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Five Sydney-based youngsters navigate life, experience friendship, seek love, delve into their sexuality, and face the challenges of being a part of the LGBTQ+ community.
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00:07:18Yeah Pauline, let's go bro!
00:07:46There's nothing you can't change, it's just the way I am
00:07:52You can tell me that you're standing if I carry on
00:07:56But you know that life is leaving me alone
00:07:59You can try to cool me down with something icy cold
00:08:02But I'll still be burned off
00:08:07Woo! Yeah!
00:08:20Hey, hey, you're just a man
00:08:23So don't you even try to understand
00:08:26All I want and all I need
00:08:30Is you to please me, you to please me
00:08:34Don't push me too far
00:08:37You say who you think you are
00:08:40So I'm not a superstar
00:08:43But I'm a woman
00:08:45And you are just a man
00:08:51Woo!
00:08:55Woo!
00:08:56Woo!
00:08:57Woo!
00:08:59Woo!
00:09:00I'm glad you're here Nicky
00:09:01Thanks
00:09:02Woo!
00:09:04Woo!
00:09:05Woo!
00:09:06Woo!
00:09:06Woo!
00:09:07Woo!
00:09:15Woo!
00:09:20Woo!
00:09:23Woo!
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00:09:24Woo!
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00:09:25Woo!
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00:09:33Woo!
00:09:34Oooooh!
00:09:35Ooh, wait, wait!
00:09:36Like to celebrate Nicky's first night in the studio.
00:09:39Absolutely.
00:09:39Smile for the dicky bird!
00:09:41All right!
00:09:42Ready?
00:09:42One, two, three.
00:09:45And...
00:09:46Bass tune that.
00:09:47My God.
00:09:50Yeah, come on, honey.
00:09:59Don't worry, little Nicky.
00:10:00We're gonna look after you.
00:10:04What did he do?
00:10:19He looks good there.
00:10:21Good from behind. Hello.
00:10:31Oh, for God's sake.
00:10:36Baby drags, what is your problem?
00:10:37Get up! Get up!
00:10:39Or I'm gonna slap you there.
00:11:00This is why I stayed home.
00:11:12You followed me around for a week begging to be wearing that sombrero, I remember.
00:11:18It's the only thing I took with me.
00:11:23Hey Nikki, you know that you're never gonna lose me, right?
00:11:27Yeah.
00:11:29Thanks, Kat.
00:11:30Okay, goodnight.
00:11:31Goodnight.
00:11:39It's alright.
00:12:01My feet are killing me.
00:12:14It's the best offer I've had all night.
00:12:18You want more?
00:12:20You know I do.
00:12:21You know I do.
00:12:31Guys, I just wanna let you know that my cousin is sleeping on the couch.
00:12:33Now he can sleep with us.
00:12:36Okay, thanks for the offer.
00:12:38Night.
00:12:53That's gotta be the nicest sounding alarm clock.
00:12:56I'll be here all week.
00:13:00How's my Nikki?
00:13:02It's been so long.
00:13:03It's good to see you.
00:13:04It's good to see you too.
00:13:05Everything good?
00:13:06Yeah.
00:13:08You okay?
00:13:09Yeah.
00:13:10Coffee?
00:13:11Oh my god, thank the lord Jesus.
00:13:14I need coffee.
00:13:14Want some?
00:13:15Yeah.
00:13:16Okay.
00:13:24And this is the couch surfer.
00:13:27Sam.
00:13:28Hey.
00:13:29Nice to meet you.
00:13:29Nice to meet you.
00:13:30He's only a roommate.
00:13:31Morning.
00:13:33How you doing?
00:13:34Better.
00:13:35Good, thank you.
00:13:37I gotta go.
00:13:40Ladies, let every man be master of his time.
00:13:48Yes.
00:13:49Whatever that means.
00:13:51He likes to court Shakespeare.
00:13:53Okay, I gotta go you guys.
00:13:54I'm gonna be late.
00:13:54Oh, kissing cups.
00:13:58Uh, excuse me.
00:13:59Are we forgetting something?
00:14:01What?
00:14:04Oh my god.
00:14:06I'm so needy.
00:14:07Come here.
00:14:09Mwah.
00:14:10See you guys later.
00:14:10See ya.
00:14:11Bye.
00:14:12Ah, yeah, no.
00:14:13No more chocolate chip cookies for breakfast.
00:14:15Have pears.
00:14:16You know what?
00:14:17You take that.
00:14:18Eat fruit.
00:14:19I'll take this.
00:14:21And...
00:14:21No, that was disgusting.
00:14:23Can you empty that out and clean it for me?
00:14:25Uh, yeah.
00:14:26Good luck finding a job.
00:14:27Thanks.
00:14:31Kissing cups.
00:14:37No.
00:14:39No.
00:14:42No.
00:14:45No.
00:14:47Nope.
00:14:48Nope.
00:14:49That's a link done for the week.
00:15:17And that's a link done for the week.
00:15:18Howdy.
00:15:19Hey.
00:15:20What do they call ya?
00:15:22Uh, Nick.
00:15:23Eddie.
00:15:27You play?
00:15:29No, not guitar.
00:15:30A little bit of piano.
00:15:32Oh.
00:15:33You want a drink?
00:15:34Yeah, okay.
00:15:39Cheers.
00:15:40Thanks.
00:15:57This would have to be the most uncomfortable sling I've ever been in.
00:16:06I love spending time with you.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:10You're fun.
00:16:13How'd you like a weekend away, just you and me?
00:16:16I would like that a lot.
00:16:18Where would you like to go?
00:16:20Somewhere hot.
00:16:23And a bit tropical.
00:16:26Brisbane.
00:16:27Oh, what's in Brisbane?
00:16:29Well, we could go to the Gold Coast.
00:16:32We could go swimming.
00:16:34We could go skinny dipping.
00:16:40But, though Melbourne might be colder,
00:16:42we could practice keeping each other warm.
00:16:46Yeah, Melbourne would be perfect.
00:16:48Oh, yeah, would it?
00:16:49Yeah.
00:16:50Why's that?
00:16:51Well, the coffee's infinitely better.
00:16:54It's a lot more culture.
00:16:56We can go to an art exhibit.
00:16:59Maybe a theatre show.
00:17:02Musical.
00:17:03You'd like that.
00:17:04Yeah.
00:17:05Especially if you're there.
00:17:10That wasn't good enough.
00:17:17I can't wait to go to Brisbane with you.
00:17:20Oh!
00:17:29Damn!
00:17:30Somebody's looking good tonight, kitty cat.
00:17:33I'm just going for a drink with a friend.
00:17:35Right.
00:17:36Friend.
00:17:44Cat.
00:17:45Babe.
00:17:47Yeah?
00:17:50You know I've got your back, right?
00:17:52Yeah.
00:17:53Why? What's up?
00:17:56I don't know.
00:17:58Do you ever feel like you're wasting your energy with these guys
00:18:01that keep you on speed dial to distract them from their miserable mundane lives?
00:18:07Um.
00:18:08No mum, but thanks.
00:18:12Well maybe I'm the only one that cares enough to have this conversation with you.
00:18:19I mean I get it.
00:18:21I know I've been a little lost lately.
00:18:24I'm just trying to figure stuff out and I know it's easier for you.
00:18:30You've got this.
00:18:33You've got yourself sorted.
00:18:35Cat.
00:18:35You've got a job here as long as you want it.
00:18:38I just think that it's really important that you start at least thinking about who you want to be.
00:18:43And where you want to be.
00:18:45I hate seeing you get hurt.
00:18:49Um.
00:18:50I'm trying to figure it out.
00:18:51It's working out for me.
00:18:53Um.
00:18:54I should go.
00:18:55I don't want to be late.
00:18:56You look beautiful.
00:19:00Have fun tonight.
00:19:01Even if it is just a bit of fun.
00:19:05Who knows he could be Prince Charming.
00:19:10Don't wait up.
00:19:18Hey!
00:19:18Did you even clock off?
00:19:26I'm not sure.
00:19:43We are closing in 20 minutes, yeah?
00:19:46Um.
00:19:46Yeah.
00:19:46That's okay.
00:19:47That's fine.
00:19:49That's all right.
00:19:53That's all right.
00:20:04All ready?
00:20:05Yeah, they like to get ready really early to have the Christmas cedar before everyone.
00:20:13Even have a playlist I'll show you.
00:20:16You're going to love it.
00:20:17Yeah, that'll get into the Christmas spirit.
00:20:20I love Christmas.
00:20:23Oh, my gosh.
00:20:25Oh, my gosh.
00:20:25Oh, wow.
00:20:27It is the night of the dear Savior's birth.
00:20:40Long lay the world with sin and death replying.
00:20:49Yeah, I've got it.
00:20:50To hear our beard and the softened world.
00:20:57Yeah, I'm trying.
00:20:58Never mind.
00:21:00A tree mouthful.
00:21:04A weary world rejoices for yonder brings a new and glorious morn.
00:21:18Fall on your knees.
00:21:27Oh, hear the angel voices.
00:21:34Fall on your knees.
00:21:36Oh, my.
00:21:40Divine.
00:21:45Oh, my.
00:21:48Oh, my.
00:21:50Oh, my.
00:21:51This is actually nice.
00:21:52Hmm. Is it nicer than sleeping with a married man?
00:21:56Can it, Sam?
00:21:58Maybe I don't want to.
00:22:00Maybe I want to know why you're seeing him again.
00:22:03You said you wouldn't.
00:22:05You lied to us.
00:22:07As I recall, someone once told me, and you may remember who said this,
00:22:11we all lie, my darling.
00:22:16Nope, that was different.
00:22:19What? I don't see how.
00:22:21So you mean to tell me that you have never done one slight thing
00:22:24that has been unscrupulous, Mr Self-Righteous?
00:22:30I haven't lied about it.
00:22:33I hate to break it to you, Sammy, but you ain't no choir boy.
00:22:37Oh.
00:22:38Does that mean my choir boy career is over?
00:22:43What will I do?
00:22:47I'm serious, though.
00:22:49You know, you're a big girl and you can make up your own mind, but...
00:22:54I just think you deserve someone better than that.
00:22:58Someone who doesn't want you on the side, but all the time.
00:23:02Someone who's worth all of your heart.
00:23:08And has a nice dick.
00:23:10Not just big, but clean.
00:23:13Clean would be nice.
00:23:15Yeah, okay.
00:23:15I thought we were having a moment.
00:23:17I was wrong.
00:23:19Very wrong.
00:23:22Love you, kitty cat.
00:23:25Yeah, I love me, too.
00:23:56Oh, shit.
00:24:04Sam.
00:24:24It's not good news, is it?
00:24:26It could be better.
00:24:29It's alright, unless they just told me.
00:24:36Okay.
00:24:38So your tests did come back positive.
00:24:41You're HIV positive.
00:24:45Do you understand what that means?
00:24:49Yeah.
00:24:51Yeah, I understand.
00:24:53Listen, HIV is such a manageable disease these days.
00:24:57People live with it every single day, Sam.
00:25:01There's medications that suppress the virus, there's support groups.
00:25:05I guess I can give you the brochure.
00:25:09What about Paul?
00:25:10Is he alright?
00:25:11I mean, it's really good that you guys had protected sex before you got tested.
00:25:20Honey, I'm gonna be okay.
00:25:44I'm gonna be okay.
00:25:44I'm gonna be okay, he's not okay.
00:25:45I'm gonna be okay.
00:25:46Bye, I'm gonna be okay.
00:25:46Bye.
00:25:50Bye.
00:25:52Bye.
00:25:56Bye.
00:26:05Bye.
00:26:05Hey, Nicky.
00:26:06Nicky and Kat.
00:26:08So, um, you've been looking a little under the weather lately.
00:26:10I got you some multivitamins.
00:26:12You should take them, okay?
00:26:13Uh, yeah, okay.
00:26:15Hey, Kat.
00:26:17Hmm?
00:26:18Um...
00:26:18What's up?
00:26:19I'm not sure if Sam's okay or not.
00:26:22What do you mean?
00:26:23Well, he's been in his room all day and he hasn't come out.
00:26:26Weird.
00:26:27Okay.
00:26:28I'll go check.
00:26:40Sam, it's Kat.
00:26:45Hello?
00:26:48Sam, I'm coming in, okay?
00:26:57What's wrong?
00:27:02Sammy, you can tell me.
00:27:04What would it be?
00:27:05Whatever it is, it might be better to talk about it.
00:27:11Sammy.
00:27:13You just went to see Blake.
00:27:17What'd she say?
00:27:19I've got HIV.
00:27:25Blake would have told you about the medication, right?
00:27:28This is not a death sentence, okay?
00:27:31This is something that you live with now, not something that kills you.
00:27:39Who's gonna want me?
00:27:42All of your family and friends who love you.
00:27:46That's not going to change.
00:27:50Sam.
00:27:52Anyone who really loves you is always going to love you.
00:27:56You are kind of stuck with us now.
00:28:02I think Paul's gonna leave.
00:28:06If he goes, he goes, okay?
00:28:10You guys have only been dating two months.
00:28:12This is his chance to show you his colours and lay his hand and all those other metaphors you're so
00:28:19much better at than me.
00:28:22The right person will love you no matter what.
00:28:30Hey.
00:28:32What would Shakespeare say?
00:28:36I don't know.
00:28:37Yes, you do.
00:28:44To be or not to be?
00:28:48To be.
00:28:50Always.
00:28:50Guys.
00:28:59Home?
00:29:00Yeah.
00:29:03Um.
00:29:05We'll leave you the house to yourselves, okay?
00:29:07And, uh, if you need me, you just call, okay?
00:29:13I love you, Sammy.
00:29:23Alright, I will let you make the rest of your Tinder decisions on your own.
00:29:27So, how have you been, Nicky?
00:29:29Good.
00:29:30Yeah, I'm loving Sydney.
00:29:31Thank you again for, you know, letting me stay.
00:29:32I feel like I'm a burden and...
00:29:33Stop saying thank you.
00:29:35You are family.
00:29:36You're staying with us permanently.
00:29:37You know that, right?
00:29:38Oh, yeah.
00:29:38I plan to.
00:29:39Good.
00:29:40Squad is right.
00:29:40Oh, yeah.
00:29:43So, how long have you and Blake been, you know?
00:29:49Oh, um, we're just friends.
00:29:51You know, we get drunk and we hook up sometimes, but that's it.
00:29:55Yeah, yeah.
00:29:56I just think, uh, Blake might consider you just a bit more than a friend.
00:30:01Bullshit.
00:30:02Uh-uh.
00:30:03Pretty soon I think you're going to find out.
00:30:05Either way.
00:30:07You know what, you are so full of it.
00:30:09Oh, Blake, Blake, Blake, help, help, help, help, help, help.
00:30:11Oh, my God.
00:30:12I can't leave you guys alone for like two minutes.
00:30:13You're already pinching his nipples.
00:30:16Nick, you were so calm and mature about Sam's News tonight.
00:30:19I'm really proud of you.
00:30:20Thanks.
00:30:21I wanted to let you know.
00:30:23Also, there's a job opening at Acon, and I think you should take it.
00:30:30Yeah.
00:30:30Put in a good word for you, don't worry.
00:30:32Cool.
00:30:33Yeah, no problem.
00:30:34Congratulations, Nicky.
00:30:35All right, celebrating Nicky's...
00:30:37New job.
00:30:38Ah!
00:30:38You're got an umbrella.
00:30:41But tomorrow, we get to wake up pizza.
00:30:44Whoa, guys, wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:30:46Oh, God.
00:30:48That doesn't look good.
00:30:49Okay, maybe you should go in first, and we'll follow later.
00:30:51Yeah.
00:30:52Okay, coming in like ten minutes.
00:30:54Yeah.
00:30:54Let's see.
00:31:24No, no, no.
00:31:24No, no, no, no.
00:31:25Sam, honey.
00:31:28Sam, honey.
00:31:33Hey.
00:31:35Hey.
00:31:37It's gonna be okay.
00:31:39It's gonna be okay, dear.
00:31:42You hear me?
00:31:43We're all here for you.
00:31:45We're all here for you.
00:31:47All of us are here.
00:31:57Thanks, he,
00:31:58I'm so sorry.
00:32:00I'm so sorry.
00:32:02I hate my phone
00:32:14I really want you to do.
00:32:15I love you, I love you,
00:32:15I love you, I love you.
00:32:15I love you.
00:32:16I love you, I love you.
00:32:18I love you, my dingen.
00:32:19I love you, my dear friend.
00:32:27I had this almond biscuit the other day and it just like gave me this flashback of how my grandma
00:32:32used to make me biscuits but then she used to be like really passive aggressive about it and make
00:32:35me feel guilty and say like you know I owe her for making these biscuits for me and she used
00:32:40to lay
00:32:40on the guilt like so thick and even though she only died like three months ago now my mom has
00:32:44taken over this role in my life and it's just like like confusing I guess but apart from that
00:32:51like everything of my life is going pretty well like I just moved into a new place and I'm getting
00:32:56more shifts at work but it's just like you know yeah no no I don't nobody wants to date me
00:33:07I don't know why yeah I know why what nothing honey here have a tissue
00:33:20you know I think we should probably book another appointment for next week but maybe with someone
00:33:26else what yeah oh hello hi you're one of the best looking things I've seen in a while thanks uh
00:33:40thanks I guess no worries ma'am did you want to book an appointment with one of the counselors
00:33:45I've already got one because of the hate chat no my parents have been doing some fucking
00:33:49intervention exorcism bullshit and been surrounded by priests and reprogrammers for days have you
00:33:55you said it not from Sydney hey we'll go okay can I have your phone what you don't want the
00:34:05number
00:34:05no yes yes yes hold on call me
00:34:25mm-hmm Nikki so originally I was coming over here to make sure you were okay
00:34:32okay but I just saw what happened yeah and I think you're just fine his name's Nathan
00:34:41where I can breathe take me to a home where I can breathe bring me to the banks and break
00:34:54my knees indulge when I beg release
00:35:00things
00:35:01cause when I'm broke I feel compelled
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00:37:07what'd you take last night Nick?
00:37:09I don't know
00:37:11you don't know?
00:37:13they were pills
00:37:16what kind of pills?
00:37:18I don't know small ones
00:37:20small ones?
00:37:22Nathan said they were fine
00:37:23so you let Nathan
00:37:26allow you to take something and you didn't even know what it was
00:37:30you didn't think that was like stupid?
00:37:33they made me feel good
00:37:34I'm okay aren't I?
00:37:36do you want to lose your job?
00:37:37no
00:37:38well if you keep doing crap like this you're going to lose your job
00:37:40is it worth it?
00:37:42I don't want to look at you anymore can you leave me alone please? I want to finish this
00:38:04hey
00:38:04hey
00:38:05hey
00:38:06Mark
00:38:07hey nice to meet you
00:38:08uh
00:38:08you're here for Blake
00:38:10uh
00:38:11no
00:38:11um
00:38:13you're here for group?
00:38:14yeah
00:38:14I run the group
00:38:15really?
00:38:16yeah
00:38:16how you doing?
00:38:18um
00:38:18good thank you
00:38:19well do you want to come through and
00:38:22you know
00:38:23meet the guys?
00:38:24yeah
00:38:24cool
00:38:25come this way
00:38:43what are you doing? you don't even smoke
00:38:45it's been such a long day
00:38:53what's wrong?
00:38:55thanks for looking after Nikki today
00:38:59yeah
00:39:00problem
00:39:01I don't know what's gotten into him
00:39:03I mean
00:39:05he's pulling some stupid stuff
00:39:09I feel like there's something else
00:39:13no
00:39:15I'm just really glad that you're here
00:39:19come here
00:39:20come here
00:39:39do
00:39:42what you wanna do
00:39:49it's only
00:39:53in your mind
00:39:59hear
00:40:00hear
00:40:02what you wanna hear
00:40:05what you wanna hear
00:40:09imagine
00:40:12we felt the same
00:40:18imagine
00:40:24we felt the same
00:40:38do
00:40:39do
00:40:40what you wanna do
00:40:47It's only in your mind
00:41:44It's only in your mind
00:41:45It was a bit of a one-sided conversation, but other than that, it was fine
00:41:52Kat, it's me. Don't do that
00:41:57It's her birthday
00:41:59Mom would have been 54
00:42:04Talk to me
00:42:07I don't remember the sound of her voice
00:42:13I remember other things
00:42:15Like, uh
00:42:17She always loved lemon cake
00:42:19And red candles
00:42:21Always red candles on her birthday
00:42:24Do you know how hard it is to find red candles?
00:42:30But I can't remember the details anymore
00:42:34And I need to remember
00:42:37Because I need to hear her voice
00:42:40I need to hear her telling me that I'm not stuffing it up
00:42:47Because I don't know what I'm doing
00:42:50And I don't
00:42:52I don't know
00:42:53How to do any of this
00:42:55Because I don't want to stuff it up now for Nikki as well
00:42:58And I don't want to stuff it up for you now either
00:43:02I'm always going to be here for you
00:43:04Always
00:43:08She would have really liked you
00:43:10I know
00:43:16Come on, let's go
00:43:39You have reached Sam's mailbox
00:43:41Please leave a message
00:43:42Thank you
00:43:43Hey you
00:43:44It's been a while
00:43:48Um
00:43:49I just rang to tell you
00:43:50How sorry I am for everything
00:43:54I was just scared
00:43:56I understand if you can never forgive me
00:43:59But
00:44:00I want you to know how
00:44:01Deeply sorry I am
00:44:09And um
00:44:10That I want nothing
00:44:11But happiness for you
00:44:15You're a great guy
00:44:17You deserve better
00:44:21Um
00:44:24Take care Sam
00:44:31Wait, can I get discounts on this?
00:44:34I think so
00:44:34Is it toxic and you use it for humans?
00:44:37I've got to earn your key
00:44:42I'll go
00:44:44Hi, how can I help you?
00:44:46My gears are stuck
00:44:47Oh, um, let me have a bit of a play down here
00:44:51Yeah, like that
00:44:54Yeah, thanks
00:44:55What are you?
00:44:56Nothing
00:44:57I'm all good
00:44:58You're definitely talented
00:45:00So I've heard
00:45:01Maybe I should take you for a drink sometime
00:45:03Say thanks
00:45:07Uh, yeah, sure
00:45:08I'd like that
00:45:09Good
00:45:10Well, I know where to find you
00:45:12Well, I'll keep those gears well lubricated
00:45:15I will
00:45:20Unbelievable
00:45:20I should give you all the male customers
00:45:23I don't know
00:45:24Mocky Bar Kid was kind of cute
00:45:26Yeah, he's definitely less of an ass
00:45:27Than I've seen you date lately
00:45:28Alright, I'm upgrading, okay?
00:45:30Cut me some slack
00:45:32You've got somewhere we've better be
00:45:33Oh, alright, alright, I'm working
00:45:34What are you paying for?
00:45:36Michelle got super angry at me
00:45:38Because she thought I was, like, flirting with this customer
00:45:41He was actually flirting with me
00:45:43What were you?
00:45:45No
00:45:46No, I was just doing my job
00:45:48Where are the boys tonight?
00:45:51You're out, I think
00:45:53Sam too?
00:45:54Yeah
00:45:55That's really good
00:45:57Wait, why aren't we out tonight?
00:45:59I want to go out
00:46:00I want to
00:46:00Feel pretty
00:46:02And get dolled up
00:46:03I can't
00:46:04You know I have to work early tomorrow
00:46:05Oh, come on
00:46:07We can go out and have some fun
00:46:08And I want to pick up like this
00:46:10Please
00:46:11I look cute
00:46:11Don't
00:46:12Do that
00:46:14Come on, let's go out
00:46:17One drink
00:46:18Just one drink
00:46:23I'm talking
00:46:24You better even say it
00:46:26I'm talking
00:46:28Like, every time
00:46:29Get Ven 50
00:46:30Oh
00:46:31It's so funny
00:46:32This is
00:46:33Oh my god
00:46:42Oh my god
00:46:46When I go
00:46:46When I go
00:46:47When I go
00:46:48When I go
00:46:57Oh my god.
00:46:59Alright.
00:47:06Come on.
00:47:07Dancing with the stars.
00:47:13Yeah, we're dancing with the stars.
00:47:17Dancing with the stars.
00:47:20Dancing with the stars.
00:47:21What?
00:47:22Oh, you fat.
00:47:24Don't take me back to my place
00:47:27My place
00:47:28Don't take me back to my place
00:47:31My place
00:47:32We are trying to create equal rights for people in same-sex relationships
00:47:37which really should exist in somewhere as supposedly forward-thinking as Australia
00:47:44It's a massive issue both politically and politically
00:47:50What?
00:47:51What?
00:47:52Really?
00:47:53Really?
00:47:54Yeah, that's really mature, Blake
00:47:59You know what? What was that at the club last night?
00:48:08I thought...
00:48:09I thought we were just having fun
00:48:11As I recall, we were just drinking and playing that stupid swapping game
00:48:17Yeah, it was pretty stupid, wasn't it?
00:48:21I don't understand
00:48:28Okay, so what's your problem? We were just having fun, we were drunk
00:48:32Alright, and you were with someone as well, so why are you so angry?
00:48:35Well, it was your idea, Kat
00:48:37You're a big girl, Blake
00:48:38You can actually say something if you didn't want to do it
00:48:40Yeah, you know what I'm gonna say? I'm gonna say fuck you
00:48:45Right back at you, Blake
00:48:46Fuck you too
00:48:56No, I can't do it
00:49:00No, I can't do it
00:49:16Hey.
00:49:56Ready for some fun?
00:49:57Yeah.
00:50:00Who's this?
00:50:01Just a mate.
00:50:03Who?
00:50:03You had a threesome before?
00:50:05No.
00:50:06I thought it was just going to be me and you.
00:50:08Now we're going to have some fun, take your shirt off?
00:50:10No, I don't.
00:50:11I don't.
00:50:12What?
00:50:13I thought it was just going to be you.
00:50:15What does it matter?
00:50:16Well, I don't want to do anything with him.
00:50:20Have another line.
00:50:21No, I, no, Nathan, no.
00:50:24Where's my phone?
00:50:25I'm going to go.
00:50:26Are you serious?
00:50:27Yeah.
00:50:28What?
00:50:30What the fuck do you think you're doing?
00:50:32I'm going to leave, Nathan.
00:50:32Why are you leaving?
00:50:33I don't want to do that.
00:50:35So what?
00:50:36You're going to come and take all my drugs and then fuck off?
00:50:38Nathan, I just want to go home.
00:50:40I just want to go home.
00:50:40You're freaking out.
00:50:41You're freaking out.
00:50:42You're freaking out.
00:50:42You're freaking out.
00:50:43Fuck off, Nathan.
00:50:46Fuck it.
00:50:49You know what?
00:50:53Fuck it.
00:50:55Go.
00:51:03That's when I decided to do the whole backpacking through Southeast Asia thing.
00:51:07Oh, okay.
00:51:08So, um, what made you decide to move back to Melbourne?
00:51:10Did I tell you I moved back to Melbourne?
00:51:13Um, yeah.
00:51:13You mentioned it back then.
00:51:14No, I didn't.
00:51:15Yeah, you did actually.
00:51:15Did you Facebook stalk me?
00:51:17Yes.
00:51:18Okay.
00:51:18Yes, I did.
00:51:19But in my defense, a girl has to know how much pepper spray to carry, alright?
00:51:23A lot.
00:51:24We're in a park.
00:51:27Anyway.
00:51:28Did you find what you're looking for?
00:51:29Um, aside from the 2005, my fringe phase, no.
00:51:35Ouch.
00:51:36That hurts.
00:51:37So, what's your deal?
00:51:39Hmm?
00:51:39Bored of your wife?
00:51:41Three different kids from three different baby mamas?
00:51:43What is it?
00:51:44Okay, full disclosure?
00:51:46Yes.
00:51:47Alright.
00:51:49I'm not bored of my wife.
00:51:51She's doing three to five in prison.
00:51:53It's my kid.
00:51:55It's Reginald, Persephone, Johnson.
00:51:59You are too much.
00:52:04Hey, where are you going?
00:52:05I don't know those kids.
00:52:28Show me.
00:52:32Ooh, man, you look like shit.
00:52:34Yeah, I feel like crap.
00:52:36Pass me a beer.
00:52:41Here we are.
00:52:42Cheers.
00:52:46You gonna tell me about it?
00:52:52Just...
00:52:54Just be careful.
00:52:57Don't wanna lose you, Nick.
00:53:01You place something for me?
00:53:04We like you.
00:53:13So, first crush?
00:53:15Princess Jasmine?
00:53:16Oh, liar!
00:53:17Yeah.
00:53:17Oh, 100% truth.
00:53:18You?
00:53:19Simba.
00:53:20Noted.
00:53:21Guilty pleasure?
00:53:23The Brady Bunch.
00:53:24That was a really good show.
00:53:26Okay, no, you've had too much to drink.
00:53:28What?
00:53:28Sorry, guys, she's had enough.
00:53:30No, don't listen.
00:53:30No more drinks.
00:53:31I need that to keep warm.
00:53:31No more drinks.
00:53:32Can I please have that back?
00:53:34The Brady Bunch?
00:53:35Mm-hmm.
00:53:36Okay.
00:53:37So what do you like about the Brady Bunch so much?
00:53:39Um, I don't know.
00:53:41I think...
00:53:41I think I just like the idea of a post-modernistic happily ever after.
00:53:46What's wrong with that?
00:53:48Why?
00:53:48What do you want?
00:53:49Mm-hmm.
00:54:10Check, please?
00:54:10Yeah.
00:54:11Can you tell me more about this Brady Bunch?
00:54:13No.
00:54:14Mm-mm.
00:54:23I've been holding something deep...
00:54:27I thought you were the answer...
00:54:31The questions of my dad seem to come across...
00:54:38Now my head's decaying, but my thinking come undone.
00:54:44And I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I know there's something wrong.
00:54:55And now I'm disappearing. And there's nothing you can say.
00:55:06Please, dear, calm yourself down. I know that you're hurting.
00:55:17This ain't easy to let it all go. Only time will tell. I know that you're hurting.
00:55:32I know that you're hurting.
00:55:39I know that you're hurting.
00:55:47I know that you're hurting.
00:55:53I know that you're hurting.
00:56:00I know that you're hurting.
00:56:00Oh, do you know that I'm hurting?
00:56:06I know that you're hurting.
00:56:10I know that you're hurting.
00:56:12What?
00:56:13I know that you're hurting.
00:56:19Hey, Paul. Um, great show once again.
00:56:24It's Paulini.
00:56:30So, how's it been for these last few months?
00:56:34Yeah, pretty for a long.
00:56:36Don't get used to it, honey. It doesn't change.
00:56:40How do you cope with it all?
00:56:42Me?
00:56:45I'm the last person you should talk to.
00:56:49I'm way too cynical now.
00:56:51No, tell me.
00:56:58Okay.
00:57:00But you were warned.
00:57:02I got it.
00:57:05Life is hard and cruel.
00:57:09But we make our own way.
00:57:13It's like a war.
00:57:16There are enemies, but you don't always know from where they'll come.
00:57:22And they can't bear to see you.
00:57:25They can't bear to touch you.
00:57:27And then they try and change you.
00:57:29Make you think that being you isn't enough.
00:57:34Like it's all your fault.
00:57:36I mean, being kicked out of home, that was bad enough, but at least they were honest.
00:57:41That's just awful.
00:57:42I know.
00:57:44No one should live like that.
00:57:46So what do you do?
00:57:47You do whatever you have to do to live and to love.
00:57:55And to love yourself.
00:57:59There's no guarantees that others are going to love you.
00:58:03Or that you'll even love them.
00:58:05What do you mean?
00:58:06It's like seeing a reflection in a shop window.
00:58:22If you're happy, you're happy to have no fear.
00:58:23That you're happy to have no fear.
00:58:23That you've got no fear.
00:58:28Because you're happy to have no fear.
00:58:29That you're happy.
00:58:36Maybe the hell it's hard to have no fear.
00:58:39But that's what I'm gonna do.
00:58:42Like I'm gonna say.
00:58:42You know something like that physically?
00:58:44The saddest.
00:58:47What if the one comes along?
00:58:50Then you run like hell.
00:58:53So what do you do now?
00:58:56For love?
00:58:57Yeah, for love.
00:58:59To be connected to someone.
00:59:03Well, life is about choices.
00:59:06About choosing who you really want to be.
00:59:11And if you want to lie, it's fine.
00:59:14Lie.
00:59:15We all do.
00:59:17If you want to be the absolute best at what you do,
00:59:21then do that too.
00:59:24It's your choice.
00:59:26And it's up to you to live, honey.
00:59:31To really live.
00:59:37And there is nothing more exhilarating than that.
00:59:48Oi, bitch.
00:59:49Look who I found spying on you.
00:59:51Hi, baby.
00:59:53Nikki, let me introduce you to the most amazing woman on the planet.
01:00:00My mum.
01:00:01Hi, Nick.
01:00:02Hey.
01:00:03Lovely to meet you.
01:00:04Nice to meet you too.
01:00:07Hi, honey.
01:00:08Why didn't you tell me you got back from holidays so soon?
01:00:11I wanted to surprise you.
01:00:15I love you, Mum.
01:00:16I love you too, sweetheart.
01:00:18Talk to me.
01:00:20What's up, sweetheart?
01:00:21Are you okay?
01:00:24I'll be okay.
01:00:26I love you so much and I am so proud of you.
01:00:30I see how professional your shows are.
01:00:32I look at how far you've come.
01:00:34You're beautiful, darling.
01:00:35You're absolutely fabulous.
01:00:37I love you, darling.
01:00:46Hang on.
01:00:48Is that my dress?
01:00:53You seeing anyone?
01:00:58No.
01:00:59Not really.
01:01:00When are you and Kat going to get her together?
01:01:03I don't know.
01:01:05I don't know if it's her thing.
01:01:07I really don't.
01:01:10I think it is.
01:01:12What do I know?
01:01:14I sit out here, I see everything.
01:01:18That's why I'm here.
01:01:25I've been working on a song for you.
01:01:28You have?
01:01:29Yeah, you want to hear it?
01:01:30Yeah.
01:01:31I want to hear it.
01:01:33Let's hear it.
01:01:34Yay.
01:01:42Why you would not comfort me
01:01:49You saw it all as you would see
01:01:57At times I wished you'd take my hand
01:02:05Guide me through unknown lands
01:02:10To look you in the eye
01:02:13When I ask you why
01:02:17To listen to your voice
01:02:20To let me know my choice
01:02:24And it all comes back to you
01:02:36Hey.
01:02:37Her.
01:02:43So, um, we need to talk.
01:02:48Okay.
01:02:51I know you've been avoiding me.
01:02:54Maybe.
01:02:55I don't get it.
01:02:57We love spending time together.
01:02:58We have so much fun.
01:03:00And obviously the sex is amazing.
01:03:04And now you're dating that Chris guy.
01:03:06I just don't get it.
01:03:07I don't know.
01:03:08I don't know how I feel.
01:03:09It's not an excuse, but yeah.
01:03:13Well, don't you feel us?
01:03:17You know, it's hard to explain to you
01:03:19Because you don't understand.
01:03:22You know exactly who you are.
01:03:25And you know what you want.
01:03:26And you have this amazing support system back home.
01:03:29I don't have any of that.
01:03:32And with Chris...
01:03:35With Chris, I know the deal.
01:03:36Right?
01:03:37There are no surprises.
01:03:40You know that this has absolutely nothing to do with you.
01:03:43Right?
01:03:43This is all me trying to figure everything out.
01:03:48Yeah.
01:03:49Okay.
01:04:06So how are you doing with it all?
01:04:08Oh, with the group you mean?
01:04:09That and other stuff.
01:04:13You know I didn't respond too well at first.
01:04:16I know that feeling.
01:04:19Yeah?
01:04:20Yeah.
01:04:22My sister, she's HIV positive.
01:04:25She still had two kids and had a great family.
01:04:32What are you thinking?
01:04:33Sort of thinking about it in a different way.
01:04:36Like I can imagine a different world with it.
01:04:38Not bad, just different.
01:04:42It takes people a long time to get to that point.
01:04:47I don't want to lie to myself.
01:04:49That, mister, is a plan.
01:04:54Let's go again.
01:04:59Oh my god!
01:05:01Oh my god!
01:05:05Oh my god!
01:05:07Oh my god!
01:05:08Oh my god!
01:05:09Oh my god!
01:05:09I can't believe you're here!
01:05:11I'm so excited!
01:05:14Only dogmatic in their opinion.
01:05:16Oh my god!
01:05:18Okay everyone, this is Gabby!
01:05:19Hi!
01:05:20Hi!
01:05:21This is Nick, Sam, and then Kat.
01:05:24Hi!
01:05:24Hi!
01:05:25Do you want anything to drink?
01:05:26Water?
01:05:27Yeah.
01:05:27Water?
01:05:28Water?
01:05:28Martini?
01:05:29Oh my god.
01:05:30Okay.
01:05:31You know what?
01:05:33Babe, you didn't say you had a household full of good looking people.
01:05:37I like her.
01:05:39So nice to meet you.
01:05:40Nice to meet you too.
01:05:41And I've heard so much about you too.
01:05:42All lies.
01:05:44I don't think so.
01:05:45Okay.
01:05:45So, are you guys together?
01:05:48Gabby!
01:05:49What?
01:05:50He's taking the news so well.
01:05:53I'm so proud of him.
01:05:57I'm so proud of you.
01:05:59Why?
01:06:00Because you just have to tell your best friend.
01:06:03I mean, you're the strong one.
01:06:05You've always been the strong one.
01:06:08You know, babe, I didn't come back just to see my family.
01:06:15I've come back because I want you to come back with me.
01:06:25I don't want to talk about that.
01:06:28Okay, but you're coming to LA for the holidays, right?
01:06:33Yeah.
01:06:34To visit my family.
01:06:36So, we can talk about it then.
01:06:42I'm gonna do a circuit phone.
01:06:44I'm gonna do a circuit phone.
01:06:56God, Gabby.
01:06:57Some things never change.
01:07:03I like the new Duke.
01:07:05Why?
01:07:11I don't even know why did we break up again.
01:07:16Well, we were young and scared, I guess.
01:07:19It's, you know, just one of those things.
01:07:23Kind of things.
01:07:26The kind of thing where, you know, I just wasn't moving forward and, you know, we went in different directions.
01:07:34I just got off the bus.
01:07:36We got off the bus.
01:07:38Babe.
01:07:39You know what I mean.
01:07:42It just stopped and, you know, we wanted different things.
01:07:47Yeah.
01:07:48You know, I did a really big thing and I moved here.
01:07:51But you didn't have to.
01:07:53Yes, I did.
01:07:54Why?
01:07:55Space and time.
01:07:57I had to find myself again.
01:07:59I ha-
01:08:01I had to be away from you, Gabby.
01:08:07Babe.
01:08:08I miss you.
01:08:11You know, LA isn't home without you.
01:08:15I want you to come back with me.
01:08:19I know.
01:08:21Come on.
01:08:34Guys, our last get together before Blake goes on holiday tomorrow.
01:08:38Cheers.
01:08:40Cheers, cheers, cheers.
01:08:41Cheers.
01:08:48Hey, Sam.
01:08:49Hey.
01:08:51Can you hear me, Kat?
01:08:52Thank you, Sam.
01:09:02Oh, hi.
01:09:03I didn't think we can.
01:09:04Yeah.
01:09:08Um, Blake, you need to sing us a song.
01:09:11Can we, can we, can we sing us a song, Blake?
01:09:13Your last song, please.
01:09:15Yes, come on.
01:09:15Last one more song.
01:09:16Yep.
01:09:17What?
01:09:17Everybody, Blake's going to sing the song?
01:09:19Yeah.
01:09:19Yep, here we go.
01:09:21Three, two, one.
01:09:23Fine.
01:09:24Okay.
01:09:25One.
01:09:27One, two, three.
01:09:27Why would you not comfort me?
01:09:31One, two, three.
01:09:33One, two, three.
01:09:34You saw it all you would see.
01:09:41One, two, three.
01:09:42At times, I wish you'd take my hand.
01:09:49Guide me through one moments
01:09:57Look you in the eye
01:10:00When I ask you why
01:10:04To listen to your voice
01:10:08To let me know my choice
01:10:12It all comes back to you
01:10:20And it all comes back to you
01:10:28Why did you not like my way
01:10:36I will never get to say
01:10:42Did you not see who I am
01:10:50Did you not understand
01:10:58But you close the door
01:11:01Won't see you no more
01:11:06Willing though I be
01:11:09The end has come I see
01:11:13And it all comes back to you
01:11:18Everybody back
01:11:19It all comes back to you
01:11:43I'm sorry Sam but
01:11:45Can someone else make the coffee from now on?
01:11:47How about you make it yourself?
01:11:49What's wrong with it?
01:11:49I like it
01:11:50No, sorry I had no
01:11:52Okay well the cultured people like it
01:11:54Yeah we like it
01:11:55So should we leave you two cultured ones alone then?
01:11:58Yeah probably yeah
01:11:59Off you go
01:12:00You actually seem so much happier Sam
01:12:02Thanks
01:12:03Yeah I think I am
01:12:04Just had to get my head around things
01:12:06Take my medication
01:12:07Eat vegetables again
01:12:10I'm proud of you
01:12:11I'm proud of you too
01:12:14So I hate to rain on the parade but
01:12:18I don't actually know if I'm coming back from LA
01:12:24Wait what?
01:12:28I just really miss my family
01:12:31But we're your family
01:12:32Yeah but my real family
01:12:36And you waited until now to tell us?
01:12:41Nice
01:12:44Well you don't want to keep your real family waiting so you should probably go
01:12:48Yeah actually the taxi is here so
01:12:53You're always welcome here you know that
01:12:55Thank you
01:12:55Come back for a holiday
01:12:56Okay thank you Sam
01:12:57I love you
01:13:03Nikki
01:13:06Bye Blakey
01:13:07Bye
01:13:07I'll try and come back soon
01:13:12Do you need any help?
01:13:15No it's okay
01:13:18Okay
01:13:20I guess I'm leaving
01:13:22Bye guys
01:13:23See ya
01:13:48Bye guys
01:13:50Bye guys
01:13:51Bye guys
01:13:51Bye guys
01:13:53Bye guys
01:13:53Bye guys
01:13:53Bye guys
01:13:53Bye guys
01:13:58Bye guys
01:13:59Bye guys
01:14:06.
01:14:11.
01:15:41It's going to be okay.
01:15:43Let me if you can.
01:15:44Yeah?
01:15:49Let's get off the road.
01:16:14Do what you want to do.
01:16:22It's only in your mind.
01:16:34Hear what you want to hear.
01:16:43Imagine we felt the same.
01:16:52Oh.
01:16:57Oh.
01:17:02Oh.
01:17:07Oh.
01:17:08Oh.
01:17:09Oh.
01:17:27Define me with all your words
01:17:32Then find me a lesson to be learned
01:17:37You can brand me or burn me
01:17:39And I won't let it hurt me
01:17:47Define me as what I am
01:17:51Then try me as just a simple man
01:17:56I'm no harm to you
01:17:58I'm just doing the best I can
01:18:04And if I'm defined by what I do
01:18:09Then what am I supposed to call you
01:18:14The shadow of a broken past you
01:18:20And if I can stand on my two feet
01:18:28I'll break the wall where we will meet
01:18:33I'll document our combination for you
01:18:42We're starting this party tonight
01:18:46Where people will be undefined
01:18:51And love who they want
01:18:55When the judgment is done
01:18:57And won't have to hide
01:19:02We're starting this party right now
01:19:07Where people can shake off their doubts
01:19:12And send out their love
01:19:14As it moves through the crowd
01:19:17And people can shout
01:19:20That they love a man
01:19:25Or they love a woman
01:19:30And no one will be judged for love
01:19:36And I can't be judged for who I am
01:19:44Define me with broad cliches
01:19:48But I won't undergo any hate for a stranger's mistake
01:19:52I've struggled through the boundaries of society's needs
01:19:57And now I'm not trying to please
01:19:59It's freeing to find me as God's child
01:20:06I'm human and we're only one
01:20:10This earth is as much mine as yours in the end
01:20:14So let's unite as friends
01:20:17And if I can lie in nature's bed
01:20:22Without the roses killing me dead
01:20:27I think the earth has got a point
01:20:31And we're a moving joins
01:20:35And if I can say my prayers at night
01:20:40I think I'm doing something right
01:20:44Let's open up a song of safety
01:20:48And carry through the night
01:20:52We're starting this party tonight
01:20:56Where people will be undefined
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