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00:03The only way is love, baby, for you and me now
00:15I rise into the sky
00:33So how old are you, boys?
00:34I'm 24.
00:35Oh, that's nice.
00:36We're 19.
00:37Let's cut this out.
00:37Who's a better looking one out of the two of you?
00:39Who pulls more?
00:40Who pulls more?
00:42All I'm interested, who pulls more?
00:44The girls are sad, do you know what I mean?
00:45The girls are sad, do you know what I mean?
00:52Ella sat there on the plane next to me and company and said, I'm surprised that Freddie's
00:57so far up Saffron's ass, because it wasn't that long ago that he was saying really derogatory
01:01horrible things about Saffron.
01:02Did she say what was being said?
01:04Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you because it's nasty.
01:06Let's do it.
01:06Moving on, moving on, moving on, I rise into the sky
01:13Now Freddie's gone home.
01:15Who's gone home?
01:15Freddie's gone home.
01:16Has he?
01:16What?
01:17You can't give it and not take it at the end of the day.
01:20Oh, oh, I rise into the sky
01:29It has shocked me.
01:31Listen, with, like, other people, I can go off and see you later then, like, I don't
01:35need no new friends, but it's been hurtful.
01:38I love Freddie.
01:39Like, I have got a good friendship with him.
01:48Elmer clearly is running around and talking.
01:53I don't know if you're talking our business.
01:54I hope you're not talking our business.
01:55To me, personally, a friend to Will is a friend to none.
02:17Sash?
02:18Ed, come in. Hello.
02:21It's been a while. I know. It's been ages. How are you?
02:26New hair, Fred? New hair. I've had a Britney moment, sir.
02:29Fred, you look like a different person. I've not seen you for three weeks.
02:32I've shaved it all off. What's going on?
02:35Oh. Vietnam was just...
02:40..something else. All of it. It was terrible.
02:44Obviously, I've not seen, I've not heard from you.
02:46The last I heard, you was getting on a plane and that was it.
02:48I know. We haven't seen each other in ages, have we?
02:53Obviously, we need to address the...
02:54Elephant in the room.
02:56Well, not even that, just the situation. Yeah.
02:59Is... I was told something by Elmer.
03:03I'm assuming it got back to you.
03:05Yeah.
03:05..that what was said. Yeah.
03:08And what's your stance on it?
03:11Well, to be honest, Saf, when I found out and I heard it,
03:14I was shocked.
03:15I can assure you now that the things that Ella's saying
03:18that is accusing me of saying about you is 100% not true.
03:23Me and you have never even had crosswords for me
03:26to say such disgusting things about you behind your back, Saf.
03:29And I love you and I think me and you haven't just got a surface-level friendship.
03:35It goes deep.
03:36It's very difficult for me, Fred.
03:38It's your word against hers.
03:39I'm never going to know the truth.
03:41No, I know.
03:41But through what I do stand on is I wouldn't have you round my dinner table
03:46and my family, I wouldn't have you in my house if I didn't think a lot of you.
03:52So I'm choosing to draw a line under this because of the sake of our friendship.
03:56Mm.
03:57I'm not going to sit here and go, Ella's this, Ella's that,
03:59and I don't believe her and that, because, Fred, I'd look stupid to do that,
04:03as well as saying, I know you're telling the truth,
04:06because I'd like to think you're telling the truth.
04:08I promise you I am. I promise you.
04:10Yeah, listen, Fred, I'm not going to let something so pathetic ruin what we've got.
04:16Mm-hm.
04:16We know what our friendship is, so I'm not going to feed it.
04:19That...it ends here, but obviously...
04:22And I'm sorry that your name's been brought into the crossfire.
04:25I'm gutted by all of this. I am.
04:27But where are you at now? Like, what's going on?
04:31Because, obviously, you have been quiet.
04:35Erm...
04:41Fred, you need to...you need to talk if you feel...
04:48I think...
04:53Fred, it's never as bad as it seems, you know.
04:56It really ain't.
04:57And I know that's hard to understand,
04:59but me and you are going to be all right,
05:02and that's probably the icing on the cake
05:05that sort of sent you sideways.
05:08Well, it is, I think...
05:10I've just had time to reflect about what is going to make me happy,
05:15and I think leaving Essex for a while is something that I need to do.
05:22You what?
05:23I just think being around certain people, Saf, isn't good for me,
05:28and this isn't me running away from...
05:30What do you mean, leaving Essex?
05:35I'm going to take some time out and go to Tenerife.
05:43What's going to Tenerife going to solve?
05:47I'm going to a retreat in Tenerife.
05:49But for what? What is it...? What does it do?
05:53Well, it's like a healing retreat about me having to deal with, like,
05:57traumas that I've been through in my life
05:59that I think I'm very much covering up.
06:01And I just think the only way that I can become me again
06:05and that happy person...
06:09..is...
06:10..by taking some time out for me.
06:16It's a lot.
06:18Can I have a cuddle? Yeah.
06:24You just need to get straight, afraid, and be happier again,
06:27because you are. Mm-hm.
06:39Oh, my God!
06:41Don't make me go down, nothing's scary.
06:44I'm coming back to the first time.
06:46You are.
06:46Again!
06:47Mm-hm.
06:48Oh, my God!
06:54Oh, my God!
06:55Oh, my God!
06:55Oh, my God!
06:57Oh, my God!
07:01Don't make me go down, nothing's scary.
07:02Oh, my God!
07:02Oh, my God!
07:03Oh, my God!
07:06What did you think of that?
07:08I'm exhausted.
07:08How have we gone from going out...
07:11Literally. ..to drinking, to soft plays and catch-up?
07:14This is my life.
07:14Soft play dates.
07:16Going down the slides.
07:17Same.
07:17Terrified for my life, and then having to do it,
07:19and, like, pretending, yeah!
07:21I love it.
07:21It's like being a kid again.
07:22I know.
07:23So, it is good, though, for them, I think.
07:24It is. They love it.
07:25And how close are they?
07:26I know.
07:27They love each other.
07:27Do you know what it was?
07:29The summer.
07:30Oh, no!
07:30When we was always down the gym.
07:32Oh, no.
07:33Sunbathing round the pool.
07:34She always goes,
07:35Mum, where's Sunny?
07:37Oh, that boy!
07:38I think she's got a soft spot for him.
07:41They're so cute.
07:42Yeah.
07:43You all right?
07:43So, what's been going on, yeah?
07:45Yeah, babe.
07:46So, I've gone for dinner.
07:47Yeah.
07:48Me, Saf, Sophie and Amy.
07:51Saf's dropped it.
07:52Like, well, Harry, Joe and Janae are all doing shots.
07:56They're all hanging out of each other.
07:59Like, not just, like, high and by.
08:00Like, having pictures.
08:02No!
08:03Yes!
08:03Having pictures?
08:04Having pictures.
08:05It ain't just...
08:05You're joking.
08:06It's proper, like, hanging out.
08:08Listen, I get he wants peace with the whole situation,
08:11but there's peace, and then there's doing that.
08:15Joe said it.
08:16Joe was like...
08:17What?
08:17It is a bit weird.
08:18Did he?
08:19Like, I don't mind being cool with him,
08:20but I don't want to hang out with him.
08:21Janae's all for it.
08:22It's more Janae.
08:23Do you think Janae's missed Harry, then, maybe?
08:25As being best friends?
08:27I think Janae's missed his friends.
08:28Yeah.
08:28And with losing Harry, lost a lot of other people.
08:32What he did, he cut ties with everyone.
08:36He's got what he wanted, but it come at a price.
08:38Cool space.
08:39So, I feel like...
08:40Hated.
08:41Not hated, but everyone disliked you.
08:43He's had a terrible time.
08:44But I feel like now, he...
08:47If Harry's all right, then Elmer and everyone else is going to be all right,
08:49and that's what he wants.
08:51In Vietnam, I don't know what air they are breathing in,
08:54but everyone has lost their minds.
08:57All the groups are completely changed.
08:59I can't believe it.
08:59Fred's flown home.
09:00I don't.
09:01I feel so sorry for Liv at the minute.
09:02What is going on with Liv?
09:04Babe, she's just in a proper bad way.
09:06There's that drama, but why?
09:08Because, babe, everyone, she just feels like she's on her own.
09:10She had a bit of a row with Dani.
09:12Yeah, I heard.
09:13And Courtney and Elmer was at the table.
09:17And listen, the thing with Liv,
09:18she gives 100% to everyone in friendships.
09:21But she just felt like with Courtney and Elmer,
09:24they could have had her back a little bit more.
09:25And they didn't.
09:25They didn't get involved.
09:26And they didn't.
09:26No, they didn't get involved.
09:28I'm so glad we're here.
09:29Not in Vietnam.
09:30We're here with our little babies who are having a bowl.
09:34Round, round, round, round, round, round.
09:37With the castle, round, round, round, round, round, round.
09:41The world keeps living round, round, round, round, round.
09:42Ooh, breast milk.
09:45Jordan, the dog!
09:47Yeah, I'll get it.
09:48Important one today.
09:50Important one.
09:53Oh, my God.
09:56Bring it in.
09:57Where's on this one?
09:58Upstairs, please.
10:05There is just so much stuff.
10:07We need, like...
10:09We need...
10:09Well, this is now reinstating to me.
10:11The nursery needs to be done.
10:13Yeah.
10:13Dan and Diags need to get back from Vietnam.
10:15Back. Yep, agreed.
10:15Because they've got to help me get that nursery done.
10:17Yep, we need the uncles here.
10:18Like, you farted.
10:20You farted?
10:21It smells so bad.
10:22You don't need to do that.
10:23The door.
10:24That ain't more deliveries.
10:25It could be.
10:26Quick, get it.
10:27Not again, man.
10:27Can't miss these deliveries because it takes ages to get them back.
10:31Oh, hello.
10:32You all right?
10:33Can't get rid of me.
10:34It's a small delivery this time.
10:36A little one.
10:37Oh.
10:39Amber!
10:40I know the way in.
10:41You've kept my perfect timing.
10:43Hello, my girl.
10:44You're the little darling.
10:45Look at all this.
10:46Oh, my bloody God.
10:46It's actually starting to feel really real.
10:48There's a lot going on.
10:50Look at this.
10:50Can you work this out?
10:52Right, I reckon you put that on your nipple.
10:54Yeah, but it doesn't work.
10:55The bottle goes on the bottom.
10:58Yeah, not...
10:58What?
11:00Oh, my God.
11:00You're doing it wrong as well.
11:01No, lid off.
11:02Screw on.
11:03Yeah.
11:04Screw on.
11:04Screw on.
11:05It's a lot to learn.
11:06It's like learning a new profession.
11:07Um, never mind chinwagon.
11:09Come on.
11:09Yeah.
11:10Things to do.
11:10White noise.
11:11White noise.
11:12White light.
11:12Fight the hand for the white noise.
11:13Yes, and also up there you need to start emptying things out.
11:16Anything else, dear?
11:18Er...
11:18Get him working.
11:19That'll be all until five minutes.
11:22Blimmin' hell.
11:22I need...
11:23I need updated on what the hell's been going on out there.
11:26I've got a lot of updates.
11:28Great.
11:28Keep me entertained because I'm telling you now, Amber.
11:30I'm bored.
11:31There's not really much going on in my life.
11:33Obviously, Ella's accused Freddie of slagging off Saffron,
11:36calling her names.
11:37Freddie's then denied it.
11:39And then Freddie's obviously...
11:41Freddie and Ella are like...
11:42Is it proof?
11:43I don't know because I think it was just verbal.
11:45Verbal.
11:45But who knows?
11:47I mean, that's a lot to go home.
11:48But if it was a lie, you wouldn't come home.
11:51But maybe he's not gone home because of the lie.
11:53He knows the Rafa Saff ain't lovely.
11:58I spoke to Liv and she basically just said she doesn't really feel like
12:01the girls have had her back.
12:02Do you think it's because Elmar and Courtney live with each other
12:06so they're just quite clicky?
12:07They are.
12:08And they also are not massively argumentative people.
12:10Yeah, I know, yeah.
12:11And they're friends with Danny and they're friends with Freddie.
12:13Yeah.
12:13So it's always going to be difficult because you can't expect the girls
12:16to not be friends with them, but she sort of feels like
12:18they've kind of picked a side without saying it.
12:20Oh, really?
12:20Because they're spending more time with them.
12:22Oh, really?
12:22See, that's not nice.
12:24It's hard because I'm obviously hearing Liv so upset.
12:27I know.
12:28I was kind of expecting everyone to have everyone's back
12:30and just be supportive for everyone.
12:32But I feel like Courtney's sometimes in her own world a little bit
12:34and she doesn't want to have any drama with anyone.
12:36Listen, we know girl band.
12:37When girl bands aren't together, yous will always support each other.
12:40Everyone picks everyone up.
12:42Yeah.
12:42So it doesn't sound like that.
12:44It doesn't sound like that at all.
12:44There's no girl band anymore.
12:45The girl band...
12:46But girl band is not there.
12:47It's not there.
12:48Get out of the way, you're in our way, get lost forever.
12:53The only way is love.
12:56I, I, I could get used to this.
13:01Tonight I satisfy my every morning.
13:05I could get used to, come on, babies.
13:08Yeah, I could get used to this.
13:13I, I, I could get used to this.
13:17Yeah, I could get used to...
13:23Summer in that garden.
13:24We need it.
13:25Nice, isn't it, though?
13:26Nice tea around the island.
13:28With a cup of tea.
13:29Catching up again.
13:30I mean, it's been days.
13:31What's going on?
13:34Well, I was a bit, not upset with Harry, I wasn't.
13:37Oh, of course, because I told you that, didn't I?
13:39What happened, Aime?
13:41Well, you made a bit, like, you was like, right, sit down, you're, I thought...
13:44Well, I thought it was a big thing, Aime.
13:45Yeah, but it is a big thing.
13:46I mean, we've spoke about it for two years.
13:49I think where Harry was at...
13:50Have you asked Harry?
13:52Yeah.
13:52Cut long to be short, he was like, look, Aime,
13:55he's basically going through this healing process, he was saying.
13:58He said, Aime, I've got so much negative hate towards them,
14:02don't want that anymore.
14:03No.
14:04I don't know if he was playing it down to me.
14:05He said, Aime, I've made it so clear that we are not mates.
14:09I said, but you make sure you've made that clear, I promise you now.
14:12I think he was embarrassed, but when I spoke to him, he said,
14:15Aime, I feel in a better place now, I can say hello to him,
14:18and I feel like Harry is in a better place, doing it.
14:21I've protected Harry for two years, Saf.
14:24And a lot of people fell out over that, which rightly so.
14:27Like, they had Harry's back, and that's what you do,
14:29it's loyalty, and everyone thought it was wrong,
14:31but I'm just wondering now what the energy is with everyone else,
14:35cos if he's all right with them, is it now that we're all...
14:38Listen, I'm all right with them.
14:39I won't. I said Harry, you talk to him.
14:42I would never talk to him.
14:43I won't even make eye contact with him.
14:45I'm a real person, Saf, do you know what I mean?
14:46And you've dealt with the aftermath of it all, and it was a lot.
14:49I spoke to him last night, he said, Aime, it's just really weird out here,
14:51I just don't really feel, but...
14:53Aime, Fred's gone home.
14:55I know, I saw it on social media.
14:57He's flown home.
14:58Oh, you don't know much about it.
15:00So, basically, I had a video call with Elmer.
15:03She's basically, in a nutshell, told me
15:05that Ella's turned round to her and Courtney
15:08and said that Fred's been slagging me off.
15:11Throughout the friendship, apparently.
15:13But this is prior.
15:14Was this lately, or was this...
15:16First time stamp was last year, when we was very close.
15:20Then it turned the story, and it was years ago,
15:23when we didn't know each other.
15:24And people say things about each other, people.
15:27A lot of people on First Oppression say a lot about me
15:29until they get to know me.
15:31It ain't no new news.
15:32But, of course, it upset me, because it is Freddie,
15:35because I'm close to him, and you don't think...
15:36You don't expect that.
15:38But Elmer, she's not long just texted me
15:40saying she feels like she wants to come home.
15:44Have you heard much? What's going on?
15:45So, I spoke to Harry yesterday.
15:46He said, Elmer's really funny with me.
15:48Elmer's been really off with me.
15:49Just, there's an atmosphere.
15:50See, she said the same to me.
15:53She said, Livy and Harry have not really spoke to me
15:56and Courtney much, and her and Courtney have been, like,
15:58staying in the room, staying out of people's way.
16:00They're acting off, but I can't work it out.
16:03I think he thinks someone is, like, not speaking,
16:07but someone is, like...
16:09You're joking.
16:10And I think he thinks it's Elmer.
16:12She does love a ghost, Elmer.
16:13Yeah, but who don't?
16:14Who don't love a ghost?
16:15As long as she's not telling personal business
16:17and overstepping that,
16:19she hasn't bad-mouthed Livy or Harry to me once.
16:23Cracks are clearly showing, aren't they?
16:25I said to Harry two months ago,
16:27love Elmer, lovely friend to you,
16:29but just be careful what you say to her.
16:31Oh, so you felt that already?
16:33I felt that.
16:33I did say that to Harry two months ago.
16:35Oh, really?
16:35But not cos I'm being horrible.
16:37No, no, no.
16:37You just would just be...
16:39Because I know, Saf, from you...
16:41Yeah.
16:41..she's ringing you...
16:44Don't try to...
16:45No, I'm saying, you've said...
16:46You've come to me at Bromwich Kitchen and said about Vietnam.
16:48She's told you, listen, everything comes to you.
16:50Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
16:51Likewise, a lot of people have, but, listen,
16:54if Harry does feel that way, Elmer really does need to know.
16:57I agree.
16:58Cos I don't want to be the one telling her.
17:00No, of course not.
17:01Do you know what I mean?
17:02My lovin' holding me, kissing me
17:05My lovin'
17:07Now you're feeling this regret
17:09My lovin' holding me, kissing me
17:12My lovin' to what it feels again
17:17Oh, yes.
17:18Lovely, lovely, lovely.
17:20Is that a free plate for me?
17:21I think it might be.
17:24I used to cry your mind, cry your mind
17:28Is that chicken on there?
17:30What is that?
17:31Is that chicken?
17:36You do like a pickle and a bit of salami, think you are?
17:39That's literally what I was going to say.
17:40Can you get some pickles and salami?
17:42You're not my best friend for no reason.
17:44Stunning.
17:47I think this table's all right for me, yeah?
17:50I love you, how you feel in this regret
17:55All it means, kissing me
17:57I feel like we're so far away from everyone.
17:59I know, same.
18:01What the hellie?
18:02What the hellie?
18:02Ha ha ha!
18:04Did wish.
18:08I always get anxiety when I'm like in a group.
18:11No, I do.
18:13Why is that?
18:14Because we never know what's going to happen.
18:16You never know what's going to kick off
18:18and when it's going to kick off.
18:20Great day though, I'm going to be honest.
18:21Oh my God, I see you.
18:22I see you?
18:23I see you.
18:24You fucking besties.
18:26Oi, that was a bit awkward actually.
18:28Well, I was kind of prepping them for yous to come over
18:31because I thought yous was going to come over
18:32so I was going,
18:33Elma, maybe you should just have your conversation now.
18:35Get out of the way.
18:37Come, civil convo.
18:38I mean, you just carried on walking.
18:39I thought, thank the fuck for that.
18:40No, do you know what?
18:41When I've spoken to Jo and Junaid about it,
18:44there's nothing more I can say that they haven't already said.
18:48I know what you mean, yeah.
18:48Yeah, I know what you mean.
18:49Do you know what I mean?
18:50I'm just going to be repeating what she's already heard.
18:53and I can't fucking be bothered.
18:54For me, it's just stay out my way.
18:56Yeah.
18:57What's her chat?
18:58They were just a bit shocked at the way Junaid and Jo went at them.
19:02Right.
19:02And to be fair, I am.
19:04Because I literally spoke to them not that long before
19:08and they were like,
19:09we've not got a problem, like, whatsoever when it comes to Elma.
19:12I think it's on all side because things are being misconstrued.
19:15Mm.
19:16Everything's getting twisted, everyone's talking shit,
19:19everyone's saying he said this, she said that,
19:21he said this, she said that.
19:22At the end of the day, if you ain't heard it from the horse's mouth itself,
19:25then just wait for it.
19:27Do you know what I mean?
19:27Like, stop hearing what everyone else has got to say about each other.
19:31Coming at it now, I think it's been good.
19:33Us players have been able to get to know each other.
19:34I broke it up.
19:35Yeah.
19:35News 3D in here, it broke up.
19:37We was in a thing where it was like,
19:39everything was getting fucking heavy.
19:41New people to speak to, new people to get to know, do you know what I mean?
19:43Like, it was needed, 100%, when you got here, when you did.
19:47Peaceful for a day and then it kicked off again.
19:50You look amazing tonight.
19:51Thanks, so do you.
19:52You look amazing.
19:53Thanks.
19:54You do, you look really well, baby.
19:55I feel like we need to run off a drink.
19:56Do you know, I honestly think, and this is coming from your gay BFF,
20:00you look fucking unbelievable.
20:03I would turn fucking straight for you.
20:06Oh, I love you.
20:06Look how sexy you look.
20:08I know, I don't see you.
20:08That's what you need to start remembering.
20:10I love you.
20:10There's people that love you.
20:11Yes.
20:12And there's people that hate me.
20:14Who's that coming down?
20:16I don't know.
20:18Is that Elmer?
20:19Who's that?
20:20Courtney.
20:20Courtney.
20:22There has been, like, an awkward vibe in the air.
20:26There's obviously a weird vibe with Elms and Colt at the minute.
20:29Like, I'm not quite sure.
20:30I still need to...
20:31I haven't seen them.
20:32Have you, by the way?
20:34Not since this morning.
20:35And obviously, I feel like even then, the energy was a bit off.
20:38I just feel like, see, if I'm with my friends,
20:40I never want to be worrying about what am I saying?
20:43What am I thinking?
20:44Should I...
20:44Can I say that out loud?
20:45I don't think before I speak.
20:47And I don't want to have to around people that...
20:51Especially, like, Elm, like, I've known her for 14 years.
20:53I'm more upset by him.
20:55I just do feel like, as much as I've had her back,
20:58I don't know if it's been reciprocated in this situation as much,
21:01and I do feel hurt by it.
21:03Like, I just think I'm just all about Lil A and all of that.
21:09Oh, I'm called Gina!
21:11You OK?
21:11Yeah, are you?
21:12Yeah, I'm good.
21:13Where are you going?
21:13Over there?
21:14Yeah, just going to go sit over here.
21:18She's not sitting on her own, is she?
21:22Is she sitting on her own?
21:24Elma will be joining her, shall we?
21:28Where's Elma?
21:29I'm not sure.
21:31She must be coming.
21:32Courtney can't be sat on her own.
21:33I don't know.
21:35I just don't feel like, like, I share.
21:40So, do you reckon Elma's not come because she's...
21:43She can't handle me.
21:43I think Elma hasn't come because I think she's probably
21:46got herself in a bit of a situation.
21:48If you talk shit about people and you're saying untrue things,
21:52what do you expect?
21:54Shall we go over?
21:55All right, we'll go over.
21:56Come on either way, anyway.
21:57Can I break your heart and still feel broken?
22:01Cos I cried so hard...
22:03At least it's not us once.
22:04Thank God.
22:06Don't speak too soon.
22:10You OK?
22:11OK.
22:15All right, Cole.
22:17Hello.
22:18How are you?
22:19Good, how are you?
22:20Sorry, we see you're just walking on your own.
22:22Elma was coming down but she's staying in her room.
22:25What?
22:26I know I hurt you.
22:28But can I hurt, can I hurt you?
22:35The only way is up.
22:38And it's something that I can't forget.
22:41Failing like the pictures.
22:44Remories of you going round in my head.
22:47It's written on my chairs.
22:49The words I never said.
22:51It's something that I can't forget.
22:54Where's Elma?
22:56I'm not sure.
22:57She must be coming when you can't be sat on her own.
23:00I don't know.
23:01It's written on my chairs.
23:02The words I never said.
23:05It's something that I can't forget.
23:06What's that sound, by the way?
23:07I think they're frogs.
23:09Do you reckon?
23:09This is what I do spend my time doing.
23:11I've tried to look up on YouTube what the sound of this animal is.
23:14Yeah.
23:14It's really loud though, isn't it?
23:15Yeah.
23:15What was your source enough?
23:17Geckos.
23:18No.
23:18I tried to do Shazam.
23:20Like that.
23:20Yeah, I did.
23:21And there's something that I can't forget.
23:28You okay?
23:29Yeah.
23:34All right, Cole.
23:35Hello.
23:36How are you?
23:37Good, how are you?
23:38So you're just walking on your own.
23:40Elma was coming down, but she's staying in her room.
23:43Why?
23:43Because she just feels like it's getting a lot.
23:46What is?
23:46Like a lot of finger pointing at her and like,
23:48she just feels like she can't do right from wrong
23:51and it's just a lot for her to come down.
23:52In what situation?
23:54Just in like, erm, why are you staring?
23:58I'm listening.
23:58I'm listening to the conversation.
24:00You need to?
24:01Yeah.
24:02It's got nothing to do with you.
24:04Didn't say it was.
24:05What did she say?
24:05She said, why are you staring at me?
24:07Just listening.
24:07Oh, it's freaking me out.
24:09It's freaking me out.
24:09It's creepy to listen in the public place.
24:11Yes.
24:12She's just finding it hard, because obviously,
24:14we see them two, Jameva and Joe, yesterday.
24:20I've already heard little bits.
24:21I don't know what's actually been said.
24:23Psst!
24:24What's being said?
24:26Can't hear.
24:26They lowered the tone.
24:27Keep talking loud, because they're going,
24:29oh, we can't hear.
24:30It was like Barry pointing the finger at Elma,
24:33as if she's done something wrong.
24:34Like, granted, the timing was a bit off,
24:37but if someone says something about your friend,
24:40you're going to tell them.
24:41And when it's a comment like that...
24:43What was said?
24:43Well, about Saffron Freddie comment.
24:45Yeah.
24:46And she just feels like she's getting it from all angles.
24:48Which is sad, because I don't want her to feel like that.
24:52Mate, I wish I had just massive earwigs.
24:54Is that the right word?
24:55Earrings?
24:56Massive ears?
24:57No, like, you know what you can hear for.
24:59Yeah.
25:00Is that big earwigs?
25:02Earwigs?
25:02What's an earwig?
25:03Earwigging is that when you're earwigging.
25:05Listen, we all know we're all good friends.
25:07Like, proper, real, typical friends.
25:10At the end of the day, just with me,
25:11I just feel like, see, since being out here,
25:14I don't feel fully, fully supported,
25:16because with the whole Freddie and Danny thing,
25:19I understand you's going to be friends,
25:21and I'm never going to sit here and say to you,
25:23right, no, you can't be friends with...
25:24I would never.
25:25Yeah, yeah, yeah.
25:25I would never.
25:26However, if I feel like someone's really upset me in a situation
25:30to the point of saying bloody detrimental things to me,
25:33which I have said bad...
25:34You know what Elmer's like.
25:35You know she likes to get one of everyone.
25:37I love Elmer to pieces.
25:38You know I love Elmer.
25:39But I think she's come out here
25:41and downplayed a couple of times her friendships with people.
25:46But I feel like it's been so played down
25:50how much she fucking wants to be Freddie's friend
25:52and be friends with Freddie.
25:53I just thought we were closer.
25:56You are.
25:56You are.
25:57You are.
25:57You are closer.
25:59She would never repeat anything you say.
26:03Ever.
26:04Ever.
26:05I don't know if it's true or whether I've got this right,
26:08but I think the problem over there
26:13and the fact that Elmer's not come downstairs
26:16is because they've made up with me and Freddie.
26:21That's what I think.
26:22Because I caught wind of it and there was...
26:25I kind of noticed that Courtney and Elmer were keeping
26:28their self to self and Libby and Harry were keeping
26:30their self to their self.
26:32I do too.
26:32So I'm thinking me and Freddie have spent a lot of time
26:35recently, the past two days before he flew home obviously,
26:39with bloody Courtney and Elmer.
26:42And I feel like maybe that's rubbed Libby up the wrong way
26:45and Harry.
26:45I nearly fell out of Elmer down to how much she had Libby's back.
26:50So if they're thinking that Elmer's not having their back,
26:52I don't want that being the case,
26:54because then she has, in all fairness.
26:57She'd come to my door knocking on my door telling me
26:59I was in the wrong.
27:00She very much had Libby's back.
27:01I feel like it was very evident that she was taking Libby's side
27:04over mine.
27:05So there is no need for there to be a problem with that
27:09if it is over that.
27:10Do you know what I mean?
27:11Everyone at home knows every single part of detail
27:16of this whole trip.
27:17Seems like someone's ringing home a lot.
27:20Like, I could ring Saffron right now.
27:22I could go to her right now,
27:23babe, where's the gym?
27:24And she'd go,
27:25right, leave block six outside your hotel room,
27:27take ten steps down on your right
27:29and you'll be there in five minutes.
27:32That's how much she knows about this whole trip.
27:35She knows every single little detail that's gone on.
27:37She'll know in 2.5 seconds that we've had a chat
27:39and then the girl band are probably falling apart.
27:42It's just creating a bit of offness.
27:43Yeah, no, I do get that.
27:44I do get that.
27:45It's just hard.
27:45It's like navigating two different friendship groups.
27:48Do you know what I mean?
27:49But it shouldn't be hard.
27:50If someone's your best friend,
27:51so you've either died,
27:52then you've got friends or acquaintances,
27:54which are doing this group.
27:55I think it's been a lot for all of us.
27:56And you've left your baby at home.
27:58Yeah.
27:58It's been a hard trip for you.
27:59Don't think that I don't understand that.
28:02And I probably could have done more.
28:03It's all right.
28:04Do you know what?
28:05But I just feel like...
28:07It's all right.
28:09I just feel like I have left Dala.
28:12Like, my only happy being of the trip is being around you.
28:16Yeah.
28:16You know what I mean?
28:17And I was, like, so excited to be away with you.
28:20And, like, that's just why I feel so hurt.
28:22Just because I just feel like...
28:23Because I did see us all in such a strong fucking group.
28:27Oh, I'm sorry I've let you down.
28:28No.
28:29Like, I honestly didn't mean to.
28:29Like, you know I would never purposely upset you.
28:32And, like, I hate...
28:34I hate...
28:35Like, I don't...
28:35Do you know what I mean?
28:36Like, that's what I mean.
28:37I just don't want any of us to all round.
28:38We're all fine, yeah?
28:39Yeah, we are.
28:40We're all fine.
28:41That's my...
28:41I think that's all our main worries.
28:43We're all friends.
28:44And this is the right way to talk.
28:46Yeah.
28:47Isn't it?
28:47And that's why we're all friends,
28:49because we can all talk
28:49and we can all listen to each other
28:51and we can understand each other.
28:52And that's the best way to be.
28:57All right.
28:58I am...
28:59I am...
29:00Yeah, let's have a hug.
29:01I love you.
29:02I was going to wear the outfit you gave me tonight.
29:04You can wear it matching
29:06because I've got another one.
29:07I love you.
29:08I love you.
29:08I love you.
29:09Can you tell Elma we love her as well, please?
29:11Yeah.
29:12I will, I will.
29:13We love you.
29:14We'll see you in a bit, yeah?
29:15We'll see you.
29:16Come and meet us if you want in a bit.
29:17All right, perfect.
29:18Fine, my girl.
29:18I love you.
29:19I feel better already.
29:21Yeah, I feel like you need to say that.
29:23Listen, you've got everything off your chairs.
29:25But you've got a lot of your chairs.
29:27Yeah, I did.
29:37I'll take Johnny under my wing tonight.
29:40Where are you scumming?
29:41We're going like...
29:42I'm taking Johnny...
29:43Are you going out?
29:44We're going out.
29:45I'll take these to bed first.
29:46You're taking them to bed?
30:03Hey, Colts.
30:04Hey, do you want to calm down?
30:05Everyone's left.
30:07Yeah, I'll calm down.
30:08Calm down.
30:09All right, I'll see you in a sec.
30:10Bye-bye.
30:19Hey, Precious.
30:22You OK?
30:23You OK?
30:25How was your dinner?
30:27Ooh!
30:29How was your dinner?
30:33No, I didn't actually have time to eat because Harry and Liv came over.
30:41Did they say anything?
30:43No, but he kept staring.
30:44It was creeping me out.
30:46OK.
30:47Is it in a bad way or in a good way?
30:48Just wanted to hear my conversation.
30:50Anyway.
30:50OK.
30:51Anyway, that's besides the point.
30:52Harry and Livy came over.
30:54Oh, yeah.
30:55And...
30:56Livy was saying, like, you're her, like, best friend, and she just feels like she hasn't
31:02had our support.
31:03It was basically about both of us, but she was like, obviously, you and her are very,
31:06very close.
31:07And I said to her, like, listen, I promise you, like, Elmer has had your back.
31:10I feel like that...
31:11How about talking it with you?
31:12No, I feel like that's just all clutching at straws, to be honest.
31:15That's basically saying you can't be friends with the people you want to be friends
31:18with.
31:18That's borderline giving me an ultimatum.
31:20I think I've made it very clear from the beginning that I will always have a friendship
31:24with Fred, and I'll always have a friendship with Danny.
31:26I don't think that's been a secret at all.
31:28Yeah, no, no.
31:28That's why I said she's never played down friendships with me.
31:31But I think your main priority is yours and Livy's.
31:35Yeah, but why is Harry piping up?
31:41I wouldn't even worry about Harry right now.
31:44But I think it's just purely because we've been hanging around with Freddie and Danny.
31:48That's what I think it is.
31:49Well, maybe if they didn't stop so much contact with us, we probably would have been able
31:52to spread ourselves evenly.
31:53Yeah, but I said that.
31:54I said, like, you stopped talking to us for a couple of days and we were like,
31:57might as well hang around with other people and not just hang out with just me and you.
32:05I've literally got nothing to say.
32:07But I feel like you need to have a conversation with Livy.
32:11Yeah, I will.
32:11But it's not like Aggie.
32:12No, I will have a conversation with her.
32:16I think she just needs reassurance.
32:18Yeah, I know that. Liv does.
32:19Because she says I'm a very sensitive and because yous are very close.
32:24I'm starting to doubt that now with everyone though, to be perfectly honest.
32:27If we're that close, why have you not spoken to me for two days?
32:30Do you know what I mean?
32:30Yeah.
32:33This is terrible.
32:35I'm in shock.
32:36If I speak, I'll be in big trouble.
32:38I'm just going to keep my mouth shut.
32:39I think you're just very, like, to your end of your tether.
32:42Yeah.
32:46But it's going to be fine.
32:47I can't believe I've gone blue in the face arguing and defending people
32:50for them to sit there and say that my friendship and my loyalty is not ideal.
32:54I can't win.
32:55Damned if you do, damned if you don't, honestly.
33:19Oh, it's so pretty.
33:21It's like we're in Wonderland.
33:22We are!
33:25Sorry, that is not cute.
33:26That is actually quite scary.
33:31Say fairies!
33:32Fairies!
33:34I feel like we are actually all our fairies though.
33:42It's so pretty.
33:43I actually feel very grateful to be here.
33:46Oh my God, it is.
33:46Look at the fishies.
33:48I'm loving it.
33:49I don't know about you.
33:50I like being one with nature.
33:53I know you ain't calling me on Sunday morning.
33:59Oi, this is mad, this is.
34:01It's like your legs go like jelly, don't they?
34:03I don't want to get on here.
34:04Can't mate, just come out here.
34:06What's up, lads?
34:07Yay!
34:08Get him on here!
34:10No!
34:11No!
34:13Please!
34:13Is it in there?
34:14No!
34:15No!
34:16That is mine!
34:22What a lovely experience.
34:25What fairy would you say you are?
34:27I don't even know fairies.
34:28No team.
34:30Oh, here she comes with the facts.
34:31Right, you've got sprats, which are tiny nature spirits, pixies, which are playful and childlike tricksters.
34:37That's me, childlike.
34:38You've got a puka.
34:41Shapeshifter.
34:41Sometimes helpful, sometimes not.
34:43Okay.
34:44I feel like that could be me.
34:45I feel like that could be you a little bit.
34:48And then, flower fairies protect gardens, light fairies glow like fireflies.
34:52That's probably you.
34:53That's like you.
34:53I'll be honest.
34:54I never even knew there was types of fairies.
34:56Do you believe in fairies?
34:57Do you believe in fairies?
35:00Do you actually believe in them?
35:02No, come on.
35:03Surely not.
35:03Two fairies?
35:04When you used to leave 50 quid, I would be like...
35:06Oh, my God.
35:06The two fairies.
35:0750 quid I used to get.
35:08Fuck me.
35:09You used to get a pound.
35:10Your two fairies was rich.
35:11What the hell?
35:11No, my two fairies was really nice, actually.
35:14I'd like to go back to them times.
35:16Oh, my God.
35:17Sorry.
35:18It's only a leaf.
35:19It's a lot.
35:20It is so pretty here, though.
35:21It is.
35:21It's actually lovely.
35:22I feel like I'd like to take my kids here for hiding here.
35:25Yeah.
35:26Well.
35:27I woke up a cougar this morning.
35:29Yeah, she's in a cougar era, this one.
35:30I heard a rumour.
35:32Oh, my God.
35:32Well, what did you hear?
35:33Well, did you kiss?
35:35Yeah.
35:35Did you do more?
35:36No, no, no, no.
35:37Did you stay in a room?
35:39Yes.
35:39No!
35:40Daddy!
35:41Daddy!
35:42I didn't know that!
35:43I was knocking on the door!
35:44I didn't know that!
35:45So, what one was it that I...
35:47Like, what one was it...
35:48What one was it that I actually...
35:50Was it Johnny?
35:50Johnny.
35:51This is terrible.
35:52Johnny.
35:52I mean, lovely boys, but did I think that I would be kissing one of them?
35:57No.
35:57What's a kiss between two friends?
35:59It's true.
35:59What is a kiss between two friends?
36:02But I was kind of, like, at the first...
36:04Taking them under my wing, you know.
36:06Motherfine.
36:07Being the mother figure.
36:08Nothing's up a cougar.
36:09It's so funny.
36:10Don't think we're two manning because we fucking ain't.
36:12We are.
36:13We ain't.
36:13We are.
36:14Once you get overdone...
36:14We are not.
36:15We're going to be two manning again.
36:16Piss off.
36:16We're always two man, Ella.
36:18Yeah, but listen, I'm all up with my ex.
36:19I'm not going to be playing tonsil tennis with one of the new boys.
36:22And I suppose it's, like, a bit strange because they are, like...
36:25Mini dance.
36:26Mini dance.
36:27Everywhere I go, there's a look-alike, there's a look-alike, and then there's a real deal.
36:31I know, I know.
36:32I just would rather walk around with a bag on my head.
36:34But I feel like it's harmless.
36:36Little flirt, little kiss.
36:37Would it happen again?
36:38Probably.
36:39Yeah.
36:40It was weird vibes, though, last night.
36:42So weird.
36:42Because Elma didn't end up coming.
36:45Eerie.
36:45Why didn't Elma come?
36:46I don't know if I'm 100% right, but the vibe I'm getting is I feel like maybe Livy and
36:52Harry have got a bit of a problem with Elma and Courtney, more so Elma, for maybe making
36:58up with me and Freddie and being so friendly with us again.
37:00But, like, see, that to me baffles me.
37:02Yeah, man.
37:02Like, why would you not want your friends to be friends with everyone?
37:04Yeah.
37:05I don't get it.
37:06If we all didn't speak to people our mates then, like, none of us would speak.
37:10There's problems everywhere in Essex.
37:12Do you know what I mean?
37:12It makes me feel a bit awkward as well because it's like, I don't want her getting a hard
37:16time from her friends for being friends with me.
37:18Do you know what I mean?
37:19And it's like over something that's just not deep.
37:22Like, mine and Livy's row is not that serious.
37:24No.
37:25Like, obviously it's hard for me to sit here and stick up for her because I don't like
37:28her.
37:28I think she's a really big shit stirrer.
37:32But for her not to come down, she must have been worried about something.
37:35Yeah, she was.
37:37It's really hard.
37:37I know, but I don't think she did anything wrong.
37:39Do you know what I mean?
37:40But me and Elmer are still going to be friends, so...
37:43Get over it.
37:43Get over it and move on.
37:45Let's go look for some fairies.
37:46Yeah, I'm excited.
37:48Yeah?
37:48I really want to find one.
37:51What twin am I going to kiss tonight, do you reckon?
37:53Joe?
37:53Johnny?
37:54Both.
37:54Maybe I'll have the both of them.
37:56Who knows?
38:12I'd love to give you, like, a makeover day, like, full, like, full beat.
38:15Well, listen, guys, there's boundaries, innit?
38:18There's steps.
38:18What do you mean?
38:19There's steps to it.
38:21He's out of his no-cry, innit?
38:22There's steps to...
38:22Guys, sorry, let me just talk to my guys.
38:24Go on, carry on.
38:25It's all right.
38:25It's all right.
38:26Yeah, it's all right.
38:27Lads, lads, lads today.
38:28It's been cool, innit?
38:29Do you know what I call James all the time?
38:31Do you not think that when his hair goes a bit messy, he looks like the male version of Tracy
38:34Beaker?
38:36Do you not think it does?
38:38Do you know, like, his hair's nice now, right?
38:40No, he's all slicked it back.
38:41But sometimes when he goes a little bit messy, it goes a bit more, like, fuzzy, like...
38:45Don't agree with that little...
38:46He's a good shout.
38:47Do you not look like Tracy Beaker?
38:48When his hair is curly, it's a good shout, it is.
38:51How good is it, though, seeing these three now back talking a little bit now?
38:54What is going on?
38:55No, this is...
38:56Can I be honest?
38:57This is really nice.
38:57Yeah, I'm really...
38:59I'm glad that we've got to this point, I'm going to be honest.
39:01Yeah.
39:01This would never have happened, I don't think it was for Jodie.
39:03And I feel like, because of the way the dynamic of the group has gone on this trip,
39:07I think that's what's made it happen.
39:09I feel like the timing's right.
39:11Mm.
39:11A lot has been passed.
39:13And I feel like it has to get to that point now where we all can just sit in a
39:16room.
39:17Listen, you had every right at the time to be annoyed, and you all knew that,
39:20and we all spoke about it.
39:21Yeah.
39:21But in the end, you're only hurting yourself, do you know what I mean?
39:24It's done now.
39:25Like, you can see they're happy.
39:27They want you to be happy, you want them to be happy,
39:29because at the end of the day, that's what we want for each other, do you know what I mean?
39:31We all just want peace.
39:32Yeah.
39:32Yeah.
39:32And I feel like we've finally got to a point where we can actually be peaceful with the situation.
39:36That's all I keep in on this holiday, Zen.
39:38I've actually really enjoyed spending time with the boys.
39:41I know this is the first time we've actually...
39:42It's the best thing ever.
39:43It is.
39:43But like, I feel like this whole trip, I've been a bit like,
39:45there's been so much drama, there's been so much going on,
39:48and do you know what, just to actually come out with the boys,
39:50has actually been my little breath of fresh air.
39:52Guys, we've got to cheers to the gays, I think.
39:54Cheers!
39:55Cheers!
39:57And to the straights!
39:58Woo!
39:59Gays for the boys!
40:01How are you getting on there, Dan?
40:03A few more days in.
40:04You doing all right?
40:05I'm looking forward to going home, to be honest.
40:07You seem happier today, Dan.
40:08Yeah, a bit more.
40:09What do you mean, Dan?
40:10You want to go home?
40:10You want to get away from us?
40:11I'm really offended.
40:12No, listen, don't take it personal, but...
40:14It's been a lot for you out here.
40:16It's been a bit of a mad trip, yeah.
40:18Are you OK with Ella?
40:20It's ours.
40:20Can you talk to her as well?
40:21Well, we're not...
40:21We're just sort of, obviously, we're around each other,
40:24but we've taken a step back from interacting.
40:27I think it just all got a bit much of all the he said, she said,
40:30and it was just a bit like, look, let's just...
40:32Draw a line.
40:33...take ourselves out of the situation and just...
40:35Yeah.
40:35And I think that's what the most important thing is,
40:37you are a good guy, Dan.
40:38I appreciate that.
40:39You're a nice guy, Dan.
40:39You are.
40:41There's a piece of hope I needed
40:44When the sky starts to fall, I'm feeling
40:46And all the time
40:48You're my, you're my silver lining
40:53You're mine, ooh, you're my silver lining
40:58Hey, yeah, you're my silver lining
41:04You're my silver lining
41:05You're my silver lining
41:06You're my silver lining
41:10Shall we sit outside?
41:11Yeah
41:12How are you?
41:13I'm alright, how are you?
41:15I'm okay, I was sad that you didn't come down this day
41:17I couldn't be arsed, to be honest
41:19What's happening?
41:20I spoke to Courtney last night
41:23And she said that you've both got the hump with me
41:26No, I just feel like with me, bubs
41:28Like, obviously the last few days
41:30I've found it a little bit hard to be completely around you
41:33Only because I can't be snide, do you know what I mean?
41:36I just feel like I've had your back through and through
41:40And would have your back through and through
41:41Because we've been friends since 40
41:43Like, I do look at you, like, one of my nearest and dearies
41:46Whereas, like, the other night, we've all arranged, like
41:49Let's meet down at Ocean Bar
41:50Let's go get Little Sand Sweet, have a drink
41:52Like, you've walked over with Freddie and Danny, babe
41:55You ain't even giving me the heads up
41:56I've kept myself away from everyone on purpose
41:59Because I don't want to be around them
42:00And then for my friends to be bringing them over
42:02Well, I apologise for that
42:03I thought because I had the conversation with Danny and Freddie prior
42:07Then, again, that's mum's
42:09I'm sorry for not giving you the heads up first
42:11Do you know what it is with me?
42:12I don't like middle people
42:13I feel like you're either with me or you're not
42:15But that's always how I've been lived
42:16Which I understand, babe
42:17I thought we was closer than you are to them
42:19Do you know what I'm trying to say?
42:20Yeah, and we are
42:21Yeah, but then
42:22But they're still also my close friends
42:24I'd say Freddie's still a close friend of mine
42:27Mm-hmm
42:28OK
42:29Listen, I don't want to fall out with you at all
42:31It's the last thing I want to do
42:32But, like, it's upset me that I don't feel so supported
42:35And I don't feel like the energy that I give
42:38Which is rise or die
42:40I don't personally think I've received that back
42:42OK, well, I'm sorry that you don't feel like that
42:43But I feel like I'm the only person out of everybody here
42:46That has actually had your back
42:47Because I am friends with everyone
42:48It's like there isn't enough of me to almost share and make
42:52Yeah, it's like spreading yourself thin
42:54Yeah, and I am
42:54And then I'm not leaving time to myself
42:55And then it's affecting me
42:56I'm getting upset
42:57But I don't even want to get upset
42:58Don't get upset
42:59Because I didn't want to ever fall out with you
43:00I don't want to fall out with you
43:02Yeah
43:02But it's been shit for the last three days, Liv
43:04I know
43:05I feel like this whole holiday's been shit to be honest
43:07It has
43:07It has
43:07I feel like I'm not doing enough
43:09And then I feel like I'm doing too much
43:11Then I'm trying to, like, rein it in
43:12I'm also trying to, like, look after myself
43:14I don't understand what more I could do
43:16Like, I am the only one that's had your back
43:18There's other people that should have had your back
43:19And didn't say fucking two words
43:20Like, I'm finding it really difficult
43:22I'm so sorry from my heart
43:24I'm really sorry
43:25I would never want to upset you
43:26And I'm sorry that it's taken three days for us to speak about it
43:29I shouldn't have brought them down
43:30I didn't think it was going to be anything that deep
43:31Like, I just
43:32In my head it was just
43:33Everyone just
43:34When we've always done it
43:35When we're going away trips
43:35Where everyone just ends up being together
43:37Like, it just is what it is
43:39But just because I've got a friendship with Danny and Freddie
43:41Doesn't mean that
43:42That is my sole friendship
43:43And that you're put on the side
43:45I'm just
43:45I'm really just
43:46I'm finding this so difficult
43:48Listen, it's been
43:48It's been a lot this holiday
43:49I think all our heads are gone
43:50To be completely honest
43:51I'm ultra sensitive at the minute
43:53Because I feel like I've been attacked at every angle
43:55But I've not let people attack you
43:57And that's what's
43:57Like, you
43:58You doubting me as a person
43:59Is actually upsetting me more than anything
44:01Because
44:02I've not let that happen
44:03Yeah
44:04Well, I feel like we've both said what we want to say
44:06Like, I don't want it to go any further
44:08I feel like the Harry thing
44:10There's just been these Essex whispers
44:12And he's just like
44:14What's been started off as an egg
44:15Has ended up with an emu
44:17And I feel like with Harry
44:18He's just sensitive at the minute as well
44:20He said last night
44:21Like, Saffron would know how to get to the gym
44:23From our room
44:24Like, she knows so much stuff
44:26I've not spoke to Saffron once
44:27But then I feel like Saffron's saying otherwise
44:28She's saying
44:29Use her on the phone 24-7
44:30Every second of the day
44:31No, that's what Joe said to me
44:32I've not spoke to her once
44:33So I don't know
44:34Again, that's being pinned on me
44:35I feel like it's just very easy
44:36I've been used as such a scapegoat
44:38Like, it's actually fucking me off
44:38Do you feel like half the HD is an scapegoat?
44:41No, because I feel like your points are valid
44:42But I also feel like
44:46You would know me better
44:47No, and I thought I did
44:48And that's why I was so upset
44:51I don't feel like there's a big problem
44:52Between me and you
44:54I just wanted to just say how I felt
45:07Next time
45:08The dynamics of the friendship groups are wild right now
45:11Strange
45:11There's nothing more that I wanted other than to be happy with you
45:15I can't bear to see you like this
45:17You do love to get in, like, and talk to everyone
45:20I do feel like everyone's just jumped on the scapegoat
45:23How are you?
45:24Hello
45:25How are you?
45:28We're not gonna shit-stare
45:31Oh
45:32Oh
45:33Right, Mum
45:33Let's go
45:34She did go on to say
45:36I warned Harry about Elmer a little while ago
45:39That's such a horrible thing to say
45:40Like, that's actually me
46:10What?
46:13I've never decided
46:13I'd be a happy animal
46:13She thought
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