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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 06: Never Have I Ever
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00:06The
00:07It's a wild feeling
00:08It's a great adventure
00:10I think I'm falling in love
00:13Falling in love
00:15Good morning
00:16Good morning
00:18Give me one more script last night
00:20Say magical
00:21Aw
00:25This is awesome
00:32I think it's great
00:33Yes, it was a great night
00:35And this morning
00:37In the middle of the night
00:38Pretty sure at one point we had sex with the seat cap on
00:42Yeah, I had to pull up
00:43Yeah, I had to take the seat cap
00:49Last night was great
00:50We had very good sex
00:52I enjoyed it
00:53I think she had a good time as well
00:55Lots of different positions
00:57She's got a favorite position for sure
00:59Now that we're on the couch
01:00I might see it again here pretty soon
01:07Good morning
01:09Night one was done
01:10How'd you sleep last night?
01:12Like a baby
01:13Yeah
01:14I think we just meshed really well
01:17Yeah
01:17Felt good
01:19We slept in until after 9 o'clock
01:21Yeah, a world record
01:22Yeah
01:26Today's Connor's birthday
01:27Big ol' 3-2
01:30All of his wishes came true
01:32Yeah, already by
01:33She's right here
01:3310 a.m.
01:34This frickin' view
01:35Oh, it's incredible
01:37I can't wait to go and explore today
01:39This frickin' view
01:39Oh, yikes
01:41This girl
01:42That's my view
01:43The rest of time
01:45She's stuck with me
01:57Last night was incredible
01:59It was
01:59I can imagine like so many things in your head
02:01But it's like...
02:02I know
02:03I don't know
02:04It's like above what I thought too
02:05Yeah
02:06And I knew like in person would be the same
02:07Even though you maybe not have felt that
02:09No
02:09Yeah
02:10I knew that it would be the same in person
02:11We were so erotically open with each other from day one
02:15Mm-hmm
02:15And we were so honest and so...
02:20Accepting of each other that it made it really easy
02:23I do feel like we complement each other really well
02:25Mm-hmm
02:26And we look so good together, yeah
02:28We look good together
02:28I just feel like we've just been like training like our lives
02:34Like whether it was like relationship wise or whatever
02:36And like we were meant to like literally be at this point
02:40I could not agree more
02:41Yeah
02:41All the like hard shit and like all of the not so great moments
02:47I feel like have like made me ready for you
02:50Feels right, feels so good
02:52And that's why I love that girl
03:02Love blind for you
03:06Apparently it is
03:06Apparently
03:07Yeah
03:07It just worked out because you're also like really hot
03:10Right back at you
03:12Where do we see ourselves in five years?
03:15We've gone on a ton of adventures
03:17Mm-hmm
03:17You've cold plunged in Antarctica
03:19Knock that off the list
03:20I've watched because that's not happening
03:22Fair
03:23Um
03:24Swimming with sharks
03:25I'm actually down for that
03:27Okay
03:27I face fears
03:28Yeah
03:28So you said Antarctica for me
03:30Where else are we going for you?
03:31Portugal, Spain
03:31I do want to do Portugal
03:32It's where Ronaldo was born
03:34Sorry
03:36Who's the other?
03:36Who's the goalie?
03:37Tom Howard?
03:38Tim Howard?
03:38Tim Howard
03:39He's American though
03:40Yeah, so where is he born?
03:42Do you want to go see that?
03:42No, I met him already
03:43He's a weirdo
03:44Oh, goalies
03:45I mean, now you're getting it
03:47Soccer players
03:47Now you're getting it
03:48You're stuck with him so far
03:49Except Beckham
03:50Get out of here, he's not even good
03:52I just like Posh Spice
03:54I respect it
03:54They're a good couple for sure
03:55They're adorable
03:56We're going to aspire to be that
03:57Okay
03:58Well, absolutely
04:00I hope I'm as fabulous as her
04:02Not hard
04:04You're up there already
04:04Mm-hmm
04:05I'll take it
04:06I bet
04:07A couple ways
04:09Yeah
04:17It is party time
04:20Hi, Big Birthday Batch
04:25Are you excited to see everybody?
04:26I am excited to see everybody
04:27Excited to meet the boys
04:28The boys
04:29Meet the game
04:30My boys
04:32I think that girls need a full debrief
04:34Probably
04:34So it'll be fun
04:36It'll be fun to catch up
04:37They hear it's good
04:38I shut it up
04:39Oh my gosh
04:42What is wrong with you?
04:45Is that thing going to stay on tonight?
04:46I love that good girl
04:48Something like ooh ooh ooh
04:50I got that breath out
04:52That's nice
04:53That's so cool
04:54I have a mashed iron
04:55Fried apple
04:56And rosemary
04:58Rosemary
04:59Rosemary
04:59Like our child's name
05:00Hey, what you want from me?
05:02I'm a bad little baby
05:03Running through the streets
05:04And take a real thing to impress me
05:06So what you gonna do to get next to me?
05:08Hi, thank you
05:10I'm so glad you did
05:12You're so nice
05:14You're so good looking
05:15Good to see you, man
05:16Good to see you
05:16I was like
05:16Servante
05:17It's so nice
05:18Good to meet you
05:19Good to meet you
05:21Good to meet you
05:22Good to meet you
05:32What's up, guys?
05:35My people
05:36Oh my gosh
05:38Hey, what up, guys?
05:43How we doing?
05:44How we doing?
05:46Alex is...
05:48He's very attractive
05:49We're missing the birthday boy
05:51We are
05:51Oh, yeah!
05:53It's like the big birthday bash
05:55Literally
05:55Happy birthday to you
05:59Happy birthday to you
06:03Happy birthday, dear Connor
06:08Happy birthday to you
06:11Happy birthday to you
06:14So much
06:15Hi, everyone
06:16Hey, I'm Jordan
06:17Nice to meet you
06:18Hi, I'm Emma
06:19Nice to meet you
06:20Nice to meet you
06:20Nice to meet you
06:20Nice to finally see you
06:21You too
06:22See you
06:23Seeing Connor
06:24It brought up a lot of emotions
06:26It was a weird experience
06:30Hey, thank you guys for the warm welcome
06:32Cheers!
06:38What happened last night?
06:41Nothing
06:41Nothing
06:42Nothing
06:42Lots of like
06:44Touching all over
06:47Everything
06:48He's such a gentleman though
06:49He's like, am I allowed to like touch your boobs?
06:52And I'm like...
06:53Absolutely
06:53You're like, I can't look at my boobs
06:55Great
06:56There were many moments where I was like, could be on separate or we're going to be connected
07:00God, you're so strong
07:02Yeah
07:02I was like, take my clothes off
07:03Me and Mike are on the fucking day, bitch, getting it on
07:05I'm obsessed with that
07:08All of the girls have definitely been physical
07:12My promen is left out
07:14She's a very devoted woman
07:16But like, obviously we're going to have some fun
07:19She's like, you make it so hard
07:20And I'm like, I'm sorry
07:22You make it so hard, Bobby
07:23I'm like, you make it so hard, you make it so hard
07:26When we are ready to have sex, we will have sex
07:29But
07:30And
07:30Feel bad for him
07:33You can open them legs
07:34Like, I love you, but
07:35Look at them, they're sealed
07:36Shut down
07:37You're literally like
07:38By the blood of Jesus
07:39I need a fucking cage
07:41Put me away
07:42And maybe you need to do that so my man will get some tonight
07:49Wanna go join your friends?
07:51Huh?
07:52You wanna go join your friends?
07:53Would you like that?
07:54Yeah, we can
07:55Doesn't matter
07:56I'm having fun with you right here
07:59You're why I'm here in the first place
08:01You know?
08:02What we're doing here, right?
08:06She was just actually saying how, like, she's like, kind of upset
08:10Cause you haven't made out with her
08:11Oh, really?
08:12Yeah
08:13Wow, weird
08:16How we doing?
08:20She's the best woman
08:22Happy?
08:23Where's your man?
08:24You need a drink?
08:24Okay
08:26Everybody here is attractive
08:28Like, there is no question about that
08:30But
08:30I think that, like, with your person
08:33It's a different
08:34Level
08:36Yeah
08:37You meet Chris?
08:37Yeah
08:38I've met everybody
08:40Cuties, right?
08:41Chris is the cuties
08:42Okay
08:43I don't feel like
08:44Yeah, I was gonna say
08:44Nobody's really what I expected
08:46Really?
08:46Yeah, man
08:48Alright, so what are your intentions?
08:50Yeah, what are your intentions?
08:51Bad things
08:54This is us
08:55Rest of our lives
08:58Have you talked to your ex-boyfriend yet or no?
09:00Stirring the pot
09:01I was like, I don't want to reveal too much, but I'm like, you got good taste
09:05I was like, hey, I like it, the boys are cool
09:07He does gas these guys up
09:09It's all the same, actually
09:10Same, like, hairstyle
09:11You're really serious
09:12Well, yeah
09:13If I squint, I'm like, oh, they're all sick
09:15Hey, hey, take it easy
09:16Which one?
09:17She's like, whoa
09:18Cabagou
09:19Which one?
09:20Only shots
09:20At the end of the night
09:22I gotta leg up
09:25I'm gonna be honest, this is not what I expected
09:28I expected a little bit more depth to this
09:30Is it weird?
09:31Like, I don't know
09:32Like, I kinda feel like
09:33We're all at a surface level here
09:35I feel like I've made these, like, wild connections with people
09:38And I thought we were gonna have, like, these moments where we're like, oh my god
09:41You're Brie?
09:42And I just, like, went around and hugged everybody
09:44And I was like, I'm Brie
09:45I'm like, I know
09:47We've done so much together, so why aren't we acknowledging that?
09:50Oh my gosh, Connor's palms just stopped sweating
09:53I can sense it
09:54But it was a little sweaty on the way here
09:55I was like, are you getting nervous to see Emma?
09:58Oh my god
09:58I'm stirring the pot tonight
09:59She's stirring the fucking pot
10:01But love is blind, right, Connor?
10:06Brie was like, uh, named me with one ex here
10:08And I was like, yeah
10:09She's like, are you good with that?
10:11I was like, fuck yeah
10:11It's over shit
10:12Yeah
10:14I feel like I've made so many cool connections
10:16Yeah
10:17And we're literally just like, let's rip shots
10:19Yeah, I know
10:19And that's fine
10:21But, like, it was just like, it's kind of bizarre
10:23Like, we just literally went through this insane experience together
10:26And no one's acknowledging it
10:27Yeah, like, it bothers me a little bit
10:33One thing I don't like about Brie
10:35She doesn't shut the fuck up
10:39One thing I do like
10:42One thing
10:43One thing
10:43Just one thing
10:44I have one thing that I like about her
10:46One singular thing
10:47She lets me be me, man
10:49Love that
10:50She's good
10:50She's awesome
10:51Yeah
10:51I felt like some things would be, like, forced
10:54Like, you know, you do certain things
10:55Yeah
10:55Dude, it literally feels, like, so natural
10:58Yeah
10:58Like, nothing
10:59It's clear
11:00She loves you
11:01Like, and I felt like that
11:02Even before I even met her
11:03Which is crazy
11:06It's wild
11:07Authenticity's a big thing for me
11:08Yeah
11:08And there's a level of confidence
11:09Where she just knows exactly who she is
11:11And eye contact is dangerous in my eyes
11:14Um, I haven't found a negative yet
11:17I mean, if you want to get picky, like
11:18Yeah, get picky
11:19She's not the type I'd normally go for
11:21I love dark features
11:22But at the same time, I'm very happy, so
11:24Nice, dude
11:26What about you, Big Mike?
11:27Her sense of humor and my sense of humor are exactly alike
11:30Dude, that's huge
11:31Like, we fucking connect
11:33If you two could just cackle together, it's different
11:35Yeah, really good banter, love that
11:37The thing I don't like
11:41Dude, her fucking suitcases are all mess
11:44Holy shit
11:49It just feels like everyone's meant to be with, like, who they're supposed to be
11:52Yeah
11:52It just feels natural
11:53I was so off with everybody, though
11:55Really?
11:56I was so on
11:57What do you mean?
11:57Really?
11:58Like, I had no idea what anyone looked like
12:00I...I was surprised about Alex
12:02You have, like, an idea in your head
12:03Yeah, he's not what I thought he was like
12:04No
12:07But I feel like everyone else, I think I pe...
12:10Like, I think I, like, knew
12:11Really?
12:12Someone
12:12I wouldn't have guessed Jordan
12:15Yeah
12:15So I, I would have guessed Jordan
12:16Really?
12:17I love that
12:18Like, I love, like, big husky guy
12:21I don't know
12:22He's, like, so amazing
12:23You guys are so cute
12:24I know, literally, like, when you walked in, I was like
12:26Yep, I see it
12:27Yeah, makes sense
12:28Makes sense
12:29Yeah, trust me
12:29He's amazing
12:30And he's just like a, he's a fucking good guy
12:32I have such, like, a strong distaste for men
12:36And, like...
12:37Strong distaste?
12:38A strong...
12:39Oh, wow
12:39Is that what you would be like?
12:41That's emphasized strong distaste
12:43We would have never guessed
12:45I guess I've never not been with a fucking asshole
12:49He's like, oh, let me open that
12:50Like, let me open this store
12:51Like, and it's genuine
12:52It's not like, I wanna fuck you type of thing
12:54Yeah
12:54You know what I mean?
12:55Cause you know the difference
12:56It's like, truly because he, like, wants to do things for you
12:59Yeah, and he does that for other people, too
13:00I, like, see that out there
13:01Yeah
13:01And he's like, oh, let me get that
13:02Let me do this
13:03Let me do that
13:03And I'm like, oh, my God
13:05Like, this girl actually has a new respect for men
13:08Men are good
13:09Men are good
13:10She says...
13:11She says...
13:12Come from red to green
13:14Come from red to green, baby
13:15Come from red to green, baby
13:16Red to green
13:16Straight to the penthouse
13:22We deserve it, brothers
13:24On top of that, happy birthday
13:25Oh, thank you, Bella
13:28The high ones with the high ones
13:30The high ones with the high ones
13:32Okay, be brief
13:33Be brief
13:34Thoughts, feelings, prayers
13:36Okay
13:37I thought it was cool
13:38Yeah?
13:39Yeah
13:40Um, who surprised you the most?
13:44Surprised me most?
13:45Yeah, girl-wise
13:45Um...
13:47I did not expect Amber to look how she did
13:50I feel like that's, like, the biggest surprise of them all
13:52Yeah
13:53She's got a kid and everything
13:54Like, that's fucking crazy
13:55She looks great, yeah
13:56Amber and Jordan
13:58They...
13:59Are perfect for each other
14:00Amber and Jordan or, like, Chris and Jess
14:02Are, like, the perfect fucking couple?
14:05Yeah
14:05Yeah
14:06Amber, Jordan, Chris and Jess
14:08Not surprised about
14:09I know they loved each other
14:10From day one
14:11What'd you think of all the guys, though?
14:13I did not expect Conor to be Conor
14:16Conor be Conor?
14:17Conor be Conor
14:18What'd you expect?
14:19I don't know
14:20I think you picked pretty well
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah
14:24I think you're the hottest one there
14:24No
14:26Fact
14:27What did you guys talk about in the guys?
14:29Oh, you wanna know what I said?
14:30Yeah, yeah
14:32Fair
14:34Um...
14:35I said you were a little unorganized
14:38I feel like I've got a real good sense of that
14:40How unorganized you are
14:42Yeah
14:42Just the toothpaste
14:44And your bags
14:46Not making your pen
14:48Okay
14:48Yeah
14:49Fair enough
14:50I'm not hating
14:51No
14:52I'm getting a feel for it
14:53You're getting a feel for it
14:54We're learning
14:55We're learning
14:56Yeah
14:56Yeah
14:57Time to be alive
15:00Time to be alive
15:02Time to be alive
15:06Time to be alive
15:07I thought it was a great night
15:08Yeah
15:09I think it was a really good night
15:11We were all genuinely happy for each other
15:13Yeah
15:14Especially Amber
15:14She has such a big heart
15:16And she's a really good person
15:17So it's nice that he was able to show her
15:20Like how a good man can be
15:24Yeah
15:25And like make her believe in the fact that like
15:27We are gonna get married
15:28Yeah
15:29You know, we all came here for the same thing
15:31That's amazing
15:38Well, I am getting sleepy
15:41Very, very sleepy
15:44So
15:45I think we're getting ready for some good
15:51Sleep tight
15:52Me too
15:53Don't forget the lights
16:00Thank you for a great birthday
16:0332, babe
16:04It was a really fun night
16:06Yeah
16:06Good people
16:10What did you think of the girls?
16:13No one's cute as you
16:15Aww
16:15What were your impressions about the guys?
16:18It's wild to like finally put it all together in person
16:20Yeah
16:21But I feel like out of respect for the connections
16:23And the things that we had in the pods
16:26I just felt like we would have actually had a more genuine conversation
16:30Than what I did with a lot of people
16:33Even the guys I dated
16:35And it kind of bothered me
16:38Like are we not acknowledging all the depth?
16:42Like there were some people in there that I was like
16:44Like I've told you things that I've like never told anybody else
16:50Are you just like not feeling the same way?
16:54Yeah, I think I had a different experience where
16:57Okay, well tell me about it
16:58Well, I told you more than anybody else
17:02So it was
17:05I obviously don't care that you had your other connections, but
17:13Okay, but like that
17:14It wasn't meant to be dramatic
17:16No
17:17I just thought people
17:18How people showed up in the pods
17:20I thought people would show up differently at night
17:21Really?
17:23Yeah
17:23Like we came into the pods so vulnerable, no?
17:26Yeah
17:27It was just kind of bizarre
17:28Like we went through this whole experience
17:29And we're all just like looking into like
17:31We didn't just do this
17:32What are you hoping that Chris pulled you aside?
17:36To talk more about this shit?
17:40I mean that's a good question
17:42I don't know
17:48I'm not asking it like in a wrong way
17:50I'm just asking like
17:51No, I literally don't know how to answer your question
17:53Because like
17:54I just thought we were all adults
17:55And we'd like show up differently
17:58I did not have one conversation with Emma
18:01So
18:01You just pretend it didn't happen
18:03Well, if Emma
18:05Would have pulled me aside
18:07And just want to talk
18:08I would be happy to talk about shit
18:09But I wasn't going to do it
18:12That's what I'm saying
18:13Like I feel like today was just very surface level
18:15Maybe the second time we see each other
18:18It will be like real conversation
18:21I don't know
18:22It's a dislike party
18:22I'm assuming like you showed up vulnerable to Emma
18:26And I'm sure Emma showed up vulnerable to you
18:29It's an ex
18:30I mean I don't know
18:31It's a pseudo ex
18:32It's just like
18:33Why aren't we acknowledging that?
18:34We all just like saw each other for the first time ever
18:36Yeah
18:37And no one said anything
18:38Like I'm kind of getting emotional about it
18:40Like it's just like
18:41We just went through these pods
18:42And we were so expansive
18:43And so insane
18:45And like
18:45We're like
18:46Writing these letters to each other
18:48And like
18:48Telling each other
18:49We love them
18:49And like
18:51Breaking up with each other
18:52And all of a sudden
18:52We just come and rip shots
18:56I hope that there's a part two to that
18:58To like talk to Chris
19:03Kinda need the part two
19:09You need a part two
19:11Cause I'm down on my knees again
19:22Here we are
19:23Just getting a workout in this morning
19:26In this giant
19:27I'm just gonna watch him swim
19:29I'm just here for support
19:31I'm not doing any of the physical activity
19:34We can have it all
19:37I just feel like
19:40A little bit lonely
19:41In the mornings
19:43Because I wake up
19:44And then I have to like
19:45Kinda go search
19:46To figure out where
19:48Um
19:48Devante is
19:50And I'm not used to that
19:51I feel like
19:52Every time we kiss
19:54It's because I'm going in for a kiss
19:56Like
19:57I'm grabbing his hand
19:59He still is talking about
20:00Future stuff
20:01It's just
20:02He seems
20:04He's
20:05Disengaged
20:06It looks so beautiful
20:11It looks gorgeous
20:17Woo
20:17Thank you
20:19Hello, hello
20:20Are you excited?
20:21I am
20:22This is pretty damn cool
20:32Don't check me quickly
20:33Alright
20:34So ladies first
20:36Okay
20:36Here
20:42Just pedal
20:44Pedal
20:45Oh my god
20:46Let's go
20:47Wait, this is so cool
20:50Michael
20:51Michael
20:52Michael
20:52Come on
20:53I'm coming baby boy
20:55High five
20:56High five
20:57High five
20:57Can we hold hands
21:00Nice
21:01Look at this
21:02Look at us
21:03Who would have thought
21:05This is probably the coolest thing I've ever done
21:07Yeah, it's up there
21:11Now we're gonna do some jumps
21:12Hey, I'm ready for it
21:13You first though
21:14Okay
21:14Keep it on with you
21:15You're doing great
21:19You like that?
21:20Yeah
21:20Looks like a snap dragon
21:23Why is that so bad?
21:25Just look at your wrist like
21:29That was terrible
21:32At least I can cut
21:39Oh, this is so nice.
21:47Let's go.
21:48Wait, you're actually kind of good.
21:50Oh, come on.
21:53There you go.
21:54Stay center.
21:55She did it.
21:57Let's go.
22:00Score is 13-10.
22:03Cornhole champion right here.
22:06Whatever, whatever.
22:15Back there.
22:17Oh, that is salty.
22:25It just came up.
22:26We can see it.
22:32If we have boys, you're in trouble.
22:35You're going to be on the beach like, oh.
22:37I know.
22:37I'm going to be like, I'm just going to have to walk away and trust that you take care of
22:41them.
22:45What else is on your mind?
22:50Um, just, I, I feel like you've been a little distant.
22:55You've just been, like, disconnected.
22:57Yeah, that's fair.
22:59But I think for me, I think you'll start to realize, like, sometimes when I get quiet, it's because I'm
23:04trying to, like, stay calm.
23:05Sometimes I'll just go walk around and, like, take photos and, like, get my creativity out.
23:14Sometimes I feel like I need to be in my nothing box, I call it.
23:18Like, what's wrong?
23:19And I'm, like, nothing.
23:19I just don't feel like talking right now.
23:21Yeah.
23:22Oh.
23:22So when you are, like, in those moods, is that, like, a you don't want to be touched?
23:27If it's hot, probably not.
23:30Well, we've been out here today, you're, like.
23:33So, like, when I'm hot, I'm just, like, no, get away.
23:36Yeah.
23:36But you also know, my love language is physical touch.
23:40So if you're, like, not touching me, I'm, like, he hates me.
23:43There's something else.
23:46I had fun today.
23:48I did, too.
23:48Your eyes look really pretty.
23:50Well, thank you.
23:51You're glowing.
23:52Just wait, I get real golden.
23:54That Latina brings out the golden side.
24:07We have to, like, figure some things out in Ohio.
24:09Yeah.
24:09Your lease ends in June, you said?
24:11June.
24:12We can draw it down, end up in Florida, test it out.
24:15Test it out.
24:15If we love it.
24:17Fly out to Arizona for a little bit, test that, see how things go.
24:20And I've proven I can get any type of job that I want anywhere that I want.
24:24I've done that three times in a different country.
24:26What would make you nervous about living with me?
24:29Uh, nothing, honestly.
24:31I mean, I think we're kind of doing it right now.
24:33I have no fear.
24:34You have to be nervous about something.
24:34I don't have to be nervous about anything.
24:36There's no nerves.
24:37Like, I sit here and I'm very comfortable and confident in who I am and what I bring to
24:40the table and who I chose.
24:42So, yeah, no, there are no nerves on my end.
24:44And that's not even a, I'm sitting here convincing myself so I can convince you.
24:48It's, I'm almost, I guess my nerves are the fact that I don't have any right now.
24:52The nerves of not having any nerves is making you nervous?
24:55Yeah.
24:56It's like, when's the, when's the shoe gonna drop?
24:58But where's the, where's the catch?
25:00I've been through so much, I'm not nervous about it because of everything that I've been
25:04through.
25:04And I realize, okay, I can pivot in this country or a different one.
25:08I didn't have my father in my life and that didn't make a difference.
25:11I know exactly how to handle myself in most situations.
25:14So, yeah, I don't think there's anything to be nervous about.
25:17You gave me goosebumps.
25:18I love that.
25:19Yeah?
25:19I love that you're very confident.
25:20I think I should be.
25:22Yeah.
25:22I haven't had that previously.
25:25There's nothing to be afraid of in my end.
25:27Come change my life.
25:29Come stand in the night.
25:32Come change my life.
25:34Come change my life.
25:36Come change my life.
25:47I love that we can just kind of be silly.
25:49Yeah.
25:50And be goofy.
25:51Oh.
25:54Yeah.
25:55In the pods, it was like that.
25:56What's the bad?
25:57Oh.
25:59No, there's no bad thing.
26:01No.
26:01Not a bad thing.
26:01Just me tripping over your shoes.
26:03Oh, shit.
26:04It was one time.
26:06It was one time.
26:09You make me laugh.
26:12And I'm not, like, nervous around you.
26:17Yeah.
26:17How would you feel?
26:18Being a husband and wife.
26:21I think it would be awesome.
26:24I feel like it would just be amazing.
26:27Biggest thing, I think, is, like, just the idea of, like, chasing each other.
26:31And if it's always been you.
26:36Yeah.
26:38Just you.
26:40Every moment we make feels like a beautiful dream.
26:46We're floating up and we're free.
26:52Oh, never felt so hard.
26:56Cheers.
26:58Happy birthday, baby.
26:59I love you.
27:00I love you.
27:04Do you think your mom and dad would be disappointed if you've ever had kids?
27:08Uh, no.
27:10I just don't want him to be like, well, oh, he met this old chick and so now he's not
27:14going to have kids.
27:20The fact that you think that's old though is wild to me.
27:22I mean, it's because you are, I mean, because you are older than me is what I'm saying.
27:26I feel like maybe you think like that more.
27:28Careful with your words.
27:29I know.
27:29I didn't get it out.
27:30I'm kidding.
27:31I'm saying, I feel like the fact that you think that is because you're older than me.
27:34I don't feel old.
27:35No, you're not.
27:36I think my mom like knows me so well.
27:38I feel like she knows like, hey, like, you're not having kids, man.
27:44Or like, why would I want a kid?
27:45Like, I don't know.
27:46People are like, oh my God, I have three kids.
27:47I want to teach them sports.
27:48I want to do all this shit.
27:48Like, like, I don't care.
27:49She's like, you need to be with someone that really understands you physically, emotionally
27:55and like love them.
27:56Like, and they need to be a special type of person too.
27:58And like, that's what I need.
28:00And like, that's what I have.
28:03I'm serious.
28:06I think both of us at the beginning had some certain feelings about our age difference.
28:12And that it's so much less relevant than either of us anticipated.
28:15I just really hope that, you know, I get to be with him forever.
28:22That was, that was great.
28:23That was a great break.
28:24Yeah.
28:28It was so nice to do that.
28:29It just gives you like a glimpse of like, things we're going to do.
28:33Like how life can be.
28:35Today was good.
28:37Being able to like swim in the morning, doing the workout was like, like I have to do that
28:41like every morning or something like that.
28:42Yeah.
28:43I wish I felt that way.
28:45That's okay.
28:46You're there in support.
28:48It's all I need to do.
28:48Yeah.
28:49Everybody has their different way of recharging.
28:51Yeah.
28:53I wish mine was like running 10 miles every morning, but it's not.
28:59Well, you never know.
29:00Maybe you'll get into it.
29:01I mean, I told you I'll try the cold lunch, but.
29:04Oh, you're definitely going to try it.
29:06I'm not going to love it.
29:07But it's worth it though.
29:08I promise.
29:11Yeah.
29:12You want to get in bed?
29:14Yeah.
29:14I've been caught in your own little.
29:20I've been living in time and you'll switch your middle life.
29:28Never felt this feeling before.
29:31Okay, we're getting ready for the pool party.
29:33Amber's going to shave my back for me.
29:37While she's so, while she, uh, soft hands or.
29:41Steering clean on your tits.
29:45This is suave.
29:46No, no, no, no.
29:53No.
29:54No, no.
29:54No, no, no, no.
29:55No, no, no, no.
29:57Hey.
29:57What you want for me?
29:59I'm a bad little baby when I thought of the city.
30:01Oh, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
30:02So what you going to do to get next to me?
30:04Oh.
30:06Woo.
30:07Oh my gosh.
30:08Shard out time.
30:08Good job.
30:20Give us a show oh Chris like really was expansive and challenging for me in the pod and it's so
30:28bizarre to like not address that here we go here we go oh my gosh hey bro we're getting into
30:36the
30:39dark okay that was brave admit nothing between me and him I swear Connor I knew it I knew when
30:45we
30:45were gonna get together as a group and to not acknowledge that in this moment to be like we
30:50shared a lot with each other oh my gosh hi and like this is crazy and like I thought about
30:55you
30:55a lot I thought you and Connor probably looked the same just from like how I don't know you
31:00this picture in your mind and I thought you were gonna be like super like rugged and like dark hair
31:06and like really stark with pictures and I was like I don't know somebody can just pick him up
31:13they kind of like I was like is he a liability at the bar like I don't know
31:18that's why that's so sweet you literally paint this picture like I had a picture you looked at
31:22and I was like paint me the picture who the fuck is that and you're like oh that's Brie
31:26I was like what the fuck really you were like that's not her it wasn't like good or bad I
31:29was just like
31:30I literally you paint a picture in your head and you're like it's crazy to like see you in person
31:33like the voice all like obviously matches now okay so you were surprised too yeah your voice is like
31:38I was like all right Brie either smokes fucking three packs a day or she fucking just doesn't
31:42stop talking just have terrible vocal cords yeah obviously I was super excited to see you
31:47and I was telling Connor that I'm like I can't wait to meet Chris and all these people I spent
31:52so much time with I think that was like what was so cool about like I could like just see
31:56it I was
31:57like Chris and I are like hanging out we're doing this we're doing that like it was just so easy
32:01to be like oh yeah like we would do all these things we probably still would do all these things
32:05yeah no for sure I was like absolutely like that's why I was like Chris is still gonna like
32:10take me to do all these things so sorry sorry Jess and Connor I appreciate you for like just
32:15I don't know just the like vigor and energy you have for life like it's so attractive
32:20I'm gonna get Connor to come over to my place and you guys can both can try the fucking ice
32:25lunch
32:25together oh I'm not kidding we're talking about like date ideas in Columbus I was like so do you do
32:29like a
32:30ice lunch he's like no but I was like Chris does he's like you're an asshole and I was like
32:35I'm
32:36just saying that's how you guys I feel like you guys vibe like that though you think I don't know
32:40like it's interesting to see outside because we've been in such a bubble I'm like what other people
32:46think like I don't know I don't know either like I look at you and Justin I was like okay
32:49though yeah
32:50that works what is like like I'm like if you look at me and Connor you're like okay that works
32:56yeah really okay I don't know I needed validate I don't know I haven't had any validation I feel
33:01like you guys are like on the same like he's like yeah let's just fuck up and like you're like
33:05yeah
33:06I don't shut the fuck up I don't know I don't know though I don't see like what it's like
33:10when you
33:10guys are like by yourself so I have no idea yeah getting the pods it really came down to like
33:16you
33:16and Connor you guys are great together I promise you're like are we though oh you are
33:20you guys thank you for everything yeah no it was fantastic it's been a long weirdish day love seeing
33:29everybody love talking to the girls and the guys but it was a day where some of my insecurities came
33:35back out I have been so sure of myself and so I'm trying not to let it get to me
33:41but I don't know sucks
33:49I'll say it's all by your bridesmaids
33:52welcome to the office hi how are you good how are you I'm doing good I'm doing great
33:59great great better than good better than good since there's no sun I will take this off
34:05how are you and brie doing we're good how are you and mikey doing we're doing really good he's
34:10clean he's clean he's like yeah he just has his shit together I am cluttery and he doesn't like that
34:17okay yeah how about you guys she's a neat freak yeah are you a neat freak not really yeah but
34:25like
34:25when we get back to the real world when I do just leave clothes again because when I shower just
34:30take
34:30off clothes put in the corner of the bathroom yeah I'll deal with it later yeah because I'm like it
34:34takes like 10 seconds yeah and I know she's gonna go like bonkers I know I think that's like what
34:38Mike's gonna do if you ever need anybody especially about Mike here if he's pissing you off just let me
34:43know shout it from the rooftops yeah I appreciate that thank you thank you what are you guys doing
35:07boys come over here let's integrate it's that time at the middle school dance let's play let's
35:13play never have I ever okay no I like this five fingers never ever ever yeah all right Jordan you
35:21start never ever ever had a threesome wait not everybody looking at me if you had one if you had
35:30one if you had one put your finger down Chris is like uh you gotta be honest baby
35:46damn never have I ever had sex on a balcony
35:55are you considering aren't you balcony I mean yeah
36:01ever have I ever had a hickey what look at me my man is more pure than me my innocent
36:10baby maybe he's
36:11looking for his first I can give you a first one I don't want to hit you I need another
36:20drink
36:22not 100% confident that our emotional is going to translate to the physical if I'm being honest
36:27because so far it hasn't I straight up told him we can have sex that's fine if that's what you
36:34need
36:34to like feel connected to like break down whatever wall is between us right now we can have sex
36:48I've just felt so lonely your man loves you girl that's what a lot of people keep saying but I'm
36:53like I wish that he would fucking show me day one we were like making out hardcore and like he
37:02was
37:02being super respectful like can I touch you and I'm like you can touch my body please do yeah everybody
37:08else is having sex that's why I literally said to him today I'm like we can have sex yeah
37:21if I'm going to marry you yes commit my life to you if we just need to have sex let's
37:27just do it
37:28come like are you not making out with me because you don't want to get like too aroused or like
37:34what
37:35what is it because I'm like these whole like little like grandma and grandpa like pecs like I'm not going
37:41to keep like putting myself out there and feeling like a slight like rejection of like you just give
37:48me like these little pecs like you don't want to like touch me and then like he was the one
37:53that
37:53actually like gave me a kiss goodnight I'm like okay so it's in there but it's like I'm tired of
37:59feeling like I have to like engage everything but I'm like I need more yes he doesn't say I love
38:07you
38:07to tell me unless I say it to him tell him that I guarantee you he doesn't even realize yeah
38:14I like
38:15kind of uncomfortable conversation now is way better than a shitstorm later
38:29what's up G I wouldn't really put Britney ahead of anyone else that we've had conversations with in
38:35the sense of we're all going through this process together but at the same time I think there's a
38:40physical element that goes on to to marriage think if it's the rest of your life you want somebody
38:44that you're physically attracted to how are you good to see you what's going on I think Britney is
38:49someone I would date before you know coming to the pause without a doubt I mean that she has the
38:52physical attributes that I find attractive tan skin dark eyes dark features and obviously very fit
38:57bodies so yeah so how are things for you great great I'm excited with where ash and I are at
39:03at
39:03the moment I will admit ashes is a different type of person that I would have gone after before she
39:09was
39:10the one day right yeah I do like darker features I like certain things in my woman and I'm still
39:16trying
39:16to figure out engage whether the physical matches the emotional I think it's important that you have a
39:21physical connection and I'm still exploring that at the moment have you expressed that to her at all
39:27like she's not your typical type briefly but I think it needs to be kind of reset and and spoken
39:33about a
39:33little bit more it's a tough conversation right like it's like one of those like how do you say to
39:38someone that you're emotionally connected with like hey like you're not my usual type yeah I'm
39:43comfortable saying okay it's not it and I don't have a problem with it I will break your heart to
39:48your face I'm not foreshadowing here but it's one of those like if we're not there I'll be very
39:53comfortable saying that and I hope you're in the same spot but I'd love to hear I struggled with
39:59that I haven't even mentioned at all sure that he's like not my usual type what's your usual type
40:06my usual type is like tall athletic I was like yeah yeah like that's not what I normally go for
40:14there's a physical aspect to this entire process and it does need to kind of meet that level and if
40:19it doesn't like you would end up settling yeah and I let me rephrase that because I love the dude
40:24upstairs like he's my personal it's more it's a very prevalent part of this process and you have to
40:33give space for that and I think both Ashley and Devante would also kind of understand that because
40:38they're probably playing the same level of game I know that I love this person I've always said like
40:44love is blind to an extent but it's not fully blind all the time no this is where the real
40:50test of does
40:52the emotional trump the physical right the conversation between me and Alex is surprising
41:01because you know he has a little ruthlessness in him so that makes me a little nervous for Ashley
41:10I don't want to ruin something that could be great because I think there's somebody that's fantastic there
41:15for you thank you for saying that
41:39any interesting conversations you have any flirty girls any girls flirting with you I don't think so
41:45I mean I I really focus most the conversations on on like my guys to be like hey how are
41:51we doing
41:51like in that way um so I don't really think it was really flirty like in in reality it was
41:56more like
41:57for example Jess like I'm talking about how great Chris is and how he lights up and yeah I mean
42:03kind of
42:03harping on that and then with Amber it's you have one of the funniest people alive and most genuine
42:08people that I know um and I mean most of them just are like yes I completely agree like this
42:12is my person
42:13same thing with Emma but I don't really think it was flirty yeah who else Devante and Britt it sounds
42:18like they might have some work to do um but that's not really my place to say um flirty conversations
42:23I
42:23don't think so I mean I'm very open and easy to talk to so maybe that comes off that way
42:28but I don't
42:28think it did Devante's my dude like I'm supporting them in their relationship and and trying to kind of
42:34I guess push them in that direction so I don't really think it was flirty on my end
42:38but happy to run it back with you if you want yeah play it back no run the tape I'm
42:44confident
42:44in it so I don't know cool yeah yeah what else you haven't lived with a girl right uh I've
42:53never
42:53signed a lease with a girl but I've lived with a girl and a dog for a couple months and
42:57it's been
42:57easy yeah I'm not not super pumped about going back to Cleveland obviously or Columbus but no um
43:03the way we've been talking is it doesn't seem like we're going to be there for very long
43:07we'll get through that time period and then move on to what's next and kind of be happy with it
43:11but
43:11again I'm used to a new city every couple months and that's that's home for me I've been in the
43:16unknown for a long time so like I don't feel as though there's anything to be nervous about you're
43:21nervous for nothing but like do you feel anything for the future no I mean I'm excited for the future
43:26but like nervous I think it's like a weird word yeah I just get like it's the unknown yeah it's
43:32not
43:32that I'm like so scared or like petrified but I'm like oh there is like it there's changes involved
43:37without a doubt I mean it's not gonna be the same but at the same time like I don't think
43:42there's
43:42anything to be nervous about I guess for me like when we do get back I'll just kind of need
43:47your
43:47like support I guess you're very comfortable in the unknown and I'm this is new for me I think it's
43:52normal to feel that way if you haven't been in in this type of lifestyle but at the same time
43:57yeah it's something that I've been through so I feel comfortable with it and happy to like
44:00be that rock if you need that as things come up because we don't really know what's going to
44:04come up there are things in life that you can't plan for we talked about this before
44:08give the pause and thank you I mean look I've been through meeting my father and then traveling the
44:14world randomly and then losing a soccer career at the last second so like this is just par for the
44:19course for me yeah I guess I just want to make sure like you feel something like I don't want
44:23you
44:23to be like completely numb to like what our future is and no whatever you need on my end I'm
44:27happy to
44:28provide it's just you gotta let me know I know I think my biggest thing was just like I didn't
44:31want you to just be like completely numb like I was like do you even have feelings for me at
44:36this
44:36point it's like there aren't problems yeah there we'll solve them when they show up we don't have
44:58I'm really grateful for going into today and seeing everybody because I needed the part two
45:07yeah and I could even do a part three to be honest
45:15and it's not because I'm like romantically interested in somebody but it's like
45:21there's a lot to unpack obviously we had different kind of days there wasn't any like
45:29unresolved feelings at least for me once I cut something off in the pods that was it for me
45:35yeah I don't know if you need to like figure it out or whatnot but it's just I guess it's
45:38a little
45:39weird for me just to see you like stumble over like a connection that you had cut off didn't love
45:47it
45:50I'm not gonna fall out of love or anything but I think just at the same time it was just
45:54like
45:54uncertain didn't love hearing it yeah usually I wouldn't say these things I'd probably just like
46:00keep them internalized and then either blow up in a day or two or like resent you for them
46:07when I didn't tell you what I was feeling right maybe a path where I've just been like
46:12oof I'm not getting the validation that I need yeah but it's turned into
46:18like it's not about how she feels about you it's like this is what she needs at this moment
46:24this is about like her yeah
46:34that's a partnership like that's a relationship like that's what we are looking for as
46:40people progressing forward in life for a forever partner yeah and like seeing chris it actually was
46:49kind of like I don't know like I appreciated him but like he's also so happy yeah so like I
46:55really
46:55didn't like have much to talk about it was kind of a little fluffy which is kind of interesting
47:00because he was my number two connection but like seeing him adjust just makes sense for me so it was
47:06like what more do we have to debrief it's hard because I have to compare the experiences but I
47:13believed in you more than I believed in those I believed in you and just need patience with me
47:23like it's gonna be a lot and I appreciate your patience yeah I'm like I'm grateful for you
47:33a lot
47:51how's the party for you
47:57and I just feel like we have not been living like connecting with each other
48:04like when you walk by me it's like you just walk by me you don't like interact or like grab
48:10me or
48:11like touch my back or give me like a kiss or anything like that it's just like do you even
48:14like find me attractive because you don't ever tell me and do you even want to be here with me
48:19I literally don't feel like we're even engaged like I feel like we're just hanging out every
48:25time we've been together we've been like having fun talking like I'm always willing to sit down and
48:31have like a conversation with you like the fact that I don't wake up in the bed next to you
48:35like
48:35sorry I get up early and I don't want to lay in the bed all morning I want to be
48:39out here watching
48:39the sunrise reading my book I fall asleep out here like that's not me isolating from you like but you
48:45take that as such like a personal thing where it's like what do you want me to do you could
48:50be
48:50in there talking to me asking me questions like doing things I guess I didn't want to be cooped up
48:55inside the whole time you have that such idea like I have to be hugging you at all times of
49:00the day or
49:01being there it's like that doesn't I don't think that that doesn't mean I don't care about you I
49:06don't think that but I'm saying what you just said like no I'm saying we should be in a honeymoon
49:10face
49:12okay if we're not it's not the honeymoon we still have like to live together like figure out life and
49:18like it doesn't mean I have to walk by you and always hug you and kiss you like every single
49:23second
49:24I'm not saying that but I'm saying don't walk by me and not acknowledge like I'd never have not
49:28walked by you not have multiple times I have like I wouldn't be saying that I feel like we aren't
49:33connecting if you weren't doing that I get that but if I have nothing to say I can't always spark
49:38up a
49:39conversation 20 hours of the day like I told you that yesterday when we talked about that there's
49:45just a lot going on in my head right now all this stuff with my family adjusting back to life
49:50like
49:50there's a lot that like to take in and like I'm walking back like with someone not in my family
49:56anymore like that's a lot to take in so sorry like that you feel this way but you know there's
50:02other
50:02things on my mind too I'm not saying your feelings aren't valid but I don't know moments like this
50:12like this show what you made I don't think you're ignoring me but I'm saying that I feel actually in
50:22pure shock we should want to be in each other's face if we're talking about getting married
50:57I know what it's like to feel loved now you're bringing out the best of me I'll never ever felt
51:04confident about anything in my life we can have fun together but I can like tell you
51:07anything and everything you're my best friend he's still celebrating Christmas yep a little bit
51:13there is a keg outside I feel like I'm visiting my children at college your project oh my god when
51:19am I gonna have a grandbaby so any direct fear with me having a white woman as the mother of
51:24your
51:24children um if we have a kid yeah and you resent your child you resent me I could never live
51:31with
51:31that yeah you're flashing you're very polished convince me that you're real I am absolutely in
51:39love with your daughter that's not it no no I've never been in a position of being that involved with
51:45the kid's life before it gets scary I am could you put you like to talk let me fuck off
51:50okay I'm good
51:55yeah you look amazing thank you I by no means do I expect you to like text me all day
52:02long I don't
52:03text anybody Chris Fusco let's see it you want me to answer no is this really the person I'm supposed
52:11to be
52:12with forever and always I don't know listen to me I like Connor but he's too submissive of a guy
52:19to be with you get out see yourself doing yes I'm making the biggest decision of my life now is
52:33the
52:33time to decide if love is blind I was thinking about what it would be like if I was with
52:40the number two
52:41person I had holy shit so many ways so many and I can't count but the reason is that I'm
52:54still alone
52:55without
52:56not
52:56become
52:58in
53:00no
53:03no
53:06no
53:07no
53:09no
53:10Oh, no, no, no, no.
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