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Made in Chelsea - Season 31 - Episode 07
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00:00Let's just be incredibly simple here.
00:02She likes you a bit.
00:03You not shutting that down, immediately,
00:06all that signals to me is that you feel the same way.
00:08I think we have established that it's not a romantic pursuit.
00:13Mm-hmm.
00:14Probably no more sleepovers.
00:16No more cuddles.
00:17I'm going to go on a date this week.
00:19Oh, do you fancy me?
00:20Yeah.
00:21No, obviously.
00:23I think he does fancy her if I'm just being completely honest.
00:27I guess I'll just keep an eye on it.
00:28Did you say they're going well?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Wow, you're single now.
00:33You're going to cause a lot of carnage.
00:34In Scotland, I was nonstop talking about you and really excited.
00:38Chugs hasn't told Armin what happened between you two.
00:41Zona and I kiss.
00:42Do you not consider me your best mate?
00:47I can't come point at your door and be like, no, let me in.
00:50I literally lied to his face twice.
00:52Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
00:53It's really not a good look at all.
00:54He definitely does fancy you.
00:56Why is that nice? It's nice.
00:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
00:59I just got my eyelashes and look pretty.
01:01It feels like a breakup.
01:02This is actually worse than I thought it was.
01:04Well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
01:06That's boring.
01:07Oh, I'm not going to lie.
01:08You're pretty screwed.
01:25We've just got the keys to our new apartment.
01:28Yay!
01:37It's too short.
01:38I need a longer thingy.
01:39Freddie, you're about to fall over, mate.
01:41You look like bad guys.
01:42Let me lock in.
01:43Let me lock in.
01:43He's junket.
01:48Whoa, Tiger Woods over here.
01:51Do you spend any time with Abby at all, right?
02:08You're welcome.
02:10Thanks, Josh.
02:11What do you guys want?
02:12Maybe a cappuccino over here, yeah?
02:14You can't sleep, but you try.
02:17Maybe it's better late than never.
02:20Guys, how was Silchester Farm?
02:22Oh, it was so beautiful, wasn't it?
02:23It was actually so nice, yeah.
02:25It was like a real retreat.
02:27Do you know what I mean?
02:27Like, it was so relaxing.
02:29Yeah, so hot.
02:30Wholesome until it wasn't wholesome.
02:32Honestly.
02:33Wait, so what happened?
02:34Um, so me and Armin are no longer.
02:37Why?
02:38You were really rooting for that, I know.
02:40I was.
02:41What happened?
02:41What?
02:42I don't know if you know this, but Chugs and I had a kiss in Scotland.
02:46And...
02:46When?
02:47Oh, my God, when?
02:50It was, like, towards the end of the trip, wasn't it?
02:51When?
02:52Yeah.
02:52I mean, it's quite messy, but Armin actually messaged me,
02:55um, saying he wants to chat, so he's on his way now.
02:58I know I've done nothing wrong in this situation,
03:00because it was before me and Armin had progressed into anything.
03:03I hope he kind of takes that into account.
03:05I think it's more of an ego thing when it comes to him.
03:07Yeah.
03:07He should be directing his anger towards you.
03:09Yeah, sure.
03:09No, it's definitely a chance.
03:10No, yeah, sure.
03:11Is there, like, any chemistry between you and Chugs?
03:14Like, do you find him fit?
03:15Yeah, he's definitely attractive.
03:16Like, he's a good-looking guy.
03:18He definitely does fancy you.
03:20For sure.
03:21Yeah.
03:21He does, obviously.
03:22You know he does.
03:23No, I know, because he has said that before.
03:25But, like, it's always kind of, you know, my ex has been there,
03:28and then, obviously, Armin and whatever else.
03:29So, I don't know.
03:31It's...
03:31Yeah, I don't know.
03:32If he asked you on a date, what would you say?
03:33Oh, Jazz, shut up.
03:34I love my hypotheticals.
03:36Too much, too much, too much, too much.
03:37What would you say?
03:38No, I don't know.
03:39It's not a no.
03:41It's not a no.
03:42It's also not a yes.
03:43I don't know.
03:45Well, ladies, I...
03:47Well, I don't really know where to begin.
03:49I feel like the last time we spoke about it, I was crying in a sauna suit.
03:52Yes.
03:53Um, long story short, Inga and I had this conversation
03:56where we kind of admitted that it was more than friendship,
03:59and then I think I got a bit excited, and then she backtracked.
04:02So, then...
04:03We then established that it wasn't going to be romantic,
04:06so I had to set boundaries with her.
04:08But having her in my life at a very different capacity
04:11is really hard for me.
04:13But I said, how would you feel if I went on a date with someone?
04:16And she was basically like, I'd be so happy for you.
04:19I want that for you.
04:20But you were like...
04:21And I was like...
04:22I'm just going to go set myself a date now.
04:24Yeah, but then I was like, you know what, that is my answer.
04:26That is my clarity.
04:28So, I went on this date with this girl.
04:31Any kisses?
04:34Yes.
04:35Yes.
04:36Yeah.
04:37I'm staying strong, especially now that I am dating
04:39and I have that romantic connection with Mary.
04:43Um, I can't be...
04:46reeled back in by Inga.
04:47No way.
05:00I'm surprised to see him walking.
05:02Why?
05:03Because you always carry him.
05:05No, I don't. Not all the time.
05:06I think he's actually whimpering to get up.
05:08Come on, Juffles.
05:09No.
05:10Oh, bless him. I like his jumper.
05:12I want one.
05:15But anyway, how was skiing?
05:17Amazing.
05:18I haven't seen you since then.
05:19It looked incredible.
05:19It was so good.
05:21I did my first red.
05:22I love that.
05:23I was very...
05:24Are you scared?
05:25I was apprehensive, but then I got down it and I was like...
05:27Was that after Apru?
05:28It was one bit.
05:29I was one bit.
05:30It's Dutch courage.
05:31Yeah, which was Dutch courage, but no.
05:33Have you spoken to Jazz recently?
05:35Because the last time you saw each other, you were setting boundaries.
05:39Okay, yeah.
05:40We met and I think it's all for, like, the better, to be perfectly honest.
05:47I do agree.
05:47Yeah.
05:48She's gone on a date.
05:50Okay.
05:50Which I think is really exciting.
05:52Yeah.
05:52I haven't heard anything about it yet, though.
05:54I think she was quite nervous about going on it.
05:56Yeah.
05:56She said it went really, really well.
05:57Even they had a kiss.
05:59Did they?
06:00Yeah.
06:01But Jazz, like, she seems really happy.
06:04I'm going to go meet her.
06:04Oh, what, you're going to meet Jazz at the date?
06:07Yeah.
06:08Oh, my God.
06:08The next step.
06:09I'm sure you'll meet her soon as well.
06:11Yeah.
06:12Good.
06:12Well, that's what I want for her.
06:14I want Jazz to, like, be out having fun and, like, meeting new people.
06:18And I think...
06:18I think she needed it.
06:19She did need that.
06:20Yeah, I'm happy for her.
06:22Yeah.
06:22What about you and your date and love life?
06:24Before everything with Jazz, it was Kit.
06:27Have you spoken to him since?
06:28I'm actually going to see him tomorrow because when we spoke,
06:33he kind of was implying that maybe there was something more there
06:38with Jazz than I was letting on.
06:40And ultimately, I just want to clear the air and set the record straight.
06:44What have you been up to recently?
06:46Um, I've been quite busy.
06:47I've got London Fashion Week coming up, which will be really nice.
06:50Fun.
06:50And I'm going to go watch Paris Walk, which will be really cool.
06:53Ooh.
06:53Yeah, I'm really excited.
06:55I'm not sure who's going, but I think Elise is going to be there,
06:57so that might be...
06:58What's that?
06:59Is she still seeing Freddie?
07:01Well...
07:01I don't even know what's, like, even going on.
07:03Well, we saw Freddie the other night.
07:06Um...
07:07She was fun, wasn't it?
07:08How are you and Freddie?
07:09We were all getting on, yeah.
07:10Yeah, we were getting on.
07:11Which surprised me a bit, obviously, since Scotland.
07:13Yeah, I mean, the start was a bit awkward, obviously,
07:16but he kind of just said to me that he's not into Elise.
07:21Oh, shit.
07:22He's cutting it off.
07:23Oh.
07:24And I was like, okay.
07:26And then he was like,
07:30what do you think about getting back together?
07:32Oh, Freddie!
07:32Oh, my God!
07:33Oh, my God!
07:48I feel like you've been really busy at the moment.
07:50Yeah, I've been working on this event.
07:52I'm really excited about it.
07:53It's like...
07:54It's called a green tie event.
07:55It's kind of like a sustainable take on a black tie event.
07:59Okay.
08:00So you basically come wearing anything thrifted,
08:02borrowed, vintage, upcycled.
08:04I'm going to actually try and find something so exciting.
08:07Hello.
08:08How are we doing?
08:09Good, how are you?
08:10Good, I won't kiss you because I've got a bit of a cold.
08:13Oh, yeah, stay away.
08:14Sniffy.
08:16How have you been, then?
08:18Good.
08:19Long time no see.
08:20I know.
08:21Since the other...
08:22Since Silchester.
08:24Appreciate you meeting with me.
08:26Of course.
08:26I didn't know you were going to be here, Libby,
08:27so thanks for joining us as well.
08:28I thought I'd just, yeah.
08:29Just come and...
08:30She had a drink to finish, to be fair.
08:33If you want to know anything...
08:34Yeah, I just kind of want to know how it happened.
08:38I don't know, it kind of just happened.
08:40I know he was saying to me,
08:41and I'm assuming he was saying to you as well
08:43that it was one-sided.
08:44Is that what he's saying?
08:45He said he laid down on the bed,
08:47and, like, you crawled over, and you kissed him.
08:50Right, okay, that's just a complete blatant lie.
08:53If it was just a one-sided thing,
08:55if I was the one who was calling or threw myself onto him,
08:57why is he there making comments since that point,
09:00jokingly, being like, we should do it again?
09:03You're saying he's joking about you should do it again?
09:05Yeah, and then he kind of insinuates,
09:06well, might as well make it worthwhile.
09:08Were these jokes made whilst we were in our dating phase?
09:13Like, at the pub a couple of days?
09:14A couple of weeks ago?
09:15Yeah.
09:17Um...
09:17Is this whilst I was there?
09:19Yeah.
09:21Nice.
09:22Yeah.
09:23It's quite a big thing to happen.
09:24No, I get that, of course I get that.
09:26I would, I think I do stand on the fact that, like,
09:30it is kind of just like a jokey, friendly, flirty type situation.
09:34To be honest with you, this is actually worse than I thought it was.
09:37I get what you're saying.
09:39Mm.
09:40But I just feel like there are certain lines that brothers don't cross.
09:44Oh, my God.
09:51Oh, my God.
09:58Oh, my God.
10:01It's not quite the same as driving a Landover, but...
10:03Angus, we found another sport that you're rubbish at, mate.
10:05Oh, I just don't even know what you're talking about.
10:07Hey, I don't know why you're giving it.
10:08I'm about to go and ask them for left-handed clubs,
10:10because you surely aren't right-handed.
10:12So, do you think you look cool with that tea in your room?
10:14Yeah, do you think you look cool?
10:15Shanking it into the rug.
10:16There's deers running about everywhere,
10:18and Freddie was aiming for them, it looked like.
10:20You got any news, Fred?
10:21I think a bit quiet.
10:22Yeah, I do.
10:23I think we all saw it coming.
10:26Me and Elise are officially over.
10:28What? No!
10:30And it's not all bad news,
10:33because, God, you guys are going to laugh at me.
10:35Basically, I went to an event,
10:37and me and Bex, like, hitting it off.
10:38Dare I say it, like, it felt like we were kind of back together.
10:42It was weird.
10:43Oh, my God.
10:44Oh, my God.
10:45What?
10:45Don't be my mates.
10:47This is the reason why you've called it off of Elise.
10:49Absolutely not.
10:50I don't have feelings for Bex.
10:51I don't.
10:51What?
10:52However, if Bex liked to hang out,
10:54I want cuddles, I want movie nights,
10:56and sex is just a bonus.
10:58If Bex agreed to you asking him for friends with benefits,
11:01what would you say?
11:02That would be a dream snide.
11:04You've had a rush of blood to the wrong head,
11:06and we need to flip you upside down and get you thinking properly.
11:09Any more exciting stuff from your little away trip?
11:11It was one or two things.
11:14Sort of found myself getting a bit caught out
11:16in something that happened in Scotland between me and Zeno.
11:23Basically, like, long story short, we kissed one night.
11:27You and Zeno?
11:28I know, I know, I know.
11:30When?
11:30I didn't see it coming either, mate.
11:32Like, towards the end of the trip.
11:33Angus, got to remember, Armand and Chugs are like best mates.
11:36No, no, no, I know.
11:36Sorry, it's not funny, but like, that's wild.
11:39Oh, I don't know.
11:39I just feel like guilty, and I feel sick about keeping something from him.
11:43Obviously, I'm good friends with Zeno's ex.
11:46Tristan lives with him.
11:47Like, I've not even spoken to Tristan about this.
11:49I know he's not going to be pleased.
11:51I literally lied to his face twice saying that nothing happened to Zeno.
11:55He asked me and I was like, no, nothing happened.
11:57So that's a whole nother dynamic.
11:59I'm not going to lie, you're pretty screwed.
12:33I'm not going to lie, I'm not going to lie.
12:55This is a duck bread with a cherry reduction.
12:59Yeah, make sure you get K-berry on that.
13:00K-berry on that?
13:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:02Because the sauce is quite sweet.
13:03Oh, the sauce is...
13:05This is nice.
13:06Yeah?
13:06Mmm!
13:07Is it good?
13:09Yeah, I'm glad we got to do this, because I've got a bit of a weird one later.
13:12Inga sent me a text out of the blue asking to meet up.
13:15No idea what she wants to say.
13:17Last time I saw her, all this jazz stuff is all starting to happen.
13:20And, yeah, it'll be fine.
13:22I just need to talk to her.
13:23Hmm.
13:24What else has been going on?
13:25I feel like I haven't seen you guys in ages.
13:27Well, Chugs has now finally reached out to me.
13:29Yeah.
13:30And he wants to have a chat.
13:32Ah, yes, I've heard about this.
13:33Have you heard about this?
13:35This is something I was very eager to speak to you about.
13:37I feel bitterly disappointed by all this.
13:39Same.
13:39Yeah. Same, honestly.
13:40I can see it in both your faces, actually.
13:43It's not a good look.
13:44It's really not a good look at all.
13:46It's one thing making a mistake.
13:48But it's the second thing lying wholeheartedly to everyone who's involved's face for a long time.
13:53To the point where I've actually directly asked Chugs about what happened in Scotland.
13:58And Zeno's ex has also done the same thing.
14:00And he completely lied, like, flat out.
14:01And that's why it's a huge problem now for our friendship.
14:04Well, this is the thing.
14:05Basically, Chugs told me that it was very one-sided from Zeno.
14:09But then I had a drink with Zeno the other day.
14:13And she was telling me that Chugs was joking about doing it again.
14:17Oh, God.
14:18Which I just could not believe.
14:20I could not believe that.
14:22Listen, I think it's absolutely bang out of order from Chugs.
14:24I think it shows a blatant lack of respect.
14:26And this actually doesn't emotionally impact me in the same way it has you,
14:29because I wasn't dating Zeno, but Harvey was.
14:31And Chugs is also very close to him.
14:33So, in my head now,
14:35him hooking up with Zeno in Scotland and lying about it,
14:37laughing about it, all the stuff you're telling me,
14:40has kind of set the precedent for me that maybe I'm overlooking something,
14:42even when it comes to Jules now.
14:44I'm like, in the back of my head, I'm like,
14:46you know, if he can do that to Zeno's ex, who he's as close to,
14:49are the rumours of him being, you know, extra close with Jules,
14:52is there some truth in that?
14:54Where is that level of respect? Where is that level of friendship?
14:56So, what are you actually going to say to him later?
14:57I'm like, where do you go from there?
15:00Honestly, I don't know.
15:01Chugs knows that if I feel betrayed or hurt or the trust is broken,
15:06I have no problem cutting out of my life.
15:09So, he knows the gravity of the situation.
15:23Cheers, guys. Thanks for inviting us, Paris. It was great.
15:26Well, guys, thanks for coming.
15:27Pleasure.
15:27Any time you need me to come look at beautiful women walk in a straight line,
15:31just give me a ring. I'm always available.
15:33I think we've all done a bit of modelling. You've done some modelling.
15:35Yeah, I used to do all the fashion weeks.
15:37Hello.
15:38Hi.
15:39Good to see you again.
15:40You well?
15:41I'm good.
15:41Hi, beautiful.
15:43Oh, my God.
15:44Can I just say that I'm obsessed with your outfit.
15:47Oh, thank you.
15:47You look so good.
15:48I think we need to address you today.
15:51Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
15:52I'm so proud. I'll stop there, like, off my girl.
15:54Oh, thanks, guys.
15:56Oh, my God, I'm so glad you came.
15:57Isn't this fun?
15:58So fun.
16:02I mean, maybe someone could explain,
16:05because I've been too busy in fashion week
16:06to get my head around what's going on.
16:08I mean, it's gone on for, like, a while.
16:10It's because Freddie and I were getting to know each other,
16:12and obviously, X and Freddie dated.
16:15But you'll be thrilled to know it's no longer a thing.
16:17Yeah.
16:18No, you did tell me that.
16:21I mean, I literally did call it from the very beginning.
16:23So did I.
16:25What do you mean, so did you?
16:27I said to the two of you that I thought...
16:30I just said, I've said it the whole time.
16:32It was fun.
16:33I've said that.
16:35Freddie said I gained a best friend,
16:36but, like, I knew you weren't...
16:37That's nice.
16:38Why is that nice? It was nice.
16:39Okay, fine.
16:40If anything, we'll be each other's wingman.
16:41So if you want me to set you up, let me know.
16:44Yeah.
16:44I mean, I did see Freddie the other night.
16:46He did say that, you know, he does still have feelings to me,
16:51and that he wants to try and get me back.
16:54Basically, he wants to be with me.
16:56What did he, like, specifically say to you?
16:59That he has feelings for me,
17:02and the next morning he did call me and asked me on a date.
17:05I'm just so confused, though, Bex.
17:06Like, you point-blank got so angry at me,
17:09and were arguing me because you said that you didn't like Freddie.
17:11Well, I didn't feel like that.
17:13But now, all along, you're like...
17:15I just can't.
17:16No, because at that time...
17:17I don't know if I buy this or not,
17:18if it's just because I went there,
17:19now that it's, like, he's giving you a bit of attention again.
17:21It's just weird.
17:22Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
17:24I've not.
17:25Now, I don't want...
17:26Oh, my God, are you still talking?
17:27...not together.
17:28Relax.
17:29Why are you so, like...
17:31Well, I think the thing is,
17:32there's clearly a lot of strong feelings flying about.
17:35Well, we don't know what's going to happen.
17:52Hello.
17:53Hello.
17:54This is Mary.
17:56Oh, this is me, too.
17:57How are you?
17:57I think I'm Mary.
17:58Oh, I'm Julia.
18:00Hello, hello.
18:01Oh, I'm Mary.
18:02This is Mary.
18:03Sorry, we're late.
18:04Oh, my God.
18:06I love the accent.
18:06Are you Scandinavian?
18:08No.
18:10I'm from Barcelona.
18:11Yeah.
18:12But with a bit of Irish, apparently.
18:13Yes.
18:13You forgot to tell me she was Barcelonian.
18:17Barcelonian?
18:18So, this is Jules.
18:19So, this is Jules.
18:21You guys seem happy, look.
18:22You're linking arms.
18:23I know, yeah.
18:24And we're kind of, like, matching as well.
18:26Looking smart.
18:27Looking smart?
18:27You guys look smart, too.
18:29Yeah, we dressed up for you.
18:30Aw.
18:31I just put a jumper on, but thank you.
18:33Okay, enough jokes.
18:34It's down to business.
18:36Yes.
18:36I'm sorry.
18:36Okay, let's go.
18:38What are your intentions?
18:39I want to marry her.
18:40Oh, wow.
18:42Okay, going red.
18:43Why are you going red?
18:44I'm not.
18:44It's just hot in here.
18:45Yeah.
18:46Well, is there a second date planned?
18:47Um, I'd definitely like to.
18:49I mean, I don't know when you're next in town.
18:52I'm asking you on a date in front of my best friends.
18:54No, I'm sure.
18:54I can just take a flight.
18:56Whenever you say that you're free, I'll just take the flight.
18:59Like, there's no reason for me to take a flight.
19:01You know?
19:01Like, it's not, there's no, like, I don't need to have work here.
19:05Yeah.
19:05Yeah.
19:05Am I passing the test, guys?
19:07Yeah.
19:25Oh, hey.
19:26Oh, hey.
19:26Hi, Chugs.
19:27Thank you for, um, coming and seeing me, mate.
19:30It's okay.
19:32What's going on?
19:34I feel like we've got a lot to talk about.
19:36Um, and I just want to start up by holding my hands up and just apologizing again.
19:44Like, I completely own what I've done.
19:47And it's not even an action that I did that was wrong.
19:50I actually think beyond that, it's the fact I just wasn't completely honest with you.
19:55That's the thing that's been eating me up the most, if I'm being, like, if I'm being completely transparent here.
20:00I just want you to hope you just feel it's heartfelt.
20:02Mate, it was, as you know, like, it was a complete shock to me.
20:33And I just could not believe it.
20:34There's no emotions involved, nothing like that.
20:36It feels like less deceitful than perhaps if I was wanting to actively pursue something, you know what I mean?
20:43Which I don't.
20:44And then I was just with the boys.
20:45I was with Kit and Tristan.
20:47And then, like, Tristan's going in on you.
20:49Yeah, I bet he was.
20:49And he's saying you lied to his face twice.
20:51I did, yeah.
20:53First of all, he's furious.
20:54Secondly, everything that he thought was invalid about you liking Jules and just all the stuff that Philip said.
21:01Oh, for God's sake.
21:01This now kind of validates that.
21:03Now he's questioning that.
21:04Oh, that's ridiculous.
21:06If he wants to go back track and be like, oh, I can't trust anything Chugs has said ever, that's
21:10not fair.
21:12I don't know, I don't know.
21:13I don't want to, like, try and look like I'm trying to get away with anything here, but it's just
21:16like this has been really weighing me down and it's so shit not hanging out with you and being with
21:21you.
21:22I know, mate.
21:22I've messed up here.
21:24And I'm really, really sorry.
21:26And I mean that.
21:27I appreciate that.
21:29I want to put this behind us.
21:31I'm just going to need complete transparency and honesty moving forward.
21:36The right thing to do would have been to tell everyone.
21:37And you should just explain that to Tristan, because he's fuming, mate.
21:40I've never seen him this angry.
21:43Well, yeah, guys, it was lovely, like, meeting news.
21:46But obviously I have to go and catch a flight to Dublin.
21:50But, yeah.
21:51It was fantastic.
21:52I actually feel like I met you before, so thank you so much.
21:55Aw.
21:55And I'll see you soon, too.
21:57Yes.
21:57Bye.
22:01See ya.
22:02Bye.
22:03You guys just watch me kiss.
22:04Yeah.
22:05I think she's so sweet.
22:07She's so great, isn't she?
22:07I think she's fantastic.
22:08She possesses all the qualities that I look for in a girl.
22:11Does Inga know about Mary or no?
22:15I saw her yesterday.
22:16From face value, she seemed really happy for you.
22:18I said you guys kiss and, you know, she didn't go like...
22:20Fucking hell, Jack.
22:21Sorry.
22:22That's not your business to tell.
22:24Sorry.
22:24Sorry.
22:26So, what was her reaction?
22:27Like, when you told her about them kissing, what was her reaction?
22:30She just said, I'm happy for Jazz.
22:31Yeah, she said, I'm happy.
22:32She said, like...
22:33Was there, like, a sad face while she was saying I'm happy?
22:36She was just smiling with smiles and happy.
22:38Right.
22:40Am I missing something?
22:41Because I think that it was genuine.
22:43Okay.
22:43No, no, no.
22:44Yeah.
22:45I know she wants the best for me, so...
22:47Yeah.
22:48I mean, she was asking me, like...
22:50She was texting me before the day being like, what are you going to wear?
22:52But, like, I didn't respond to her.
22:54I mean, since setting boundaries, I've pulled back on my communications.
22:59I, unfortunately, I'm not to the point where I can suddenly go back to just being friends,
23:04like, straight away.
23:05I don't want to get upset.
23:06Oh, my God.
23:07Mary's just left.
23:08Jesus Christ.
23:11Um...
23:11It just makes me think that her being so, like, oh, my God, what are you going to wear
23:15for your date?
23:16Send me a picture.
23:16How was your date?
23:17Blah, blah, blah.
23:18Like, all of this.
23:19It just makes me think that this whole thing between us was just, like, non-existent.
23:25That's why I'm still processing it.
23:28Like, having this friendship change feels like...
23:33It feels like a breakup.
23:35Whatever the hell just happened for the last two months,
23:38I don't have closure from it.
23:39I can't get over that overnight, unfortunately.
23:42This heart won't let me be.
23:53All I wanted was to see
23:56Everything you see in me
23:59Everything I want to be
24:02Heights on my side
24:05Hello.
24:06Hello.
24:07It's been a while.
24:08How are you?
24:08Good, how are you?
24:09I'm good, thanks.
24:10Nice to see you.
24:12Thanks for coming.
24:13That's quite alright.
24:15It's been a while.
24:15It feels like a long, old time.
24:16Yeah, it does.
24:18And I think the last time that we spoke, it probably was a bit tense.
24:22Yeah.
24:22Yeah.
24:23I think there was, like, a lot of speculation going around
24:27Potentially you and I think a lot of other people kind of jumped to the conclusion that
24:31It was a romantic situation between Jazz and I
24:34Mm-hmm.
24:35But, I guess, set the record straight with you
24:39It's not romantic and it's not something that we would ever see as romantic
24:44So, just so I've got it right, you never had feelings for Jazz?
24:48Not romantically, no.
24:49No.
24:50No.
24:51There's never been anything romantic between the two of you?
24:53No.
24:54No.
24:55Do you think maybe she read some signals wrong?
24:59And that's what started this whole thing off?
25:00I don't know, maybe.
25:02Um, but she, you know, we both sort of clarified that together
25:07That neither of us have romantic feelings for each other
25:09Mm-hmm.
25:10But I can see how some of the things that we were doing
25:16Were probably confusing because, like, we were very cuddly
25:21I think I was naive to think that maybe that would never lead to confusion
25:25Because I think in my head I knew what it was
25:27Now it's better and it's important that those things don't happen
25:31So there wouldn't be any, like, future confusion
25:35You know?
25:36Yeah
25:38So where does this leave us now?
25:41Do you think if none of that had happened then we would still be seeing each other?
25:46I don't know what would have happened
25:47Mm-hmm
25:48It's hard to tell
25:49Yeah
25:50But I won't lie, I feel like I need to be single and enjoy being on my own
25:59Yeah
25:59I get it
26:00Mm-hmm
26:01Well, I'm glad that we've cleared the air and sort of, you know, set the record straight
26:08And now hopefully, like, everyone else can see the truth behind everything
26:15Mm-hmm
26:15No, I'm glad you asked me here
26:18Yeah
26:18Yeah
26:20You can wave, but you can play
26:23You wear my heart on my sleeve, know my sunshiny
26:28You can wave, but you can play
26:31You wear my heart on my sleeve, know my sunshiny
26:38Sunshiny, sunshiny
26:40Feels great
26:42Thank you very much
26:44Wow
26:47Are they your sisters traveling?
26:50Why are you laughing, Jack?
26:51It just looks like it's your first day at secondary school
26:53Yeah
26:53Really?
26:54Freddie, you owe me so many beers for what I did for you the other night
26:58What did you do?
26:59Right? I was with Elise and Bex
27:01Together?
27:02And it just went turbo
27:03What?
27:04It was so nasty between them
27:06Elise found out that you told Bex you had feelings for her
27:09What feelings?
27:10Did you say that?
27:11I did not say I had feelings for Bex
27:12Yes, yes
27:13Did you say that to her?
27:15No, I never said that
27:16I just don't believe you
27:18I just don't believe you
27:20Freddie, I don't believe you
27:21Freddie, I don't believe you
27:21I never said that
27:21I saw her the other day with Inga
27:22She said there was like something underlying there
27:24Probably, she probably had a few drinks at this event and misread what I said
27:27I don't know, she's so 100% certain that you guys are moving towards a relationship
27:31Okay, well in that case, then I'll take a step back
27:33That's boring
27:34You're looking for something now because you're trying to fill that void
27:37And you just want cuddles and somebody to chill with
27:39That isn't fair
27:40Have you said to her, I just want a friend of benefits?
27:43Basically, yes
27:44No, no
27:45She's not going to turn around, Jack
27:46Do you know what I said to her?
27:47I said, let's get back together until I go away traveling
27:51Is that not the most black and white thing ever?
27:53No, but she doesn't understand that
27:55Yeah, obviously not Angus
27:56Okay, so I'm going to have to make it clear
28:10Hello
28:11Hello
28:13How are you?
28:13Yeah, I'm okay
28:14But you're a smoothie
28:15Very sweet, what is it?
28:17I don't know, I got the two things I wanted to try
28:19So I could try both
28:20Have you had a bit of this one already?
28:22Right, got you
28:23This is a detox green smoothie, that is a berry something
28:27Beautiful
28:28Nice
28:29Thanks for checking in
28:30Yeah, I wanted to make sure you're okay
28:32Because I know you've been getting a lot of heat recently
28:34Yeah, it's been pretty exhausting, to be honest
28:36Yeah
28:37I saw Almond yesterday, which was really nice
28:40So you guys are fine then?
28:41Um, fine is a strong word
28:42I think, like, there's lots of love there
28:46And we're hoping that we can, like, build back to what we were
28:48But I've been told that Tristan's fuming at me
28:51Why?
28:51And I know he's going to come tomorrow
28:53So I'm going to see him there
28:54Again, it doesn't involve him
28:56You obviously
28:57But he's connected because he lives with Harvey
28:58And he's one of his best friends
29:00He's obviously going to always have his back
29:02I just think that, like, you're human
29:05People make mistakes, you will do things
29:06And you've apologised to the two people who need apologising
29:09And that's that
29:10But then again, I don't want to, like, downplay the situation
29:12Because, like, on paper it does sound awful
29:14And, like, to be fair, it is bad
29:20Ugh, Zaino
29:21I'll be honest, if it was just you on your own
29:24Like, your personality, like, the way you are
29:27Like, yeah, I'd be, like, interested
29:30Yeah, no, I get that
29:31I think for me maybe it's a bit different
29:32Because I, like, my ex isn't really, like, part of the equation
29:38And I think, oh, I'm going to not be part of the equation anymore
29:40Um, okay, so you're, like, so, like, for you, like, you would, like, potentially, like, be, like, open to, like,
29:47trying to, like, I don't know, hang out in that way
29:49Is that what you're trying to say?
29:50I don't know
29:50No
29:51Well, I don't know
29:52I don't know
29:54I don't know
29:54I'm getting shocked
29:57I think you're, like, the forbidden fruit, Zaino
30:00What does that mean?
30:01Well, we've had one kiss, yeah?
30:04Yeah
30:04And look at the backlash, like, off the back of that
30:07What's different to anything else versus the kiss, though, is what my thought process
30:12Well, you think you're one foot in, so it's like, might as well keep walking
30:18Because you're never getting any trouble at ease, you know
30:20No, I would just back my eyelashes and look pretty
30:21You're good at that
30:23So we're basically friends that fancy each other, but can't do anything
30:27Can't do anything about it
30:29Okay
30:30Sick
30:31Yeah
30:31Love that for us
30:32Should we shake hands, or...
30:34Go somewhere else
30:35Go somewhere else
30:48Shut up
30:49Kit
30:50Hi, Jaz
30:51Hi
30:52Come sit, I guess
30:54Thanks
30:55How are you?
30:56I'm good, I'm a bit tired today
30:57Let me think
30:58Thank you, sorry, I was just having a cozy day at home
31:01Um, yeah, sorry for just swinging by
31:04That's all right
31:05Yeah, I just wanted to check in, because I saw Inga the other day
31:08She sort of asked me to come meet her and she just said she thinks I deserve to understand everything
31:14that's gone on because I'm somewhat involved
31:16Mm-hmm
31:17How does she like...
31:19I mean, it's not my business, but...
31:21No, it's not my business
31:21No, it's fine, I'll tell you
31:22I'm bored of it all being sort of miscommunicated, to be honest
31:26She actually said that there's nothing romantic there and there never was
31:33So...
31:34This has all been kind of...
31:36Blown out of proportion
31:37Mm-hmm
31:39For nothing, really
31:40It's...
31:41You probably didn't want to hear that from...
31:42It's fine
31:43Oh my God, why am I crying?
31:45No, but...
31:46It's hard to hear
31:48Oh
31:50She thought that you might have misread some signals of your friendship and...
31:53And I just think you should know, because everyone's being far too...
31:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
31:59And this is clearly really important to you
32:01Maybe I did
32:04That just...
32:05I don't know, because obviously Inga and I had that conversation where she did...
32:09Agree it was more than friends
32:11So maybe she meant it in a way that...
32:14Yeah, it's more than friends, but it's nothing
32:15I don't know
32:17I don't know
32:18Maybe I did
32:21Clearly...
32:22It's obviously cut me a lot deeper than her
32:26Yeah
32:28I think you just need a bit of time...
32:33You know, away from her, probably
32:36Yeah
32:37Yeah?
32:38We've definitely been...
32:39We haven't hung out as much, obviously, since I set boundaries
32:42Yeah, I'm sure you haven't
32:43I actually went on a date
32:44Well done
32:45Have a go
32:46It was really good
32:47And this girl's so cool
32:48Like, she's a really, really cool girl
32:50Who knows what she wants
32:52Um...
32:54But I think it would just take me more time
32:56Yeah, you can't drown these things with dates
32:58Been there, doesn't work
33:02Oh...
33:03I just wish that she would've...
33:06Shut it down to me
33:09It's just hard
33:10But I think...
33:11I've been confused for a very long time
33:16And I'm not confused anymore
33:18I'm hurt by everything now
33:21I'm afraid in this scenario
33:22Being hurt is better than being confused
33:24I'm not confused
33:32I'm not confused
33:36I've been confused
33:39I'm not confused
33:49I've been confused
33:53Sustain oh oh my gosh what a fabulous event right okay but where is the dress from um it's
34:00basically a versace runway dress from it's a vintage dress which i'm kind of like you know
34:03i love my vintage and it's alone as well so like i don't know who's worn this and what stories
34:08i
34:08had in it but i love that
34:22freddy's taken the sustainability a bit too far you got dressed in the dark
34:26leave him alone no i was gonna give you guys confidence as to how cute you look but now
34:30no so when's the housewarming party then yeah give us a bit of time to set a win first i
34:37think
34:38guys hello back in the house lovely thank you so do your dress is amazing thank you
34:44i need to worry that you will you look really good thanks thank you yeah anyway should we go and
34:49find
34:50the others yeah i think that's perfect see you later see you guys bye-bye hello hello
34:59are you playing it cool uh no i'm not you're nervous what happened with you and elise
35:05but apparently it all kicked off oh my god at the fashion show yeah oh she's angry you didn't really
35:11get off on the right foot did you no you didn't no i don't know we're ever gonna be friends
35:15so it's
35:15not really a loss for me yeah good riddance yeah we can be friends
35:20you'll be your friend we're gonna be friends now what is up what is your mindset because i'm i'm
35:26very confused to be honest why i'm just hearing from angus that do you have feelings for me still
35:34do you feelings for you yeah um please be honest with me here
35:40well i feel like it's been a year and both of us have like dated other people
35:46and we do kind of keep coming back to each other and i feel like because it's been a year
35:50it makes
35:51me think like oh maybe that is something still there with you but i don't know i don't think i'm
35:56ready for anything serious though okay i don't know if i'm giving you the wrong impression of that
36:00in a dream world we could be like it sounds so silly i don't know if i want to know
36:04what
36:04you're about to say it's just like no nothing bad um i don't know maybe like exes with benefits
36:09right and that sounds quite degrading actually i just i don't know i would prefer i would like
36:17some love in my life do you know what i mean but not a relationship because you know i'm going
36:21away
36:21and going on a motorbike trip for like two and a half months i'm aware that you're going away yeah
36:26see that implies to me that you're not really wanting anything serious if i'm literally giving
36:30you i've got no idea what like i don't know what i want freddie but what i do know that
36:36i definitely
36:36don't want to be one of your random blonde girls that you take home on a friday night because that's
36:40not me and you know that's not me i thought that me and you were on the same page here
36:44i mean i'm not
36:45on any page i'm not even in the book yeah this has all come from you it hasn't come from
36:50me i know this has
36:51come from you saying that you still have feelings for me you want to go on a date that you
36:55miss me
36:56that you want to hang out with me i would have been open to going on that date and hanging
36:59out with you
36:59but now you freeze it as x with benefits like that actually makes me feel sick like it's okay fine
37:04good to find someone else i know i want that's fine that is what i wanted i think you're a
37:08very strange
37:10boy a strange boy but yeah i can be a bit strange anyway no date i guess
37:28have either seen jazz tonight i thought she'd be here she did actually send me a text um earlier saying
37:33that she she's running late um because i know like inger was popping over to grab some things
37:38before holiday so yeah yeah i was hoping to see her because i saw her yesterday um it was all
37:46quite
37:46intense i don't know if you guys have heard but like inger basically asked to see me to set the
37:49record straight about her and jazz right what was it exactly she said she's like just so you know
37:54there's nothing going on romantically between jazz and me and there never was really yeah like she
38:01literally has has agreed that it is more than a friendship but then she's saying to you it was
38:05never romantic jazz is gay like sleeping in a bed with a girl every single night spooning her doing
38:11everything she's doing writing these love notes is going to string someone along and that's not
38:15fair and inger should know better i don't think inger's doing this maliciously at all like i think
38:19she's an incredibly kind soul i think she's got this friendship with jazz that she doesn't want to
38:24let go of i don't know i think inger needs to be gone from jazz's life yes it's the only
38:29way jazz will get
38:29over her that's the only way you okay mate i'm okay i'm all right you sure you've been a bit
38:48off
38:48tonight well a bit quiet yeah i mean obviously like this whole situation is just weighing me down a
38:54bit like it feels like a lot of weights on my shoulders and everyone's got their two pants to
38:57chuck in on it we made everyone in this group has made mistakes like that me and jack are made
39:02up
39:03do you regret what you did with livy yes and no i think genuinely i think everything happens for a
39:08reason and like i i i you know what i would have regretted more is thinking what if yeah i
39:14get that
39:15but yeah i think for me like the risk reward factor there is uneven but like yeah i do i
39:23do
39:23think zen is great like she's fair like i get on with her really well i always have done but
39:28like
39:29i never ever thought something would happen between us yeah because i have seen her as harvey's girlfriend
39:34like i have i mean look what i would say is those things i feel can be mended and i
39:41wouldn't want you
39:42to throw away something that could be something special in the future promise me that you're not
39:47going to just keep beating yourself up over it but i don't i don't want to see that anymore boys
39:53hello truce hello mate yeah yeah chugs you all right oh i'm all right yeah oh well yeah i'm okay
39:59yeah i saw you guys up here so i thought i'd come and have a have a word do you
40:04mind for a long
40:05over here is that right yeah yeah yeah go for it cheers mate um how you doing i'm okay i
40:11was hoping
40:12also being better like i was hoping i'd be able to grab you today first of all like i want
40:18to
40:19apologize for lying to your face the biggest reason for not telling you is because i didn't want to put
40:23you in an awkward position between like two friends and i also promised saying that which is another one
40:28of my mistakes so i was protecting that lie but like i mean but i hold my hands up listen
40:32you just let me
40:33like texting the line or you're protecting yourself drugs because i i hear what you're saying
40:37both i guess sadly something that's happened a long time ago has come to bite in the ass it wasn't
40:40owned the communication wasn't there do you do you understand like the wrong logic behind why i buried
40:46it 100 i don't understand you don't get that no not at all you don't see how like i just
40:50thought it
40:50was so insignificant that it wasn't worth like the like the pain that like harvey would feel it might
40:54be insignificant to you but it's very significant harvey who places a lot of trust and respect in you as
40:58a
40:58friend yeah i know and then how do i know that won't happen with jules i've gone to bat for
41:01you with
41:02i don't think that's fair first i don't know it's completely fair chugs what would you do for my
41:06position you know me better than that tristan i know exactly i'm having this conversation with you
41:09because i i do know you better than that but harvey is the same level of friendship i believe that
41:13you
41:13and i are okay because you've buried this you've lied to me about it you've known me for a very
41:17long
41:17time very long yeah and like you actually do know me inside and out we make sure as parents like
41:21it's a deep-rooted friendship there exactly i have messed up it's out of my character to mess up
41:26i don't it's it's it's not something i do like i don't do things like that i don't condone things
41:31like that the one rule the one rule is you don't go there with your friends exes you know that
41:35rule
41:35arm has told me that when you walk back to the house he felt like he was a third wheel
41:38and you
41:38two were like giggling in the corner and then then you kissed her later on that night so these are
41:44all
41:44things that have come i'm not i'm not going away trying to like he's not said that to me he's
41:47not
41:47said that i know he doesn't he feels awkward talking to you it's difficult for me to understand
41:51whether this is a slip-up or this is something that you know like it could happen again sort of
41:57thing
42:02i'm gonna get some mayonnaise because it's all going a bit much for me but i appreciate you chatting
42:07so
42:29hello daddy
42:37hello i'm literally just getting ready thanks for waiting for me i just need to like grab my jacket
42:45before i go away tomorrow you look nice thank you how are you good how are you you okay um
42:54not really
42:56what's up kit came to see me yeah and like told me about your conversation
43:04you had with him did he ask you like have you ever had romantic thoughts and you were like never
43:11he i think we yeah i said that what we had wasn't romantic which is what we both said to
43:19each other
43:19mm-hmm i'm just wrapping my head around the fact that like you doing all those things and like us
43:25having the dynamic that we did was like in your head that's completely like oh yeah that's friendship
43:30do you know what i mean but i don't like i don't spoon jewels
43:35also like yeah i i do i do think the things that we were doing is almost like what a
43:40partner would do
43:41just minus all the like sexual stuff but i know who i what i'm like and i know that i'm
43:48tactile when
43:49i'm with you though that's it's on the extreme side and i'm not like that tactile with anyone else
43:55that is the truth like what was that for you then i don't know i i think it was i
44:01don't know how to
44:01answer that because it was more than a normal friendship it's very different to any friendship
44:07i've got so that's why i was confused by the whole thing but when we spoke about like have you
44:16thought
44:16about this like have you thought about kissing you thought about those things i hadn't i couldn't make
44:21sense of the fact that like we had this dynamic that you quite literally couldn't put a label on
44:27but this whole situation has really established in myself that i'm i'm not ready to date in a world
44:36where i was ready to date i have no idea if maybe like whatever we had would have been stronger
44:43for me
44:44and that's not me trying to like mislead you like that's not me saying like oh in an ultimate world
44:49like yeah i absolutely would have romantic feelings i'm not that's not what i'm saying i'm saying
44:53i don't know like who knows in three four five months a year two years like who knows what's
44:59going to happen or what develops like you just you can't predict those kind of things i just can only
45:05tell you what i think and feel right now in this moment i mean this is genuinely like and i
45:12hate to say
45:13it i've since setting those boundaries i've not been like happier than before obviously well yeah to
45:22me it doesn't feel normal but you've made peace with that i have i've accepted it because what else
45:32can i do what am i gonna do my god i can't come call me at your door and be
45:36like no let me in like
45:38like we need to be like that same way again like you you set a boundary i'm respecting it that
45:43meant
45:44we would have to change that makes me sad because i was like i just love what we're doing and
45:49it's so
45:49fun and it's like we've got this like little life together and i loved it but i also think it's
45:54probably for the better because you want to date and have fun and i really want that for you
46:02i genuinely really do and i probably don't think you can do that with me always here
46:15i think you need a hug
46:20come on little one
46:24we'll figure something out
46:50you haven't seen inga since i've tried to set boundaries it sounds like she's painted a
46:55very different picture outside of what's actually happened what was that for you then
46:59a very close bond that now i'm not gonna lie i'm regretting you're a very wise man well i instantly
47:06felt the connection as soon as i came in are you trying it on with my mother no sorry we
47:09just hit
47:10it off like straight away during the toyboy era yes georgia said she loves me i did say it back
47:17philip philip said he doesn't mean it that should have come from philip not this idiot she's under this
47:23phil spell but when she gets out of it she's going to be so much happier
47:45philip philip
47:45so
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