a girl who introduced me to a magician she had met at school because she had kept
05:44a class discussion. I asked the witch what the first thing I have to do is. I got it from Satan,
05:52he answered me. Did I think about praying to the devil? No, I'm not ready yet. It took me a few
06:00days to want to take that step. The witch helped me by telling me what I had to do.
06:06to do, to say, how to arrange objects and he taught me a magic formula. It was all like
06:14in those occult films that fascinated me so much. It was an unforgettable experience.
06:22I knelt down and began to pray as the witch had taught me. I had to give up.
06:27to God and pray to Satan, using his name. I had to use the magic formula that he had given me
06:33taught. To gain access I had to use his satanic name of Gleshon. I did everything
06:41as he had told me. Then the room began to cool down, I mean, to freeze over.
06:48as if it were 10, 12 degrees below zero. Meanwhile, I had exorcist thoughts, with
06:54I was lying on the ground with my eyes closed, but I was beginning to feel a sense of relaxation.
06:58total, which I already knew, because I had done relaxation techniques, but which was done
07:04stronger and stronger. As I said, everything was ice and suddenly I felt, I felt
07:13as if lifting from the ground, as I felt something beginning to touch. I felt it
07:19really. They looked like fingers, hands, cold as ice claws and they touched me everywhere,
07:28all over my body. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt them on me. Then a distinct voice
07:37He said, I love you. I opened my eyes, I thought there was someone in the room, but I could just see
07:45just some spots. I couldn't make out anything else, as I kept trying those again.
07:52sensations. I closed my eyes again and little by little everything disappeared.
08:03I was completely trapped, Sean says. Obsessed with Satanism, he was engaging
08:09others. Richard, a friend and teammate in high school, noticed my change
08:19and suspecting something he called me saying, if you are involved in what I think, tell me,
08:26Because I want to get in too. No, not you, I replied. I'm serious, he told me. All right,
08:34Then I'll wait for you, I replied. When he arrived I started showing him the Satanic Bible and other things.
08:42that might interest him. Then I tried to involve others as well and soon I was smoking in
08:51thirteen in the coven performing satanic rituals. After a while the coven disbanded. Their era
09:01just curiosity. I was so taken by the matter that I started doing the rites for
09:07My opinion. Blood had become a regular part of our rituals. We drank it, we cut ourselves
09:15the meats by mixing it. Then I found a book titled Necrum Necron, which means book
09:22of the dead. He spoke of the cult of the dead and introduced us to the unknown realm of the spirits of the deceased.
09:29I was fascinated by it. I read and memorized the Satanic Bible and the Necrum Necron.
09:38Our coven, called The Elimination, was intended to wipe out Christianity,
09:49destroy it. We thought it wouldn't be difficult. According to our calculations,
09:53the equivalent of one Satanist was ten Christians. Those who knew me had
09:58They had a lot of respect for my ideas and feared me. This experience completely involved Richard.
10:05and Sean. It was no longer a game, but a lifestyle that soon led them to commit
10:10a cold-blooded murder. We decided it was time to prove our
10:21alliance with Satan and do what is necessary to transgress the Ten Commandments, one after the other
10:27the other. This would have proved that we were against God, that we respected neither Him,
10:33in His laws and everything that had to do with Him. We were completely and totally
10:40diabolical, completely and totally devoted to Satan. Let us begin by transgressing the first
10:45commandments and it wasn't difficult, stuff like don't commit adultery, don't testify
10:50the false, do not steal, nothing easier. We stop at do not kill and consulted
10:57the Satanic Bible which has a whole chapter entitled Choosing a Human Sacrifice. It said
11:03that in that case it was necessary to choose a suitable subject, one who does not contribute anything
11:09to society, which no one would miss, someone who is alone and has no
11:15No one. We found a guy who, in our opinion, perfectly matched this description.
11:21He worked the night shift in a supermarket, he had his arms completely tattooed, he looked like
11:26a bum, long hair, unkempt beard, maybe he was on drugs. Yes, he was the right type and so
11:34We decided to kill him. We talked about it one evening during one of our rituals. We were all
11:42agreed and all ready and determined to break even this last commandment to try
11:48our devotion to Satan. Thus we begin our rite. We invoke Satan and dedicate to him
11:58this murder. Then I took the gun and we went towards the supermarket. I was about to enter
12:10but I couldn't. It was as if something was stopping me. I approached the door but
12:16I retraced my steps. Then I walked around the building and sat down. A growing hatred
12:22Soon after, he began to take possession of me. Then I took the gun and started walking.
12:28towards the supermarket. As soon as Richard saw me he was right next to me. We went in and he looked
12:42to distract the man. He took something and asked him how much it cost. The man who was drinking
12:48A coffee maker put down his cup, raised his head and looked at me. I looked at him and shot
12:54the first shot, but I missed. Then the man raised his hands and walked toward the register.
13:05Looking at me, I kept screaming, "Okay, okay, I understand." He was probably thinking it was a robbery.
13:10also because he had recognized us. I changed places with Richard and this confused him. He didn't know
13:21exactly what to do. He tried to run away, then he practically came towards me and I
13:31I shot him while he was half a meter away from me. He had a jacket in his hand and fell, splattering blood.
13:45on the wall. We stood there looking at him, he was still. I walked around him while Richard headed
13:59"No, let's go," I shouted, and Richard headed for the exit. We quickly walked away.
14:06in the car. I remember we laughed about it. That man had been so stupid he couldn't imagine
14:18what was waiting for him and was now dead. This gave us great pleasure. We were not
14:33We were no longer teenagers, nor human beings. There was no pity or any other good feeling in us.
14:45Everything was gone. All that remained was the hatred, the malice, and the diabolical complacency that we had
14:56laughing and joking over a corpse. We had gone to that supermarket, we hadn't bought anything
15:02No money, no goods, just the life of that poor man, for the love of Satan. The murder seemed
15:13without motive and the police had no suspects. Sean was increasingly involved in practices
15:19Satanic, wrote in blood, summoned demons, drank blood, and took drugs. Meanwhile
15:27He continued to go to school, but his relationships with his parents were deteriorating. I couldn't accept any restrictions.
15:36No one had to tell me what to do. It was my life. I had the right to choose.
15:42friends and girlfriend and no one was to interfere. I started having serious problems in the family
15:50and the satanic rituals now targeted my parents. I hated them. I decided to go
15:58I went away, but they came to get me. I had no way out. By now I was doing these rites of destruction.
16:05towards them and my recurring dream was to kill them. One day I woke up and the dream
16:11It had become reality. A confused and angry young man went to bed that night.
16:19His nightmare would soon become reality. He walked down this corridor, heading
16:25towards the parents' bedroom. I woke up that night. I had my father's gun and I was wearing
16:37the clothing of my rites. I went towards my parents' room and I remember that I was pervaded
16:47from emotions, diabolical emotions, from horrendous feelings. If you have never been evil you cannot
16:58understand. I entered the room, pointed the gun at my father's head, and fired.
17:18I immediately pointed the barrel of the gun towards the part where I knew my mother was.
17:24and I shot again. I saw her raise her head and I shot a third time.
17:36I left the room, put down the gun, and went to take a shower. I remember that moment well.
17:47because that's when I woke up. I went back to my room, turned on the light and saw my mother in a
18:00pool of blood. It smelled of gunpowder, compared to the smell of blood. I started laughing.
18:12hysterically, as I had done when we killed the clerk. Then it was as if a great weight
18:23had been taken away from me. I felt completely liberated. I turned off the light, left the room,
18:32I got dressed and went to see Richard. Sean is here today, he is inmate number 156641,
18:38He's accused of first-degree murder. But he's no longer the same young man, trapped in a nightmare.
18:43diabolical. Let's hear what happened.
18:48I woke up in my prison cell. I wasn't sure why or what was happening.
18:57A guy came up to me and said,
19:00"Hey, buddy, you're in here because you killed your people. How did you do it?"
19:05I told him to leave me alone. I didn't want to talk to anyone. The next day they came.
19:13and they told me, "You're in there for the supermarket clerk too." It wasn't that.
19:19that I wanted to hear at the moment. I didn't want to be blamed for any more murders, because I didn't have
19:27still fully aware of what was happening. Then from the next cell someone
19:34He asked me, "Do you want something to read?" Maybe I answered. I had slept for three days and
19:42I had enough. He gave me a novel. I looked at the cover and on the back I noticed that someone
19:48had written "666." I dropped it and then thought, "Why did I do that?" And as
19:54I was trying to figure it out, that guy next to me asked, "Hey, you want a Bible?" I don't know why,
20:00but I accepted. One of my activities had been precisely that of destroying Bibles, burning them,
20:06smearing them with blood and stuff like that. Yet when he said to me, "Hey, do you want a Bible?"
20:11I told him, "Yes." I remember opening it where he had put a sign. It was a psalm,
20:19I don't remember which one now. But I know it's there. I remember that while reading it I had the feeling
20:27as if something was hitting me inside. Then I realized I had done everything wrong, but I tried
20:35also the certainty that even though I had done all those things against God, He continued
20:40to love me. Even though I had offended him in the most terrible ways, prostrating myself at the altar
20:45of Satan and doing even worse, God continued to love me. I thought back to when I had been a
20:52Christian, at my baptism. Throwing myself to the ground, I prayed simply, "Lord, here I am
20:58back to you. If you accept me again I will serve you." Then I burst into tears. I wasn't crying
21:13For over a year, I couldn't. I had no tears, I was consumed by hatred, by violence.
21:19I had no compassion. I tried to cry, but I couldn't. Now I was crying. I was crying and praying.
21:31Then I fell asleep and when I woke up something had changed. I couldn't understand, but there was
21:40something different. I was a great blasphemer. Nothing else came out of my mouth, but this
21:47It started to bother me. The curses stuck in my mouth. Inside me there was
21:54the deep certainty that everything was about to be smoothed out. I couldn't say what was happening to me
21:59happening, but I felt a peace I had never had before. And that night I finally succeeded, after a year
22:05and a half, to sleep peacefully, without having those horrible dreams, full of blood and
22:11Sex. A night without nightmares. I could finally rest. That's why I knew something was wrong.
22:18had changed and it was a real change because I felt within me that peace that had been there for a long time
22:22I was looking for and it's so easy to find. Here began and here ends the meeting with a
22:30boy whose destroyed life dragged others to destruction.
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