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Made in Chelsea Season 31 Episode 7
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00:00Let's just be incredibly simple here.
00:02She likes you a bit.
00:03You not shutting that down.
00:06Immediately, all that signals to me is that you feel the same way.
00:08I think we have established that it's not a romantic pursuit.
00:14Probably no more sleepovers.
00:16No more cuddles.
00:18I'm going to go on a date this week.
00:19Oh, do you fancy me?
00:20Yeah, obviously.
00:23I think he does fancy her if I'm just being completely honest.
00:27I guess I'll just keep an eye on it.
00:28Did you say they're going well?
00:30Yeah.
00:31Wow, you're single now.
00:33You're going to cause a lot of carnage.
00:34In Scotland, I was non-stop talking about you and really excited.
00:38Chugs hasn't told Armand what happened between you two.
00:41Zona and I kissed.
00:42Do you not consider me a best mate?
00:47I can't come cornering at your door and be like, no, let me in.
00:50I literally lied to his face twice.
00:52Oh, please don't flatter yourself.
00:53It's really not a good look at all.
00:54He definitely does fancy you.
00:56Why is that nice? It's nice.
00:57Everyone's beating around the bush too much, okay?
00:59I just spat my eyelashes and look pretty.
01:01It feels like a breakup.
01:02This is actually worse than I thought it was.
01:04Well, in that case, then I'll take a step back.
01:06That's boring.
01:07Oh, I'm not going to lie.
01:08You're pretty screwed.
01:25We've just got the keys to our new apartment.
01:37It's too short.
01:38I need a longer thing.
01:39Freddie, you're about to fall over, mate.
01:41You look like bad guys.
01:42Let me lock in.
01:43Let me lock in.
01:43Please, don't kick.
01:48Whoa.
01:50Tiger Woods over here.
01:51Do you spend any time with Abby at all?
01:53Nope, just a bit.
01:55What is waiting for you?
01:56You don't need a head start.
02:01What is waiting for you?
02:02You don't need a head start.
02:06What is waiting for you?
02:07What is waiting for you?
02:08You're welcome.
02:10Thanks, Jack.
02:11What do you guys want?
02:12Maybe a cup of tea nosy, yeah?
02:14Can't sleep, but you try.
02:17Maybe shit's better late, but never.
02:20Guys, how was Stilchester Farm?
02:22Oh, it was so beautiful, wasn't it?
02:23It was actually so nice, yeah.
02:25It was like a real retreat, do you know what I mean?
02:27Like, it was so relaxing, yeah, so hot.
02:29Well, wholesome until it wasn't wholesome.
02:32Honestly.
02:33Wait, so what happened?
02:35So, me and Armin are no longer.
02:37Why?
02:39You were really rooting for that, I know.
02:40I was.
02:41What?
02:41What?
02:42I don't know if you know this, but Chugs and I had a kiss in Scotland.
02:46When?
02:47Oh, my God.
02:48When?
02:49It was like towards the end of the trip, wasn't it?
02:52Yeah.
02:52I mean, it's quite messy, but Armin actually messaged me saying he wants to chat, so he's
02:56on his way now.
02:58I know I've done nothing wrong in this situation because it was before me and Armin had progressed
03:01into anything.
03:03I hope he kind of takes that into account.
03:05I think it's more of an ego thing when it comes to him.
03:07Yeah.
03:07He shouldn't be directing his anger towards you.
03:09Yeah, exactly.
03:09No, it's definitely a chance.
03:10No, yeah.
03:10Surely.
03:11Is there, like, any chemistry between you and Chugs?
03:14Like, do you find him fit?
03:15Yeah, it's definitely attractive.
03:17Like, he's a good-looking guy.
03:17He definitely does fancy you, for sure.
03:21Yeah.
03:21He does!
03:22Obviously, you know he does.
03:23No, I know, because he has said that before, but, like, it's always kind of, you know, my
03:26ex has been there and then obviously Armin and whatever else.
03:29So, I don't know.
03:30It's, it's, yeah.
03:32If he asked you on a date, what would you say?
03:34Oh, Jaz, shut up.
03:34I love my hypotheticals.
03:36It's too much, too much, too much, too much.
03:37What would you say?
03:38No, I don't know.
03:39It's not a no.
03:41It's not a no.
03:42It's also not a yes.
03:43I don't know.
03:45Well, ladies, I, well, I don't really know where to begin.
03:49I feel like the last time we spoke about it, I was crying in a sauna suit.
03:52Yes.
03:52Um, long story short, Inga and I had this conversation where we kind of admitted that
03:57it was more than friendship.
03:59Then I think I got a bit excited and then she backtracked.
04:02So, then we then established that it wasn't going to be romantic, so I had to set boundaries
04:07with her.
04:08But having her in my life at a very different capacity is really hard for me.
04:13But I said, how would you feel if I went on a date with someone?
04:16And she was basically like, I'd be so happy for you.
04:19I want that for you.
04:20But you were like, oh, and I was like, oh, my God.
04:22I'm going to set myself a date now.
04:24Yeah.
04:24But then I was like, you know what?
04:25That is my answer.
04:26That is my clarity.
04:28So, I went on this date with this girl.
04:31Any kisses?
04:31Can you have a little good?
04:34Yes.
04:35Yes.
04:36Yeah.
04:37I'm staying strong, especially now that I am dating and I have that romantic connection
04:41with Mary.
04:43I can't be reeled back in by Inga.
04:47No way.
05:00I'm surprised to see him walking.
05:02Why?
05:03Because you always carry him.
05:05No, I don't.
05:06Not all the time.
05:06I think he's actually whimpering to get up.
05:08Come on, Juffles.
05:09No.
05:11Oh, bless him.
05:11I like his jumper.
05:14I want one.
05:15Anyway, how was skiing?
05:17Amazing.
05:18It looked incredible.
05:19It was so good.
05:21I did my first red.
05:22I love that.
05:23I was very...
05:24Are you scared?
05:24I was apprehensive, but then I got down and I was like...
05:27Was that after Apru?
05:28It was one bit.
05:29I was one bit.
05:30It's Dutch courage.
05:31Yeah, which is Dutch courage, but no.
05:33Have you spoken to Jazz recently?
05:35Because the last time you saw each other, you're setting boundaries.
05:39Okay, yeah.
05:40We met and I think it's all for, like, the better, to be perfectly honest.
05:47I do agree.
05:48She's gone on a date, which I think is really exciting.
05:52Yeah.
05:52I haven't heard anything about it yet, though.
05:54I think she was quite nervous about going on it.
05:56Yeah.
05:56She said it went really, really well.
05:58Even they had a kiss.
05:59Did they?
06:00But Jazz, like, she seems really happy.
06:04I'm going to go meet her.
06:05Oh, what?
06:05You're going to meet Jazz at the date?
06:08Oh, my God.
06:08The next step.
06:09Wow.
06:09I'm sure you'll meet her soon as well.
06:11Yeah.
06:12Good.
06:12Well, that's what I want for her.
06:14I want Jazz to, like, be out having fun and, like, meeting her.
06:18I think she needed it.
06:19She did need that.
06:20Yeah, I'm happy for her.
06:22Yeah.
06:22What about you and your date and love life?
06:24Before everything with Jazz, it was Kit.
06:27Have you spoken to him since?
06:28I'm actually going to see him tomorrow because when we spoke,
06:33he kind of was implying that maybe there was something more there
06:38with Jazz than I was letting on.
06:40And ultimately, I just want to clear the air and set the record straight.
06:44What have you been out to recently?
06:46I've been quite busy.
06:47I've got London Fashion Week coming up, which will be really nice.
06:50Fun.
06:50And I'm going to go watch Paris Walk, which will be really cool.
06:53Ooh.
06:53Yeah, I'm really excited.
06:55I'm not sure who's going, but I think Elise is going to be there,
06:57so that might be...
06:58What's that?
06:59Is she still seeing Freddie?
07:01Well...
07:01I don't even know what's, like, even going on with her.
07:03Well, we saw Freddie the other night.
07:06Um...
07:07Which was fun, wasn't it?
07:08How are you and Freddie?
07:09We're all getting on, yeah.
07:10Yeah, we're getting on.
07:11Which surprised me a bit, obviously, since Scotland.
07:13Yeah, I mean, the start was a bit awkward, obviously,
07:16but he kind of just said to me that he's not into Elise.
07:21Oh, shit.
07:22He's cutting it off.
07:23Oh.
07:24And I was like, okay.
07:26And then...
07:27Oh, Freddie!
07:28He was like,
07:30what do you think about getting back together?
07:32Oh, my God.
07:33Oh, my God.
07:48I feel like you've been really busy at the moment.
07:50Yeah, I've been working on this event.
07:52I'm really excited about it.
07:53It's, like...
07:54It's called a green tie event.
07:55It's kind of like a sustainable take on a black tie event.
07:59Okay.
07:59So you basically come wearing anything thrifted, borrowed, vintage, upcycled.
08:04I'm going to have to try and find something.
08:06Hello, ladies.
08:07Hello.
08:08How are we doing?
08:09Good. How are you?
08:10Good. I won't kiss you because I've got a bit of a cold.
08:13Oh, yeah, stay away.
08:14Sniffy.
08:16How have you been, then?
08:18Good.
08:19Long time, no see.
08:20I know.
08:21It's the other...
08:22Since Silchester.
08:24Appreciate you meeting with me.
08:26I didn't know you were going to be here, Libby,
08:27so thanks for joining us as well.
08:28I thought I'd just, yeah.
08:30Just come and...
08:30She had a drink to finish, to be fair.
08:33If you want to know anything...
08:34Yeah, I just kind of want to know how it happened.
08:38I don't know.
08:39It kind of just happened.
08:40I know he was saying to me...
08:42And I'm assuming he's saying to you as well that it was one-sided.
08:44Is that what he's saying?
08:45He said he laid down on the bed,
08:47and, like, you crawled over, and you kissed him.
08:50Right, okay.
08:51That's just going to be blatant lie.
08:53If it was just a one-sided thing,
08:55if I was the one who was calling or threw myself onto him,
08:57why I see them making comments since that point,
09:00jokingly, being like, we should do it again.
09:03You're saying he's joking about you should do it again?
09:05Yeah, and then he kind of insinuates,
09:06well, might as well make it worthwhile.
09:08Were these jokes made whilst we were in our dating phase?
09:13Like, at the pub a couple weeks ago?
09:15Yeah.
09:17Um...
09:17Is it whilst I was there?
09:19Yeah.
09:21Nice.
09:23It's quite a big thing to happen.
09:24No, I get that. Of course I get that.
09:26I would... I think I do stand on the fact that, like,
09:30it is kind of just like a jokey, friendly, flirty type situation.
09:34To be honest with you, this is actually worse than I thought it was.
09:37I get what you're saying.
09:39Mm.
09:40But I just feel like there are certain lines that brothers don't cross.
09:57Whip!
09:59Hey, that's quite good driving.
10:01Mate, that's not quite the same as driving a Land Rover, but...
10:03Angus, we found another sport that you're rubbish at, mate.
10:05Oh, I just don't even know what you're talking about.
10:07Hey, I don't know why you're giving it.
10:08I'm about to go and ask them for left-handed clubs,
10:10because you surely aren't right-handed.
10:12So, do you think you look cool with that tea in your room?
10:14Yeah, do you think you look cool?
10:14I mean, is that for us?
10:15Shanking it into the rug.
10:16Mate, that is sick.
10:17There's deers running about everywhere,
10:18and Freddie was aiming for them, it looked like.
10:20You got any news, Fred?
10:21I'm looking a bit quiet.
10:22Yeah, I do.
10:23A little bit sad, actually, yeah.
10:23I think we all saw it coming.
10:26Me and Elise are officially over.
10:28What? No!
10:30And it's not all bad news.
10:33Because, God, you guys are going to laugh at me.
10:35Basically, I went to an event,
10:36and me and Bex, like, hitting it off.
10:39Dare I say it, like,
10:39it felt like we were kind of back together.
10:42It was weird.
10:43Oh, my God.
10:44Oh, my God.
10:45So, Hans, so this is the reason why you've called it off of Elise.
10:49Absolutely not.
10:50I don't have feelings for Bex.
10:51I don't.
10:51What?
10:52However, if Bex liked to hang out,
10:54I want cuddles, I want movie nights,
10:56and sex is just a bonus.
10:58If Bex agreed to you asking him for friends with benefits,
11:01what would you say?
11:02That would be a dream scenario.
11:04You've had a rush of blood to the wrong head,
11:06and we need to flip you upside down
11:07and get you thinking properly.
11:09Any more exciting stuff from your little away trip?
11:12God, one or two things.
11:14Sort of found myself getting a bit caught out
11:16in something that happened in Scotland
11:18between me and Zeno.
11:23Basically, like, long story short,
11:24we kissed one night.
11:27You and Zeno?
11:28I know, I know, I know.
11:30I didn't see it coming either, mate.
11:32Like, towards the end of the trip.
11:33I'm just going to remember,
11:34Armand and Chugs are, like, best mates.
11:36No, no, no, I know.
11:36Sorry, it's not funny, but, like, that's wild.
11:39Oh, I don't know.
11:39I just feel, like, guilty,
11:40and I feel sick about keeping something from him.
11:43Obviously, I'm good friends with Zeno's ex.
11:46Tristan lives with him.
11:47Like, I've not even spoken to Tristan about this.
11:49I know he's not going to be pleased.
11:50I literally lied to his face twice
11:53saying that nothing happened to Zeno.
11:55He asked me, and I was like,
11:56no, nothing happened.
11:57So that's a whole other dynamic.
11:59Oh, I'm not going to lie,
12:00you're pretty screwed.
12:02Don't forget
12:04Don't forget
12:04Don't forget
12:15Don't forget
12:16Don't forget
12:55This is a duck bread
12:57with a cherry reduction.
12:59Yeah, make sure you get k-pair on there.
13:01Yeah, yeah, yeah.
13:02Because the sauce is quite sweet.
13:03Oh, the sauce is...
13:05This is nice.
13:06Yeah?
13:06Mmm!
13:07Is it good?
13:08Mmm, mmm.
13:09Yeah, I'm glad we got to do this
13:10because I've got a bit of a weird one later.
13:12Inga sent me a text out of the blue
13:14asking to meet up.
13:15No idea what she wants to say.
13:17Last time I saw her,
13:18all this jazz stuff
13:19was all starting to happen
13:20and, yeah,
13:21it'll be fine.
13:22I just need to talk to her.
13:23Hmm.
13:24What else has been going on?
13:25I feel like I haven't seen you guys in ages.
13:26Well,
13:27Chugs has now
13:28finally reached out to me.
13:29Yeah.
13:29And he wants to have a chat.
13:32Ah, yes,
13:32I've heard about this.
13:33Have you heard?
13:34I've heard about this.
13:34Listen, I've not seen you before.
13:35This is something
13:35I was very eager to speak to you about.
13:37I feel bitterly disappointed by all this.
13:39Same.
13:39Yeah.
13:40Same, honestly.
13:40I can see it in both your faces, actually.
13:43It's not a good look.
13:44It's really not a good look at all.
13:46It's one thing making a mistake,
13:48but it's the second thing lying wholeheartedly
13:51to everyone who's involved's face
13:52for a long time,
13:53to the point where
13:54I've actually directly asked Chugs
13:56about what happened in Scotland
13:58and Zeno's ex has also done the same thing
14:00and he completely lied, like, flat out.
14:02And that's why it's a huge problem now
14:03for our friendship.
14:04Well, this is the thing.
14:05Basically, Chugs told me that
14:07it was very one-sided from Zeno.
14:09But then I had a drink with Zeno the other day
14:13and she was telling me
14:14that Chugs was joking about doing it again.
14:17Oh, God.
14:18Which I just could not believe.
14:20I could not believe that.
14:22Listen, I think it's absolutely
14:23bang out of order from Chugs.
14:24I think it shows a blatant lack of respect.
14:26And this actually doesn't emotionally impact me
14:28in the same way it has you
14:29because I wasn't dating Zeno,
14:30but Harvey was.
14:31And Chugs is also very close to him.
14:33So, in my head now,
14:35him hooking up with Zeno
14:36in Scotland and lying about it,
14:37laughing about it,
14:38all the stuff you're telling me,
14:40has kind of set the precedent for me
14:41that maybe I'm overlooking something
14:42even when it comes to Jules now.
14:44I'm like, in the back of my head,
14:45I'm like, you know,
14:47if he can do that to Zeno's ex,
14:48who he's as close to,
14:49are the rumours of him being,
14:51you know, extra close to Jules,
14:52is there some truth in that?
14:54Where is that level of respect?
14:55Where is that level of friendship?
14:56So, what are you actually going to say to him later?
14:57I'm like, where do you go from there?
15:00Honestly, I don't know.
15:01Chugs knows that
15:02if I feel betrayed or hurt
15:04or the trust is broken,
15:06I have no problem cutting out of my life.
15:08So,
15:10he knows the gravity of the situation.
15:23Cheers, guys.
15:24Thanks for inviting us, Paris.
15:25It is great.
15:26Guys, thanks for coming.
15:27Pleasure.
15:27Any time you need me to come look at beautiful women,
15:30walk in a straight line,
15:31just give me a ring.
15:32I'm always available.
15:33I think we've all done a bit of modelling.
15:34You've done some modelling.
15:35Yeah, I used to do all the fashion weeks.
15:37Hello.
15:38Hello, love.
15:39Good to see you again.
15:40You well?
15:41I'm good.
15:42Hi, beautiful.
15:43Oh, my God.
15:44Can I just say that
15:45I'm obsessed with your outfit?
15:47Oh, thank you.
15:47I mean, you look so good.
15:48I think we need to address you today.
15:51Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you.
15:52I'm so proud.
15:53I'll stop that, like,
15:54that's my girl.
15:55Thanks, folks.
15:56Oh, my God.
15:56I'm so glad you came.
15:57Isn't this fun?
15:58So awkward.
16:02I mean, maybe someone could explain
16:04because I've been too busy in fashion week
16:06to get my head around what's going on.
16:08I mean, it's gone on for, like, a while.
16:10It's because Freddie and I
16:11were getting to know each other
16:12and, obviously, ex and Freddie dated.
16:15But you'll be thrilled to know
16:16it's no longer a thing.
16:17Yeah.
16:18No, you did tell me that.
16:21I mean, I literally did call it
16:22from the very beginning.
16:23So did I.
16:25What do you mean, so did you?
16:27I said to the...
16:29I said to the two of you
16:29that I thought...
16:30I just said, I've said it
16:32the whole time.
16:33It was fun.
16:33I've said that.
16:35I think I've gained a best friend,
16:36but, like, I knew you weren't...
16:37Why is that nice?
16:38It was nice.
16:39Okay, fine.
16:40If anything, we'll be true as a wingman.
16:41If you want me to set you up,
16:43let me know.
16:44Yeah.
16:44I mean, I did see Freddie the other night.
16:46He did say that, you know,
16:49he does still have feelings for me
16:51and that he wants to try and get me back, basically.
16:55He wants to be with me.
16:56What did he, like,
16:57specifically say to you?
16:59That he has feelings for me
17:02and the next morning,
17:03he didn't call me and asked me on a date.
17:04I'm just so confused, though,
17:06because, like, you point blank
17:07got so angry at me
17:09and were arguing me
17:10because you said that
17:10you didn't like Freddie.
17:11Well, I didn't feel like that.
17:13But now, all along,
17:14you're like...
17:15I don't know if I buy this or not
17:18if it's just because I went there
17:19now that it's like
17:20he's giving you a bit of attention.
17:21It's just weird.
17:22Oh, please, don't flatter yourself.
17:24I've not.
17:25Now, I don't want...
17:26Oh, my God, are you still talking?
17:27We're not together.
17:28Relax.
17:29Because why are you so, like...
17:31Well, I think the thing is
17:32there's clearly a lot of strong feelings
17:35flying about.
17:36We don't know what's going to happen.
17:52Hello.
17:53Hello.
17:53Hello.
17:54This is Mary.
17:56This is Mary.
17:56This is Mary.
17:57Hi, I'm Mary.
17:59Hi, I'm Julia.
18:00Hello, you're nice.
18:01I'm Mary.
18:02This is me, too.
18:03This is Mary.
18:04Sorry, we're late.
18:05I love the accent.
18:06Are you Scandinavian?
18:08No.
18:08I know, I guess.
18:10I'm from Barcelona.
18:11Yeah.
18:12But with a bit of Irish, apparently.
18:13Yes.
18:13You forgot to tell me
18:14she was Barcelonian.
18:17Barcelonian?
18:18So this is Jules.
18:19It's not Jules.
18:21You guys seem happy, look.
18:22You're linking arms.
18:23I know, yeah.
18:24And we're kind of, like,
18:25matching as well.
18:26Looking smart.
18:27Looking smart?
18:27You guys look smart, too.
18:29Yeah, we dressed up for you.
18:30Aw.
18:31I just put a jumper on,
18:32but thank you.
18:33Okay, enough jokes.
18:34It's down to business.
18:36Yes.
18:36I'm sorry.
18:36Okay, let's go.
18:38What are your intentions?
18:39I want to marry her.
18:41Oh, wow.
18:42Okay.
18:43Going red.
18:43Why are you going red?
18:44I'm not.
18:44It's just hot in here.
18:45Yeah.
18:46Well, is there a second date planned?
18:47Um, I'd definitely like to.
18:49I mean, I don't know
18:49when you're next in town.
18:52I'm asking you on a date
18:53in front of my best friends.
18:54No, I'm not sure.
18:54I'll...
18:55You got this, Jazz.
18:55You got this.
18:55I can just take a flight.
18:56Whenever you say that you're free,
18:58I'll just take the flight.
18:59Like, there's no reason for me
19:00to take a flight.
19:01You know?
19:01Like, it's not...
19:02There's no...
19:02Like, I don't need to have
19:04work here.
19:05Yeah.
19:06Am I passing the test, guys?
19:25Oh, hey.
19:26Hi, Chugs.
19:28Thank you for, um,
19:29coming to see me, mate.
19:30It's okay.
19:32What's going on?
19:34I thought we'd got a lot
19:35to talk about.
19:36Yeah.
19:37Um...
19:37And I just want to start
19:39up by holding my hands up
19:42and just apologising again.
19:44Like, I completely own
19:45what I've done.
19:47And it's not even an action
19:48that I did what was wrong.
19:50I actually think beyond that,
19:52it's the fact I just wasn't
19:53completely honest with you.
19:55That's the thing that's been
19:56eating me up the most
19:57if I'm being, like,
19:58if I'm being completely
19:59transparent here.
20:00I just want you to...
20:01Mate, it was...
20:02As you know, like,
20:03it was a complete shock to me.
20:04And I just could not believe it.
20:06I met up with Zeno the other day
20:08and she's been telling me
20:09that you guys are still,
20:10like, making jokes about it.
20:11And that is a whole new level
20:13of disrespect.
20:13What do you mean,
20:14making jokes about it?
20:15Well, that day that we went...
20:16We had dinner, the three of us.
20:17It was literally me, you, and Zeno.
20:18She told me that apparently
20:19when I went up to go to the toilet,
20:21you guys were making jokes
20:22about, like, doing it again
20:23and, like, laughing.
20:24And then I come back
20:25and as if nothing's happened,
20:26like, that is fully mugging me off.
20:28Yeah, yeah.
20:28It's not like a secret flirt
20:30I've been having with Zeno.
20:31It's not.
20:32I've got a flirty friendship
20:32with her for sure,
20:33but, like, because there's
20:34no emotions involved,
20:35nothing like that,
20:36it feels like less deceitful
20:39than perhaps if I was wanting
20:41to actively pursue Zeno,
20:42you know what I mean?
20:43Which I don't.
20:44And then I was just with the boys.
20:45I was with Kit and Tristan.
20:47And then, like,
20:47Tristan's going in on you.
20:49Yeah, I bet he was.
20:49And he's saying
20:50you lied to his face twice.
20:51I did, yeah.
20:53First of all, he's furious.
20:54Secondly,
20:56everything that he thought
20:57was invalid about
20:58you liking Jules
20:59and just all the stuff
21:00that Philip said,
21:01this now kind of validates that.
21:03Now he's questioning that.
21:04Oh, that's ridiculous.
21:06If he wants to go backtrack
21:07and be like,
21:08oh, I can't trust anything
21:09Chug just said ever,
21:10that's not fair.
21:12I don't know, I don't know.
21:13I don't want to, like,
21:14try and look like
21:14I'm trying to get away
21:15of anything here,
21:16but it's just like
21:17this has been really
21:17weighing me down
21:18and it's so shit
21:19not hanging out with you
21:21and being with you.
21:22I know, mate.
21:22I've messed up here
21:24and I'm really, really sorry
21:26and I mean that.
21:27I appreciate that.
21:29I want to put this behind us.
21:31I'm just going to need
21:33complete transparency
21:34and honesty moving forward.
21:35The right thing to do
21:36would have been to tell everyone
21:37and you should just explain
21:38that to Tristan
21:39because he's fuming, mate.
21:40I've never seen him this angry.
21:43Well, yeah, guys,
21:44it was lovely,
21:45like, reading news
21:46but obviously I have to go
21:47and catch a flight to Dublin
21:50but, yeah.
21:51It was fantastic.
21:52Like, I actually feel like
21:53I've met you before
21:54so thank you so much.
21:55Aw.
21:55And I'll see you soon, too.
21:57Yes.
22:00Bye.
22:01See ya.
22:02Bye.
22:03Kissing kiss.
22:03You guys just watch me kiss?
22:04Yeah.
22:05I think she's so sweet.
22:07She's so great, isn't she?
22:07I think she's fantastic.
22:08She possesses all the qualities
22:09that I look for in a girl.
22:11Does Inga know about Mary
22:13or no?
22:15I saw her yesterday.
22:16For face value,
22:17she seemed really happy for you.
22:18I said you guys kiss
22:19and, you know,
22:19she didn't go like...
22:20Fucking hell, Jack.
22:21Sorry.
22:22That's not your business to tell.
22:24Sorry.
22:24Sorry.
22:26So, what was her reaction?
22:27Like, when you told her
22:28about them kissing,
22:29what was her reaction?
22:30She just said,
22:31I'm happy for your husband.
22:31Yeah, she said,
22:32I'm happy.
22:32She said, like...
22:33Was there, like,
22:34was there, like,
22:35a sad face while she was saying
22:36I'm happy?
22:36She was just smiling,
22:37smiles and happiness.
22:38Right.
22:40Am I missing something?
22:41Because I think
22:42that it was genuine.
22:43Okay.
22:43No, no, no.
22:44Yeah.
22:45I know she wants
22:45the best for me.
22:46So, yeah.
22:48I mean, she was asking me,
22:49like, she was texting me
22:50before the day,
22:51like, what are you going to wear?
22:52But, like,
22:53I didn't respond to her.
22:54I mean, since setting boundaries,
22:56I've pulled back
22:57on my communications.
22:59I, unfortunately,
23:00I'm not to the point
23:01where I can suddenly
23:03go back to just being friends,
23:04like, straight away.
23:05I don't want to get upset.
23:06Oh, my God.
23:07Mary's just left.
23:08Jesus Christ.
23:09Um.
23:11It just makes me think
23:12that her being so, like,
23:14oh, my God,
23:15what are you going to wear
23:15for your date?
23:16Send me a picture.
23:16How was your date?
23:17Blah, blah, blah.
23:18Like, all of this,
23:19it just makes me think
23:20that this whole thing
23:22between us
23:23was just, like,
23:25non-existent.
23:26That's why I'm
23:27still processing it.
23:28Like, having this friendship
23:32change
23:33feels like,
23:33feels like a breakup.
23:36Whatever the hell
23:36just happened
23:37for the last two months,
23:38I don't have closure
23:39from it.
23:39I can't get over that
23:40overnight, unfortunately.
23:41this heart won't let me
23:47be.
23:52all alone and blessed to see
23:56everything you see in me
23:58everything I want to be
24:01heights on my side
24:04I can't get over that.
24:24I can't get over that.
24:35but I guess
24:36set the record straight
24:38with you.
24:39It's not romantic
24:40and it's not something
24:40that we would
24:42ever see as romantic.
24:44So, just so I've got it right,
24:46you never had feelings
24:47for jazz?
24:48Not romantically, no.
24:49No.
24:50No.
24:51There's never been anything
24:52romantic between
24:52the two of you?
24:53No.
24:54No.
24:55Do you think
24:56maybe she read
24:57some signals wrong
24:59and that's what started
25:00this whole thing off?
25:01I don't know, maybe.
25:04But she, you know,
25:05we both sort of
25:06clarified that together
25:07that neither of us
25:08have romantic feelings
25:09for each other.
25:09but I can see how
25:12some of the things
25:13that we were doing
25:16were probably confusing
25:18because, like,
25:19we were very cuddly.
25:21I think I was naive
25:22to think that maybe
25:23that would never
25:24lead to confusion
25:25because I think
25:26in my head
25:26I knew what it was.
25:27Now it's better
25:29and it's important
25:30that those things
25:31don't happen
25:31so there wouldn't be
25:33any, like,
25:33future confusion.
25:35You know?
25:36Yeah.
25:38So where does this
25:39leave us now?
25:41Do you think
25:42if none of that
25:43had happened
25:43then we would still
25:44be seeing each other?
25:46I don't know
25:46what would have happened.
25:47Mm-hmm.
25:48It's hard to tell.
25:50Yeah.
25:51But I won't lie.
25:52I feel like
25:53I need to be single
25:55and enjoy
25:57being on my own.
25:59Yeah.
26:00I get it.
26:00Mm-hmm.
26:01Well, I'm glad
26:02that we've
26:03cleared the air
26:04and sort of,
26:06you know,
26:07set the record straight
26:08and now
26:10hopefully, like,
26:11everyone else
26:11can see
26:12the truth
26:13behind everything.
26:14Mm.
26:16No, I'm glad
26:16you asked me it.
26:18Mm-hmm.
26:39It was great.
26:42Thank you very much.
26:44Wow.
26:47Are they your sisters,
26:50Why are you laughing, Jack?
26:51It just looks like
26:52it's your first day
26:52at secondary school.
26:53Yeah.
26:54Really?
26:54Freddie, you owe me
26:55so many beers
26:57for what I did for you
26:58the other night.
26:58What did you do?
26:59Right?
26:59I was with Elise
27:00and Bex
27:01and it just went
27:02Together?
27:03Turbo.
27:03What?
27:04It went,
27:04it was so nasty
27:05between them.
27:06Elise found out
27:06that you
27:08told Bex
27:08you had feelings
27:09for her.
27:10What feelings?
27:11I did not say
27:11I had feelings for Bex.
27:13Yes.
27:13Did you say that to her?
27:15No,
27:16I never said that.
27:17I just don't believe you.
27:18I just don't believe you.
27:20Freddie,
27:20I don't believe you.
27:21I never said that.
27:21I saw her the other day
27:22with Inga.
27:23She said there was,
27:23like,
27:24something underlying there.
27:24Probably,
27:25she probably had a few drinks
27:26at this event
27:26and misread what I said.
27:28Mate,
27:28I don't know.
27:28She's so 100% certain
27:30that you guys are moving
27:31towards a relationship.
27:31Okay, well, in that case,
27:32then I'll take a step back.
27:33That's boring.
27:34You're looking for something now
27:35because you're trying
27:36to fill that void
27:37and you just want cuddles
27:38and somebody to chill with.
27:40That isn't fair.
27:41Have you said to her,
27:41I just want a friend's
27:42benefit?
27:43Basically, yeah.
27:44No, no.
27:45She's not going to turn around.
27:46Do you know what I said to her?
27:47Do you know what I said to her?
27:47I said,
27:48let's get back together
27:49until I go away traveling.
27:51Is that not the most
27:52black and white thing ever?
27:53No, but she doesn't
27:54understand that.
27:55Yeah, obviously not Angus.
27:56Okay,
27:56so I'm going to have
27:57to make it clear.
28:10Hello.
28:11Hello.
28:13How are you?
28:13Yeah, I'm okay.
28:15Very sweet.
28:16What is it?
28:17I don't know.
28:18I got the two things
28:19I wanted to try
28:19so that I could try both.
28:21Have you had a bit
28:21of this one already?
28:22Right, got you.
28:23This is a detox green smoothie
28:25that is a berry something.
28:27Beautiful.
28:28Nice.
28:29Thanks for checking in.
28:31Yeah, I wanted to
28:32make sure you're okay
28:32because I know
28:33you've been getting
28:33a lot of heat recently.
28:34Yeah, it's been
28:35pretty exhausting
28:36to be honest.
28:36Yeah.
28:37I saw Armin yesterday
28:39which was really nice.
28:40So you guys are fine then?
28:41Fine is a strong word.
28:43I think like
28:45there's a lot of love there
28:46and we're hoping
28:46that we can like
28:47build back to what we were
28:48but I've been told
28:50that Tristan's fuming at me
28:51and I don't know
28:52he's going to come tomorrow
28:53so I'm going to see him there.
28:55Again, it doesn't involve him.
28:56You obviously...
28:57But obviously it's connected
28:57because he lives with Harvey
28:59and he's one of his best friends
29:00and he's obviously
29:01going to always have his back.
29:02I just think that like
29:03you're human.
29:05People make mistakes.
29:06People do things
29:06and you've apologised
29:07to the two people
29:08who need apologising
29:09and that's that.
29:10But then again
29:11I don't want to like
29:11downplay the situation
29:12because like on paper
29:13it does sound awful
29:14and like to be fair
29:15it is bad.
29:19Oh, Zeno.
29:21I'll be honest
29:22if it was just you
29:24on your own
29:24like your personality
29:25like the way you are
29:27like yeah
29:29I'd be like interested.
29:30Yeah, no I get that.
29:31I think for me
29:31maybe it's a bit different
29:32because I
29:35like my ex
29:36isn't really
29:37part of the equation
29:38and I think
29:39I'm going to not be
29:39part of the equation anymore.
29:41Okay, so you're like
29:42so like for you
29:43like you would like
29:45potentially like
29:46be like open
29:47to like trying to like
29:48I don't know
29:48hang out in that way.
29:49Is that what you're trying to say?
29:50No.
29:51No.
29:51Well, I don't know.
29:53I don't know.
29:54Okay, shut up.
29:57I think you're like
29:58the forbidden fruit
29:59Zeno.
30:00What does that mean?
30:01Well, we've had one kiss
30:03yeah
30:03and look at the backlash
30:05like off the back of that.
30:07What's different
30:08to anything else
30:09versus the kiss
30:10though
30:10is what my thought process.
30:12What, is it like
30:13you're taking your mum
30:13for it in
30:14so it's like
30:15might as well keep walking
30:18because you're never
30:18getting any trouble
30:19do you Zeno?
30:20No, I would just
30:20back my eyelashes
30:21and look pretty.
30:22You're good at that.
30:23So we're basically
30:24friends that fancy
30:25each other
30:26but
30:27can't do anything
30:28about it.
30:29Okay.
30:30Sick.
30:31Yeah.
30:31Love that for us.
30:32Should we shake hands
30:33or
30:33go somewhere else?
30:35Shut up.
30:50Hi, Jazz.
30:51Hi.
30:52Come sit,
30:53I guess.
30:54Thanks.
30:55How are you?
30:56I'm good.
30:57I'm a bit tired today.
30:59Sorry, I was just
30:59having a cozy day
31:00at home.
31:01Um, yeah,
31:03sorry for just
31:03swinging by.
31:04That's all right.
31:05Yeah, I just wanted
31:06to check in
31:06because I saw
31:07Inga the other day.
31:08She sort of asked me
31:09to come meet her
31:09and she just said
31:10she thinks I deserve
31:11to understand
31:14everything that's gone on
31:15because I'm
31:15somewhat involved.
31:16Mm-hmm.
31:17How does she like
31:19say, I mean,
31:19it's not my business
31:20but
31:21No, it's fine.
31:21I'll tell you.
31:22I'm bored of it all
31:23being sort of
31:24miscommunicated
31:25to be honest.
31:26She actually said
31:26that there's nothing
31:29romantic there
31:30and there never was.
31:32So
31:34this has all been
31:35kind of
31:36blown out of proportion
31:39for nothing, really.
31:41You probably didn't
31:42want to hear that.
31:42That's fine.
31:43Oh, my God.
31:44Why am I crying?
31:45No, but
31:46it's hard to hear.
31:48Oh.
31:50She thought
31:51that you might have
31:51misread some signals
31:52of your friendship
31:53and I just think
31:54you should know
31:55because everyone's
31:56being far too
31:57everyone's beating
31:58around the bush too much.
31:59Okay?
31:59And this is clearly
32:00really important to you.
32:02Maybe I did.
32:04That just
32:05I don't know
32:06because obviously
32:07Erin and I had
32:07that conversation
32:08where she did
32:09agree it was
32:10more than friends
32:11so maybe
32:12she meant it
32:13in a way that
32:14yeah, it's more
32:15than friends
32:15but it's nothing.
32:16I don't know.
32:17I don't know.
32:18Maybe I did.
32:21Clearly
32:22it's obviously
32:23cut me a lot deeper
32:24than her.
32:26Yeah.
32:28I think you just
32:29need a bit of
32:31time
32:33you know
32:34away
32:34from her
32:35probably.
32:36Yeah.
32:38We've definitely
32:38been
32:39we haven't hung
32:40out as much
32:40obviously since
32:41I set boundaries
32:42because
32:42Yeah, I'm sure
32:43you haven't.
32:43I actually went
32:44on a date.
32:44Well done.
32:45Have a go.
32:46It was really good
32:47and this girl's so cool.
32:49Like she's a really
32:50really cool girl
32:50who knows what she wants.
32:52Um
32:54I think it would just
32:55take me more time.
32:56Yeah, you can't drown
32:58these things with dates
32:58in there.
33:00It doesn't work.
33:01Oh.
33:03I just wish that she
33:05would have
33:07shut it
33:07down to me.
33:09It's just hard.
33:10But I think
33:11I've been
33:12confused
33:13for a very long time
33:16and I'm not
33:17confused anymore.
33:18I'm hurt
33:19by everything now.
33:21I'm afraid
33:21in this scenario
33:22being hurt
33:23is better
33:23than being confused.
33:53Sustaino, oh my gosh.
33:55What a fabulous event.
33:57Okay, but where
33:58is the dress from?
33:59It's basically
34:00a Versace runway dress.
34:02It's a vintage dress
34:02which I'm kind of like
34:03you know I love my vintage.
34:05And it's a loan as well
34:06so like
34:06I don't know
34:07who's worn this
34:08and what stories
34:08I've had in it
34:09but I love that.
34:22Freddie's taken
34:22the sustainability
34:24a bit too far.
34:24You got dressed
34:25in the dark.
34:26Leave him alone.
34:28You know I was
34:28going to give you guys
34:29comfort as to how cute
34:30you look
34:30but now
34:30no.
34:32So when's the house
34:33warming party then?
34:34Yeah, give us a bit
34:36of time to settle in first.
34:38Oh God.
34:39Guys.
34:39Hello.
34:40Rebecca in the house.
34:41Lovely.
34:42Thank you so much.
34:42Your dress is amazing.
34:44I need to borrow that.
34:45You will.
34:46You look really good, Bex.
34:48Yeah.
34:49Anyway, should we go
34:49and find the others?
34:50Yeah.
34:51I think that's fine.
34:51See you later.
34:53See you guys.
34:53Bye-bye.
34:56Hello.
34:56Hello.
34:59Are you playing it cool?
35:01No, I'm not very cool.
35:02You're nervous.
35:03What happened with you
35:04and Elise,
35:05apparently it all kicked off.
35:06Oh my God.
35:07At the fashion show?
35:09Oh, she's angry.
35:10You didn't really get off
35:11on the right foot, did you?
35:12No, you didn't.
35:13No.
35:13No.
35:13I don't think we're
35:14going to be friends
35:15so it's not really a loss
35:16for me.
35:17Good riddance.
35:19We can be friends.
35:20We can be friends.
35:20I'll be your friend.
35:22We can be friends now.
35:24What is your mindset?
35:26Because I'm very confused
35:27to be honest.
35:28Why?
35:29I'm just hearing
35:30from Angus that
35:31you don't have feelings
35:33for me still.
35:34Feelings for you?
35:37Please be honest
35:38with me here.
35:40Well, I feel like
35:41it's been a year
35:42and both of us
35:44have dated other people
35:45and we do kind of
35:47keep coming back
35:48to each other
35:49and I feel like
35:50because it's been a year
35:50it makes me think
35:51like, oh, maybe
35:52that is something
35:53still there with you
35:54but...
35:54I don't know.
35:55I don't think
35:55I'm ready for anything
35:57serious though.
35:58Okay.
35:58I don't know if I'm
35:59giving you the wrong
35:59impression of that.
36:00In a dream world
36:01we could be like,
36:02you sound so silly
36:03saying this.
36:04I don't know if I want
36:04to know what you're
36:05about to say.
36:05It's just like,
36:06no, nothing bad.
36:07I don't know,
36:08maybe like exes
36:09with benefits.
36:09Right.
36:11That sounds quite
36:13degrading actually.
36:15I just, I don't know,
36:16I would like
36:17some love in my life,
36:18do you know what I mean?
36:19But not a relationship.
36:21Because you know
36:21I'm going away,
36:22I'm going on a motorbike
36:23trip for like
36:24two and a half months.
36:24Freddie, I'm aware
36:25that you're going away.
36:26Yeah.
36:27See, that implies to me
36:28that you're not really
36:28wanting anything serious
36:30if I'm literally
36:30giving you a time.
36:31I've got no idea
36:32what, like,
36:32I don't know
36:33what I want, Freddie.
36:34But what I do know
36:36that I definitely
36:36don't want to be
36:37one of your random
36:38blonde girls
36:38that you take home
36:39on a Friday night
36:39because that's not me
36:40and you know
36:40that's not me.
36:41I thought that me
36:42and you were
36:43on the same page here.
36:44We, I'm not on any page.
36:46I'm not even in the book.
36:48Yeah.
36:48This has all come from you.
36:49It hasn't come from me.
36:50I know.
36:51This has come from you
36:52saying that you still
36:53have feelings for me,
36:54you want to go on a date
36:55that you miss me,
36:56that you want to hang out
36:56with me.
36:57I would have been open
36:57to going on that date
36:58and hanging out with you
36:59but now you phrase it
37:01as ex with benefits,
37:02it's like that actually
37:02makes me feel sick.
37:03It's icky.
37:04Fine, good, good.
37:04So find someone else.
37:05I know what I want.
37:06That's fine.
37:07That is what I wanted.
37:08I think you're
37:08a very strange boy.
37:11Strange boy.
37:12Yeah, I can be
37:13a bit strange.
37:14Anyway,
37:15no date, I guess.
37:28Have I ever seen jazz
37:29tonight?
37:29I thought she was
37:30going to be here.
37:31She did actually
37:31send me a text.
37:32Earlier saying
37:33that she's running late
37:35because I know
37:36Inga was popping over
37:37to grab some things
37:38before holiday.
37:40Yeah.
37:41Yeah, I was hoping
37:42to see her
37:42because I saw her yesterday.
37:45It was all quite intense
37:46that you guys have heard
37:47but Inga basically
37:48asked to see me
37:49to set the record
37:50straight about her
37:51and jazz, right?
37:52What was it exactly
37:53she said?
37:54She's like,
37:54just so you know,
37:55there's nothing going on
37:56romantically between jazz
37:57and me
37:57and there never was.
37:59Really?
38:00Yeah.
38:01Like she literally
38:01has agreed
38:03that it is more
38:03than a friendship
38:04but then she's saying
38:05to you,
38:05it was never romantic.
38:06Jazz is gay.
38:07Like sleeping in a bed
38:09with a girl
38:09every single night,
38:10spooning her,
38:11doing everything she's doing,
38:12writing these love notes
38:13is going to string
38:14someone along
38:14and that's not fair
38:15and Inga should know better.
38:16I don't think Inga's doing this
38:17maliciously at all.
38:18Like I think she's
38:19an incredibly kind soul
38:20but I think she's got
38:21this friendship
38:22with jazz
38:23that she doesn't want
38:24to let go
38:24or I don't know.
38:26Inga needs to be gone
38:27from jazz's life.
38:28Yes.
38:28It's the only way
38:29jazz will get over her.
38:30It's the only way.
38:43You okay, mate?
38:45I'm okay.
38:45I'm all right.
38:46You sure?
38:47You've been a bit off tonight.
38:49Got a bit quiet.
38:50Mm-hmm.
38:50Yeah, I mean obviously
38:52like this whole situation
38:52is weighing me down
38:54a little bit.
38:54Like it feels like
38:55a lot of weights
38:55on my shoulders
38:56and everyone's got
38:56their two pence
38:57to chuck in on it.
38:59Mate, everyone in this group
39:00has made mistakes like that.
39:01Me and Jack are made up.
39:03Do you regret
39:04what you did with Livy?
39:06Yes and no.
39:06I think genuinely
39:07I think everything
39:07happens for a reason.
39:09And like I,
39:10you know what
39:10I would have regretted more
39:11is thinking what if.
39:14Yeah, I get that.
39:15But yeah,
39:16I think for me
39:17like the risk-reward factor
39:18there is uneven.
39:20But that's like
39:22yeah, I do think
39:23Xena is great.
39:24Like she's fit.
39:25Like I get on with her
39:26really well.
39:26I always have done.
39:27But like
39:29I never ever thought
39:31something would happen
39:31between us.
39:32Yeah.
39:33Because I have seen her
39:33as Harvey's girlfriend.
39:34Like I have.
39:36I mean look,
39:36what I would say is
39:38those things
39:40I feel can be mended
39:41and I wouldn't want you
39:42to throw away something
39:43that could be
39:44something special
39:45in the future.
39:46Promise me that you're not
39:47going to just keep
39:48beating yourself up over it.
39:49I don't know.
39:50I don't want to see that
39:51anymore.
39:51Boys.
39:52Hello.
39:54Tris.
39:54Hello, mate.
39:55You all right?
39:56Yeah.
39:56Chugs, you all right?
39:58I'm all right, mate.
39:58Yeah, I'm okay.
40:00Yeah.
40:00I saw you guys up here
40:01so I thought I'd come
40:01and have a word.
40:04Do you mind?
40:04For a long overview.
40:05Is that right?
40:06Yeah, yeah, yeah.
40:06Thanks, mate.
40:06Go for it.
40:07Cheers, mate.
40:07In a bit, mate.
40:09How you doing?
40:10I'm okay.
40:11I was hoping
40:13also being better.
40:13Like I was hoping
40:14I'd be able to grab you
40:15today.
40:16First of all,
40:18like I want to
40:19apologize for lying
40:20to your face.
40:21The biggest reason
40:22for not telling you
40:22is because I didn't
40:23want to put you
40:23in an awkward position
40:24between like two friends
40:25and I also promised
40:27saying that,
40:27which is another
40:28one of my mistakes.
40:29So I was protecting
40:29that lie.
40:30But like, I mean,
40:31I hold my hands up.
40:32Listen, we're protecting
40:33the lie or we're protecting
40:34yourself, Chugs?
40:35Because I hear what you're
40:37saying.
40:37Both, I guess.
40:37Sadly, something that's
40:38happened a long time ago
40:39has come to bite in the arse.
40:40It wasn't owned.
40:41The communication
40:42wasn't there.
40:42Do you understand
40:43like the wrong logic
40:45behind why I buried it?
40:46100% I don't understand.
40:47You don't get that?
40:48No, not at all.
40:48Do you don't see how
40:49like I just thought
40:50it was so insignificant
40:51that it wasn't worth
40:52like the pain
40:53that like Harvey would feel?
40:53It might be insignificant
40:54to you,
40:55but it's very significant
40:55to Harvey who places
40:57a lot of trust
40:57and respect in you
40:58as a friend.
40:59Yeah, I know.
40:59How do I know
41:00that won't happen
41:00with Jules?
41:01I've gone to bat for you
41:02with Philip.
41:02I don't think that's fair
41:03at all.
41:04It's completely fair, Chugs.
41:05What would you do
41:05for my position?
41:06You know me better
41:07than that, Tristan.
41:08I know you know me better.
41:08Exactly, I'm having
41:08this conversation
41:09because I do know
41:10you better than that,
41:11but Harvey is the same
41:12level of friendship
41:12I believe that you
41:13and I are, okay?
41:14Because you buried this.
41:15You've lied to me about it.
41:15Tristan, you've known me
41:16for a very long time.
41:17A very long time, Chugs.
41:18And like you actually
41:19do know me inside and out.
41:20We've made Jules' parents
41:21like it's a deep-rooted
41:22friendship there.
41:22Exactly.
41:23I have messed up.
41:24It's out of my character
41:25to mess up.
41:26I don't, it's not
41:27something I do.
41:28Like I don't do things
41:29like that.
41:29I don't condone
41:31things like that.
41:36When you walk back
41:36to the house,
41:37he felt like he was
41:38the third wheel
41:38and you two were like
41:39giggling in the corner
41:40and then you kissed her
41:41later on that night.
41:43So these are all things
41:44that have come,
41:44I'm not going my way
41:45trying to like
41:46He's not said that to me.
41:47He's not said that to me.
41:47He feels awkward
41:48saying it to you.
41:49It's difficult for me
41:50to understand
41:51whether this is a slip-up
41:53or this is something
41:53that, you know,
41:55like fuck it,
41:56it could happen again
41:56sort of thing.
42:02I'm gonna get some
42:03marinate because
42:04it's all going a bit
42:05much, right?
42:06but I appreciate
42:07you chancing.
42:29Hello?
42:30Jazzy?
42:37Hello.
42:38Hi.
42:38I'm literally just
42:40getting ready.
42:41Thanks for waiting for me.
42:43I just need to
42:43like grab my jacket
42:45before I go away tomorrow.
42:47You look nice.
42:50How are you?
42:52Good.
42:52How are you?
42:53You okay?
42:54Um, not really.
42:57What's up?
42:59Kit came to see me.
43:00Yeah.
43:02Yeah.
43:02And, like,
43:03told me about
43:03your conversation
43:05that you had with him.
43:06Mm-hmm.
43:06Did he ask you, like,
43:08have you ever had
43:08romantic thoughts
43:09and you were like,
43:09never?
43:12He, I think we,
43:13yeah.
43:14I said that
43:15what we had
43:16wasn't romantic.
43:17Mm-hmm.
43:18Which is what we both
43:18said to each other.
43:19Mm-hmm.
43:20I'm just wrapping my head
43:21around the fact that, like,
43:23you doing all those things
43:24and, like,
43:25us having the dynamic
43:25that we did
43:26was, like,
43:27in your head
43:28that's completely, like,
43:29oh, yeah,
43:29that's friendship.
43:30Do you know what I mean?
43:31But I don't, like,
43:32I don't spoon jewels.
43:35Also, like,
43:36Yeah, I do,
43:37I do think
43:38the things that we were doing
43:39is almost, like,
43:40what a partner would do,
43:41just minus all
43:42the, like,
43:43sexual stuff.
43:44But I know
43:45what I'm like
43:46and I know
43:48that I'm tactile.
43:49When I'm with you, though,
43:50that's,
43:50it's on the extreme side
43:52and I'm not, like,
43:53that tactile
43:53with anyone else.
43:54Mm-hmm.
43:55That is the truth.
43:56Like, what was that
43:57for you then?
43:58I don't know.
43:59I think it was,
44:01I don't know
44:01how to answer that
44:02because it was more
44:04than a normal friendship.
44:06It's very different
44:07to any friendship
44:07I've got.
44:10So that is why
44:11I was confused
44:11by the whole thing.
44:13But when we spoke about,
44:15like,
44:15have you thought about this?
44:16Like, have you thought
44:17about kissing?
44:18Have you thought
44:18about those things?
44:19I hadn't.
44:20I couldn't make sense
44:21of the fact that, like,
44:22we had this dynamic
44:23that you quite literally
44:26couldn't put a label on.
44:27But this whole situation
44:29has really established
44:31in myself
44:32that I'm,
44:33I'm not ready to date.
44:35In a world where
44:36I was ready to date,
44:38I have no idea
44:39if maybe, like,
44:41whatever we had
44:42would have been stronger
44:43for me.
44:44And that's not me
44:45trying to, like,
44:46mislead you.
44:47Like, that's not me saying,
44:47like, oh,
44:48in an ultimate world,
44:49like, yeah,
44:49I absolutely would have
44:50romantic feelings for you.
44:51I'm not,
44:51that's not what I'm saying.
44:52I'm saying,
44:53I don't know.
44:55Like, who knows
44:56in three, four, five months,
44:58a year, two years,
44:58like, who knows
44:59what's going to happen
45:00or what develops?
45:01Like, you just,
45:03you can't predict
45:03those kind of things.
45:04I just can only tell you
45:06what I think and feel
45:08right now in this moment.
45:09I think this is genuinely,
45:11like, and I hate to say it.
45:14I've, since setting
45:15those boundaries,
45:16I have not been,
45:18like, happier than before.
45:21Obviously.
45:21Well, yeah,
45:22to me,
45:23it doesn't feel
45:27normal.
45:28But you've made peace
45:29with that.
45:30I have.
45:30I've accepted it
45:31because what else can I do?
45:33What am I going to do?
45:34I can't come before
45:35and at your door
45:36and be like,
45:36no, let me in.
45:37Like,
45:38we need to be, like,
45:39that same way again.
45:40Like, you set a boundary
45:42I'm respecting it.
45:43That meant we would
45:44have to change.
45:45That makes me sad
45:46because I was like,
45:47I just love what we're doing
45:48and it's so fun
45:49and it's like we've got
45:50this, like, little life
45:51together and I loved it.
45:53But I also think
45:54it's probably for the better
45:55because you want to date
45:57and have fun
45:58and I really want
45:59that for you.
46:02I genuinely really do
46:04and I
46:04probably don't think
46:06you can do that
46:08with me always here.
46:15I think you need a hug.
46:20You're a little one.
46:24We'll figure something out.
46:28Yeah.
46:29Please,
46:30don't be sad.
46:32Jazzy.
46:33Hmm.
46:34Okay.
46:36Love you.
46:38Very fine.
46:50You haven't seen Inga
46:52since I've tried
46:53to set boundaries.
46:54It sounds like
46:54she's painted
46:55a very different picture
46:56outside of what's
46:57actually happened.
46:58What was that for you then?
46:59A very close bond
47:00that now
47:01I'm not going to lie
47:02I'm fucking regretting.
47:04You're a very wise man.
47:05Well, I instantly
47:06felt the connection
47:06as soon as I came in.
47:07Are you trying it on
47:08with my mother?
47:08No, sorry.
47:09We just hit it off
47:10like straight away.
47:11So you're in the toy boy era?
47:12Yes.
47:13Georgia said she loves me.
47:15I did say it back.
47:17Phillip.
47:18Phillip.
47:18Phillip.
47:18Phillip.
47:18Phillip.
47:19Phillip certainly
47:19doesn't mean it.
47:20That should have come from Phillip.
47:21Not this idiot.
47:23She's under this Phil spell
47:24but when she gets out of it
47:25she's going to be so much happier.
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