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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 04: Stage Five Clinger
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00:14I
00:15Think we just need to say what we want to do
00:26Do you need time to think about it?
00:33I
00:33This morning and in the first date I had I just got like a gut punch just felt
00:40Like a little bit more
00:42Like a different feeling
00:48I think that's a sign I
00:53Think so too
00:56I'm so sorry, don't be sorry. Don't be sorry
01:00All I want is someone who gets me
01:03Until then, I'm not settling
01:06Bye, Connor
01:07I've been all through the mud
01:10I've got a wild side
01:13All I want is someone who understands
01:17My heart, the dark places I've been
01:21Right now, I'd rather be lonely
01:24I'm holding out for someone who gets me
01:30Someone who gets me
01:31Emma
01:32What happened? We broke up
01:34Someone who gets me
01:35Are you okay?
01:36Who was this?
01:37Your number two?
01:38No, it's my number one
01:39I get it
01:43It's my number one
01:44It's not easy
01:45No
01:48No
01:51No
01:51No
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01:54No
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01:55No
01:55No
01:56No
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01:56No
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01:57No
02:04he was like i have just a feeling and i was like you gotta follow that feeling yeah
02:12you're not gonna change your mind
02:25so checking in how are we emotionally when it comes to your grandpa it's a lot but having that
02:32family support it's kept me at peace okay good so how are you feeling good i got a little workout
02:38in
02:39which i mean honestly is kind of the nice part of pod dating because i don't exactly smell like
02:46roses over here but you don't know that it's fun to envision you i think you're probably going to
02:53be wrong about me uh time will tell i have a guest for you but obviously like having the name
03:00davante
03:02i could be french i could be italian you could be davante
03:07shut up you're definitely not french not with that accent hey you'll never know
03:14so with your dad i know you said he wasn't like present in your life
03:19how old were you when he like stopped being a big part of your life around like three or four
03:25how old
03:25were you when he passed i was 18 and he was 42 jeez there was one time after one of
03:35my high school
03:35football games i was like going off the field and like you know how like people friday nights are
03:39all like waiting by the fence and i remember like someone by themselves and they're like hey good game
03:44and like i just like you know kept walking and then my mom was like hey did you talk to
03:49anyone and i was
03:50like what are you talking about and i didn't know but it was like my father
03:54oh wow i just didn't have any idea and just never heard or saw from him again i did get
04:01like a chance
04:01to like meet him like once but at that time you're an 18 year old kid you don't really know
04:06what to
04:06even say like i always questioned i was like how could you have a child and you don't want to
04:11be in
04:11their life i was like if my father like didn't even want me like
04:14hmm sorry with my therapist like all the things that i wrote down like who i want to be
04:22on that paper the very top the most important to me was to be a husband and then to be
04:27a father
04:28yeah i want to be my kids everything that's what i want yeah my mom's my best friend i do
04:34her lashes
04:35her nails i hope that i'm half of the mom that she is when i do become a mom i
04:41definitely think
04:42having this emotional connection makes the physical 10 times better and i think that's kind of why i'm
04:47in this season of celibacy because it feels different yeah we've got these little phrases over
04:53here like you're feeling like some feels for somebody like oh i got the tingly winglies like
04:58it's like when you're feeling it in your heart and then the other one it's basically when you're
05:04feeling it down below that's the one that you need to run from which one do i give you the
05:09tingly wingly yeah you can be the tingly wingly oh you have me smiling ear to ear yeah you got
05:19the
05:19tingly wingly i have the tingly wingly i have the tingly wingly
05:29after meeting you my whole like perspective is like changed on a lot of things and it's an
05:34amazing feeling to your core jess how compassionate you are how kind you are i wouldn't want to spend
05:41the rest of my life with anyone else ever i love the way that you talk to me this is
05:46the greatest gift i have ever been given i'm in love with you yeah and like that's the truth and
05:54oh my gosh jess lee
06:02will you spend the rest of your life with me and marry me
06:15i will i love you so much i have my hands on the wall oh my god
06:23i think i felt that i love you i love you
06:52i just don't know what to do i don't want to
06:58go to my second just because my first doesn't like me but i also owe it to myself to try
07:03and continue this experiment re-evaluate after the date yeah going into today i really thought
07:09i was on the same page with connor i thought i knew things and i don't i'm getting in my
07:18mind a
07:18little but i came here to find love so i do think it would be regretful of me to not
07:24try
07:31hello hi talk about waiting all day to see or speak to you you were waiting all day for me
07:38i was i mean it's been absolute chaos out there there's like six guys here that have number ones
07:47i was hoping it was going to be you but i didn't know if it was i was super nervous
07:52so i'm so sorry i feel so bad but yeah um today me and my second ended it
08:03do you want to hear this you don't have to tell me if you don't want to
08:07i think it's important for our journey it wasn't mutual oh shit okay um well it was him ending it
08:18with you then mm-hmm yeah okay yeah so he had another connection yep jesus christ no mike
08:26i don't want that to negate what we have i just think i the past couple days like i was
08:31juggling
08:31so many people yeah so i do i do really like you and it's just in my mind i just
08:39need to get that
08:40shit out of my mind yeah and you were so incredibly kind and caring and listening like it has meant
08:49a
08:50lot to me so listen i i know you know i know we got a little deep and i know
08:55it was very emotional
08:55and it gave me like a little bit more clarity obviously and like i said i i waited all day
09:01for
09:01this you've been my number one for since since the beginning
09:08and yeah i can't wait i have a question actually to ask you like tonight you're getting on one day
09:13already it involves like what your ring looks like seriously swear to god damn think about that
09:22and we will chat tonight i will not dish you don't ditch me i will be there i will be
09:26there or i will be square
09:37falling in love with him every single day so exciting what's his last name speeze speeze it's kind of
09:44funny though i do have some things to say okay let's hear them wait you really want to hear it
09:54i do
09:55okay connor yes from the moment i met you i knew i met my perfect match
10:01you take away all my self-doubts of never being enough or being too much and embrace me for all
10:08that i am even though i cut you off every other sentence
10:13thinking about our future together i know that the best is yet to come
10:18you've been my slow burn from the start but falling in love with you more and more each day
10:23is my favorite part i believe it's fate that brought us together and know that it will be
10:28unconditional love that will keep us bonded for a lifetime i can't wait to start this next chapter
10:34with you you're the man i've been praying to find and i'm so excited to be your ride or die
10:39and forever stage five clinger oh my god are you ready for this ranna i am so ready for this
10:47i can't believe we found each other i am so happy that we did i really do think you're my
10:53person
10:53like it's crazy i did not see this coming and that's why i think it's one last coincidence for us
11:02that this just happened you are everything i could ever ask for you support me you laugh at all the
11:12dumbest jokes i tell thank you for helping me open up thank you for challenging me thank you for
11:21being open thank you for feeling like you can share anything with me you make me feel secure
11:27thank you for accepting me for me thank you for being authentic honest and genuine but most of all
11:35thank you for being you i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you i love you
11:42brianna
11:43marie mcneese
11:47will you marry me
11:54absolutely let's go
11:59oh my gosh we are engaged holy shit i love you i love you too let's go
12:12come on boys come on
12:15oh my god
12:39i literally would walk into the dates with vick and be like kevin that's so freaking funny
12:45wait has he told you that no but i knew it wasn't him they have very different voices yeah you're
12:50gonna be perfect i you are perfect i am excited to see y'all's journey i was literally telling
12:55dynasty i was like i don't know who else could be i said but i would not be mad if
12:58it's christine
12:59from day one you've been authentic with what you have in common which is your freaking faith
13:04like the type of personalities that y'all are the way that you would blend in with his family
13:08his background story
13:09i know dynasty struggled with like my story isn't that and i don't know how i could relate to someone
13:15that came from that which i got that just didn't make sense for me with him and i know like
13:20may look
13:21different maybe a different color but your story and his story are similar just different version
13:26different version and it sounded to me like he needed someone to connect with on that level
13:31so i think your love story is beautiful you're in la la land i am in la la land i'm
13:37the president
13:37of la la land right now i'm the mayor you're the mayor of la la land
13:45seeing the girls thriving and happy and fall in love with someone makes me feel worthy like why
13:51wouldn't this work for me i don't know i feel like i deserve to have a husband i deserve to
13:58have a
13:58husband on the other side of that wall kevin better be for me um that is my expectation
14:09but kevin has to make a decision every time i'm like now looking at the door and tyler together
14:15it's just when she goes what did you say not rewind but you're like redo and like walked out i
14:21was
14:21like very embarrassing no nothing's embarrassing here i don't think i'm necessarily worried
14:28worried about kevin dating other folks i think that's what we're supposed to be doing
14:33it's my intention to ignore the noise and focus on what's going on here
14:49wow it's a watch i talked to you a little bit about honoring my dad and i've been wearing my
14:57watch
14:57every day it it looks great it reminds me of my father but i feel like it's perfect for you
15:05too
15:05because i feel like sometimes you're in your head and i want this watch to represent
15:11understanding that it is okay if it takes a few more ticks to understand where you're at with
15:19things just know that everything is what it should be that's beautiful
15:30kia you deserve honesty i'm kevin from columbus i'm literally
15:40putting everything by my bootstraps to pay for my stuff my mother's stuff drive a little beat up
15:48chevy cruz i love it i don't have no crazy crib or anything i just have like a little one
15:56bedroom
15:56apartment i don't have everything figured out i came out here to take a chance and find someone that
16:03special you are a phenomenal amazing person
16:12and i do think you deserve the world yes i do i know that
16:24but to be clear i don't want a man that has it all it doesn't matter what matters is someone
16:30who is
16:30kind who is thoughtful it doesn't matter you're right but at the same time you are so awesome kevin
16:43i hope you feel like that
16:47i appreciate you kia for really taking the time to learn about me and getting to know me
16:54you are phenomenal kevin thank you yeah damn in this experience the one thing i really have learned is
17:07what it means to love for you to share that with me it means the world to me you kia
17:16you have
17:17really opened my eyes i feel good i want a better word than good like i feel thankful thankful for
17:30this experiment
17:31and i don't know like i feel like we unlocked a like this is crazy right do you want to
17:38open up um the gift
17:41oh my god are you kidding me it's so funny because of what you do you know yeah for basketball
17:50and i want to be the lebron james of fathers this is really cool this is a very sweet gift
17:58are you
17:58kidding me oh my god oh i'm so excited how do you feel right now
18:07uh i feel
18:12just heavy a little uneasy but really today i think i really just realized that i probably should
18:25let kia win okay let everybody win let what let let let kia win
18:35let everybody win let i don't know like it's this is so crazy to me i don't know if i'm
18:43worth
18:45the love of both people that i'm talking with now yeah it's time to start doing the mature
18:57decisions you know we have feelings for each other right yes i'd care kia i do you know care about
19:04you
19:04you really took it to a whole nother level thank you but i also know that i have to make
19:12sure i'm
19:13making the best decision for everybody
19:27i want the best for kia i want the best for kia and i don't want
19:50let's go process i'm gonna go see if they'll let me play basketball with my new shiny blue basketball
20:01i deserve somebody who's willing to take all the risks
20:04for me you have an instinct today right now the power is like all in his hands yeah i don't
20:10like
20:10that at all yeah hi guys hi hi it was good good is that a gift it is a gift
20:22well you guys know how
20:24well i don't know if you guys know this about me but i used to work for the calves in
20:27sales and
20:27marketing long story short i'm a basketball girly and ironically enough i got a basketball
20:35so like what are the odds very sweet gift it's now and never
20:48i'm just gonna say it because i just can't with this whole secret of
20:51shit like it's me and kia like sitting in this room every day and that's my girl
20:56we're just sitting ducks i know it sounds silly but it's like i just want to be somebody's like
21:02undeniable choice i just want for once like a man to be like that they choose tyler i know
21:12but you and kia have been phenomenal i don't want to let anybody down
21:27shit's hard bro it's the hardest decisions i've ever had to make in my life i don't know what your
21:34journey is wakia but what i would need like today is for you to only be dating me i need
21:46you to make a decision
21:52i'm just going to speak from the heart when i hear your name like my my face it lights up
21:57i love that
21:58love that passion that you've had you've been just so steady rock fighting for it getting to it it's like
22:10wow
22:13that's true love right there that's
22:17true love so what you're gonna do kevin
22:28i am choosing
22:32fucking tyler kevin look at you making a decision
22:39this feels so good wow are we like official
22:45you are currently my girl
22:47i got a boyfriend oh yes ma'am
22:56i got a boyfriend yes ma'am oh i haven't had a boyfriend in so long
23:02okay so we're official now love that for us love that now that i'm your girlfriend
23:08do you remember my middle name
23:14because i don't remember yours at all facts facts i don't i don't it's marie oh i did
23:22oh my gosh in all seriousness i have loved every um interaction the moment when we had to share
23:32the highs and the lows yeah i can't shy away from how that makes me feel what's the feeling like
23:41it feels like i'm floating
23:50it feels like cloud nine
23:52it's a wild feeling it's a great adventure i think i'm falling in love
23:57oh i love that yeah
24:02oh man this is what a
24:05fucking day what a day oh oh my god okay i kind of gotta pee
24:16want to take a quick yeah 10 minutes yeah okay i'll see you soon
24:27hi sweet girl hi i gotta pee i have to go patty do you need anything do you want an
24:34old
24:34fashion yes you want a snack yeah maybe some cheese and salsa is kia is kia in here what is
24:42kia in here no
24:45i have a boyfriend hi shut the up what happened she has a boyfriend
24:52because i think yeah he's in a good headspace about it
24:58i don't know what's happening
25:02so are you gonna wait till he can talk to her tomorrow or are you gonna say anything i'm not
25:06saying anything okay i wonder if he can ask to talk to her tonight or if i'll just wait till
25:10tomorrow i think i might ask him yeah you don't want to sleep on that shit you can decide
25:17it's about you you're good have fun good luck sweet friend thank you i love y'all no that is
25:26hard
25:29i wonder if we should take a shot now or wait for kia
25:35welcome back thank you it was just emma and christine in there and i was like i'm just going
25:40on a quick bathroom break and like how do you feel i was like i feel really good and they
25:44looked at
25:44me really confused because they were like okay i think kia also feels really good yeah that just
25:50feels like to me i'm sorry like she could be laying out her engagement outfit where she's gonna get
25:56engaged in like that's just kind of up kevin like if it was me i would want you to tell
26:01me
26:07i have been having strong connections with her it was hard choosing between you know you two and why
26:19why was that again i didn't want someone who i had these feelings for to just
26:29to leave you know at the end of the day tyler i felt very deeply about you but me and
26:41kia
26:41were able to bond is there any parts of you that feel like you have like feelings of love for
26:48her
26:52love is a very strong word but i will say you know definitely you know bonded exchange gifts
27:01it's relating to a lot of a lot of stuff how are you going to tell me that you literally
27:08asked
27:08me to be your girlfriend yes i want you to be my girlfriend but having two amazing
27:18people this isn't a game you know this is our lives like this isn't
27:26fucking oh my god
27:35i want you though
27:37you know
27:46i want you i do want that oh my god
28:02okay
28:08oh my god oh my god oh i just oh i feel so fucking dumb not not dumb oh my
28:16god
28:18my jaw is like on the floor
28:22how do you ask somebody to be their girlfriend how do you talk about engagements and weddings and marriage
28:30and life if you don't feel ready to be married if you don't feel ready to be engaged i feel
28:33i feel
28:34ready oh my god i feel crazy
28:38don't feel crazy tyler but baby tomorrow you supposed to be getting down on one knee i know i know
28:46but i i wanted to talk through us though let me just be very clear i'm not spending the night
28:53in
28:53hotel with it with the feeling that i have right now i'm not coming back tomorrow this is crazy
28:59this is banana this is nuts like if i think about how my husband would make me feel it's how
29:06i felt
29:07two hours ago not how i feel right now which is crazy if you're my husband you got to spend
29:11the rest
29:11of your life making it up to me but if you're not my husband then leave me alone i'm gonna
29:15go
29:17tell her don't go
29:20you are an amazing woman you are that person that i want to be with prove it okay let me
29:32figure out how
29:33to do something that um because i'm not coming back here tomorrow without clarity
29:42and i don't know how to tell you to do that okay so you got to figure that out
29:47i'll figure it out all right good night good night
29:53might be having one of the craziest days ever
30:00girl unless that man can send a secret carrier to my motherfucking hotel room i thought i might get
30:04back on another bus i just went on the most roller coaster of my shit too bro this
30:10is crazy bro i gotta figure some out man if y'all already see the last five hours i've been
30:18through i just feel like i gotta jump by like sumo wrestlers
30:24oh jesus like i just got my ass looked
30:30it was i was great and went from great to okay
30:39it's been but i thought we were said that we're we were ready to move forward and
30:49be together and you know perform but then she did make me think about with nia
30:57i just don't i just don't like how that ended up i don't know god you want to leave a
31:01break help
31:02man i went from exuberant to just what the bro it's gonna work out it's gonna work out appreciate it
31:17man
31:29hello good morning my love how are you i'm good how did you sleep amazing that's good i do not
31:39i was up a lot daydreaming what were you daydreaming about our life together i am grateful for you
31:49thank you for bringing me so much peace and comfort and security even with not even physically being
31:56with you i just feel so safe um i feel loved i feel seen and i pray for a lifetime
32:04of laughs love
32:06love and um lots of babies you have me at a loss for words i met my best friend and
32:14i'm excited to
32:15do life with you britney elena wicker i love you
32:25will you marry me
32:31i can't wait to be your wife we're getting married be ready no more waiting for you right
32:43let's go celebrate uh let's go celebrate okay bye bye
33:01oh my god
33:24it's beyond comprehension how lucky and grateful i feel in this moment i'm ready to commit to chris
33:32forever because of who he is i love that man so much it is wild
33:44choosing jessica to be the person i want to spend my life with it's almost like a premonition of fate
33:51when the stars align like almost perfectly my life that i've lived up to this point and maybe her life
33:58she's lived up to this point it's just like literally meant to be
34:04i'm dying to see chris because i want to touch him and i want to be in his presence but
34:10not because i
34:10i want to see what he looks like like i don't care the anticipation is unbelievable
34:19she's willing to go above and beyond for love
34:23and i don't think that's ever been reciprocated back to me i mean the lover yeah
34:43i don't think that's ever going to be asking for her to be a girl
34:52but i think that's better
34:54oh my gosh
34:55oh my gosh
34:55oh my gosh
34:55questions. Wow. I feel like I have to do this in person right now. Let me try to figure
35:11this out real quick, okay? Oh my gosh. Alright. Leave Amy. Why are you thinking? You like it? You like
35:36it?
35:42I feel like I'm so nervous right now. You're okay. You're okay. You're okay. I love you. I love you.
35:48Oh my gosh. You look amazing. You look amazing. Thank you. Thank you. This is me. Wow. Seeing Jessica, I'm
36:02like, I know you so well. And like to see her physically, it was like, oh my God, man. She's
36:09perfect. It was the best moment.
36:11Of my entire life.
36:14I'm so happy. I'm so happy. Oh God, I love you. I love you. Oh my God. I could have
36:22never found you. Never. Wow. You're literally stunning. Stunning. Literally.
36:30I'm also so short. Like when you were talking about my six inch heels, I was like, yeah. I was
36:36literally, I wasn't going to say anything to you. I was like, how do I sway? Because I'm not, I'm
36:39not six foot three, obviously.
36:40So I was like, six inch heels. I was like, she's six foot with heels. I was like, I'm going
36:45to be like, yo, this guy.
36:46Literally only five feet tall.
36:51You're perfect. Stop. No, you are.
36:54I was like, man, I wonder if she's like the way I look.
36:56Are you kidding me?
36:59Can we just stay here?
37:00I know.
37:02Oh my God.
37:03This is like,
37:07I want to look at you.
37:09Yeah, look at me.
37:10I really do.
37:12The connection we made.
37:13I love you so much.
37:14And like just seeing you,
37:16it just like,
37:17it literally makes it like a thousand times better.
37:21I will remember this forever.
37:27God, you're so cute.
37:31Stop.
37:32You stop.
37:34Everything's exactly how it's supposed to be.
37:36Literally one of the best moments of my entire life.
37:38A hundred percent.
37:38Actually, no question.
37:39It's not one of, it literally is.
37:40Same.
37:51I absolutely did not care
37:54what package he came in.
37:56Like, he's gorgeous.
37:57Oh God.
37:59I'm really glad I have some champagne.
38:04We have our whole lives ahead of us.
38:07We're the luckiest people ever.
38:09You're such a nice person.
38:11I haven't had this love before.
38:14After my divorce,
38:15I literally couldn't even have dreamed it.
38:17He just makes me feel so safe.
38:20Like, I just know
38:21he's never going to let me down.
38:23I just know it.
38:24I love you.
38:26Oh gosh.
38:28I love Jessica.
38:29I couldn't imagine being with anybody else.
38:32Like ever.
38:35Oh.
38:51I'm getting more of this.
38:54You're every song.
38:58And I sing along.
39:02Cause you're my everything.
39:10So you felt like you're one last night after the, everything went a lot better.
39:17I was so confused and I feel in search of people, but I feel so comforted, feel so stable, so
39:23secure.
39:24And, like, I feel, like, loved.
39:27Like, I can, like, feel that.
39:28Like, he really, really, really cares for me.
39:31That's the one.
39:33And that was never the one that I thought I was going to go for.
39:36That was, that was him.
39:37Like, that was the one who's standing here today.
39:41I woke up at peace for the first time in a long time.
39:44I got butterflies, you know.
39:46Do you want to open first?
39:47Sure.
39:48All right.
39:48I'm opening right now.
39:49Okay.
39:51They are letters.
39:53Okay.
39:54So my mom is an amazing writer.
39:58Every year she writes a Christmas letter summarizing our life in a nutshell and excerpts of each of us.
40:05Oh my gosh, I'm already getting cleared up.
40:06I was hoping that someone was going to get to know me so well.
40:10I found that in you.
40:13So I'm really excited for you to be able to read these letters and learn more about my family through
40:21my mom's words.
40:23I'm going to read the first one.
40:25What year is that?
40:262002.
40:27I didn't have a personality then, so it's not as funny.
40:30A personality.
40:31I think you had a personality.
40:33The season's greetings.
40:35After writing the past three Christmas letters from three different homes, living in the same house for over a year,
40:40we had a good year.
40:42Took a few family vacations, the biggest being four days at Disney World.
40:46It was Emma's first time there, so it was very exciting for everyone.
40:50Cora, 10, continues to study violin and also participates on the math team and went on to the state level.
40:57Hannah, 8, is in third grade, still loves animals and the outdoors.
41:01On her walk home from school one day, our mighty little naturist managed to capture two little turtles.
41:07So the two turtles join our two guinea pigs, two fish and two dogs.
41:11Oh my God, the ark is full, she goes.
41:13Your mom's got a sense of humor.
41:15We had every single pet under the sun.
41:17Hamsters, rats.
41:18Rats?
41:19Yeah, my sister had rats.
41:21Jesus.
41:22We had lizards, we had ducks, we had a rabbit.
41:25You had a whole farm.
41:27Yeah, we like have housed many things.
41:31All right, um, Emma, here we go, is five and a half.
41:36Don't make the mistake of leaving off the and a half.
41:41Most of you know she underwent six operations to remove a big black birthmark that covered her left arm,
41:47and we are all grateful to that behind us.
41:50Emma developed an enormous medical vocabulary over the last several months
41:55and can probably name more types of bandages than the average intern.
41:59I wanted to be a doctor when I grew up because of that.
42:02Oh, wow.
42:03That's amazing.
42:05Now she delights in playing hospital with the leftover supplies.
42:10Yeah.
42:10Yeah, there you go, checks out.
42:12She wrapped the neighbor's boy's leg in bandages and then told him to come back on Tuesday for a dressing
42:17change.
42:21We wish all of you a wonderful holiday season
42:23and wish all the best for the upcoming year.
42:26Love, Jeff, Steph, Cora, Hannah, and Emma.
42:29Aw.
42:30You can really feel the love and how proud she is of you to be.
42:35I knew my parents loved me.
42:37Yeah.
42:37But I didn't know, like, it could be that much, like, looking back at these.
42:42My mom, I told you, we were very big into sports.
42:45Yeah, yeah.
42:46So she did, like, she's doing, like, a scrapbook for me.
42:48Yeah, aw.
42:49For, like, my high school career and stuff.
42:51That's so special.
42:51She went to every single one of my games and she filmed it.
42:55Oh, my gosh.
42:56Even my younger ones.
42:58Wow.
42:58It's amazing how mothers can show love in so many different ways.
43:02I couldn't agree more.
43:03All right.
43:04You want to open up mine?
43:05Oh, yeah.
43:06Oh, my gosh.
43:10This is so cute.
43:12A little scrapbook.
43:14Stop it.
43:15So do you like scrapbooking?
43:17I do like scrapbooking, so I decorated the front.
43:21Mike, you did this?
43:23Yeah.
43:24I'm excited to have the both of us take pictures and fill that out together.
43:29And it's our story.
43:31Wait, so are we boyfriend and girlfriend?
43:34Yes.
43:34I think we have so many similarities to you don't judge.
43:38You're very empathetic towards me.
43:40I am very, very excited for committing to you and wanting you to be my wife.
43:47Yeah.
43:48The only thing would be the kids thing.
43:52Yeah.
43:52You're kind of afraid because you don't know your genes.
43:56What if we got gene testing done and it was fine?
43:59Because, I mean, listening to you talk and, like, even when I was reading these letters,
44:05you're such a family person.
44:06I know.
44:07You could be a great mother and just think of having a little you.
44:12That you can literally do what your mom did for you.
44:17I think that you would absolutely kill it.
44:20I could see a family with you.
44:27The idea is still so new to me.
44:29I'm also nervous that I'm, like, some days I am very selfish and I'm, like, no, I don't
44:37need to take care of anyone but me.
44:38And, like, that's kind of how I've been rocking and rolling for 27 years.
44:42I've been selfish, too.
44:44Yeah.
44:45You can be selfish for a little bit.
44:46Yeah.
44:47And I'll take the brunt of the work.
44:49Yeah.
44:49You know?
44:50And then vice versa.
44:51Like, if I'm having a tough day, you know, you might take the brunt of the work.
44:55My parents gave us so much.
44:58I'm just afraid, like, I can't, like, offer that to my kids.
45:03I've been in money situations where I'm, like, oh, shit, like.
45:07Yeah, me too.
45:07I've maxed out my credit card.
45:10What if shit hits the fan?
45:11We're young.
45:12Yeah.
45:13You're 27.
45:13I'm not even 30 yet.
45:15Maybe, like, three years ago?
45:17Yeah.
45:17I maxed out my credit card.
45:19Yeah.
45:20I was $23,000 in debt.
45:22Yeah.
45:22I fought and I clawed my way.
45:25Yeah.
45:25And now I don't have any debt.
45:26Things like that happen.
45:27Yeah.
45:27And it's a learning experience.
45:29But we're learning together.
45:31And I know just how my family is.
45:34And I'm getting a really strong sense how your family is, too.
45:36I feel like if there ever was a money issue, which I don't think there would be, but I know
45:43that my family would help out.
45:44Yeah.
45:45And I'd like to think that maybe your family, it seems, would help out, too.
45:49Yeah.
45:49I know they would say yes.
45:50So that's what I'm trying to say.
45:52And it's not, that's not being shameful to go to parents for help.
45:56That's what they're there for.
45:57Yeah.
45:58It doesn't sound good.
45:59I'm sorry.
46:00No, no, no, it didn't.
46:01It did sound good.
46:02I'm, like, speechless.
46:03Just seeing you so passionate about it.
46:05I want to be open-minded.
46:07I do see myself marrying you.
46:10And that was the only thing that was a question mark.
46:12Are you still okay that it's a question mark?
46:14I am.
46:15Yeah.
46:16Okay.
46:16I feel such a strong connection with you that I'm okay with the question mark.
46:20Yeah.
46:21I'm okay with the question mark.
46:22But I'll be lying to you if I didn't say I'm going to try to sway you a little bit.
46:29Yeah.
46:30Not looking for an answer.
46:32No, I know, but...
46:33I'm just saying to think about it.
46:35Anything could happen.
46:37Anything could happen.
46:40Anything could happen.
46:55Oh, my gosh.
46:58I'm literally engaged to Connor.
47:00I feel like I just put it in the universe.
47:02The first day, I was like, this is my guy.
47:06I found my person.
47:38I feel over the moon.
47:38It's like living in this fairytale world that isn't really going to pan out.
47:45I do have some insecurities.
47:48Is she going to be okay with how I look?
47:50I know I'm out of shape.
47:52I'm not the most built.
47:53I'm 5'11 and 3 fourths.
47:55I'm not short.
47:56Just standard date.
47:59Normal body, normal height.
48:00And I don't really stand out.
48:01Hopefully, she's okay with that.
48:03Because she's my soulmate.
48:15Stop.
48:18Connor.
48:19Finally.
48:21Oh, you have no idea.
48:23Stop it.
48:24Oh, my gosh.
48:25Stop.
48:26Oh, my gosh.
48:27You're freaking gorgeous.
48:38The wildest brusque ever.
48:41Oh, shit.
48:42You have one thing for you.
48:44What?
48:45Okay, you are so sweaty.
48:47I know.
48:47I'm freaking sweaty.
48:47Your hands are so sweaty.
48:49Yeah, I know.
48:52This is insane.
48:54You're like, brie.
48:55I know.
48:56Officially?
48:57It's official.
48:59Okay.
49:00It's on.
49:01Yeah.
49:03Holy shit.
49:04No, you have no idea.
49:06Oh, my God.
49:08No, you have to go my way.
49:10Oh, you're right?
49:10Because I, you have to walk away, not me.
49:12I was going to walk you back.
49:14No, you were.
49:15Yes, I was.
49:15You're a gentleman.
49:16Yes.
49:16Oh, my God.
49:17Connor.
49:18What?
49:18Your hands are the sweatiest of the entire world.
49:21This is nuts.
49:23My heart's like, brrr.
49:24Like, Connor's a stud.
49:26I can't wait to see, like, all of each other.
49:28Whether that's with clothes or without.
49:32This is weird.
49:35Wow.
49:35Stop.
49:36Stop.
49:37Stop.
49:39You're such a cheese ball.
49:41She's gorgeous.
49:42It matches her personality.
49:44You look unbelievable.
49:45Oh, thanks.
49:46Holy shit.
49:47Holy shit.
49:48You said it.
49:48No.
49:49Get out of here.
49:50You get out of here.
49:51It's such a cloud.
49:51I'm here.
49:52Perfect smile.
49:53You could see it just radiating off her.
49:56And she was just so happy to see me.
50:00That's when I knew I'll remember that moment for the rest of my life.
50:04Am I what you expected?
50:07Mm-hmm.
50:07Really?
50:08Yeah, I think so.
50:10It all checks.
50:10Really?
50:12Well, he's not meaning ugly.
50:13I appreciate that.
50:15You're laughing.
50:17The minute you just started laughing when you came out of the double doors, I was like,
50:20that's all I needed.
50:21It's just like when we were on our dates and I'm just like, if I'm ever nervous or whatnot
50:24and I just hear your voice and like your positivity and your optimism, just like.
50:29Look at him, gasping me up.
50:32That's all I needed.
50:33And then you just started laughing.
50:34I'm like, I'm working.
50:35I told you I would.
50:36I'm like, I'm just going to start laughing.
50:37I know, me too.
50:37It's like my nervous tick.
50:39I don't even know what I did.
50:40Wait, how tall are you?
50:415'4".
50:42Okay.
50:43Wait, how tall are you?
50:455'11 and 3'4".
50:46I'm not six foot.
50:47Yeah, someone fact check this man.
50:49You're going to ruin it.
50:49I didn't say I was six foot.
50:50Yeah, you were honest.
50:51Yeah.
50:52Well, it's a great quality in you.
50:55I think I got like an extra half inch.
50:56You wore his high heels today.
50:58Is my heart still being like fast as you?
51:00Yes.
51:01Mine was too.
51:02Did you think there was going to be any awkwardness when we saw each other?
51:04No.
51:05I thought maybe for like a.
51:07You thought of it?
51:07No.
51:08Me or you?
51:08Me.
51:10Being engaged is one of the craziest feelings.
51:14No one's ever said how good it feels.
51:19I feel like I can climb a frickin' mountain right now, even in this suit.
51:27This is an unbelievable feeling.
51:29I found the love of my life.
51:32It's just perfect.
51:33You're too far away from me.
51:34We even get closer.
51:35Oh my gosh.
51:36She's like, sit on my lap.
51:39Stop.
51:43You are so frickin' cute.
51:45Stop.
51:47You want me to stop or no?
51:48No.
51:49No.
51:50Guess I am.
51:51Don't actually stop.
51:52I know a miracle.
51:56There's not something to ignore.
52:01Okay.
52:03What?
52:04You can't just make out for 20 years.
52:05No, you can.
52:07I never knew anybody until I knew you.
52:11Feels like I'm gonna be okay.
52:13Because I have Connor.
52:14Oh.
52:19Oh my gosh.
52:21Well, it's nice to meet you.
52:22Stop it.
52:23I'm really happy.
52:24Walk me down?
52:25No, I'm not walking you down.
52:27I'm fine.
52:27Are you the only one lost in the million?
52:33I love you.
52:34I love you too.
52:35Oh my gosh.
52:36I don't know how we've not said that yet.
52:39So you just wanted to make out.
52:40I told you.
52:42Okay, watch out.
52:43You're gonna, like, run into that side.
52:45You're worth it, babe.
52:47Okay.
52:51You kidding me?
52:53I fucking love you guys.
52:56Guys.
52:57I'm born, I'm born, I'm born, I'm born.
53:03The best moment of my life.
53:05I don't know what to do with my hands.
53:11You've been in your head for a while now.
53:14You don't have to make a decision now.
53:16Make a decision together.
53:17I don't know.
53:18Don't know.
53:19We shall see.
53:22I never expected myself to be in a love triangle.
53:26But here we are.
53:31What percentage of your heart is with Kia?
53:34And what percent is with Tyler?
53:39I don't know if I can put a percent on it.
53:42What I will say is that for different reasons, there's something that's pulling me.
53:49And I truly don't want to...
53:55Don't want to mess that up.
54:01I'm not here to find a girlfriend.
54:03I'm here to find a best friend.
54:05I want to raise a family, be with my wife.
54:09And in today's date with Tyler, I need to be able to say, hey, this is where I'm at.
54:16This is how I feel.
54:17But that beautiful chapter, it needs to be written.
54:21That's what I'm here for.
54:26Tyler makes me feel like she may be the one.
54:28So I'm ready to see if she's available and she's ready to see me.
54:36Hey.
54:41Hello, hello?
54:50Hello?
55:01Yeah.
55:02Nobody's on the other side.
55:11There's so much to discover.
55:18Never.
55:19A world that's like nowhere.
55:26My world's on the others.
55:29Journeys on the cover.
55:32There's so much to discover.
55:38There's so much to discover
55:41There's so much to discover
56:34There's so much to discover
57:04There's so much to discover
57:34There's so much to discover
57:35There's so much to discover
57:38There's so much to discover
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