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Twenty years after she was last in Paris, a woman returns to the City of Light, where she reconnects with her college boyfriend and first love.
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00:02:30Do you have a lighter?
00:02:33Sorry, I don't smoke.
00:02:34It's okay.
00:02:36I thought I had it anyway.
00:02:41Oh, I found it.
00:02:53Your girlfriend is really pretty.
00:02:58X, actually.
00:03:00Oh, then I take it back.
00:03:01She's disgusting.
00:03:04Thanks.
00:03:11Which way are you walking?
00:03:24What happened, if you don't mind me asking?
00:03:27She cheated on me.
00:03:28Oh, no.
00:03:30Yep.
00:03:31That sucks.
00:03:32It's fine.
00:03:33I'd just rather her told me first, you know?
00:03:36It's like someone cheating on you completely unvalidates all the time you spent with them.
00:03:42Eight years.
00:03:44What?
00:03:46Lucas, yeah, back in high school, he got down on his knee with this stupid, adorable smile and asked me
00:03:52out.
00:03:52But then he went off to college, but then he went off to college and I haven't heard from him
00:03:55since.
00:03:57But I find it hard to believe you've been single for eight years.
00:04:01I have this tendency to go out with assholes, so, you know, it's tough.
00:04:06Anyway, what's better than being single?
00:04:08You get to do whatever you want with whoever you want whenever you want to do it.
00:04:12Nobody guilting you or texting you every five minutes.
00:04:16I don't think I've ever met anyone with such an optimistic view on being single before.
00:04:20I don't share the same views as most people on a lot of things.
00:04:25That's me.
00:04:28Nice.
00:04:30Uh, should we do this again sometime?
00:04:35Walk home from the coffee shop?
00:04:37No.
00:04:39Talk.
00:04:40Do me your phone.
00:04:52There's my phone number.
00:04:55I'll call you.
00:04:57And I answer.
00:05:01I'm sorry.
00:05:01There.
00:05:14I'm sorry.
00:05:15I'm sorry.
00:05:15I'll call you.
00:07:11You know, I was about to completely give up on the idea of meeting someone in person.
00:07:15How do you normally meet girls?
00:07:18I mean, is there a normal way to meet someone?
00:07:21It's easier for girls than it is for guys.
00:07:24Oh, really?
00:07:25Yeah, absolutely.
00:07:27I mean, had I been the one that asked you for a lighter, I thought I was a creep.
00:07:33No, I would have thought you needed a lighter.
00:07:37Never mind.
00:07:41So, you're basically saying that I could walk up to any guy and sleep with him?
00:07:48Yes, if you really wanted to, yeah.
00:07:56How do you meet your last girlfriend?
00:07:58Online.
00:08:02That's probably why it didn't work out.
00:08:06The website did say we're only a 60% match, so there's that.
00:08:10Meeting someone online can be sort of seething.
00:08:14The first time you see each other, you're just trying to pretend you're exactly who you think
00:08:18this person wants you to be, and then you're struggling to keep up this false persona.
00:08:25You've thought way more into this than I have.
00:08:28I spend a lot of time on the computer.
00:08:31What do you do?
00:08:34Currently and for the last couple of years, I've been camming.
00:08:39I'm a cam girl.
00:08:41Is that some kind of new reality show or something?
00:08:45Do you masturbate?
00:08:47Excuse me?
00:08:50Masturbate.
00:08:53Doesn't every guy?
00:08:55Every girl does too, trust me.
00:08:57It's the one thing that unites us all.
00:08:59Okay.
00:09:00I feel like we're getting really close right now.
00:09:03Yeah.
00:09:04Because we're not just having some hey, what's up conversation.
00:09:07We're actually talking.
00:09:09I don't understand why people get so weird about that sort of stuff.
00:09:16It's kind of a weird word.
00:09:17I mean...
00:09:20Masturbate.
00:09:21Okay, maybe a little bit.
00:09:26There's this gallery room just right around the corner I've been to before.
00:09:30You want to go?
00:09:32Like art?
00:09:40Huh.
00:09:42I'm really glad we got to experience that.
00:09:48Water.
00:09:50You see water.
00:09:51I see splatter.
00:09:54And dots.
00:09:56It's an interesting color.
00:09:57It's an incredible color.
00:09:59I really like to shake the hand of the third grader that painted it.
00:10:05I think the audience was probably in a moment of confusion.
00:10:14I think he was drunk.
00:10:16No.
00:10:18Maybe on drugs.
00:10:20Definitely drugs.
00:10:21Yeah.
00:10:21Yeah.
00:10:22All kinds of drugs.
00:10:26I love this one.
00:10:27I love this one.
00:10:28What's not to like?
00:10:29This is my favorite.
00:10:34It's a ring.
00:10:36Where do you see the ring?
00:10:38There.
00:10:42I think it's earth.
00:10:44You know, made up of water.
00:10:47And all these different dots and everything are just different types of culture and people.
00:10:53I know.
00:11:16I got nothing.
00:11:19Yeah.
00:11:20I'm completely lost.
00:11:24I love it.
00:11:29What does it mean?
00:11:31Well, you don't necessarily have to understand art to appreciate it.
00:11:35Maybe it's not meant to be understood.
00:11:38Tell myself that next time I come across a blue square painted on a canvas.
00:11:42Come on.
00:11:43Just look at it.
00:11:45Don't think too much.
00:11:46Just feel.
00:11:50Isn't it just...
00:11:51Just beautiful.
00:11:54Just beautiful.
00:11:54No.
00:11:56I am not going to gag.
00:11:57I am doing something good.
00:11:58I am not even playing on a canvas.
00:11:59No.
00:12:02No.
00:12:03No.
00:12:16It's still looking at my canvas.
00:12:18For what?
00:12:20I took you to the art gallery.
00:12:22Where are you going to take me?
00:12:25The park was really the only thing I had planned.
00:12:28Is that all you do?
00:12:30I do a lot of things.
00:12:34Really, I...
00:12:42Alright, I got it.
00:12:45Where are we going?
00:12:47It's a surprise.
00:12:49But, you're gonna need a helmet.
00:12:51Did you say helmet?
00:12:54Come on.
00:12:55Let's go.
00:13:09Baseball?
00:13:11Baseball.
00:13:14Let's go.
00:13:18Are you familiar?
00:13:20I've heard of it.
00:13:22Ah, we're just gonna have to change that.
00:13:24Not the most romantic place a guy's ever taken.
00:13:28The best I could do on such short notice.
00:13:31Shouldn't we be wearing a uniform or something?
00:13:33No, we're good.
00:13:35Trust me.
00:13:36Follow me.
00:13:39Let's see it, see it, see it.
00:13:47What am I supposed to do with this?
00:13:48Nothing yet, nothing yet.
00:13:50Give me a second.
00:13:51Watch.
00:13:52Watch.
00:13:53And observe.
00:14:06Wow, is that what I'm supposed to do?
00:14:20That's what I'm supposed to do.
00:14:37I'm supposed to do with this.
00:14:38to do that. I've played my whole life. I'm impressed. Thank you. Come on, let's just stand there. Get in
00:14:45here.
00:14:45I'm not doing that. Oh, come on. It's easier than it looks. No. No, come on. I know. I just
00:14:55don't want to
00:14:55embarrass you. You don't want to embarrass me? Wow, that sounds like a challenge. I could do it. Then show
00:15:02me. Let's see what you got. Well, the form looks great. I'm just going to make a few suggestions.
00:15:17Let's take a step back. All right. Great, because these machines, they find their own. The last
00:15:23thing you want is a little chin music. What? Never mind. Let's bring the arms in. All right.
00:15:29That position back here. Great. Choke up just a little. Get the swing a little faster. Perfect.
00:15:38Keep your legs shoulder width apart. Knees bent. Good. Let's get the arms back in again.
00:15:43Elbow up. Beautiful. All right. Cool. And, uh, yeah, just keep your eye on the ball.
00:15:52I think that part is a little obvious.
00:15:57Yeah. Did you see that? That was awesome. I hit it. That's great. Do it again. How many
00:16:11more times? As many as you want. This has got to be hard.
00:16:25So what brought you to the city? Honestly, I would have gone anywhere to get away from
00:16:29home. Everyone hates where they're from, but the second they leave, it's all they think
00:16:34about. Tony, I haven't thought about going home
00:16:36once since I left. What about your family? Well, unlike my parents, I think people should
00:16:44be in your life because you want them to be, not because I have to be. No matter how much
00:16:49money my father has. Are they divorced?
00:16:52Nope. That's good at least.
00:16:55Is it? I mean, I'm pretty sure that they don't love each other.
00:17:01My father knows he'd be lost without her, and she would be broke without him. It's more
00:17:07of a mutual life agreement than a marriage. You know, they think that getting a divorce
00:17:12is bad for the kids. I think of the children. But it's just stupid. I mean, no kid should
00:17:20have to grow up. I was 11 years old and we were driving back from vacation. They had a fight,
00:17:30so she raised a voice and he raised his. She yelled and he screamed at her and called her
00:17:38a ****. What about your family?
00:17:45I'm seeing them tomorrow, actually. They're interesting people.
00:17:52Why?
00:17:55Here's something. I don't think I've ever once heard either of them say I love you to each
00:18:00of them. Come on.
00:18:01I swear, 27 years, I've never heard them say it once. It's not like they don't, but
00:18:07I guess I feel like if you have to say something, you probably don't mean it anyway.
00:18:11That's kind of dark.
00:18:14I don't think so.
00:18:16Then I'll tell someone how you feel?
00:18:19Show them instead. Romance is tough these days. Like, I blame technology for the most part.
00:18:25For the death of romance.
00:18:27Yeah, like, take Tinder. Like, how romantic is, well, I thought she's hot, so I swipe right.
00:18:33And she thought I was hot, too, so she swiped right. Next thing you know, we meet up, we ****,
00:18:37and now we have three kids.
00:18:39I don't think Tinder's intended to use this to form families.
00:18:44Then what's the point?
00:18:46So I take it you don't have Tinder?
00:18:52Yeah, I mean, I do, but, okay, I have this theory, right? You know how they say everyone
00:18:57has that one true love? That one person who compliments them so perfectly that once their
00:19:01eyes meet, they know they're going to spend the rest of their lives with them?
00:19:04Yeah, I mean, I don't know if I believe it, but of course I've heard it.
00:19:07Me neither. Me neither. Like, I think the Internet has proven this to be false. I think about it,
00:19:11for the first time ever, you can instantly see that there are a thousand possibilities out there
00:19:16that could probably be the love of your life. Now, how can you expect anyone to form a family
00:19:20or be committed to somebody when they know about what else is out there?
00:19:24Like, I wish I was born, like, 50 years ago or something. I'm serious. I just bet it'd be a
00:19:29lot easier
00:19:29to appreciate what you have if you weren't spending all your time wondering what if.
00:19:34I remember this movie. It was from the 90s about these two people who met on a train in Europe.
00:19:41It was French and he was American flying back the next day. So I knew they only had that one
00:19:47day
00:19:47together and at the end of it, they'd have to say goodbye forever.
00:19:52It sucks.
00:19:53Yeah, but it's like what you were saying. I mean, there could never be another movie like that
00:19:56because now you can just find them on Facebook.
00:20:022015, the death of romance.
00:20:08You know what time it is? My phone's, like, dead.
00:20:14Quarter to six.
00:20:16Why?
00:20:18Today's kind of like my birthday.
00:20:21Why didn't you tell me?
00:20:22I just did.
00:20:23Like, before, I would have...
00:20:24It's fine. I mean, I honestly think the whole idea of birthdays is just stupid.
00:20:30I mean, it's like for one day of the year, everyone you've ever said hi to decides to celebrate
00:20:35your existence.
00:20:36Then for the other 364 days, it's like you don't even exist.
00:20:41It's the one day of the year that reminds you how worthless you are.
00:20:46That's the thing about webcaming. I mean, people pay to watch me.
00:20:49So you can't tell me I'm not worth anything because it's just not true.
00:20:55Okay, I have an idea.
00:20:57Another one of your theories?
00:20:59Not a theory. An idea.
00:21:02Any of you ever talk about that movie before?
00:21:04Yes.
00:21:05Oh.
00:21:06Your phone's dead.
00:21:11Mine's off.
00:21:12Because we're basically in the 90s.
00:21:15Today is the last day we'll ever see each other.
00:21:17Tomorrow, I'll wake up and I'll go to America.
00:21:20Then I'll go back to Paris and make love to my French lover.
00:21:27So, uh...
00:21:28If this is it,
00:21:31what should we do?
00:21:55Come on, it's probably something cool.
00:21:57It's just a name.
00:21:58Well, it's European,
00:21:59so it's inherently interesting.
00:22:01To you, maybe.
00:22:04American names are so boring.
00:22:06I mean, Chris,
00:22:07wow, it's been hard to come up with that one.
00:22:09I like it.
00:22:11Simple.
00:22:13Did you just tell me?
00:22:15Liliana Mancini.
00:22:18It's not the most beautiful name I've ever heard.
00:22:21You probably can't even say it.
00:22:23Are you kidding me?
00:22:24Liliana Mancini.
00:22:26Liliana Mancini.
00:22:27Is that what I sound like?
00:22:29No.
00:22:31Yo, yo, my name is Chris.
00:22:34I sound American.
00:22:36Wow.
00:22:36I大家都 know.
00:22:39I'm sorry I don't know we've ever heard.
00:22:52I love you.
00:22:58I'm sorry I'll bet you.
00:22:59So, first of all,
00:22:59I love you.
00:23:00Can't you guess it's awesome.
00:23:00I love you.
00:23:01Beautiful.
00:23:01Beautiful.
00:23:02Good idea.
00:23:05But you're right.
00:23:33I've had this for months.
00:23:35Thanks for finally giving me a reason to drink it.
00:23:38See, I thought you were a mind breeder.
00:23:40I read your mind yesterday.
00:23:42You know, it was your birthday and got this just for you.
00:23:45You got me.
00:23:57The only thing missing is a birthday cake.
00:24:09Hold that thought.
00:24:19Let me guess you've had one for months.
00:24:23Well, no, I go through these much faster.
00:24:43Make a wish.
00:24:46I don't believe in wishes.
00:24:49Humor me.
00:25:01What did you wish for?
00:25:04I can't tell you.
00:25:06I thought you didn't believe in them.
00:25:09On the off chance that it would work, I don't want to mess it up.
00:25:28You probably think I'm some psycho who has nothing better to do on their birthday, but this has
00:25:35really been great.
00:25:38Well, for the record, I think you're the most normal person I've ever met.
00:25:47Or maybe we're both crazy.
00:25:49Oh, that is definitely possible.
00:26:27One more time still .
00:26:44Good morning.
00:26:45No, no, go back to sleep.
00:26:47It's still early.
00:26:49Where are you going?
00:26:52I...
00:26:53have to go save the world.
00:26:57What?
00:27:02Work.
00:27:07I'll put your towel over there if you want to take a shower.
00:27:21I'll just go try it.
00:27:29Let go for the shower.
00:27:32You got to take a shower so you can turn the shower.
00:27:40Just you need to leave.
00:27:40I'll be fine.
00:27:40I'll take a shower right now.
00:27:43Thanks a lot.
00:27:43I love you.
00:27:45I want to get to be quiet.
00:27:47I need to go in there.
00:28:47And the stars shine through everything clear.
00:28:55This light will drown and ignite this dead town into a brightness it's been missing for years.
00:31:30So essentially, I sit in front of a computer all day.
00:31:33Sounds exactly what I do.
00:31:36Only I get to decide my own hours.
00:31:41I mean, so basically, you're like a virtual prostitute.
00:31:47I'm going to pretend like you didn't just say that on account that you sound completely ignorant.
00:31:54Do your friends know?
00:31:58Well, everyone watches porn, so it's hard to keep it a secret.
00:32:02What do they say?
00:32:06My turn. Buy toys.
00:32:10Oh, let's see. I got an internship in college at the company.
00:32:13And once I graduated, they offered me a job.
00:32:17You know, I'm lucky, right?
00:32:19Most of the people I went to school with still don't have a job.
00:32:22I mean, I saw one working at a Starbucks the other day.
00:32:26So?
00:32:28Starbucks.
00:32:29What?
00:32:32Never mind. My turn.
00:32:37What's your longest relationship?
00:32:41Two weeks.
00:32:43I mean, like, ever.
00:32:47See, I grew up in a house where I witnessed a terrible example of marriage.
00:32:53So, that made it easier to see past the bullshit.
00:32:59I kept hearing friends going over and over and about how they loved this boy and they wanted to marry
00:33:05them and I'd feel bad.
00:33:07They honestly thought they would.
00:33:11Thinking about it now, I wish I could have been that blissful. You know?
00:33:18Stupid people are always happier.
00:33:23Have you ever been in love?
00:33:27Love?
00:33:29What does that even mean?
00:33:30The word is just so diluted.
00:33:33I mean, right?
00:33:34I love these shoes.
00:33:36Love your new dog.
00:33:38But come on, this whole idea of love is the reason why relationships don't work.
00:33:42Like, they're all so seriously confused.
00:33:44I mean, I loved my ex.
00:33:48And if I learned anything, is that the key to any relationship isn't whether or not you love someone.
00:33:55Then what is it?
00:33:58I don't know. If I did, I wouldn't be here.
00:34:02I don't know. Maybe it's as simple as,
00:34:05do you enjoy spending time with that person?
00:34:08You know, like, do you like them?
00:34:11So you discard the whole opposites attract theory?
00:34:15No, not at all.
00:34:16I mean, who wants to be with someone that agrees with them all the time?
00:34:20But then you're contradicting yourself.
00:34:22How can you be with someone if you're constantly butting heads with them?
00:34:27Same way I am right now.
00:34:32Expectations.
00:34:34That's what kills relationships.
00:34:44Why'd you stay?
00:34:49Usually after a night like last night, because of what I do, I didn't know if you were gonna call
00:34:56me again.
00:35:00I just wanted you to get to know me before...
00:35:07Now who has expectations?
00:35:14I don't know what's gonna happen, but I know I've never had a night like that before.
00:35:23Whatever we're feeling right now, I think we should give it a chance.
00:35:29No expectations.
00:35:32No expectations.
00:35:33No false idea of love.
00:35:34Just two people enjoying each other's company.
00:35:39That sounds so nice.
00:35:41But is it possible?
00:35:43I will try again.
00:35:50I'm okay.
00:35:57I knew I was gonna miss all the time but I won't be here.
00:37:01So if you weren't camming, what would you be doing?
00:37:05Teaching.
00:37:07You answer that fast.
00:37:10I have a bachelor's degree in education, so...
00:37:13Why teach?
00:37:16Would it sound too generic if I said I wanted to help people?
00:37:23Absolutely.
00:37:26My grandma was a teacher.
00:37:28She was always helping people.
00:37:30She used to say that she had 5,000 kids.
00:37:34That was sweet.
00:37:35Sounds like way too much responsibility.
00:37:38Think about it.
00:37:39All those kids will always remember you.
00:37:43Maybe it's just a selfish ambition to ensure someone will actually give a shit when I die.
00:37:52It would have been cool to apply for jobs at a record label or something.
00:38:00I love a lot more about music than I do toys, right?
00:38:05You sound like an old man.
00:38:07Yeah, I feel like one sometimes.
00:38:10It's never too late to change.
00:38:36It's never too late to change.
00:39:10It's a Madonna lily.
00:39:14They were my mom's favorite.
00:39:18When I was little, she told me it was because lilies were a sign of purity.
00:39:26It's not as egotistical as it sounds.
00:39:30It means to be free from contamination.
00:39:34Contamination would have been listening to people when they tried to tell me what to do with my life, or
00:39:39even worse, what not to do.
00:39:43To be free from that, I could basically justify everything I ever did in the name of staying pure.
00:39:53I always wanted to get one.
00:39:56What would you get?
00:39:59I have no idea.
00:40:01Maybe something about my brother?
00:40:03You can tell me you had a brother.
00:40:06Older or younger?
00:40:07Younger.
00:40:10Why didn't you tell me?
00:40:14He actually died four years ago.
00:40:21How old was he?
00:40:25Eighteen.
00:40:27Yeah, he never had a chance to ever be anything.
00:40:33Let's say he would have been like the next Einstein, but who knows?
00:40:37As far as the history of the world is concerned, he didn't exist.
00:40:42It's my brother.
00:40:49As far as I'm concerned, he's still here.
00:40:51I don't think about him any less.
00:40:57I see him sometimes.
00:41:00I know it sounds stupid, but I do.
00:41:02I believe you.
00:41:05Really?
00:41:09I don't see what you see.
00:41:24Oh, jeez.
00:41:47What do you see?
00:41:51It's a duck, obviously.
00:41:55Keep looking.
00:41:56You see anything else?
00:42:05I give up.
00:42:06I don't know.
00:42:07What does it mean?
00:42:08What?
00:42:10You'll have to find out.
00:42:12You'll hold on to this.
00:42:15Are you kidding?
00:42:36What are your plans for tomorrow?
00:42:40I'm going to run some errands during the day.
00:42:44I go to my parents for dinner.
00:42:48You want to come?
00:42:51I don't know if I'm ready to meet the parents quite yet.
00:42:54Come on.
00:42:55It's just dinner.
00:42:56Besides, you can see for yourself how crazy they are.
00:43:00Okay.
00:43:07Okay.
00:43:10Okay.
00:43:16Do you remember that boy he used to live next door?
00:43:19He abandoned the church.
00:43:21What are you talking about?
00:43:23He left the seminary and is on his way to Takzang Zong.
00:43:27It's a Buddhist temple on the eastern end of the Himalayas.
00:43:30You believe that?
00:43:31Just wakes up one day and decides, hey, I want to be a Buddhist now.
00:43:35I bet the priests back at the seminary would shit themselves if they found out.
00:43:38Actually, his mother was saying they were all very supportive.
00:43:41I mean, whoever said people had to be only one religion?
00:43:44I mean, personally, I have no interest in it.
00:43:45But if I did, I'm sure I wouldn't be settled with just one when there's so many interesting stories.
00:43:50You know, you can blame just about every war dating back to the death of Jesus himself on religion.
00:43:56Let me tell you now, you got all this shit going on with ISIS.
00:43:59But if people were less concerned with what some greater being who doesn't exist is telling them
00:44:04and more concerned about what they thought of themselves, this world would be a far better place.
00:44:08I don't think it's that serious.
00:44:10Okay, like me and my friends grew up and we didn't care about religion.
00:44:13It's there, but that's it.
00:44:15Well, it's still there.
00:44:16And so long as it is, this world is.
00:44:18You can't just blame a religion.
00:44:20I mean, if it wasn't that, it'd be something else.
00:44:22I told you they were interesting people.
00:44:25Well, it keeps us young.
00:44:28Do you live in the city, too?
00:44:29Oh, yes, ma'am.
00:44:31God, I don't know how you kids afford it.
00:44:33What do you do?
00:44:36Um, I'm a model.
00:44:42What do you model?
00:44:44All kinds of stuff.
00:44:45You know, whatever pays the bills.
00:44:48That must be an interesting profession.
00:44:50Interesting is a bit of an understatement.
00:44:54Must make your father happy.
00:44:56What?
00:44:58I was just making a joke.
00:45:00Yeah.
00:45:09You know, you didn't have to do that before.
00:45:12A lie about being a model.
00:45:14Would you rather me told them it was a cam girl?
00:45:17I mean, I doubt they even know what it is.
00:45:19I don't want to be the one to teach them.
00:45:23They never really cared about talking about it before.
00:45:28But it's a little different when talking to someone's parents.
00:45:35Why don't you stop?
00:45:36What?
00:45:38Have you ever thought about it?
00:45:41Yeah, when I get a job teaching.
00:45:43I mean, do you really think a school's going to hire a porn star?
00:45:48One that sees there's more to me than my current occupation?
00:45:51Yeah.
00:45:52Like, I didn't mean to, like, just...
00:45:54Is there somewhere to get a drink around here?
00:45:59Yeah.
00:46:05You remember how earlier you were talking about, like, what people see is basically all
00:46:08in their heads?
00:46:10I think being drunk is a perfect example of that.
00:46:12How so?
00:46:13Well, think about it.
00:46:14You walk into a bar, you're completely sober, and you see the most unattractive girl.
00:46:19Happens all the time.
00:46:20Right.
00:46:21Right.
00:46:21But then six, seven beers later, that very unattractive girl starts looking very attractive.
00:46:26Now, you might not think this is true, but trust me, it's a thing.
00:46:29I believe you.
00:46:32It's like when you meet a guy, and you think he's the most handsome guy ever.
00:46:36Happens all the time.
00:46:38And even the little mole on his face looks cute because it's on his face.
00:46:44Then something happens, and all of a sudden that little mole isn't cute anymore.
00:46:49It's actually hideous.
00:46:51And you start to realize how flawed they really are.
00:46:56Hey, man.
00:46:57Why are you talking to my girl?
00:46:59Yeah, gotcha.
00:47:01How you doing, man?
00:47:02Wow.
00:47:04Lily, this is like my oldest...
00:47:06Oldest friend in the world.
00:47:07My name's Theo.
00:47:09And you must be really special if you can get this one to call you back.
00:47:13I have my tricks.
00:47:14Oh, yeah, I'm sure.
00:47:15Are you still playing?
00:47:16Yeah, man, I'm still playing.
00:47:17It's just me.
00:47:18My board's open road.
00:47:20I'm doing my thing.
00:47:20But I'm in town because I've got a gig for the next couple of days.
00:47:23Where?
00:47:24I'm actually going to be playing here.
00:47:26So it would be great if you guys could make it.
00:47:28Because I need a crowd.
00:47:30Yeah, yeah, you're lacking it.
00:47:32Mm-hmm.
00:47:33Stay at your parents?
00:47:34Uh, no.
00:47:35You remember Jay?
00:47:36Yeah.
00:47:37He got married.
00:47:38No.
00:47:38Yeah.
00:47:39But he's got a nice carpet floor that I can sleep on for the next couple of days.
00:47:43That's pretty sweet.
00:47:45So, anyway, I got to talk to the manager about numbers before he gets out of here.
00:47:47But it was a pleasure meeting you.
00:47:49Pleasure meeting you, too.
00:47:49Yeah.
00:47:50And, dude, I hope to see you sometime soon.
00:47:56Wow.
00:47:57That's unreal.
00:47:59Why did you guys stop talking?
00:48:02You know, it just sort of happened.
00:48:04Um, life took us in different directions.
00:48:09What do you mean?
00:48:10Well, you know, he wanted to be a musician, and I wanted to be in business.
00:48:16So he couldn't be friends anymore?
00:48:22Yeah.
00:48:23I went to college, and I just took out more student loans, and I had to make some decisions.
00:48:30You know, I decided that I was going to have to cut out things that were going to be distractions.
00:48:35So, yes, I don't have a lot of friends, but I'm also not sleeping on Jesus' carpet.
00:48:40That's a friend there for.
00:48:42Oh, is it now?
00:48:43Really?
00:48:43I didn't know that.
00:48:51Okay, Mom.
00:48:53The last one was, oh, this girl beats Tucker.
00:48:57He's on me, but he, like, that was, like, it.
00:48:59Hold on.
00:49:00Excuse me, miss.
00:49:01You mind if I get that light?
00:49:05Sure.
00:49:13Do I know you from somewhere?
00:49:14Uh, I don't think so.
00:49:16I'm pretty good with faces, so I would know.
00:49:18Yeah, me too.
00:49:19You look so familiar.
00:49:21So she doesn't know you.
00:49:24Thanks for the light, miss.
00:49:27No problem.
00:49:33Holy shit, you're Christy Kisses.
00:49:36Oh, my God, you're fucking Christy Kisses!
00:49:38Yeah, so what?
00:49:40Oh, I've jerked it to you like a million-
00:49:41You can't talk to her like that.
00:49:43How do you know she doesn't want to be talked to like that?
00:49:46Come on, Chris.
00:49:47It's just an asshole.
00:49:50Yeah, come on, Chris.
00:49:52You gotta fuck me good before I get on cam and pay with my pussy.
00:49:56Yo, that was Christy Kisses!
00:49:58Are you kidding me?
00:50:18I guess you're not coming in?
00:50:21I've got some work I need to catch up on, so I should probably get home.
00:50:24Whatever.
00:50:25What are you gonna do?
00:50:28Probably take a shower.
00:50:30Then what?
00:50:31If you're so curious, why don't you come in?
00:50:35You get a cam?
00:50:37Maybe.
00:50:38That's for no question.
00:50:40Why?
00:50:43Forget it.
00:50:45If you're jealous, I can send you a picture.
00:50:48Jealous would have been me flipping out on that asshole when he said something to you.
00:50:51Isn't that what this is about?
00:50:53Oh, my God.
00:50:53You know, sorry if it bothers me when someone recognizes my girlfriend from a website.
00:50:57They don't recognize your friend.
00:50:58They recognize me.
00:50:59I've been camming for three years.
00:51:01You can do anything.
00:51:02I don't want to do anything.
00:51:03Oh, my God, but you're not like that.
00:51:05It might be hard for you to believe, but just because someone does porn,
00:51:08it doesn't mean they're just some dumb slut.
00:51:11People are in the stereotypes you think they are.
00:51:14I never listen to people like you who...
00:51:16Someone who cares about you?
00:51:17Not your tits, not your ass, but you.
00:51:19Apparently, you do care about my tits and ass, because that's all this conversation is about.
00:51:23Because you're a whore!
00:51:26I won't change for you.
00:51:30Neither will I.
00:51:30I never asked you to.
00:51:34Well, maybe I'm asking you.
00:51:37Fuck you.
00:51:42Fuck you.
00:51:53Fuck you.
00:51:54Fuck you.
00:52:22I don't know.
00:52:36I don't know.
00:53:24I don't know.
00:53:26I don't know.
00:54:03I don't know.
00:54:06I don't know.
00:54:10I don't know.
00:54:55I don't know.
00:55:23I don't know.
00:55:32I don't know.
00:55:44I don't know.
00:55:53I don't know.
00:56:13I don't know.
00:56:15I don't know.
00:56:20I don't know.
00:56:23I don't know.
00:56:26I don't know.
00:56:27I don't know.
00:56:27I don't know.
00:56:29I don't know.
00:56:32I don't know.
00:56:38I don't know.
00:56:45I don't know.
00:56:56I don't know.
00:57:37What are you doing here?
00:57:39I, uh, tried calling your phone a bunch of times.
00:57:43She didn't answer.
00:57:44So you come to my house?
00:57:46That's not creepy.
00:57:49Yeah, it's a lot more romantic in my head.
00:57:54Your hair looks great.
00:57:57I was in the middle of something.
00:58:00I could totally come back tomorrow, if that's better.
00:58:02I, uh, I...
00:58:06Just come in.
00:58:15So what's up?
00:58:21I'm sorry.
00:58:24Don't be.
00:58:26I can't be mad at you for being honest.
00:58:30It's time we both stop kidding ourselves.
00:58:33You don't date cam girls, and I don't date judgmental pricks.
00:58:44It's a rabbit.
00:58:45It's a rabbit.
00:58:49Finally.
00:58:51Change your view.
00:58:52Change your world.
00:58:56Is that all you came here to say?
00:58:57I just wanted to talk.
00:59:08Since you're here, I should probably say that I'm sorry too.
00:59:14I was the asshole.
00:59:17I know what I do isn't normal.
00:59:21My own parents can't accept what I do.
00:59:23How can I expect you or anyone to?
00:59:35I, uh, I always thought people judged each other to make them feel better about themselves.
00:59:41They're disappointed about where they are in their lives, and they think it'll make them feel better.
00:59:49Instead, they just end up realizing that they've just screwed up.
00:59:59Whatever we're feeling right now is completely irrational.
01:00:04You're wrong.
01:00:06You're wrong.
01:00:06Love is irrational.
01:00:09No.
01:00:10Not this.
01:00:11You don't get it.
01:00:13I don't want to be something you deal with.
01:00:16It's just a matter of time, and someone is going to say something or do something, and we're going to
01:00:20be exactly where we are right now, again and again, until we hate each other.
01:00:23Is that what you want?
01:00:23Of course not.
01:00:24So then go home.
01:00:27Let this be something we look back on and smile.
01:00:30No.
01:00:55What did you wish for on your birthday?
01:01:02It doesn't matter.
01:01:05Why?
01:01:07It already came true.
01:01:09It already came true.
01:01:32I know I can't say anything to make you change your mind.
01:01:36But what if I showed you.
01:01:49What if I showed you?
01:02:14Are you sure you want to do this?
01:02:18Yeah.
01:02:21I've never been so sure about anything.
01:02:23I'm sorry.
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