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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 7
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00:01Let's just be incredibly simple here.
00:02She likes you a bit.
00:03You not shutting that down.
00:06Immediately, all that signals to me is that you feel the same way.
00:08I think we have established that it's not a romantic pursuit.
00:14Probably no more sleepovers.
00:16No more cuddles.
00:18I'm going to go on a date this week.
00:19Oh, do you fancy me?
00:20Yeah.
00:21No, obviously.
00:24I think he does fancy her, if I'm just being completely honest.
00:27I guess I'll just keep an eye on it.
00:29Is he saying they're going well?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Wow, you're single now.
00:33You're going to cause a lot of garnish.
00:34In Scotland, I was non-stop talking about you and really excited.
00:38Chugs hasn't told Armand what happened between you two.
00:41Zona and I kiss.
00:42Do you not consider me a best mate?
00:47I can't come point at your door and be like, no, let me in.
00:50I literally lied to his face twice.
00:52Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
00:53It's really not a good look at all.
00:54He definitely does fancy you.
00:56Why is that nice?
00:57It was nice.
00:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
00:59I just got my eyelashes and look pretty.
01:01It feels like a breakup.
01:02This is actually worse than I thought it was.
01:04Well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
01:06That's boring.
01:07Oh, I'm not going to lie.
01:08You're pretty screwed.
01:25We've just got the keys to our new apartment.
01:37It's too short.
01:38I need a longer thingy.
01:39Freddie, you're about to fall over, mate.
01:41You look like bad guys.
01:42Let me lock in.
01:43Let me lock in.
01:43He's joking.
01:50Tiger Woods over here.
01:51Do you spend any time with Abby at all?
01:53Nope.
01:53Just saying.
01:55The world is waiting for you.
01:56We don't need a head start.
02:01The world is waiting for you.
02:02We don't need a head start.
02:06The world is waiting for you.
02:08The world is waiting for you.
02:08The world is waiting for you.
02:08You're welcome.
02:10Thanks, Jack.
02:11What do you guys want?
02:12Maybe a cappuccino.
02:20All right.
02:20Guys, how was Sealchester Farm?
02:22Oh, it was so beautiful.
02:23It was actually so nice.
02:25Yeah.
02:25It was like a real retreat.
02:27Do you know what I mean?
02:28Like, it was so relaxing.
02:29Very awesome.
02:29Yeah, so, well, wholesome until it wasn't wholesome.
02:32Honestly.
02:33Wait, so what happened?
02:34Um, so me and Armen are no longer.
02:37Why?
02:39You were really rooting for that, I know.
02:40I was.
02:41What?
02:41What?
02:42I don't know if you know this, but Chuggs and I had a kiss in Scotland
02:52Yeah, I mean it's quite messy, but I'm gonna actually messaged me
02:55Saying he wants to chat so he's on his way now
02:58I know I've done nothing wrong in this situation because it was before me and almond had to progress into
03:02anything
03:03I hope he kind of takes that into account. I think it's more of an ego thing when it comes
03:06to him
03:06Yeah, he should be directing his anger towards you. Yeah. No, it's definitely a chance surely
03:11Is there like any chemistry between you and Chuggs, but do you find him fit?
03:15Yeah, it's definitely attractive like he's a good-looking guy. He definitely does fancy you for sure
03:22No, I know he has said that before but like it's always kind of you know my ex has been
03:27there and then obviously almond and whatever else
03:29So I don't know it's it's
03:32Yeah, if he asked you on a date. No, I love my hypothetical too much too much. What would you
03:37say?
03:38No, I don't know
03:41It's not a no. It's also not a yes. I don't know
03:45well, ladies my
03:47Well, I don't really know where to begin. I feel like the last time we spoke about I was crying
03:51in a sauna suit. Yes
03:53Long story short Inga and I had this conversation where we kind of admitted that it was more than friendship
03:59Then I think I got a bit excited and then she backtracked so then
04:03We then established that it wasn't going to be romantic so I had to set boundaries with her
04:08But having her in my life at a very different capacity is really hard for me
04:13But I said how would you feel if I went on a date with someone and she was basically like
04:18I'd be so happy for you
04:19I want that for you, but you were like
04:21And I was like
04:21I'm going to go set myself a date now
04:24Yeah, but then I was like, you know what? That is my answer. That is my clarity
04:28So I went on this date with this girl
04:31Any kisses?
04:34Yes, yes. Yeah, I'm staying strong especially now that I am dating and I have that romantic connection with Mary
04:43I can't be
04:46Reeled back in by Inga. No way
05:00I'm gonna lie. I'm surprised to see him walking. Why? Because you always carry him
05:05No, I don't. Not all the time. I think he's actually whimpering to get up. Come on, Juffles. No
05:10Oh, bless him. I like his jumper
05:12I want one
05:15But anyway, how was skiing? Amazing. It looked incredible. It was so good. I did my first red
05:22I love that. I was very scared. I was apprehensive, but then I got down it and I was like
05:27After Apri, it was one bit
05:29I was one bit. It's Dutch courage. It was yeah, which is Dutch courage, but no
05:33So have you spoken to jazz recently because the last time you saw each other you you're setting boundaries
05:38Okay, yeah, we met and I think it's all for like the better to be perfectly
05:47I do agree. Yeah. Yeah, she's gone on a date
05:50Which I think is really exciting. Yeah, I haven't heard anything about it yet though
05:54I think she was quite nervous about going on it. Yeah
05:56Yeah, she said it went really really well even they had a kiss
06:00But just like she seems really happy I'm gonna go meet her
06:05Oh what you're gonna meet big step. Yeah. Oh my god. The next step. Wow. I'm sure you'll meet her
06:10soon as well
06:11Yeah
06:12Good well, that's what I want for her. I want dad's to like be out
06:15Having fun and like meeting new people and I think it she needed she did need that. Yeah, I'm happy
06:21for her
06:22Yeah, um, what about you and your date and love life before everything with jazz is it was kit. Have
06:27you spoken to him since?
06:28I'm actually gonna see him tomorrow because
06:32When we spoke he kind of was implying that maybe there was something more there with jazz than I was
06:39letting on and
06:40Ultimately, I just want to clear the air and set the record straight
06:44What have you been out to recently? Um, I've been quite busy
06:47I've got London fashion week coming up should be really nice fun. I'm gonna go watch paris walk which will
06:52be really cool
06:53I'm really excited. I'm not sure who's going but I think at least is gonna be there. So that might
06:58be
06:58What is she still seeing freddie?
07:01Well, I don't actually know what's like even going on, but we saw freddie the other night
07:05um
07:07Fun wasn't it
07:08How are you getting on yeah, we were getting on which surprised me a bit obviously since yeah
07:13I mean the thought was a bit awkward obviously, but he kind of just said to me that
07:19He's not into a lease. Oh shit cutting it off. Oh, and I was like
07:25Okay, and then he was like
07:30What do you think about getting back together? Oh
07:32ready
07:48I feel like you've been really busy at the moment. Yeah, I've been working on this event. I'm really excited
07:52about it
07:53It's like it's called a green tie event. It's kind of like a sustainable take on a black tie event
07:59Okay, um, so you basically come wearing anything thrifted borrowed vintage upcycled. I'm gonna have to try and find something
08:06Hello ladies. Hello. How are we doing? Good. How are you? Good. I won't kiss you because I've got a
08:11bit of a cold
08:16How have you been then good long time I know it's the other since silchester
08:24Appreciate you meeting with me. I don't know you're gonna be here living so thanks for joining us
08:28I thought I just yeah, just come in. She had a drink to finish
08:31If you want to know anything yeah, I just kind of want to know
08:36How it happened?
08:38I know it kind of just happened
08:40I know he was saying to me and I'm assuming he's saying to you as well that it was one
08:44-sided
08:44Is that what he's saying?
08:45He said he laid down on the bed and like you crawled over and
08:49You kissed it. Right. Okay. That's just gonna be a blatant lie
08:53If it was just a one-sided thing if I was the one who was calling or threw myself onto
08:57him
08:57Why is he then making comments since that point jokingly being like we should do it again?
09:03You're saying he's joking about you should do it again. Yeah, and then you kind of insinuate
09:06So I might as well make it worthwhile
09:08Were these jokes made whilst we were in our dating phase?
09:13Like at the pub a couple weeks ago. Yeah
09:17Um, is this whilst I was there? Yeah
09:21Nice
09:23It's quite a big thing to happen. No, I get that of course I get that
09:26I would I I think I do I do stand on the fact that like
09:30It is kind of just like a jokey friendly flirty type situation
09:34To be honest with you. This is actually worse than I thought it was I get what you're saying
09:40But I just feel like there are certain lines that brothers don't cross
09:51Oh
09:59Hey, that's that's quite good driving man. That's not quite the same as driving a land over
10:02Yes, we found another sport that you're rubbish at me. I just don't even know what you're talking about
10:07I don't know why you're giving it. I'm about to go and ask him for left-handed clubs because you
10:10surely aren't right-handed
10:12So do you think you look cool with that team?
10:14Do you think you look cool?
10:15Shanking it into the road
10:16There's deers running about everywhere and freddie was aiming for them it looked like
10:20You got any news freds? I'm a bit quiet. Yeah, I do
10:23I think we all saw it coming
10:26Me and elise are officially over what no, and it's not all bad news
10:33Because good you guys are gonna laugh at me
10:35Basically, I went to an event and me and bex like hitting it off dare. I say it like it
10:40felt like we were
10:41Kind of back together
10:43Oh my god
10:45So handsome this is my mate
10:47This is the reason why you've called it off of elise absolutely not. I don't have feelings for bex. I
10:51don't
10:51However, if bex like to hang out. I want cuddles. I want a movie nights and sex is just a
10:57bonus if
10:58Bex agreed to you asking for friends of benefits
11:01What would you say that that would be a dream snow
11:03You've had a rush of blood to the wrong head and we need to flip you upside down and get
11:08you thinking properly
11:09Any more exciting stuff from your little away trip?
11:12God one or two things sort of found myself getting a bit caught out in something that happened in scotland
11:19between
11:20me and xeno
11:22uh
11:23Basically like long story short we kissed one night
11:27You and xeno?
11:28I know, I know, I know
11:30When I didn't see it coming either mate
11:32Uh like towards the end of the trip
11:33Angus gotta remember almond and chugs are like best mates
11:36No, no, no, I know. I'm sorry. It's not funny. They're like that's wild
11:39Oh, I don't know. I just feel like guilty and I feel sick about keeping something from him
11:43Obviously, I'm good friends with xeno's ex Tristan lives with him
11:47Like I've not even spoken to Tristan about this. I know he's not going to be pleased
11:50I literally lied to his face twice saying that nothing happened to xeno. He asked me and I was like
11:56no nothing happened
11:57So that's a whole nother dynamic. I'm not gonna lie. You're pretty screwed
12:20I need to lie to the positivity
12:25Hi
12:31My
12:31My
12:31My
12:32Oh
12:55This is a duck breast with a cherry reduction. Yeah, make sure you get caper. Oh, yeah
13:02Because the sauce is quite saw the sources
13:05This is not yeah, mmm is it good? Mm-hmm. Yeah
13:09I'm glad we got to do this because I've got a bit of a weird one later. Inga sent me
13:13a text out of the blue
13:14asking to meet up
13:15No idea what she wants to say
13:17Last my saw all this jazz stuff is all starting to happen and yeah, it'll be fine. I just need
13:22to talk to her
13:23Hmm. What else been going on? I feel like I haven't seen you guys in ages. Well chugs has now
13:28finally reached out to me
13:29Yeah, and he wants to have a chat
13:32Ah, yes, I've heard about this
13:33I don't know this. This is something I was very eager to speak to you about
13:37I feel bitterly disappointed by the same. Yeah, same honestly, I can see it in both your faces actually
13:43It's not a good look. It's really not a good look at all. It's one thing making mistake, but it's
13:49the second thing lying
13:51Wholeheartedly to everyone who's involved face for a long time to the point where I've actually
13:56Directly asked chugs about what happened in Scotland and Zeno's ex has also done the same thing
14:00And he completely lied by flat out
14:01And that's why it's a huge problem now for our friendship
14:04Well, this is the thing
14:05but basically chugs told me that it was very one-sided from Zeno
14:09but then
14:11had a drink with Zeno the other day and
14:13She was telling me that chugs was joking about doing it again. Oh
14:18God, which I just could not believe I could not believe that
14:21Listen, I think it's absolutely bang out of all from chugs
14:23I think it shows a blatant lack of respect and this actually doesn't emotionally impact me in the same way
14:28it has you because I wasn't dating Zeno, but Harvey was and
14:31And chugs is also very close to him. So in my head now
14:35Him hooking up with Zeno and Scotland and lying about it laughing about it all the stuff you're telling me
14:39Has kind of set the precedent for me that maybe I'm overlooking something even when it comes to Jules now
14:44I'm like in the back of my head. I'm like, you know
14:47If he can do that to Zeno's ex who he's as close to are the rumors of him being you
14:51know extra close to Jules
14:52Is there some truth in that? Where is that level of respect? Where is that level of friendship?
14:56So what you actually gonna say to him later and I'm like, where do you where do you go from
14:59there? Honestly?
15:00I don't know
15:01Chugs knows that if I feel betrayed or hurt or the trust is broken. I have no problem cutting out
15:07of my life
15:08so
15:10He knows the gravity of the situation
15:23Cheers guys. Thank you for inviting us Paris. It is great. Thanks for coming pleasure
15:28Anytime you need me to come look at beautiful women walking a straight line. Yeah, just give me a ring.
15:32I'm always available
15:33I think we've all done a bit modeling you you've done some modeling. Yeah, I used to do all the
15:36fashion weeks
15:37Oh
15:38Good to see you again. You're well. I'm good. Hi beautiful. Oh my god
15:44Can I just say that I'm obsessed with your outfit? Thank you. I mean it's so good
15:48I think we need to address you today. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
15:52I'm so proud
15:53I'll stop that like oh my girl. Uh-huh. Thanks face. Oh my god. I'm so glad you came isn't
15:58this fun. Sorry for all Chris
16:02I
16:02Mean
16:03Maybe someone could explain because I've been too busy in fashion week to get my head around what's going on
16:08I mean it's gone for like a while because Freddie and I were getting to know each other and obviously
16:13Thanks and Freddie dated, but you'll be thrilled to know it's no longer a thing
16:17Yeah, no you do tell me that
16:20I
16:21Mean I literally did call it from the very beginning so so did I
16:25What do you mean so did you I?
16:27I said to you that I thought I just said I've said it the whole time. It was fun
16:33I've said that thank you. I gained a best friend, but like I know you weren't why is that nice?
16:38It was nice
16:39Okay, fine. If anything we'll be as a wingman. It's gonna be to set you up. Let me know. Yeah
16:44I mean, I just see Freddie there for night. He did say that
16:48You know he does still have feelings me and that he wants to
16:53Try and get me back basically he wants to be with me
16:56What do you what do you like specifically say to you that he?
17:00Has feelings for me and the next morning he didn't call me and ask me on a date
17:04I'm just so confused over exactly you point blank was so angry at me
17:08And what are you new because you said that you didn't like Freddie and I don't I didn't feel like
17:13that
17:13But now all along you're like
17:16I don't know if I buy this or not if it's just because I went there now that it's like
17:20he's giving you a bit of attention
17:21It's just we know please don't flatter yourself. I've not
17:25Now I don't want my god. Are you still talking?
17:28Relax
17:29Why are you so like
17:31Well, I think the thing is there's clearly a lot of strong feelings flying about
17:36We don't know what's gonna happen
18:03I'm sorry we're late I love the accent are you stand in a bit?
18:08No
18:10I'm from Barcelona
18:11But with a bit of Irish apparently
18:13Yes
18:13You forgot to tell me she was Barcelonian
18:17Barcelonian?
18:18So this is Jules
18:21You guys seem happy look you're linking arms
18:23I know yeah and we're kind of like matching as well looking smart
18:26Looking smart you guys look smart too
18:28Thank you yeah we dressed up for you
18:30I just put a jumper on but thank you
18:33Okay enough jokes it's down to business
18:35Yes okay let's go
18:38What are your intentions?
18:39I want to marry her
18:40Oh wow
18:41Okay
18:42Going red why are you going red?
18:44I'm not
18:44It's just hot in here
18:45Yeah
18:45What is their second date planned?
18:48Um I'd definitely like to I mean I don't know when you're next in town
18:52I'm asking you on a date in front of my best friend
18:54I can just take a flight whenever you say that you're free I'll just take the flight
18:58Like there's enough reason for me to take a flight
19:01You know like it's not there's no like I don't need to have work here
19:04Yeah
19:05Am I passing the test guys?
19:07Yeah
19:25Oh hey
19:26Hi jugs
19:27Thank you for um coming to see me mate
19:30It's okay
19:32What's going on?
19:34I feel like we've got a lot to talk about
19:36Yeah
19:36Um and I just want to start up by holding my hands up and just apologising again
19:44Like I completely own what I've done
19:47And it's not even an action that I did what was wrong
19:49I actually think beyond that it's the fact I just wasn't completely honest of you
19:55That's the thing that's been eating me up the most if I'm being like
19:58If I'm being completely transparent here
20:00I just want you to
20:01Mate it was
20:01As you know like it was a complete shock to me
20:04And I just could not believe it
20:06I met up with Zayno the other day
20:08And she's been telling me that you guys are still like making jokes about it
20:10And that that is a whole new level of disrespect
20:13What do you mean making jokes about it?
20:15Well that day that we went
20:15We had dinner the three of us
20:17It was literally me you and Zayno
20:18She told me that apparently when I went up to go to the toilet
20:21You guys are making jokes about like doing it again
20:23And like laughing
20:24And then I come back and
20:25I just nothing's happened
20:26Like that is
20:27That is fully mugging me off
20:28Yeah yeah
20:28It's not like a secret flirt I've been having with Zayno
20:31It's not
20:32I've got a flirty friendship with her for sure
20:33But like
20:33Because there's no emotions involved
20:35Nothing like that
20:36It feels like
20:36It feels like less deceitful
20:39Than perhaps if I
20:41Was wanting to actively pursue Zayno
20:42You know what I mean?
20:43Which I don't
20:44And then I was just with the boys
20:45I was with Kit and Tristan
20:46And then like Tristan's going in on you
20:49Yeah I bet he was
20:49And he's saying you lied to his face twice
20:51I did
20:52Yeah
20:53First of all he's furious
20:54Secondly
20:56Everything that he thought was invalid
20:57About you liking Jules
20:59And just all the stuff that Philip said
21:01Oh for God's sake
21:01This now kind of validates that
21:03Now he's questioning that
21:04Oh that's ridiculous
21:05If he wants to go backtrack
21:07And be like
21:08Oh I can't trust anything Chugs has said ever
21:10That's not
21:11That's not fair
21:12I don't know
21:13I don't know
21:14I don't want to like
21:14Try and look like
21:14I'm trying to get away
21:15Of anything here
21:16But it's just like
21:17This has been really weighing me down
21:18And it's so shit
21:19Not hanging out with you
21:21And being with you
21:21I know mate
21:22I've messed up here
21:24And I'm really really sorry
21:26And I mean that
21:26I appreciate that
21:29I want to put this behind us
21:31I'm just going to need
21:33Complete transparency
21:34And honesty moving forward
21:35The right thing to do
21:36Would have been to tell everyone
21:37And you should just explain that to Tristan
21:39Because he's fuming mate
21:40I've never seen him this angry
21:43Well yeah guys
21:44It was lovely
21:45Like mini news
21:46But obviously
21:47I have to go and
21:47Catch a flight
21:48To Dublin
21:50But yeah
21:52I actually feel like
21:53I met you before
21:54So thank you so much
21:55And I'll see you soon too
21:56Yes
22:00Bye
22:01See ya
22:02Bye
22:03Kissing you kiss
22:03Did you guys just watch me kiss?
22:05I think she's so sweet
22:07She's so great
22:07I think she's fantastic
22:08She possesses all the qualities
22:09That I look for in a girl
22:11Does Inga know about Mary
22:13Or no?
22:15I saw her yesterday
22:15For face value
22:16She seemed really happy for you
22:18I said you guys kiss
22:19And you know
22:19She's doing good
22:20Fucking hell yeah
22:21Sorry
22:22That's not your business to tell
22:24Sorry
22:24Sorry
22:26So what was her reaction
22:27Like when you told her about them kissing
22:29What was her reaction?
22:30She just said I'm happy for Jazz
22:31Yeah she said I'm happy
22:32She said like
22:33Was there like
22:34Was there like a sad face
22:35While she was saying I'm happy
22:36She was just
22:37Smiles
22:37Smiles
22:37And happy
22:38Am I missing something?
22:41Because I think that it was genuine
22:43Okay
22:43No no no
22:44Yeah
22:45I know she wants the best for me
22:46So
22:47Yeah
22:48I mean she was asking me like
22:50She was texting me before the day
22:51Like what are you gonna wear
22:52But like I didn't respond to her
22:54I mean since setting boundaries
22:56I've pulled back on my communications
22:58I
23:00Unfortunately
23:00I'm not to the point where I can suddenly
23:03Go back to just being friends
23:04Like straight away
23:05I don't wanna get upset
23:06Oh my god
23:07Mary's just left
23:08Jesus Christ
23:11It just makes me think that her being so like
23:14Oh my god
23:15What are you gonna wear for your date?
23:16Send me a picture
23:16How was your date?
23:17Blah blah blah
23:18Like all of this
23:19It just makes me think that
23:21This whole thing between us was just like
23:24Non-existent
23:25That's why I'm still processing it
23:28Like having this friendship
23:32Change
23:32Feels like
23:33Feels like a breakup
23:35Whatever the hell just happened for the last two months
23:38I don't have closure from it
23:39And I can't get over that overnight
23:40Unfortunately
23:41This heart won't let me
23:47Be
23:52All the line and words to see
23:56Everything you see in me
23:58Everything I wanna be
24:01Heights on my side
24:04Hello
24:05Hello
24:06It's been a while
24:08Good, how are you?
24:09I'm good, thanks
24:10Nice to see you
24:12Thanks for coming
24:13That's quite alright
24:14It's been a while
24:15It feels like a long, old time
24:17Yeah, it does
24:17And I think the last time that we spoke
24:19It probably was a bit tense
24:22Yeah
24:22I guess I could say that
24:23I think there was like a lot of speculation going around
24:27Potentially you and I think a lot of other people
24:29Kind of jumped to the conclusion that
24:31It was a romantic situation between Jazz and I
24:34Mm-hmm
24:35But I guess set the record straight with you
24:39It's not romantic
24:40And it's not something that we would ever see as romantic
24:44So just so I've got it right
24:45You never had feelings for Jazz?
24:48Not romantically, no
24:49No
24:50No
24:50No
24:50There's never been anything romantic between the two of you?
24:53No
24:54No
24:55Do you think maybe she read some signals wrong?
24:59And that's what started this whole thing off?
25:01I don't know, maybe
25:02Um, but she, you know, we both sort of clarified that together
25:07That neither of us have romantic feelings for each other
25:09Mm-hmm
25:10But I can see how some of the things that we were doing
25:16Were probably confusing because, like, we were very cuddly
25:21I think I was naive to think that maybe that would never lead to confusion
25:25Because I think in my head I knew what it was
25:27Because now it's better and it's important that those things don't happen
25:31So there wouldn't be any, like, future confusion
25:35You know?
25:36Yeah
25:38So where does this leave us now?
25:41Do you think if none of that had happened then we would still be seeing each other?
25:46I don't know what would have happened
25:47Mm
25:48It's hard to tell
25:49Yeah
25:51But I won't lie
25:52I feel like I need to be single
25:55And enjoy being on my own
25:59Yeah
26:00I get it
26:00Mm-hmm
26:01Well, I'm glad that we've cleared the air
26:04And sort of, you know, set the record straight
26:08And now hopefully, like, everyone else can see the truth behind everything
26:14Mm
26:15No, I'm glad you asked me here
26:24Mm-hmm
26:40It feels great
26:42Thank you very much
26:44Wow
26:47Are they your, are they your sisters, Charles?
26:50Why are you laughing, Jack?
26:51It just looks like it's your first day at secondary school
26:53Yeah
26:53Really?
26:54Freddie, you, you, you owe me so many beers for, for what I did for you the other night
26:58What did you do?
26:59Right?
26:59I was with Elise and Bex and it just went turbo
27:03It went, it was so nasty between them
27:06Elise found out that you told Bex you had feelings for her
27:09What feelings?
27:10Did you say that?
27:11I did not say I had feelings for Bex
27:12Yes, yes
27:13Did you say that?
27:15No, I never said that
27:17I just don't believe you
27:18I just don't believe you
27:20Freddie, I don't believe you
27:21I never said that
27:21I saw her the other day with Inga
27:22She said there was, like, something underlying there
27:24Probably, she probably had a few drinks at this event and misread what I said
27:28Mate, I don't know, she's so 100% certain that you guys are moving towards a relationship
27:31Okay, well, in that case, then I'll take a step back
27:33That's boring
27:34You're looking for something now because you're trying to fill that void
27:37And you just want cuddles and somebody to chill with
27:39That isn't fair
27:40Have you said to her, I just want a friend to benefit
27:43Basically, yeah
27:44No, no
27:45She's not going to turn around
27:46Do you know what I said to her?
27:47I said, let's get back together until I go away travelling
27:51Is that not the most black and white thing ever?
27:53No, but she doesn't understand that
27:55Yeah, obviously not Angus, okay
27:56So I'm going to have to make it clear
28:10Hello
28:11Hello
28:13How are you?
28:13Yeah, I'm okay
28:14Thank you for your smoothie
28:16Very sweet
28:16What is it?
28:17I don't know, I got the two things I wanted to try
28:19So that I could try both
28:21Have you had a bit of this one already?
28:22I prefer mine
28:22Right, got you
28:23This is a detox green smoothie
28:25That is a berry something
28:27Beautiful
28:28Nice
28:29Thanks for checking in
28:31Yeah, I wanted to make sure you're okay
28:33Because I know you've been getting a lot of heat recently
28:34Yeah, it's been pretty exhausting to be honest
28:36Yeah
28:37I saw Armin yesterday, which was really nice
28:40So you guys are fine then?
28:41Um, fine is a strong word
28:43I think like
28:45There's a lot of love there
28:46And we're hoping that we can like
28:47Build back to what we were
28:49But I've been told that Tristan's fuming at me
28:51And I know he's going to come tomorrow
28:53So I'm going to see him there
28:54Again, it doesn't involve him
28:56You obviously
28:57But he obviously is connected because he lives with Harvey
28:59And he's one of his best friends
29:00He's obviously going to always have his back
29:02I just think that like
29:03You're human
29:05People make mistakes
29:06People do things
29:06And you've apologised to the two people who need apologising
29:09And that's that
29:10But then again, I don't want to like downplay the situation
29:12Because like on paper it does sound awful
29:14And like to be fair, it is bad
29:19Ugh, Zeno
29:21And I'll be honest
29:22If it was just you on your own
29:24Like your personality
29:26Like the way you are
29:27Like, yeah
29:29I'd be like interested
29:30Yeah, no, I get that
29:31I think for me maybe it's a bit different
29:32Because I
29:35Like my ex isn't really part of the equation
29:38And I think I'm going to not be part of the equation anymore
29:41Okay, so you're like
29:42So like for you
29:43Like
29:44You would like potentially like
29:46Be like open to like
29:47Trying to like
29:48I don't know
29:48Hang out in that way
29:49Is that what you're trying to say?
29:50No
29:51Well, I don't know
29:53I don't know
29:57I think you're like the forbidden fruit
29:59Zeno
30:00What does that mean?
30:01Well
30:02We've had one kiss
30:03Yeah
30:03And look at the backlash
30:05Like off the back of that
30:06What's the difference to anything else
30:09Versus the kiss
30:10That was my thought process
30:11Well, you think you're one foot in
30:14So it's like
30:15Might as well keep walking
30:18Because you're never getting any trouble with ease
30:19No
30:20I just back my eyelashes
30:21And look pretty
30:22You good at that
30:23So we're basically
30:24Friends that fancy each other
30:26But
30:27Can't do anything about it
30:29Okay
30:30Sick
30:31Yeah
30:31Love that for us
30:32Touché cans
30:33Or
30:34Go somewhere else
30:35Shut up
30:50Yeah
30:50Hey, Jazz
30:51Hi
30:52Come sit, I guess
30:54Thanks
30:54How are you?
30:56I'm good
30:57I'm a bit tired today
30:57I don't think
30:58Thank you
30:59Sorry, I was just having a cosy day at home
31:02Yeah, sorry for just swinging by
31:04That's all right
31:05Yeah, I just wanted to check in
31:06Because I saw Inga the other day
31:08She sort of asked me to come meet her
31:09And she just said
31:10She thinks I deserve to
31:13Understand
31:14Everything that's gone on
31:15Because I'm somewhat involved
31:16Mm-hmm
31:17How does she like
31:19I mean, it's not my business
31:20But
31:21No, it's fine
31:21I'll tell you
31:22I'm bored of it all being
31:23Sort of miscommunicated
31:25To be honest
31:26Yeah, she said that
31:27There's nothing
31:30Romantic there
31:30And there never was
31:32So
31:34Mm-hmm
31:34This has all been kind of
31:36Blown out of proportion
31:38Mm-hmm
31:39For nothing, really
31:41You probably didn't want to hear that
31:42That's fine
31:43Oh, my God
31:44Why am I crying?
31:46No, but
31:46It's hard to hear
31:48Oh
31:50She thought that you might have misread
31:52Some signals of your friendship
31:53And
31:54And I just think you should know
31:55Because everyone's being far too
31:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much
31:59Okay
31:59And this is clearly
32:00Really important to you
32:01Maybe I did
32:04That just
32:05I don't know
32:06Because obviously
32:07Erin and I had that conversation
32:08Where she did
32:09Agree it was more than friends
32:11So maybe
32:12She meant it in a way that
32:14Yeah, it's more than friends
32:15But it's nothing
32:15I don't know
32:17I don't know
32:18Maybe I did
32:21Clearly
32:22It's obviously cut me a lot deeper
32:24Than her
32:26Yeah
32:28I think you just need a bit of
32:30Time
32:33You know
32:34Away
32:34From her
32:35Probably
32:36Yeah
32:38We've definitely been
32:39We haven't hung out as much
32:41Obviously since I set boundaries
32:42Yeah, I'm sure you haven't
32:43I actually went on a date
32:44Well done
32:45How'd it go?
32:46It was really good
32:47And this girl's so cool
32:49Like she's a really, really cool girl
32:50Knows what she wants
32:54I think it would just take me more time
32:56Yeah
32:56You can't drown these things with dates
32:58Been there
32:59Doesn't work
33:03I just wish that she would have
33:07Shut it down to me
33:09It's just hard
33:10But I think
33:11I've been confused
33:13For a very long time
33:16And I'm not confused anymore
33:18I'm hurt by everything now
33:21I'm afraid in this scenario
33:22Being hurt is better than being confused
33:51I'm afraid in this scenario
33:54Sustaino, oh my gosh
33:55What a fabulous event
33:56Right?
33:57Okay, but where is the dress from?
33:59It's basically a Versace runway dress
34:02It's a vintage dress
34:02Which I'm kind of like
34:03You know, I love my vintage
34:05And it's alone as well
34:06So like
34:07I don't know who's worn this
34:08Or what stories I've had in it
34:09But I love that
34:09I'm afraid it's taken the sustainability
34:24A bit too far
34:24You got dressed in the dark
34:26Leave them alone
34:28No, I was going to give you guys comfort
34:29As to how cute you look
34:30But now
34:30No
34:32So when's the housewarming party then?
34:35Yeah, give us a bit of time
34:36To set a win first
34:37Oh, God
34:38Guys
34:39Hello
34:40Rebecca in the house
34:41She's lovely
34:41I think you said
34:42Your dress is amazing
34:44Thank you
34:44I need to worry that
34:45You will
34:46You look really good, Bex
34:47Thank you
34:48Anyway, should we go and find the others?
34:50Yeah
34:50I think that's okay
34:51See you later
34:53See you guys
34:53Bye-bye
34:56Hello
34:56Hello
34:59Are you playing it cool?
35:01No, I'm not playing it cool
35:02You're nervous
35:02What happened with you and Elise, brother?
35:05Apparently it all kicked off
35:06Oh, my God
35:07At the fashion show
35:08Yeah
35:09Oh, she's angry
35:10You didn't really get off on the right foot, did you?
35:12No, you didn't
35:13No
35:13No
35:13I don't know we're ever going to be friends
35:15So it's not really a loss for me
35:17Yeah
35:17Good riddance
35:19We can be friends
35:20We can be friends
35:20I'll be your friend
35:22Wait, wait
35:23We can be friends now
35:24What is up
35:24What is your mindset?
35:26Because I'm very confused
35:27To be honest
35:28Why?
35:29I'm just hearing from Angus
35:31That you don't have feelings for me still
35:34Do you?
35:34Feelings for you?
35:35Yeah
35:36Um
35:37Please be honest with me here
35:40Well, I feel like
35:41It's been a year
35:42And both of us
35:44Have, like, dated other people
35:46And we do kind of keep
35:47Coming back to each other
35:49And I feel like
35:50Because it's been a year
35:51It makes me think
35:51Like, oh, maybe that is something
35:53Still there with you
35:54But
35:54I don't know
35:55I don't think I'm
35:56Ready for anything serious though
35:58Okay
35:58I don't know if I'm giving you
35:59The wrong impression of that
36:00In a dream world
36:01We could be like
36:02It sounds so silly
36:03I don't know if I want to know
36:04What you're about to say
36:05It's just like
36:05No, nothing bad
36:06Um
36:07I don't know
36:08Maybe like
36:08Exes with benefits
36:09Right
36:11That sounds quite
36:13Degrading actually
36:15I just
36:15I don't know
36:15I would prefer
36:16I would like
36:17Some love in my life
36:18Do you know what I mean?
36:19But not a relationship
36:20Because you know I'm going away
36:22I'm going on a motorbike trip
36:23For like two and a half miles
36:24Freddie, I'm aware
36:25That you're going away
36:26Yeah
36:27See, that implies to me
36:28That you're not really
36:28Wanting anything serious
36:30If I'm literally giving you
36:31I've got no idea
36:32What
36:32I don't know what I want, Freddie
36:34But what I do know
36:36That I definitely don't want to be
36:37One of your random blonde girls
36:38That you take home on a Friday night
36:39Because that's not me
36:40And you know that's not me
36:41I thought that me and you
36:43Were on the same page here
36:44I mean, I'm not on any page
36:46I'm not even in the book
36:47Yeah
36:48This has all come from you
36:49It hasn't come from me
36:50I know
36:51This has come from you
36:52Saying that you still have been with me
36:54You want to go on a date
36:55That you miss me
36:56That you want to hang out with me
36:56I would have been open
36:57To going on that date
36:58And hanging out with you
36:59But now you freeze it as X with benefit
37:01It's like that actually makes me feel sick
37:03Like it's icky
37:04Okay, fine, good
37:04So find someone else
37:05I know I want
37:06That's fine
37:07That is what I wanted
37:08I think you're a very strange boy
37:11Strange boy
37:12But yeah, I can be a bit strange
37:13Anyway
37:15No date, I guess
37:28Have either of you seen jazz tonight?
37:29I thought you should be here
37:30She did actually send me a text
37:33Earlier saying that she's running late
37:35Because I know Inga was popping over
37:37To grab some things before holiday
37:39So
37:40Yeah
37:41Yeah, I was hoping to see her
37:42Because I saw her yesterday
37:45It was all quite intense
37:46I don't know if you guys have heard
37:47But like Inga basically asked to see me
37:49To set the record straight
37:50About her and jazz, right?
37:52What was it exactly she said?
37:54She's like
37:54Just so you know
37:55There's nothing going on romantically
37:56Between jazz and me
37:57And there never was
37:59Really?
38:01Yeah
38:01Like she literally has agreed
38:03That it is more than a friendship
38:04But then she's saying to you
38:05It was never romantic
38:06Jazz is gay
38:07Like sleeping in a bed with a girl
38:09Every single night
38:10Spooning her
38:10Doing everything she's doing
38:12Writing these love notes
38:13Is going to string someone along
38:14And that's not fair
38:15And Inga should know better
38:16I don't think Inga's doing this maliciously at all
38:18Like I think she's an incredibly kind soul
38:20I think she's got this friendship with jazz
38:23That she doesn't want to let go of
38:25I don't know
38:26I think Inga needs to be gone from jazz's life
38:28Yes
38:28It's the only way jazz will get over her
38:30It's the only way
38:43You okay, mate?
38:45I'm okay
38:45I'm alright
38:46You sure?
38:47You've been a bit off tonight
38:49Got a bit quiet
38:51Yeah, I mean
38:51Obviously like this whole situation
38:52Is weighing me down a little bit
38:54Like it feels like a lot of weights
38:55On my shoulders
38:56And everyone's got their two pence
38:57To chuck in on it
38:59But mate
38:59Everyone in this group
39:00Has made mistakes like that
39:01Me and Jack are made up
39:03Do you regret what you did with Livy?
39:06Yes and no
39:06I think genuinely
39:07I think everything happens for a reason
39:08And like
39:09You know what I would have regretted more?
39:11Is thinking what if
39:14Yeah, I get that
39:15But yeah
39:16I think for me
39:17Like the risk reward factor there
39:19Is uneven
39:20But
39:21Like
39:22Yeah
39:22I do think Zena's great
39:24Like
39:24She's fit
39:25Like I get on with her really well
39:26I always have done
39:27But like
39:29I never ever thought
39:31Something would happen between us
39:32Yeah
39:32Because I have seen her
39:33As Harvey's girlfriend
39:34Like I have
39:36I mean look
39:36What I would say is
39:38Those things
39:40I feel can be mended
39:41And I wouldn't want you to throw away something
39:43That could be
39:44Something special in the future
39:46Promise me that you're not going to just keep beating yourself up over it
39:49But I don't want to see that anymore
39:51Boys?
39:52Hello
39:52How are you doing?
39:54Tris
39:54Hello mate
39:55You alright?
39:56Yeah
39:56Chugs, you alright?
39:58I'm alright mate
39:58Yeah, I'm okay
39:59Yeah
40:00I saw you guys up here
40:01So I thought I'd come and
40:02Have a word
40:04Do you mind
40:04For a long overdue?
40:05Is that right?
40:06Yeah, yeah, yeah
40:06Go for it
40:07Cheers
40:07In a bit mate
40:09How you doing?
40:10I'm okay
40:11I was hoping
40:13Also being better
40:13Like I was hoping I'd be able to grab you today
40:16First of all
40:17Like
40:18I want to apologize
40:19For lying to your face
40:21The biggest reason for not telling you
40:23Is because I didn't want to put you in an awkward position
40:24Between like two friends
40:25And I also promised saying that
40:27Which is another one of my mistakes
40:28So I was protecting that lie
40:30But like
40:30I mean
40:31I hold my hands
40:32Listen
40:32You just let me like
40:33Are you protecting the lie
40:34Or are you protecting yourself
40:35Because I
40:35I hear what you're saying
40:37Both I guess
40:37Sadly
40:38Something that's happened a long time ago
40:39Has come to bite it in the arse
40:40It wasn't owned
40:41The communication wasn't there
40:42Do you understand
40:43Like
40:44The wrong logic
40:45Behind why I buried it
40:46100%
40:46I don't understand
40:47You don't get that
40:47No
40:48Not at all
40:48You don't see how like
40:49I just thought it was so insignificant
40:51That it wasn't worth
40:52Like the pain that like Harvey would feel
40:53It might be insignificant to you
40:55But it's very significant to you
40:56Harvey is who places a lot of trust
40:57And respect in you as a friend
40:58Yeah I know
40:59And then
40:59How do I know that won't happen with Jules
41:00I've gone to bat for you with
41:02I don't think that's fair at first
41:03I don't think that's fair at all
41:04It's completely fair Chugs
41:05What would you do for my position
41:06You know me better than that Tristan
41:07I know you know me better than that
41:08I'm having this conversation with you
41:09Because I do know you better than that
41:11But Harvey is the same level of friendship
41:12I believe that you and I are
41:13Okay because you buried this
41:14You lied to me about it
41:15Tristan you've known me for a very long time
41:17A very long time
41:18Yeah and like you actually do know me
41:19Inside and out
41:20We make sure as parents
41:21Like it's a deep rooted friendship there
41:22Exactly
41:23I have messed up
41:24It's out of my character to mess up
41:26I don't
41:27It's not something I do
41:28Like I don't do things like that
41:29I don't condone things like that
41:31The one rule
41:32The one rule is you don't go there with your friends exes
41:34You know that rule
41:35Armin's told me that when you walk back to the house
41:37He felt like he was a third wheel
41:38And you two were like giggling in the corner
41:40And then you kissed her
41:41Later on that night
41:43So these are all things that have come
41:44I'm not going my way
41:45He's not said that to me
41:47He's not said that to me
41:47He feels awkward saying it to you
41:49It's difficult for me
41:50To understand whether this is a slip-up
41:53Or this is something that
41:54You know
41:55Like fuck it
41:56It could happen again
41:56Sort of thing
42:02I'm going to get some marinate
42:04Because it's all going a bit much
42:05But I appreciate you chanting
42:20I'm thinking to my
42:27Always in my
42:29Hello
42:30Jazzy?
42:37Hello
42:37Hi
42:38I'm literally just
42:39Getting ready
42:41Thanks for waiting for me
42:43I just need to
42:43Like grab my jacket
42:45Before I go away tomorrow
42:46You look nice
42:48Thank you
42:50How are you?
42:52Good
42:52How are you?
42:53You okay?
42:54Um
42:55Not really
42:56What's up?
42:59Kit came to see me
43:00Yeah
43:02And like told me about your conversation
43:04Yeah
43:05That you had with him
43:06Mm-hmm
43:06Did he ask you like
43:07Have you ever had romantic thoughts
43:09And you were like never?
43:11He
43:12I think we
43:13Yeah
43:14I said that
43:15What we had
43:16Wasn't romantic
43:17Mm-hmm
43:18Which is what we both said to each other
43:19Mm-hmm
43:20I'm just wrapping my head around the fact that like
43:22You doing all those things
43:24And like us having the dynamic that we did
43:26Was like
43:27In your head
43:28That's completely like
43:29Oh yeah
43:29That's friendship
43:30Do you know what I mean?
43:31But I don't
43:32Like I don't spoon jewels
43:35Also like
43:36Yeah
43:37I do
43:37I do think
43:38The things that we were doing
43:39Is almost like
43:40What a partner would do
43:41Just minus all
43:42The like
43:43Sexual stuff
43:44But I know
43:45Who I
43:46What I'm like
43:46And I know
43:48That I'm tactile
43:49When I'm with you though
43:50That's
43:50It's on the extreme side
43:52And I'm not like
43:53That tactile
43:53With anyone else
43:54Mm-hmm
43:55That is the truth
43:56Like what was that for you
43:57Then?
43:58I don't know
43:59I think it was
44:00I don't know how to answer that
44:02Because
44:02It was more than
44:04A normal friendship
44:05It's very different
44:07To any friendship
44:07I've got
44:10So that's why
44:11I was confused
44:11By the whole thing
44:13But when we spoke about
44:14Like have you thought
44:16About this
44:16Like have you thought
44:17About kissing
44:17Have you thought
44:18About those things
44:18I hadn't
44:20I couldn't make sense
44:21Of the fact that
44:22Like we had this dynamic
44:23That
44:24You quite literally
44:26Couldn't put a label on
44:27But this whole situation
44:29Has really
44:31Established in myself
44:32That I'm
44:33I'm not ready to date
44:35In a world where
44:36I was ready to date
44:38I have no idea
44:40If maybe like
44:41Whatever we had
44:42Would have been stronger for me
44:44And that's not me
44:45Trying to like
44:46Mislead you
44:46Like that's not me saying
44:47Like oh in an ultimate world
44:49Like yeah I absolutely
44:50Would have romantic feelings
44:51For you
44:51I'm not
44:51That's not what I'm saying
44:52I'm saying
44:53I don't know
44:55Like who knows
44:56In three, four, five months
44:58A year, two years
44:58Like who knows
44:59What's going to happen
45:00Or what develops
45:01Like you just
45:03You can't predict
45:03Those kind of things
45:04I just can only tell you
45:06What I think and feel
45:08Right now in this moment
45:09I think this is genuinely
45:11Like and I hate to say it
45:13I've since setting
45:15Those boundaries
45:16I've not been
45:18Like happier than before
45:21Obviously
45:21Well yeah
45:22To me it doesn't feel
45:27Normal
45:28But you've made peace
45:29With that
45:29I have
45:30I've accepted it
45:31Because what else
45:32Can I do
45:33What am I going to do
45:34I can't come
45:35Point at your door
45:36And be like
45:36No let me in
45:37Like
45:38Like we need to be
45:39Like that same way again
45:40Like you set a boundary
45:42I'm respecting it
45:43That meant we would
45:44Have to change
45:45That makes me sad
45:47Because I was like
45:47I just love what we're doing
45:48And it's so fun
45:49And it's like
45:50We've got this like
45:50Little life together
45:51And I loved it
45:52But I also think
45:54It's probably for the better
45:55Because you want to date
45:57And have fun
45:58And I really want that for you
46:02I genuinely really do
46:04And I probably don't think
46:06You can do that
46:08With me always here
46:15I think you need a hug
46:20You want it on
46:24We'll figure something out
46:28Yeah
46:29Please
46:30Don't be sad
46:31Jazzy
46:32Okay
46:36Love you
46:37Bye
46:38Bye
46:38Bye
46:50You haven't seen Inga
46:52Since I've tried
46:53To set boundaries
46:54It sounds like
46:54She's painted
46:55A very different picture
46:56Outside of what's
46:57Actually happened
46:58What was that for you then
46:59A very close bond
47:00That now
47:01I'm not gonna lie
47:02I'm fucking regretting
47:03You're a very wise man
47:05Well I instantly
47:06Felt a connection
47:06As soon as I came in
47:07Are you trying it on
47:08With my mum
47:08No sorry
47:09We just hit it off
47:10Like straight away
47:11During the Toyboy era
47:12Yes
47:13Georgia said she loves me
47:15I did say it back
47:17Philip
47:18Philip said he doesn't mean it
47:20That should have come from Philip
47:21Not this idiot
47:22She's under this field spell
47:24But when she gets out of it
47:25She's gonna be so much happier
47:55She's gonna be so much happier
47:57You'reRAI
47:57Did you know
47:57He said he was in it
47:57You can ask me
47:57I don't care
47:57As soon as I said
47:57Did you remember
47:57You can also
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