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00:04I'm nervous I'm gonna take it one step at a time I'm absolutely petrified 12 virgins are
00:12traveling to a unique island retreat that could change their lives forever this has made me the
00:19strangest day of my life being a virgin at the age of 22 feels very lonely I've just sort of
00:26given up all hope in a world saturated with sex more young adults than ever are caught in an
00:33intimacy epidemic the thought of having sex with someone scares me it gives me the ick I don't feel
00:39confident I'm missing out terrified of the thought of it nerve-wracking gut-wrenching embarrassing
00:45all I think about is what I'm gonna get wrong can you point to the outer labia nope now
00:56they're getting a crash course in intimacy social media porn dating apps there are so
01:03many negative messages and we can help them blossom use it by stimulating the area guided
01:09by a team of experts you see yourself as proposal they'll confront their insecurities I'm hiding
01:16how upset actually do you feel exploring intimacy in every form yes yes good and maybe
01:28have sex with a trained therapist desperate times call for desperate measures
01:35or even one another why are you nervous around me I don't know it's so good I really do need
01:42to
01:42change my life the question is get a room guys who will finally be ready just like a bit anxious
01:50to go
01:51all the way on virgin island in the first phase of the course shame really interrupts pleasure the group
02:09confronted their shame I got it now you're having excellent Bertie made small steps forward what do
02:15you think but witnessing intimacy stirred up joy's feelings of religious shame I literally thought
02:23that God cursed me with vaginismus to stop me from having sex and Alex revealed the extent of his
02:29anxiety any for your thoughts the main overriding thing is still that worry of not getting an erection the
02:37phase ended for me shame is feeling ugly sorry with the group letting their shame go up in flames now
02:51things are set to escalate imagine that your cock is going inside my vagina with the second phase of
02:58the course good turn-ons in society a lot of people feel ashamed to talk about sex it can be
03:05very
03:06embarrassing take a moment to look at your vulva but to have a really fulfilling sex life you have to
03:12know what turns you on good morning morning it's the morning of day three on virgin island oh here we
03:30go
03:31and time for the group to discover what's in store over the next two days the next phase is turn
03:38-ons I
03:39think turn-ons might involve a lot of dirty talk it is quite a step up from hugging and stroking
03:44people's arms talking about like what turns you on is a private thing but I guess nothing is private on
03:51this island I'm feeling nervous and tense over this it's gonna be a very big challenge turn-ons guys
04:04your aim is to find everyone's turn-ons thing is I know all my turn-ons but talking about it
04:12feels quite
04:13daunting if one of the guys gets a boner like they're gonna be like we're so proud of you I'm
04:20very
04:20nervous it just all feels like something I'm not allowed to think about like oh my gosh no no no
04:26no no
04:31you ready to know your turn-ons no do you know you don't know how it sounds the group may
04:38be sexual
04:39beginners hi but Celeste and Danielle want them to imagine they're experts and embrace their turn-ons
04:51people get really confused they're like what turns me on is it positions or do I need to buy a
04:57new toy
04:57but what really turns us on is the feeling that we get during sex we call this our core desires
05:06this is the cornerstone of the whole course everyone should know their core desires if you
05:11want to have an amazing sex life find out what you want to feel during sex and tell your partners
05:15for me in sex it's all about feeling very special I want to feel powerful I want to feel like
05:24they're
05:24lucky to have me and for me I really like to feel like I'm the queen people have many different
05:32feelings
05:33that they want to have during sex and all of them are beautiful we don't shame any of them so
05:38you can
05:39just lie down relax to get them in the mood Danielle begins with a visualization exercise wanted to start
05:50thinking about a fantasy that you might be having it can be something that you saw in a movie or
05:59some
05:59erotics that you read and then start noticing what is the feeling that you want to feel in that moment
06:10you might want to feel loved or precious might want to feel masterful desired
06:23whenever you're ready come back sit at the edge of your mat
06:29with their core desires in mind thank you the experts want the group to write them down on a stone
06:36and share with each other okay just play knots and crosses okay so who feel like they're ready to come
06:57up
07:01i'm gonna go great wonderful for joy her desires have always been complicated when i was in year seven
07:08and eight i thought it wasn't okay to be gay um i spoke to a church pastor when he started
07:16going on a rant
07:17about gay people being really sexual and slutty and promiscuous and i realized myself that i was bisexual
07:25but sex with a woman is like an undiscovered landscape i do feel a bit guilty for wanting to explore
07:33it
07:35so i put uh cherished um revered uh lost in the moment free and ultimately ravished yay that's my girl
07:51as others step up i'll do it some themes emerge for me i think the most important thing is to
07:57feel
07:57wanted feeling wanted i've put wanted i've mainly put wanted and appreciated are common desires i want
08:05to feel loved loved everyone wants to feel loved i've only got pampered on mine special praised and then
08:12it will feel like nice have a safe space while some want to be dominated i want to feel on
08:17edge and
08:18teased dominated i feel like a little bit of a perv telling you this but yeah we love pervs we
08:23love
08:27so far only 24 year old bertie hasn't stepped up
08:33i do a lot of volunteering work in charity fundraising events i'm the one to try and get a lot
08:41of rich
08:42people to give money for charity we're disappointed in it but uh but when it comes to discussing you know
08:49sexual things i don't see myself as a a confident player uh i think turn-ons especially from the more
09:00sexual aspects should not be shared in front of everybody uh it should be kept as a secret between
09:05you and your partner which is why i wrote i have turn-ons but i'm not sharing them in front
09:12of
09:12everyone it should only be a secret between you and your partner that's about it really
09:30how are we all feeling i really liked it yeah i was just like oh wow this feels a bit
09:36different felt
09:37something in my nipples like as well you know what i mean oh yeah yeah like it felt a bit
09:44the turn-ons exercise may have worked for some when i go home if i'm ever in a relationship
09:49with someone i'm just gonna put it by their bedside table turn on
09:56but bertie is just not feeling it i was the only person in the group to not do it i
10:01didn't want to
10:01like say things in front of everybody you know i do kind of feel like i've been like the odd
10:07one out
10:07in the group now i feel like i've just taken a bit of a setback after that it certainly wasn't
10:13the most
10:13enjoyable workshop put it that way i felt a bit of uh uncomfortableness like everywhere really
10:24to help the group discover their turn-ons who's got the one-to-ones today mate they'll all have one
10:30on ones you've got a little a little okay which one's a little she's a sexological body worker
10:36island vibes uh thank you no no starting with alex who has struggled to get turned on under the
10:44pressure of intimacy sex has been a sense of anxiety for me growing up my dad was quite emotionally
10:52repressed himself we had sex education in school at year five and i talked to my dad about it and
10:58he
10:58said oh that's rude don't talk about that i then became so embarrassed to talk or think about sex
11:05whenever sex or relationships or anything came on tv i used to leave the room it's estimated that half
11:15of modern men have experienced performance anxiety to help alex sexological body worker elil plans to
11:23get physical i want to work with him on receiving touch for me and recognizing when that performance
11:29anxiety kicks in and letting me know what he needs in order to bring arousal up so hopefully directions
11:37will come when he has a lot of pleasure hello
11:44so the idea of today is for us to do full body pleasure mapping you're gonna be guiding the whole
11:51thing
11:52whenever you feel yourself starting to worry about performance you can just say like can we slow down
12:01so take your clothes off
12:04i think i'd like to keep my boxes on yeah okay pleasure mapping is an exercise where elil touches
12:12alex all over his body so we can start laying down including his genitals
12:18so alex can lie back and concentrate on pleasure has this attached it that feels nice yeah
12:27i've heard three people that i would describe as as a girlfriend
12:33but i never had sex with anyone the first time i tried i had a panic attack i was so
12:39nervous i couldn't
12:39get an erection and um i then convinced myself that sex is something i guess scary or or nerve-wracking
12:48it's constantly playing on my mind is this the right speed yeah that's great
12:57very erotic so touching close to your underwear line it's almost like teasing you yeah all right
13:07what are you noticing getting more turned on really getting like excited
13:14but it felt really nice when you're brushing past my genitals would you like me to do that yeah yeah
13:22and i love when you move like that it kind of really lets me know that you're enjoying yourself
13:42amazing amazing amazing amazing amazing i'm gonna take my hand off very slowly
13:51so did you feel me fully aroused yeah could you feel you fully aroused yeah yeah amazing
14:01have you ever felt aroused like that with someone not like that not to the point where i'm like
14:07moving my hips and feeling tingly you are very very erect yeah you did so good thank you so much
14:15bye bye i don't think i've ever felt that sort of level of eroticism before she's just had such a
14:20calming presence so yeah feeling really good and sort of inspires confidence going forward
14:30hey guys how did your one-on-one go good it went into genital touching and yeah that that felt
14:36really
14:48good it was really windy last night yeah like for a while i think like my tent was gonna blow
14:53away
14:54oh my god do a dorothy go to the yellow brick road celeste and danielle i've turned into a tin
14:59man
14:59a scarecrow and a scarecrow i'd probably be the lion because i'm the cowardly one
15:06it's the afternoon on virgin island how does that feel yeah yeah it feels good as the one-on-one
15:14sessions continue good you seem more open to me just baby steps the turn-on phase of the course is
15:22gathering pace may i direct you in touching my breasts yeah yes and a little more pressure okay
15:33and the group continues to open up to each other when i was at school all the boys like would
15:39walk
15:39past and be like oh you're all lesbians because you go to an all-girls school yeah when i was
15:45um like
15:4512 i remember thinking oh my gosh why has god given me so many gay friends i now have to
15:50convert all of
15:51them took me a couple years to realize that i was in fact one of them
15:57years of sexual anxiety have taken a physical toll on joy i have vaginismus this physical and
16:04psychological problem it causes pain if i can't insert a finger into my vagina you know how can i
16:11physically have sex with guidance from a lil she'll learn how to relax her body around touch we can
16:18actually practice towards penetration in a very slow process creating an alignment between what the
16:26head wants to do and what the body actually feels comfortable with hello beautiful
16:36so our attention for today is if you feel comfortable we can explore the opening of your vagina
16:42sometimes that's been hard because it all like closed yeah maybe we can see it today
16:51i want you to just start by maybe putting your hands on your valva
16:57would you like to have a look where you're touching a little encourages joy to explore her body
17:03oh my gosh this is so we can you see and in doing so change the way she feels about
17:08it take a moment
17:10to look at your valva and connect to her she's beautiful it's weird because i feel like she looks ugly
17:19when i was 12 i had this realization that i had been masturbating i went to christian camp and there
17:26was
17:27this call to come to the front for prayer for sexual sin i felt convicted like oh my gosh they're
17:33speaking about me i've i've sinned and i told my youth pastor and then she staged an intervention
17:41yeah it stuck with me it's been it's been hard to get that out of my head and now i
17:47want to be free to
17:48explore a sexual side to myself i want to enjoy my life and accept myself
17:54so what part are you curious about i think i want to just touch the outer labia awesome can do
18:03like that you can like bring a little bit of vibration that's quite nice with arousing yeah yeah
18:13do you want to try it with oil yeah put it all over your valva
18:22it does feel totally different yeah can you see your opening yeah you can see a tiny dot there yeah
18:29so that's your that's your clit oh that's so interesting the clit is like a miniature penis
18:34you will feel there's like a shaft see if you can feel the shaft okay
18:41sexological bodywork includes one-way touch
18:44can i yeah yeah oh allowing a lil with consent to help joy discover pleasure
18:54so how does it feel it feels really good i can feel arousal that's new
19:07awesome thank you very much for giving me this experience it's such a precious feeling
19:12very special it's like it's like she's safe she's safe she's good
19:23you got her yeah and i know what she looks like now as well
19:34hiya how was your thing um it was really good yeah it was really good she was like you need
19:42to
19:43focus on what feels good for you i think it's just like really i'm allowed i feel really good i
19:50feel
19:50really good yeah i just keep learning all these things about myself so proud to really connect
19:54with my body and so pleased that i felt like we just had this breakthrough
20:01joy has leapt forwards but not everyone is riding high bertie would you like to join us
20:06slash would you like a blanket um go on then what go on yet then to the blanket or go
20:12on then to joining
20:13us i'll see what i'll see i'll see how you feel yeah i think it's quite a chill convo at
20:18the moment
20:18yeah i'll see what i can do lovely lovely to talk to you nice to talk to you i can
20:22socialize
20:23don't worry i know you can i'm just inviting you to i'll see
20:41hey the clipboards it's late afternoon this questionnaire is multiple choice please choose all that apply
20:50to help the group explore the type of person that turns them on i've got boobs so far the experts
20:57have handed out a list of questions body hair i like my girls with a full beard mate face shape
21:06i've
21:06never thought about this what's mine are you calling me a squid i don't think the color of hair or
21:16the color of eyes matter as long as the hair looks presentable great hygiene yeah clean hands clean
21:25nails and they've got to have i'm going to put banter you know you put a banter
21:34for marianne the questionnaire proves revealing
21:39ideal first date setting
21:41i just want to go hiking and then have a picnic somewhere but then i don't really necessarily want
21:46to be alone with a guy hiking on the first date yeah it depends on how safe i feel you
21:51know
21:53a lot goes on in my head all the time because i was diagnosed with adhd when i was about
21:59four
22:00and there's just a lot of emotions like i'm never not thinking about safety like when people do one
22:05night stands in my head i'm like xyz could go wrong how are you going to an unknown place with
22:09this
22:10my brain goes sort of into overdrive i don't trust men all right we're done dusted high five
22:20cool yeah i know it is me but i don't know how to move forward
22:28marianne is very much in her head she's trying to manage her boundaries so she won't get hurt
22:38and in that way she's holding herself back from fully experiencing life
22:44good to see you danielle wants to try and help marianne confront her barriers
22:51what do you want for yourself in the retreat when it comes to sort of entity i always just have
22:57i'm just my first thought is just safety so a lot of what you're trying to do now is really
23:02like
23:03keep yourself in check if like it just feels like i'm all alone and i have to put up a
23:11guard
23:12i'm just saying sort of no to everything and i think my yourself feels quite sad that i'm still stuck
23:28that feeling
23:28i i feel like i had a lot of issues growing up in south africa
23:31in school i was one of three mixed race girls and we didn't really know how to fit in because
23:37we
23:37weren't like black enough for the black guys white enough for the white guys i get viewed as this exotic
23:43thing sweetheart so give it with my hand on my hair it has been sort of like a competition of
23:51guys
23:51they would never be in a relationship with us but they just want to like get our clothes off
23:55and so it's really really hard for me it's like trust men i just feel
24:03yeah but i'm missing out on things and i can't divert differentiate like what's actual fear and
24:08what's just like protection yeah can i please have a hug oh i would love to
24:20marianne needs to learn to trust that men don't necessarily want to take advantage of her
24:27and working with men to deal with all those issues that's her biggest challenge on the island
24:43so thank you so much my pleasure
24:47i knew i was gonna be emotional but everything sort of hit me
24:58it was nice to have this session because like i can just
25:02think more clearly about what's to come but that's quite daunting
25:21morning morning
25:25another day begins on virgin island oh got hot dog down my boot
25:32that'd be a treat for someone later
25:35and it's the turn-ons phase of the course
25:40this phase is pretty intimidating
25:43i always thought myself as dead playful dead flirty but i started being really sheltered
25:49so i do feel like i've got a lot to learn
25:54i personally feel a bit deflated a bit dejected i'm lacking behind i know it's a marathon and not a
26:02sprint but some people are running i'm trudging
26:08the phase is exposing deep-seated fears
26:14when it comes to younger people around intimacy and touch there's just a lot more self-consciousness
26:20a lot of people are afraid you know oh maybe i'm going to get cancelled or cross a boundary
26:25nowadays there is a lot of risk in saying the wrong thing like if i make a weird stupid mistake
26:30talking to a girl that's that's done isn't it i don't want to do something wrong i don't want to
26:35do things too fast or too slow if i do come across as a creep in any way shape or
26:40form i don't mean to
26:42i'm so scared of the thought of that happening what do you think we're going to do i have no
26:47idea
26:49having already worked on discovering their turn-ons oh this is so scary
26:55celeste and danielle now want the group to feel it in their bodies this is a really safe place that
27:01we can practice touching all over each other's bodies this exercise can definitely get people
27:07aroused and frankly i hope it does okay one of the things that really gets in the way of us
27:18feeling
27:18our turn-ons is inhibition and today's workshop is all about letting out your inner animal
27:30so we're going to do a little demo then you'll get a chance to practice with each other
27:35sex doesn't have to be this thing that is very curated it can be animalistic and fun animal game
27:42you don't need much to be good at it it's more about connecting with your own impulses and
27:48unleashing your inner animal there's another animal just next to you you can smell
28:21ah
28:23Ahhhh!
28:26Ahhhh!
28:31Ahhhh!
28:33Ahhhh!
28:34Ahhhh!
28:37Ahhhh!
28:39Ahhhh!
28:39Ahhhh!
28:42Ahhhh!
28:43Ahhhh!
28:45Okay.
28:47I'm looking for a brave volunteer.
28:55I've got an injured foot.
28:58I know it sounds like a lame excuse, but with, like, my foot and everything, it's...
29:02Okay. Anyone else?
29:04Can I do it with you, Marianne?
29:05Yeah. I'm going to go with Marianne.
29:07Great. Wonderful.
29:10Joy takes the opportunity to practise with a woman.
29:15So just take some nice deep breaths
29:19in and out.
29:22And when you feel ready, start exploring each other with your hands.
29:32Good. I love the way you're staying with the sensation and with your own bodies.
29:52And how was that for you?
29:54Marianne made me feel very safe.
29:56Same! It was very fun.
30:00As more of the groups step up...
30:03Just follow what your body wants to do...
30:08Their animal instincts start to emerge.
30:14Touching...
30:15...and sensing.
30:24Anyone else?
30:28Fuck it.
30:29Yes, Bertie.
30:32Up until now, Bertie keeps holding back.
30:35If I don't do it now, I'll regret it later.
30:38I think this is the worst time to be a young adult,
30:43because if you're someone like me who struggles with approaching
30:47and talking to women, it's near impossible.
30:51Right.
30:52I constantly think about what I could do wrong
30:55rather than what I could do right.
30:58But I have to do this, because I want to improve my life.
31:05Start noticing that there's an animal inside you
31:10and you can rub against them.
31:14Mmm.
31:16You can hold.
31:18Are you OK? I'm good, yeah.
31:20Yeah?
31:21Are you sure? Yeah, I'm fine.
31:23Are you getting comfy physically?
31:24Yeah.
31:31That's OK.
31:33Yeah?
31:34Let yourself feel how good it feels.
31:48I think we're done.
31:49Yeah, me too.
31:50Yeah?
31:50Yeah.
31:54Amazing.
31:55You want to share a little bit?
31:56I was a bit apprehensive about doing it at first.
31:58I mean, I thought you were doing a good job.
31:59It just all felt natural and not really nice.
32:02You've got nice hair to touch as well.
32:03All that wax has come in handy.
32:05That's what it is.
32:10There we go.
32:12Well done to you.
32:20So, how was that?
32:23I was still in that, like, ooh, frisky mood, let's say, and I was like, OK, so I'm going
32:28to just have to calm myself back down and start from Bertie's level.
32:32All right, Bertie.
32:33Hello.
32:34How did you find it?
32:35Good, good.
32:36You had the right amount of pressure on me that I like.
32:38It felt so natural, and I was like, this is...
32:41Yeah.
32:42Oh.
32:43I think to say this is one of the bravest things I've done would be the understatement of
32:46the millennium.
32:48This isn't peer pressure or anything like that.
32:51I just feel like I kind of have to participate, because if I am going on this island to be
32:58the
32:58same old person that I was for all my life, what am I doing here?
33:05As the course is going on, I can see people learning and changing.
33:10Everybody's trying new things, but for some people, therapy is very slow and totally goes
33:15at the pace of the client.
33:22Bertie may be working things out, but discovering turn-ons for some is slow progress.
33:28Guys, do you like hairy vaginas?
33:31I actually don't care.
33:33Yeah.
33:34Each to their own.
33:35And it starts coming out of their nicker line, and you're like, oh, God, you need to shave.
33:39Oh, no.
33:40I don't really look after myself very much, but, you know.
33:43No one's seeing it, so...
33:45After this, that won't be true.
33:51Intimacy is challenging for everyone on the island, but for 21-year-old Callum, it's also
33:57linked to tragedy.
33:58My dad passed away two years ago.
34:01He was an alcoholic.
34:06I don't really know how to respond to it.
34:10I'm living on my own in his house where he used to live, and probably spend, oh, it's probably
34:17about 16 hours a day gaming.
34:20I suppose it is a way to escape everything in the world.
34:24I struggle to meet people in person.
34:26It makes me feel alone.
34:33The experts want Callum to tackle his grief.
34:37Hi.
34:38Hello.
34:38With clinical therapist, Abbey.
34:44Are there times in your life where you felt uncomfortable talking about these things?
34:48Yeah, I think so.
34:50I'm never really honest or open.
34:52And I think it was when my dad passed that I really started to notice a lot of the stuff
34:56about myself.
34:57Talk to me a little bit about that.
35:01I really punished myself about everything.
35:04Yeah.
35:05He got admitted to hospital because he'd fallen.
35:07He was on the floor for two days, and he couldn't get up.
35:10He couldn't reach his phone to tell anyone.
35:12Yeah.
35:12And the next day, being told that, you know, he's not got long left to live, so.
35:19He died within two weeks.
35:20Yeah.
35:21He got, ugh.
35:22It's okay.
35:25Liver cirrhosis.
35:26Talk about the feeling that comes up around that.
35:28I still feel like I failed him.
35:31That's not, it's not for you to take on.
35:38Is it reasonable for you to take responsibility of that?
35:41Maybe not.
35:44What are the thoughts running in your head?
35:49Regret?
35:50Yeah.
35:55I just want to make him proud and not flatten his name.
36:02You're making him proud.
36:11Really emotional because a lot of it is shit, basically, that I'd hate dealing with.
36:17But I've never really had that emotional response.
36:20And I spoke properly with someone who understands it.
36:23And it's kind of a fuzzy feeling.
36:26I just feel, I feel like I'm on a lot of steam.
36:29I want to run around.
36:30I want to run around.
36:36Hello.
36:37Hello.
36:38Hello.
36:38How did it go?
36:39I'm very emotional.
36:41I'm very emotional.
36:41Looking at shit from a different angle, I suppose.
36:43Do you feel good that it's been light off your chest?
36:46Mmm.
36:47Tell you what, though, it's so hot in the teepee.
36:49I sweated it all out, so...
36:52It wasn't tears, it was just sweat coming in your eyes.
36:54Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
36:55You weren't tears.
36:56No.
37:06Are you going to bomb it in?
37:08Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
37:09It's late afternoon.
37:11We just, like, glided in.
37:14And many of the group are embracing island life.
37:17To be a man, hey.
37:19Get your hair wet and just, like, come out and be fine.
37:21Yeah, yeah.
37:21Not need to moisturise, not need to, like, shower.
37:25Well, I think men need showers.
37:27I hope, I hope they shower.
37:30As some take a dip,
37:32the experts have decided it's time for others to immerse themselves
37:36in the retreat's most advanced therapy,
37:39undertaken by three specialists.
37:42Surrogate partner therapy works with the surrogate partner
37:45and the client,
37:46practising with everything from different kinds of touch,
37:49through genital touching, oral sex, or even intercourse,
37:53so that people can practise the full range of sexual experiences.
37:57First is 35-year-old Ellen.
38:00Hello.
38:01Hello.
38:03While all surrogate partner therapy is supported by clinical therapist Abby.
38:07What I do is therapeutic, emotional discussion.
38:11Kat will be Ellen's surrogate partner therapist.
38:15So I do the relationship side.
38:17Doing touch work and relational works, like, completely led by you.
38:21Okay.
38:22And hands are, like, really important in lesbian sex.
38:25Yeah.
38:27Meanwhile, Tegan will work with surrogate partner therapist Rizden.
38:30And notice the sensation of me touching you.
38:38How did that feel?
38:40It felt good. It felt really nice.
38:41Okay, great.
38:42But before Marianne can consider a surrogate relationship,
38:46she first has to learn to trust men.
38:49It gets to a point where I need to feel the energy,
38:52you can feel they want more.
38:54And I can't cross the boundary.
38:55Just can't.
38:56My brain just gets stuck.
38:58I really want to challenge myself.
39:00I want to do it with a guy and see how I feel.
39:06Trust is everything.
39:08Out of all my friends, I'm the only virgin.
39:10And I do feel lonely,
39:12but I do want to be in a relationship with someone.
39:15If I haven't figured it out by 26 years,
39:18then clearly I do need some help.
39:21First step for Marianne...
39:23Hello.
39:25...is simply being comfortable in the same room
39:27as potential surrogate partner Andre.
39:31How are you feeling now?
39:33A little bit anxious in my stomach.
39:35And that's just because of unknowns and things.
39:39Yeah.
39:40Working with Marianne,
39:41it's very important that we start slowly
39:44to build the trust in myself.
39:47I'm going to be moving around the room
39:49and going to be noticing how your body
39:53is reacting to where I am.
39:55The idea is just to learn how someone being close to you
39:59can potentially feel.
40:01Yeah.
40:02Okay, so go ahead and close your eyes.
40:10And so I've moved.
40:12You might feel I am further away.
40:20See if there's any noticeable change in sensation.
40:27Growing up, I really never saw how a relationship should be.
40:33My dad just wasn't there.
40:36And seven, eight years ago,
40:38I found out I had a new half-sister.
40:39My dad was just sort of collecting mini-families.
40:44Yeah.
40:47Just noticing what's happening in your body.
40:50So anything that reminds me of my dad,
40:53you're instantly vetoed, trust-wise.
40:55I'm very sceptical.
41:00What was, like, kind of going on in your head?
41:03By the end, I liked it.
41:06Hmm.
41:07It just felt warm by the end.
41:09I felt, if I'm being honest, more sort of turned on
41:13with the second one that was there for some reason.
41:16Oh, wonderful.
41:17Yeah.
41:17Okay, great.
41:18I feel a lot more relaxed, yeah.
41:21Good.
41:22After the exercise...
41:24I would love a hug.
41:26Marianne is clearly calmer.
41:29It helps that you smell like salted caramel.
41:32Mmm, do I really?
41:32Yeah.
41:33It's very, like...
41:34I like that.
41:36I'm feeling a lot more reassured working with a guy.
41:40He's very lovely and I felt very relaxed.
41:44It has helped my brain not be as fearful.
41:50I'm really proud of myself.
41:55Hi.
41:56Hi, Marianne.
41:57Welcome back.
41:57How did your one-to-one go?
41:59It was good.
42:01Hell yeah.
42:01Hi, Steve.
42:02How many people can actually fit in this bed?
42:04That's a real question.
42:05Bertie, do you want to come join us in the bed?
42:07Um...
42:08Actually, please do.
42:09It's an open invitation.
42:11All right, no worries.
42:14After getting back on track earlier,
42:16the experts don't want Bertie to lose momentum again.
42:20Bertie jumped up.
42:21I thought he was going to use his foot as an excuse,
42:23but he didn't and he was so good.
42:26He seemed so sensual, so, like, animalistic.
42:30It's really important that he feels successful.
42:33Yeah.
42:34When it comes to dating and sex, I just want to be able to be more confident in myself and
42:42know what I'm doing.
42:43Because the thought of me approaching a woman and asking them out, it would make them think, oh God, this
42:51is embarrassing.
42:52What have I done to deserve being arsed out by Bertie?
42:57To help boost his confidence...
42:59Good afternoon.
43:02Celeste wants to push Bertie's boundaries.
43:05How was the workshop for you?
43:07I know I got a few things wrong, but that was the first time I didn't really feel uncomfortable.
43:11I was super proud and impressed.
43:13And I think we can use this session to just do more kinds of practices that will be helpful for
43:18you.
43:19Sounds good.
43:19To get more technique together.
43:21It's good to brush my teeth then.
43:28So try to, like, lay me back.
43:31Like this?
43:31Yeah, exactly.
43:33Simulating the missionary position.
43:35How am I going to do this?
43:36It'll be awkward at first.
43:38So don't worry about that, okay?
43:39Okay.
43:40Teaching Bertie the basics.
43:42And then you want to line up so that your dick is connected to my pussy.
43:47Of course.
43:48Okay.
43:48Okay.
43:50Right.
43:50Right?
43:51Like this.
43:52Yeah, exactly.
43:58And you'll need to hold up some of your weight.
44:01Yeah, sorry.
44:02No, it's okay.
44:02And if you want me to show you what I mean, I'm happy to do that.
44:05That's fine, you can if you want to.
44:06If you lie down.
44:10Okay, so if I'm on top of you...
44:11Yeah.
44:12See how, like, I'm not all the way down here.
44:15Yeah, no.
44:15Because it's just a little too much pressure on the chest.
44:17Yes.
44:18Yes.
44:23When you thrust, I want you to imagine that your cock is going inside my vagina.
44:28Like...
44:28Put this.
44:28Yes, exactly.
44:30Yes.
44:31Yes.
44:33You want to try a dog?
44:34Yes.
44:34Let's try it.
44:38Then you get between my legs.
44:40Yeah.
44:41And you pull me up.
44:43Exactly.
44:43You can kind of be all the way up.
44:46Yes.
44:47Yes.
44:47Yes.
44:48Good.
44:50Yeah, like that.
44:55Thank you very much.
44:56I feel lightheaded.
44:58Oh, yes, I bet.
44:59You are an absolute miracle worker.
45:01I ain't leaving.
45:02Thank you very much.
45:04I'm just going to be rooting you on in every moment.
45:06Oh, yeah.
45:07In front of you.
45:12Oh, birdie boy.
45:14Hiya.
45:14Hello.
45:15How was it?
45:15Good.
45:16Celeste has taught me how certain sexual positions work.
45:21Wow.
45:22So, yeah.
45:24I feel very happy at the moment.
45:26It's amazing what a bit of rolling around on the floor doing different sexual positions
45:32can do to one's mentality.
45:34But I've made progress.
45:37And I'm proud of myself for that.
45:38And I'm thankful for everything that Celeste has taught me.
45:42Oh, my God.
45:47All that thrusting has made me hurt my bollocks.
45:52It's because I have to sleep on my back tonight.
45:54Christ almighty.
45:56Next time.
45:57Look at my pussy.
45:59I'm definitely laughing.
46:00The dating phase panics Ellen.
46:02I just don't feel like I'm good enough.
46:06Alex ups his game.
46:07Do you want to see how high do I?
46:09And things heat up.
46:11Cheers.
46:12With island dates.
46:13I'm so nervous still.
46:15Why?
46:15I think it's because it's you.
46:33The other day.
46:33We'll see you.
46:34Mm.
46:34Yes.
46:47We'll see you again.
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