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00:08Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm Hugh, and I hope you're Hugh.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:19Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Hannah.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:32We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I love Tahoe!
00:35I am ready to conquer the snow!
00:40Yeah, Iris!
00:42I can't stop!
00:44Look at this!
00:50Hi, Maya, how are you?
00:51Hi, sorry, no.
00:52You got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:03Jeez!
01:05Hey, y'all!
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair!
01:11So you pick the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good, though?
01:18Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody,
01:37including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:43I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:46I am exhausted.
01:54I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check on, see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:24I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:30And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where is he going?
02:40We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:46I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:48What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:50Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, it's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling the critics, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian.
03:08Be friends with Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker.
03:21But she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, she's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:34Know what?
03:35Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:36Yeah.
03:37Nah, I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of my obvious.
03:42Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:50Like, we not over here talking shit on them or, like, don't want to be around them.
03:54Like, I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not...
03:56I'm cool with them.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping
04:02to get out of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys and
04:29it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you.
04:34I think you all are great people, but I have my own things to deal with.
04:38I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:43Sometimes I'm not, like, really present, but it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:49People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55In reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:05You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:17You know, it's just, like, being a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:20Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:22Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word, so it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We connected, I can't say what's up, nothing, she looked away.
05:31What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:42It might just be ego.
05:44Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:55I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:00I'm just very drawn off.
06:02Like, everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone, that's singling me out.
06:28It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally, like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39Like, I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:42But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:45The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:50Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:55I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
07:12That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15I brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend.
07:32Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella, but I think she always tries to bring
08:00everybody together and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the withhold right
08:09now because of the friendships and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces, in the same
08:23rooms as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya.
08:43I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian
08:49for $20,000.
08:50And I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her.
08:56And I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:58I respect each one of you and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just like a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those like schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not like completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's going to push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just, I have a flight and I'm going to leave.
09:20You can leave.
09:21That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out, it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but like, that's.
09:42She does have a flight though.
09:44But like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad.
09:53And I'm not somebody that's like, when I'm having a hard time, I can fake it with a smile
09:57on my face and that can come off as like bitchy or rude, I guess, but I just kind of
10:03have
10:03to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay.
10:05I'm not standing for that.
10:15I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:17She's being vulnerable and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:32I've seen her going through some mental stuff and I give her so much grace, but I'm not
10:39part of the situation.
10:40And I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
10:43Because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:46She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything like to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know.
10:58I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling though?
11:00How are you?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry.
11:04I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night.
11:12Let's go to bed.
11:16I'll catch y'all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I'm turning you into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like where he's like, that's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my head.
11:33You just need to sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris.
11:35You're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:53Brr.
11:54Big brr.
11:55Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss you.
12:00Ooh, I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:10You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we're going to have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:26So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:31I like New York and I like L.A., but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:43before all of this was introduced, the life coaching in school and, you know, that side
12:50of things.
12:50I'm just going to stay in North Carolina, travel to New York and L.A. for work, and I'm
12:56going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So, with content creation, social media, this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:12I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:20Clark decided to stay in North Carolina, showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger
13:25picture and not just trying to, you know, live in the moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of a slower pace, not as bad traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38Sips tea.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Yeah.
13:49Shit.
13:49Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:58They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:07We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11If these are exes, no, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much power.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:21The problem is with Iris and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text with Grayson.
14:29December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:31Yeah, and I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:34Did you guys squash it?
14:35I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in, like, you know, because what
14:45was I doing the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home, and I still made a point to make sure she was
14:53still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them, and for them to just say this out of nowhere to
15:07me is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back and always listening to me, and always being there for me and giving
15:15me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:17And I love you.
15:19Thank you for always being there for me.
15:20I love you, too.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody, and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love I love you.
15:59Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:01Waking up, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:04Oh, oh, oh, oh, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:07Good morning.
16:08Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather around.
16:14Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowmobiling.
16:19Fuck.
16:20All right.
16:21Come on, everybody.
16:21Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
16:24Yay!
16:25Yay!
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31All right.
16:31All right.
16:34I got something to prove
16:37and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go.
16:42Go, go, go.
16:44Oh, my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53We going snowmobiling.
16:55Hi, guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:58Couples shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa.
17:07We got heels and shit?
17:09Oh, my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Oh, damn.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Nah, bro.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:18Oh, shit.
17:22Ty?
17:22Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh, my God.
17:28Poor Grayson.
17:31Ow.
17:37Yeah, buddy.
17:44Oh, hell.
17:47Yo, how you making this shit go faster, dawg?
17:49Little dude, no, we ain't in competition, okay?
17:51This is couple versus couple.
17:52They don't even know.
17:52Stop.
17:53But.
17:54Damn.
17:57Better going to throw back.
17:59Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo
18:04-hoo-hoo.
18:04Woo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo-hoo.
18:04Oh, no, that is great.
18:09Yes!
18:10Yes!
18:11Yeah!
18:12And that's what I call a rival in this style, bitches.
18:16Ha-ha.
18:19are you having fun uh yeah you uh yeah i mean it's like yesterday um
18:31i feel like we need to talk though um for sure what's on your mind i think that when it
18:39comes to
18:40us and our friendship i want the flaring to actually stop for good i'll bet all right then
18:47i'll stop that's fair but i've never once like led you on no that's not true how's it not you
18:55i think everybody online just assumes you're with jeremiah i know
19:03look at this
19:07good morning i'm very transparent with you about where i stand friendship best friend but i don't
19:17feel like you act like you're my friend we're flaring we're posting a lot of content together
19:25so everybody thinks we're together and we're not
19:31yes we flirt together yes and if you want that to stop that's cool but the mix say no singer
19:36slide
19:37well it's you always who stars it's always you you got it hey no i don't no i'm no i
19:44don't want to
19:45make i promise we're good
20:07well that went bad i think if you care about me as your friend why are you hurting my feelings
20:14like
20:15you're literally playing with me
20:18what up mama
20:23are we gonna stay on
20:34hey maya can i talk to you for a quick second about what uh i'm respecting your boundaries and that's
20:42kind of what i just really quick just want to touch on the only thing i want to say is
20:47i wouldn't do
20:48anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries i just feel like the boundaries switched
20:54and if you real quick was like brian real on some real we can't really greet each other i'm just
21:01doing
21:01this for me in my relationship i would have been like cool noted like we're good the only thing i
21:06felt hella like slapped in the face with was like the dinner table thing at the end of the day
21:12if i don't
21:12fuck with someone i just don't fuck with you i thought the the dinner thing was a little much for
21:18someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural way like that's why i was like even questioning like
21:23is
21:23that about me i mean if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi
21:30that's a
21:31you problem no but that's not something i'm cool with and that's not something my man's cool with
21:35and we will never be not for sure no i see that and that's cool like i'm not negating that
21:39at all
21:40especially with this new relationship that i have right now that i'm very content in i don't want
21:48anything especially brian boundaries confusion to destroy this beautiful love story that i have
21:58currently going on we gave each other a hug in palm springs right we said hi boom that's it that's
22:03it how are you love good good good it's not like i was giving you like it was a hair
22:09it was a heritage
22:10thing we know that like we we both went through that like with with the villa thing i'm not trying
22:15to say that you came in there with the tension of trying to be malicious or anything like that
22:19but what i'm saying is that before we were just saying hi keeping it casual but now as my
22:25relationship is progressing it's like i don't even want to say hi to you and that's fine i was just
22:29confused i'm gonna pull me for a chat right now no i know just because it was like this is
22:32the last
22:33day on the trip like i was just confused as in like if i really od disrespected it or something
22:37like that that is being disrespectful okay then i apologize for that that won't happen again well you go
22:42that way i'll go this way and that's cool like that's what it is that's literally what it is yes
22:46it's wild to hear that she thinks i was trying to disrespect her relationship uh i hope that works
22:52out like i really do i've wished her nothing but the best god bless god bless
23:01that is literally the clarity i need book is closed and it's sent away i'm happy that
23:07that was clear a lot whatever the fuck happened right there because motherfucker don't even
23:12fucking come near me yeah are you crazy you see how long my motherfucking hair is when i flip it
23:17that's how far you got to stay back away from back the fuck up from me and my bitch the
23:24fuck all right can i can i can i jump and go all right hold on christopher please be careful
23:31do you have
23:31gloves no gloves i'm such a mom let me just relax he's nuts he's literally nuts no
23:42shit's so weird bro he was like i've always been clear we're friends what he said that yeah i'm like
23:47i'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird the day before the bar he kissed me yeah
23:53i never
23:53said that to make him look bad yeah so how you oh gotcha oh my god too late okay i'm
24:01your
24:01best friend but you kissed me two days ago but not only just kissing me but also being all over
24:08me i think he's trying to protect his image you've never escalated it even though we're flirting at the
24:16end of the day like i know we're just friends i'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize that
24:20has she ever tried to escalate things with you no i have all the test messages it's always him testing
24:27me i'm like we're friends we don't need to talk every day he's like hey just checking on you don't
24:31fucking check on me yeah me and team our friends he's not checking on me you should sometimes
24:39i just grace it with my life i forgot how to start it already i'm not even gonna hold you
24:44i forgot how to start it already y'all keep walking over here okay
24:48you're talking yeah bye
24:54this is getting all over again at the end of the day i think that when you use words and
25:00say things
25:00like i let you or i allow you it gives a false perception that it was one-sided i never
25:07said that
25:08i said you're always the one to initiate everything and i follow like i do it back yeah that feels
25:14like
25:15different than like mutual though like it just feels like i'm like just annoying you or on your body
25:19crazy no because i always said it's fun and i like it but it has to stop because that's smooth
25:25like
25:25that's all you had to say i feel like the conversation but i think i said the same thing just
25:29in different words but at the end of the day it's like you want the flirting to stop i'm so
25:33down for that
25:35i guess i mean after this trip i guess i'll see you around i'll see you around is crazy i
25:43mean i don't
25:43know what okay good at first i didn't understand where anjun is coming from because i was like i'm
25:53telling you we're just friends how are you getting mixed signals but if i'm telling you we're just
25:56friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends that's how you get mixed signals come come over
26:02yeah it's my hair messed up i can't even see anything i can't even see you what are you gonna
26:06do it she knows the type of conversation we need to have she's already texting me this morning crying
26:11we don't need to do this if you don't want to she was basically giving me an out like dead
26:15ass she
26:16gonna take that bad either way but how was you planning to do it in the first place off camera
26:20coco keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk to her off camera i know my boy chris
26:25is uh scared
26:26to talk to coco because he's scared that courtney might come out but i think he should just rip
26:32the band-aid off instead of like having it lingered on because the longest it lingers on and he
26:36doesn't want to be part of it anymore the real courtney gonna come out i hope he does it quick
26:41because it's only going to get worse and respect their wishes because if you don't she'll get more
26:45mad at you for not respecting her wishes that's what i'm saying okay all right guys i'm ready to go
26:50back
26:50to the honest video yeah i'm starving i'm cold
26:58i feel like today was the first day i was finally able to enjoy myself fully i really had such
27:03a
27:03great time it was so fun
27:10time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here
27:18oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25i didn't even get to wear my fur
27:29tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end i feel like the division just grew
27:34more
27:36prominent and i hate that for us guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset i had a great time in
27:48tahoe
27:48there were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird but we're a big family at the
27:55end of the day we went through a very unique experience together and i'm just so happy to have these
28:14friendships
28:14i think we got a good this is eight bars from last time yeah and i think we got a
28:21nice little record
28:22here honestly i'm excited my team and i are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want
28:30to make sure that all of the girlies all the papayas are you know what the dads could dance to
28:34it too
28:49since you were sick in tahoe did you even get to talk to grayson wait how was that for you
28:53though
28:53seeing her it was fine we're both just kind of at the understanding now it's just not like gonna happen
28:58you're gonna kick with her oh yeah like i mean she's a really great friend do you know what i
29:04mean
29:05andreena just texted me put it on dream this side i love you i miss you where you at
29:10no i'm just kidding i'm gonna give it 10 minutes to the flight and stuff
29:13fuck off
29:27thank you
29:37what's up brother how we doing good to see you bro long time no see my name is nick vance
29:43i'm from
29:43jacksonville florida you might know me from season seven love island
29:47feeling hella dope cause i am if i was a mama i would be the main man i'm a mom
29:58i'm a mom
29:59quick hurry up get in what the fuck
30:05you might not and if you don't my name is nick vance cheers bro good to see you man as
30:11well
30:12how's wifey how's wifey great bro we're now dating and everything so sick yeah i've been staying
30:17with her for a little while i'm with jeremiah all the time i'm with hannah iris like pepe all the
30:22time
30:22no he honestly hasn't been showing up really is there beef there's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27took away from iris and i's relationship but uh we're not on the same page we uh you know we'll
30:34just
30:34we're just not gonna be friends i'm not that surprised that you know that there's tension
30:38since the beginning of time girls will make men go crazy pepe and i are boys i just support both
30:44my boys at the end of the day like i stay out of it where'd you get that thing bro
30:48well andrew got
30:49it for me oh really that's fire bro it's dancing i gave her a present and um i like filmed
30:55it for
30:55my youtube video or whatever and people started like crashing out like why the i guess like the louis
31:00box was it was small oh like people were like oh like he didn't get her shit yeah oh my
31:07god i got her
31:08something good but that that's like some of the toughest things like since the villa like dealing
31:13with the public and like everyone watching everything and like have an opinion i think it's
31:17like it's crazy yeah because like you kind of control like the narrative in a little bit of a
31:21way like i only let people see like 10 i think there is some things that we keep private but
31:28we post
31:29every day basically it's just a part of our daily life so the public knows majority of what's going on
31:34in our lives so i saw alandria went to the golden globes yeah yeah you couldn't make it or something
31:42i never got the invite in the mail my car kit moving so that's my home address yeah yeah no
31:48but
31:48next year i want yeah i really want to get into acting and like yeah what's your plans you think
31:52you're moving out here or anything or you know like the djing's so time consuming and like i go back
31:58and forth every other day dude i've been i've been debating it for forever but i don't know it's
32:04it's kind of not my vibe here yeah talk about long distance like is that hard for you yeah i
32:10mean like
32:10it's literally the opposite sides of the country yeah what about you she's in houston so it's like
32:15only two and a half hours away but at the same time it's like she is never in houston and
32:21i'm never in
32:22florida so it's like you guys are so busy and everything how do you make time for each other
32:25it's it's rough i mean i'm in a club like probably wednesday through saturday and she's 99 doing a
32:34shoot throughout the week or whatever but honestly our schedules have been like aligning up pretty
32:38nicely like she coincidentally was in la yesterday so we got dinner and chilled kicked it i mean just
32:45pray that it aligns iris and i are the same way but you know she has a lot more going
32:50on than i
32:50obviously do but i i have more with like the real estate and the stuff over in tampa so that's
32:56kind
32:56of like where we are like a little off schedule i've never really done a long distance relationship
33:03before so it's it's very new to me and there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance
33:09but iris and
33:10i were making the long distance work i feel like we don't get to see each other every single day
33:14so
33:14when we are together we're making sure that it's quality time spent it's so good to see you bro
33:19yeah thank you for coming out of course
33:39oh you look good yeah i like this necklace thank you thank you uh you look cute
33:49thank you so you and tj how are you guys doing you guys said i love you like officially yeah
33:57we
33:58were in bed so i was like oh i love you oh he's always there for me like you know
34:03sebastian like
34:03he's always like there for you and always has your back that's what we needed this whole time when
34:09are you going to aruba during valentine's day i told myself no more cold places i like tahoe
34:15though it was beautiful it was really beautiful i was just going through it yeah and i felt like
34:20everybody was kind of like attacking you the thing is i was just not having like i was not doing
34:24good
34:25and like i feel like that's okay i feel like my friends would like know that we know i just
34:32feel like
34:33people don't understand how i deal with things because it's different than the way that they deal
34:38with things like i'm doing my best and it's just really hard that like i feel like everybody's just
34:44going against me i always say like you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want
34:50to be around you and the people that don't don't you know and like that's okay doesn't this spot on
34:55my
34:56my set kind of look like a penis it does that one's a penis i was staring at it right
35:02now i was like
35:03ah i feel dirty
35:14oh
35:15so cute
35:23hi baby how are you
35:25Let's see.
35:26Where's Gray?
35:28Yes, yes, yes.
35:30Ah, there she is.
35:32Hey, what's up?
35:35Hi, guys.
35:36You look good, girl.
35:38You look good.
35:39I'm like a Twilight vampire right now.
35:41No, stop.
35:42Don't say that.
35:43We love the little Edward moment, though.
35:45Ooh.
35:45Ooh.
35:46We all got the same thing.
35:48Thank you so much.
35:50Wow, these look good.
35:51That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked to many since the trip.
35:57But I mean, it's only been like a week, so.
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit, but.
36:01Yeah, me too.
36:02She was kind of nice.
36:02She kind of was like in her corner a little bit.
36:05I just wish there was like no animosity, no tension.
36:09Obviously, like, Hannah asked me.
36:11So it's like, if you're going to ask me, I have to speak on it.
36:14I understand what you're saying, but I'm also really happy
36:17that you did speak your mind, because otherwise,
36:19that's something that you would have been like holding in.
36:22Yeah.
36:24All of that aside, have you spoke to Chris lately?
36:27How have you guys been?
36:29Girl.
36:31Mmm.
36:31I feel like.
36:33Mmm.
36:34What's that look?
36:35Don't piss me off.
36:37I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off.
36:40I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it, we can.
36:43Yeah.
36:50You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and it didn't feel like that.
37:02It felt almost like a drag.
37:05It felt like.
37:06Yeah.
37:06He was just sweeping it out of the rug.
37:08During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't going to get what I needed from him in a relationship.
37:13There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked.
37:16Hey, watch my board, bruh.
37:18Watch your board?
37:19I gotta handle something.
37:21Oh, my God.
37:23You gotta pick it up.
37:24I'm having a hard time.
37:24I'm not a baby, but at the same time, when I'm with a man, I'm his baby.
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:33We did.
37:34It was very inconsistent communication.
37:37And now we've kind of, like, called things off.
37:39So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done.
37:43I don't like the story.
37:44The ending was better in my head.
37:47Girl, me too, but no babes.
37:50I have a ride.
37:52I ain't going nowhere, I know, I know.
37:55I ain't going nowhere, I have a ride.
37:58Oh.
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:01What up, Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy.
38:04I know.
38:04Big guy.
38:05We got boundaries, brother.
38:06Boundaries.
38:08Hey, how are you?
38:09Hi, Mariah.
38:10How are you?
38:10Sorry, no.
38:12You got makeup?
38:12No, it's just that my relationship and boundaries.
38:16Hey.
38:17High dive forward.
38:18Yeah, that's stupid, man.
38:20You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bro.
38:23God, ain't Koda?
38:24Koda's already tired?
38:25He went to the park earlier.
38:27Yeah, that's...
38:28You done for the day, huh?
38:29No.
38:30Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet
38:33for a little bit out here that they do in L.A.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he about to be eight.
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill.
38:39That's what I'm saying, bro.
38:40Like, he's not about to be shredded.
38:43I'm gonna be officially moved out here in February.
38:46Word.
38:46Yeah.
38:47Did you find a spot?
38:47Yeah.
38:48Oh, shit, okay.
38:49I went to Hollywood.
38:50Being in L.A. the past few months and going from the East Coast
38:54to the West Coast has definitely been adjustment,
38:56but I can't lie, I can't deny this.
38:58The weather and the views.
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Cali, I'll say that.
39:01It's just about that time.
39:02All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so...
39:04Yeah.
39:06You wanna chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro.
39:08I think Koda need a break.
39:11Huh, Barry?
39:12I'm hella excited, bro, moving out here.
39:13Yeah, me too, bro.
39:15I'm gonna spend the summer out here and stuff like that, so...
39:17Uh-huh.
39:17How are you, though, bro, since Tahoe?
39:19Since that whole situation and everything?
39:22Really good, bro.
39:23Really?
39:23Honestly.
39:24Like, that was, like...
39:26Cause, obviously, we left off, like...
39:28When we first, Tahoe was cool and everything,
39:30and then Tahoe kind of, like, everything switched.
39:32Yeah.
39:32But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial.
39:34Like, that chapter's been closed.
39:36I feel like I closed a chapter in some part of my life, bro,
39:39and I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in L.A.
39:41Yeah.
39:41Starting fresh and stuff like that, so...
39:43How are you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot.
39:47How's stuff with you and Koko?
39:50We're done.
39:51Really?
39:52Mm-hmm.
39:53Yeah, I told you we should just be friends, bro.
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
39:59just where I am in life right now, bro.
40:01Yeah.
40:02I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done.
40:07Koko was raised by a single dad, and, you know,
40:09he instilled some expectations and treatment
40:12that, you know, a man should be giving her,
40:14which any dad should do.
40:15I would do that for my own daughter.
40:17I think when you're on the other side
40:18and you're actually dating the girl
40:20that has those expectations from her father,
40:23I think it's a little tough.
40:24What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro.
40:31Another one bites the dust.
40:33Wait, so you guys are, like, done?
40:35You called it quits?
40:36I gave him some space and then kind of reached out.
40:39I kind of let him know, like, hey,
40:41I'm going to keep the band with you.
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent.
40:44In the beginning, I felt like you were really invested
40:47and excited to get closer to me,
40:49but I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel.
40:52And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian.
40:57He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:00I was just like, oh, well,
41:02maybe he's just dealing with whatever personal things
41:05he has going on.
41:06And then I go on Instagram and I'm like,
41:08oh, you're at the club in a section.
41:11You're outside.
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text.
41:15Did you speak with him after the club,
41:17or did you just see him in the club?
41:18I did, I did.
41:19Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that.
41:21I did, I sent him a message.
41:22I know I kind of brought it up the other night,
41:24but I'm bringing it up again,
41:25because it's kind of weighing on me.
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer
41:29to a person you really, really like.
41:31And if this is truly not that,
41:33we don't have to do this.
41:34The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate.
41:37And we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quid.
41:39I really wish we would've just stayed friends.
41:42He doesn't have the experience of having, like,
41:44a girlfriend right in front of him that he has to court regularly.
41:48You know what I mean?
41:48And I just don't have the energy to teach a 27-year-old man how to do that.
41:55No.
41:55There's nothing wrong with that at all.
41:57Like, you know exactly what you want.
41:59And if you weren't getting exactly what you want,
42:02like, you're not trying to waste your time.
42:03You're not trying to waste his time.
42:05And it's not even a one.
42:06It's just a bare minimum.
42:07You know, when you get to know somebody, it's dating.
42:09It's going out and, like, courting properly
42:12and, like, being attentive and, like,
42:14because you want to pay attention to what this person does
42:16and how this person is, I just, I require that kind of attentiveness.
42:22Shay, I mean, you tried.
42:24Yeah, I did.
42:25I really tried.
42:26I stepped up romantically.
42:29I handle situations in a grown matter, in my opinion.
42:34With me dating Coco for these last two or three months,
42:37I think it gave me a new perception on what I want for my future.
42:42It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate,
42:45what I will put up with, and what I will accept,
42:49and also what I want going forward.
42:51I think I need a day older.
42:53Someone who's more established.
42:55I want a queen, bro.
42:56I don't want a princess.
42:57That make sense?
42:59Like, I want my girl to have her own.
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career
43:04and what she wants in life, knows what she wants
43:06and how she wants to go about it.
43:08Like, a real woman.
43:11Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment.
43:16All the time.
43:17Damn, sheesh.
43:19That's really a lot, fam.
43:20Granted, see how you feel, bro.
43:22Shit.
43:23Can't really work out.
43:25I think for now, it's single Chris, all 26.
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time.
43:30What I want to do, where I want to go.
43:31Okay.
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open.
43:33Riding dirty.
43:36Enough about me, honey.
43:38Y'all peep this off lunch.
43:41Oz, what do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking about Austin child.
43:45Oh, boy.
43:47You know, seeing Austin post his relationship
43:51with the girl that he had told me
43:54he wasn't going in that direction with,
43:56it was kind of a shock.
43:58But at the same time, no, it wasn't.
44:01Because I always knew that there was something going on
44:03and he just kind of made me feel like I was crazy.
44:07And it's like...
44:09Baby, I mean...
44:09Clearly I wasn't.
44:10Clearly she wasn't.
44:11I didn't imagine.
44:12I really just want Austin to be happy.
44:15And if this makes him happy, then I'm happy for him.
44:18So, I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him.
44:21It was just kind of like...
44:25People lost us and that's not our loss.
44:28But we have each other and we found each other
44:30through our hearts.
44:32Yeah.
44:33And, like, I'm so grateful.
44:35Like, I see you guys at my wedding.
44:36Like, I see you guys going through life experiences.
44:38I won't cry. Stop.
44:39But do you know what I mean?
44:40Like, you know, it's really special.
44:42Like, and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted
44:45through it, you know?
44:46Yeah.
44:46And just because we didn't find it with everyone,
44:48how lucky are we to have found it with even just us?
44:51Oof.
44:52So, don't cry.
44:53Don't cry.
44:54Don't cry.
44:55No.
44:56That's when I came into the Love Island experience,
44:59like, hoping for.
45:01Girl, you know, don't make me cry.
45:05And...
45:09Maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did,
45:12but...
45:13Yeah.
45:14I'm just, I'm glad that, like, at least we have each other.
45:17No matter where you go, you are never alone.
45:36Oh, my God. Damn.
45:40This is way more work than I expected.
45:43Oh, my nursing graduation cat.
45:48I'm gonna put this here for now.
45:51Oh, my gosh.
45:53To finally be in my own place, my own apartment,
45:56my own castle, it feels so free.
46:00And Papa Papaya approves.
46:03I don't like this.
46:04It's like a flower growing out of power shit.
46:08I still can see the look in his face
46:11that he doesn't want to let his little papaya go,
46:14but he does approve, and he knows that I'm safe,
46:17which is the most important part.
46:19This is crazy.
46:20Like, how much lip gloss a girl needs?
46:25Ah!
46:27Come, Miss Clarkies.
46:30Amaya.
46:31What's up, baby girl?
46:33I miss you.
46:33I miss you more.
46:35I'm at my castle, and no matter how much I unpack, bro,
46:40the boxes just keep coming back.
46:42It's like a bad nightmare.
46:43There's always more.
46:44There's more.
46:45There's more.
46:47But no, honestly, like, I'm really happy
46:49that I just finally have a place where I could call home,
46:53just a place where I feel like I've worked for, you know?
46:57I'm so happy for you. Oh, my God.
46:59Wait, do you want to see?
47:00Do you want to see the apartment?
47:01Did I show you?
47:02Yes. Give me a tour.
47:03Okay, let me give you a tour.
47:04This is one of my closets.
47:07We're trying to do what I was saying, period, period.
47:09This is the bathroom.
47:10I'm going to make this into, like, old Hollywood country style.
47:14And I also have a balcony.
47:16You can see the water.
47:17Wait, literally, you can see the water from here,
47:19and then that's the city.
47:21Oh, my God.
47:23The fact that I'm here,
47:24been in my home together, it's like, wow.
47:27I can't believe it.
47:28I can't believe it.
47:30I'm just very, very proud of myself,
47:31and I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile.
47:36I just also wanted to say thank you.
47:39You were such a great support system on this journey.
47:42It really does mean a lot,
47:43and I really do have a lot of love for you.
47:45Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things
47:49and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating,
47:52and I have so many things that I want to accomplish,
47:55putting myself back into the cheer world,
47:58owning multiple businesses,
48:00and just continuing to grow into the best version of myself.
48:05What's tea? What's next for Amaya Papaya?
48:12I'm just going to continue on following my journey.
48:18I'm so proud of you.
48:20You're doing big things,
48:21and even bigger, it's coming up.
48:23They don't even know Amaya.
48:25When somebody calls your name,
48:27you just have to go for it, you know?
48:29Exactly.
48:29It's your passion.
48:30This past year just taught me a lot of resilience
48:33and to keep on having faith,
48:35and when life gives you lemons,
48:37make the fucking lemonade.
48:39I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
48:42Men who are gynecologist kind of freak me out.
48:44You know I got a 97 on my vagina exam?
48:47We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji,
48:51but this ending is better.
48:53Yeah.
48:53This is so cute.
48:54What do you mean, my girlfriend?
48:55Oh, yes.
48:56TJ.
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be, and...
48:59Look at us now.
49:00Look at us now.
49:01We made it.
49:02We made it!
49:09We made it!
49:11We made it!
49:12We made it!
49:14We made it!
49:14We made it!
49:15I never would have thought I could be doing long distance.
49:19I don't think anybody would choose this.
49:23It's strengthened our relationship.
49:25It has made me more hopeful for what the future looks like for us.
49:32Christmas, TJ.
49:33It's a Friendsgiving.
49:34My life in a year should have been my life over the span of like six years.
49:40There's so many opportunities that lie ahead.
49:42I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies.
49:48You know I met somebody yesterday and she told me,
49:51I'm gluten free.
49:53Fuck is gluten?
49:53My first time in the west coast was this past summer and now I'm moving here.
49:58It's so crazy.
49:59And this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways that I needed to change.
50:03And hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy ass show and met you.
50:21Me too.
50:22And guess what?
50:23We have more crazy ass memories to be more made, okay?
50:26So get prepared.
50:27Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
50:36Why not bring a white Christmas to LA?
50:42Good day.
50:42Good day!
50:44Good day!
50:45Good day!
50:46Tomorrow night, a new bombshell enters the villa.
50:49Yeah guys, like I got a few properties.
50:51Oh!
50:52Oh!
50:54Oh!
50:54Oh!
50:55Oh!
50:56That was good!
50:58Oh!
51:00Oh!
51:04Oh!
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