#video #Love Island Beyond the Villa S02E05 Merry Ex Mas 1 H 264
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00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:11Iris, what are you doing?
00:13Yeah.
00:13Oh!
00:15Oh, fuck.
00:16Oh, fuck.
00:17Oh!
00:18You and Coco, though.
00:19You know what you got to do, bro?
00:21Get some cojones.
00:22How's it going?
00:22Fuck at the villa.
00:23We just slept and woke up.
00:26No, little.
00:27No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:29TJ's birthday?
00:30Yes.
00:3180's theme.
00:32Yes.
00:37I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:40I mean, they're having a group conversation right now,
00:41and none of them are asking where we are or for us to join.
00:46Would you be open to, like, having, like, a conversation with, like, Pepe and stuff?
00:49He told me lies about TJ.
00:52I can't really, like, see past that.
00:54Why would you want to go to LA?
00:55There's a lot of opportunity there.
00:57So, just fuck Oklahoma.
01:24Hi. Hi. I'm Hannah.
01:26Hi, I'm Paige.
01:27Nice to meet you.
01:28Nice to meet you.
01:29Where is Clark?
01:31I think she's just in the green room right now getting ready.
01:33Okay.
01:34Do you know how much?
01:35I think she said about 20 minutes.
01:37Are you a friend of hers?
01:38Yeah, I am.
01:39Oh, awesome.
01:39I'm here for moral support, but...
01:41Love that.
01:42...suggestion.
01:43Okay.
01:43I'm gonna get some test shots of me and my cat.
01:45You and your cat?
01:46Yeah.
01:46You brought your cat?
01:48This is Paris.
01:49Oh, hi, Paris.
01:51Clark wanted to get some pictures done to further her modeling career, so I thought, why not
01:57take some pictures of my cat?
01:59I know Clark takes a long time to get ready, so I think she'll understand.
02:07We're ready for our glamour shot.
02:10She has about 30 seconds of patience, but my mom will kill me if I don't make a Christmas
02:15card.
02:16Sounds good.
02:17Are you ready, my superstar?
02:18Come on.
02:19Princess Paris Penelope.
02:20I named her after my idol, Paris Hilton, of course.
02:24Oh, my goodness.
02:26She has an outfit on.
02:27She's like me.
02:28She's a diva.
02:28You know?
02:29Like, she is my little diva.
02:31Would you mind closing that just in case?
02:34Oh, yes.
02:34Yeah, absolutely.
02:37Oh.
02:38That scared her.
02:40Paris!
02:41Oh, my gosh.
02:42Come here.
02:44Paris!
02:46Stop.
02:47Paris is on the naughty list.
02:49Got her.
02:50Okay.
02:51Okay.
02:52She got a little nervous.
02:54All right.
02:56Gorgeous.
02:56Cute.
02:57Coming a little closer.
02:59Hannah!
02:59What the hell going on out here?
03:01I need to make a Christmas card.
03:05It's okay.
03:06I take forever.
03:07Wait.
03:08Grab her.
03:08Grab her.
03:09Grab her.
03:10She's had enough.
03:12So, what kind of shoot do you want to do today?
03:14I think when someone visits my social media page, I want like a more professional vibe.
03:20Okay.
03:23Gorgeous.
03:26Give us everything.
03:28Yeah, this looks great.
03:37Do you have management?
03:39Yeah.
03:40Okay.
03:40And how has it been?
03:41I mean, it is hard not being in L.A. because there's so much opportunity here.
03:46Do you want to live here, or?
03:48I'm definitely open to living here, but I think it's just a thing of weighing out my
03:52options.
03:53Doing this photo shoot, you know, it makes me excited for the opportunities out here in
03:58L.A.
03:59But in the back of my head, you know, I remind myself, it's definitely going to make it more
04:04difficult in a long-distance relationship.
04:07Taylor has a ranch.
04:09She has the lifestyle figured out.
04:10He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do.
04:13But for me, it's going to take some figuring out.
04:15I'm just going to turn one light on over here.
04:17Sorry.
04:18Just turn that off.
04:18So, when we were in the car on the way to Palm Springs, and you were saying how last
04:22Christmas was not it for you, I'm not going to lie, that pissed me off a little bit.
04:26No.
04:27Usually, you celebrate Christmas with, like, your family and friends.
04:30Yeah.
04:30Last year, I was alone.
04:32Aww.
04:32Hannah, I wish I knew you last year.
04:34I know.
04:34I was really sad I had a broken arm.
04:36Aww.
04:37You get it, Mike?
04:38I was like, damn, why couldn't I have known Hannah last year?
04:41Last Christmas, I had just gotten in a car accident, so I was, like, kind of bedridden.
04:45And then my family went up to Phoenix.
04:48They had to take, like, a two-hour drive, and I was not ready to be in the car yet,
04:51so I
04:52just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy.
04:54Yeah.
04:54The holidays are supposed to be fun.
04:56Like, it would be nice to, like, get the gang together.
04:58I agree.
04:59What if I, like, threw a Christmas party?
05:01But Love Island style, like, sexy, like, the theme.
05:05Hell yeah.
05:05Should I do it?
05:06Hell yeah.
05:07Care if Taylor comes in?
05:09Cause...
05:09Girl.
05:11Has it been weird living with Taylor?
05:13Like, is that your vibe?
05:15Um, no.
05:16No?
05:17I feel like I was okay with spending so much long-term time with him because he was hurt,
05:23but I want to make sure that I have things going for myself.
05:26You need, like, that security that you can be independent.
05:29Yes.
05:30Since coming out of the villa, Clark has spent, like, every waking moment with Taylor, so I
05:35think Taylor thinks that Clark's world revolves around him.
05:38And now is a perfect opportunity to branch out and experience more things for her career.
05:43I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not husband and wife.
05:46No wifey shit at a girlfriend's salary.
05:48Period, queen.
05:50Exactly.
05:53I came, I cook, cook, clean the party.
05:56Roll up in my Ferrari.
05:58I bring the bags beneath the ass.
06:00Yeah, look at that.
06:01Oh, I came, I cook, cook, clean the party.
06:04So let's get this thing.
06:05Long time to receive.
06:07That's a basketball coach, yeah.
06:09What's good with you?
06:10Chillin' fam.
06:11Hey, how are you?
06:11Hi, guys.
06:12Welcome to the yard.
06:12How are you?
06:13Good.
06:13Good.
06:14Come on in.
06:14Let me show you what you're gonna be doing today.
06:19Oh, I already see something.
06:21Are we, wait, we're running?
06:24Well, I have an ab cramp.
06:26I'm just gonna stretch.
06:31Look who it is.
06:34Yo, Austin!
06:37My boy.
06:38What's poppin'?
06:39How are you, handsome?
06:41Look at this guy.
06:42I arrived in the villa the first week.
06:44They came in with the OG crew.
06:50Tucker up on three.
06:54You're welcome.
06:55Jayden and I left the villa together, coupled up.
06:58And, uh, yeah, that fizzled out pretty quickly.
07:01I do feel like I was blindsided.
07:04I did send you a message saying, like,
07:07if you were planning on dating
07:09or hooking up with other people,
07:11if you could just let me know.
07:13And then you didn't.
07:17Hey, what you been up to then?
07:18Just been doing more content stuff.
07:23Welcome home, Charles.
07:25Thumbs up.
07:25We like Remy's right up.
07:27Right, right?
07:27So I'm glad that Charlie's in, cause, like...
07:30It's easier to do it with somebody that's on the same way.
07:31Yeah, bro, it's so much easier.
07:32So, like, who you been, like, kicking it, like, post-show,
07:36and stuff like that?
07:36Yeah, Charlie Jeremiah.
07:40Um...
07:40I'm honestly, honestly,
07:41it's whenever he has me hold his bags or some shit.
07:44That's usually what it is.
07:46He's like, man, I need an assistant for the day.
07:48Then, like, a lot of the costs of people.
07:51Yeah, Grayson.
07:52Grayson and I kick it pretty often.
07:53She's cool.
07:55Um...
07:55What's up with that face?
07:57I don't know.
07:57I was listening.
07:58Mm-hmm.
08:10We're gonna get some food.
08:12We want that guacamole tower right there.
08:14Beautiful.
08:14Salsas as well?
08:15Yes.
08:16I'm so excited for us to just be able to, like,
08:18sit down and chat.
08:19Mmm.
08:20Yes, yes.
08:21What'd y'all do this weekend?
08:23I just recharged.
08:24After that trip,
08:26oh, my gosh, that was the best trip,
08:27but that was a heavy one.
08:29Yeah.
08:30Actually, honestly,
08:30a very, like, beautiful connecting moment
08:33for all of us.
08:33Yeah.
08:34And I know we were all feeling
08:36kind of in the same boat, you know?
08:38Feeling a little excluded and left out.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Yeah.
08:42I hope I'll be able to have that conversation
08:44with, like, some of the girls,
08:45like, Amaya and Iris and Hannah,
08:46because, like, I enjoy being around them.
08:48We just want y'all to want us.
08:50Yeah!
08:50Like, you know, we're all grown women.
08:52Like, you know, we have respect for ourselves,
08:54and we respect them.
08:55So it's not like we're gonna beg,
08:57like, please, like,
08:58please hang out with me.
08:59Yeah, exactly.
09:00Please.
09:00I want to spend time with those girls.
09:02Hello.
09:03Hello.
09:03Hello.
09:03Hi.
09:04Thanks for you.
09:06You look gorge.
09:11Oh, shit.
09:12Hold on, hold on.
09:12Hannah texted me.
09:13And Salsa Tower.
09:14Yeah, I'm about to tear this down, so...
09:16Thank you so much.
09:19Guys, Hannah just texted me.
09:20Come slay with me.
09:22Sexy Christmas Love Island style.
09:24Invite your friends a day or other islanders.
09:26Detail to follow.
09:28Oh, shit.
09:29Like a Christmas party?
09:31You're...
09:32Say less.
09:34Okay, so you're obviously bringing Chris as your date,
09:38aren't you?
09:39Yeah.
09:39Actually, no.
09:41What the hellie?
09:42Why do you mean?
09:43I'm just kidding.
09:43Oh, I was like, damn.
09:44It was just so dramatic, I needed that.
09:48Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
09:49That's my guy.
09:50After Palm Springs, I feel like me and Chris
09:53are really on the same page in a way.
09:56Just having each other to lean on was special.
09:59I felt it so heavily.
10:01He made me feel like he was a safe space.
10:03Chris was even celibate for months.
10:05I mean, I don't know if he's celibate right now, but...
10:08Oh, I know.
10:08Yeah, so I don't...
10:09He's not, like, around being a hoe.
10:12I know Jeremiah and Austin weren't celibate.
10:16Jeremiah, you bringing a date?
10:18Yeah, dating in LA is tricky for sure.
10:19You gotta find, like, a library or a coffee spot.
10:21You ever seen, uh, Scott Pilgrim vs. the World?
10:23Yeah.
10:24Like, finding, like, Ramona at the library,
10:25like, some shit like that.
10:26That's what I want, bro.
10:27So you bringing Grayson?
10:29No, I know he made a face when it came to Grayson.
10:31We're genuinely, like, friends.
10:33Like, we're good friends.
10:35And I don't want to cross that line.
10:37I love Grayson to death.
10:38She's probably the girl I'm closest with.
10:40It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out
10:43because the physicality stuff fizzled out.
10:45I more see it as, like, you know,
10:48friends with two or three times benefit.
10:51And also, like, I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe,
10:54you know what I'm saying?
10:57I don't know if Austin's a hoe,
10:59but at least bro is truthful about her shit.
11:00He's saying it, then go ahead, bro.
11:02Live your life.
11:03He is Austin a hoe.
11:04No, Austin's a slut.
11:05And, um, you know, we're living for it.
11:06I'm enjoying my time right now.
11:08I'll be 27 in a month.
11:10Maybe we'll reevaluate then.
11:13I'm really close with Austin.
11:14I don't know what's going on kind of with us right now.
11:19Wait.
11:20I'm sorry, but to look out for you,
11:23to look out for my girl.
11:25Um, Austin is also one of my best friends, too.
11:29Mm-hmm.
11:29Has you not been talking to Rave since July?
11:32Are they still talking?
11:34To my knowledge, yes.
11:38Outside of the Islanders,
11:40Raven is my only friend here.
11:42I know her from Hawaii.
11:43We both moved out to L.A. together.
11:45She confides in me,
11:47anything to do with Austin,
11:48because I introduced them.
11:50Mm.
11:50And to my knowledge,
11:51they had made things exclusive.
11:55No.
12:05Wait.
12:06We knew in Austin.
12:08Has you not been talking to Rave since July?
12:11Are they still talking?
12:12To my knowledge,
12:13they had made things exclusive.
12:17I do know that they met
12:19when we got right out of the villa.
12:21I do know that a month later,
12:23he told me that he, like,
12:25broke things off with her.
12:26Like, they were over.
12:28That was pretty much the last time
12:29I ever talked to him about her.
12:32So I never knew that there was still
12:34a relationship going on.
12:35Look, I know.
12:35I just know that Rave talks about Austin
12:37all the time.
12:38Mm-mm.
12:39Oh, gosh.
12:40I just know that you've been around him
12:41and his family.
12:42Well, yeah.
12:43I have spent some time with his family.
12:45And I know that she has as well.
12:48Ooh!
12:52That was nice, very nice.
12:54I didn't realize that there was still
12:56something going on.
12:57But it's good to know,
12:58and maybe that's a conversation.
12:58Exclusivity is crazy.
12:59That you couldn't ask him about.
13:01Exclusivity is crazy.
13:02Because I don't want to be
13:02speaking for him.
13:03Austin!
13:04Freaking Austin!
13:05What are you doing?
13:07I felt more emotionally connected
13:10to Austin than I have felt with,
13:13like, anyone in years, I'd say.
13:15We were spending so much time
13:17with each other that
13:17you could have told me
13:18you were in a relationship.
13:19You know, that would have
13:20cleared things up real fast.
13:22How physical was your
13:23relationship with Austin?
13:26I mean, we did have, like,
13:28a physical relationship.
13:29We were very affectionate
13:30with each other.
13:31If you hang out with someone,
13:33like, you have sex more than,
13:35like, you know, a couple times.
13:38He knew me front to back.
13:40I think the guys coming out of the villa
13:42are living in a fairy tale land.
13:47Go be a rock star.
13:48I know and love you.
13:49Yeah.
13:50And I know and love Raven.
13:51Exactly.
13:51And I know and love Austin
13:52and that's not okay.
13:53Just try not to get involved with it.
13:56That's not my business.
13:57Right.
13:57Until I get there because
14:00I'm no dumbass.
14:01Like, if I was this girl,
14:02I would be a little, like, red.
14:06Oh, this is messy as fuck.
14:17You know, big cars are like girls
14:18with really big asses.
14:20I kind of don't know what to do with it.
14:25Run his ass.
14:28Yeah.
14:30How you doing?
14:30How you doing?
14:32You too.
14:32You too.
14:33See ya.
14:35She's pretty too.
14:37IRL troll in it.
14:38It's called being a man child, bro.
14:39You take notes.
14:40Yes, sir.
14:45Can I help you find anything?
14:47Yes.
14:47We have some noble fur over here,
14:49Douglas fur.
14:50These are our silver tips.
14:51They're quite popular.
14:52What about this one?
14:53No, too big.
14:54I think we have a different opinion
14:56on Christmas trees.
14:57I like this one.
14:59Ours.
15:00Wait, what's wrong with it?
15:02It's easy to put ornaments on.
15:04I just love the things
15:06that people don't love, typically.
15:09Like me.
15:23Oh, my God.
15:25Hell yeah.
15:26Watch out, slow post.
15:28Let me focus.
15:28Hold on.
15:29Let me get to the wall.
15:30It's cold.
15:31My toes are cold.
15:33Yeah, my nose is leaking.
15:33Where Amaya?
15:34Did you not hear?
15:35She had to get, like, emergency surgery.
15:37For what?
15:37Like, I think she got, like,
15:39part of her intestine.
15:43Because she had to hold me, like,
15:44a couple days ago.
15:44She wasn't feeling good.
15:45In Palm Springs?
15:46No, like, right when we got back.
15:49That has to be, like, the worst pain ever.
15:51Damn, I didn't even know that.
15:52Amaya texted in our group chat
15:54to let us know what was happening.
15:56I wish her nothing but the best
15:58and all of the healing energy
15:59because nobody wants to be alone
16:01during the holidays.
16:02We need to bring her, like, flowers
16:04and some papayas
16:06and some shuffled pasta.
16:07I'm never complaining about anything ever again.
16:10You complain when you wake up
16:11with a scratchy tone.
16:12Okay.
16:33Hi, Peppa girl.
16:35Hi, baby.
16:36How are you?
16:37Oh, my God.
16:38I'm doing way better now.
16:40No, your hair looks fire.
16:42Yes, Babiana.
16:44My bob is activated, baby.
16:46I was, like, in the hospital in L.A.,
16:48but I'm really happy
16:49to be feeling better again.
16:51I fucking hate the hospital,
16:53especially when you're, like,
16:54not in your city
16:55and you can't have, like, family come see you.
16:57Yeah.
16:58Like, what is it,
16:59if you're comfortable, like, talking about it?
17:00Yeah, no, so basically it's, like,
17:02it's Crohn's disease.
17:03So when I get flare-ups,
17:05it's, like, my intestines
17:06are going into each other,
17:08which causes abdominal cramping.
17:11I've been having abdominal pains
17:13since November 2024.
17:15After that, my flare-ups
17:17was three more times.
17:19Then in the summertime,
17:19I had a break.
17:20Snuck back on me like an ex.
17:22I felt like I was gonna die
17:24earlier tonight,
17:25but I am nervous for tomorrow.
17:29So if I have some battle scars in my stomach,
17:33they're beauty scars.
17:35It definitely was, like,
17:36a very scary moment for me.
17:38I called 911 on my own,
17:39and the EMS took me to the hospital in L.A.
17:43But with that time,
17:44it was just a reset
17:50because I didn't have time to be by myself
17:53for the longest of time.
17:55I've been literally living on a plane.
17:57Whenever I'm home,
17:58it's, of course,
17:58two to three days,
17:59and then, boom,
18:00I'm back outside.
18:02I'm back not back outside partying,
18:03I'm back outside working.
18:05That probably was my body giving up
18:06and telling me, like,
18:07yo, chill.
18:08It was just, like, a reminder
18:10that if you don't have health,
18:11you don't have anything.
18:13Yeah.
18:14Because I remember speaking to you,
18:15and you were giving me so much advice,
18:17and you're like,
18:18bro, don't overwork yourself.
18:19Like, take it slow.
18:20And look what happened.
18:21Last year in the spring,
18:23we were filming Beyond the Villa,
18:24and I was admitted to the hospital
18:26for, like, five to six days
18:28and had emergency surgeries
18:29on the kidney stones in my kidney.
18:32I have a stent in my kidney,
18:34so it's, like, a tube, basically,
18:35that's, like, allowed,
18:36like, helping me, like, pee.
18:38Wait, what?
18:39You pee through a poem.
18:41Honestly, like,
18:41I appreciate you so much
18:42for reaching out.
18:43We were two stents of gangsters.
18:46I told my mom,
18:48and I told my dad,
18:49I was like, maybe I needed that to happen
18:50for me to just really gain
18:52my mental stability again
18:53and for me to be grounded.
18:55And in a way,
18:57I feel like,
18:58I feel blessed that that happened.
18:59If you need any help,
19:00you want to go out,
19:01have a wine at night.
19:02You know, I know you always are cooking,
19:04so, like, can you come over?
19:05Because that's your favorite.
19:07Yes, yes, baby.
19:08I'm gonna come over and make some food.
19:10Mwah, mwah, mwah.
19:11Love you.
19:11Love you.
19:20What's good, man?
19:21What am I, brother?
19:22How you doing?
19:24Good, how are you, man?
19:25Not too bad.
19:25How's your day been?
19:26I'm shopping right now, bro.
19:28Ho, ho, ho.
19:29Long time no see, though, bruh.
19:30I know, bro.
19:31Where have I been?
19:32I've been busy.
19:33Uh, I've been working a lot of work,
19:36which is in Miami,
19:37which is Art Basel,
19:38which I got a lot of great opportunities
19:40coming out of that.
19:41Then, now I'm home.
19:43Home for the rest of the year.
19:44How was Palm Springs?
19:45Yeah, bro.
19:46I was kinda upset.
19:47You didn't pull up, bro.
19:47I was excited to see you and shit.
19:49Where was you at?
19:50Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble.
19:53I was supposed to get home from Miami
19:54the day before.
19:56Yeah.
19:56Um, flight got canceled.
19:58So then I just, I got off the plane
19:59and just stayed in Miami one more night.
20:02That's good, bro.
20:02I understand.
20:03Trust me, I saw you go out swing, bro.
20:05You, you gotta get right, man.
20:07You, you, you an athlete for everything but that.
20:11I saw the grass fly.
20:12I didn't see the ball move.
20:17Um, there's a little Christmas party,
20:20a little pop-up if you wanna pull up, bro.
20:22Okay, bet.
20:23If I'm being honest with you,
20:24I'd hope that when I'm not there
20:26that there's no cloud hanging over people's heads
20:28about me and hoping we could go into the holiday party
20:31and mend these things so we can be in the same rooms together.
20:35Who always gonna be there?
20:36Everybody's gonna show up?
20:36Yeah, everybody should be there.
20:37Okay, bet.
20:38I would like to talk to Iris and TJ
20:40because obviously we were all in that triangle relationship
20:44with Iris at the top.
20:46All I want for Christmas is some peace.
20:49Yeah, bro, we'd love to see you, fam.
20:51Yeah, I'll pull up.
20:52It'll be a good time, bro.
21:08You know, I wanted to bring you out here when it was sunny and whatnot,
21:12but I don't control the weather.
21:26I appreciate it.
21:27Okay.
21:28I wish we could be together every day.
21:32Me too.
21:34You know that's difficult.
21:35Not realistic.
21:37Not having it.
21:40Me and Taylor haven't spent longer than two weeks apart from each other.
21:44I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party.
21:48Hello.
21:49What up?
21:50Hannah's throwing a Christmas party.
21:53So can you fly in?
21:54Yes, I will be there.
21:56Okay.
21:57As time goes on, the time apart grows and grows and grows.
22:01So it's like, I need more quality time.
22:04How you liking LA?
22:07I like it a lot.
22:09It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte, obviously.
22:13Like, it's very similar.
22:13It's just, there's more people here.
22:15There's more companies and brands here.
22:18More photographers out here.
22:20I think I just want to spend more time, like, building up my image.
22:30And exploring the different ways that that could look.
22:34Making appearances here and there at different brand events.
22:38There's, like, opportunity for me to do something all the time.
22:41You know?
22:42I feel it.
22:44If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma, that is A-okay.
22:47But I definitely want to build something for myself.
22:51I can see myself living here.
22:54It's more just speed.
22:55Yeah.
22:57The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person.
23:01I'm always working towards something and wanting to better myself as a person.
23:04Do you like it?
23:06What?
23:06I mean, it's cool periodically, like, for a week.
23:09Two weeks?
23:12I mean, you might be pushing it.
23:14What don't you like?
23:16I like the quiet life.
23:18I mean, it's pretty chill right here.
23:21I like quietness, peace, my own space.
23:27Okay.
23:29Of course, it's sad being apart from each other doing the long distance deal.
23:33You know, we both know we're busy people, and we're going to make it a priority to see each other.
23:37But I definitely feel being quite compromising.
23:40You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting to be city, and just finding a middle ground.
23:47You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
23:50With the way you want to live?
23:54Perfect.
23:54Thank you so much.
23:58I appreciate it.
24:01We're going to see.
24:01We're going to figure it out.
24:02I mean, I say go forward.
24:06I'm going to support you regardless.
24:09You know, my eyes ain't moving here.
24:11This ain't my speed, but I got two more years of school.
24:16So, you know, you can have your little time in LA.
24:19My little one-two?
24:20Yeah.
24:21Get it?
24:21One-two years?
24:24Just as long as you happy, I'm happy type of beat.
24:27Period.
24:48Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.
24:52The very next day, you gave it away.
24:57You look great.
24:59Sleigh party day!
25:01I have a big snow globe that you can stand in.
25:04You can go inside of me.
25:06Oh, shit.
25:06Get in there.
25:07Yay!
25:09I have snow machine.
25:11I have spiked hot chocolate.
25:13I have a kissing booth.
25:16cookies that are dressed like little Islanders.
25:20They have, like, little boobs.
25:22More boobs than me.
25:23We're going to make sure that no little Grinches are stealing my Christmas.
25:27You could write your name on the naughty or nice.
25:30Oh, yeah.
25:30TJ, you're going to be naughty?
25:31No!
25:36You're with the candy cane.
25:38Oh, shit.
25:39Buddy the Elf showed up.
25:40How are you?
25:41Chris, how are you?
25:42Good to see you.
25:42Good to see you, too.
25:43What up, Po?
25:44You good?
25:47I need a drink.
25:48You want some hot cocoa?
25:49I know you want some cocoa.
25:55Wow!
25:56I feel like I'm back in Love Island.
25:57Hi!
25:59Hi!
26:01Hi, guys.
26:02How are you going?
26:03Hey, again.
26:04I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
26:07You look amazing.
26:12Coco!
26:14Wait, are we wearing the same dress?
26:19Wait, really?
26:20Is it?
26:20No.
26:20Definitely.
26:21It's not the same?
26:22No, no.
26:22Mine's, like, bathing suit material.
26:24Chris looks so adorable tonight.
26:27Honestly, I helped him pick it out.
26:30How are you?
26:31I love that.
26:31This is the tallest elf in L.A., okay?
26:37Jay, money.
26:39Jerry.
26:39Jerry.
26:39Wow, Jerry.
26:41You gonna get food?
26:42I ain't better, bro.
26:46This is very cute.
26:48No, this is cute.
26:49Andrina.
26:49Sure.
26:50Oh, and Grayson, too.
26:51Yay!
26:52Look, we're twinning!
26:55So cute.
26:55I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing.
26:58You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney?
27:02That's, like, Grayson.
27:04Gorgeous.
27:04I would've matched, too, but my stuff didn't come in time.
27:06Oh, your pink panties didn't come in time?
27:08I'm freezing my ass off, and at least I got bottoms on.
27:11She definitely probably feels a draft.
27:13Has anyone seen Grayson's pants?
27:16Sit down, Santa.
27:17Do I take your seat, Santa?
27:19No, I could sit on Santa's lap.
27:21Come on, baby.
27:23No.
27:24So, like, Austin and I are kind of, like, going through some weird stuff right now.
27:28Yeah.
27:28He's gonna be here, I believe.
27:31So, like, I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard.
27:35And honestly, it probably won't be, like, as big of a deal, because you know how I am.
27:39Is it more of a conversation or, like, a confrontation?
27:42It's a little of both.
27:43I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know, like, if I'm over there, like...
27:48Ruin this fucking party.
27:49I don't even care.
27:50Honestly ruin it, because I'll be sitting there like, yeah!
27:52Get his ass!
27:53Get his ass!
27:54And then, like, I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend.
27:59What?
27:59He has a girlfriend?
28:01Like, they're dating.
28:02Boyfriend, girlfriend.
28:03Like, they're exclusive.
28:04I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together.
28:07This is the first time hearing of all of this, but I don't slut shame around here.
28:12I won't say anything about Austin, because I've seen worse.
28:15I'm from Arizona, guys.
28:17Keep going.
28:18It's not a big deal.
28:19But anyways, I just think that, like, we just need to talk a little.
28:21Austin doesn't have a girlfriend.
28:22No.
28:23Yeah.
28:23And obviously, like, I never wanted to go there.
28:25Like, because we decided not to do it on camera, but here we are.
28:29I know nothing about Austin and Grayson.
28:31Of course the situation turned into friends with benefits.
28:34He's a womanizer.
28:36That hurts.
28:37And I know that hurts.
28:38And I don't want you to think, like, that you deserve that.
28:41Yeah.
28:42You know?
28:44They're like, we're done with this.
28:57Merry Christmas.
28:58Hello, Charlie.
29:00Thank you very much for the invite.
29:02You're welcome.
29:02Thank you very much.
29:04I'm so glad I got to see you.
29:05I've been excited as hell to do this.
29:07I think so.
29:08Austin shows up.
29:09His abs are out.
29:10Kind of looks like he made his own vest.
29:12If I was wearing what Austin was wearing right now,
29:14I would be freezing my ass off.
29:16Hey.
29:17Okay, sir.
29:18Whatever.
29:19I'm rating that.
29:20The fuck?
29:21The cane.
29:22The cane.
29:23How you doing, man?
29:24I'm Charlie.
29:24Come here, come here.
29:26Grayson, that's a bullshit.
29:27I don't know why.
29:28Like what?
29:30Actually, Iris, you were there.
29:31Come here.
29:31What was Grayson talking about?
29:32Okay, so she wanted to have a talk tonight.
29:35I've been wanting to have a talk with her,
29:37because, I mean, there's some stuff we need to get straight.
29:40This is my first event.
29:42You know, seeing everybody is supposed to be a fun night,
29:44so the fact that, you know, Grayson doesn't have any pants on,
29:48it just seems like this serious conversation should wait
29:51till, you know, we're both a little more appropriately clothed.
29:55Okay.
29:56Are you freezing?
29:57Stay strong, brother.
29:59What's up, brother?
30:00Hey.
30:01Are you ripping some shots or what?
30:02Okay.
30:03Okay.
30:05How you doing?
30:08Ho, ho, ho.
30:09What up, baby?
30:10How you doing, Clark?
30:11Hey, good. How are you?
30:11Good to see you.
30:12Oh, that's fluffy.
30:13Thank you, man, bro.
30:14What?
30:18Oh, my gosh.
30:20I don't like an idea.
30:21Mrs. Claus.
30:22Good to see you.
30:23Grayson.
30:23Damn, how?
30:24How are you?
30:24Wait, this is real.
30:26What do you mean it's real?
30:27That shit hurts with the tattoo.
30:28It's sequins.
30:46No.
30:47Pepe.
30:47Pepe.
30:48Pepe.
30:48Pepe.
30:48No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
30:49Oh, my God.
30:51I really don't know why he would show up tonight.
30:53It's Hannah's party.
30:54Walking in alone, you know what?
30:56Respect to the man.
30:57Shit, I'm happy he came.
30:59Last time me and Pepe were under the same roof,
31:01I called him a pussy.
31:02So I'm surprised he wants round two.
31:05Okay.
31:07I've been waiting for this.
31:23Pepe.
31:23Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:24Pepe.
31:25Pepe.
31:27What up, dad?
31:29Great, bro.
31:29You good?
31:30He came all black.
31:31Oh, my God.
31:33No, no, no, no.
31:33What did I say?
31:34Hey, what do you want me to do?
31:35I just don't want to talk to him.
31:37Okay.
31:37Showing up to my party, though, it's crazy.
31:40That is crazy.
31:40That is pretty crazy.
31:42It's crazy.
31:43I wonder who invited him.
31:44No punches?
31:46I'm liking it, bro.
31:47Just knee brace.
31:48I'm good, bro.
31:49No knee, just knee brace?
31:51That's it?
31:51That's it, bro.
31:53I'm not cool with Pepe at this point
31:54because he's a nothing but her iris, her TJ.
31:57You go to shake Jeremiah's hand
31:59and it's like the TJ incident all over again.
32:03I was hoping that Jeremiah would accept it
32:09as just a plain respect thing,
32:11but now I know the vibe we're on.
32:13I don't want, like, my sugar to see me get mean
32:16because I'm, like, so sweet.
32:19No.
32:19Show him Hurricane Hannah.
32:21Yay!
32:23She's ripping through the party.
32:25Hi, Austin!
32:27Hi.
32:28In the spirit of Christmas,
32:30I just hope Austin and I can come
32:33to some sort of understanding.
32:34I think that there is, like,
32:36a lot of miscommunication going on.
32:38You're the only other eccentrically dressed person
32:41like me here.
32:43I want to hear Austin out before I just
32:45kick him in the jingle bells.
32:48I'm a sexy elf.
32:52They're asking who invited Pepe.
32:54I told him what we were doing.
32:55I said, if you want to pull up, pull up.
32:56I'm actually shocked that Pepe pulled up,
32:59but I'm also proud of him.
33:00And he went through that same experience
33:02with all of us,
33:03and we shouldn't count him out.
33:05I know that you didn't have any ill intentions.
33:07I'm not trying to be messy.
33:08That's not even how you are.
33:09Maybe he came here to have hard conversations.
33:12That's it.
33:13Nah.
33:13Maybe he's finally going to own up to some things.
33:16Yes.
33:17I want to throw a fucking drink in his face
33:18and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unk.
33:21Boom.
33:22I think Pepe needs to fuck off
33:24and get out of my space.
33:26Remember how we were talking about, like,
33:27me putting myself out there
33:28and, like, you know,
33:30trying to, like, shake hands
33:31and make peace and whatever?
33:32Yeah.
33:32I just tried to deal with Jeremiah.
33:34What'd he say?
33:35He was like, nah, I'm good.
33:36He's fucking evil.
33:36They're not gonna do that.
33:37And I'm like, get behind me.
33:38I don't know why not.
33:39Like, as a man, you can't,
33:41you're not shaking a man's hand.
33:42They feel their own way, though.
33:44And I feel my way, too.
33:45Like, you're acting like I don't have a reason
33:47to feel the way I feel.
33:48They're acting like I gotta kiss their asses.
33:51I think you going up to them
33:52and be like, yo, we gotta talk,
33:54they would demand much more respect.
33:58But you're gonna have to bite the bullet.
34:00I'm not doing it.
34:01You have to.
34:03I've been in Pepe's shoes.
34:04I know how it is to walk into somewhere
34:06where you kind of know
34:07a lot of people probably don't want you there.
34:10Early on, I had the tough conversations.
34:12I put my pride to the side.
34:14So we'll see how it goes for them.
34:16How are you?
34:17Good. How are you doing?
34:18I'm good.
34:19You cold?
34:23Um, respect.
34:24You showing up today.
34:25Of course.
34:26I know it's a lot.
34:27I think you've got some conversations to have.
34:30No.
34:31No?
34:31I don't like that.
34:33It's weird.
34:34We're supposed to hear each other out,
34:35but, like, nobody wants to hear my side of it.
34:37So it's like...
34:37Can I say something harsh?
34:39Yeah. Go for it.
34:41I think that if you leave here today
34:45without having those conversations,
34:47that's you tucking your tail between your legs,
34:50and that's cowardly.
34:52Coming here for a second time,
34:53even though the first time turned out a certain way
34:55with Hannah saying I'm a pussy,
34:57and then coming here now,
34:59I took the risk.
35:01Okay.
35:02But you've got two feet in right now,
35:05and you just need to keep taking those steps.
35:08I really, really, really encourage you.
35:11Be that man.
35:12Now or never.
35:15I don't know if that's fully what Pepe wanted to hear,
35:18but I really do believe in accountability,
35:22and I hope that Pepe came to own up
35:25to where he went wrong.
35:28Otherwise, Pepe...
35:30you might be in some trouble.
35:32Cheers to a great night,
35:33happy holidays to all our fans,
35:35and more.
35:35Happy holidays.
35:37Yeah, baby.
35:39How many fucking cookies is that?
35:41I mean, you've got to slow down.
35:43You've had, like, five cookies.
35:44At the end of the day,
35:45I know Austin will always hear me out,
35:47but right now, Austin's distracted by the ginger boobs.
35:51He's talking about eating this.
35:53Austin, put down the cookies.
35:55We need to talk.
35:56Excuse me.
35:58What have I been preaching?
35:58What you been preaching?
35:59All December, what have I been preaching?
36:00I don't know.
36:01A mistletoe.
36:03I found some!
36:04Let's go find some mistletoe.
36:06Oh, no.
36:07Wait.
36:08Wait, what?
36:10Oh, my stinky little stinky.
36:13You hella silly.
36:14And I feel like this is the perfect time.
36:16Is it?
36:17Coco is gorgeous, bro.
36:19You know?
36:20Like, she's looking all, ugh, ugh.
36:23Mood is right.
36:24Time is right.
36:30So you don't want to have a special moment in front of the mistletoe?
36:34Thank you for having a special moment.
36:36Boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for, I mean, like, since Thanksgiving.
36:41I'm like, OK, leave your house alone.
36:55I just wanted our first guest to be a little more intimate, a little more private.
36:59What do you want it so bad?
37:00Here.
37:00Yay!
37:03Woo!
37:04Oh, nah.
37:06See, y'all doing it, huh?
37:08Can't say a boost.
37:09Hey!
37:09Can't say a boost.
37:10Hey!
37:10Yeah!
37:12I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out with 17 million
37:18men this summer.
37:27Come on, guys, give us a little more.
37:29They shared a first kiss.
37:32Honestly, I was really surprised that you invited me to this.
37:35Like, it made me pretty happy.
37:37Well, you know, we're probably gonna have to talk at some point.
37:39Yeah, right.
37:39Obviously, he's not cool with anybody here.
37:42So I think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this.
37:49And he has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
37:52If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
37:56Absolutely.
37:57But wait, can I play devil's advocate for a second?
38:00No.
38:00I'll fucking go up to this bitch ass.
38:01No, TJ.
38:02TJ.
38:03We're going together.
38:05I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and lies he said about me.
38:08I got receipts, I got text messages, I got screenshots.
38:11I feel like I studied for an exam, and I'm walking in to ace this test.
38:15Yo, Pep.
38:17What's up, bro?
38:17I think we got some shit to speak about.
38:20We do.
38:21Yeah.
38:22You want to speak here?
38:22We can all sit in for this conversation.
38:25I'm gonna be honest with you, can I speak with him if that's okay with you?
38:27He's my boyfriend.
38:29Okay.
38:30What did you, uh, what'd you want to talk about?
38:34Um, I just wanted to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
38:49Well, I, what did I say about your name?
38:56Okay, so, you told her that I told you that she cheated on you with me in Koreatown that night.
39:02Okay, you got caught.
39:03I never once told her.
39:05Yes, you did.
39:06You want to see the text?
39:06There's a text message.
39:09Iris, and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without saying anything.
39:12That is not me.
39:13Okay.
39:13And here's number two.
39:15Pull up your phone with the actual...
39:17Yo, can we get a charger, for real?
39:19Can we get a charger?
39:21He said that when her and TJ met up, TJ told him that Iris sucked his dick.
39:26And that's why it was a cheating scandal.
39:28But that never happened, so TJ's like, why did you say this?
39:31And then also, he told Iris that Grayson and TJ had sex.
39:36Which didn't happen.
39:37Which didn't happen.
39:38These lies are tallying up.
39:40Oh, to be a fly on the wall in that conversation.
39:43TJ, all I gotta say is, you better work, bitch.
39:49I just said, you know TJ.
39:50And then you said, number one, he said otherwise.
39:52And he didn't say that.
39:53He said otherwise.
39:55I wasn't talking about you.
39:56Who were you talking about, bro?
39:57I heard a lot of things from that night, and I don't know of any of this true.
40:01You told her that I had sex with Grayson.
40:03Did you say that?
40:04Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party.
40:07I was telling her, I was like, look, I heard that he's doing his thing, he's having a good time,
40:11and that's it.
40:13I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us, and try to make us believe that you're telling
40:17the truth right now.
40:17Sorry, like, and I'm making her upset.
40:19You wanna know why I'm upset?
40:20It's because you went on a podcast, and you said that I had a cheating scandal.
40:23Word for word, cheating scandal.
40:24We got off the island, and she had a cheating scandal.
40:29Iris did?
40:29Uh-huh.
40:31Did I know that you guys were meeting up together that night?
40:33Yes.
40:33You knew.
40:34I'll show you the text.
40:35I'll show you the text.
40:36I told you, don't text him, either talk to him in person or call him.
40:40So you knew?
40:40But I didn't know you went that night.
40:42That's what I'm saying.
40:42I didn't know you went that night.
40:45Did you tell Pepe that you were going straight from the airport to meet up with TJ?
40:52Yeah.
40:52I think I told Pepe...
40:56What did I tell him?
40:57I think I told him in the villa.
40:58From what I understand, he feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal.
41:06Pepe was actually the one that said, I'm happy with whatever you choose to do.
41:10And he said, you should actually go meet up with him in person.
41:13You wanna squash this all?
41:15Apologize.
41:16Literally just apologize.
41:17I've been apologizing, first of all.
41:17So what are you trying to prove right now?
41:19But hold on.
41:19The next day at the villa, I wanted to make sure that there was not gonna be any backlash.
41:23Because were you not nervous about it when like TMZ posted that on Twitter?
41:27Yeah, I mean like it's the first time in my life I've ever been like...
41:30Right.
41:30And so I'm over here...
41:31Exactly.
41:32And so I'm over here...
41:33Of course.
41:34And so I'm trying to make sure that, okay, if she's nervous, I don't want you to like...
41:38So yeah, even though I didn't know that you went physically to...
41:41You did, no.
41:41I promise you.
41:42I know you're telling me I didn't know.
41:44I didn't know.
41:44This is stupid.
41:45I didn't.
41:46I think the best thing to do...
41:49There's a whole lot of shit, bro.
41:50Like we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to tell her that I told you she cheated
41:54on you and me.
41:55Like, let's not skip over that, bro.
41:57I just showed you that.
41:58Okay, so she said, I think tonight or tomorrow I'm gonna talk to TJ and Hannah at some point, whatever,
42:03whatever.
42:04I said up to you.
42:05So we kept going.
42:06Okay, you knew.
42:07So listen, Pepe, Pepe.
42:09Hold on, hold on.
42:09I'm gonna walk away from this.
42:11You can...
42:11Listen, I'm gonna...
42:12Hold on.
42:12I'm gonna tell you.
42:14I'm sorry for everything I have.
42:15You don't deserve anything.
42:16I don't deserve anything.
42:18I don't think anybody deserves shit.
42:19Okay?
42:20I'm gonna tell you.
42:21I'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad about you.
42:25I hope you guys are happy.
42:26And I really, I truly do.
42:28Okay?
42:29And that's literally all I have to say.
42:31That's all I came here to say.
42:33I'm gonna walk away from this.
42:35Yeah, all right.
42:35Because, like...
42:36Go talk to Hannah.
42:37This is too much.
42:38Yeah, I feel like Pepe's apology was fake.
42:41And I think he's just doing it to save face.
42:43I don't think that his apology is genuine.
42:47It's...
42:48I just want to be done with this.
42:50Yeah.
42:51I just, like, I can't fucking do this.
42:53Like, this is stressful as fuck.
42:55I just don't want to do this anymore.
43:00We were pretty close in the villa.
43:02I don't know where.
43:02You know, and I'm honestly hurt,
43:04because, like, I really thought we were fucking close, bro.
43:07You played the fuck out of me in the villa.
43:09That's crazy.
43:09They played the fuck out of me.
43:10Yeah.
43:12I fucking hate this.
43:16You okay?
43:17It's gonna be fine.
43:19It's a man thing.
43:21It's fucking...
43:21It's like their egos.
43:22Like, obviously, they're gonna hack it out.
43:23It's like, let it go.
43:24Let it fucking go.
43:25Like, just be done.
43:26Good riddance, bro.
43:27Like, get the fuck out of here now.
43:29Yeah.
43:29I think that he just needs to leave.
43:32Iris is very overwhelmed.
43:34Pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods,
43:38and she doesn't want to be in the middle of it anymore.
43:47Come on.
43:48I'm gonna go pick my fucking hair and makeup.
43:51I look like Imla Anderson right now.
43:54If you gotta go, I gotta go, too.
43:56All right, get out of here, bro.
43:57Yeah.
44:05I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation
44:07where he was like,
44:08I fucked up.
44:09I take accountability.
44:09And I'm like, cut the fucking bullshit.
44:11You had all this time to reach out to everybody,
44:13but you wait until we're on camera,
44:15we're filming this show.
44:17It's bullshit.
44:18I did whatever I could do.
44:20I told them I'm sorry.
44:21I told them that.
44:21I hope they are happy together.
44:24But let's be honest,
44:25I wish he had, like, understood how I felt as well.
44:28You know, especially going back to, like,
44:29her and TJ TMZ night,
44:31I felt like that betrayal.
44:34It is what it is.
44:36I was telling me I knew she was gonna go some TJ.
44:38That's fucking insane.
44:40Everybody's just lying.
44:47Cheers.
44:49Is that water?
44:50No, this is actually a tequila shot.
44:51Really?
44:52Yeah, I needed this.
44:53Not what I love about this time of year.
44:56Understand me.
44:57I'm so happy when my family's here.
44:59For all the reasons.
45:01Hey, y'all.
45:01What?
45:02Oh, Lord have mercy.
45:03Hey, what is going on?
45:04What?
45:05When anybody says, hey, y'all, it's serious.
45:07I was gonna just bite the bros out to Oklahoma, man.
45:09Yes, please.
45:10Oh!
45:11Really?
45:11Please, bro.
45:12How about the brother?
45:14With chill, ride some horses.
45:15Yeah.
45:16I rode a horse once in my life.
45:18Never again, though.
45:19Taylor's a professional, and he got hurt.
45:21So what the fuck I look like doing it, bro?
45:24Hey, you ready?
45:26Yeah.
45:27We can get him a stallion.
45:30I want the guys to come out to Oklahoma
45:31just to be able to see my world.
45:33I think they think it's just boring.
45:35And so when they see it, they be like,
45:36I see why you don't want to leave.
45:39Like, this shit's hurt.
45:40Hell yeah.
45:41Hey, you remember the tits and grits stories, Charlie?
45:43Tease.
45:43Tits and grits.
45:44Austin, are we going to the strip club for breakfast?
45:46Well, the fuck is tits and grits?
45:47Well, the fuck is tits and grits?
45:48It's a brunch.
45:49It's a brunch strip club.
45:51Austin, Austin, tell them about tits and grits.
45:53Tell them about tits and grits.
45:53Tits and grits.
45:56All right.
45:58Grayson wants to talk to me.
45:59I'm getting out of here.
46:01Can everybody hear me?
46:04Can we go over by the snow globe?
46:06I want to have a speech.
46:08Okay.
46:11A year ago, I spent Christmas alone,
46:14and I was sad.
46:15Six months ago, I met my best friends,
46:18and I met my person, and I'm happy.
46:21Christmas is really important to me.
46:23I want to rewrite traditions for myself.
46:25I want to make memories,
46:27and I've never had a white Christmas before.
46:30So, I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to L.A.
46:36and...
46:40Give it a second.
46:43I'm gonna...
46:45Oh my God, it's snow!
46:47No!
46:50It's snow!
46:51No!
46:51It's snowing!
46:52It's snowing!
46:53Can we get it a little stronger?
46:56Yeah, I'm gonna make my love!
46:58Come here, baby.
47:00I love you.
47:01Come stand in the snow.
47:08This is my first Christmas like really being in love and I got my white Christmas
47:14and I think the holidays are such a cute and fun time
47:32I'm just terrified of my mind well
47:38I guess I'm insecure and I don't know what it's for
47:45I'm just fine, I'm not hiding
47:51Hello. I'll get a vanilla latte. Yeah, please.
47:55Is that for here to go?
47:56Oh, for here. Hello, hello.
48:00Hi. You look nice.
48:02You look nice, I was gonna say. I like the dress. I like the dress.
48:06Thank you. Is it a long drive for you?
48:09Yeah, long haul. What'd you get?
48:13Um, a latte.
48:17The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me
48:21so I don't want him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything.
48:26I need him to stand on business like I need the full scoop right now
48:30so we can all understand what the hell is going on.
48:33So?
48:35Do you want to just get into it?
48:37We can get into it, yeah.
48:50Do you want to just get into it?
48:51We can get into it, yeah.
48:55Um, so like obviously we've talked here and there but every time we've talked it's been like
49:02high emotion, like high pressure.
49:06And in the beginning I basically said that I was trying my best to be open and get to know
49:15other people, right?
49:17This all started because I said I care about Austin, I have a connection with Austin so it's tough for
49:24me to
49:26try to be open when that's like in the back of my mind.
49:29And I told you I went to brunch with Bella, Andrina and Coco and you got brought up in the
49:36conversation.
49:38Bella said, Austin, like he has a girlfriend.
49:44And news to me but continue.
49:46Right.
49:46Yeah.
49:46News to me as well.
49:48You're telling me you're not ready for commitment which is okay but then I'm hearing you're in a commitment
49:51which just kind of felt like a lie at the time.
49:53No, I can 100% understand.
49:56And yeah, so it also hurt me, duh.
49:58Like I was like ugh.
49:59And if you would have just told me I'm seeing someone I would have been like oh okay like good
50:03for you.
50:04The thing is I'm definitely not uh seeing anyone seriously like that.
50:09That's why I was like it's just weird because it's like why why is her like best friend like
50:14why would Bella be telling me that?
50:16I don't know why Bella would be telling you that.
50:19Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven.
50:21I see this is this is where Bella is completely off.
50:24She's not there.
50:25She knows what Raven tells her.
50:27I can't thank you so much.
50:28No problem.
50:29I can't control what Raven tells Bella.
50:32Like I really can't and plus she knows too.
50:34Like I've told you I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe like and like it's been
50:38I've said that multiple times.
50:41One thing with Grayson is I'm very honest and upfront.
50:44And I told her you know I'm not in a place to be in a relationship or anything.
50:49So that's why I am a little bit taken aside that she's so like like heartbroken.
50:55And also the fact is Grayson and I talk so much that it's like you would know if I was
51:02in a relationship.
51:03Like you would know this.
51:04Like there would be no possible way for you not to know.
51:07Like you talk to my sisters.
51:09You talk to my mom like bro.
51:11That's not on a romantic level.
51:13That's a man.
51:14You're my fucking friend.
51:15My family loves you like Austin.
51:17You seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all.
51:19I know I don't get I don't pick up a romantic vibe.
51:24Of course, if you wanted to interpret it like that.
51:27But no Grayson, I've been so sorry.
51:29I'm sorry. I'm trying.
51:29I'm sorry because you're sitting here and saying it you're acting like there was like literally nothing between us at
51:35all.
51:37Every time that we've hung out though, it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out.
51:44Like that's what I that's what I'm not understanding.
51:46Okay, just because we're like not hooking up doesn't mean it's not like romantic to me.
51:49I go to dinner with Charlie too, you know what I mean?
51:52But you don't touch Charlie.
51:56As far as you know.
51:57You know what I mean like we obviously are affectionate with each other.
52:00But that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change because I can't do that to myself.
52:04You understand there are feelings involved.
52:06No, I understand that.
52:06You're acting like you've got no feelings involved.
52:08Of course I have feelings in like I mean there's feelings there.
52:13Come on.
52:14I come from a small little southern town and in my town when you go and meet the family,
52:20that means something.
52:21So like honestly it kind of hurts.
52:23I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post.
52:26I'm not asking you to sit around or play around.
52:28That's fine.
52:28I've never said.
52:28I wouldn't want to start something if I know that like I couldn't put my all into it.
52:34I can't be open and try to move on if I'm spending all of my time onto you.
52:40So moving forward, I can't do that anymore because I have to make space for somebody else.
52:46I feel bad because I know Grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone to care
52:52about her.
52:53I mean she's a great girl.
52:55She'll find her person.
52:56I know she will.
52:57It's just right now it's not me.
53:00I genuinely like do love you Grayson.
53:03Like I have so much love for you.
53:07It makes me sad because I, you know.
53:10Fuck.
53:11You gotta cry and I hurt you.
53:13You gotta cry.
53:18Why are you making it so hard?
53:20It's just because I'm not ready man.
53:21I get it.
53:22And that's fine.
53:23Like I'm just, I don't want to hurt you.
53:25It hurts me even seeing you cry right now.
53:28I just have a hard time going to that place.
53:33I understand that.
53:34That's why I get emotional because I just, I see sometimes you struggle.
53:39It hurts me.
53:41I want to be there for you and I know that I can't be in a way that I wish
53:44I could be.
53:48I'm always going to be there for you regardless.
53:52I'm always going to be there for you too.
53:55No matter what.
53:59Next time on Love Island Beyond the Villas.
54:02I am going to surprise him.
54:04I love that.
54:06Oh my God.
54:07What the fuck?
54:08Yeah bro, you saw a movie just, yeah.
54:09There you go.
54:10I'm about to break this horse.
54:11Are you happy?
54:13Are you proud of me?
54:16If I say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word like,
54:20she turn into Courtney real quick.
54:25What the hell?
54:27What girl wants to see their man out at the club drinking?
54:32What?
54:36There you go.
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