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Love Island Beyond the Villa S02E05 Merry Ex Mas 1 H 264
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00:09Previously on Love Island, Beyond the Villa.
00:11Iris, what are you doing?
00:13Yeah.
00:13Oh!
00:15Oh, fuck.
00:16Oh, fuck.
00:17Oh!
00:18You and Coco, though.
00:19You know what you got to do, bro?
00:21Get some cojones.
00:22How's it going?
00:22Fuck at the villa.
00:23We just slept and woke up.
00:26No, little.
00:27No, we haven't even kissed yet.
00:29TJ's birthday?
00:30Yes.
00:3180's theme.
00:32Yes.
00:37I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations.
00:40I mean, they're having a group conversation right now,
00:41and none of them are asking where we are or for us to join.
00:46Would you be open to, like, having, like, a conversation with, like, Pepe and stuff?
00:49He told me lies about TJ.
00:52I can't really, like, see past that.
00:54Why would you want to go to LA?
00:55There's a lot of opportunity there.
00:57So just fuck Oklahoma.
01:25Hi, I'm Hannah.
01:27Hey, I'm Paige.
01:27Nice to meet you.
01:28Nice to meet you.
01:29Where is Clark?
01:30I think she's just in the green room right now getting ready.
01:33OK, do you know how much?
01:35I think she said about 20 minutes.
01:37Are you a friend of hers?
01:38Yeah, I am.
01:39I'm here for moral support.
01:41But suggestion, I'm going to get some test
01:44shots of me and my cat.
01:45You and your cat?
01:46You brought your cat?
01:48This is Paris.
01:49Oh, hi, Paris.
01:51Clark wanted to get some pictures done
01:53to further her modeling career.
01:56So I thought, why not take some pictures of my cat?
01:59I know Clark takes a long time to get ready,
02:01so I think she'll understand.
02:07We're ready for our glamour shot.
02:10She has about 30 seconds of patience.
02:13OK.
02:14But my mom will kill me if I don't make a Christmas card.
02:16Sounds good.
02:17Are you ready, my superstar?
02:18Come on.
02:19Princess Paris Penelope.
02:21I named her after my idol, Paris Hilton, of course.
02:24Oh my goodness, she has an outfit on.
02:27She's like me.
02:27She's a diva, you know?
02:29Like, she is my little diva.
02:31Would you mind closing that just in case?
02:34Oh, yes.
02:34Yeah, absolutely.
02:37Oh.
02:38That scared her.
02:40Paris.
02:41Oh my gosh.
02:42Come here.
02:44Paris.
02:46Stop.
02:47Paris is on the naughty list.
02:49Got her.
02:50OK.
02:51OK.
02:52She got a little nervous.
02:54All right.
02:55Gorgeous.
02:56Cute.
02:57Coming a little closer.
02:59Hannah.
02:59What the hell going on out here?
03:01I need to make a Christmas card.
03:05Me, Paris.
03:05It's OK.
03:06I take forever.
03:07Wait, grab her, grab her, grab her.
03:10She's had enough.
03:12So what kind of shoot do you want to do today?
03:15I think when someone visits my social media page,
03:18I want like a more professional vibe.
03:20OK.
03:23Gorgeous.
03:26Give us everything.
03:28Yeah, this looks great.
03:37Do you have management?
03:39Yeah.
03:40OK.
03:40And how has it been?
03:41I mean, it is hard not being in LA,
03:43because there's so much opportunity here.
03:45Do you want to live here, or?
03:48I'm definitely open to living here,
03:50but I think it's just a thing of weighing out my options.
03:53Doing this photo shoot, you know,
03:55it makes me excited for the opportunities out here in LA.
03:59But in the back of my head, you know,
04:01I remind myself it's definitely going
04:03to make it more difficult in a long-distance relationship.
04:07Taylor has a ranch.
04:09She has the lifestyle figured out.
04:10He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do.
04:13But for me, it's going to take some figuring out.
04:15I'm just going to turn one light on over here.
04:17Sorry.
04:18Just turn this off.
04:18So when we were in the car on the way to Palm Springs,
04:21and you were saying how last Christmas was not it for you,
04:24I'm not going to lie, that pissed me off a little bit.
04:26No.
04:27Usually, you celebrate Christmas with, like,
04:28your family and friends.
04:30Yeah.
04:30Last year, I was alone.
04:32Aw, Hannah.
04:33I wish I knew you last year.
04:34I know.
04:34I was really sad I had a broken arm.
04:36Aw.
04:37You get it, Mike?
04:38I was like, damn, why couldn't I
04:39have known Hannah last year?
04:40Aw.
04:41Last Christmas, I had just gotten in a car accident,
04:43so I was, like, kind of bedridden.
04:45And then my family went up to Phoenix.
04:48They had to take, like, a two-hour drive,
04:50and I was not ready to be in the car yet.
04:51So I just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy.
04:54The holidays are supposed to be fun.
04:56Like, it would be nice to, like, get the gang together.
04:58I agree.
04:59What if I, like, threw a Christmas party?
05:01But Love Island style, like, sexy, like, the theme.
05:05Yes.
05:05Hell yeah.
05:05Should I do it?
05:06Hell yeah.
05:07Care if Taylor comes then?
05:09Because...
05:09Girl.
05:11Has it been weird living with Taylor?
05:13Like, is that your vibe?
05:15Um, no.
05:16No?
05:17I feel like I was okay with spending so much long-term time
05:22with him because he was hurt, but I want to make sure
05:24that I have things going for myself.
05:26You need, like, that security that you can be independent.
05:29Yes.
05:30Since coming out of the villa, Clark has spent, like,
05:32every waking moment with Taylor, so I think Taylor thinks
05:36that Clark's world revolves around him.
05:38And now is a perfect opportunity to branch out
05:41and experience more things for her career.
05:43I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not husband and wife.
05:46No wifey shit at a girlfriend's salary.
05:48Period, queen.
05:50Exactly.
05:53I came, I cook a creamer party.
05:56Roll up in my Ferrari.
05:58I bring the bags beneath the ass, yeah, look at that.
06:01Oh, I came, I cook a creamer party.
06:04So let's just stay.
06:05Long time never seen you.
06:07Basketball coach, champ.
06:09What's good with you?
06:10Challenge, fam.
06:11Hi, guys, welcome to the yard, how are you?
06:13Good.
06:13Good, come on in, let me show you what you're
06:15going to be doing today.
06:19Oh, I already see something.
06:21Are we, wait, we're running?
06:24Well, I have an ab cramp, I'm just going to stretch.
06:31Look who it is.
06:34Yo, Austin!
06:38What's poppin'?
06:39Look at this guy.
06:42I arrived in the villa the first week that came in with the OG crew.
06:50Tucker up on three.
06:54You're welcome.
06:55Jayden and I left the villa together, coupled up, and yeah, that fizzled out pretty quickly.
07:01I do feel like I was blindsided.
07:04I did send you a message saying, like, if you were planning on dating or hooking up with
07:11other people, if you could just let me know.
07:13And then you didn't.
07:17Hey, what you been up to then?
07:18Just been doing more content stuff.
07:23Welcome home, Charles.
07:25Thumbs up.
07:25We like Remy's right out.
07:27Right, man?
07:27So I'm glad that Charlie's in because, like...
07:30It's easier to do it with somebody that's on the same way.
07:31Yeah, bro, it's so much easier.
07:33So, like, who you been, like, kicking it, like, post-show and stuff like that?
07:36Yeah, Charlie Jeremiah.
07:39Um, I'm honestly, honestly, it's whenever he has me hold his bags or some shit.
07:44That's usually what it is.
07:46He's like, man, I need an assistant for the day.
07:48Then, like, a lot of the costs of people.
07:50Yeah, Grayson, Grayson and I kick it pretty often.
07:53She's cool.
07:54Um, what's up with that face?
07:57I don't know.
07:57She's listening.
07:58Mm-hmm.
08:10We're gonna get some food.
08:12We want that guacamole tower right there.
08:14Salsas as well?
08:15Yes.
08:16I'm so excited for us to just be able to, like, sit down and chat.
08:19Mmm.
08:20Yes, yes.
08:21What'd y'all do this weekend?
08:23I just recharged.
08:24After that trip, oh, my gosh, that was the best trip, but that was a heavy one.
08:29Yeah.
08:30Actually, honestly, a very, like, beautiful connecting moment for all of us.
08:33Yeah.
08:34And I know we were all feeling kind of in the same boat, you know, feeling a little excluded and
08:40left out.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Yeah.
08:42I hope I'll be able to have that conversation with, like, some of the girls, like, Amaya and Iris and
08:46Hannah,
08:46because, like, I enjoy being around them.
08:48We just want y'all to want us.
08:50Right.
08:50Like, you know, we're all grown women.
08:52Like, you know, we have respect for ourselves and we respect them.
08:55So it's not like we're gonna beg, like, please, like, please hang out with me.
08:59Yeah, exactly.
09:00Honestly, I want to spend time with those girls.
09:02Hello.
09:03Hello.
09:04Hey.
09:06You look gorge.
09:11Oh, shit.
09:12Hold on.
09:12Hold on.
09:12Hannah texted me.
09:14Salsa tower.
09:14Yeah, I'm about to tear this down, so.
09:16Thank you so much.
09:19Guys, Hannah just texted me.
09:20Come slay with me.
09:22Sexy Christmas Love Island style.
09:24Invite your friends a day or other Islanders detail to follow.
09:28Oh, shit.
09:29Like a Christmas party?
09:32You're say less.
09:34Okay, so you're obviously bringing Chris as your date, aren't you?
09:39Actually, no.
09:41What the hell?
09:42Why do you mean?
09:43I'm just kidding.
09:43Oh, I was like, damn.
09:45It was just so dramatic.
09:46I needed that.
09:48Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
09:49That's my guy.
09:50After Palm Springs, I feel like me and Chris are really on the same page in a way.
09:55Just having each other to lean on was special.
09:59I felt it so heavily.
10:01He made me feel like he was a safe space.
10:03Chris was even celibate for months.
10:05I mean, I don't know if he's celibate right now, but.
10:08Oh, I know.
10:08Yeah, so I don't, he's not like around being a hoe.
10:12I know Jeremiah and Austin weren't celibate.
10:16Jeremiah, you bringing a date?
10:18Dating in LA is just tricky for sure.
10:19You had to find, like, a library or a coffee spot.
10:21You ever seen, uh, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World?
10:23Yeah.
10:24Like, finding, like, Ramona at the library?
10:25Like, some shit like that.
10:26That's what I want, bro.
10:27So you bring in Grayson?
10:29No, I know he made a face when it came to Grayson.
10:31We're genuinely, like, friends.
10:33Like, we're good friends.
10:35And I don't want to cross that line.
10:37I love Grayson to death.
10:38She's probably the girl I'm closest with.
10:40It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out,
10:43because the physicality stuff fizzled out.
10:45I more see it as, like, you know, friends with two or three times benefit.
10:51And also, like, I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe, you know what I'm saying?
10:57I don't know if Austin's a hoe, but at least bro's truthful about her shit.
11:00He's saying it, then go ahead, bro.
11:02Live your life.
11:03He is Austin a hoe.
11:04No, Austin's a slut.
11:05And, um, you know, we love him for it.
11:06I'm enjoying my time right now.
11:08I'll be 27 in a month.
11:10Maybe we'll reevaluate then.
11:13I'm really close with Austin.
11:14I don't know what's going on kind of with us right now.
11:19Wait.
11:20I'm sorry.
11:21But to look out for you, to look out for my girl.
11:25Um, Austin is also one of my best friends, too.
11:29Mm-hmm.
11:29Has he not been talking to Rave since July?
11:32Are they still talking?
11:34To my knowledge, yes.
11:38Outside of the Islanders, Raven is my only friend here.
11:42I know her from Hawaii.
11:43We both moved out to L.A. together.
11:45She confides in me, anything to do with Austin,
11:48because I introduced them.
11:50Mm.
11:50And to my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:55No.
12:05Wait.
12:06We knew in Austin.
12:08Mm-hmm.
12:08Has he not been talking to Rave since July?
12:11Are they still talking?
12:12To my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
12:18I do know that they met when we got right out of the villa.
12:21I do know that a month later, he told me that he, like, broke things off with her.
12:26Like, they were over.
12:28That was pretty much the last time I ever talked to him about her.
12:31So, I never knew that there was still a relationship going on.
12:35I just know that Rave talks about Austin all the time.
12:38Mm-mm.
12:39Mm-mm.
12:40I just know that you've been around him and his family.
12:42Well, yeah.
12:43I have spent some time with his family.
12:45And I know that she has as well.
12:48Ooh!
12:52I was not expecting that.
12:54I didn't realize that there was still something going on.
12:57But it's good to know.
12:58And maybe that's a conversation.
12:59And exclusivity is crazy.
12:59That you couldn't ask him about.
13:01Exclusivity is crazy.
13:02Because I don't want to be speaking for him.
13:03Austin!
13:04Freaking Austin!
13:05What are you doing?
13:07I felt more emotionally connected to Austin than I have felt with, like, anyone in years,
13:15I'd say.
13:15We were spending so much time with each other that you could have told me you were in a relationship.
13:19You know, that would have cleared things up real fast.
13:22How physical was your relationship with Austin?
13:26I mean, we did have, like, a physical relationship.
13:29We were very affectionate with each other.
13:31If you hang out with someone, like, you have sex more than, like, you know, a couple times.
13:38He knew me front to back.
13:40I think the guys coming out of the villa are living in a fairy tale land.
13:46Go be a rock star.
13:48I know and love you.
13:49Yeah.
13:50And I know and love Raven.
13:51Exactly.
13:51And I know and love Austin, and that's not okay.
13:53Just try not to get involved with it until...
13:56That's not my business.
13:57Right.
13:57Until I get there because I'm no dumbass.
14:01Like, if I was this girl, I would be a little, like, red.
14:06Oh, this is messy as fuck.
14:16You know, big cars are like girls with really big asses.
14:20I kind of don't know what to do with it.
14:25Run his ass.
14:28Yeah.
14:30How you doing?
14:30How you doing?
14:32You too.
14:32You too.
14:33See ya.
14:35She's pretty too.
14:37IRL troll in it.
14:38It's called being a man child, bro.
14:39You're taking notes.
14:40Yes, sir.
14:45Can I help you find anything?
14:47Yes.
14:47We have some noble fur over here, Douglas fur.
14:50These are silver tips.
14:51They're quite popular.
14:52What about this one?
14:53No, too big.
14:54I think we have a different opinion on Christmas trees.
14:56I like this one.
14:59Ours.
15:00Be fucking fur.
15:01Wait.
15:01What's wrong with this?
15:02It's easy to put ornaments on.
15:04I just love the things that people don't love, typically.
15:09Like me.
15:23Oh, my God.
15:25Hell, yeah.
15:26Watch out, slow post.
15:28Let me focus.
15:28Hold on.
15:29Let me get to the wall.
15:31It's cold.
15:32My toes are cold.
15:33Yeah, my nose is leaking.
15:33Where am I at?
15:34Did you not hear?
15:35She had to get, like, emergency surgery.
15:37For what?
15:37Like, I think she got, like, part of her intestines.
15:39I just didn't know.
15:43Because she had told me, like, a couple days ago she wasn't feeling good.
15:45In Palm Springs?
15:46No, like, right when we got back.
15:49That has to be, like, the worst pain ever.
15:51Damn, I didn't even know that.
15:53Amaya texted in our group chat to let us know what was happening.
15:56I wish her nothing but the best and all of the healing energy, because nobody wants to be alone during
16:01the holidays.
16:03We need to bring her, like, flowers and some papayas and some shuffled pasta.
16:07I'm never complaining about anything ever again.
16:10You complain when you wake up with a scratchy tone.
16:33Hi, Peppa Girl!
16:35Hi, baby!
16:36How are you?
16:37Oh, my God.
16:38I'm doing way better now.
16:40No, your hair looks fire.
16:42Yes, Babiana!
16:44My bob is activated, baby.
16:46I was, like, in the hospital in L.A.
16:48But I'm really happy to be feeling better again.
16:51I fucking hate the hospital.
16:53Especially when you're, like, not in your city and you can't have, like, family come see you.
16:57Like, what is it, if you're comfortable, like, talking about it?
17:01Yeah, no, so basically it's, like, it's Crohn's disease.
17:03So when I get flare-ups, it's like my intestines are going into each other, which causes abdominal cramping.
17:11I've been having abdominal pains since November 2024.
17:15After that, my flare-ups was three more times.
17:19Then in the summertime, I had a break.
17:20Snuck back on me like an ex.
17:22I felt like I was gonna die earlier tonight.
17:25But I am nervous for tomorrow.
17:29So if I have some battle scars in my stomach, they're beauty scars.
17:35It definitely was, like, a very scary moment for me.
17:38I called 911 on my own, and the EMS took me to the hospital in L.A.
17:43But with that time, it was just a reset.
17:50Because I didn't have time to be by myself for the longest of time.
17:55I've been literally living on plane.
17:57Whenever I'm home, it's for two to three days.
18:00And then, boom, I'm back outside.
18:02I'm back, not back outside partying, I'm back outside working.
18:05That probably was my body giving up and telling me, like, yo, chill.
18:08It was just, like, a reminder that if you don't have health, you don't have anything.
18:13Yeah.
18:14Because I remember speaking to you, and you were giving me so much advice.
18:17And you're like, bro, don't overwork yourself.
18:19Like, take it slow.
18:20And look what happened.
18:21Last year in the spring, we were filming Beyond the Villa, and I was admitted to the hospital
18:26for, like, five to six days and had emergency surgeries on the kidney stones in my kidney.
18:32I have a stent in my kidney.
18:34So it's, like, a tube, basically, that's, like, allowed, like, helping me, like, pee.
18:38Wait, what?
18:39You pee through a poem.
18:41Honestly, like, I appreciate you so much for reaching out.
18:43We were two cents of gangsters.
18:46I told my mom and I told my dad, I was like, maybe I needed that to happen for me
18:51to just
18:51really gain my mental stability again and for me to be grounded.
18:55And in a way, I feel like, I feel blessed that that happened.
18:59If you need any help, you wanna go out, have a wine at night.
19:02You know, I know you always are cooking, so, like, can you come over?
19:07Yes!
19:07Yes, baby.
19:08I'm gonna come over and make some food.
19:10Mwah, mwah, mwah, mwah.
19:11Love you.
19:12Love you.
19:20What's good, man?
19:21What am I, brother?
19:22How you doing?
19:24Good, how are you, man?
19:25Not too bad.
19:25How's your day been?
19:26I'm shopping right now, bro.
19:28Ho, ho, ho.
19:29Long time no see, though, bro.
19:31Where have I been?
19:32I've been busy.
19:33Uh, I've been working a lot of work, which is in Miami, which is Art Basel, which I got
19:38a lot of great opportunities coming out of that.
19:41And then, now I'm home, home for the rest of the year.
19:44How was Palm Springs?
19:46Yeah, bro, I was kinda upset you didn't pull up, bro.
19:48I was excited to see you and shit.
19:49Where was you at?
19:50Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble.
19:53I was supposed to get home from Miami the day before.
19:56Yeah.
19:56Um, flight got canceled, so then I just, I got off the plane and just stayed in Miami
20:01one more night.
20:02That's good, bro.
20:02I understand.
20:03Jasmine, I saw you go out swing, bro.
20:05You, you gotta get right, man.
20:08You an athlete for everything but that.
20:11I saw the grass fly.
20:12I didn't see the ball move.
20:17Um, there's a little Christmas party, a little pop-up if you wanna pull up, bro.
20:22Okay, bet.
20:23If I'm being honest with you, I'd hope that when I'm not there that there's no cloud hanging
20:27over people's heads about me and hoping we could go into the holiday party and mend these
20:32things so we can be in the same rooms together.
20:35Who all's gonna be there?
20:36Everybody's gonna show up?
20:36Yeah, everybody should be there.
20:37Okay, bet.
20:38I would like to talk to Iris and TJ because obviously we were all in that triangle relationship
20:44with Iris at the top.
20:46All I want for Christmas is some peace.
20:49Yeah, bro.
20:50We'd love to see you, fam.
20:51Yeah, I'll pull up.
20:52So, it'll be a good time, bro.
21:08You know, I wanted to bring you out here when it was sunny and whatnot, but I don't control
21:15the weather.
21:26I appreciate it.
21:27Okay.
21:28I wish we could be together every day.
21:32Me too.
21:34You know, that's difficult.
21:35Not realistic.
21:37Not having it.
21:40Me and Taylor haven't spent longer than two weeks apart from each other.
21:44I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party.
21:48Hello.
21:49What up?
21:50Hannah's throwing a Christmas party.
21:53So, can you fly in?
21:54Yes, I will be there.
21:56Okay.
21:57As time goes on, the time apart grows and grows and grows.
22:01So, it's like, I need more quality time.
22:04How you liking LA?
22:07I like it a lot.
22:09It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte, obviously.
22:13Like, it's very similar.
22:14It's just, there's more people here.
22:15There's more companies and brands here.
22:18More photographers out here.
22:20I think I just want to spend more time, like, building up my image and exploring the different
22:32ways that that could look.
22:34Making appearances here and there at different brand events.
22:38There's, like, opportunity for me to do something all the time.
22:41You know?
22:42I feel it.
22:43If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma, that is A-okay.
22:47But, I definitely want to build something for myself.
22:51I can see myself living here.
22:54It's more just speed.
22:55Yeah.
22:57The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person.
23:01I'm always working towards something and wanting to better myself as a person.
23:04Do you like it?
23:06What?
23:06I mean, it's cool periodically, like, for a week.
23:09Two weeks?
23:11You might be pushing it.
23:14What don't you like?
23:16I like the quiet life.
23:18I mean, it's pretty chill right here.
23:21I like quietness, peace, my own space.
23:27Mm-kay.
23:29Of course, it's sad being apart from each other doing the long distance deal.
23:33You know, we both know we're busy people, and we're gonna make it a priority to see each
23:36other.
23:37But, I definitely feel being compromising.
23:40You know, me wanting to be country, her wanting me city, and just finding a middle ground.
23:47You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
23:50With the way you want to live?
23:54Perfect.
23:54Thank you so much.
23:58I appreciate it.
24:01We're gonna see.
24:01We're gonna figure it out.
24:02I mean, I say go for it.
24:06I'm gonna support you regardless.
24:09You know, my eyes ain't moving here.
24:11This ain't my speed, but I got two more years of school.
24:16So, you know, you can have your little time in LA.
24:19My little one-two?
24:20Yeah.
24:21Get it?
24:21One-two years?
24:22One-two years?
24:24Just as long as you happy, I'm happy type of beef.
24:27Serious.
24:39Are you the tricks?
24:44Well...
24:48Come here after a sahurus!
24:50Have you not able to use this much?
24:53It's just like yesterday.
24:55I got to leave the trap!
24:57I went ahead and Rock Him.
24:57You look great.
24:59Sleigh party day!
25:01I have a big snow globe that you can stand in.
25:04You can go inside of it.
25:06Oh, shit.
25:06Get in there.
25:07Yay!
25:09I have a snow machine.
25:11I have spiked hot chocolate.
25:13I have a kissing booth.
25:16Cookies that are dressed like little islanders.
25:19They have, like, little boops.
25:22More boobs than me.
25:23We're going to make sure that no little Grinches
25:25are stealing my Christmas.
25:27You could write your name on the naughty or nice.
25:30TJ, you're going to be naughty?
25:31No!
25:36You're with the candy cane.
25:38Oh, shit. Buddy the Elf showed up.
25:40How are you?
25:41Chris, how are you?
25:42Good to see you.
25:42Good to see you, too.
25:43What up, Po? You good?
25:47I need a drink.
25:48You want some hot cocoa?
25:49I know you want some cocoa.
25:50This day, you gave it away.
25:55Whoa!
25:56I feel like I'm back in Love Island.
25:57Hi!
26:00Hi, guys.
26:02How's it going?
26:03Hey, again.
26:04Hi.
26:04I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
26:07I know.
26:07You look amazing.
26:11Coco!
26:13Wait.
26:14Are we wearing the same dress?
26:19Wait, really?
26:20Is it?
26:20No.
26:20Definitely.
26:21Definitely.
26:21It's not the same?
26:22No, no.
26:22Mine's like bathing suit material.
26:24Chris looks so adorable tonight.
26:27Honestly, I helped him pick it out.
26:30How are you?
26:31I love that.
26:31This is the tallest elf in L.A., okay?
26:37Jay, money.
26:39Jerry.
26:39Wow, Jerry.
26:41You go get food?
26:42I ain't better, bro.
26:43I'm happy.
26:46I can't believe this.
26:46This is very cute, see?
26:48No, this is cute.
26:49Andrina's shirt.
26:50Oh, and Grayson, too.
26:51Hey!
26:52Hey!
26:53Look, we're twinning!
26:54Oh, we are twinning!
26:55So cute.
26:55I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing.
26:58Hi.
26:59You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney?
27:02That's, like, Grayson.
27:04Gorgeous.
27:04I would've matched, too, but my stuff didn't come in time.
27:06Oh, your pink panties didn't come in time?
27:08I'm freezing my ass off, and at least I got bottoms on.
27:11She definitely probably feels a draft.
27:13Has anyone seen Grayson's pants?
27:16Sit down, Santa.
27:17Do I take your seat, Santa?
27:19No, I could sit on Santa's lap.
27:21Come on, baby.
27:24So, like, Austin and I are kind of, like, going through some weird stuff right now.
27:28Yeah.
27:28He's gonna be here, I believe.
27:31So, like, I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard.
27:35And honestly, it probably won't be, like, as big of a deal, because you know how I am.
27:39Is it more of a conversation or, like, a confrontation?
27:42It's a little of both.
27:43I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know, like, if I'm over there, like, ruin
27:48this fucking party.
27:49I don't even care.
27:50Honestly, ruin it, because I'll be sitting there like, yeah!
27:52Get his ass!
27:53Get his ass!
27:54And then, like, I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend.
27:59What?
27:59He has a girlfriend?
28:01Like, they're dating.
28:02Boyfriend, girlfriend.
28:03Like, they're exclusive.
28:04I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together.
28:07This is the first time hearing of all this, but I don't slut shame around here.
28:12I won't say anything about Austin, because I've seen worse.
28:15I'm from Arizona, guys.
28:17Keep going.
28:18It's not a big deal, but anyways, I just think that, like, we just need to talk a little.
28:21Austin doesn't have a girlfriend.
28:22No.
28:23Yeah.
28:23And obviously, like, I never wanted to go there, like, because we decided not to do it on camera, but
28:28here we are.
28:29I know nothing about Austin and Grayson.
28:31Of course, the situation turned into friends with benefits.
28:34He's a womanizer.
28:36That hurts.
28:37And I know that hurts.
28:38And I don't want you to think, like, that you deserve that.
28:41Yeah.
28:42You know?
28:44They're like, we're done with this.
28:47Got me singing like, ooh.
28:53Ooh.
28:54Ooh.
28:55Ooh.
28:55Wish I could kiss ya.
28:56I'm easy.
28:57Merry Christmas.
28:58Hello, Charlie.
28:59You look great.
29:00Thank you very much for the invite.
29:02You're welcome.
29:02Thank you very much.
29:04I'm so glad I got to see you.
29:05I've been excited as hell to do this.
29:08Austin shows up.
29:09His abs are out.
29:10Kind of looks like he made his own vest.
29:11If I was wearing what Austin was wearing right now, I would be freezing my ass off.
29:16Hey.
29:17Okay, sir.
29:18Whatever, brother.
29:19I'm rating that.
29:20The fur with the hat.
29:21The cane.
29:22You're with the cane.
29:23How you doing, man?
29:24I'm Charlie.
29:24Nice to meet you.
29:25Come here, come here.
29:26Grayson, that's a bullshit.
29:27I don't know why.
29:28Like what?
29:30Actually, Iris, you were there.
29:31Come here.
29:31What was Grayson talking about?
29:32Okay, so she wanted to have a talk tonight.
29:35I've been wanting to have a talk with her because, I mean, there's some stuff we need to get straight.
29:40This is my first event.
29:42You know, seeing everybody is supposed to be a fun night, so the fact that, you know, Grayson doesn't have
29:47any pants on,
29:48it just seems like this serious conversation should wait till, you know, we're both a little more appropriately clothed.
29:55Are you freezing?
29:57Stay strong, brother.
29:59What's up, brother?
30:00Hey.
30:01Are you ripping some shots or what?
30:02Yeah, go ahead.
30:02Okay.
30:03Okay.
30:04You're dressed.
30:05How you doing?
30:08Ho, ho, ho.
30:09What up, baby?
30:10How you doing, Clark?
30:11Hey, good.
30:11How are you?
30:11Good to see you.
30:12Oh, that's fluffy.
30:14Oh, my gosh.
30:20I'm not gonna hide you.
30:21Mrs. Claus.
30:22Good to see you.
30:23Grayson.
30:23Damn, how?
30:24How are you?
30:24Wait, this is real.
30:26What do you mean it's real?
30:27That shit hurts when you touch it.
30:28It's sequins.
30:46No.
30:47Pepe.
30:47Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe.
30:48No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
30:49Oh, my God.
30:51I really don't know why he would show up tonight.
30:53It's Hannah's party.
30:54Walking in alone, you know what?
30:56Respect to the man.
30:57Shit, I'm happy he came.
30:58Last time me and Pepe were under the same roof, I called him a pussy.
31:02So I'm surprised he wants round two.
31:05Okay.
31:07I've been waiting for this.
31:08The way he gave him a pussy.
31:21I love this.
31:23I'm happy he's hanging over.
31:23Pepe, Pepe, Pepe, Pepe.
31:27What's that, though?
31:28What's that, though?
31:29What's that?
31:29Great, bro.
31:29You good?
31:30You came all black.
31:31Oh, my God.
31:33No, no, no, no.
31:33What did I say?
31:34Hey, what you want me to do?
31:35I just don't want to talk to him.
31:37Okay. Showing up to my party, though, is crazy.
31:40That is crazy.
31:40That is pretty crazy.
31:42It's crazy.
31:43I wonder who invited him.
31:44No punches?
31:46I'm liking it, man.
31:47This knee brace.
31:49No knee, just knee brace? That's it?
31:51That's it, bro.
31:53I'm not cool with Pippa at this point
31:54because he's a nothing but her iris, her TJ.
31:57You go to shake Jeremiah's hand
31:59and it's like the TJ incident all over again.
32:02I like that guy.
32:02Eh, kind of like a turtleneck a little bit.
32:06What's up?
32:06I was hoping that Jeremiah would accept it
32:09as just a plain respect thing,
32:11but now I know the vibe we're on.
32:13I don't want, like, my sugar to see me get mean
32:17because I'm, like, so sweet.
32:19Show him Hurricane Hannah.
32:21Yay!
32:23She's ripping through the party.
32:25Hi, Austin.
32:27Hi.
32:28In the spirit of Christmas,
32:30I just hope Austin and I can come
32:33to some sort of understanding.
32:35I think that there is, like,
32:36a lot of miscommunication going on.
32:38You're the only other eccentrically dressed person
32:41like me here.
32:43I want to hear Austin out
32:44before I just kick him in the jingle bells.
32:48I'm a sexy elf.
32:52They're asking who invited Pepe.
32:54I told him what we were doing.
32:55I said, if you want to pull up, pull up.
32:56I'm actually shocked that Pepe pulled up,
32:59but I'm also proud of him.
33:00And he went through that same experience with all of us,
33:03and we shouldn't count him out.
33:05I know that you didn't have any ill intentions.
33:07I'm not trying to be messy.
33:08That's not even how you are.
33:09Maybe he came here to have hard conversations.
33:12That's right.
33:13Maybe he's finally going to own up to some things.
33:16Yes.
33:17I want to throw a fucking drink in his face
33:18and tell him that he is fucking chopped and unk.
33:21Boom.
33:22I think Pepe needs to fuck off and get out of my space.
33:26Remember how we were talking about me putting myself out
33:28there and trying to shake hands and make peace and whatever?
33:32Yeah.
33:33I just tried to deal with Jeremiah.
33:34What'd he say?
33:35He was like, no, I'm good.
33:36He's fucking evil.
33:36They're not going to do that.
33:37And I'm like, get behind me.
33:38I don't know why not.
33:39As a man, you're not shaking a man's hand.
33:42They feel their own way, though.
33:44And I feel my way, too.
33:46You're acting like I don't have a reason to feel the way I feel.
33:48They're acting like I got to kiss their ass.
33:51I think you going up to them and be like, yo, we got to talk,
33:54they would demand much more respect.
33:58But you're going to have to bite the bullet.
34:00I'm not doing that.
34:01You have to.
34:03I've been in Pepe's shoes.
34:04I know how it is to walk into somewhere where you kind of know
34:07a lot of people probably don't want you there.
34:10Early on, I had the tough conversations.
34:12I put my pride to the side.
34:14So we'll see how it goes for them.
34:16How are you?
34:17Good, how are you doing?
34:18I'm good.
34:19You cold?
34:19Yeah, it's cold.
34:21Um, respect.
34:24You showing up today.
34:25Of course.
34:26I know it's a lot.
34:27I think you've got some conversations to have.
34:30No.
34:31No?
34:31I don't like that.
34:33It's weird.
34:34We're supposed to hear each other out.
34:35But, like, nobody wants to hear my side of it.
34:37So it's like...
34:38Can I say something harsh?
34:39Yeah.
34:39Go for it.
34:41I think that if you leave here today without having
34:46those conversations, that's you tucking your tail between
34:49your legs, and that's cowardly.
34:52Coming here for a second time, even though the first time
34:54turned out a certain way with Hannah saying I'm a pussy,
34:57and then coming here now, I took the risk.
35:01Okay.
35:02But you've got two feet in right now, and you just need to keep
35:06taking those steps.
35:08I really, really, really encourage you.
35:11Be that man, now or never.
35:15I don't know if that's fully what Pepe wanted to hear, but I
35:19really do believe in accountability.
35:23And I hope that Pepe came to own up to where he went wrong.
35:27Otherwise, Pepe, you might be in some trouble.
35:32Cheers to a great night.
35:33Happy holidays to all our fans.
35:35Happy holidays.
35:37Yeah, baby.
35:39How many fucking cookies is that?
35:41I mean, you've got to slow down.
35:43You've had, like, five cookies.
35:44At the end of the day, I know Austin will always hear me out.
35:47But right now, Austin's distracted by the ginger boobs.
35:51These are my late, yes.
35:53Austin, put down the cookies. We need to talk.
35:56Excuse me.
35:58What have I been preaching?
35:58What you been preaching?
35:59All December, what have I been preaching?
36:00Don't know.
36:01A mistletoe.
36:03I found some!
36:04Let's go find some mistletoe.
36:06I don't know.
36:07Wait.
36:08Wait, what?
36:10Oh, my stinky little dinky.
36:13You hella silly.
36:14And I feel like this is the perfect time.
36:16Is it?
36:17This coat is gorgeous, bro.
36:20Like, she looking all, ugh, ugh.
36:23Mood is right.
36:24Time is right.
36:26If it's love, if it's time to...
36:30So you don't want to have a special moment in front of the mistletoe?
36:34Can you have a special moment?
36:36Boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for, I mean, like, since Thanksgiving.
36:41I'm like, okay, we have some mistletoe.
36:53Wow.
36:55I just wanted our first guest to be a little more intimate, a little more private.
36:59But he wanted so bad.
37:00Here.
37:01Yay!
37:03Woo!
37:04Oh, nah.
37:06See y'all doing it, huh?
37:08Can't see it, boo!
37:09Hey!
37:10Yeah!
37:12I noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out with 17 million
37:18men this summer.
37:27Come on, guys.
37:28Give us a little more.
37:29They shared a first kiss.
37:32Honestly, I was really surprised that you invited me to this.
37:35Like, it made me pretty happy.
37:37Well, you know, we're probably gonna have to talk at some point.
37:39Yeah, yeah.
37:39Obviously, he's not cool with anybody here.
37:42So I think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this.
37:48And he has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
37:52If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
37:56Absolutely.
37:57But wait, can I play devil's advocate for a second?
38:00No.
38:00I'll fucking go up to this bitch ass.
38:02TJ.
38:03We're going together.
38:05I'm gonna let him know all the bullshit and lies he said about me.
38:08I got receipts.
38:09I got text messages.
38:10I got screenshots.
38:11I feel like I studied for an exam, and I'm walking in to ace this test.
38:15Yo, Pep.
38:17What's up, bro?
38:18How you doing?
38:18I think we got some shit to speak about.
38:20We do.
38:21Yeah.
38:22Wanna speak here?
38:23Wherever you want.
38:23I'm not.
38:23For this conversation.
38:25I'm gonna be honest with you.
38:26Can I speak with him if that's okay with you?
38:27No.
38:27He's my boyfriend.
38:29Okay.
38:30What did you, uh, what'd you want to talk about?
38:34Um, I just wanted to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
38:48What'd you want to talk about?
38:50I just wanted to know why the fuck you're lying on my name, bro.
38:53Well, I, what did I say about your name?
38:56Okay.
38:56So, you told her that I told you that she cheated on you with me in Koreatown that night.
39:02You got caught.
39:03I never once told her.
39:05Yes, you did.
39:06You want to see the text?
39:06There's a text message.
39:09Iris, and you sucked TJ's dick and went to see him without...
39:12That is not me.
39:13Okay.
39:13And here's number two.
39:15Pull up your phone with the actual...
39:16When batters, dad.
39:17Yo, can we get a charger?
39:19For real?
39:19Can we get a charger?
39:20He said that when her and TJ met up, TJ told him that Iris sucked his dick.
39:26And that's why it was a cheating scandal.
39:28But that never happened.
39:29So TJ's like, why did you say this?
39:31And then also, he told Iris that Grayson and TJ had sex.
39:36Which didn't happen.
39:37Which didn't happen.
39:38These lies are tallying up.
39:40Oh, to be a fly on the wall in that conversation.
39:43TJ, all I gotta say is, you better work, bitch.
39:49I just said, you know TJ.
39:50And then you said, number one, he said otherwise.
39:52And he didn't say that.
39:53He said otherwise.
39:55I wasn't talking about you.
39:56Who were you talking about, bro?
39:57I heard a lot of things from that night, and I don't know of any of this true.
40:01You told her that I had sex with Grayson.
40:03Did you say that?
40:03Somebody told me that you hooked up with a couple of people at a party.
40:07Was telling her.
40:08I was like, look, I heard that he's doing his thing.
40:10He's having a good time.
40:12And that's it.
40:13I'm not gonna let you just sit here and gaslight us.
40:15And try to make us believe that you're telling the truth right now.
40:17Sorry, like, and I'm making her upset.
40:19You wanna know why I'm upset?
40:20It's because you went on a podcast and you said that I had a cheating scandal.
40:24Word for word, cheating scandal.
40:24We got off the island, and she had a cheating scandal.
40:28Iris did?
40:29Uh-huh.
40:31Did I know that you guys were meeting up together that night?
40:33Yes.
40:33No, no, no.
40:34You knew.
40:34I'll show you the text.
40:35I'll show you the text.
40:36I told you, don't text him.
40:38Either talk to him in person or call him.
40:40So you knew.
40:40But I didn't know you went that night.
40:42I didn't know you went that night.
40:45Did you tell Pepe that you were going straight from the airport to meet up with TJ?
40:52Yeah.
40:52I think I told Pepe.
40:56What did I tell him?
40:57I think I told him in the villa.
40:58From what I understand, he feels like he supported me in that situation with the scandal.
41:06Pepe was actually the one that said, I'm happy with whatever you choose to do, and he said, you should
41:11actually go meet up with him in person.
41:13You want to squash this all?
41:14You want to squash this all?
41:15Apologize.
41:16Literally just apologize.
41:16I've been apologized, first of all.
41:18So what are you trying to prove right now?
41:19The next day out at the villa, I wanted to make sure that there was not going to be any
41:22backlash.
41:23Because were you not nervous about it when TMZ posted that on Twitter?
41:27Yeah, I mean, like, it's the first time in my life I've ever been, like, cat paparazzi.
41:30And so I'm over here.
41:31Exactly.
41:32Anyone would be nervous.
41:33Of course.
41:34And so I'm trying to make sure that, okay, if she's nervous, I don't want you to, like, so yeah,
41:38even though I didn't know that you went physically to...
41:41You did, no.
41:41I promise you.
41:42I know you're telling me I didn't know.
41:44Okay, this is, like, this is stupid.
41:45I didn't.
41:46I think the best thing to do...
41:48So for me...
41:48There's a whole lot of shit, bro.
41:50Like, we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to tell her that I told you she cheated
41:54on you and me.
41:55Like, let's not skip over that, bro.
41:57I just showed you that.
41:58Okay, so she said, I think tonight or tomorrow I'm gonna talk to TJ and Hannah at some point, whatever,
42:03whatever.
42:04I said, up to you.
42:05So we kept going.
42:06Okay, you knew.
42:07So, listen.
42:08Hold on, hold on.
42:08Pepe, Pepe.
42:09Hold on.
42:09I'm gonna walk away from this.
42:11You can...
42:11I'm gonna, hold on.
42:12I'm gonna tell you.
42:14I'm sorry for everything that happened.
42:15You don't deserve anything.
42:17I don't deserve anything.
42:18I don't think anybody deserves shit, okay?
42:20I'm gonna tell you, I'm sorry that you thought that I said anything bad about you.
42:24I hope you guys are happy, and I really, I truly do, okay?
42:29And that's literally all I have to say.
42:31That's all I came here to say.
42:34I'm gonna walk away from this.
42:35Yeah, all right.
42:35Because, like, this is too much.
42:38Yeah, I feel like Pepe's apology was fake, and I think he's just doing it to save face.
42:43I don't think that his apology is genuine.
42:47It's...
42:48I just want to be done with this.
42:50Yeah.
42:51I just, like, I can't fucking do this.
42:53Like, this is stressful as fuck.
42:55I just don't wanna do this anymore.
43:00We were pretty close in the villa.
43:02I don't know where.
43:02You know?
43:03And I'm honestly hurt, because, like, I really thought we were fucking close, bro.
43:07You played the fuck out of me in the villa.
43:09That's crazy.
43:09They played the fuck out of me.
43:10Yeah.
43:12I fucking hate this.
43:16You okay?
43:17It's gonna be fine.
43:19It's a man thing.
43:21It's fucking...
43:21It's like their egos.
43:22Like, obviously, they're gonna hack it out.
43:23It's like, let it go.
43:24Let it fucking go.
43:25Like, just be done.
43:26Good riddance, bro.
43:27Like, get the fuck out of here now.
43:29Yeah.
43:29I think that he just needs to leave.
43:32Iris is very overwhelmed.
43:34Pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods, and she doesn't wanna be in the middle
43:39of it anymore.
43:47Come on.
43:48I'm gonna go take my fucking hair and makeup.
43:51I look like Imla Anderson right now.
43:54If you gotta go, I gotta go, too.
43:56All right, get out of here, bro.
43:57Yeah.
44:05I don't think there was one point in the whole conversation where he was like, I fucked
44:08up.
44:09I take accountability.
44:09And I'm like, cut the fuck out of here.
44:10It's fucking bullshit.
44:11You had all this time to reach out to everybody, but you wait until we're on camera, we're
44:15filming this show.
44:17It's bullshit.
44:18I did whatever I could do.
44:19I told them I'm sorry.
44:21I told them that.
44:22I hope they are happy together.
44:24But let's be honest, I wish she had understood how I felt as well.
44:28You know, especially going back to her and TJ TMZ night.
44:31I felt like that betrayal.
44:34It is what it is.
44:36I was telling me I knew she was gonna go some TJ.
44:38That's fucking insane.
44:40Everybody's just lying.
44:41I can't.
44:47Cheers.
44:49Is that water?
44:50No, this is actually a tequila shot.
44:51Really?
44:52Yeah, I needed this.
44:54Now what I love about this time of year, understand me, I'm so happy when my family's
44:59here, for all the reasons.
45:01Hey, y'all.
45:01What?
45:02Oh, Lord have mercy.
45:03Hey, what is going on?
45:04What?
45:05When anybody says, hey, y'all, it's serious.
45:07I was gonna just bite the bros out to Oklahoma, man.
45:09Yes, please.
45:10Oh, really?
45:11Please, bro.
45:12Cowboy boots and arms.
45:13We'll chill, ride some horses.
45:15Yeah.
45:16I rode a horse once in my life, never again, though.
45:19Taylor's a professional, and he got hurt, so what the fuck I look like doing it, bro.
45:24Hey, you ready?
45:26Yeah.
45:27We gave him a stallion.
45:30I want the guys to come out to Oklahoma just to be able to see my world.
45:33I think they think it's just boring.
45:35And so when they see it, they be like, ah, I see why you don't wanna leave.
45:38Like, this shit's hard.
45:40Hell yeah.
45:41Hey, you remember the tits and grits stories, Charlie?
45:43Tits.
45:43Tits and grits.
45:44Austin would go to the strip club for breakfast.
45:46What the fuck is tits and grits?
45:48That was very Austin-ish.
45:49It's a brunch strip club.
45:51Austin, Austin.
45:52Tell me about tits and grits.
45:53Tell me about tits and grits.
45:53Tits and grits.
45:56All right.
45:58Grayson wants to talk to me.
45:59I'm getting out of here.
46:01Can everybody hear me?
46:04Can we go over by the snow globe?
46:06I wanna have a speech.
46:08Okay.
46:11A year ago, I spent Christmas alone and I was sad.
46:15Six months ago, I met my best friends and I met my person and I'm happy.
46:22Christmas is really important to me.
46:23I wanna rewrite traditions for myself.
46:25I want to make memories and I've never had a white Christmas before.
46:30So, I thought, why not bring a white Christmas to L.A. and give it a second.
46:45Oh, my God.
46:47No, no, no.
46:50It's going.
46:53Can we get it a little stronger?
46:58Come here, baby.
46:59We love you.
47:00We love you.
47:01Don't stand in the snow.
47:06They give soap, so don't eat it.
47:08This is my first Christmas, like, really being in love and I got my white Christmas.
47:15And I think the holidays are such a cute and fun time.
47:17Hey.
47:19Hey.
47:19Hey.
47:20Hey.
47:21Hey.
47:21Hey.
47:22Hey.
47:23Hey.
47:24Hey.
47:25Hey.
47:27Hey.
47:32Hey.
47:54Hey.
47:58Hey.
47:59Hi, Maeve.
48:00Hi.
48:01You look nice.
48:02You look nice, I was gonna say.
48:04I like the dress.
48:05I like the dress.
48:07Is it a long drive for you?
48:09Yeah, a long haul.
48:11What'd you get?
48:13A latte.
48:17The one thing I'm nervous about is that Austin tries really hard not to hurt me, so I don't
48:22want him to tell me what I want to hear or fabricate anything.
48:26I need him to stand on business, like I need the full scoop right now so we can all understand
48:32what the hell is going on.
48:33So?
48:35Do you want to just get into it?
48:37We can get into it, yeah.
48:50Do you want to just get into it?
48:52We can get into it, yeah.
48:55Um, so like obviously we've talked here and there, but every time we've talked it's
49:01been like high emotion, like high pressure.
49:06And in the beginning, I basically said that I was trying my best to be open and get to
49:15know other people, right?
49:17This all started because I said I care about Austin, I have a connection with Austin, so
49:23it's tough for me to try to be open when that's like in the back of my mind.
49:29And I told you I went to brunch with Bella, Andrina and Coco, and you got brought up in the
49:36conversation.
49:38Bella said, Austin, like, he has a girlfriend.
49:44That's correct.
49:44And...
49:45News to me, but continue.
49:46Right.
49:46Yeah.
49:47News to me as well.
49:48You're telling me you're not ready for commitment, which is okay, but then I'm hearing you're
49:51in a commitment, which just kind of felt like a lie at the time.
49:53No, I can 100% understand.
49:56And yeah, so it also hurt me.
49:58Duh.
49:58Like, I was like, ugh.
49:59And if you would have just told me I'm seeing someone, I would have been like, oh, okay,
50:03like, good for you.
50:04The thing is, I'm definitely not seeing anyone seriously like that.
50:09That's why I was like...
50:09It's just weird, because it's like, why, why is her, like, best friend?
50:14Like, why would Bella be telling me that?
50:16I don't know why Bella would be telling you that.
50:19Yes, I've spent a lot of time with Raven.
50:21See, this is where Bella is completely off.
50:24She's not there.
50:25She knows what Raven tells her.
50:27I can't thank you so much.
50:28No problem.
50:29I can't control what Raven tells Bella.
50:32Like, I really can't.
50:33And plus, she knows too.
50:34Like, I've told you, I've kind of been a little bit of a hoe.
50:37Like, it's been, I've said that multiple times.
50:41One thing with Grayson is I'm very honest and upfront.
50:44And I told her, you know, I'm not in a place to be in a relationship or anything.
50:49So that's why I am a little bit taken aside that she's so, like, heartbroken.
50:55And also, the fact is, Grayson and I talk so much that it's like, you would know if I was
51:02in a relationship.
51:03Like, you would know this.
51:04Like, there would be no possible way for you not to know.
51:07Like, you talk to my sisters.
51:09You talk to my mom.
51:10Like, bro, that's not on a romantic level.
51:13That's like, man, you're my fucking friend.
51:14My family loves you.
51:16Like...
51:16Austin, you seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all?
51:20I...
51:20No.
51:21I don't get...
51:22I don't pick up a romantic vibe.
51:24Of course, if you wanted to interpret it like that.
51:27But no, Grayson, I've been so...
51:29I'm sorry.
51:29I'm trying not to...
51:30I'm sorry because...
51:31Like, I'm sorry.
51:32It's in my mind that you're sitting here and saying that you're acting like there was, like, literally nothing between
51:35us at all.
51:37Every time that we've hung out, though, it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out.
51:44Like, that's what I'm not understanding.
51:45Okay, just because we're, like, not hooking up doesn't mean it's not, like, romantic to me.
51:49I go to dinner with Charlie, too.
51:51You know what I mean?
51:52We're not dating.
51:52But you don't touch Charlie.
51:56As far as you know.
51:57You know what I mean?
51:58Like...
51:58No, I get it.
51:59We obviously are affectionate with each other.
52:00But that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change.
52:02Because I can't do that to myself.
52:04You understand there are feelings involved.
52:06No, I understand that.
52:06You're acting like you've got no feelings involved.
52:08Of course I have feelings in...
52:09Like, I...
52:10There's feelings there.
52:13Come on.
52:14I come from a small little southern town.
52:17And in my town, when you go and meet the family, that means something.
52:21So, like...
52:22Honestly, it kind of hurts.
52:23I'm not trying to chain you to a fence post.
52:26I'm not asking you to sit around or bring around.
52:28I've never said...
52:29I wouldn't want to start something if I know that I couldn't put my all into it.
52:34I can't be open and try to move on if I'm spending all of my time onto you.
52:40So, moving forward, I can't do that anymore because I have to make space for somebody else.
52:46I feel bad because I know Grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone to care
52:52about her.
52:53I mean, she's a great girl.
52:55She'll find her person.
52:56I know she will.
52:57It's just...
52:58Right now, it's not me.
53:00I genuinely, like, do love you, Grayson.
53:03Like, I have so much love for you.
53:07It makes me sad because I, you know...
53:10Fuck.
53:11You gotta cry and I hurt you.
53:13You gotta cry.
53:18Why are you making it so hard?
53:20It's just because I'm not ready, man.
53:21I get it.
53:22That's fine.
53:23Like, I'm just...
53:24I don't want to hurt you.
53:25It hurts me even seeing you cry right now.
53:28I just have a hard time going to that place.
53:33I understand that.
53:34That's why I get emotional because I just...
53:37I see sometimes you struggle.
53:39It hurts me.
53:41I want to be there for you and I know that I can't be in a way that I wish
53:44I could be.
53:49I'm always going to be there for you regardless.
53:52I'm always going to be there for you too.
53:55No matter what.
53:59Next time on Love Island, beyond the villa.
54:02I am going to surprise him.
54:04I love that.
54:06Oh my God.
54:07What the fuck?
54:08Yeah, bro, you saw a movie just here.
54:09There you go.
54:10I'm about to break this horse.
54:11Are you happy?
54:13Are you proud of me?
54:16If I say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word, like...
54:20She turn into Courtney real quick.
54:25What the hell?
54:27What girl wants to see their man out at the club drinking?
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