- 2 days ago
When Chris meets Lily they spark a mutual connection instantly, it's not until he finds out she is a CamGirl that things start to get complicated.
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00:02:30Do you have a lighter?
00:02:32Sorry, I don't smoke.
00:02:34It's okay.
00:02:36I thought I had it anyway.
00:02:41Oh, I found it.
00:02:54Your girlfriend is really pretty.
00:02:58X, actually.
00:03:00Oh, then I take it back.
00:03:01She's disgusting.
00:03:04Thanks.
00:03:11Which way are you walking?
00:03:24What happened, if you don't mind me asking?
00:03:27She cheated on me.
00:03:28I know.
00:03:30Yep.
00:03:31That sucks.
00:03:32It's fine.
00:03:33I'd just rather her told me first, you know?
00:03:36It's like someone cheating on you completely invalidates all the time we spent with them.
00:03:42Eight years.
00:03:44What?
00:03:46What?
00:03:46Lucas.
00:03:47Yeah, back in high school.
00:03:48He got down on his knee with this stupid, adorable smile and asked me out.
00:03:53But then he went off to college and I haven't heard from him since.
00:03:56But I find it hard to believe you've been single for eight years.
00:04:01I have this tendency to go out with assholes, so, you know, it's tough.
00:04:06Anyway, what's better than being single?
00:04:08You get to do whatever you want with whoever you want whenever you want to do it.
00:04:12Nobody guilting you or texting you every five minutes.
00:04:16I don't think I've ever met anyone with such an optimistic view on being single before.
00:04:20I don't share the same views as most people on a lot of things.
00:04:25That's me.
00:04:28Nice.
00:04:31Uh...
00:04:33Should do this again sometime.
00:04:35Walk home from the coffee shop?
00:04:38No.
00:04:39Talk.
00:04:40Give me your phone.
00:04:52There's no phone number.
00:04:55I'll call you.
00:04:57I'll call you.
00:04:57I'll call you, sir.
00:05:27I'll call you, sir.
00:05:28I'll call you, sir.
00:05:28I'll call you.
00:05:52Bye-bye.
00:07:11I was about to completely give up on the idea of meeting someone in person.
00:07:15How do you normally meet girls?
00:07:18I mean, is there a normal way to meet someone?
00:07:21It's easier for girls than it is for guys.
00:07:24Oh, really?
00:07:25Yeah, absolutely.
00:07:27I mean, had I been the one that asked you for a lighter, I thought I was a creep.
00:07:32No, I would have thought you needed a lighter.
00:07:37Never mind.
00:07:41So, you're basically saying that I could walk up to any guy and sleep with him?
00:07:48Yes.
00:07:49If you really wanted to, yeah.
00:07:56How do you meet your last girlfriend?
00:07:58Online.
00:08:02That's probably why it didn't work out.
00:08:06The website did say we're only a 60% match.
00:08:08There's that.
00:08:10Meeting someone online can be so deceiving.
00:08:14The first time you see each other, you're just trying to pretend you're exactly who you think this person wants
00:08:19you to be.
00:08:20And then you're struggling to keep up this false persona.
00:08:25You've thought way more into this than I have.
00:08:28I spend a lot of time on the computer.
00:08:31What do you do?
00:08:34Currently and for the last couple of years, I've been camming.
00:08:39I'm a cam girl.
00:08:41Is that some kind of new reality show or something?
00:08:45Do you masturbate?
00:08:47Excuse me?
00:08:50Masturbate.
00:08:53Doesn't every guy?
00:08:55Every girl does too.
00:08:56Trust me.
00:08:57The one thing that unites us all.
00:08:59Okay.
00:09:00I feel like we're getting really close right now.
00:09:03Yeah.
00:09:04Because we're not just having some hey, what's up conversation.
00:09:07We're actually talking.
00:09:09I don't understand why people get so weird about that sort of stuff.
00:09:16It's kind of a weird word.
00:09:17I mean...
00:09:20Masturbate.
00:09:21Okay, maybe a little bit.
00:09:26There's this gallery room just right around the corner I've been to before.
00:09:30You want to go?
00:09:32Like art?
00:09:40Huh.
00:09:42I'm really glad we got to experience that.
00:09:48Water.
00:09:50You see water.
00:09:51I see splatter.
00:09:54And dots.
00:09:56It's an interesting color.
00:09:57It's an incredible color.
00:09:59I'd really like to shake the hand of the third grader that painted it.
00:10:05I think the audience was probably in a moment of confusion.
00:10:14I think he was drunk.
00:10:16No.
00:10:18Maybe on drugs.
00:10:20Definitely drugs.
00:10:21Yeah.
00:10:22All kinds of drugs.
00:10:26Oh, I love this one.
00:10:27Ah, obviously.
00:10:28What's not to like?
00:10:29This is my favorite.
00:10:30Mm-hmm.
00:10:33It...
00:10:33It's a ring.
00:10:36Where do you see the ring?
00:10:38There.
00:10:42I think it's Earth.
00:10:44You know, made up of water.
00:10:47And all these different dots and everything are just, uh, different types of culture and people.
00:11:16I got nothing.
00:11:18Yeah.
00:11:20I'm completely lost.
00:11:24I love it.
00:11:29What does it mean?
00:11:31Well, you don't necessarily have to understand art to appreciate it.
00:11:35Maybe it's not meant to be understood.
00:11:38Tell myself that next time I come across a blue square painted on a canvas.
00:11:42Come on.
00:11:43Just look at it.
00:11:45Don't think too much.
00:11:46Just feel.
00:11:50Isn't it just...
00:11:51Just beautiful.
00:12:16So now it's your turn.
00:12:18For what?
00:12:20I took you to the art gallery.
00:12:22Where are you going to take me?
00:12:25Park was really the only thing I had planned.
00:12:28Is that all you do?
00:12:30No.
00:12:30I do a lot of things.
00:12:31I do a lot of things.
00:12:32Really?
00:12:33Really, I...
00:12:41All right.
00:12:42I got it.
00:12:46Where are we going?
00:12:47It's a surprise.
00:12:49But you're going to need a helmet.
00:12:51Did you say helmet?
00:12:53Come on.
00:12:55Let's go.
00:13:09Baseball?
00:13:11Baseball.
00:13:14Let's go.
00:13:18Are you familiar?
00:13:20I've heard of it.
00:13:22We're just going to have to change that.
00:13:25Not the most romantic place a guy's ever taken.
00:13:28The best I could do on such short notice.
00:13:31Shouldn't we be wearing a uniform or something?
00:13:34No, we're good.
00:13:35Trust me.
00:13:36Follow me.
00:13:38Let's see.
00:13:39Let's see.
00:13:39Let's see.
00:13:43Let's see.
00:13:47What am I supposed to do with this?
00:13:48Nothing yet.
00:13:49Nothing yet.
00:13:50Just give me a second.
00:13:52Watch.
00:13:53And observe.
00:14:07Wow.
00:14:07Is that what I'm supposed to do?
00:14:33That was fantastic.
00:14:38How did you learn to do that?
00:14:39I played my whole life.
00:14:41I'm impressed.
00:14:44Come on.
00:14:44Let's just stand there.
00:14:45Get in here.
00:14:45I'm not doing that.
00:14:47Oh, come on.
00:14:48It's easier than it looks.
00:14:49No.
00:14:50I mean, no.
00:14:51Come on.
00:14:52I know.
00:14:54I just don't want to embarrass you.
00:14:56You don't want to embarrass me.
00:14:58Wow.
00:14:58That sounds like a challenge.
00:15:00I could do it.
00:15:01Then show me.
00:15:03Let's see what you got.
00:15:06Let's see what you got.
00:15:13Well, the form looks great.
00:15:15I'm just going to make a few suggestions.
00:15:17Let's take a step back.
00:15:19All right.
00:15:20Great.
00:15:20Because these machines, they find their own.
00:15:22The last thing you want is a little chin music.
00:15:24What?
00:15:26Never mind.
00:15:27Let's bring the arms in.
00:15:29All right.
00:15:30That position back here.
00:15:31Great.
00:15:32Choke up just a little.
00:15:34Get the swing a little faster.
00:15:36Perfect.
00:15:38Keep your legs shoulder width apart.
00:15:40Knees bent.
00:15:41Good.
00:15:42Let's get the arms back in again.
00:15:43Elbow up.
00:15:45Beautiful.
00:15:46All right.
00:15:47Cool.
00:15:48And, uh, yeah, just keep your eye on the ball.
00:15:52I think that part is a little obvious.
00:15:57Yeah.
00:16:06Did you see that?
00:16:07That was awesome.
00:16:08I hit it.
00:16:09That was great.
00:16:10Do it again.
00:16:11How many more times?
00:16:12As many as you want.
00:16:17This has got to be hard.
00:16:25So what brought you to the city?
00:16:27Honestly, I would have gone anywhere to get away from home.
00:16:31Come on.
00:16:31Everyone hates where they're from, but the second they leave, it's all they think about.
00:16:35Funny, I haven't thought about going home once since I left.
00:16:39What about your family?
00:16:41Well, unlike my parents, I think people should be in your life because you want them to be,
00:16:46not because they have to be.
00:16:48No matter how much money my father has.
00:16:51Are they divorced?
00:16:52Nope.
00:16:53That's good at least.
00:16:55Is it?
00:16:57I mean, I'm pretty sure they don't love each other.
00:17:01My father knows he'd be lost without her, and she would be broke without him.
00:17:06It's more of a mutual life agreement than a marriage.
00:17:11You know, they think that getting a divorce is bad for the kids.
00:17:14Think of the children.
00:17:16But it's just stupid.
00:17:19I mean, no kid should have to grow up.
00:17:24I was 11 years old and we were driving back from vacation.
00:17:29They had a fight, so she raised a voice and he raised his.
00:17:35She yelled and he screamed at her and called her a ****.
00:17:41What about your family?
00:17:45I'm seeing them tomorrow, actually.
00:17:50They're interesting people.
00:17:52Why?
00:17:55Here's something.
00:17:57I don't think I've ever once heard either of them say I love you to each other.
00:18:00Come on.
00:18:01I swear, 27 years I've never heard them say it once.
00:18:05It's not like they don't, but I guess I feel like if you have to say something, you probably don't
00:18:09mean it anyway.
00:18:11That's kind of dark.
00:18:14I don't think so.
00:18:16Then I'll tell someone how you feel?
00:18:19Show them instead.
00:18:21Romance is tough these days.
00:18:23Like, I blame technology for the most part.
00:18:25For the death of romance.
00:18:27Like, yeah, take Tinder.
00:18:29Like, how romantic is, well, I thought she's hot, so I swipe right.
00:18:33She thought I was hot, too, so she's swipe right.
00:18:36Next thing you know, we meet up, we ****, and now we have three kids.
00:18:39I don't think Tinder's intended to use this to form families.
00:18:44Then what's the point?
00:18:47So I take it you don't have Tinder?
00:18:52Yeah, I mean, I do, but...
00:18:55Okay, I have this theory, right?
00:18:56You know how they say everyone has that one true love?
00:18:58That one person who compliments them so perfectly that once their eyes meet,
00:19:02they know they're going to spend the rest of their lives with them?
00:19:04Yeah, I mean, I don't know if I believe it, but of course I've heard it.
00:19:07Me neither.
00:19:08Me neither.
00:19:09Like, I think the Internet has proven this to be false.
00:19:11I think about it for the first time ever.
00:19:13You can instantly see that there are a thousand possibilities out there
00:19:16that could probably be the love of your life.
00:19:18Now, how can you expect anyone to form a family or be committed to somebody
00:19:21when they know about what else is out there?
00:19:24Like, I wish I was born, like, 50 years ago or something.
00:19:27I'm serious.
00:19:28I just bet it'd be a lot easier to appreciate what you have
00:19:30if you weren't spending all your time wondering what if.
00:19:34I remember this movie.
00:19:36It was from the 90s about these two people who met on a train in Europe.
00:19:40It was French and he was American, flying back the next day.
00:19:45So they knew they only had that one day together,
00:19:48and at the end of it, they'd have to say goodbye forever.
00:19:52It sucks.
00:19:53Yeah, but it's like what you were saying.
00:19:54I mean, there could never be another movie like that
00:19:56because now you could just find them on Facebook.
00:20:022015, the death of romance.
00:20:08You know what time it is?
00:20:09My phone's, like, dead.
00:20:14Quarter to six.
00:20:16Why?
00:20:18Today's kind of like my birthday.
00:20:21Why didn't you tell me?
00:20:22I just did.
00:20:23Like, before, I would have...
00:20:24It's fine.
00:20:25I mean, I honestly think the whole idea of birthdays is just stupid.
00:20:30I mean, it's like for one day of the year,
00:20:32everyone you've ever said hi to decides to celebrate your existence.
00:20:36Then for the other 364 days, it's like you don't even exist.
00:20:41It's the one day of the year that reminds you how worthless you are.
00:20:46That's the thing about webcamming.
00:20:47I mean, people pay to watch me.
00:20:49So you can't tell me I'm not worth anything because it's just not true.
00:20:55Okay, I have an idea.
00:20:57Another one of your theories?
00:20:59Not a theory.
00:21:00An idea.
00:21:02Any of you ever talk about that movie before?
00:21:04Yes.
00:21:05Oh.
00:21:06Your phone's dead.
00:21:11Mine's off.
00:21:12So we're basically in the 90s.
00:21:15Today is the last day we'll ever see each other.
00:21:17Tomorrow I'll wake up and I'll go to America.
00:21:20Then I'll go back to Paris and wake up to my French lover.
00:21:26So, uh, this is it.
00:21:31What should we do?
00:21:55Come on, it's probably something cool.
00:21:57It's just a name.
00:21:58Well, it's European, so it's inherently interesting.
00:22:01To you, maybe.
00:22:04American names are so boring.
00:22:06I mean, Chris, wow, it's been hard to come up with that one.
00:22:09I like it.
00:22:11Simple.
00:22:13Did you just tell me?
00:22:15Liliana Mancini.
00:22:18It's not the most beautiful name I've ever heard.
00:22:21You probably can't even say it.
00:22:23Are you kidding me?
00:22:24Liliana Mancini.
00:22:26Liliana Mancini.
00:22:27Isn't that what I sound like?
00:22:29No.
00:22:31Yo, yo, my name is Chris.
00:22:34That's not American.
00:23:04Wow.
00:23:33I've had this for months.
00:23:35Thanks for finally giving me a reason to drink it.
00:23:38Say, I thought you were a mind breeder.
00:23:40I read your mind yesterday.
00:23:42You know, it was your birthday and got this just for you.
00:23:45You got me.
00:23:57Only thing missing is a birthday cake.
00:24:09Hold that thought.
00:24:19Let me guess you've had one for months.
00:24:22I go through these much faster.
00:24:43Make a wish.
00:24:46I don't believe in wishes.
00:24:49Humor me.
00:25:01What did you wish for?
00:25:04I can't tell you.
00:25:06I thought you didn't believe in them.
00:25:09On the off chance that it would work.
00:25:11I don't want to mess it up.
00:25:28You probably think I'm some psycho who has nothing better to do on their birthday, but this has really been
00:25:35great.
00:25:38Well, for the record, I think you're the most normal person I've ever met.
00:25:46Or maybe we're both crazy.
00:25:49Well, that is definitely possible.
00:26:17Because you are the most beautiful thing.
00:27:11Good morning.
00:27:12No, no, go back to sleep.
00:27:14It's still early.
00:27:17Where are you going?
00:27:20I have to go save the world.
00:27:24What?
00:27:29Work.
00:27:34I'll put your tower there if you want to take a shower.
00:27:38Yes.
00:27:56I'll take a shower.
00:27:57I'll take a shower.
00:27:59I'll take a shower.
00:28:02I'll take a shower.
00:31:11I didn't even know people still bought CDs.
00:31:15Well, that's because they don't.
00:31:17Just me?
00:31:19It's kind of funny, you know, I can look at any one of those CDs and know exactly where
00:31:23I was in my life when I bought it.
00:31:24I mean, for example, I take like the emo rock, right?
00:31:26That's like when I hated my parents for absolutely no reason.
00:31:30And then you have the hip-hop and rap from when I started smoking weed.
00:31:35Smoked weed?
00:31:36Oh, yeah.
00:31:37I used to get down.
00:31:38Kidding me?
00:31:39You just got so much to do that.
00:31:41Well, I'm glad you enjoyed listening to my life soundtrack.
00:31:45And then I hope you enjoyed...
00:31:49Ah, what I do.
00:31:50Well, I am the assistant to the associate marketing director at a children's toy company.
00:31:57So, essentially, I sit in front of a computer all day.
00:32:00Sounds exactly what I do.
00:32:03Only I get to decide my own hours.
00:32:09I mean, so basically, you're like a virtual prostitute.
00:32:14I'm going to pretend like you didn't just say that on the count that you sound completely ignorant.
00:32:22Do your friends know?
00:32:26Well, everyone watches porn, so it's hard to keep it a secret.
00:32:30What do they say?
00:32:33My turn.
00:32:35Why toys?
00:32:37Oh, let's see.
00:32:39I got an internship in college at the company.
00:32:41And once I graduated, they offered me a job.
00:32:45You know?
00:32:45I'm lucky, right?
00:32:47I mean, most of the people I went to school with still don't have a job.
00:32:50I saw one working at a Starbucks the other day.
00:32:53So?
00:32:56Starbucks.
00:32:57What?
00:33:00Never mind.
00:33:01My turn.
00:33:04What's your longest relationship?
00:33:09Two weeks.
00:33:10I mean, like, ever.
00:33:14See, I grew up in a house where I witnessed a terrible example of marriage.
00:33:20So, that made it easier to see past the bullshit.
00:33:26I kept hearing friends going over and over and over about how they loved this boy and they wanted to
00:33:32marry them and I'd feel bad.
00:33:34They honestly thought they would.
00:33:38Thinking about it now, I wish I could have been that blissful.
00:33:41You know?
00:33:45Stupid people are always happier.
00:33:51Have you ever been in love?
00:33:55Love?
00:33:56What does that even mean?
00:33:58The word is just so deluded.
00:34:00I mean, right?
00:34:01I love these shoes.
00:34:03Love your new dog.
00:34:05But come on, this whole idea of love is the reason why relationships don't work.
00:34:09Like, they're all so seriously confused.
00:34:12I mean, I loved my ex.
00:34:15And if I learned anything, is that the key to any relationship isn't whether or not you love someone.
00:34:22Then what is it?
00:34:25I don't know. If I did, I wouldn't be here.
00:34:30Maybe it's as simple as, do you enjoy spending time with that person?
00:34:35You know, like, do you like them?
00:34:39So you discard the whole opposites attract theory?
00:34:42No, not at all.
00:34:44I mean, who wants to be with someone that agrees with them all the time?
00:34:47But then you're contradicting yourself.
00:34:50How can you be with someone if you're constantly butting heads with them?
00:34:55Same way I am right now.
00:35:00Expectations.
00:35:02That's what kills relationships.
00:35:11Why'd you stay?
00:35:17Usually after a night like last night, because of what I do, I didn't know if you were gonna call
00:35:24me again.
00:35:27I just wanted you to get to know me before...
00:35:34Now who has expectations?
00:35:41I don't know what's gonna happen, but I know I've never had a night like that before.
00:35:51Whatever we're feeling right now, I think we should give it a chance.
00:35:57No expectations.
00:35:58No false idea of love. Just two people enjoying each other's company.
00:36:06That sounds so nice.
00:36:09But is it possible?
00:36:29The whole thing!ьюis
00:36:51the audience today. But are you really
00:36:51One is Himself. Basically,
00:36:55this reminds us that
00:36:55we witchcraft is one
00:37:28So if you weren't camming, what would you be doing?
00:37:33Teaching.
00:37:35You answer that fast?
00:37:37I have a bachelor's degree in education, so...
00:37:40Why teach?
00:37:44Would it sound too generic if I said I wanted to help people?
00:37:51Absolutely.
00:37:53My grandma was a teacher.
00:37:55She was always helping people.
00:37:58She used to say that she had 5,000 kids.
00:38:01Well, that was sweet.
00:38:03Sounds like way too much responsibility.
00:38:06But think about it.
00:38:07All those kids will always remember you.
00:38:10Maybe it's just a selfish ambition to ensure someone will actually give a shit when I die.
00:38:20It would have been cool to apply for jobs at a record label or something.
00:38:28You know I love a lot more about music than I do toys, right?
00:38:32You sound like an old man.
00:38:34Yeah, I feel like one sometimes.
00:38:37It's never too late to change.
00:38:39It's never too late to change.
00:39:05It's never too late to change.
00:39:08It's never too late to change.
00:39:09It's never too late to change.
00:39:15Maybe it's never too late to change.
00:39:18People know how to change.
00:39:20People know what they love.
00:39:20I'm probably not so happy.
00:39:21You know I love those guys.
00:39:21You know what else?
00:39:31I love you.
00:39:33You know I love praying.
00:39:38It's a Madonna and Lily.
00:39:42They were my mom's favorite.
00:39:45When I was little, she told me it was because
00:39:47Lily's were a sign of purity.
00:39:53It's not as egotistical as it sounds.
00:39:57It means to be free from contamination.
00:40:01Contamination would have been listening to people
00:40:04when they tried to tell me what to do with my life,
00:40:06or even worse, what not to do.
00:40:10To be free from that.
00:40:14I could basically justify everything I ever did
00:40:16in the name of staying pure.
00:40:21I always wanted to get one.
00:40:23What would you get?
00:40:26I have no idea.
00:40:29Maybe something about my brother?
00:40:31You didn't tell me you had a brother.
00:40:33Older or younger?
00:40:35Younger.
00:40:37Why didn't you tell me?
00:40:41He actually died four years ago.
00:40:48How old was he?
00:40:5218.
00:40:55Yeah, he never had a chance to ever be anything.
00:41:00I'm not saying he would have been like the next Einstein.
00:41:02Who knows?
00:41:04As far as the history of the world is concerned,
00:41:06he didn't exist.
00:41:09It's my brother.
00:41:16As far as I'm concerned, he's still here.
00:41:19I don't think about him any less.
00:41:24I see him sometimes.
00:41:27I know it sounds stupid, but I do.
00:41:30I believe you.
00:41:32Really?
00:41:36I don't see what you see.
00:41:51Oh, jeez.
00:42:15What do you see?
00:42:18It's a duck, obviously.
00:42:22Keep looking.
00:42:24You see anything else?
00:42:33I give up.
00:42:34I don't know.
00:42:34What does it mean?
00:42:36What?
00:42:38You'll have to find out.
00:42:40You'll hold on to this.
00:42:43Get in.
00:42:49Yours.
00:43:04What are your plans for tomorrow?
00:43:08I'm going to run some errands during the day,
00:43:11and then go to my parents for dinner.
00:43:16You want to come?
00:43:18I don't know if I'm ready to meet the parents quite yet.
00:43:22Come on.
00:43:22It's just dinner.
00:43:24Besides, you can see for yourself how crazy they are.
00:43:28Okay.
00:43:34Okay.
00:43:43Do you remember that boy who used to live next door?
00:43:46He abandoned the church.
00:43:48What are you talking about?
00:43:50He left the seminary and is on his way to Tak-Zang-Zong.
00:43:55It's a Buddhist temple on the eastern end of the Himalayas.
00:43:58You believe that?
00:43:59Just wakes up one day and decides,
00:44:00hey, I want to be a Buddhist now.
00:44:02Bet the priest back at the seminary would shit themselves if they found out.
00:44:05Actually, his mother was saying they were all very supportive.
00:44:08I mean, whoever said people had to be only one religion?
00:44:11I mean, personally, I have no interest in it.
00:44:13But if I did, I'm sure I wouldn't be settled with just one when there's so many interesting stories.
00:44:18You know, you can blame just about every war dating back to the death of Jesus himself on religion.
00:44:23Let me tell you now.
00:44:25You got all this shit going on with ISIS.
00:44:27But if people were less concerned with what some greater being who doesn't exist is telling them,
00:44:31and more concerned about what they thought of themselves, this world would be a far better place.
00:44:36I don't think it's that serious, okay?
00:44:38Like, me and my friends grew up, and we didn't care about religion.
00:44:40It's there, but that's it.
00:44:42Well, it's still there, and so long as it is, this world is .
00:44:45Well, you can't just blame a religion.
00:44:47I mean, if it wasn't that, it'd be something else.
00:44:49I told you they were interesting people.
00:44:52Well, it keeps us young.
00:44:55Do you live in the city, too?
00:44:57Oh, yes, ma'am.
00:44:59God, I don't know how you kids afford it.
00:45:01What do you do?
00:45:03Um, I'm a model.
00:45:09What do you model?
00:45:12All kinds of stuff.
00:45:13You know, whatever pays the bills.
00:45:15That must be an interesting profession.
00:45:18Interesting is a bit of an understatement.
00:45:21Must make your father happy.
00:45:23What?
00:45:25I was just making a joke.
00:45:36Yeah, you didn't have to do that before.
00:45:39A lie about being a model.
00:45:42Would you rather me told them it was a cam girl?
00:45:45I mean, I doubt they even know what it is.
00:45:47I don't want to be the one to teach them.
00:45:50They never really cared about talking about it before.
00:45:55But it's a little different when talking to someone's parents.
00:46:02Why don't you stop?
00:46:04What?
00:46:06Have you ever thought about it?
00:46:09Yeah, when I get a job teaching.
00:46:11I mean, do you really think a school's gonna hire a porn star?
00:46:15One that sees there's more to me than my current occupation?
00:46:18Yeah.
00:46:20Like, I didn't mean to, like, just...
00:46:21Is there somewhere to get a drink around here?
00:46:26Yeah.
00:46:32You remember how earlier you were talking about, like,
00:46:34what people see is basically all in their heads?
00:46:37I think being drunk is a perfect example of that.
00:46:40How so?
00:46:41Well, think about it.
00:46:42You walk into a bar, you're completely sober,
00:46:44and you see the most unattractive girl.
00:46:47Happens all the time.
00:46:48Right.
00:46:48Right.
00:46:48But then six, seven beers later,
00:46:50that very unattractive girl starts looking very attractive.
00:46:54Now, you might not think this is true,
00:46:55but trust me, it's a thing.
00:46:57I believe you.
00:46:59It's like when you meet a guy and you think
00:47:01he's the most handsome guy ever.
00:47:04Happens all the time.
00:47:06And even the little mole on his face looks cute
00:47:09because it's on his face.
00:47:11Then something happens,
00:47:13and all of a sudden that little mole isn't cute anymore.
00:47:17It's actually hideous.
00:47:18And you start to realize how flawed they really are.
00:47:23Yo, man.
00:47:24Why you talking to my girl?
00:47:27Yeah, gotcha.
00:47:28How you doing, man?
00:47:29Wow.
00:47:31Lily, this is like my oldest...
00:47:34friend in the world.
00:47:35My name's Theo.
00:47:36And, uh, you must be really special
00:47:38if we can get this one to call you back.
00:47:40I have my tricks.
00:47:41Oh, yeah, I'm sure.
00:47:42Are you still playing?
00:47:43Yeah, man.
00:47:44I'm still playing.
00:47:45It's just me.
00:47:46My board's open road.
00:47:47I'm doing my thing.
00:47:48But, uh, I'm in town
00:47:49because I've got a gig for the next couple days.
00:47:50Where?
00:47:51I'm actually going to be playing here.
00:47:53So, it would be great if you guys could make it
00:47:55because, uh, I need a crowd.
00:47:58Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:47:59You're lacking it.
00:48:00Mm-hmm.
00:48:00See me at your parents?
00:48:02Uh, no.
00:48:03You remember Jay?
00:48:04Yeah.
00:48:04He got married.
00:48:05No.
00:48:06Yeah.
00:48:07But, he's got a nice carpet floor
00:48:08that I can sleep on for the next couple days.
00:48:11That's pretty sweet.
00:48:12So, anyway, I gotta talk to the manager about numbers
00:48:14before he gets out of here,
00:48:15but it was a pleasure meeting you.
00:48:16Pleasure meeting you.
00:48:17Yeah.
00:48:17And, dude, I hope to see you sometime soon.
00:48:24Wow.
00:48:25That's not real.
00:48:26Why did you guys stop talking?
00:48:29Uh, you know, it just sort of happened.
00:48:32Um, life took us in different directions.
00:48:36What do you mean?
00:48:38Well, you know, he wanted to be a musician,
00:48:41and I wanted to be in business.
00:48:43So, he couldn't be friends anymore?
00:48:49Yeah.
00:48:50I...
00:48:51I...
00:48:51You know, I went to college,
00:48:53and...
00:48:53I...
00:48:54Just took out more student loans,
00:48:56and...
00:48:56I had to make some decisions.
00:48:58You know, I...
00:48:59Decided that I was gonna have to cut out things
00:49:01that were gonna be distractions.
00:49:03So, yes, I don't have a lot of friends,
00:49:05but I'm also not sleeping on Jesus' carpet.
00:49:07That's what friends are for.
00:49:09Oh, is it now, really?
00:49:11I didn't know that.
00:49:12I didn't know that.
00:49:20The last one was...
00:49:22Oh, this girl, uh...
00:49:23Beats Tucker.
00:49:24His own meeting.
00:49:25Like, that was, like, it.
00:49:26Hold on.
00:49:28Excuse me, miss.
00:49:29You mind if I get that light?
00:49:33Sure.
00:49:40Do I know you from somewhere?
00:49:42Uh...
00:49:43I don't think so.
00:49:44I'm pretty good with faces,
00:49:45so...
00:49:46I would know.
00:49:46Yeah, me too.
00:49:47You look so familiar...
00:49:48Since she doesn't know you.
00:49:51Well, thanks for the light, miss.
00:49:54No problem.
00:50:01Holy shit, you're Christie Kisses.
00:50:03Oh, my God!
00:50:04You're f***ing Christie Kisses!
00:50:06Yeah, so what?
00:50:07Oh, I've jerked it to you like a million...
00:50:09You can't talk to her like that.
00:50:10How do you know she doesn't want to be talked to like that?
00:50:14Come on, Chris.
00:50:15You're just an asshole.
00:50:17Yeah, come on, Chris.
00:50:19You gotta f*** me good before I get on cam and pay with my pussy!
00:50:23Yo!
00:50:24That was Christie Kisses!
00:50:25Are you kidding me?!
00:50:46I guess you're not coming in?
00:50:48I've got some work I need to catch up on so I should probably get home.
00:50:52Whatever.
00:50:53What are you gonna do?
00:50:55Probably take a shower.
00:50:57Then what?
00:50:59If you're so curious, why don't you come in?
00:51:02You gonna cam?
00:51:04Maybe.
00:51:06That's for no question.
00:51:08Why?
00:51:10Forget it.
00:51:12If you're jealous, I can send you a picture.
00:51:16Jealous would've been me flipping out on that asshole when he said something to you.
00:51:19Isn't that what this is about?
00:51:20Oh, my God.
00:51:21You know, sorry if it bothers me when someone recognizes my girlfriend from a website.
00:51:24They don't recognize your friend.
00:51:25They recognize me.
00:51:27I've been coming for three years and-
00:51:28You can do anything.
00:51:29I don't want to do anything else.
00:51:31Oh, my God.
00:51:31But you're not like that.
00:51:33It might be hard for you to believe, but just because someone does porn, it doesn't mean they're just some
00:51:37dumb slut.
00:51:38People are in the stereotypes you think they are.
00:51:41I never listen to people like you who-
00:51:43Someone who cares about you?
00:51:45Not your tits, not your ass, but you.
00:51:47Apparently you do care about my tits and ass, because that's all this conversation is about.
00:51:50Because you're a whore!
00:51:54I won't change for you.
00:51:57Neither will I.
00:51:58I never asked you to.
00:52:01Well, maybe I'm asking you.
00:52:04F*** you.
00:52:20F*** you.
00:52:33F*** you.
00:52:35F*** you.
00:52:39F*** you.
00:52:43F*** you.
00:52:44I don't know what to do.
00:53:41I don't know what to do.
00:53:44I don't know what to do.
00:54:14I don't know what to do.
00:55:03I don't know what to do.
00:55:0422 and 7 leave the circle open, overflow in space, space and time.
00:55:22And beauty is a mirror, baby, let me show you.
00:55:30You can only see it from the other side.
00:55:38Through with the illusion, baby, I was broken.
00:55:43I was only lonely and I should have died.
00:55:51But I held on.
00:55:59I held on.
00:56:09Hard to see what I'm searching for.
00:56:13I took my lumps, but I couldn't take much more.
00:56:20I held on.
00:56:22I held on.
00:56:34I held on.
00:56:51I held on.
00:57:05I held on.
00:57:07I held on.
00:57:12I held on.
00:57:43I don't know.
00:58:05What are you doing here?
00:58:07I, uh, tried calling your phone a bunch of times.
00:58:10She didn't get an answer.
00:58:12So you come to my house?
00:58:14That's not creepy.
00:58:16Yeah, it's a lot more romantic in my head.
00:58:21Your hair looks great.
00:58:24I was in the middle of something.
00:58:27I could totally come back tomorrow, if that's better.
00:58:30I...
00:58:33Just come in.
00:58:42What's up?
00:58:49I'm sorry.
00:58:51Don't be.
00:58:54I can't be mad at you for being honest.
00:58:57It's time we both stop kidding ourselves.
00:59:00You don't date cam girls, and I don't date judgmental pricks.
00:59:11It's a rabbit.
00:59:16Finally.
00:59:18Change your view.
00:59:20Change your world.
00:59:23Is that all you came here to say?
00:59:25I just wanted to talk.
00:59:35Since you're here, I should probably say that I'm sorry, too.
00:59:41Why?
00:59:42I was the asshole.
00:59:44I...
00:59:45I know what I do isn't normal.
00:59:48My own parents can't accept what I do.
00:59:50How can I expect you or anyone to?
01:00:03I...
01:00:03I always thought people judged each other to make them feel better about themselves.
01:00:09They're disappointed about where they are in their lives,
01:00:11and they think it'll make them feel better.
01:00:16Instead, they just end up realizing that...
01:00:20They've just screwed up.
01:00:26Whatever we're feeling right now is completely...
01:00:29Irrational.
01:00:31You're wrong.
01:00:33You're wrong.
01:00:34Love...
01:00:35Is irrational.
01:00:36No.
01:00:37Not this.
01:00:39You don't get it.
01:00:40I don't want to be something you deal with.
01:00:43It's just a matter of time,
01:00:44and someone is going to say something or do something,
01:00:47and we're going to be exactly where we are right now,
01:00:49again and again, until we hate each other.
01:00:50Is that what you want?
01:00:51Of course not.
01:00:52So then go home.
01:00:54Let this be something we look back on and smile.
01:00:58No.
01:01:16What do you wish for on your birthday?
01:01:30It doesn't matter.
01:01:32Why?
01:01:35It already came true.
01:02:00I know I can't say anything to make you change your mind,
01:02:07what if I showed you.
01:02:10What if I showed you?
01:02:24I know I can't believe this,
01:02:25it's right.
01:02:25It's not my fault,
01:02:25Oh,
01:02:25no,
01:02:28it's not my situation people over the last day.
01:02:28Oh...
01:02:42Are you sure you want to do this?
01:02:45Yeah.
01:02:49I've never been so sure about anything.
01:03:28I've never been so sure about anything.
01:03:28I've never been so sure about it.
01:03:28It's not the day that I've never been so sure about anything.
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