00:00Was there ever a moment where you're like, maybe I just can't do this?
00:02Yeah, there was.
00:03Last March, I was just like, I called my manager.
00:05I was like, dude, I just don't know if I can do this.
00:07I can't find any joy in this.
00:09I'm like struggling with all these different things.
00:11And I really did like think about, I thought about reaching out to my golf course
00:14and seeing if they needed someone to come like repair the divots.
00:17Like I was like, just looking for something I could do for the next few years.
00:20And while I figured things out.
00:22But yeah, I definitely considered like, it was just, that's a really good cast.
00:27It was making me so unhappy that I was like, why am I doing this?
00:30And like, I've already achieved all these things that I thought I wanted.
00:33And like, I still feel this way.
00:34Like, who am I doing this for?
00:35Yeah, what am I doing?
00:35I was no longer doing it for myself at all.
00:37That was painful.
00:39But like, once I let go and like accepted that, fine, maybe I'll never write again.
00:43Or maybe I won't be good.
00:45Or maybe I won't like have a good follow-up or anything like that.
00:47Like, that's what I, that's weirdly, like ironically, when I finally felt like I had everything clicking again.
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