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00:00:12Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35I'm trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Isla, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Benito.
00:00:43I'll be right back.
00:00:44You track down your stolen bag and hold him up.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I'll give up.
00:00:58Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm going to stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:31Anyway, I've got to get started on my stuffing.
00:01:33I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:34Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42What's this bordel?
00:01:43I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:46I'm making stuffing.
00:01:52How do you say it on stuffing?
00:01:55The rum barrage from scratch.
00:01:57Yeah, sorry, I don't have time.
00:01:58I'm in the middle.
00:02:03I'm in the middle.
00:02:03I'm in the middle.
00:02:04The hot water is still in the pan.
00:02:06It's your turn to call the proprietor.
00:02:07You do it because I'm in the middle.
00:02:11Good morning, Isabelle.
00:02:17What's this smell like this?
00:02:19It's a rotten fish.
00:02:22Have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:02:24It's like an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:02:27And I'm going to take it to work with me to share,
00:02:29but I thought I could leave you some.
00:02:31If you want to try.
00:02:32That's very kind.
00:02:33But no, thank you.
00:02:35Yeah, cool.
00:02:37What's she doing with the bread, this bitch?
00:02:39Ah, it's to celebrate their national feast of genocide, right?
00:02:43Coffee, nice.
00:02:50Soy.
00:02:54What's that?
00:02:55I don't know.
00:02:56But it's good.
00:03:02When I had the idea of studying abroad in Paris all those months ago,
00:03:06the part that secretly thrilled and terrified me
00:03:09was that I'd be doing something
00:03:12something truly on my own for the first time in my life.
00:03:18It was a chance for me to test myself,
00:03:21to find out what I was really made of.
00:03:24I know.
00:03:26Three months in, and it turns out I'm weak and homesick,
00:03:31and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:42Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:44I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:56Anything else?
00:03:57Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:18And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:04:21it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:25A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:28It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:32Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:34Je suis désolée.
00:04:35Répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:04:36Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:38Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:43But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:46Wait, wait.
00:04:49It's like...
00:04:50A sudden, wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:56Oh, yeah, we forgot.
00:04:59Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05I'm good.
00:05:09You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:12Wait, since when?
00:05:14Mm-hmm.
00:05:15My boyfriend made this last year, and it was so good.
00:05:19So, let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:23Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:30At your home?
00:05:31No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:32My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:36Friendsgiving?
00:05:37Chabot.
00:05:37Mm-hmm.
00:05:40Oh, my God.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:45It's so lonely.
00:05:47Things so lot, you don't?
00:05:49No, no, no.
00:05:50You know what I mean.
00:05:52Why don't you just go home for a bit then, babe?
00:05:54Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:59I'm still figuring it out.
00:06:00But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:03Of course I do.
00:06:05But that's the problem.
00:06:06I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet, and I'm afraid if I go home, I won't be able
00:06:12to make myself come back.
00:06:14There's something that doesn't go down to the toilet.
00:06:18Who do?
00:06:19Who do?
00:06:41Who do?
00:07:08Oh
00:07:25Hi. Hi. Happy Thanksgiving. Happy Thanksgiving, Belly. Uh, did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep fry
00:07:33the turkey inside of the apartment? Yes, thank God. Um, Jer saw like a spatchcocking TikTok and insisted on doing
00:07:39that instead. Cool. Um,
00:07:43Babe, you there? You okay?
00:07:49Hey, guys, don't talk about it. Hello. Uh, how's he doing? Um, he's just, he, uh, he's kind of the
00:08:00same. Yeah, I'm sorry. I know that this is, like, weird and hard.
00:08:06Excuse me. Don't move. Don't move.
00:08:09Hello, Belly.
00:08:12Hey, you did it.
00:08:15Um, uh, did my mom, uh, send you any of those church lady pies?
00:08:22Yeah, three. I'm hiding one so I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:08:25All right, baby.
00:08:27We got five minutes. Uh, take your top off, leave the skirt on. Come on.
00:08:31Oh, my God. Steven.
00:08:33Uh, Belly?
00:08:34Yeah. Dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:08:36Hey.
00:08:37Oh.
00:08:38Hey, uh, sorry, I didn't, I didn't know, um, you know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:42Yes, I know that. Can you please just put a fucking shirt on? I'm traumatized.
00:08:47Put your shirt on.
00:08:49Oh, my God.
00:08:51Yeah, we'll go in my chair.
00:08:52Okay.
00:08:54I'm so tired.
00:08:56Um, bonsoir.
00:08:58Bonsoir.
00:08:59So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:04My jobs are not that crappy. And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:09:10I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:11No, no, no, no. Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:09:16Yeah? Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:20Well...
00:09:21Belly? What, you don't miss us?
00:09:22No, of course I do. But, you know, I've been thinking, and, um...
00:09:31You could come to Paris for New Year's.
00:09:33All my roommates will be gone.
00:09:35And we could have a party.
00:09:39Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:44Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:46Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:47Yay! Okay, oh, my God.
00:09:49Okay, damn, I have to go, but I love you so much.
00:09:52Yeah, I love you, too. Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:09:59Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:00Okay. Bye.
00:10:02Bye.
00:10:03I hope you have a good time. Sorry.
00:10:11Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually? Yeah?
00:10:16Wow.
00:10:17Hey, Brett.
00:10:19You're a dick.
00:10:20Hey, hey, don't, come on.
00:10:22Don't be like that.
00:10:22Get here!
00:10:23Please, it's not like that.
00:10:24Really?
00:10:25Come on, man, let's talk. Come inside, let's eat.
00:10:27It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:29I'm leaving.
00:10:30Asshole.
00:10:30You need serious help.
00:10:32Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:33She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:35Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:37Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:40Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings, uh, I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:10:43Yeah.
00:10:43Yeah.
00:10:44You know what?
00:10:44It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:46Two people are gone.
00:10:47Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:50How's belly anyway at home?
00:10:52She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:54And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:10:56What?
00:10:57For her winter break, yeah.
00:10:58Oh, my God.
00:10:59Well, you have to go.
00:10:59No, fully.
00:11:01Oh.
00:11:01She says hi.
00:11:03I don't like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:05Is she gonna leave me?
00:11:06Wait.
00:11:06That quickly?
00:11:08That's crazy.
00:11:10Okay.
00:11:11Uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:15These are all my rooms.
00:11:17Yeah.
00:11:17I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:22Jarrett, you can't avoid French forever.
00:11:24You can't.
00:11:24It's, I mean, it's not like belly's even there.
00:11:29Belly who?
00:11:32You.
00:11:41Tay?
00:11:42Mm-hmm?
00:11:43Did you, did you use a hand mixer or did you use the ricer that I asked you to use?
00:11:47A hand mixer.
00:11:49Because it was faster.
00:11:50Really?
00:11:51Yeah.
00:11:51Got the job done.
00:11:52Really?
00:11:52No, you didn't because they're gluey now.
00:11:54It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate ass dinner.
00:12:00I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:01So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:03It's ridiculous.
00:12:04Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:04I'll go get that.
00:12:05It was my idea to use the ricer, not the hand mixer.
00:12:08Don't ask me for help.
00:12:10Hey, D-Nice.
00:12:12Hi.
00:12:12Look who I ran into downstairs.
00:12:15It's her boss, Adam.
00:12:18Surprise.
00:12:18Got some champagne.
00:12:20Yep.
00:12:20Awesome.
00:12:21What the fuck?
00:12:22I have no idea.
00:12:24Uh, do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:12:25Sorry.
00:12:25Oh, yeah.
00:12:26No problem.
00:12:26Let me get up.
00:12:28Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:29Dad.
00:12:30What are you, what are you doing here?
00:12:32Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:34Don't ask.
00:12:35She's there.
00:12:35I'm here.
00:12:36Hey.
00:12:37Happy Thanksgiving.
00:12:38I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:44What do you want me to do?
00:12:45Throw it away?
00:12:48Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:49Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:50Turkey's bomb.
00:12:51You've about done yourself, man.
00:12:53So bomb.
00:12:53You made all those?
00:12:54Uh, yeah.
00:12:55With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:12:58You're welcome.
00:12:58Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:00You can leave.
00:13:01I think they're great.
00:13:02And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:05Like these two.
00:13:06My lieutenants.
00:13:08Smart.
00:13:08Ambitious.
00:13:10Loyal.
00:13:10Yeah.
00:13:11That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:14So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:18Good times.
00:13:19No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:22You're finishing school?
00:13:23I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:26Uh, yeah.
00:13:27Yes, I am.
00:13:29Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:13:31Oh.
00:13:31You don't even come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:33I'm hurt.
00:13:35What a dick.
00:13:36That's funny.
00:13:38Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:42Oh, shit.
00:13:45What I meant was that...
00:13:46Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:48Yeah.
00:13:50Thanks, dude.
00:13:53My mashed potatoes aren't good, and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:13:56How was I supposed to know?
00:13:57I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is...
00:14:01This is too much!
00:14:02Dad, please.
00:14:03Be quiet.
00:14:04Please.
00:14:05Can we...
00:14:07So...
00:14:09You've been lying to me.
00:14:11For months!
00:14:12Yeah.
00:14:13Yeah, can you blame me?
00:14:14Excuse me?
00:14:15Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school,
00:14:19you acted like I was the biggest moron on earth.
00:14:21And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding,
00:14:23you assumed I screwed something up because that's what I do.
00:14:26I never said that.
00:14:27You never said that to my face.
00:14:29Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever
00:14:32because I had the nerve to back out of an apartment that I was supposed to share with my wife.
00:14:36So yeah, I lied about going to school.
00:14:39Go ahead.
00:14:40Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am.
00:14:41Tell me how you're just burning money from my dead-end future.
00:14:44Aren't I?
00:14:46Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:48You're right.
00:14:49It's not.
00:14:51So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:53What?
00:14:54I'm cutting you off.
00:14:55No, you gotta figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:14:58Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:00And it's not because I care about the money, it's because you've never had-
00:15:03Hey, now that you're cutting me off, I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:11He basically called me a deadbeat.
00:15:13Where does he get off?
00:15:15Yeah.
00:15:15I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:17Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:15:20And you don't pay rent.
00:15:21Wow.
00:15:22Wow.
00:15:25Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you.
00:15:28It might bring structure.
00:15:30Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:31Yes.
00:15:32No.
00:15:33Yes.
00:15:34Yes.
00:15:34Well, fine.
00:15:35I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:15:37What?
00:15:37Ah, suck it, loser.
00:15:41FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:42Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:44That's crazy.
00:15:44Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:48Oh, my God.
00:15:49In his boxers.
00:15:50Mm-hmm.
00:15:51Which is a plus.
00:15:52What?
00:15:54Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee, but please.
00:15:58I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:05Okay, fine.
00:16:06You can stay with me for one week.
00:16:09Just one?
00:16:09Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:10You sure you want to do it?
00:16:11No, just one.
00:16:12Okay, one.
00:16:13You want to help me pack?
00:16:14No, I'm not your mother.
00:16:16All right.
00:16:17Please?
00:16:18Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:16:20Okay.
00:16:22Fuck you.
00:16:23To you both.
00:16:24You're welcome.
00:16:25Jesus.
00:16:28Fettus.
00:16:33Hmm.
00:16:34Need salt.
00:16:38Oh.
00:16:40I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:43Oh.
00:16:44Did you move the Pepsid?
00:16:46No, it's in there.
00:16:49Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:51I think you moved it.
00:16:52Ugh.
00:16:55Move.
00:17:00I told you it was in there.
00:17:07Hi, Connie.
00:17:08Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:08Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:10Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:10Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:11What?
00:17:12Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:14I just wanted to give you a call,
00:17:15because I wanted to make sure that it was cool with Jare if I came.
00:17:21Have you talked to him?
00:17:23No.
00:17:25But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:17:29And Belle?
00:17:32I talked to Belle this morning.
00:17:34She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:17:38Oh.
00:17:40Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:43No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing...
00:17:48a while.
00:17:50Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:52That's great.
00:17:55I was thinking about...
00:17:58I don't know.
00:17:59I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:18:01Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:05I don't know, Connie.
00:18:06I can't speak for Belle.
00:18:07Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:18:10Yeah.
00:18:10But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk,
00:18:14you're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:18:16Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:18:19Always telling me I need to get better at uncertainty.
00:18:23But...
00:18:24I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:18:26And what do you say?
00:18:28Fuck you. Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:32You're not wrong.
00:18:34Yeah, I know. Neither is he.
00:18:37So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:40Yeah.
00:18:41Yeah, definitely. I'll be there.
00:18:43I don't know, John.
00:18:44I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:18:47Uh...
00:18:48Have a good night, okay?
00:18:49You too, Connie.
00:18:51Thanks.
00:18:53Bye.
00:18:54Bye.
00:19:22Bye.
00:19:29Goodbye.
00:19:35Bye.
00:19:35Bye.
00:19:35Dear Belly.
00:19:38Firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you.
00:19:41If this is allowed.
00:19:43If it's not, just say so. I'll understand.
00:19:47And I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system, but I'd rather be writing you.
00:19:56Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:20:02I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking.
00:20:06What does Belly and Paris drink?
00:20:12A cafe au lait with lots of sugar?
00:20:16Along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:20:20Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:20:23Do they have those in Paris?
00:20:27I bet if they do, you found them.
00:20:32Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:20:36They're probably different over there.
00:20:43I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:47I like picturing that.
00:20:51Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:20:54I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be, Conrad.
00:21:07Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:21:10No, it's fine.
00:21:11I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:21:13If you're sure.
00:21:14Yeah.
00:21:15Go be with your family.
00:21:17And, you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:21:20I've got a whole plan.
00:21:23Okay, then.
00:21:25Merry Christmas.
00:21:27Ciao.
00:21:30What?
00:21:35What?
00:21:45I'm sorry.
00:21:48I'm sorry.
00:21:51I'm sorry.
00:21:54I'm sorry.
00:22:19Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:22:33Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:22:56Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:23:01Hi.
00:23:02Hey.
00:23:03What are you doing here?
00:23:04Feliz Navidad to you, too.
00:23:07Feliz Navidad.
00:23:10So what are you doing?
00:23:12I thought you would be open.
00:23:14What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:17I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:19Train strike.
00:23:20Now I'm stranded in this freezing city,
00:23:22and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:23:26I'm sorry.
00:23:27Come on in.
00:23:28Gracias.
00:23:29Warm up.
00:23:31Do you want a glass of wine?
00:23:33Uh, yeah, sure.
00:23:36So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:39Yeah.
00:23:41I've got a fire, I've got wine, and I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for
00:23:49Christmas.
00:23:51Hmm.
00:23:52What?
00:23:53Um, nothing.
00:23:54It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:23:58Uninspired.
00:24:00Okay, so what's your amazing plan, then, besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:07Well, the streets are empty tonight, and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:12Huh.
00:24:15What?
00:24:16Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:19Are you gonna recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:23No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:27The poet!
00:24:28Yes, darling.
00:24:31Puedo escribir los versos más tristes esta noche.
00:24:35Yo la quise a ella, y ella también me quiso.
00:24:41I'm impressed.
00:24:44Do you know the rest?
00:24:45Nope.
00:24:47Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:24:51Hey.
00:24:54Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:24:56No, no way.
00:24:57It's warm in here.
00:25:01How about we play for it?
00:25:03I win.
00:25:04You come with me.
00:25:06You win.
00:25:07I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:11You're on.
00:25:16No!
00:25:17No, no, no, no, don't worry nothing.
00:25:18Don't worry nothing.
00:25:19No, you said that two games ago.
00:25:21Okay, just face it.
00:25:22You suck, and I win.
00:25:27I don't suck, but you're good.
00:25:35Okay.
00:25:39All right.
00:25:41Put your coat on.
00:25:42Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:44No, I'm coming with you.
00:25:45I'm coming with you.
00:25:47I'm coming with you.
00:25:54I'm coming with you.
00:26:16No, after all that wine you drank, no thank you.
00:26:20Fine. We can walk if you want to.
00:26:22Whoa.
00:26:24Who said anything about walk?
00:26:26Streets are empty. Stop snowing.
00:26:29Teach me how to drive.
00:26:30Fine.
00:26:35You got it?
00:26:36Mm-hmm.
00:26:39Easy. Easy.
00:26:41Okay. Hold on tight.
00:27:00Mom, I'm starving. When's dinner?
00:27:02We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:04He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:06Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:08No, I forgot. I'll do it in a second.
00:27:10Okay, thank you.
00:27:11Yeah.
00:27:16I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:19Uh-huh, yeah.
00:27:21Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:24Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:26Does everybody hate me?
00:27:29Do you still hate me, dude? What's going on?
00:27:31I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:36No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:41Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:44Yes, Jer does. Jer hates you.
00:27:45But I don't hate you.
00:27:47I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:27:49Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:27:52You know?
00:27:54Okay.
00:27:56I'm glad he has you.
00:27:58I just miss you two.
00:28:00I miss Jer.
00:28:01Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:05Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:11You know,
00:28:13ever since he got that job, he does seem better.
00:28:17Yeah.
00:28:19That's what Taylor said.
00:28:20Taylor?
00:28:21Yeah.
00:28:22Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:24I know.
00:28:24It's kind of a weird twist of fate
00:28:26that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Jewell, but...
00:28:29Yeah.
00:28:32You nervous, man?
00:28:33I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him?
00:28:36Let me guess.
00:28:37You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:41Find me the list.
00:28:47What the fuck?
00:28:48What's up?
00:28:50Um...
00:28:50No, it's nothing.
00:28:51It's just work stuff.
00:28:52I'll deal with it.
00:28:54Um...
00:28:55Look, you guys are gonna be...
00:28:56Perfect.
00:28:59Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:00I'm gonna go get those ornaments.
00:29:01Uh-huh.
00:29:02Yeah.
00:29:02Yeah.
00:29:09Um...
00:29:12Hey.
00:29:12This is Denise Russo.
00:29:13Leave a message.
00:29:14Okay, hey, Denise, can you call me back, please?
00:29:16I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened,
00:29:19but...
00:29:19I-I don't know.
00:29:20I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying
00:29:21they're stopping our funding.
00:29:22I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:24Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:25Please call me back.
00:29:25Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:28Everything good?
00:29:29Yes.
00:29:30Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:30Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:33Uh, Taylor.
00:29:34Oh.
00:29:35My mistake.
00:29:36I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster
00:29:39deciding not to fund yours and Denise's little company.
00:29:42No.
00:29:43No.
00:29:44Uh...
00:29:45What?
00:29:45I-I, uh...
00:29:46Oh, no, no, no.
00:29:47Go ahead.
00:29:47Lie to my face some more.
00:29:50Does this...
00:29:52This means I'm fired, right?
00:29:56No.
00:29:57No.
00:29:58I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:30:00Well, actually, no.
00:30:01It was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:03Not surprising.
00:30:04All right.
00:30:05See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:07No hard feelings.
00:30:08Yeah.
00:30:08Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:11Actually, Adam, um...
00:30:15I quit.
00:30:17What?
00:30:20Oh.
00:30:21Mm-hmm.
00:30:22You sure you wanna do that, Steven?
00:30:24Yes.
00:30:31No hard feelings?
00:30:38All right.
00:30:40Let's peel some potatoes.
00:30:44All right.
00:30:57Let's peel some potatoes.
00:31:00Mmm.
00:31:12What?
00:31:13Yeah.
00:31:13Mm-hmm.
00:31:23Okay.
00:31:28What?
00:31:29you were just a kid when they told you you'd been born to bleed. Little soldier with your
00:31:37garden hearts and a boulder always pulled you down. Look at you, you made it out.
00:32:05Jeremiah's here. Everyone come grab a dish. Coming!
00:32:25Hey, kiddo. Hey.
00:32:28At least turn the heat on. It's freezing.
00:32:41I really thought I could go in there.
00:32:44It's okay.
00:32:45It's not okay. I can't go in the house without thinking about the two of them.
00:32:52They ruined it for me.
00:32:54And now he gets the family. He gets Christmas. And I'm just...
00:33:04I lost everyone.
00:33:06Not everyone.
00:33:08We're your family, too. And I am not going anywhere.
00:33:15I'm sorry I was such a dick to you at the wedding.
00:33:18It's okay, sweetheart. I know you were hurting.
00:33:22It still hurts.
00:33:26That she was always the one that could make it better.
00:33:30I know she wants to hear from you.
00:33:35I'm not... I'm not ready for them.
00:33:39I'm not ready to go in there.
00:33:44I understand.
00:33:47Your dad will be sorry to miss you.
00:33:49Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day.
00:33:53Hey.
00:33:55You are making it on your own.
00:33:57Don't think he's not proud of that.
00:34:03What smells so good?
00:34:08I made gochujang glazed roasted carrots.
00:34:11No way.
00:34:13Yeah.
00:34:14If Haimoni were here, she would say,
00:34:17finally, some food that tastes good.
00:34:29You can... you can take the carrots and the presents.
00:34:34I'm not ready to go in there yet.
00:34:37Okay.
00:34:39Just text me when you get home.
00:34:42Yeah.
00:34:47Hey, I love you, Lord.
00:34:49I love you, too.
00:34:56Drive safe.
00:35:08I love you.
00:35:15She's not coming.
00:35:30It's just gonna be us tonight.
00:35:33Let's sit down and eat.
00:35:40What are you doing here?
00:35:41What are you doing here?
00:35:42Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts and there was gonna be a throw down if I didn't come back and
00:35:46get them.
00:35:48You're wearing your sad pants.
00:35:49What happened? Was it a total shit show?
00:35:51I don't wanna talk about it.
00:35:52Okay.
00:35:54Well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either.
00:35:58Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company.
00:36:02So, he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up.
00:36:06Christmas is tomorrow.
00:36:08Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:11Okay.
00:36:15Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk.
00:36:18Oh, it's all right.
00:36:20It'll work out.
00:36:21I'm too clever to fail.
00:36:23So, you gonna tell me what happened?
00:36:24What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:27Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:30I got five. Scooch.
00:36:31Come on.
00:36:40What happened?
00:36:42I never made it inside.
00:36:45I just sat in my car in the driveway.
00:36:48You know, they're probably eating dinner right now.
00:36:50Like, oh, poor Jerry. Couldn't even face us.
00:36:53You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again, but...
00:36:55He just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:36:59that got dumped by Billy the first time.
00:37:01You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am without her, but...
00:37:05Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline.
00:37:08Breakups are like deaths.
00:37:11You're the only person to tell that to me.
00:37:14You know, this is super fucked up to say, but I feel like...
00:37:20I feel like losing Belly has been even more painful than losing my mom.
00:37:25And at least with my mom, she's actually dead.
00:37:28Yeah.
00:37:29Belly, she's gone from my life, but she's still out there.
00:37:32You know?
00:37:33Well, that's why you gotta grieve it.
00:37:35How?
00:37:40Oh.
00:37:43Accept what's happened.
00:37:45Forgive yourself.
00:37:47Forgive her. Forgive Conrad.
00:37:49Forgive all the people who hurt you.
00:37:50You know?
00:37:51Not because they deserve your forgiveness.
00:37:56But...
00:37:56Because the longer you hold onto it, the longer it holds power over you.
00:38:00And fuck other people holding power over you.
00:38:06What?
00:38:07I don't know.
00:38:08I was just kind of surprised.
00:38:10What?
00:38:10You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:12Kind of.
00:38:13Oh my God.
00:38:13Yeah.
00:38:15Like when you and Steven didn't work out, you didn't even seem upset.
00:38:18That's because...
00:38:20That's because I was never really into Steven.
00:38:22I...
00:38:23I don't know.
00:38:25I thought...
00:38:26I thought he was cute and fun and maybe there was a potential for something there, but...
00:38:32I never fell for him.
00:38:35Trust me, when I fall for someone, I fall hard.
00:38:40Like...
00:38:41Smashed into a million pieces at the bottom of Cliff hard.
00:38:52So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment.
00:38:55Oh, I'm so, so glad that my crappy dating record can provide comfort in your time of need.
00:39:03You know?
00:39:05D, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:39:08You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month?
00:39:11Mm-hmm.
00:39:11Listening to me whine about all my problems?
00:39:13Mm-hmm.
00:39:15Oh, it's fine.
00:39:16I like your cooking.
00:39:18Just, um, stop leaving your dirty tissues around and we'll be good, okay?
00:39:23Aye aye, Captain.
00:39:26All right.
00:39:26Come on, get up.
00:39:27You're coming with me.
00:39:28What?
00:39:29Yep.
00:39:30No, I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas.
00:39:32Yes, you are.
00:39:33My grandma will love you.
00:39:34You're nice and pretty and you can cook.
00:39:36You think I'm pretty?
00:39:38You're everything she wanted me and failed to get.
00:39:40Come on, up.
00:39:42Sounds good.
00:39:43Mm-hmm.
00:39:44Give me like five minutes.
00:39:45I wanna get ready for your grand-grand.
00:39:47Yeah, never say grand-grand again.
00:39:50Oh, you know you liked it.
00:39:58So good.
00:39:59Eeh?
00:40:00Eh...
00:40:00Oh, so good.
00:40:00Of course, I'm getting ready for you.
00:40:04To make it break so hard literally.
00:40:06I have問 a couple of hours and lasts.
00:40:13So good.
00:40:14Good ten to go.
00:40:15After all, so good at the record of the video.
00:40:17I could understand what does to learn a fuck?
00:40:18I can't fix my body.
00:40:20Things socialize trauma...
00:40:23Oh my god, I missed you so much you bitch. We faced him yesterday. Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:40:29No, I know you have no idea how much I missed you. How was Christmas with your mom? It was
00:40:35good. It was the usual. We ordered Chinese food and watched Love Actually and fell asleep on the couch. Sounds
00:40:41kind of perfect. No, honestly, it was. It was.
00:40:48Hey. I love this. Did you get this here? When are we going shopping? Because I need the perfect look
00:40:52for our New Year's Eve party. Because I have nothing. Yes. We can go tomorrow. I promise. Okay. Let's go
00:40:58outside because it's really cold. Give me back. Yeah, don't take the happy one. Okay.
00:41:06I've had this on before. Why is it just better? This is literally my everyday. Thank you. Yes. Beautiful.
00:41:15I think I'm just like having like a boat. I'm having like a Paris boat. You are having a Paris
00:41:19boat. Not that one. Not that one. Not that one, though.
00:41:22It's like only a place.
00:41:29That's so cool. I know, right?
00:41:37Hey, come inside. It's cold out there. Bitch. I still cannot believe that you live here. Paris is sick.
00:41:47I feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with.
00:41:51You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Stephen's apartment. It's actually really good.
00:41:54I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation.
00:41:57Yeah. Real grown girl shit.
00:41:59I'm very happy for you guys.
00:42:02Okay.
00:42:04Okay. I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends.
00:42:07Yeah, me too. So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with
00:42:12yesterday?
00:42:13Benito?
00:42:14Yeah.
00:42:15No, he's just a friend.
00:42:17Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend.
00:42:19No.
00:42:19No.
00:42:20I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process. You get out there and you...
00:42:25Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun.
00:42:28You put. You put.
00:42:30How do you say put?
00:42:32Wait a minute. Wait a second.
00:42:33Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:42:36And so what if I did? There are some words that I need to know in order to be here
00:42:40and one of them is put.
00:42:41Put.
00:42:43Oh, hey, can you get my phone?
00:42:46It's Jer.
00:42:51I'll answer it. Do you want to answer it?
00:42:52Just give it. Yes. Give it to me.
00:42:56Hello?
00:42:57Hey. Uh, it's me.
00:43:01It's, um, it's really nice to hear your voice.
00:43:05How are you?
00:43:07Um, working. Uh, it's good.
00:43:11Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant.
00:43:14Yeah, I'm basically, like, a glorified busboy, so.
00:43:19Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:22Yeah.
00:43:26So, how's Paris?
00:43:28I tried escargot.
00:43:30And?
00:43:33I hated it.
00:43:35I told you I would.
00:43:36Yeah.
00:43:42I'm really, I'm really glad that you called.
00:43:45I've been, um,
00:43:48I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am.
00:43:52And how much I regret the way that things ended with us.
00:43:56I, I don't want to talk about the past.
00:43:58It's not why I called.
00:44:00Okay, why did you then?
00:44:03I was sick of being too afraid to call.
00:44:06And I want you to know that I'm good.
00:44:08Really.
00:44:10And I, I hope you're good, too.
00:44:13I am.
00:44:14Hey, Fisher, your break under 90 seconds ago.
00:44:16It sounds like you're busy.
00:44:17I should probably let you go.
00:44:22Yeah, I should probably let you go, too.
00:44:26Happy New Year, Jeremiah.
00:44:28Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:44:54Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:44:59Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:45:03Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:45:05Happy New Year, Spouse.
00:45:05Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:45:08I invited the four people I know,
00:45:10and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:45:11Okay.
00:45:14Minas noches.
00:45:15Hi.
00:45:18Sorry I'm late.
00:45:18They closed off half the streets.
00:45:21You look beautiful.
00:45:24I'm going to grab you some champagne, okay?
00:45:26Hi.
00:45:27Taylor, ça va?
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:30Uh, this was delivered to you downstairs.
00:45:33Um, I'll take this.
00:45:35I got it.
00:45:36For you.
00:45:37Yes.
00:45:37You, madame.
00:45:40This is from Conrad.
00:45:42Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:45:45He's been writing.
00:45:47Can I open it?
00:45:48I'm going to open this.
00:45:58Oh my God.
00:45:59You're a sour patch kids.
00:46:01So sweet.
00:46:10Oh my god, Junior Mint? This is really loaded.
00:46:21Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:25Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:28Come on.
00:46:35They're not love letters.
00:46:36They are regular, nothing notes.
00:46:40And I haven't even written them back, so...
00:46:42No, Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:46:44Okay, so then what's holding you back?
00:46:47Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:46:50Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:46:52No.
00:46:57I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:00Okay, so then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:47:04Are you just never gonna get close to anyone ever again because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:09Babe, it's inevitable.
00:47:11Like, you know, do your best, but you're gonna have to accept that it will probably happen at some point.
00:47:21You're right.
00:47:22I'm always right.
00:47:26You know what?
00:47:26It's kind of fitting, actually, that they're both, like, reaching out to you on the last day of the year.
00:47:31If you think about it, like, it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:36The end of an era.
00:47:37Totally.
00:47:38The Fisher Brothers are so loud-seasoned.
00:47:40You'll get a new purse.
00:47:45Let's get out there.
00:47:46Okay.
00:47:47It's almost a new day.
00:47:47Four ho sees.
00:47:49Four now.
00:47:51Six, six, six.
00:47:57Six, five.
00:48:00Five.
00:48:00You're trippin' on that accent of your face
00:48:03All your tongue, boy
00:48:07Kiss me
00:48:08Kiss me
00:48:09Another Paris twilight
00:48:11Kiss me
00:48:13Out on the moon
00:48:15Kiss me
00:48:17Another Paris twilight
00:48:24Kiss me
00:48:25Keep it in the way to the flight to the sky
00:48:27Never down, baby, check my stats
00:48:29Truth is I wasn't trying to meet nobody
00:48:32Baby, I was better to get my back
00:48:34When I saw you, I was like, I like that
00:48:36Wasn't trying to break, baby, I fall back
00:48:38When I heard you say, I'm sure, baby
00:48:43Kiss me
00:48:45Should we let go...
00:48:46No, just ignore it, I'll go away
00:48:53What?
00:48:56Parce qu'il y a eu une fuite là, en fait
00:48:57Les vieux encore?
00:48:59Je pensais que le propriétaire l'avait réparé
00:49:01Bah mais là c'est pas l'évier, c'est la salle de bain
00:49:03Donc c'est pas...
00:49:05Putain
00:49:07Donc il y a là aussi une fuite quoi
00:49:09Super
00:49:09C'est quoi ce bordel, il y a une fuite?
00:49:11Ouais, regarde
00:49:12Sérieusement?
00:49:13Ouais
00:49:13Nous sommes à moitié nus
00:49:15Ah bah tiens, regarde
00:49:16Ah voilà, problème réglé
00:49:17Non, non
00:49:18Ok
00:49:19Putain mais c'est mon café
00:49:20Bah ça va, c'est qu'un café, tu peux t'en refaire
00:49:21Ça recommence
00:49:23Euh, moi je dois me préparer pour aller au taf
00:49:27D'accord?
00:49:27Donc si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ce serait cool
00:49:31Et puis t'as plus de shampoo
00:49:34Oh
00:49:34Stop using my shit
00:49:35Thanks
00:49:38Classic clothes
00:49:39Oh shit, I should go
00:49:43Wait, wait, wait
00:49:44You don't have a few minutes
00:49:55You should keep that
00:49:57Yeah?
00:49:57It'll be helpful
00:49:58You know, you can just store stuff
00:50:00In there
00:50:02Oh
00:50:03Cute
00:50:05Little scarf, my man
00:50:06Guys, can you actually keep on packing?
00:50:09I'm running out of stuff to take downstairs, yeah?
00:50:11Yeah
00:50:11Sorry, babe
00:50:12We'll be right behind
00:50:17I seriously cannot believe you're giving this place up
00:50:20It's perfect
00:50:22Well, Max's place is bigger and it's closer to work, so
00:50:28When's Benito getting here?
00:50:30Uh, soon
00:50:33He, um, asked me to come to Mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:37And?
00:50:39I can't
00:50:39I have graduation that weekend
00:50:41And, you know, then home
00:50:44Poor Benny
00:50:46He's smitten with you, you know
00:50:47No, no, no, no
00:50:49He knows the deal
00:50:49He knows that
00:50:52At some point I have to go back to my real life
00:50:54This could be your real life
00:50:57Look, I've just got to say this again for the record
00:51:00I think it's crazy that you're leaving
00:51:02You should stay in Paris
00:51:06Everybody's expecting me a graduation
00:51:09And I told you Clovis already rented out my room to someone else
00:51:12I know
00:51:13So hear me out
00:51:15It really would be a shame to see this place go to waste
00:51:18You should take my apartment
00:51:20It's just the yearly
00:51:22Hold on, um, my mom is calling me
00:51:25Talk to her
00:51:26Then think about it
00:51:27I'm gonna take this box downstairs before Max dumps me
00:51:32Hi, Mom
00:51:33Hey, Bean
00:51:34I'm sorry I missed your call earlier
00:51:36Hey, I've been meaning to ask you
00:51:37What day are you planning to fly home?
00:51:41I haven't, um
00:51:42I haven't figured out my ticket yet
00:51:44You're still planning to come, right?
00:51:49Actually, Gemma just offered me her apartment
00:51:52It's a year-long lease
00:51:54Oh
00:51:55I mean, I don't even know if I'm gonna take it
00:52:01But if I did, it wouldn't mean that I'm never coming home
00:52:05I just...
00:52:08I feel like maybe I'm not done here
00:52:11What about your visa?
00:52:14Yeah, no, I'd, um, I'd have to think about it
00:52:18Uh, but there's a year-long psych program at the Sorbonne
00:52:22That would give me my ss
00:52:23At an international school
00:52:25And she said they need help with their sports program
00:52:29So, I mean, I
00:52:30I think if I wanted to make it work
00:52:33I could
00:52:36Okay
00:52:39Well, keep me updated
00:52:43What, that's it?
00:52:43You're not gonna, like, try to talk me out of it or something?
00:52:47Do you want me to?
00:52:48No, no
00:52:49No, what?
00:52:50I don't, I just
00:52:55I'm really happy here
00:52:57I know, Bean
00:52:58I can hear it in your voice
00:53:00You found something special out there
00:53:03And yes, there's a part of me that wishes you found something special a little closer to home
00:53:07What, like Trenton, New Jersey?
00:53:11How about down the hallway from me where I can still remind you to wash your bras?
00:53:16I was excited for you to come home, but honestly, I'll be just as excited if you stay
00:53:24Thank you, Mom
00:53:26Thank you, Mom
00:53:26How are you doing today?
00:53:28Today?
00:53:32Oh my God, it's the 14th
00:53:34It's the anniversary of Susanna's death
00:53:37I, I should have, I
00:53:40Are you okay?
00:53:43I'm, I'm good
00:53:44Bean, don't beat yourself up over it
00:53:46I'm sure home feels like a million miles away
00:53:50Beck would be so excited about your moving to Paris
00:53:54Gemma's apartment has a view of the Sacré-Cœur
00:53:56Just like in Sabrina
00:54:01How perfect
00:54:05All right
00:54:07Well, I should probably go, Mom
00:54:11I love you
00:54:14I love you too, Bean
00:54:33Belly, which country do you want to visit the most?
00:54:36Egypt
00:54:37Italy
00:54:39Oh my gosh, Adam and I went to Italy on our honeymoon, and I ate gelato every single day
00:54:46What's gelato?
00:54:48Oh, it's like, like ice cream, but better
00:54:51I want gelato
00:54:52Hey, Laura, what if we rented a house in Italy next summer?
00:54:56That sounds expensive
00:54:59What if Adam rented us a house in Italy next summer?
00:55:02Can we leave him at home?
00:55:04We'll rent a house on the Amalfi Coast, and you'll love it
00:55:08You can swim in the sea every day
00:55:10I don't want to swim in the sea every day
00:55:13I want to swim here, with you
00:55:17And people
00:55:18People?
00:55:21Okay
00:55:22Well, come here
00:55:24But one day, when you're older, you might change your mind
00:55:28You might want to see more of the world
00:55:30Mmm, no
00:55:31I never will
00:55:33I know what I like
00:55:37It's true
00:55:39You've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:55:41I know her own
00:56:20I didn't think you were coming.
00:56:22I didn't tell anyone. I'm sorry.
00:56:26Thought I'd be in and out before you got here.
00:56:55I can't believe it's been five years.
00:56:58This morning I realized I can't remember her life.
00:57:03I can't remember her hands.
00:57:08They're like yours.
00:57:15Jay, look, I know I can't make you forgive me.
00:57:17Nope.
00:57:18But I'm going to try and I'm going to keep trying to break through.
00:57:23Because I miss you.
00:57:26And I'm sorry.
00:57:28I'm so, so sorry.
00:57:32You really want to do this here?
00:57:36Fine. Let's do it.
00:57:38Let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass, pretending to help me with
00:57:42my wedding, when really you were just trying to break it up and take belly for yourself.
00:57:46Jay, that's not how it was.
00:57:47You're so full of shit.
00:57:47Jay, I swear to you, that's not what was happening.
00:57:49I loved her. And you ruined it. You don't know what it's like to be with someone that long, what
00:57:54you build, what you lose when it disappears. She was my fucking world.
00:58:00If you loved her so much, how could you go and sleep with someone else?
00:58:04We were broken up. You want to know why?
00:58:09Because I know about the two of you on Christmas.
00:58:13Admit it, Con.
00:58:15You wanted belly back so you found a way to take her.
00:58:17You can't take someone, Jer. She's not a fucking object.
00:58:21And the only reason that there was any wedding to break up was because you were afraid of losing her.
00:58:26As if a ring could...
00:58:29make someone yours.
00:58:31Fuck you.
00:58:32Jer, I'm sorry that I couldn't stop loving her and that that hurt you. I hate that.
00:58:37But you've been that person, too.
00:58:41When you had the chance to be with her a month after she and I broke up, you took it.
00:58:48You think that didn't fuck me up? You think that was easy for me?
00:58:52And I get it, because you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else. I did, too.
00:59:07I never wanted to talk about Christmas, because I knew the second I did, it was over.
00:59:15Can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as I could?
00:59:20No.
00:59:21Jer, I tried to stop loving her.
00:59:24I tried to keep my promise.
00:59:25What promise?
00:59:28Before Mom...
00:59:30died, I promised her that I would...
00:59:34try and take care of you, that I would...
00:59:37protect you from getting hurt.
00:59:39I know.
00:59:43Shit job.
00:59:44Yeah.
00:59:48Yeah.
00:59:50I...
00:59:51I made her a promise, too.
00:59:54That I wouldn't let anything get between us.
00:59:56So we both screwed up.
01:00:03She would be so mad.
01:00:08You know, when we broke off the wedding, my first thought was, I...
01:00:11I need to find Mom.
01:00:16My second thought was, I wish I could talk to Connie, if that was your fault.
01:00:21I needed my brother.
01:00:23And I still do.
01:00:28I'm here now.
01:00:35Did Billy text you, too?
01:00:37I won't hit you if she did.
01:00:40No.
01:00:42We haven't talked since last summer.
01:00:47I've been writing her letters.
01:00:54She hasn't written me back.
01:00:55Maybe I should take that as a hint.
01:00:58But...
01:01:01I never could compete with what you two had.
01:01:05That connection is like a force field.
01:01:10Do what you have to do.
01:01:12Don't expect me to be okay with it.
01:01:15But don't fucking waste it, either.
01:01:23Later, man.
01:01:24Later.
01:01:28Dear Billy.
01:01:31I saw Jeremiah yesterday.
01:01:35We both went to visit Mom's grave.
01:01:38Things went better than the last time we were together.
01:01:41No punches were thrown.
01:01:43I'm completely honest here.
01:01:46Because who even knows if you're reading my letters.
01:01:49You might have thrown them all out without opening them.
01:01:52Which is your right.
01:01:55But I'll go ahead and say it.
01:01:56Even though I have no right.
01:01:59It killed me a little that Jer's talked to you.
01:02:04Still, I don't think he hates me anymore.
01:02:06Which is a good thing.
01:02:11Um, excuse me.
01:02:12Please take your shoes off in my new abode.
01:02:15Keep an Asian household.
01:02:17But we wore shoes in your old place.
01:02:19Yeah, but that's because I didn't want my feet touching that floor.
01:02:23And also, I mean...
01:02:25This place is all mine.
01:02:27You know?
01:02:28Just mine.
01:02:29Should we make up the bed?
01:02:31You know, my mother always says that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place.
01:02:35Sure.
01:02:36But I'm sleeping in it alone tonight.
01:02:38I've never gotten to do that before.
01:02:41Whatever you say.
01:02:45So, now that you're not going home next month, will you come with me to Mexico for my grandma's birthday
01:02:50party?
01:02:52I promise I'm not going to propose to you in front of my entire family.
01:02:56I just want to show you where I grew up.
01:02:58My grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world.
01:03:01You have no idea.
01:03:02The entire world?
01:03:03You have no idea.
01:03:03They're delicious.
01:03:05Yeah.
01:03:11Okay.
01:03:17Yeah.
01:03:20All right.
01:03:33Also, in case I haven't made it clear, I think about you a lot.
01:03:37You're pretty much all I think about.
01:03:40Just so we're clear.
01:03:42Love, Conrad.
01:03:44Dear Conrad, I never thanked you for sending me Junior Mint.
01:03:48So, thank you.
01:03:50And thank you for all your letters.
01:03:53It's sweet of you to think of me.
01:03:55I finally found a permanent apartment.
01:03:57This is my new address.
01:03:59Hope you're well.
01:04:16You should have really locked your doors.
01:04:20Oh, my God.
01:04:21It's hot.
01:04:21I don't remember it being this hot last June.
01:04:23It's pretty nice in Brussels right now, I've heard.
01:04:26I still can't believe Namazi invited you to the Brussels conference.
01:04:29I'm so much better than you.
01:04:31Better luck next time, kid.
01:04:34What's up?
01:04:34You want some water?
01:04:35Sure, yeah.
01:04:40So...
01:04:42Brussels, huh?
01:04:44Quaint Belgian town, only a one and a half hour train ride from Paris.
01:04:49Subtle.
01:04:50Let me see that postcard she sent you.
01:04:52Agnes?
01:04:53Oh, come on.
01:04:53Just let me see it.
01:04:54I mean, how am I supposed to help you if I don't know what I'm dealing with?
01:04:56For the record, I never asked for your help.
01:05:07Oh, my God.
01:05:08You keep it in your wallet?
01:05:09Shut up.
01:05:18Well?
01:05:20That's it?
01:05:21That's all she wrote?
01:05:23Yeah.
01:05:25Yeah, you definitely shouldn't go.
01:05:29Really?
01:05:30So you don't think...
01:05:31You suck.
01:05:33You...
01:05:33Okay, really, though?
01:05:35If you don't go, you might regret it forever.
01:05:38If you do go, you might regret it forever, too, but...
01:05:42Is this supposed to be helping?
01:05:44No.
01:05:48Doctor, help myself.
01:06:02Okay, Mr. Fisher, we're able to switch your flight to the 10.45 p.m. to Paris.
01:06:08There is a $473 fare difference.
01:06:12Would you still like to go ahead and rebook?
01:06:13Yeah.
01:06:19You're awesome.
01:06:20Thank you, I appreciate it.
01:06:21Yeah, have a safe flight.
01:06:25What did you expect this weekend for your birthday?
01:06:27Some friends have expected a little wedding for me.
01:06:30Oh, it looks nice and cozy.
01:06:42You're sure you want to do it?
01:06:44Yes.
01:06:46I'm ready for something new this summer.
01:06:49Okay.
01:07:01We gotta get away from here.
01:07:05We gotta get away from here.
01:07:11Just stop you crying.
01:07:13It'll be all right.
01:07:17They told me that the end is near.
01:07:21We gotta get away from here.
01:07:27Just stop you crying at the time of your life.
01:07:33Breaking through the atmosphere.
01:07:38Things are pretty good from here.
01:07:43Remember, everything will be all right.
01:07:50We could meet again somewhere.
01:07:54Somewhere far away from here.
01:07:59We never know we've been here before.
01:08:03Why are we always talking on it from the bullet?
01:08:14We never know we've been here before.
01:08:19We never know we've been here before.
01:08:20Why are we always talking on it from the bullet?
01:08:26The bullet.
01:08:31We never know we've been here before.
01:08:32Just stop you crying.
01:08:33It's the sun of the times.
01:08:37We gotta get away from here.
01:08:41We gotta get away from here.
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