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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 7
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00:01Let's just be incredibly simple here.
00:02She likes you a bit.
00:03You not shutting that down.
00:06Immediately, all that signals to me is that you feel the same way.
00:08I think we have established that it's not a romantic pursuit.
00:14Probably no more sleepovers.
00:16No more cuddles.
00:18I'm going to go on a date this week.
00:19Oh, do you fancy me?
00:20Yeah.
00:21No, obviously.
00:24I think he does fancy her, if I'm just being completely honest.
00:27I guess I'll just keep an eye on it.
00:29Is he saying they're going well?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Wow, you're single now.
00:33You're going to cause a lot of garnish.
00:34In Scotland, I was non-stop talking about you and really excited.
00:38Chugs hasn't told Armand what happened between you two.
00:41Zona and I kiss.
00:42Do you not consider me a best mate?
00:47I can't come point at your door and be like, no, let me in.
00:50I literally lied to his face twice.
00:52Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
00:53It's really not a good look at all.
00:54He definitely does fancy you.
00:56Why is that nice?
00:57It was nice.
00:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
00:59I just got my eyelashes and look pretty.
01:01It feels like a breakup.
01:02This is actually worse than I thought it was.
01:04Well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
01:06That's boring.
01:07Oh, I'm not going to lie.
01:08You're pretty screwed.
01:25We've just got the keys to our new apartment.
01:37It's too short.
01:38I need a longer thingy.
01:39Freddie, you're about to fall over, mate.
01:41You look like bad guys.
01:42Let me lock in.
01:43Let me lock in.
01:43He's joking.
01:50Tiger Woods over here.
01:51Do you spend any time with Abby at all?
01:53Nope.
01:53Just saying.
01:55The world is waiting for you.
01:56We don't need a head start.
02:01The world is waiting for you.
02:02We don't need a head start.
02:06The world is waiting for you.
02:08The world is waiting for you.
02:08The world is waiting for you.
02:08You're welcome.
02:10Thanks, Jack.
02:11What do you guys want?
02:12Maybe a cappuccino.
02:13You're welcome, yeah?
02:20Right, so how was Seal Chester Farm?
02:22Oh, it was so beautiful, wasn't it?
02:23It was actually so nice, yeah.
02:25It was like a real retreat, do you know what I mean?
02:28Like, it was so relaxing.
02:29Yeah, so...
02:29Well, wholesome until it wasn't wholesome.
02:32Honestly.
02:33Wait, so what happened?
02:35So me and Armin are no longer.
02:37Why?
02:39You were really rooting for that.
02:40I know.
02:41What?
02:42I don't know if you know this,
02:43But Chugs and I had a kiss in Scotland.
02:46When? Oh, my God, when?
02:49It was, like, towards the end of the trip, wasn't it?
02:52I mean, it's quite messy, but Armin actually messaged me
02:55saying he wants to chat, so he's on his way now.
02:58I know I've done nothing wrong in this situation
03:00because it was before me and Armin had to progress into anything.
03:03I hope he kind of takes that into account.
03:05I think it's more of an ego thing when it comes to him.
03:07He should be directing his anger towards you.
03:09Yeah, it's definitely a chance, surely.
03:11Is there, like, any chemistry between you and Chugs?
03:14Like, do you find him fit?
03:15Yeah, he's definitely attractive.
03:17Like, he's a good-looking guy.
03:18He definitely does fancy you, for sure.
03:21He does, obviously.
03:22You know he does.
03:23No, I know, because he has said that before,
03:25but, like, it's always kind of, you know,
03:26my ex has been there and then obviously Armin and whatever else.
03:29So, I don't know. It's...
03:31Yeah, I don't know.
03:32If he asked you on a date, what would you say?
03:33Oh, Jazz, shut up.
03:35I love my hypotheticals.
03:36Too much, too much, too much.
03:37What would you say?
03:38No, I don't know.
03:39It's not a no.
03:41It's not a no.
03:42It's also not a yes.
03:43I don't know.
03:45Well, ladies, I...
03:47Well, I don't really know where to begin.
03:49I feel like the last time we spoke about it,
03:51I was crying in a sauna suit.
03:52Yes.
03:53Long story short,
03:55Inga and I had this conversation
03:56where we kind of admitted that it was more than friendship.
03:59Then I think I got a bit excited,
04:01and then she backtracked.
04:02So then...
04:03We then established that it wasn't going to be romantic,
04:06so I had to set boundaries with her.
04:08But having her in my life
04:10at a very different capacity
04:11is really hard for me.
04:13But I said,
04:14How would you feel if I went on a date with someone?
04:16And she was basically like,
04:18I'd be so happy for you.
04:19I want that for you.
04:20But you were like...
04:21And I was like...
04:22I'm just going to go set myself a date now.
04:24Yeah.
04:24But then I was like,
04:25You know what?
04:25That is my answer.
04:26That is my clarity.
04:28So I went on this date with this girl.
04:31Any kisses?
04:32Do you have a little good...
04:34Yes.
04:35Yes.
04:36Yeah.
04:37I'm staying strong,
04:38especially now that I am dating
04:39and I have that romantic connection with Mary.
04:43I can't be...
04:46reeled back in by Inga.
04:47No way.
05:00I'm going to lie.
05:01I'm surprised to see him walking.
05:02Why?
05:03Because you always carry him.
05:05No, I don't.
05:06Not all the time.
05:06I think he's actually whimpering to get up.
05:08Don't want juffles.
05:09No.
05:10Oh, bless him.
05:11I like his jumper.
05:13I want one.
05:15Anyway, how was skiing?
05:17Amazing.
05:18It looked incredible.
05:19It was so good.
05:21I did my first red.
05:22I love that.
05:23I was very...
05:24Are you scared?
05:25I was apprehensive,
05:26but then I got down it
05:27and I was like...
05:27Was that after Apru?
05:28It was one bit.
05:29I was one bit in...
05:30It's Dutch courage.
05:31It was...
05:32Yeah, which is Dutch courage,
05:33but no.
05:33Have you spoken to Jazz recently?
05:35Because the last time you saw each other,
05:37you're setting boundaries.
05:39Okay, yeah.
05:40We met and I think it's all for, like, the better,
05:46to be perfectly honest.
05:47I do agree.
05:48Yeah.
05:48She's gone on a date,
05:50which I think is really exciting.
05:52Yeah.
05:52I haven't heard anything about it yet, though.
05:54I think she was quite nervous about going on it.
05:56Yeah.
05:56She said it went really, really well.
05:58Even they had a kiss.
05:59Did they?
06:00You know that.
06:01But Jazz, like, she seems really happy.
06:04I'm going to go meet her.
06:05Oh, what?
06:05You're going to meet Jazz on a date?
06:07Yeah.
06:08Oh, my God.
06:08The next step.
06:09Wow.
06:09I'm sure you'll meet her soon as well.
06:11Yeah.
06:12Good.
06:12Well, that's what I want for her.
06:14I want Jazz to, like, be out having fun
06:16and, like, meeting new people.
06:18I think she needed it.
06:19She did need that.
06:20Yeah, I'm happy for her.
06:22Yeah.
06:22What about you and your date and love life?
06:24Before everything with Jazz, it was Kit.
06:27Have you spoken to him since?
06:29I'm actually going to see him tomorrow
06:31because when we spoke,
06:33he kind of was implying that
06:36maybe there was something more there with Jazz
06:38than I was letting on.
06:40And ultimately, I just want to clear the air
06:42and set the record straight.
06:44What have you been up to recently?
06:46Um, I've been quite busy.
06:47I've got London Fashion Week coming up,
06:49which will be really nice.
06:50Fun.
06:50And I'm going to go watch Paris Walk,
06:52which will be really cool.
06:53Ooh.
06:53Yeah, I'm really excited.
06:55I'm not sure who's going,
06:56but I think Elise is going to be there.
06:57So that might be...
06:59What's that?
06:59Is she still seeing Freddie?
07:01Well...
07:01I don't even know what's even going on with her.
07:03Well, we saw Freddie the other night.
07:07Which was fun, wasn't it?
07:08How are you and Freddie?
07:09We were all getting on, yeah.
07:10Yeah, we were getting on.
07:11Which surprised me a bit, obviously, since Scotland.
07:13Yeah, I mean, the start was a bit awkward, obviously,
07:16but he kind of just said to me that
07:19he's not into Elise.
07:21Oh, shit.
07:22He's cutting it off.
07:23Oh.
07:24And I was like, okay.
07:26And then he was like,
07:30what do you think about getting back together?
07:31Oh, my God.
07:34Oh, my God.
07:48I feel like you've been really busy at the moment.
07:50Yeah, I've been working on this event.
07:52I'm really excited about it.
07:53It's like, it's called a green tie event.
07:55It's kind of like a sustainable take on a black tie event.
07:59So you basically come wearing anything thrifted,
08:02borrowed, vintage, upcycled.
08:04I'm going to have to try and find something.
08:06Hello, ladies.
08:07Hello.
08:08How are we doing?
08:09Good, how are you?
08:10Good, I won't kiss you because I've got a bit of a cold.
08:13Oh, yeah, stay away.
08:14Sniffy.
08:16How have you been, then?
08:18Good.
08:19Long time, no see.
08:20I know.
08:22It's the other since Silchester.
08:24I appreciate you meeting with me.
08:26I didn't know you were going to be here, Libby,
08:27so thanks for joining us as well.
08:28I thought I'd just, yeah.
08:30Just come and...
08:30She had a drink to finish, to be fair.
08:33If you want to know anything,
08:34if there's anything to do with it.
08:34Yeah, I just kind of want to know how it happened.
08:38I don't know, it kind of just happened.
08:40I know he was saying to me,
08:42and I'm assuming he's saying to you as well
08:43that it was one-sided.
08:44Is that what he's saying?
08:45He said he laid down on the bed,
08:47and, like, you crawled over,
08:49and you kissed it.
08:50Right, okay, that's just a complete blatant lie.
08:53If it was just a one-sided thing,
08:55if I was the one who was calling
08:56or threw myself onto him,
08:57why is he then making comments since that point,
09:00jokingly, being like, we should do it again?
09:03You're saying he's joking about,
09:04you should do it again?
09:05Yeah, and then he kind of insinuates
09:06well, might as well make it worthwhile.
09:08Were these jokes made whilst we were in our dating phase?
09:13Like, at the pub a couple weeks ago?
09:15Yeah.
09:17Is this whilst I was there?
09:19Yeah.
09:22Nice.
09:23It's quite a big thing to happen.
09:24No, I get that.
09:25Of course I get that.
09:26I would, I think I do stand on the fact that, like,
09:30it is kind of just like a jokey, friendly,
09:32flirty type situation.
09:34To be honest with you,
09:35this is actually worse than I thought it was.
09:38I get what you're saying,
09:40but I just feel like there are certain lines
09:43that brothers don't cross.
09:44I don't know why you're giving it.
10:08I'm about to go and ask him for left-handed clubs
10:10because you surely aren't right-handed.
10:12So do you think you look cool with that tea in your room?
10:14Yeah, do you think you look cool?
10:15I mean, is that it?
10:15Shanking it into the room.
10:16That is sick.
10:17There's deers running about everywhere
10:18and Freddie was aiming for them, it looked like.
10:20You got any news, Fred?
10:21You're looking a bit quiet.
10:22Yeah, I do.
10:23I think we all saw it coming.
10:26Me and Elise are officially over.
10:28What?
10:29No!
10:30And it's not all bad news
10:33because, God, you guys are going to laugh at me.
10:35Basically, I went to an event
10:36and me and Bex, like, hitting it off.
10:39Dare I say it, like,
10:39it felt like we were kind of back together.
10:42It was weird.
10:43Oh, my God.
10:44Guys, what?
10:45So, Hans, this is the reason why you've called it off of Elise.
10:49Absolutely not.
10:50I don't have feelings for Bex.
10:51I don't.
10:51What?
10:52Okay.
10:52However, if Bex liked to hang out,
10:54I want cuddles, I want movie nights,
10:56and sex is just a bonus.
10:58If Bex agreed to you asking for friends with benefits,
11:01what would you say?
11:02That would be a dream snide.
11:04You've had a rush of blood to the wrong head,
11:06and we need to flip you upside down
11:07and get you thinking properly.
11:09Any more exciting stuff from your little away trip?
11:12God, one or two things.
11:14Sort of found myself getting a bit caught out
11:17in something that happened in Scotland
11:18between me and Zeno.
11:23Basically, like, long story short, we kissed one night.
11:27You and Zeno?
11:28I know, I know, I know.
11:30When?
11:31I didn't see it coming either, mate.
11:32Like, towards the end of the trip.
11:33I'm just going to remember,
11:34Armin and Chugs are, like, best mates.
11:36No, no, no, I know.
11:36I'm sorry.
11:37It's not funny.
11:37But, like, that's wild.
11:39Oh, I don't know.
11:39I just feel, like, guilty,
11:40and I feel sick about keeping something from him.
11:43Obviously, I'm good friends with Zeno's ex.
11:46Tristan lives with him.
11:47Like, I've not even spoken to Tristan about this.
11:49I know he's not going to be pleased.
11:51I literally lied to his face twice
11:53saying that nothing happened to Zeno.
11:55He asked me, and I was like, no, nothing happened.
11:57So that's a whole other dynamic.
11:59Oh, I'm not going to lie.
12:00You're pretty screwed.
12:01I'm not going to lie.
12:55This is a duck bread with a cherry reduction.
12:59Yeah, make sure you get K-Berry on that.
13:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:02Because the sauce is quite sweet.
13:03Oh, the sauce is...
13:05This is nice.
13:06Yeah?
13:06Mmm!
13:07Is it good?
13:08Mm-hmm.
13:09Yeah, I'm glad we got to do this
13:10because I've got a bit of a weird one later.
13:12Inga sent me a text out of the blue
13:14asking to meet up.
13:15No idea what she wants to say.
13:17Last time I saw her,
13:18all this jazz stuff was all starting to happen,
13:20and it'll be fine.
13:22I just need to talk to her.
13:23Hmm.
13:24What else has been going on?
13:25I feel like I haven't seen you guys in ages.
13:26Well, Chugs has now finally reached out to me.
13:29Yeah.
13:30And he wants to have a chat.
13:32Ah, yes, I've heard about this.
13:33Have you heard?
13:34Yeah, I've heard about it.
13:34Justin, I've not seen you before.
13:35This is something I was very eager to speak to you about.
13:37I feel bitterly disappointed by all this.
13:39Same, man.
13:39Same, honestly.
13:40I can see it in both your faces, actually.
13:43It's not a good look.
13:44It's really not a good look at all.
13:46Mm.
13:46It's one thing making a mistake,
13:48but it's the second thing lying wholeheartedly
13:51to everyone who's involved's face for a long time,
13:53to the point where I've actually directly asked Chugs
13:56about what happened in Scotland,
13:58and Zeno's ex has also done the same thing,
14:00and he completely lied, like, flat out.
14:02And that's why it's a huge problem now for our friendship.
14:04Well, this is the thing.
14:05But basically, Chugs told me that it was very one-sided
14:08from Zeno, but then I had a drink with Zeno the other day,
14:13and she was telling me that Chugs was joking
14:16about doing it again.
14:17Oh, God.
14:18Which I just could not believe.
14:20I could not believe that.
14:22Listen, I think it's absolutely bang out of order from Chugs.
14:24I think it shows a blatant lack of respect.
14:26And this actually doesn't emotionally impact me
14:28in the same way it has you,
14:29because I wasn't dating Zeno, but Harvey was.
14:31And Chugs is also very close to him.
14:33So, in my head now, him hooking up with Zeno
14:36and Scotland and lying about it, laughing about it,
14:38all the stuff you're telling me,
14:40has kind of set the precedent for me
14:41that maybe I'm overlooking something,
14:42even when it comes to Jules now.
14:44I'm like, in the back of my head, I'm like,
14:46you know, if he can do that to Zeno's ex,
14:48who he's as close to,
14:49are the rumours of him being, you know,
14:51extra close with Jules,
14:52is there some truth in that?
14:54Where is that level of respect?
14:55Where is that level of friendship?
14:56So what are you actually going to say to him later?
14:57And, like, where do you go from there?
15:00Honestly, I don't know.
15:01Chugs knows that if I feel betrayed or hurt
15:04or the trust is broken,
15:06I have no problem cutting you out of my life.
15:09So, he knows the gravity of the situation.
15:12Just wait a little longer
15:16because I know that you are
15:22I'm calling it
15:23Cheers, guys.
15:24Thank you for inviting us, Paris.
15:25It is great.
15:26Well, guys, thanks for coming.
15:27Pleasure.
15:28Anytime you need me to come look at beautiful women
15:30walking a straight line,
15:31just give me a ring.
15:32I'm always available.
15:33I think we've all done a bit of modelling.
15:34You've done some modelling.
15:35Yeah, I used to do all the fashion weeks.
15:37Hello.
15:38Hello, love.
15:39Good to see you again.
15:40You well?
15:41I'm good.
15:42Hi, beautiful.
15:43Oh, my God.
15:44Can I just say that I'm obsessed with your outfit?
15:46Oh, thank you.
15:47You look so good.
15:48I think we need to address you today.
15:51Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
15:52I'm so proud.
15:53I'll stop there like, that's my girl.
15:55Thanks, thanks.
15:56Oh, my God.
15:56I'm so glad you came.
15:57Isn't this fun?
15:59So awkward.
16:02I mean, maybe someone could explain
16:05because I've been too busy in fashion week
16:06to get my head around what's going on.
16:08I mean, it's gone on for like a while.
16:10It's because Freddie and I were getting to know each other
16:12and obviously, X and Freddie dated.
16:15But you'll be thrilled to know it's no longer a thing.
16:17Yeah.
16:18No, you did tell me that.
16:21I mean, I literally did call it from the very beginning.
16:24So did I.
16:25What do you mean, so did you?
16:28I said to the two of you that I thought...
16:30I just said, I've said it the whole time.
16:33It was fun.
16:34I've said that.
16:35I've gained a best friend, but like,
16:36I knew you weren't...
16:38Why is that nice?
16:38It was nice.
16:39Okay, fine.
16:40If anything, we'll be sure there's a wingman.
16:42If you want me to set you up, let me know.
16:44Yeah.
16:44I mean, I just see Freddie the other night.
16:46He did say that, you know,
16:49he does still have feelings for me
16:51and that he wants to try and get me back, basically.
16:55He wants to be with me.
16:56What did he specifically say to you?
16:59That he has feelings for me
17:02and the next morning,
17:03he did call me and ask me on a date.
17:05I'm just so confused, though,
17:06because you point blank got so angry at me
17:09and were arguing new
17:10because you said that you didn't like Freddie
17:11and I was crazy in saying that.
17:13Well, I didn't feel like that.
17:13But now, all along, you're like...
17:15I know, because at that time...
17:17I don't know if I buy this or not
17:18if it's just because I went there
17:19now that it's like he's giving you a bit of attention.
17:21It's just weird.
17:22Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
17:24I've not.
17:25Now, I don't want Freddie...
17:26Oh, my God, are you still talking?
17:27Yeah, relax.
17:29Because why are you so, like...
17:31Well, I think the thing is,
17:32there's clearly a lot of strong feelings flying about.
17:36We don't know what's going to happen.
17:52Hello.
17:53Hello.
17:54This is Mary.
17:56Oh, it's me, too.
17:56Hi.
17:57How are you?
17:58I think I'm Mary.
17:58Hi, how are you, too?
17:59Hi, Julia.
18:00Hello, hello.
18:01I'm Mary.
18:02Nice to meet you.
18:02This is Mary.
18:04Sorry we're late.
18:05I love the accent.
18:06Are you Scandinavian?
18:08No.
18:10I'm from Barcelona.
18:12But with a bit of Irish, apparently.
18:13Yes.
18:13You forgot to tell me she was Barcelonian.
18:17Barcelonian?
18:18So this is Jules.
18:19Nice to meet you, Jules.
18:21You guys seem happy.
18:22Look, you're linking arms.
18:23I know, yeah.
18:24And we're kind of, like, matching as well.
18:26Looking smart.
18:27Looking smart?
18:27You guys look smart, too.
18:29Yeah, we dressed up for you.
18:30Aw.
18:31I just put a jumper on, but thank you.
18:33Okay, enough jokes.
18:35It's down to business.
18:36Yes.
18:36Okay, let's go.
18:38What are your intentions?
18:39I want to marry her.
18:40Oh, wow.
18:42Okay.
18:43Going red.
18:43Why are you going red?
18:44I'm not.
18:44It's just hot in here.
18:45Yeah.
18:46What is their second date planned?
18:48I'd definitely like to.
18:49I mean, I don't know when you're next in town.
18:52I'm asking you on a date in front of my best friend.
18:54No, it's actually...
18:54You got this, Jazz.
18:55You got this.
18:55I can just take a flight.
18:56Whenever you say that you're free, I'll just take the flight.
18:59Like, there's enough reason for me to take a flight.
19:01What?
19:01You know?
19:01Like, it's not...
19:02Like, I don't need to have work here.
19:05Am I passing the test, guys?
19:25Oh, hey.
19:26Hi, Chugs.
19:27Thank you for coming to see me, right?
19:30It's okay.
19:32What's going on?
19:34I feel like we've got a lot to talk about.
19:36Yeah.
19:37And I just want to start up by holding my hands up and just apologizing again.
19:44Like, I completely own what I've done.
19:47And it's not even an action that I did that was wrong.
19:50I actually think beyond that, it's the fact I just wasn't completely honest with you.
19:55That's the thing that's been eating me up the most, if I'm being, like, if I'm being completely transparent here.
20:00I just want you to...
20:01Mate, it was, as you know, like, it was a complete shock to me.
20:04And I just could not believe it.
20:06I met up with Zayno the other day.
20:08And she's been telling me that you guys are still, like, making jokes about it.
20:11And that is a whole new level of disrespect.
20:13What do you mean, making jokes about it?
20:15Well, that day that we went...
20:16We had dinner, the three of us.
20:17It was literally me, you, and Zayno.
20:18She told me that apparently when I went up to go to the toilet, you guys were making jokes about,
20:22like, doing it again.
20:23And, like, laughing.
20:24And then I come back and just nothing's happened.
20:27Like, that is fully mugging me on.
20:28Yeah, yeah.
20:29It's not like a secret flirt I've been having with Zayno.
20:31It's not.
20:32I've got a flirty friendship with her, for sure.
20:33But, like, because there's no emotions involved, nothing like that, it feels, like, less deceitful than perhaps if I was
20:41wanting to actively pursue Zayno.
20:42You know what I mean?
20:43Which I don't.
20:44And then I was just with the boys.
20:45I was with Kit and Tristan.
20:46And then, like, Tristan's going in on you.
20:49Yeah, I bet he was.
20:49And he's saying you lied to his face twice.
20:51I did, yeah.
20:53First of all, he's furious.
20:54Secondly, everything that he thought was invalid about you liking Jules and just all the stuff that Philip said.
21:01Oh, for God's sake.
21:01This now kind of validates that.
21:03Now he's questioning that.
21:04Oh, that's ridiculous.
21:06If he wants to go backtrack and be like, oh, I can't trust anything Chugs has said ever, that's not
21:11fair.
21:12I don't know, I don't know.
21:13I don't want to, like, try and look like I'm trying to get away with anything here.
21:16But it's just, like, this has been really weighing me down and it's so shit not hanging out with you
21:21and being with you in China.
21:22I know, mate.
21:22I've messed up here.
21:24And I'm really, really sorry.
21:26And I mean that.
21:27I appreciate that.
21:29I want to put this behind us.
21:31I'm just going to need complete transparency and honesty moving forward.
21:36The right thing to do would have been to tell everyone.
21:37And you should just explain that to Tristan because he's fuming, mate.
21:40I've never seen him this angry.
21:44Well, yeah, guys, it was lovely, like, mini news.
21:46But obviously I have to go and cut a flight to Dublin.
21:50But, yeah.
21:51It was fantastic.
21:52I actually feel like I met you before, so thank you so much.
21:55Yeah.
21:55And I'll see you soon, too.
21:57Yes.
21:57See you soon, mate.
22:00Bye.
22:01See you.
22:02Bye.
22:03Kissing kiss.
22:03You guys just watch me kiss.
22:04Yeah.
22:05I think she's so sweet.
22:07She's so great, isn't she?
22:07I think she's fantastic.
22:08She possesses all the qualities that I look for in a girl.
22:11Does Inga know about Mary or no?
22:15I saw her yesterday.
22:16For face value, she seemed really happy for you.
22:18I said you guys kiss and, you know, she didn't go like...
22:20Fucking hell, Jack.
22:21Sorry.
22:22That's not your business to tell.
22:24Sorry.
22:24Sorry.
22:26So, what was her reaction?
22:27Like, when you told her about them kissing, what was her reaction?
22:30She just said, I'm happy for Jazz?
22:31Yeah, she said, I'm happy.
22:33She said, like...
22:33Was there, like, a sad face while she was saying, I'm happy?
22:36She was just smiling, smiles and happy.
22:38Right.
22:40Am I missing something?
22:41Because I think that it was genuine.
22:43Okay.
22:43No, no, no.
22:44Yeah.
22:45I know she wants the best for me.
22:46So, yeah.
22:48I mean, she was asking me, like...
22:50She was texting me before the day.
22:51Like, what are you going to wear?
22:52But, like, I didn't respond to her.
22:54I mean, since setting boundaries, I've pulled back on my communications.
23:00I, unfortunately, am not to the point where I can suddenly go back to just being friends,
23:04like, straight away.
23:05I don't want to get upset.
23:06Oh, my God.
23:07Mary's just left.
23:08Jesus Christ.
23:09Um.
23:11It just makes me think that her being so, like, oh, my God, what are you going to wear
23:15for your date?
23:16Send me a picture.
23:16How was your date?
23:17Blah, blah, blah.
23:18Like, all of this.
23:19It just makes me think that this whole thing between us was just, like, non-existent.
23:26That's why I'm still processing it.
23:28Like, having this friendship change feels like, feels like a breakup.
23:35Whatever the hell just happened for the last two months, I don't have closure from it.
23:39I can't get over that overnight, unfortunately.
23:41This heart won't let me be...
24:06It's been a while.
24:08I'm still watching you.
24:12Oh, my God.
24:13It's been a while.
24:16Yeah, it does and I think the last time that we spoke it probably was a bit tense
24:22Yeah, yeah, I think there was like a lot of speculation going around
24:27Potentially you and I think a lot of other people kind of jumped to the conclusion that it was a
24:32romantic situation between
24:33jazz and I
24:35But I guess
24:37Set the record straight with you. It's not romantic and it's not something that we would ever see as romantic
24:44So just so I've got it right you you never had feelings for jazz
24:48Not romantically no no
24:51There's never been anything romantic between the two of you. No, no
24:55Do you think maybe she read some signals wrong and that's what started this whole thing off? I don't know
25:02maybe um, but
25:04She you know, we both sort of clarified that together that neither of us have romantic feelings for each other
25:09But I can see how some of the things that we were doing
25:15Well
25:17Probably confusing because like we were very cuddly
25:20I think I was naive to think that maybe that would never lead to confusion because I think in my
25:26head. I knew what it was
25:27Now it's better and it's important that those things don't happen. So there wouldn't be any like future confusion
25:35You know, yeah
25:38So where does this leave us now?
25:41Do you think if none of that had happened then we would still be seeing each other? I don't know
25:46what would have happened
25:48It's it's hard to tell yeah, but I won't lie. I feel like I
25:54Need to be single and enjoy being on my own
25:59Yeah, I get it
26:00Mm-hmm. Well, I'm glad that we've
26:03Cleared the air and sort of you know
26:07Set the record straight and now
26:10Hopefully like everyone else can see the truth behind everything
26:15Now I'm glad you asked me here
26:21oh
26:31Oh
26:45Yeah
26:47Are they your... Are they your sisters traveling?
26:50Why are you laughing, Jack?
26:51It just looks like it's your first day at secondary school.
26:53Yeah. Really?
26:54Freddie, you owe me so many beers for what I did for you the other night.
26:58What did you do? Right? I was with Elise and Bex.
27:01And it just went... Together? Turbo.
27:03It went... It was so nasty between them.
27:06Elise found out that you told Bex you had feelings for her.
27:10What feelings? I did not say I had feelings for Bex.
27:12Yes, yes. Did you say that?
27:15No, I never said that.
27:17I just don't believe you. I just don't believe you.
27:20Freddie, I don't believe you. I never said that.
27:21I saw her the other day with Inga.
27:23She said there was, like, something underlying there.
27:25She probably had a few drinks at this event and misread what I said.
27:28Mate, she's so 100% certain that you guys are moving towards a relationship.
27:31Okay, well, in that case, then I'll take a step back. That's boring.
27:34You're looking for something now because you're trying to fill that void.
27:37And you just want cuddles and somebody to chill with. That isn't fair.
27:41Have you said to her, I just want a friend to benefit?
27:43Basically, yeah.
27:44No, you're not going to turn around.
27:46Do you know what I said to her?
27:47I said, let's get back together until I go away travelling.
27:51Is that not the most black and white thing ever?
27:53No, but she doesn't understand that.
27:55Yeah, obviously not Angus, okay?
27:57So I'm going to have to make it clear.
28:10Hello.
28:11Hello.
28:13Hello.
28:13How are you?
28:14Yeah, I'm okay.
28:14Thanks for...
28:15Very sweet.
28:16What is it?
28:17I don't know.
28:18I got the two things I wanted to try so that I could try both.
28:21Have you had a bit of this one already?
28:22I prefer mine.
28:22Right.
28:23This is a detox green smoothie.
28:25That is a berry something.
28:27Beautiful.
28:28Nice.
28:28Amazing.
28:29Thanks for checking in.
28:31Yeah, I wanted to make sure you're okay, because I know you've been getting a lot of heat
28:34recently.
28:34Yeah, it's been pretty exhausting, to be honest.
28:36Yeah.
28:37I saw Armin yesterday, which was really nice.
28:40So you guys are fine then?
28:41Fine is a strong word.
28:43I think, like, there's lots of love there and we're hoping that we can, like, build back
28:48to what we were.
28:49But I've been told that Tristan's fuming at me.
28:52Why?
28:52And I know he's going to come tomorrow, so I'm going to see him there.
28:55Again, it doesn't involve him.
28:56You obviously...
28:57But he obviously is connected because he lives with Harvey and he's one of his best friends.
29:00He's obviously going to always have his back.
29:02I just think that, like, you're human.
29:05People make mistakes.
29:06People do things.
29:06And you've apologised to the two people who need apologising.
29:09And that's that.
29:10But then again, I don't want to, like, downplay the situation because, like, on paper,
29:13it does sound awful.
29:14And, like, to be fair, it is bad.
29:20Ugh, Zaino.
29:21And I'll be honest, if it was just you on your own, like, your personality, like, the
29:26way you are, like, yeah, I'd be, like, interested.
29:30Yeah, no, I get that.
29:31I think for me maybe it's a bit different because I, like, my ex isn't really, like,
29:37part of the equation.
29:38And I think I'm going to not be part of the equation anymore.
29:41Okay, so you're, like, so, like, for you, like, you would, like, potentially, like,
29:46be, like, open to, like, trying to, like, I don't know, hang out in that way.
29:49Is that what you're trying to say?
29:50Well, I don't know.
29:51No.
29:52Well, I don't know.
29:53I don't know.
29:54Okay, sure.
29:57I think you're, like, the forbidden fruit, Zaino.
30:00What does that mean?
30:01I feel, well, we've had one kiss, yeah?
30:04And look at the backlash, like, off the back of that.
30:07What's the difference to anything else versus a kiss?
30:10That was my thought process.
30:12Well, you think you're one foot in, so it's like, might as well keep walking.
30:18Because you're never getting any trouble at ease, you know?
30:20No, I just back my eyelashes and look pretty.
30:22You good at that?
30:23So we're basically friends that fancy each other but can't do anything.
30:27Can't do anything about it.
30:29Okay.
30:30Sick.
30:31Yeah.
30:31Love that for us.
30:32Should we shake hands or...?
30:34Go somewhere else.
30:35Shut up.
30:44Yeah.
30:51Hi, Jazz.
30:51Hi.
30:52Come sit, I guess.
30:54Thanks.
30:55How are you?
30:56I'm good.
30:57I'm a bit tired today.
30:58I don't think.
30:59Sorry, I was just having a cosy day at home.
31:01Um, yeah, sorry for just swinging by.
31:04That's all right.
31:05Yeah, I just wanted to check in because I saw Inga the other day.
31:08She sort of asked me to come meet her and she just said she thinks I deserve to understand
31:14everything that's gone on because I'm somewhat involved.
31:17Mm-hmm.
31:17How does she, like...
31:19I mean, it's not my business, but...
31:21No, it's fine, I'll tell you.
31:22I'm bored of it all being sort of miscommunicated, to be honest.
31:25Um, yeah, she said that there's nothing romantic there and there never was.
31:33So...
31:34Mm-hmm.
31:34...this has all been kind of blown out of proportion...
31:38Mm-hmm.
31:39...for nothing, really.
31:40That's...
31:41You probably didn't want to hear that from me.
31:42That's fine.
31:43Oh, my God, why am I crying?
31:45No, but it's hard to hear.
31:48Oh!
31:50She thought that you might have misread some signals of your friendship and...
31:54And I just think you should know, because everyone's being far too...
31:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
31:59And this is clearly really important to you.
32:02Maybe I did.
32:05That just...
32:05I don't know, because obviously Inga and I had that conversation where she did...
32:09agree it was more than friends.
32:11So maybe she meant it in a way that, yeah, it's more than friends, but it's nothing.
32:16I don't know.
32:17I don't know.
32:18Maybe I did...
32:22Clearly, it's obviously cut me a lot deeper than her.
32:26Yeah.
32:29I think you just need a bit of time, you know, away from her, probably.
32:36Yeah.
32:37Yeah?
32:38We've definitely been...
32:39We haven't hung out as much, obviously, since I set boundaries, because...
32:42Yeah, I'm sure we haven't.
32:43I actually went on a date.
32:44Well done.
32:45How'd it go?
32:46It was really good, and this girl's so cool.
32:49Like, she's a really, really cool girl, knows what she wants.
32:52Um...
32:54I think it would just take me more time.
32:56Yeah.
32:56You can't drown these things with dates.
32:59Been there.
33:00Doesn't work.
33:01Oh.
33:03I just wish that she would have...
33:07shut it down to me.
33:09It's just hard.
33:10But I think I've been confused for a very long time.
33:16And I'm not confused anymore.
33:19I'm hurt by everything now.
33:21I'm afraid, in this scenario, being hurt is better than being confused.
33:38Thank you, baby.
33:53Sustaino, oh my gosh, what a fabulous event.
33:57OK but where is the dress from?
33:59um it's basically a versace runway dress from it's a vintage dress which i'm kind of like you
34:03know i love my vintage and it's alone as well so like i don't know who's worn this and what
34:08stories i've had in it but i love that
34:22it's taken the sustainability a bit too far you got dressed in the dark
34:26leave them alone no i was gonna give you guys confidence as to how cute you look but now
34:30no so when's the housewarming party then yeah give us a bit of time to settle in first i think
34:38oh guys hello bebeca in the house lovely thank you so do your dress is amazing beggin i need to
34:45worry that you will you look really good bex thank you yeah anyway should we go and find the
34:50others yeah i think it's perfect see you later see you guys bye bye hello hello
34:59are you playing it cool no you're nervous what happened with you and elise brother apparently
35:05it all kicked off oh my god at the fashion show oh she's angry you didn't really get off on
35:11the
35:11right foot did you no you didn't no i don't know we're gonna be friends so it's not really a
35:16loss
35:16for me yeah good riddance we can be friends i'll be your friend we can be friends now what is
35:24that
35:24what is your mindset because i'm i'm very confused to be honest why i'm just hearing from angus that
35:32do you don't have feelings for me still do you feelings for you yeah um please be honest with me
35:40well i feel like it's been a year and both of us have like dated other people and we do
35:47kind of
35:47keep coming back to each other and i feel like because it's been a year it makes me think like
35:51oh maybe that is something still there with you but i don't know i don't think i'm ready for anything
35:57serious though okay i don't know if i'm giving you the wrong impression of that in a dream world we
36:01could be like it sounds so silly i don't know if i want to know what you're about to say
36:05it's just
36:05like no nothing bad um i don't know maybe like exes with benefits right that sounds quite
36:13degrading actually i just i don't know i would prefer i would like some love in my life do you
36:18know what i mean but not a relationship because you know i'm going away i'm going on a motorbike trip
36:23for like two and a half months really i'm aware that you're going away yeah see that implies to me
36:28that you're not really wanting anything serious if i'm literally giving you i've got no idea what
36:32like i don't know what i want freddie but what i do know that i definitely don't want to be
36:37one of
36:37your random blonde girls that you take home on a friday night because that's not me and you know
36:40that's not me i thought that me and you were on the same page here we i'm not on any
36:45page i'm not
36:47even in the book yeah this is all come from you it hasn't come from me i know this has
36:51come from you
36:52saying that you still have been with me you want to go on a date that you miss me that
36:56you want to hang
36:56out with me i would have been open to going on that date and hanging out with you but now
37:00you
37:00freeze as x with benefit it's like that actually makes me feel sick like it's okay fine good to find
37:05someone else i know i want that's fine that is what i wanted i think you're a very strange boy
37:11strange boy but yeah i can be a bit strange anyway no date i guess
37:28have either you seen jazz tonight i thought you should be here she did actually send me a text
37:32um earlier saying that she she's running late um because i know like ingo was popping over to grab
37:37some things before holiday so yeah yeah i was hoping to see her because i saw her yesterday um
37:45it was all quite intense that you guys have heard but like ingo basically asked to see me to set
37:49the
37:49record straight about her and jazz right what was it exactly she said she's like just so you know
37:55there's nothing going on romantically between jazz and me and there never was really yeah like she
38:01literally has has agreed that it is more than a friendship but then she's saying to you it was
38:05never it was never romantic jazz is gay like sleeping in a bed with a girl every single night
38:10spooning her doing everything she's doing writing these love notes is going to string someone along
38:14and that's not fair and ingo should know better i don't think ingo's doing this maliciously at all
38:18like i think she's an incredibly kind soul i think she's got this friendship with jazz that she
38:24doesn't want to let go of i don't know i think ingo needs to be gone from jazz's life yes
38:28it's the
38:29only way jazz will get over her that's the only way
38:43you okay mate i'm okay i'm all right you sure you've been a bit off tonight got a bit quiet
38:50mm-hmm yeah i mean obviously like this whole situation is just weighing me down a little bit
38:54like it feels like a lot of weights on my shoulders and everyone's got their two pants to chuck in
38:58on it
38:59we made everyone in this group has made mistakes like that me and jack are made up
39:03do you regret what you did with livy yes and no i think genuinely i think everything happens for a
39:08reason and like i i you know what i would have regretted more is thinking what if
39:14yeah i get that but yeah i think for me like the risk reward factor there is uneven
39:20but that's like yeah i do i do think zen is great like she's fair like i get on with
39:26her really well
39:26i always have done but like i never ever thought something would happen between us yeah because i
39:33have seen her as harvey's girlfriend like i have i mean look what i would say is
39:38those things i feel can be mended and i wouldn't want you to throw away something that could be
39:44something special in the future promise me that you're not going to just keep beating yourself
39:48up over it but i don't i don't want to see that anymore boys hello tris hello mate you all
39:55right
39:55yeah chugs you all right oh i'm all right man yeah oh well yeah i'm okay yeah i saw you
40:01guys up here
40:01so i thought i'd come and have a have a word do you mind for a long overdue is that
40:05all right yeah
40:06thanks man cheers mate um how you doing i'm okay i was hoping also being better like i was hoping
40:14i'd be able to grab you today first of all like i want to apologize for lying to your face
40:21the biggest
40:22reason for not telling you is because i didn't want to put you in an awkward position between like two
40:25friends and i also promised saying that which is another one of my mistakes so i was protecting that
40:30lie but like i mean but i hold my hands up listen we just let me like texting a lie
40:34or we protecting
40:34yourself drugs because all right i hear what you're saying yes sadly something that's happened a long
40:39time ago has come to bite in the ass it wasn't owned the communication wasn't there do you understand
40:43like the wrong logic behind why i buried it a hundred percent i don't understand you don't get
40:47that no not at all you don't see how like i just thought it was so insignificant that it wasn't
40:51worth
40:52like the like the pain that like harvey would feel it might be insignificant to you but it's very
40:55significant to harvey who places a lot of trust and respect in you as a friend yeah i know and
40:59then how do i
40:59know that won't happen with jules i've gone to bat for you with i don't think that's fair first i
41:03don't know it's completely fair chugs what would you do for my position you know me better than that
41:07tristan i know exactly i'm having this conversation with you because i i do know you better than that
41:11but harvey is the same level of friendship i believe that you and i are okay because you buried
41:14this you you've known me for a very long time very long yeah and like you actually do know me
41:19inside and out we make your parents like it's a deep-rooted friendship there exactly i have messed up
41:24it's out of my character to mess up i don't it's it's it's not something i do like i don't
41:29do things
41:29like that i don't condone things like that the one rule the one rule is you don't go there with
41:34your
41:34friends exes you know that rule arm has told me that when you walk back to the house he felt
41:37like
41:38he was the third wheel and you two were like giggling in the corner and then then you kissed her
41:42later on that night so these are all things that have come i'm not i'm not going my way trying
41:46to
41:46like he's not said that to me he's not said that to me he doesn't he feels awkward talking to
41:49you
41:49it's difficult for me to understand whether this is a slip up or this is something that you know
41:55like it could happen again sort of thing
42:02i'm gonna get some marinate because it's all going a bit much right but i appreciate you chatting
42:29how are you how are you okay how are you okay uh
42:31jazzy
42:36hello hello i'm literally just getting ready thanks for waiting for me i just need to
42:43like grab my jacket before i go away tomorrow you look nice thank you
42:50how are you okay how are you okay um not really what's up kit came to see me yeah and
43:02like told
43:03me about your conversation you had with him did he ask you like have you ever had romantic thoughts
43:09and you were like never he i think we yeah i said that what we had wasn't romantic which is
43:18what we
43:18both said to each other i'm just wrapping my head around the fact that like you doing all those things
43:24and like us having the dynamic that we did was like in your head that's completely like oh yeah that's
43:30friendship do you know what i mean but i don't like i don't spoon jewels
43:35also like yeah i i do i do think the things that we were doing is almost like what a
43:40partner would do
43:41just minus all the like sexual stuff but i know who i what i'm like and i know that i'm
43:48tactile when
43:49i'm with you though that's it's on the extreme side and i'm not like that tactile with anyone else
43:55that is the truth like what was that for you then i don't know i i think it was i
44:01don't know how to
44:01answer that because it was more than a normal friendship it's very different to any friendship
44:07i've got so that's why i was confused by the whole thing but when we spoke about like have you
44:16thought
44:16about this like have you thought about kissing you thought about those things i hadn't i couldn't
44:21make sense of the fact that like we had this dynamic that you quite literally couldn't put a label on
44:27but this whole situation has really established in myself that i'm i'm not ready to date in a world where
44:36i was ready to date i have no idea if maybe like whatever we had would have been stronger for
44:43me
44:44and that's not me trying to like mislead you like that's not me saying like oh in an ultimate world
44:49like yeah i absolutely would have romantic feelings for you i'm not that's not what i'm saying i'm saying
44:53i don't know like who knows in three four five months a year two years like who knows what's
44:59going to happen or what develops like you just you can't predict those kind of things i just can only
45:05tell you what i think and feel right now in this moment i mean this is genuinely like and i
45:12hate to say it
45:13i've since setting those boundaries i've not been like happier than before obviously well yeah to me
45:23it doesn't feel
45:27normal but you've made peace with that i have i've accepted it because what else can i do
45:33what am i gonna do my god i can't come before your door and be like no let me in
45:37like
45:38like we need to be like that same way again like you you set a boundary i'm respecting it that
45:43meant
45:44we would have to change that makes me sad because i was like i just love what we're doing and
45:49it's so
45:49fun and it's like we've got this like little life together and i loved it but i also think it's
45:54probably
45:55the better because you want to date and have fun and i really want that for you
46:02i genuinely really do and i probably don't think you can do that
46:15i think you need a hug
46:20you want it on
46:24we'll figure something out
46:27yeah please don't be sad jazzy
46:33okay
46:36love you
46:37very fine
46:50you haven't seen inger since i've tried to set boundaries it sounds like she's painted a very
46:56different picture outside of what's actually happened what was that for you then a very close
47:00bond that now i'm not gonna lie i'm regretting you're a very wise man well i instantly felt the
47:06connection as soon as i came in are you trying it on with my mouth no sorry we just hit
47:10it off
47:10like straight away during the toyboy era yes georgia said she loves me i did say it back
47:17philip philip said he doesn't mean it that should have come from philip not this idiot she's
47:23under this field spell but when she gets out of it she's gonna be so much happier
47:39so
47:47you
47:48you
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