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Love Is Blind Polska Season 1 Episode 5
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00:00Happy. It's not a competition.
00:02And I took it as a lack of support, right? In that moment.
00:05I know. You didn't tell me that.
00:07No, I didn't. Well, I am now.
00:09I wanted to talk about it, but not at the fucking party when we're all together.
00:14You know, I was a bit stressed about us meeting up.
00:17Uh-huh.
00:17The four of us.
00:18I was curious about how it would go.
00:23I saw how overjoyed you were, and I...
00:26I didn't want to, like, get in your way.
00:30You don't always have to tell me what I want to hear, because that's not what it's about, right?
00:34I'm just not as emotional as you.
00:39What's happening is a result of this mask and the armor that I've always had to wear.
00:44I think in a relationship, you should lift each other up, and that's also true in a friendship.
00:48Not every friendship I've had was good.
00:50It's the same for me.
00:50That's why I have a small circle.
00:54I still have to learn some things, right?
00:57I'm sorry.
01:02You saying, you know, I have to learn?
01:07That's enough for me.
01:08Oh, fuck.
01:22I think I'll have to change my wardrobe.
01:25She doesn't like anything.
01:27She's so picky, you know?
01:30And what about you?
01:31I can see you dress yourself.
01:36Well, you're right.
01:40How's it going?
01:41Great.
01:41It's great.
01:42You look beautiful.
01:42I love you so much.
01:44You know, I'm not bored.
01:45I laugh with him until I burst, because babe, Damien is Damien.
01:48I like chatting to him, getting to know him.
01:50I could say something to me, and I'm like, is he laughing at me?
01:53Is he joking?
01:54Is he serious?
01:54That's the tough thing about him.
01:55Yeah, very tough.
01:56Spending time with him, I know he could show his emotions.
01:59He can talk to me seriously.
02:01Damien, the Joker is the bonus.
02:03Yeah.
02:03The other thing is, you now have the same life goal.
02:06Yeah.
02:07We were brought together by a desire to become parents.
02:10I'm rooting for you a lot.
02:12Thank you very much.
02:13Don't cry.
02:15You're a really special person.
02:17You're the best.
02:18You're so beautiful.
02:30You know what?
02:31I think I could burn here.
02:32My head.
02:33We should have brought halves.
02:35Don't you have a shawl?
02:36I didn't bring one.
02:37You said we didn't need them.
02:39Who said?
02:40You said.
02:41I said you should bring a shawl.
02:42You said it's better without a shawl.
02:51Do you think it'd be okay if I take this off?
02:54Yes, I think it'll be very okay.
02:58I didn't want to, but okay.
03:01How are you feeling today?
03:02Did you put this here, or was it here?
03:04It was here.
03:05Chill out.
03:14I want to eat something.
03:16I want M&M's.
03:18Hmm?
03:20You want to eat?
03:28You know you're not in the sun here.
03:30I do.
03:30Okay.
03:31That's the thing.
03:32Yeah, I have white legs and a dark, you know, tarantone.
03:36Yeah.
03:41Damn, it's pretty cool, you know?
03:43Like, a private party happening at a pool like this.
03:50I wonder how much it costs.
03:52What?
03:54Today's party showed me that the romantic side in a woman is important to me.
04:00I need to know the other person feels something.
04:06And I think the best way to express it is with words or gestures.
04:11I don't know what's going on.
04:13I think that Malika can feel how much I care, but I didn't feel the same back.
04:28Don't go yet.
04:29Not yet?
04:30Yeah, stay with me.
04:32Are you having fun?
04:34Yeah.
04:35More fun with me, though?
04:36Yeah.
04:38I'm going to join the boys now, okay?
04:41Yeah, we're just going to...
04:44Want a drink?
04:45Nah, not right now.
04:46No?
04:49Okay, go on then.
04:59Camille?
05:01It's my turn to wear the sunglasses.
05:10Just for a minute, okay?
05:13What, you went to give her a kiss?
05:15It's noon, it's time for a kiss?
05:16No, I just had to give her the sunglasses.
05:18Get out of here.
05:19Go there, go to your girl.
05:22Uno, do you have a kiss schedule?
05:25Yulia, you've really become so much calmer.
05:27Because they just compliment each other.
05:28Yeah, you have a different sense of humor.
05:30He's a bit full crass, but you fit together perfectly.
05:32Yeah, I feel bad.
05:35I relax a bit around him.
05:37Around the guys, he's so funny and energetic.
05:39Well, I want him to give me as much energy as he gives others.
05:43I think it works both ways.
05:48You afraid?
05:50Any worries about Warsaw?
05:51I have quite a few.
05:53I'll be flying a lot.
05:55I won't be home.
05:56I might be gone for a whole week.
05:58Really?
05:59It's nice now, it's fun, but then suddenly, I won't have time for her.
06:02Do you also feel like, um, it's nice, I'm enjoying it, I like my woman, but I think this is
06:09too beautiful.
06:11I said that yesterday, I said she's just so, too sweet and bubbly, right?
06:15Like, it's good, it's good, you know, and I'm already, I'm already used to it, you know, and when she
06:20passes by me, I feel like we've known each other for several months, right?
06:24And we tease each other, and there are these jokes and these kisses, and it all just works for me.
06:29Yeah, right?
06:29And something's gonna spit off to me, after all this.
06:32I'm used to it being fucking shit, what's going on?
06:34I kind of feel the same way, yeah.
06:38Okay, okay, let's all go to our ladies, and ask them for a kiss.
06:42And come back.
06:43Yeah, and come back.
06:44Yeah, I wonder if they'll do it.
06:45It's kind of intense.
06:49Hi, gorgeous.
06:50Can I just have my little recomba?
06:52Would you give me a kiss?
06:58Did you top off my Prosecco?
06:59It's not too sweet.
07:01There's beer too, right?
07:03Beer after Prosecco?
07:09Well, it's beer twice.
07:20I feel a bit awkward.
07:22I'm not used to this kind of thing.
07:26I was overwhelmed with different emotions.
07:34Today I realize that Malika is building some kind of wall between us.
07:39I don't need compliments from her.
07:42For me, a compliment is when she smiles, when I say something nice to her, or she looks for me
07:46in a crowd.
07:47Are you leaving?
07:50I'm worried about what will happen in everyday life.
07:53Our relationship has to develop emotionally, right?
07:56Otherwise, we'll just be going in circles.
08:18What's wrong?
08:19Nothing.
08:23What's wrong?
08:26Nothing's wrong.
08:27It's just an awkward situation.
08:29Okay, if you don't want to talk, I won't talk to you.
08:33What can I do then?
08:35I'll just leave if you don't want to talk.
08:37Okay.
08:39Really?
08:42Okay, I'll leave.
08:47No, I'm leaving because I don't understand the situation.
08:50I don't understand what's going on either.
08:52Are we going to talk about the weather?
08:53Okay, then I'll just go.
08:58I was wondering what was even going on here, because I didn't really get it.
09:03For me, communication is more about talking about feelings.
09:06I need to hear that she cares.
09:11Whether she can open up and show me her sensitive side.
09:16So something is missing.
09:17I don't know what exactly.
09:20Some sort of deeper conversations about feelings.
09:23At this moment, I keep thinking that I screwed up from picking my partner.
09:34So, yeah.
09:45Do you want the dessert now?
09:46Oh.
09:48I forgot about it.
09:53Yum.
09:58Are you allergic to anything?
10:00To stupidity.
10:03How do you live with yourself?
10:05Yeah.
10:11That's you.
10:13You were different in the pods.
10:16Sure, that was the trial period.
10:18I need to file a complaint.
10:21So far, we haven't reached the limits of our jokes.
10:25The line hasn't been crossed in any way.
10:27I hope we won't cross them.
10:29That we both know the boundaries.
10:30I told the girls you said I had a bitch face.
10:36You do.
10:37You do, yeah.
10:38But when you know you're not like that...
10:40Then what?
10:41That's actually cute.
10:43Okay, cool.
10:46That's how it goes, old man.
10:47Are we...
10:48Are we old already?
10:49Well, you are.
10:50I'm not.
10:51Is that a joke?
10:52You'll pay for that, one way or another.
11:11Do you feel excited about seeing me in the dress?
11:14Yeah, I'll be crying.
11:15But will you?
11:16I will.
11:17What song would you choose for our first dance?
11:19Can I come up with a routine for us?
11:21Yeah, I can already picture that.
11:22What?
11:24I mean, we could start with like 50 cent, you know, like...
11:27I'll show you the steps here in a minute.
11:30No.
11:31Yeah, well...
11:33No?
11:39You don't want to?
11:40No.
11:41I'll feel awkward.
11:42We can just dance for the hell of it.
11:44What?
11:44You don't...
11:45No.
11:45No?
11:46Seriously?
11:47Yeah.
11:54So maybe you are too calm for me after all.
11:58Because I won't dance with you?
11:59Oh, no.
12:00I don't know.
12:01Where's that smile?
12:04Are you sure you can keep up with me?
12:06You worry too much.
12:08How are you going to dance with me anywhere if it makes you feel so awkward?
12:12It won't.
12:13I don't know, because I'm a bit...
12:16I don't know, maybe it'll be too overwhelming for you?
12:26I...
12:27I don't know.
12:27I'm just worried about if I'm cool enough,
12:31if he really wants to talk to me and get to know me,
12:34or if he's going to get to get me.
12:40What's going on?
12:42No, nothing.
12:43Nothing.
12:45I know a lot of things make you feel awkward,
12:47and I don't know, maybe we're too different in that regard.
12:51I don't want you to tell me later that,
12:53oh, I don't feel comfortable with this, with that, with the other,
12:55and it'll hold me back.
12:57And I don't know, I'll stop being myself a little,
13:00and I'll start to quiet down,
13:01because I don't want that.
13:03Hmm.
13:05You're cute when you're angry.
13:08Okay.
13:09Hmm.
13:10All right.
13:24I'll do a partner spread,
13:27but let's say you're coming to me for a service.
13:30Uh, you can pay me for the service.
13:32Really?
13:33It can be anything.
13:34You can make me a tea, massage?
13:37Another massage?
13:39All right.
13:48Interesting.
13:48Interesting.
13:49Because the Knight of Wands is very...
13:52He's a fuckboy.
13:54Nice.
13:56But here, he's reversed.
13:59Hmm?
14:02My interpretation is that this is a moment when you settle down.
14:08So I could be a fuckboy, is what you're suggesting.
14:11Well, interpret it however you like.
14:13I'll quit our relationship and go make a career out of it.
14:20They kind of fucked up their perspective.
14:23Yeah, his hand is too far forward.
14:26Do you want to ask a yes or no question?
14:29Yes.
14:30Will it be hard for us to have kids?
14:34Okay, how about in a different way?
14:37Hmm.
14:37Will there be a pregnancy?
14:41Within a week.
14:42Within a year?
14:44A year?
14:45Of the wedding.
14:46Now, which card will come up first?
14:49Yes, the lovers.
14:50No, the devil.
14:52Hmm.
15:03There's a dark inside of me.
15:06The devil?
15:07Uh-huh.
15:08So, motherfucker.
15:10Fucker.
15:17Okay.
15:20Oh, well.
15:22Yeah?
15:23Mm-hmm.
15:26Mm-hmm.
15:27Mm-hmm.
15:43Mm-hmm.
15:45I don't want to go to Warsaw.
15:48Well, we've got no choice, right?
15:50And I'm terrified of the whole wedding thing.
15:52I don't like.
15:53You took off three weeks.
15:57My parents split up fast, you know.
16:01Very fast.
16:02I was literally a couple of years old, and I don't want to get divorced quickly, you know?
16:06Well, me neither.
16:09It's a serious decision.
16:11Do you think I don't know that?
16:13I don't want to be a divorcee.
16:14How's that fucking sound?
16:38How's that fucking sound?
16:45Uh-huh.
16:45So, I also don't know what it's like in a normal marriage with kids and so on, what that looks
16:50like.
16:51Mm-hmm.
16:52Mm-hmm.
16:52Happy parents plus a child.
16:53Because I just didn't have that, right?
16:55I only had my mom.
16:56Mm-hmm.
16:59I don't have much contact with my father.
17:01We don't talk often.
17:03My father taught me one important thing.
17:05Mm-hmm.
17:06How not to be a father.
17:08I wish I felt sure about Philippe.
17:11Will we feel good with each other?
17:12Will we support each other?
17:16There are some concerns here.
17:26So, do you want to talk about something over breakfast?
17:30If you want to talk, I'm listening.
17:33Mm-hmm.
17:34We got a bit out of sync.
17:35Yeah, a little bit.
17:38Do you see any big differences in me between how I was when we talked through the wall
17:42and who I am now?
17:45No.
17:46Well, what can happen through a wall?
17:49We only had words.
17:50Now we have a little bit more.
17:52Yeah, exactly.
17:52So, do you see any differences yet?
17:55Well, no.
17:57It's just...
17:59Now, I know more about you.
18:02I think you're a good person, and I feel good around you.
18:05Well, I don't know what our future will be.
18:07Nobody knows.
18:08Life is full of surprises and different situations.
18:11But, you know, that's why we have this paradise, let's say, here.
18:19So we can get to know each other better, and so on.
18:22To the next step in life, right?
18:25I feel like you're not listening to me, but okay?
18:27I hear you.
18:28I hear you.
18:30Well, our paths are slowly diverging.
18:33Malika, she doesn't even realize.
18:36She didn't see the things that changed for me.
18:39We talk about emotions and the world in a completely different way.
18:43She already has her own picture of a perfect relationship.
18:48I'm wondering what to do about it.
18:50Will we figure it out or not?
18:53What now?
18:56Want cheese?
19:00No, thanks.
19:18Don't you want to talk?
19:21What am I supposed to say to you now?
19:26I never expected to hear those fucking words.
19:32Definitely not from you.
19:33We've had a really wonderful time together.
19:36And your words were the worst nightmare and the worst culmination to it all.
19:47You crossed boundaries that I thought we, of all people, would never cross.
19:53I understand, and I'm sorry I hurt you.
19:56But really, that wasn't my intention.
20:02Honey, do you think that saying words like that to anyone...
20:06How?
20:07Yes, fucking how?
20:10They were growing so close to each other.
20:13Now I don't know where I am.
20:16You didn't deserve it, but, well...
20:18I don't know what more I can do.
20:26What happened was some boundaries were crossed today.
20:31Yasek, um, unfortunately said some pretty hurtful things
20:34that I didn't think would come, uh, from the mouth
20:39of anyone who was dear to me.
20:41Especially from my future husband.
20:43I'll touch my road.
20:47I won't fail.
20:48This is the end.
20:50I'll end it my way.
20:58Ooh, coffee.
21:02Hi, y'all.
21:04Hi.
21:05Good morning.
21:06Good morning.
21:06How are you?
21:07Calm.
21:08How, um, do you feel about going back soon?
21:12I'm looking forward to the next stage.
21:14Great.
21:14We can't wait either.
21:17What?
21:18What?
21:18I think we really can't wait.
21:21Yo.
21:22Hiya.
21:23Hey.
21:24Hiya.
21:24Hey.
21:25Hey.
21:25Oh, wow.
21:26Hey.
21:27Hey, nice.
21:28You dressed yourself.
21:29Well, yeah, I guess.
21:31Ready to go back?
21:33Oh, yeah.
21:34How do you feel about going back?
21:36Finally.
21:38Mm.
21:39Oh, yeah.
21:43Ahoy.
21:44Hi.
21:45Oh, how are you again?
21:46Who's so pretty?
21:48Pretty?
21:49Nice.
21:54Julia, is everything okay?
21:55Yeah.
22:04Who's so pretty?
22:05Oh, woo.
22:06My fiance.
22:07Hello, hello.
22:07There you go.
22:08Hey.
22:10We have a standard set of questions for you.
22:12Oh, Jesus.
22:13How's your sex life?
22:16Everyone got that question?
22:17Yeah, well.
22:18You always have so much to say on the subject.
22:21And how about you guys?
22:22Oh, we care about our privacy.
22:25And we won't answer that.
22:26Second question.
22:27How do you feel about going back?
22:30Not bad.
22:32Well, I already missed my routine a bit, so it's okay.
22:35I really don't want to.
22:36It's been saying that since the answer day.
22:38It was fun, but it's over.
22:42Good morning, everyone.
22:45Good morning.
22:46Good morning.
22:47Calimera, good morning.
22:48Oh, geez.
22:49You two look pretty nice.
22:50You do, too.
22:52Finally, we get to hang out with you.
22:54Can we touch you?
22:55I'm serious.
22:58Tell us, how are you feeling?
23:00How did you spend your time?
23:01It's wonderful here.
23:02You know, there are nice dates.
23:04It's very romantic.
23:05But I'm also missing the freedom.
23:07Well, there's been some tension.
23:08Some positive.
23:09Some negative.
23:11But we get along through all of it.
23:12So, Julia rolled her eyes.
23:15No, I rolled my eyes.
23:17No.
23:20You seem a bit down.
23:22We remember what you said in the beginning, that you're ready for marriage.
23:25You have a boat.
23:26Oh, Jesus.
23:27So, a girl can't be a bit tired.
23:32Right?
23:34This is where you agree with me.
23:39Do you have any concerns about going back to everyday life?
23:44Sure.
23:45There are some concerns.
23:46We're going back to normality, getting to know each other, some families.
23:51Our jobs are also very different, so I'm curious about that.
23:54At each new stage, there's always some concerns.
23:57The leap, you happy to?
24:00No.
24:02Of course.
24:03There is some smoke.
24:04He just doesn't want to go back.
24:05He likes it here a lot.
24:09Malika, are there any questions that Christoph hasn't answered yet?
24:14I still have a long list, but so far, uh...
24:17There weren't any today, actually.
24:18Well, there was, but I don't keep that list in my head anymore.
24:21But I have them.
24:22Which one was the hardest?
24:23iPhone or Android.
24:24That was an interesting question.
24:26I'm still thinking about it, yeah.
24:28And what was the answer?
24:30I said Android.
24:31I mean, it makes no difference to me.
24:32That's just what I have.
24:36Do you have any plans for what your life will look like after you return to Poland?
24:41Uh, we have a lot of plans.
24:44The challenge will definitely be introducing my dog to Damien.
24:50Because my dog is a rescue, it's afraid of men.
24:53But I know we'll manage.
24:55It's just a small stop on the way.
24:58I'm very relaxed about all of this.
25:00Damien, what about you?
25:05I'm not afraid of anything.
25:10What about meeting your friends and family?
25:13It's all just noise.
25:15Around.
25:17Super.
25:20I actually feel like I already knew Damien before.
25:24And this is the moment when I came back to find him.
25:28Oh, Jesus.
25:29I do too.
25:32And Damien gives me such a sense of security.
25:35And I think that women can really give up a lot of things.
25:38But not that.
25:39Yeah.
25:41And I don't need my mom or dad.
25:44Just a caring partner.
25:46That's what Damien is.
25:48Stay away from the nights.
25:52Today's dreams are all but faithful.
25:57Okay.
25:58Thank you, Marta.
25:58I just started crying.
26:00That's me.
26:00I'm sorry.
26:01We get along.
26:09Yulita, yes sir.
26:10How did this trip affect your relationship?
26:14Today there was a little hitch, but no.
26:19Tell us what it was.
26:20We both overdo it sometimes.
26:22We have a dark sense of humor.
26:24And today the line was crossed slightly.
26:28How is it crossed?
26:29Uh, with words.
26:32And I think that since today is the last day, I think there's been this slight tension between us since
26:39this morning.
26:44I'm at my breaking point right now.
26:47It took us two years to get used to each other.
26:55Now it's time to get back to reality.
26:58Real life awaits.
27:01You will live together in Warsaw.
27:03You'll return to your daily routines, including work, but this time as an engaged couple.
27:08How important will your loved one's opinion be?
27:39There is less than a month left until the wedding.
27:41I'm totally rooting for you, really.
27:42I'm totally rooting for you.
27:43Yay!
27:44Woohoo!
27:45In order to get back to real life, you will need one more thing.
27:50Phones.
27:51Oh, dear.
27:53Oh, dear.
27:53Do-doom.
27:54Oh, I'm Jake.
27:56Oh, I'm Jake.
27:56Yeah, yeah, yeah.
27:57Throw them away.
27:57Just yours.
27:58I was just about to say, take someone else.
28:01Oh, my.
28:03You ruined the fun.
28:04Love.
28:05It's time to face reality.
28:08Love.
28:09Love.
28:09Love.
28:09Love.
28:09Love.
28:12Love.
28:15Love.
28:16Are you ready?
28:20Good luck with the phones.
28:30Well, I just got a text from my friend.
28:33What? What?
28:34Okay.
28:36I'll move a bit closer.
28:38Closer to that tree.
28:39As if that would help.
28:47Oh, God.
28:48Stressed?
28:49Terribly.
28:51But I'm stressed out because of the phone, and I don't know why.
28:55Okay, how about it, guys?
28:56Let's go.
28:59Bye-bye.
29:12Black boxes.
29:13How do you feel about it?
29:15Weird.
29:15Yeah.
29:16I think this will be the first time I feel stressed in a long time.
29:20I don't even know why.
29:25Grandma, now?
29:26Mm-hmm.
29:27I'll talk to her first.
29:31No, she'll get scared.
29:32She won't get scared.
29:33She can't see.
29:34She has to see.
29:37Oh, Loka.
29:38Hello?
29:39Look what's on my finger, Grandma.
29:42You're kidding.
29:43It's true.
29:44Oh, yeah.
29:46Mom would be proud because he's a person who, um, uh, who's so good.
29:55Here, let me put him on for a minute.
29:58Hello.
30:00Hello.
30:01Hello.
30:02Nice to meet you, ma'am.
30:04Oh, God.
30:04Don't worry.
30:04I'm taking care of Martin.
30:07Yes, she's in good hands.
30:11Thank you very much for the news.
30:13I'm happy, too.
30:15You have a safe life, okay?
30:26Oh, she's calling.
30:27Hey, Malika.
30:29Hiya.
30:30Hey.
30:31Hi.
30:31Hey.
30:32Hi.
30:35Wow.
30:37Just so you know, he promised to buy a new one.
30:39Yeah, I'll buy a new one.
30:40Because I don't really like it, but that, you know, doesn't matter.
30:44Malika, Malika, let's start with you introducing us.
30:47Oh, right.
30:47I forgot.
30:49Uh, this is Kristoff.
30:51Hi.
30:52Well, I am very happy you're together, and I hope that nothing will change in the next
30:57two days.
31:01Malika means queen.
31:02She has a lot of queenly traits.
31:04I like democracy.
31:05I like to be heard, too.
31:07And a queen doesn't listen.
31:09She just gives orders.
31:11The next stage is ahead of us, the capital.
31:13There are a lot of question marks, whether we'll find, like, peace and growth, support,
31:21or is there going to be more and more problems?
31:35Well, Mom, so, you know.
31:39Is everything okay?
31:41I'm showing you.
31:45Are you happy?
31:47Uh, I don't know.
31:50Well, Mom, this is Camille.
31:52Hello.
31:55Ah.
31:58Well, it's just that...
32:00I can hear the enthusiasm in your voice.
32:02No, it's nice.
32:03Mom, guess how old Camille is.
32:06Because that will really be a surprise.
32:0934.
32:11Are you shocked?
32:12Well, you, uh, a bit, because you don't like them that much older.
32:17So, I don't know.
32:18That's why.
32:19Maybe I'll be the exception.
32:21Are you happy?
32:22Uh, I don't know.
32:24Mom!
32:25The most important thing is that you're happy.
32:27Are you happy?
32:28Well, yes, I'm happy.
32:29And you, Camille, are you happy?
32:31Very happy.
32:32It's nice that you're happy.
32:33Yeah.
32:34I love you very much, Mom.
32:35I've missed you a lot.
32:37I love you, too.
32:38Come on, don't cry.
32:39I feel like crying.
32:40Unless it's tears of joy.
32:42Well, yes.
32:43Well, hopefully I'll see you very soon.
32:45Yes.
32:46Bye-bye.
32:46Bye.
32:47See you.
32:47Bye.
32:48Bye.
32:51Cool mom, huh?
32:53Cool mom, cool daughter.
32:55Exactly.
32:56No, she's cool.
32:57The best, really.
32:58Okay.
33:08Hello, hello.
33:09Hello, good morning, son.
33:11Good morning, beautiful.
33:13I'm coming back to Poland with my fiancée.
33:17Wow.
33:18Yeah.
33:18This could be something like forever.
33:24If I don't screw it up.
33:27Holy crap.
33:29Yeah.
33:31I'm glad you're happy.
33:37I can see that Jacek regrets what he said.
33:40I'm trying to tell myself that he also has his own fears from the past.
33:47For a second.
33:57I really didn't mean it.
34:16I can't take back what I did.
34:18And that's something that makes me very anxious.
34:30I don't really care about that phone.
34:33I've gotten my family used to the fact that I just let them know that I'm alive and that's it.
34:38To me, their contact is important.
34:40We're a bit different there.
34:41As long as I'm not, you know, in a happy threesome with you and your mom.
34:44I'm okay with you, like, calling her.
34:46Yeah?
34:50I care about you getting involved and wanting to meet them.
34:53I don't know.
34:54It's happening fast.
34:57Less than a fucking month.
34:59Uh-huh.
35:02The gray of everyday life is coming back.
35:05It'll be a bit different now.
35:06Let's not hit ourselves.
35:11I've always said that Warsaw stinks.
35:15I like Warsaw.
35:19We can talk about that later.
35:23Because I was planning on going back to the Tri-City soon.
35:29You never said anything about wanting to live in the Tri-City.
35:33Sometimes I feel like you're taking this so lightly.
35:36Like we're just going to go to Warsaw for a bit.
35:38We'll live together and that's it.
35:41Like, it doesn't cross your mind that there's a bit more to it than that.
35:45It's not like I'm taking it less seriously.
35:47But fuck.
35:49Time is like going by so bad.
35:52I feel like you're acting as if you have to make a decision right now.
35:55If you think that I could, that I know now what decision I'd make and would it be positive, then
36:00no.
36:04Goodbye, paradise.
36:05Hello, life.
36:06Well, life can be paradise, too.
36:11What I'll take is you in the evening.
36:13This will be a tradition.
36:15Oh, wow.
36:15Pa, good dog.
36:18My closest family knows this about me than you.
36:26I want my man to be at home.
36:29Intense focus on topics of interest.
36:31Typical for ADHD.
36:32Okay.
36:33No, no, no.
36:34Where are you putting it?
36:35No.
36:35The practical part will kill me.
36:40Hey, yeah.
36:41Hi.
36:43Hey.
36:44Hey, if you want to talk to me, we can go over there.
36:46Sure, let's go.
36:47It's the show.
36:49I feel like there's a knife in my back, you know.
36:53My heart broke.
36:55There's a good chance that no one from my family will be at the wedding.
36:58Really?
36:59I won't let you make two of us.
37:00Yeah.
37:01It's a guest.
37:01I'm going to do it.
37:02Well, I met someone.
37:03We got engaged.
37:05I don't like the idea itself.
37:06Daddy will love you, honey.
37:09I told you that he's not small.
37:11You two really want to do this?
37:13Do you like to party?
37:15Do you have any passions?
37:16What are your flaws?
37:18Just be careful with the walls, please.
37:20I am being careful.
37:21Damn it.
37:21They'll get dirty.
37:22You got your tail stuck.
37:23Calm down.
37:25Why can't I get through to you?
37:26How long can we fucking do this?
37:28The energy between us is different.
37:29So are you fine with my approach to life or not?
37:31I don't get it.
37:33Both of you are taking a risk.
37:35Well, it's not going to be wonderful all the time.
37:37I have no idea.
37:38How sure are you about this decision?
37:40I'll never be sure about this decision.
37:51More than anything, I don't want either of us to get hurt.
37:54We're still going to stay.
37:59Like your soul
38:01The light is the light
38:03And you've already seen it
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