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Love Is Blind Polska Season 1 Episode 2
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00:00Already assuming the worst.
00:01He didn't give the other girl a ring, which is...
00:03Yeah, but...
00:04And it hasn't even happened yet, right?
00:07No, no, there's no excuse for this behavior.
00:10Oh, babe.
00:13I had this idea to give another girl chocolates as well.
00:18Right, so it would be...
00:19I would be better not to give any gifts rather than giving two.
00:23What makes this other girl better than me?
00:26I'm sorry, I'm just so disappointed that...
00:29And now I feel maybe he's just not the one,
00:32and now I'm so ashamed because I stood in front of you.
00:35No, stop.
00:35No, don't say that.
00:37I stood in front of you and said that...
00:40And I stood up here and said all those things.
00:43And now I'm so ashamed.
00:45You have nothing to be ashamed.
00:50I don't want to compete for his favor
00:53because that's definitely not going to happen.
00:56If I'm Nadi's first choice, too bad.
00:58We say goodbye.
00:59That's it.
01:18Hello?
01:21Hello?
01:23Okay, I can monologue for a while, I guess.
01:27My heart is pounding like crazy.
01:32Damn.
01:33My honesty was, like, I think really misinterpreted.
01:37I felt like there was maybe a lack of understanding
01:41and a lack of willingness for me to explain.
01:46It just, I don't know, it just knocked me right off my feet.
01:53Damn, I really don't know what to think.
01:55And how would you feel if I sent you a gift today
01:58and then sent the very same gift to another guy?
02:02Would that be cool with you?
02:03Well, it was supposed to be a friendly gesture.
02:05Like, I...
02:06Can I finish?
02:08You know how that made me feel?
02:09Like an option, you know?
02:10No, I didn't want it to be like that.
02:12Well, you should have explained that.
02:14When you give a gift,
02:15it's obvious that you'll only send them to the person who's most important to you.
02:19I don't know.
02:19I'm sorry.
02:20It came out wrong.
02:20Oh, Camille, come on.
02:21It wasn't supposed to seem like, I don't know,
02:24there's a plan A and like a plan B or anything.
02:26So why did you want to send it to that person?
02:28I don't get it.
02:28I don't know.
02:29In an entirely friendly, like, you know...
02:31Oh, friendly?
02:32Yeah.
02:33I mean, I'm honest.
02:35I'm being really honest.
02:36And I'm honest about my feelings and everything.
02:43I don't know.
02:44I feel like I could end this experiment right now
02:46because I know where I am.
02:51I want to be with you.
03:06You know, I'm not going to beg you.
03:08I'm not going to beat your option.
03:09I want to be someone's first choice.
03:11You are.
03:12You are.
03:13You've been it for a long time now.
03:15It won't happen again.
03:17I'll take your word for it.
03:22Sometimes I can be a bit of a, you know, a knucklehead.
03:28Did you at least smile a little?
03:29Well, I did, yeah.
03:31You can hear it in your voice.
03:34So, kisses.
03:54Well, I really haven't felt like this in a long time.
04:01Ah, tears of sadness.
04:05And now they turn into tears of joy.
04:10How did it come to be?
04:23I was very hurt.
04:25Yeah, my heart was hurting
04:27because I feel like I'm falling in love with him.
04:30So, it gave me a lot to think about.
04:44What happened, sweetie?
04:46Do you want to talk?
04:47I'm going to be totally fucked.
04:49Why?
04:50I'm going to have to reject people, you know,
04:53and they're so great.
04:54I know, I know.
04:55Telling somebody, I'm sorry it's not you,
05:00always means double heartbreak.
05:09Hi.
05:12What's up, Marta?
05:14It's tough.
05:20I feel like this is a difficult moment for you.
05:25I opened up my heart to someone else.
05:28And you're just a stranger.
05:31Nothing between us.
05:33Well, I mean...
05:37I don't know.
05:38No, I mean, I'd like to say something,
05:40but I can't quite put it into words.
05:48Oh, man, oh, man, oh, man.
05:53So, Camille?
05:54A girl woke up with me.
05:56I forgot what that feels like.
05:57Oh.
05:58Broke up.
06:05It's sad.
06:07The finale for me won't be a vacation with my dream woman.
06:12Like everyone knows that this stage is over.
06:16At least that's how I feel.
06:18The door's been closed forever.
06:26What's up, hon?
06:28I'm fine.
06:29I'm...
06:29I'm calm, as always.
06:32I think I'm giving you more pages.
06:34You know, it's better not to show anyone what you're writing.
06:36I know.
06:37Don't show it to anyone, really.
06:39Yeah.
06:40No, I mean, it's not that I...
06:43I...
06:43I...
06:44I have good intentions towards everyone.
06:47It's better if you don't show anyone, okay?
06:50I'm really curious about how this will turn out.
06:54How?
06:54Well, for example, I'm afraid of making a mistake and regretting something, you know?
07:01Or being disappointed.
07:03Rejection, right?
07:04Rejection.
07:05That's also...
07:06No.
07:07It's so hard, though.
07:08Very tough.
07:09Tough nut to crack.
07:10Jack, I accidentally ended up in this triangle.
07:17Accidentally.
07:18I didn't tell anyone who I was talking to, and I didn't know.
07:21Oh, it's so hard.
07:27Hi.
07:28Hello.
07:29I was really looking forward to this date.
07:32Oh, that's nice to hear.
07:33Me, too.
07:34What are you wearing today?
07:36I'm wearing long, white jeans.
07:39Mm-hmm.
07:39Uh, heels.
07:40Classic ones.
07:41Got it.
07:42Do you like sneakers sometimes?
07:43A tracksuit and stuff?
07:44Honestly, I don't wear tracksuits.
07:46I don't have any.
07:47Do you like tracksuits?
07:48I like jeans with holes.
07:50I don't know.
07:51I can't say I've ever been with a guy who likes jeans with holes in them.
07:57Fucking awesome.
07:58But I also have full jeans and other pants.
08:01Not all of them have holes, you know?
08:03Are they really big holes?
08:06Today, I'm wearing ones with a big hole, yeah.
08:08Yeah?
08:08You'll learn to like them.
08:09Very interesting.
08:10Then you'll start wearing jeans with holes.
08:13That'd be funny.
08:15I like that you're laughing with me more and more.
08:17Well, you know, I wanted to find out about the serious things first.
08:21That's right.
08:21Like the basics.
08:22I know what I want and what I don't.
08:24You're yourself.
08:24You're unique in this moment, right?
08:29And what have your past relationships been like?
08:32I came to Poland with my first boyfriend.
08:34We've been together since school.
08:37Yeah?
08:37I thought he was the love of my life.
08:39That we'd have two kids.
08:40Everything was planned out, you know?
08:42Yeah.
08:42It turned out that he cheated, though.
08:45And I thought that, um, my life was ending.
08:47I didn't want to go through having my heart broken again.
08:51Yeah, I understand.
08:52So then will you be ready to trust someone 100%?
08:56I think that if it's worth it, then yes.
09:04Malika seems more mature than at least half the girls.
09:10I think in a relationship with her, a guy can feel super safe.
09:14That's also very attractive.
09:17We're very similar in character, even making little jokes.
09:20The chemistry is there.
09:22The feelings are getting stronger.
09:30But I'm infatuated with Kinga.
09:32I only think of her.
09:34I go to the gym in the morning thinking about Kinga.
09:36I can't wait to meet her.
09:44Hi.
09:44Hi, Kirish.
09:47Kinga?
09:47Yeah, Kinga.
09:48Yeah, the best.
09:52I'm glad you said that.
09:54You thought about me.
09:55Well, you know it.
09:56I think it's obvious, isn't it?
09:59Well, I thought about you a lot, too.
10:03I'm pining.
10:05Like Romeo.
10:09Good one, huh?
10:10What's up, sweetie?
10:11Well, I guess we'll talk, right?
10:12Or should we just pine?
10:15This is so nice.
10:16I'm really drawn to this energy we share.
10:19It's hard to explain.
10:21Yeah.
10:21I feel good with you in a way where I don't have to pretend to be anyone else.
10:27And you understand me?
10:28Even when we're not talking about anything specific, it's still like...
10:33I feel like you already know me.
10:35We should probably be asking each other some questions, right?
10:38Yeah, we should start to.
10:40We don't know anything about...
10:41We're supposed to get married, so...
10:42It would be useful.
10:44Yeah.
10:47Go on, ask away.
10:49It's too sweet.
10:50Okay.
10:51We'll fall in love in two days.
10:54How often, in your opinion, should a couple have sex?
10:58Well, we should do it often.
11:00I love that answer.
11:01You love that answer?
11:03That's why we don't ask each other anything, because we know everything.
11:06Dan, do you like kissing?
11:09I love it.
11:10A lot?
11:11A lot.
11:12It'll be nice.
11:13I'm waiting to see your lips.
11:17And not just see them.
11:19Oh, Krish.
11:21What?
11:23What's up?
11:24Come here.
11:25We can just cuddle.
11:27Yeah?
11:27Yeah.
11:28I think we could break down this wall.
11:31Should be easy.
11:32Listen, I've knocked down a few walls.
11:34You're so sweet.
11:37Kinga, on the other hand, Malika.
11:41I feel so silly now, but there are still two of them.
11:45I'd rather just stay one.
11:48I think I'm getting closer to the finish line, because the feelings are so intense.
11:54I see a happy face.
11:55Is it good?
11:57Look at you.
11:58I love it.
11:59I see a happy face.
12:02Krish-Toph!
12:03Krish-Toph!
12:03Krish-Toph landed in an F-16.
12:06I'm blown away.
12:07I didn't.
12:08I don't even know when it happened.
12:10Nice.
12:11I feel like he's the only guy where, when I'm on a date with him, I practically write nothing
12:16down, and then I just go around here fucking asking other girls.
12:20What did you write about him?
12:22Because I didn't know anything.
12:23But what do you talk about then?
12:25Well, just like...
12:30About everything.
12:31About everything.
12:34I really feel that he, um...
12:37That he could be, like...
12:40The person I'm looking for.
12:44There'll be a big war over her.
12:46For Kinga?
12:46Huge.
12:47Yeah.
12:47They'll be fighting for Kinga till the very end.
12:49Each of us is dragging his jaw on the ground after a date with her.
12:52Oh, Kinga.
12:53Fuck.
12:53Everyone's captivated, huh?
12:57But on the other hand, at this stage of the experiment...
13:00Yeah.
13:00Everyone has a narrow circle.
13:01Already?
13:02Two, three.
13:03He goes really quickly.
13:04She has six.
13:05Kinga, right?
13:06Uh-huh.
13:06Six guys completely nuts over here.
13:08Hi.
13:09You have such a wonderful voice.
13:11The voice of an angel.
13:12Oh, thank you.
13:14Two things you like most about yourself?
13:15Mm-hmm.
13:16I'd say I definitely like...
13:19And I'm so warm and open.
13:21That's nice.
13:22That's really nice.
13:23I've noticed that guys like that.
13:24No.
13:26I also give good massages.
13:28Ooh.
13:29What I love is foreplay all day long.
13:32Ooh.
13:34Very nice.
13:36What do you think is sexy and why is it much?
13:40The way he speaks is so hot.
13:43And when he does what he does...
13:46I swear...
13:47I have to put on you...
13:48Annie's...
13:49Wait, wait, wait, wait.
13:49I dropped my notebook.
13:52You know what?
13:54You can't be this cool.
13:55Everyone's putting you in their top one.
13:57Two of them have a lot of things.
13:59I have to stop.
14:00Yeah, because you'd like to have some fun with us in here.
14:02Exactly.
14:03That's right.
14:05Who would have thought?
14:09I'm focusing on my feelings.
14:11It all started to kind of pull me out of that dream state.
14:15I stopped feeling confident.
14:18My friends always adored my exes because they were so open.
14:23My relationship ended because of mental infidelity.
14:27So that's fucking great.
14:30I'll be thinking about it.
14:31Figuring out what matters most.
14:34Because if I listen to everybody around me, I might as well go home.
14:42Loving you is part of my dreaming and the part of my life, something out of a song.
14:48Loving you is nothing I needed, but I always believed that we make it alone.
14:53Loving you is part of my breathing and the part of my lungs and the part of my bones.
15:00Loving what's easy to come, love is blood in my heart.
15:05Hi.
15:05Hey, sweetie.
15:07How are you feeling?
15:08Ooh.
15:10I wanted to tell you something.
15:12I didn't believe in the magic of this experiment at all at first when I came here.
15:19Then I met you and everything changed.
15:22You're a wonderful, wonderful woman with great values.
15:27And, well, that's the kind of woman I've been looking for in my life.
15:32And, well, I'm a little nervous.
15:35Uh, um, I've never felt this way with the intensity that I do now.
15:42Um, and I've never said this to a woman before.
15:46Oh, no.
15:50Uh, would you please come up to the wall?
16:08Uh...
16:11Um, Yulia Maria, I'm kneeling before you behind this wall, and I would like to ask the most important question
16:24of my life.
16:27Will you be my wife?
16:39Well, Camille Michal, yes, I will be your wife.
16:42We will rise above you!
16:50This is the happiest day of my life.
16:53God.
16:56I'm the happiest girl in the world right now.
16:58And I'm the happiest man.
17:01Oh.
17:02I can't wait to see you.
17:04I can't wait to see you either.
17:05I'm so happy.
17:06I'm so happy it's you, because I've been waiting for you my whole life.
17:10And I've been waiting for you.
17:12Awesome.
17:13Till tomorrow.
17:14Till tomorrow, my love.
17:16Bye-bye.
17:26I was so worried that maybe I wasn't good enough at this or that, and all it took was to
17:31find that one person, and I'm just the happiest person in the world.
17:37I'm a fiancé!
17:40Guys, I have a fiancé!
17:43I know what I want.
17:45I know she's the one, so I really feel at peace.
17:51What if he walks out and turns around?
17:53He won't turn around.
17:54Why are you assuming the worst, huh?
17:56I don't know.
17:57I really hope you're joking.
18:03Seems to me like, unfortunately, it's a no joke.
18:05Yeah.
18:06I think so, too.
18:07Yeah.
18:07Why would he...
18:08I don't know why I'm crying.
18:11I used to get into bad relationships.
18:13I also didn't fully accept myself.
18:16I just mistook feelings of love for wanting maybe not attention, but some kind of affection from someone.
18:23And I'm afraid that it means I'll never allow myself to be a wife.
18:26I'm afraid to talk to Camille about my, like, family issues from the past.
18:32I've been through some difficult situations.
18:36My first stepfather, he was very abusive.
18:41And then there's obviously still the issue of my real dad, who left me.
19:05I want to finish this experiment with a feeling that I gave it my all and that I was guided
19:10by my intuition, but I also want to use common sense, because there's MP.
19:18And on the other hand, there's Damien.
19:22I think the next conversations might be decisive.
19:32Why are you giggling?
19:34See something in front of you?
19:35I do.
19:37Let me introduce you to a drink called Malort.
19:42Malort?
19:43It's straight from Chicago.
19:44Oh.
19:44I have this, um, rule that if someone new comes into my life, they have to drink one with me.
19:53We'll get to that in a moment.
19:54But I wanted to ask how your day was today.
19:57Both good and bad.
19:59I feel like I really need to talk something over with you.
20:03Before entering this experiment, I try to really organize every aspect of my life.
20:08And I expect the same from the other person, too.
20:12I'm not some Peter Pan.
20:15But still, I live a bit like a student.
20:18When I come back from this experiment, I'll be really worried about finishing my master's degree.
20:24And I'll start looking for a job.
20:27Since you're still working towards your thesis defense and doing this, that, and the other,
20:33when will I become a priority?
20:36Do I have to wait in line?
20:39Because I've already stood in line.
20:44I don't know what that'll look like, but we can talk about it.
20:53What should we drink to?
20:58Well, definitely to love.
21:00What else?
21:01Clarity?
21:02Calmness?
21:04Destiny?
21:05That, too.
21:07To making the right decision?
21:10Cheers.
21:16In my opinion, anything easy isn't worth of its value.
21:20So easy love is no love at all.
21:24That's my opinion.
21:28I want a person that's willing to grow, that wants to build with me.
21:32And is not afraid of change.
21:35I want to take care of you.
21:39I believe you.
21:55Think of me only for about a minute.
22:16I've started to wonder whether MP has his life in order enough to invite me in and for
22:23it to work but still for now MP remains my number one hello hello how are you feeling how should
22:40I put
22:41this so it sounds nice be honest I've started wondering what you're feeling I'll share that
22:48with you there's a lot to feel I'll admit there is a lot well you're the Marilyn Monroe in our
22:56minds so
23:00you've won the hearts of the men here and that's nothing to be ashamed of that's great
23:04for you always to you but that's too much for me starting to look like some kind of hair
23:13and of course I mean mentally I'm worried that I'll make a mistake right that's natural and we
23:23would you like to do it together baby
23:31be honest don't be afraid right now you're my number two
23:40but yesterday it was difficult for me to decide whether you should stay there
23:49I think that love isn't everything right that's like when I think about a good relationship I think
23:57to myself damn it's like playing lottery I want you to feel that it's safe you're with me I have
24:04my
24:04life so you know what I have to offer that I've seen so many men examined by you I won't
24:13hide that
24:13somehow pushed me into how can I say this is not a safe zone that's why I'm taking a more
24:23conservative
24:24approach because I like my heart and I don't like getting my ass fucking last night I woke up around
24:36two and started thinking about you and I wrote a poem for you which is there
24:44and that was the moment when I thought I wanted a heart not a mind
24:54if you like I can read it to you it's even centered with my cologne
25:02how nice time has put a wall between us with a mirror image of our desires protecting hungry
25:10eyes from being pushed into a trap of the material sitting right next to each other but on the
25:16antipodes is it an echo or is someone really listening it's just the loud dying of the skin
25:22because fading together means not fading at all
25:33beautiful
25:35I'm glad you like it
25:39I have a lot of feelings for you
25:43I have a lot of feelings for you too
25:45my heart beats faster when I'm with you
25:47I won't hide it
25:51do what makes you happy all right
25:55and whatever you choose it'll be fine
26:19I know I'm falling in love with him his feelings are already so strong but still there's this thought in
26:24the back of my mind that well
26:26I don't look like a typical Polish girl
26:34I'm worried about whether he'll like me or not
26:42previously whenever I've met women the physical side that was the first thing that I paid attention to
26:49I really hope it works out
26:52how are you at watching your back
26:54who will betray the truth and the fact
26:57angry or lying
26:58who will attack me
26:59take us with a ball
27:00and let me come back
27:09oh fuck
27:19hi
27:20hey
27:21hi
27:43will you be my wife
27:50yes Camille Mihal I will be your wife
28:02are you happy
28:03very happy
28:09are you satisfied
28:11very much
28:11really
28:12yeah
28:12yeah
28:13it's nice to be surprised
28:14you look great
28:19but is this how you imagined it
28:21me
28:21you mean you
28:21yeah
28:22no I just knew you had blonde hair
28:24but you're beautiful
28:31you're perfect
28:33thank you
28:37see you later
28:41fiance
29:00I imagined it a bit differently
29:02that could be more wowed you know
29:09I was hoping that when a man sees his fiancee for the first time
29:13his reaction would be maybe a bit more excited
29:15that there would be more joy on his part
29:18but I
29:19I don't think there was
29:25no I'm just a little worried that he didn't like me
29:32Julia looks like a million dollars
29:34oh it's hard to describe in one word
29:39beautiful
29:41she's like a dream
29:45oh it's okay
30:04for example I also tell the guys that it's nice I'm glad I met you
30:08me too
30:08I said we have a great group and that we're all very different but we get along and that's pretty
30:13cool
30:13yeah like I think I told Susan that I have the best relationship with Dario
30:17yeah
30:19aww cuties
30:21I told my friend before the show what I'd like
30:23what she would look like in a perfect world
30:27and I said I'd like to look at my future partner while talking to my buddy at a party
30:32look at her from a distance and say
30:33that crazy one is mine
30:36maybe this experiment didn't take into account that we would like each other so much
30:39because we're like fire and water
30:41you know I'm still rooting for him in all of this
30:45my schedule is date break date
30:47yeah mine's exactly the same
30:49the girls are neck and neck in my heart
30:52at the moment it's Elita and Daria but the order is random
30:58there are two names that made an impression on me from the very start
31:03Daria and Elita
31:11let's have fun
31:18hello
31:19hello
31:20well I have very fond memories of that voice
31:23aww
31:24it's Elita
31:25aww get out
31:27no
31:28no
31:29it's Daria
31:33hey
31:34hello
31:35hi Daria
31:40yeah right
31:41hi
31:43I'm not Daria
31:44no
31:45Yulita
31:46Yulita
31:46wow you sound similar
31:48maybe
31:49she is my bestie here
31:50ha ha it's cool to hear that
31:52and who's your bestie?
31:55uh
32:00Philippe
32:01you like it better with my lipstick
32:03when and where do you feel sexiest?
32:06damn I generally feel sexy
32:08fuck that's a good answer
32:11how you kind of underwear are you wearing?
32:13I don't have a bra on today
32:16I'm wearing panties because my dress is short
32:20oh Jesus
32:20if I was there let me tell you
32:24because I'm feeling a bit hot too
32:26wait let me unbutton my shirt a bit
32:27I see I threw you off your groove a bit
32:28yeah I get a little carried away but it's not easy
32:32I can't unbutton my shirt too much because it's already unbuttoned
32:36okay tell me do you like kissing?
32:39I love it
32:40and I'm a very passionate kisser
32:42I'm exactly the same I love kissing necks
32:45oh
32:46very much
32:47that's my weak spot
32:49oh god
32:50generally women's bodies are just like a million erogenous zones
32:56you can nibble, suck, kiss everything
32:59that's right
33:00yeah
33:00you like it better with my lipstick
33:03my son sometimes calls me by my name
33:05or yella
33:06he says yella don't do anything stupid
33:11watch yourself
33:12watch yourself
33:12yes something like that
33:14ah you're a sexy mama
33:16oh sexy mama
33:17oh nice
33:17I like that
33:21yulita
33:22yulita
33:23yulita
33:23get a grip
33:23yes
33:26tattoo idea
33:28damn I have this terrible tribal tattoo above my butt
33:30I feel weird seeing it
33:32I mean
33:33oh no
33:34what my butt?
33:35oh no
33:36oh damn
33:37oh no
33:38oh no
33:39oh no
33:40I feel like
33:41well like I want you to be here
33:43okay
33:44god damn yulita
33:45don't overdo it
33:49like you better with my lipstick on
33:53the kitchen counter isn't just for eating
33:56exactly
33:56it can't always be routine
33:58what are we supposed to plan it?
34:00make an appointment?
34:02I mean
34:03we'll make an appointment too of course
34:06I'll call you like
34:07please coach
34:08put me in your schedule
34:09I wish
34:10we're gonna be doing some real crazy kinky stuff
34:14you'll leave
34:15I didn't say that
34:17I didn't
34:18hello
34:18hello hello
34:22oh yulita
34:23oh yes
34:24yansak
34:24jesus
34:30oh my god
34:32oh my god
34:32those sounds you're making
34:34do you know how hard
34:35I'm trying to control myself
34:37and how much I can
34:38I can hear that
34:41oh
34:44let that be our parting thought
34:46exactly
34:47thank you yulita
34:48thank you
34:49big hugs and kisses
34:51oh no
34:53stop it
34:54bye
34:55kisses
34:56bye
34:57oh yeah
34:59your eyes are all classy
35:03no way
35:04no way
35:06let's go
35:10good evening
35:11hi
35:12were you waiting for me?
35:14yeah
35:17what are you wearing?
35:20i love that question
35:22the way you kiss someone
35:24can show
35:25you know what kind of sex
35:27you're in the mood for
35:28and if someone always kisses a passion
35:30what's that a sign of?
35:33uh...
35:34fire
35:37good answer
35:39tell me
35:40do you like it when a guy
35:41takes the initiative
35:42or not?
35:43i like to feel
35:45like a woman
35:46you know?
35:48but...
35:49if i'm in the mood
35:50what should i do?
35:52well that's it
35:53just come to me
35:54but you know
35:55it's not like i'm hard 24-7
35:58but at least 20
36:00i don't think you have to worry about that at all
36:03do you have any uh...
36:05body parts where you don't like to be touched?
36:07everything is for touching
36:09kissing
36:10whatever
36:11i lick my lips
36:13god damn it
36:15well something else woke up too
36:20but uh...
36:21yeah
36:27oh fuck fuck fuck fuck
36:29fuck me
36:30what's going on here?
36:33badness
36:35jesus
36:36what a woman huh?
36:38yeah
36:38woo
36:40two favorites
36:41number one and number one
36:42i've been waiting for yalita all day
36:44oh
36:45and of course daria is also a pop shop
36:47fuck
36:49oh
36:51same here
36:52excuse me?
36:53daria and yalita
36:54yeah?
36:55oh come on
36:57crazy
37:01jesus
37:02we found ourselves in a love rectangle
37:05at the top of my list of daria and yalita
37:08at the top of philippe's list of daria and yalita
37:11ah fuck
37:12what emotions does this bring up?
37:14well certainly some jealousy
37:17it's just not what i wanna hear
37:20i've been thinking about philippe since yesterday
37:22and he mistook me for you
37:25yeah
37:25fuck
37:26i had a fucking awesome date with him
37:28i didn't expect it at all
37:30yeah at all
37:31but with yalita i have
37:33who?
37:34with yalita
37:34oh fuck me
37:36mom
37:37don't tell me you two
37:38fuck
37:39yeah you two guys?
37:40yes
37:41oh fuck
37:41no this isn't happening
37:43this is um
37:44this is getting weird
37:48i don't even know what to say about it
37:51but you know
37:52nice poor friend
37:54damn
37:54we got along so well right away
37:57and they did too
37:58and now here we are between them
38:01yalita and daria versus yalita and philippe
38:04let love win
38:09it's not like you know super comfortable
38:12yeah exactly
38:14which doesn't change the fact that uh
38:17i think in the end
38:18we'll find out some
38:20details that will allow us to decide who we want
38:22and some peace of mind
38:24we won't suddenly say
38:25ah i don't wanna talk to you
38:26i don't intend to back out of this at all
38:27no me neither
38:28i won't drop either one so
38:29you know
38:33yassik is my buddy but
38:36i have to think of myself
38:39everybody has their own relationship with the other person and that's it
38:41yeah and it will become clear sooner or later right
38:45yeah
38:47do you feel this way
38:50hiding out in the dark
38:55it's kind of hard for me
38:56you know it's not easy
38:57because i don't want to be influenced by anything
39:00and i'm afraid i will be
39:01but i already am
39:02i want to be influenced by this
39:03you know
39:07oh geez
39:08should i hug you or not
39:09what do you need
39:14you leader and i are very similar
39:16so i don't want this rivalry
39:18i don't want to hurt her but i want it to be my decision
39:22hey come with me
39:23i don't know where but i'd like to talk to you
39:26you know because i'm having a hard time
39:28what's wrong
39:29i don't know what i want and who i want anymore
39:36but damn i don't trust myself not to be influenced
39:38that if you tell me yes a little
39:40that if for example you tell me
39:42here's my topic right
39:43then i'll go okay i'll go the other way
39:45but is that what this is about you know
39:47and i will never ever ever want that to ruin
39:50you know a friendship
39:53because i'm not a hundred percent sure who i want yet
39:56i don't know it's already narrowing down
39:58it's becoming starting to feel anxious
39:59i'm starting to feel anxious
40:01you know about whether the person i choose who choose me
40:05because i'm so sick of treating someone like a priority
40:07but they don't treat me as one
40:09you know
40:11i want to be someone's number one
40:13someone's priority
40:14because i always treated my partners as a priority
40:18and unfortunately it just wasn't the same
40:21the other way around
40:25each one of us is here for herself
40:27that's right
40:27we won't talk about it
40:29yeah
40:29no i think we should
40:31there's no point in talking about who is with who
40:33and just you know
40:34let's just let it sort itself out
40:50there's no turning back
40:51i've made a decision
40:52i feel it
40:54i know it
40:55i'm absolutely sure
40:56i'm shocked actually
41:10hi
41:13we need to talk right
41:14we do
41:15you still have
41:17some doubts
41:18problems
41:19right
41:28don't cry
41:29i want to tell you that it's really hard for me
41:38i want to thank you so much for your beautiful heart
41:42and
41:44i just have to go where i feel safer
41:51god
41:53but i'm done waiting for your call
42:03it's not the way i thought it'd end up
42:09and regardless
42:12i really wish you nothing but the past
42:14i need to let you go
42:17really
42:17it's obvious we both know
42:20the wire
42:22has gone
42:27i'm standing here the way i greeted you
42:30it's clear now you have shown a better road without me
42:41i don't i can't get up right now i can't feel my feet i'm sorry
43:02i think we both felt that it wouldn't work
43:11i think we both felt that it wouldn't work
43:14i don't know
43:15i don't know
43:15i don't know
43:24she's looking to settle down i'm looking to build
43:28so we have to acknowledge those differences and move forward
43:37marzo reminded me that you can feel deeply from the start
43:40you don't have to be afraid of it
43:43next
43:48come here
44:11damien's great with words
44:13gave me a poem that smelled like him
44:16but he hasn't said i love you yet
44:18it's the same with me when i ask him something that's important to me
44:23i get an answer that makes me feel warm and safe and taken care of
44:29i think i love you every time but i don't say it
44:37i can't eat i can't sleep there's a weird tickle in my heart
44:48i didn't expect to fall in love here and well i'm in love
45:03hi sunshine hi sunshine how are you um well every time i come here i have this fear that
45:15the next day might reveal something to me i like less but each day proves to me
45:23that you are you and that you're perfect
45:28there's no such thing as perfect unless you're a grizzly bear no i'm a lion who ate a mouse
45:36what's that mean from the outside i look much more confident than i am
45:41okay when i used to dance my self-esteem was undermined a lot
45:47okay i was told that i was too big too big to dance
45:51well compared to my partner last day sorry i'm sorry because it's something you had no control
45:57i think that's where an eating disorder comes into play you know first you starve yourself
46:03and after that binge i didn't feel accepted and i was lonely okay it definitely left a big mark on
46:11my psyche
46:13that's never good enough i want to hug you tight right now
46:17hmm do you ever feel lonely
46:24the loneliest i ever felt in my life was when i went to visit my dad years ago to look
46:35after his dog
46:38and i got the news that my brother killed himself
46:47i was never as lonely as i was during those few days
46:53oh honey my god
46:59my brother was born when i was six years old and i would take care of him a lot
47:06my parents especially my mom did a poor job as a parent
47:11she was an alcoholic and still is she was violent sometimes
47:16it's interesting that some of those violent situations i come from my memory
47:20my sister would have to remind me i'd say i don't remember that at all
47:24it's some kind of horror scene right where my mom was strangling me on the floor as a child
47:30so it's a bit fucked up
47:36i'm honored to be the person who you share all this with
47:43the dark and bright sides of your life and that you trust me enough to tell me
47:57i wrote something for you would you like to share it would you like to hear it of course
48:04i love your calmness the sense of security i let wrap around me as i keep your poem pressed to
48:12my heart
48:13you are my home an oasis the confidant of my dreams the father of our children who will grow up
48:22bathed in happiness i can't wait to see myself in the mirror of your eyes because i know that in
48:28that reflection i'm the most beautiful person in the world i'm here i'm here and i'd really like to hug
48:39you now
48:42my chest is spasming i don't know what that's about i'm here with you
48:55i want you to be the big heart in my empty house
49:02my four-leaf clover
49:06my son after a long night
49:14will you marry me
49:24i've never been more sure of anything in my life
49:28yes
49:32i love you you know that i love you too so much
49:42you kept exceeding my expectations and i kept saying i love you in my head every time you said
49:48something to me
49:51you are an incredible person and it's an honor that you picked me
49:58i'm about to faint here i'm serious
50:03i know we're gonna have a really good life together the best in the world
50:09i really feel at peace with damian so let me do this now
50:16yay i'm gonna be a wife
50:23hold on hold on and they're bringing me the dress with a veil
50:30oh absolutely this is love without a doubt
50:38oh okay i see that smile i see that smile
50:43i feel honored to be that special person in her life it'll be nice to finally take her head and
50:49go
50:50for a kebab and demolish it so everyday life i want to take her from here into the real world
51:03yesterday i started asking myself questions what would i like for my future what kind of wife
51:10what kind of love
51:19there will be no love for me oh he's not in this experiment
51:26yeah i know that
51:30i'm not the only one dating this person ryan so you don't know who you choose
51:40really my heart beats for him
52:00hey hey oh i've been waiting for this all day
52:04uh
52:07there's an envelope there
52:10and first i'd like to ask you to read what's in it
52:55oh
52:56oh
52:56Of all the money that e'er I had
53:08I spent it in good company
53:21I lost it once, do not want me
53:29Sorry
53:32Hi
53:41He wrote that
53:46He learned from the others
53:50That I was high up on their lists
53:53That he sees a resemblance to his ex-partner
53:57And that she used to flirt with other men
53:59So he's going to choose someone else
54:04I'm fucking pissed off because you shouldn't judge people like that
54:15I'm not sure if I made the right decision
54:18I really don't know
54:47It hurts how he's judged me
54:50He's judged me based on what his ex-girlfriend did
54:53Were you kidding? He really said that?
54:56She flirted with other men and I was high on a lot of guys' lists
55:00Oh wow
55:01Yeah
55:02Especially since, you know, I talked to him about how loyalty and honesty are important to me in a relationship
55:09And, you know, how much I'm against cheating and stuff
55:15Yeah
55:15You know?
55:17I'm trying to put on a...
55:19Take it easy
55:19A brave face
55:20Yeah
55:21That it's fine, that I get it
55:23But I don't fucking get it
55:25I don't get it either
55:25I don't get how you can judge someone like that
55:30Damn, I did something cruel just now
55:34She didn't expect it at all
55:37I was thinking about why my past relationships ended
55:41I was mainly led by my heart and my emotions
55:44But there was never much security in that
55:46And now I want a love that's more mature
55:50Maybe Kinga could have given me that, but I just had my doubts
55:55With the other girl, I've never had that
55:59She's completely different than my exes
56:02Well, she's everything that I need
56:04There's no illusion, it's everything
56:06That I need in my life
56:09Malika initially wasn't that approachable on dates
56:12Everyone struggled with her
56:13And everyone loved Kinga
56:16In my private life, I think I'd like a partner
56:23Who maybe isn't quite so friendly
56:26I'm still cautious
56:27It's such an emotional rollercoaster that anything can change at any time
56:45I have two dates today
56:47Me too
56:58This love rectangle is sick, it's not normal, it's crazy, it's hard to handle
57:05I love Daria, but what's more important right now is what I feel
57:10I want to follow my heart, my intuition
57:13I can't keep looking at everyone around me
57:16We're playing a wicked game
57:28I'll see you later
57:32I'll see you later
57:34But love is your heart,
57:37and you've already seen so much.
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