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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 8

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00:01You're not dating other people, no?
00:03I've been on dates, yeah.
00:04Oh.
00:05Oh.
00:05Was it just one girl?
00:06I've been on dates with multiple girls.
00:09Oh, okay.
00:10I give it a good...
00:11Nah, 20 minutes.
00:12You're insane, though!
00:13I know, I know, I know.
00:14I think you're like the forbidden fruit.
00:15The one rule is you don't go there with your friends' exes.
00:17You know that rule.
00:19When you are together, is it cuddly?
00:21Is it touchy-feely?
00:22Like, we share the same bed.
00:23I don't just see you as, like, a platonic friend.
00:26It's not what you'd consider a normal platonic friendship.
00:29Mm-hmm.
00:29We have established that it's not romantic, right?
00:33Mm-hmm.
00:34Right?
00:34It just makes me think that this whole thing between us
00:37was non-existent.
00:38In a world where I was ready to date,
00:41I have no idea if whatever we had
00:43would have been stronger for me.
00:47He is literally AI.
00:48I don't need that smoke.
00:49You were, like, kissing her all over her neck.
00:51He was trying.
00:52You are very mature.
00:54Huh?
00:55It's savage.
00:56He's let himself down.
00:57She's rewriting history.
00:59I'm just frustrated because they're lying.
01:01Why are you getting angry?
01:02You always, like, hear what you want to hear.
01:03Behave.
01:04Something's got enough to be said.
01:05This is hurtful.
01:06I'm not leaning you on.
01:07I'm done with that.
01:08No, I'm done with it.
01:09I'm done with it.
01:19We all are higher.
01:23No, it goes more.
01:23I was to H57.
01:24Oh, my God.
01:24Look at that.
01:25Hey, bro.
01:30Hey, bro.
01:58do you want to hold him i've never held a baby before you've never held a baby
02:05oh my goodness can you tell i've never held a baby
02:12so how have you been i've been good yeah i heard you had an exciting day two days two days
02:16yeah
02:17with the with the daughter-in-law is that what it's called georgia they came two days ago on
02:22the spade overnight do you feel like philip's ready for a relationship i you know what i i think it
02:28looks like it it looks like it it's the it's the right person oh but he doesn't want a relationship
02:33he's told me he doesn't want a relationship i think maybe he needs to just to live at least
02:37some single some single years yeah you never know it's very early days angus hey guys i'll be back
02:46i haven't met you hi guys how are you good how are you do you have a sister he's a
02:51child i've got the
02:53same jumper as you yeah you're right good how are you very well angus is wearing the jumper that you
02:58i got recently hated because that's the same cardigan that's my husband i love it really
03:02just the same do you know what it was is the universe kind of made me feel like i was
03:05going
03:06to bump into you yeah i knew that i needed to and i love a cardigan i think it's so
03:09proper
03:12i'm just seeing friends but i mean now we're here yeah yeah good to see you brother the other night
03:16was super unpleasant yeah with you and chugs it was awful i'm just frustrated because of the lying
03:21really he's he's let himself down yeah massively you know what angus
03:25i think you are very mature thank you very much very you're a very wise man well i instantly felt
03:30the connection as soon as i came in no sorry this isn't even why i'm here sorry you're gonna get
03:37wrapped up you're gonna be in love with him next week good sorry anyway um what was i saying um
03:43do you have any friends in town actually like younger older older yeah all the women have something to
03:49give but you know just more experience that's just the conversation flows a bit better and they
03:54know what they want and what they don't want they do yeah i i think that's a chance though right
03:59we'll be in touch yeah well she's also married to my father uh you're talking my future father
04:03not boring
04:18dangerous driving very dangerous yeah so much fun is that what driving's like unbelievable yeah
04:24you're so unbelievable motivation to get your license yeah it is exactly like that it's almost like
04:28but in london driving around it's so fun um how's the moving big steps by the way huge you guys
04:34look
04:34i must say you look like you're a little happy bubble got your new nest we've left the nest
04:37are you still saying that don't we i know i like that analogy who's the flavor of the week this
04:42week
04:42um what happened to georgia have you met georgia uh philip's georgia yeah she's fantastic is she
04:50honestly so lovely funny like a ball of energy it's but off the cards i mean she's quite loved
04:58up i think i mean is it loved up when like have you not heard what's what have you not
05:02heard what
05:03they're exclusive she's in love with big phil she's not in love she said the l word she said the
05:08l word yeah and he said it back surely not he is literally ai honestly i'm gonna give it a
05:15max two
05:15months okay come on i think i think me and georgia would look great together and i would love to
05:20get to
05:20no more just tread care please sam uh nah
05:36sam's dad named sam's brother jack daniels was it yeah like daniels is the middle name and i don't
05:45think his mum realized for a long time after hello oh my god
05:49oh my god oh my god oh my god sorry this is not down to me by the way hi
05:55guys sorry sorry oh my god
05:58there's a baby there it's yours this is your baby good um hi guys hello i'm a bit distracted i
06:07had no idea
06:08look how smooth it's been you invited freddie no it's fine no you guys are fine right yeah like a
06:14year
06:15yeah we're fine thanks aren't we yeah we're fine wasn't all good at all the other night did you two
06:20hook
06:20no okay okay he was trying yeah did he whisper sweet something
06:25well freddie said to me what do you think about like getting back together until i go on holiday
06:31well okay here we go of course you can't did you actually say exes with benefits was the sort of
06:36idea
06:37yeah you can i'm not gonna use foul language but we don't like the foul language but i think i
06:41was too
06:41honest that was a problem and i understand why you would never do that because you respect yourself
06:46too much but i don't want i didn't ask for any of this situation why are you getting angry
06:50because you're annoying me it's fine we've got a baby around us that's exactly what you you walked
06:56into here don't worry about him he's he's kidding he loves to gossip oh if you had told me he
07:02was having
07:02a baby two years ago oh my god yeah you wouldn't believe that would you no no obviously that's your
07:07husband now he's a change man but you told me change man from what i was always good everyone tells
07:13me
07:13i never saw my raffles every day yeah lads lads lads
07:31i've actually been fortunate enough to get a place in the marathon yes jasmine jules what i'm
07:37so excited for you and we're running for the same cause i can't imagine doing that oh what's the
07:42cause uh the shooting star children's hospice yeah um but have you heard about the brunch yaz is
07:48arranging tomorrow yeah she was like just a heads up but inga will be there um so as much as
07:53i want to
07:53hang out with everyone all the girls i just think i know what's good for me and i just gonna
07:58sit this
07:59one out okay fine and you haven't seen inga since since she went away no yeah since she left mine
08:05like the last thing that we did was like hug and then she left and then literally radio silence and
08:11how are you feeling like now about everything there have been some hard nights where i've re-read i've
08:16gone to the very top i've reread the messages and i'm like i definitely wasn't going crazy but i can't
08:21help but replaying moments in my head like sending me texts like i'm craving you
08:27and i'm like me too me too oh wait that wasn't romantic craving you that's yeah that's not a
08:34friendship like if i received that text from someone i would think you are into me
08:41if you tell her how you feel and then she's still and she still acts how she's acting she's got
08:46nothing
08:46to fall back on she can't use that i had no idea that jazz felt this way as an excuse
08:50honesty is
08:51the best policy but also jack like you've also had conversations with her where you yeah say in
08:57your opinion this is what you think and then she's just like and she's like i need to hear that
09:01from
09:02jazz i've tried to set boundaries i've tried to have honest conversations with her you guys haven't
09:07had honest conversations you haven't had one honest conversation really eventually something's going
09:13to have to be said and it's just going to get worse the longer it goes on it is it
09:19is killing you here
09:36yeah this looks amazing well thank you so much for coming to help me i've done a really let me
09:41get
09:41the last bag so who's coming i just invited a bunch of the girls jazz is not coming yeah i
09:48haven't seen
09:48her name tag yeah i haven't actually spoken to her in over a week but then since being away i
09:57just
09:57i kept hearing all these like little things that just did not sit right with me like basically kind
10:03of implying that like i had you know been done romantic things with her which i know i haven't so
10:11has it ever been a romantic no never so you've never seen jazz in that way no never i've never
10:17done
10:17anything sexual with her never done anything romantic with her do you know what i mean one
10:21thing i heard she said before this is quite it's quite it's quite explicit no it's so explicit
10:38i've never done anything sexual with her never done anything romantic with her
10:42do you know what i mean one thing i heard she said before this is quite it's quite explicit no
10:48it's
10:48so explicit no it's so explicit no just that you said goodbye you're like kissing her all over her neck
10:55or something huh that's when she's heard oh my god i've given her kisses on the cheeks but you know
11:02like
11:02when we hug i'll be like on the cheek but like this is what i mean i feel like she's
11:08something's getting
11:08lost she is i feel like she's either like flat out lying or exaggerating on some things i got the
11:15vibe that she almost felt like she's being led on by you like i don't know that well this is
11:21kind of
11:22what i've heard from but that's the vibe yeah and i just went away you know what i had in
11:26my head
11:27i thought that what her and i said to each other was gospel and was the truth but it sounds
11:33like she's
11:33painted a very different picture outside of what's actually happened and i think she's misunderstood a
11:39lot of things
12:03so i think it's going very well with you and georgia mate yeah i have also heard didn't you post
12:09the
12:09story of georgia the other day and then delete it straight away keep her on toes yeah but i hadn't
12:15put her on my story before you see oh that was the start launch that story spurred on did some
12:22messages from certain individuals right and then you thought get rid i just thought i don't need that
12:26smoke let's um was it the other four girls you were dating master only three of them sorry only three
12:34of
12:34them anyway sorry that was rude what's actually going on though i did i've heard whispering
12:39of some words being chucked about so georgia said she loves me the other day and
12:47i did say it back and i kind of woke up the next morning
12:53with a big hangover and i just thought did i maybe
12:58say it too early in the moment i did genuinely mean it and why in the moment
13:04do you don't mean it anymore three tequila no i'm joking um no mate i'm just a bit confused about
13:11the whole thing obviously i was in a long-term relationship and it just feels weird even saying
13:16that to yeah another girl at this stage so early on um which is which is reasonable yeah
13:23i do have very strong feelings for her but i don't want a relationship but that's kind of
13:29the crossroads i'm at right now there's nothing wrong with taking things at your own pace but there
13:34is something wrong with giving false promises yeah you have to just be honest as soon as possible
13:38because i think that's the least she deserves yeah you it will get it'll only get worse before it gets
13:42better yeah to be honest i'm not in a relationship with her yeah you kind of are mate i'll be
13:48honest
13:49like i love you to bits mate yeah but you you you're exclusive to me you totally loves her like
13:53you
13:53you committed to
13:57so do you see the pickle on me yes yes it's hard to feel sorry for you mate
14:03this is so cute yeah well please look i've given my favorite people better ones
14:20she's not joking right so it's got all the essentials in you know the hyaluronic acid
14:28yeah oh my god these are great for the hamburgers yeah
14:38thanks guys yeah thank you thank you
14:47is everyone excited for jazz night oh yeah i love a jazz vibe julian's moved into his new place he's
14:55moved in it's really close to where i am and he's moved in yesterday actually you're gonna just
14:59like slowly move all your things in my bit he's got he's got in his bathroom he's made me a
15:05makeup
15:06station oh when i saw that i was like that's so cute exactly yeah yeah what's been going on with
15:13you
15:13guys how's it how's it going with philip uh yeah it's going really well i met the dad last week
15:19went to the family home do you like my dad
15:24what do you love your dad love your dad you show me the birds and the garden my parents do
15:29love you to
15:30be honest yeah your mom honestly she's an icon i'm obsessed with her like so nice he's meeting my
15:34mom on sunday oh is it getting serious yeah you guys boyfriend and girlfriend no not yet okay
15:41maybe one day i heard you guys like the love the love yes came out that has come out yeah
15:50who said it
15:50first me did he he didn't respond i no because i said it and then i was like wait i'm
15:59not going to
15:59say it anymore and then he was like no no say it again so i said it again and then
16:03he said it back
16:04oh cute and i was like oh yay i was like ew okay i'm shy now
16:27chance what is going on with your eye mate you know what i'm torn i could either make up a
16:31really
16:31elaborate lie or just tell you the truth i um i was playing rugby on saturday that's
16:35fucking boring you didn't have a fight you had a fight with almond didn't you no no no head on
16:40head annoyingly but yeah it hurts yeah i love these days i really do it's literally honestly my my
16:46favorite days because you love beer i never used to come and then i have to come otherwise he doesn't
16:50come home for like a day yeah that's my bad angus what's going on with you i've had like a
16:55i don't want to use the word epiphany okay please continue i'm delighted so
17:00that sounds so weird recently i just have found myself being drawn towards sort of women on the
17:05mature end of end of things junior toyboy era yes yeah i just feel like there's a lot of excitement
17:11to be had there there's a lot of things to learn there's a lot of experience that they can share
17:15and just there's just less bs do you mean they're not playing games with you and i just think that's
17:19something i really want to explore further okay i bumped into jules and tristan and jules's mum was
17:24there called siri you got a thing for siri yeah we just hit it off like straight away
17:30and she was just really confident a little bit flirtatious and i was like yeah i could get used
17:34to this anyway so i've reached out to this lady called stephanie who i met a while ago would you
17:39write her a letter telegram yeah carry a pigeon straight to straight to a nursing home and she is
17:46genuinely like very attractive and um i'm gonna take you for drinks tomorrow night i'm very excited
17:51i wish you all the best mate i hope you have a lovely day oh we will behave maybe i
17:58have to say
17:58it's quite sad that jasmine here um today i think she's finding the whole situation with you guys
18:02quite uncomfortable yeah well we haven't spoken now in like over a week which is like six days longer
18:10than we've ever not spoken for so yeah it's um it's it's been difficult i just think a lot's been
18:18said
18:18happened behind my back that i've just not been privy to and i just feel a bit like sorry my
18:24heart's
18:24like racing yeah um it's just like it's just a tricky one because i've now been hearing certain
18:31things that i don't believe to be true apparently she said i've been kissing her neck like and it's
18:37all just very like i'm really taken back by her because for me it was never a romantic thing and
18:43i
18:43always said that to her straight up and she said the same thing back that's the thing she said to
18:47me yeah yeah yeah like i've not seen it a romantic way either but do you not feel it was
18:52obvious like
18:53how she felt about you like i don't think it takes like a rocket scientist to figure out like just
18:57like
18:57the way she she is with you and i i do think because i've seen how you guys are together
19:01like
19:01you do it is from what i've seen that's more than a friendship like jazz and i aren't like that
19:07like i have seen text messages between the two of you and to me some of the messages like that's
19:13not a friendship thing like but like what for example a text message i saw was like you sent her
19:18saying like i'm craving you i don't remember saying that but i really don't remember saying
19:25i'm just saying like no it's just because i've like seen the uh the messages and i think to me
19:30i
19:30think if someone said is it like i'm craving jazz time that kind of thing i'm craving i've seen like
19:35i know how you speak though yeah like i feel like you don't maybe if it was said you don't
19:41mean it like i feel like you are but the guys i think the thing that's difficult is jazz is
19:44a gay
19:45woman i think this is a thing we need to remember like maybe from your side it was all innocent
19:49yeah
19:50i think from her side she's gay like she she likes females and you're obviously a beautiful girl and you
19:55guys like did have this amazing connection like i think that's what we do need to remember that's not
20:02really the issue the issue isn't like that one person has feelings and the other one doesn't
20:06so for you there was like nothing nothing ever romantic so the the thing i struggle with now is
20:13that you said to her the other day if you're in a different headspace in like three months time
20:18things could be different i said i'm not ready to date anyone because i'm still getting over someone
20:24yeah do you know what like fine i think i didn't say an exact no so maybe she's gotten her
20:29hope
20:29i think it's little things like that that she she'll take that and hold on to that if she had
20:33told me she doesn't have any feelings no romantic feelings why would i know any different you know
20:37when you sometimes have like rose tinted glasses on and you you almost like hear what you want to
20:41hear yeah so maybe she like took certain things no that's legit no like isn't like no she's not
20:48like she's not i don't think she's being like made this all up in her head i'm not saying she's
20:53made
20:53up all right i don't think she's made it all up in her head but i think that i need
20:55to be very
20:56careful what i say to her now because i can't give hope and obviously this is going to massively
21:00change any friendship we have which is really i'm not gonna lie guys like really sad because like
21:08we were really close oh no it's such a shitty situation i'm really tired about it and like
21:20i felt we were so close i honestly thought we were so so close and i thought great like it's
21:25so nice
21:26to like be back and like be having fun and like have such a close friendship with someone and create
21:30that bond with someone i just need to speak to her about it and i think we just need to
21:36put an end to
21:37this yeah hello hello how you doing yeah i'm good thanks thanks you look stunning thank you
22:06thank you for coming my pleasure it's inviting me of course but i thought it was about time
22:12it's been a while hasn't it yeah
22:16i have a great mind you were trying to get bex back
22:20you were right with that one mate i don't think you ever will i think i've got a better chance
22:24for
22:24bex think about that well unfortunately that might be true yes i held a baby the other day you held
22:30a
22:31baby yeah duke come on have you have you have you seen him yet i haven't had much contact with
22:36sam banderbump really but they've had a baby he's very exciting
22:44georgia elise oh but georgia georgia is just i think i wonder if she's dunked him yeah what about
22:52this yeah georgia's don't feel gotta keep your voice down mate i don't know if she knows about this
22:57yeah philip told me yesterday that he used the l-bomb to georgia but he didn't mean yeah i have
23:05to
23:05read tequila shots you know that implies like oh my god this is a mistake honestly you've made my
23:10fucking day girls hello hello hello good to see you hey you look well how are you good how are
23:17you so
23:26good thank you well you guys brought the whole shop with you yeah it's filming i hope so how are
23:38you
23:38julie's i'm good thanks how are you you're still all right aren't we we're still mates yeah of course
23:44georgia how are you i'm good good yeah it's been going well going well yeah how are things with uh
23:50philip your favorite person not really no no how is he yeah he's good is there trouble in paradise or
23:56is
23:56it really no no it's been pretty smooth sailing um oh okay it's been good that's good that's good
24:05really i feel like it's actually really good are you because i'm happy but it's just because
24:13i don't know freddie said something oh my god
24:16said what wait have you guys said i love you and stuff oh my god yeah i've said it
24:22and he said it back he said that yeah filled it
24:27freddie what did you say why why what's happened philip
24:33philip philip said he doesn't mean it oh my god doesn't mean what he said it in the moment after
24:38three tequila shots your joke you said it i didn't say it i didn't say it what he said those
24:44words to
24:44you that should have come from philip not this idiot right every time i find out something it's from
24:54someone else it shouldn't have been this is my mistake telling you sam but i just feel stupid
25:00in front of everyone when i can be told about it it's a good thing that you're exclusive but you
25:06need to get to the bottom of does he see it becoming a relationship in the future we were the
25:11plan
25:11philip's plan was to tell you first well he hasn't he told you first please don't be under like philip's
25:16bell i think he's just embarrassing you again like how many times
25:37i'm curious about you you are yes i met you years and years ago and i think many many moons
25:43ago and i think there's always been a spark there i mean i'm sort of this is part of the
25:49kind of new thing that i'm trying i'm sort of really a bit older because i just i feel like
25:54there's there's so much sort of potential when it comes to dating older so what do you what do you
25:59want
25:59with an older woman i like the maturity i like the confidence i think you're very very confident
26:07uh and i also like the sort of you know what you want and what you don't want what do
26:12you like to
26:13do for fun i live in london like a tourist really yeah so you like getting out ballet i go
26:18to the
26:18opera go to art shows so very cultured i'm not much of like an art gallery or like museum person
26:24but maybe you can like teach me some things maybe you could teach me some things i i know that
26:31i can
26:31yeah oh really and what would they be i could write you a poem really yeah do you want to
26:37i can't just i'm not a rapper i can't just do it on demand when you give michelangelo a slab
26:43of rock
26:43he can't just riff and just smash out like an amazing piece that i mean the statue of david took
26:49years but like basically it's just a huge penis in the in florence now i can relate i know i
26:55know all
26:55about that really okay now i'm running out of conversation oh really you are you no i'll be
27:06fine are you just give me a second let me just really nervous not quite
27:32you all right i got your message to me not really no what's wrong i just
27:40had to hear from sam that you've been with the boys yesterday saying that you don't mean it when
27:47you say you love me that you never have okay so i don't know why they thought it was their
27:56job to
27:56tell you that but anyway i care for you loads you know that i'm just not ready to say it
28:04if you think
28:06that's too soon and you don't mean it or you don't feel it then say it stop talking to the
28:12boys about
28:12okay i'm saying it now say it then say what you feel i've just said it well say it again
28:23um say that you don't mean it
28:29okay i don't mean it wasn't that hard was it
28:35i don't know what you want me to say i've said it well now you have yeah okay well i've
28:40said it now
28:41bye it's a big thing to say like if you don't mean it then don't say it yeah but it's
28:45hurtful not
28:46to save it back this is hurtful be honest that's all i ever ask from you is honesty that is
28:53all i
28:54ask but yet again we're in this position because you're not being honest and you don't communicate
29:00think about my feelings not just your own stop making me feel and look like an idiot i feel like
29:07i'm really sorry and i'll improve i'll believe it when i see it hello hey
29:34you're right yeah i'm good how are you not great okay why have you called me here all gone so
29:44messy
29:45jazz and i just don't understand how so much has been said and done like behind my back without me
29:55knowing and like i'm just so like baffled at like everything that's happened but i just don't get
30:03like what i'm the one that's being made out to be a liar and i'm this and i'm being told
30:08that i'm
30:09leading you on and like i'm all these horrible things and for why like when i thought we had such
30:17clarity and like an honest conversation between both of us so that's your issue right now is that
30:23my issue is that you're being made to you feel like you look bad is that what you care about
30:28i'm just kidding i'm just asking you a question my issue is that no one knows the truth of what
30:34was said between us which i'm assuming can only have come from you no apparently i've done all
30:39these things that have led you on to making you feel the way that you feel you told me you
30:43didn't
30:43even have feelings for me that's not what everyone else has said for me yes i have been confused by
30:49certain things from post scotland until we established that it wasn't going to be romantic
30:54i think that is the gray area that people are talking about that it wasn't normal you've said
31:00that it wasn't normal and then as soon as we were like okay let's yeah i thought it was pure
31:03though
31:03i thought it was great i thought it was so lovely that two people could meet and like have such
31:07a
31:07close bond i thought that was a wonderful thing point is that gray area has been confusing for me
31:12and i can't actually wrap my head around it and for you and i think that's what hurts me and
31:16probably
31:17surprised other people is the fact that you can still to this day be like it was so pure it
31:21was
31:21all of this and like friendship and all of that exactly why does that upset you why does it upset
31:26you that we i thought we had a close friendship because i just feel like sometimes i feel like
31:31you get upset the fact that i think it's just friendship that's what it feels like yeah but i'm
31:35asking you now what you genuinely think of that situation then i'm genuinely giving and i've told you
31:40it was it's for me it wasn't romantic okay and that's when you said the moment you said
31:44let's set in boundaries i said yes let's do it stop talking about i'm talking about before inger
31:49why is that before because that's what i've been confused about that's the whole thing but i'm
31:54clarifying for you it was nothing for me romantic i've said that over and over again okay so what
31:58was that what was that for you then a very close bond that now i'm not gonna lie i'm sort
32:04of
32:04fucking regretting because now to me it was not pure absolutely not pure like i was so so protective of
32:12you i thought we were so close i was calling you like my soulmate i was literally saying like i'm
32:17so close with you and now i don't even know you why i literally yeah it's just based on i'm
32:22hearing
32:22all these other things that you've said to other people um you said that i was kissing your neck
32:28you did come up hug me and like kiss on the cheek yeah but the way that it's been related
32:34to me
32:35is that like i was like kissing your neck and stuff in a romantic way and we both know i
32:40wasn't doing that
32:40i have said to people that i mistook your signs no i didn't say that but now i do i
32:46now i think you
32:46have because now now now hearing that you think i've led you on you said it to my face but
32:51like
32:52right now i don't even know how we can be friends at this point neither do i i've asked you
32:57it's changed
32:58honestly a lot has changed yeah like and this has been ruined like so no i'm done with it now
33:02i'm not
33:03misleading you on i'm not leading you on i'm not i'm done with it i'm done with that no i'm
33:07done with it
33:07i'm done with it i'm so confused like if you do you genuinely like you don't you don't want to
33:13face
33:14the fact thing as soon as i say that what you've done is not normal you can't take it
33:17you can't stand here and and take it because you know for a fact that it was wrong
33:58do you come here often
34:00did you know that um jazz is actually the music of love and sex so you know what's fun and
34:04wearing
34:04red it's giving me a lot of messages tonight do you like this dress i do like this cute isn't
34:08it
34:09i know it's um i picked out it's a set of tone right philip and georgia are here and like
34:17it's
34:18it's savage it's like it really is savage and i can't sit here and say it's not like she's an
34:23amazing
34:24girl but like he's my brother yeah you know and i i want to protect him i really do you
34:30know so
34:30that's what i'm battling yeah i get it i'm like it's this is difficult like a difficult situation for
34:36me yeah god it's a full-time job looking after your brother you're telling me i've dealt with it for
34:4223
34:42years i'm exhausted cheers for that i'm absolutely exhausted oh just just the man i wanted to see
34:50i can't believe in cracking on with jules's mum i mean i don't want to say that it was like
34:55inspired
34:55by siri but i left there and i was like okay i could get used to this you know this
35:00tinder out
35:00changes age range from 35 plus mate i'm not going for whippersnappers thank you very much and then i
35:07just thought you know what this girl kind of been on the radar this lady yeah this mature woman had
35:12been on the radar for a while and i was like well let's just go for drinks do you see
35:15yourself like
35:16fooling for her or i think we'll keep hanging out and have fun but i just don't think like a
35:20relationship would ever work well i do have to say my mum she couldn't stop going on about you
35:25honestly it's not my fault i'm like catnip to the older woman i i can see that has she been
35:29talking
35:29about me a little bit she likes an older man sadly yeah you know when siri's ready she knows where
35:34i am oh god
35:50i've got something to tell you oh do tell philip's been a naughty boy oh yes two weeks we were
35:57correct about yeah just about two weeks he is so you know he's been saying he loves georgia i heard
36:03the love bomb was dropped the love bomb was dropped and he's now said to the boys not to georgia
36:08said that i didn't mean that i said it off the cuff do you know no i've told her you've
36:12told her
36:13okay yeah i had to tell her there's definitely emotional immaturity but also saying all this
36:17at the farm going so big let's be exclusive and then what two weeks later i think he did it
36:21to get
36:21himself out of a hole a hole yeah i mean the hole is getting big and you know what i'm
36:24in the hole digging
36:25come on you're gonna do what hey good to see how are you you too you okay do you mind
36:33if i am yes
36:34bye guys in a bit jack i genuinely feel like she's rewriting history like and it like
36:44i feel so confused by it because i said did i misread the signs she was like clearly now yes
36:49and it's like
36:50okay but you have i must have misread like spooning every single night it's the text it's the craving
36:57you of course yes she needs to take accountability yeah but like what do you want from this now where
37:02do you want this to go do you want to try salvage something i think i'm in shock in disbelief
37:08at how
37:09insensitive she's been and i'm really hurt by how she's downplayed the situation minimum like it makes me
37:19feel really invalidated and that's why she's hurt me and that's why i can't speak to her right now
37:40oh how are we you all right good how are you i'm good hello hello you're right i'm good how
37:46are you okay
37:47very well i heard you've been stirring the pot again how am i stirring the pot no please i want
37:51to hear it i hear all the things you've been telling georgia but you've got absolutely no place
37:57i've recited what you said yeah to georgia yeah but i wasn't telling you i had a conversation
38:02i was getting advice from other boys you had a conversation with other people in our group
38:06saying that you're not in love with her is that correct i said that i regret saying love you so
38:11soon
38:11that is correct so you've been dropping love bombs sam you're bringing up all my mistakes okay
38:17i'm a single guy i was in a relationship yes i'm single but you're exclusive but you're single
38:23yes that's how you're dropping love bombs as well you can be exclusive with someone and be single
38:28i never knew that you never knew that but so how many times did you say i love you before
38:32you were
38:32like you know i don't know i wasn't counting oh okay well that sounds great i feel i feel sorry
38:37for
38:38georgia sam you're hiding behind chivalry okay i'm standing right here mate are you telling okay you're
38:44telling her all of this out of the kindness of your heart because you care for her yes because i
38:48i see a lovely person she's under this phil spell but when she gets out of it she's gonna be
38:52so much
38:53happier you are just you would she be happy with you listen it's not about me but yeah we look
38:58good
38:58together for sure sorry i just can't stop looking at your suit it's so big it's tailored mate is it
39:03yeah you're literally tripping over your trousers i'm just not right this is going to go back and
39:08forward for so long listen it's been a pleasure listen i think you should just stay out of my business
39:12okay we'll just treat georgia right because everyone's talking about not just me so you're just
39:16embarrassing georgia embarrassing julia and i i wish you all the best because it's the worst way
39:21to start a relationship but anyway phil it's the best way to start a relationship i'll see you later
39:25oh okay don't trip any trousers
39:31hi how are you i'm good how are you good i'm glad i've caught you
39:39yes i've just got i just feel quite confused and it'd just be nice to get your opinion on it
39:46not even just as a sister but as like a friend as well of i think um
39:57you okay what's wrong i think no it's just a hug because i think you're so sweet so it's like
40:05i i'm struggling because obviously he's my brother and it's like i always want to like have his back
40:11of course but then also i think you're such a lovely person so it's like i'm struggling a bit
40:17with like i'm wanting to give you the like the right advice as to what i would say to a
40:21friend but then
40:22at the same time i don't want to hurt him and i see how deeply you care for him so
40:28i think that's why
40:29i'm just feeling a bit like overwhelmed and i'm like struggling because like i know he doesn't want
40:36anything right now but then i think you're so amazing as so it's like i don't know what to say
40:40um i don't know i think i think just girl to girl what would you do in my position
40:51don't let anyone like take you for granted and i'm not saying philip's taking you for granted at all
41:22so how are you feeling i feel awkward it does feel slightly awkward yeah it's just
41:29weird being in the same room yeah as jaz and i don't know it just feels like it's gotten really
41:36dark and messy because it didn't go the way you wanted it to go i don't even know how i
41:40wanted it
41:41to go but it didn't go nicely went really badly have you guys even spoken tonight no i haven't even
41:47looked at each other hello oh hi hi how are you you guys look incredible yeah thanks jack so do
41:55you
41:56i know very jazzy it feels like very like roaring twenties sort of vibe i mean sam's in like ready
42:01for court yeah i think he's wearing his that's he's taking the dress code seriously yeah to be fair
42:08yeah um i want to talk to you yeah um jaz has kind of given me the down low um
42:15which has upset her
42:19you know you say to jaz that there's never anything more than friends it was never you know it invalidated
42:25everything to her it wasn't more than it wasn't a romantic thing for me and i didn't think it was
42:32for
42:32her either but i don't like it's like all being on jazz where it's like she's just imagined this
42:39whole thing what it's made out to seem like it hasn't jack that's the thing if anything i feel
42:43like it's the opposite i feel like i've taken the brunt of a lot of it and i feel like
42:47all of it's been
42:48put on me i've always just said the truth which was both of us admitted that neither felt romantic
42:53things for each other and that was it even though i come from jazz's mouth yes i know i know
42:59but like
42:59you can't but that's why i said read between the lines no but she's not going to say it she's
43:04obviously not going to say anything because she doesn't want to burst the bubble you guys have
43:07it's never good enough it's never enough it's almost like she needs me to admit that i've got
43:11full-on feelings for her to be satisfied with it and i'm not going to lie to the girl and
43:16i'm
43:16actually sick and tired of it everyone is she keeps telling people these little like nuggets
43:21of sort of like false information that i just don't agree with and that's not fair on me
43:26but do you not think i think jazz needs to be honest with ingest yes this is clearly a lot
43:30deeper like it sounds like someone's like in love with someone like this is the vibe i'm getting
43:39you you need to turn nasty do you think do you think but do you see do you think she
43:44is
43:45like like hearing how everyone's like reacting around the way that she's been nasty with me
43:49no because like that's not you do to someone who you love it's not and i'm in a position where
43:55i
43:56don't know if there is a turning back point and it's a shame what she has done and what she
43:59has said to
43:59me has cut deep and it has hurt me and i don't know if i can have someone in my
44:05life that can say those
44:06sort of things to me which categorically aren't true and that's why i need to take space because i need
44:10to even i need to reflect on the fact if i can even keep her as a friend because she's
44:15not been honest to me
44:20you're both so sleep deprived that you've just got to be kind with each other i'm really struggling
44:26no one's done anything like this for me for honestly a very long time really it's very
44:31thoughtful i need to start having some fun again i can't think back and think i lost that friendship
44:37because i didn't even try there might be a huge possibility that that this friendship's over
44:42go for zayna every time we talk about giggling and like you're doing it now it just makes it a
44:47more fun when it's secretive i don't like her and like i don't think she's good for you
44:51stop talking about me and trying to on a situation if i don't have to speak about you again honestly
44:55it'll be a pleasure
45:18you
45:23you
45:24you
45:26you
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