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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 19: Now Departing
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:22But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:32It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14My last concern.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:31You and I find a place.
00:01:33We move in together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards
00:01:54getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:07even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking,
00:02:11again, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still
00:02:18have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36It's me.
00:02:44Reach out.
00:02:46Fly low.
00:02:49When I'm thinking.
00:02:57I just feel so gross, I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:21And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine then.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it, literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have
00:03:41some tough conversations, and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:49How hard are you going to cuddle me tonight?
00:03:52You won't.
00:03:54It's so hard to my top.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together
00:04:01in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over
00:04:07to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like,
00:04:12Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like,
00:04:24why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room, trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me,
00:04:43and you're falling for me?
00:04:43And then you bring the girls back, and disrespect me,
00:04:47and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:57The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me.
00:05:05And then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like,
00:05:14like, my walls are up with him, because, like,
00:05:16you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:34Oh.
00:05:35At least you're sleeping bad.
00:05:36It would be perfect for me.
00:05:43I'm stealing some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48How is the vibe in the apartment this morning?
00:05:50Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea
00:05:58having girls over on Elise's last night,
00:06:00but I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room
00:06:09while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, uh, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31I'm so sorry.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33You left the place and turned off your location
00:06:35and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I went to drive off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Look at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:56That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people
00:06:59where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you last night in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need another airport.
00:07:19I'm sorry.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not okay.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:40You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:47I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:02Do I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do?
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:34In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:07What?
00:09:08What?
00:09:11The.
00:09:12The.
00:09:24The.
00:09:26The.
00:09:28The.
00:09:29The.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:09:59Yeah.
00:10:01But?
00:10:02I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:24But I'm literally leaving
00:10:27when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:54Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I loved most
00:11:06with her is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:23and I'm in jeans, for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:45Viercon is so good at soccer.
00:11:46It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now...
00:12:03Oh, my God.
00:12:04You're gonna learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:13The whole instinct...
00:12:15Instinct, kick the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:25Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer,
00:12:29if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:34She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:41So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:49You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:54It feels really far.
00:12:57Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself
00:13:10and you just did it.
00:13:12It's actually a lot of fun.
00:13:14And also, this has a meaning
00:13:17because, you know,
00:13:19you thought there was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that.
00:13:23You were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:02You are my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:18Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that
00:14:28you have
00:14:30a vein
00:14:31goes through your heart.
00:14:33And this
00:14:36is why people
00:14:37wearing rings
00:14:38on their finger.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a vein
00:14:45that
00:14:45bonds us.
00:14:47We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:53is a spell.
00:14:57Now
00:14:59I'm asking you
00:15:03You want to bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lucky, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been
00:15:18luscious.
00:15:21So today
00:15:22I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:32It helps me
00:15:33cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why
00:15:36you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him
00:15:40and now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating
00:15:44with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find
00:15:45a reason why
00:15:46and
00:15:48I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal
00:15:50that he has
00:15:51a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:06So
00:16:07Lakey,
00:16:10I haven't been
00:16:10feeling well.
00:16:13I've been
00:16:15luscious.
00:16:20So
00:16:20today
00:16:21I decided to
00:16:23take a pregnancy test.
00:16:33I'm just gonna
00:16:34have to wait
00:16:35for a few more minutes
00:16:36and
00:16:37I guess
00:16:38I'm gonna see
00:16:40all the answers
00:16:42to my questions.
00:16:45Okay.
00:16:47It's been a few weeks
00:16:49since our renewal
00:16:50about.
00:16:52Javon's extended
00:16:53his visa
00:16:54to stay with me
00:16:55longer
00:16:55and
00:16:56she's been amazing.
00:16:58It means a lot to me
00:17:00that
00:17:00he was willing
00:17:01to miss work
00:17:02so he could travel
00:17:03and make memories
00:17:05for me.
00:17:06He's actually
00:17:06been very helpful
00:17:08in caring
00:17:08which makes me
00:17:10find him attractive.
00:17:11So,
00:17:12you know,
00:17:13we were very busy.
00:17:15busy doing what?
00:17:17Oh my God,
00:17:18like so many
00:17:18sex.
00:17:20I'm going to church
00:17:21all the time.
00:17:43I'm going to church
00:17:44all the time.
00:17:44who want us
00:17:46to want to tell you
00:17:47something.
00:17:47Okay.
00:17:48Go ahead.
00:17:49Check this out.
00:17:54Is that is
00:17:55what I think
00:17:56it is?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:59What do you think?
00:18:05Are we about to have
00:18:07a baby?
00:18:09Oh,
00:18:10steps.
00:18:11Hell yeah.
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice,
00:18:15boo.
00:18:16I'm very happy.
00:18:17I'm very happy
00:18:18too.
00:18:19Yeah.
00:18:22Thanks,
00:18:23boo.
00:18:25I don't even know
00:18:26what to feel
00:18:27right now.
00:18:27Part of me
00:18:28is happy about it
00:18:29and another part
00:18:30of me is like,
00:18:31holy I'm about
00:18:32to be a dad.
00:18:34I'm scared
00:18:35as
00:18:38I'm in shock
00:18:39but I don't know
00:18:40why but
00:18:40I'm not really
00:18:42surprised
00:18:42but I'm so nervous.
00:18:45Yeah.
00:18:45Me too.
00:18:47I'm happy
00:18:48though, boo.
00:18:48Aw,
00:18:49me too.
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:19:02Thank you, boo,
00:19:03for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Uh-huh.
00:19:08I am very happy.
00:19:09I just
00:19:10wasn't expecting
00:19:11this to happen
00:19:12this quickly
00:19:13but
00:19:14the timing
00:19:16is terrible
00:19:16because
00:19:17Jovon is leaving
00:19:19tomorrow
00:19:20and we haven't
00:19:22really made
00:19:22any decision
00:19:24for the future yet.
00:19:26How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Uh-huh.
00:19:32But I'm very happy.
00:19:34We have a bonus
00:19:35and
00:19:35I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know,
00:19:40you always question like,
00:19:41what's the meaning
00:19:41of my life?
00:19:42Mm.
00:19:43And now
00:19:44I feel like
00:19:45You have a reason.
00:19:46I have a reason
00:19:47why I'm doing
00:19:48what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51There you go.
00:19:53But
00:19:54part of me
00:19:55feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me too.
00:19:59Because there's
00:20:00a lot of things
00:20:00that
00:20:01we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now,
00:20:06the main focus
00:20:07is your health
00:20:08and the baby
00:20:10and getting things
00:20:11in order
00:20:12over here.
00:20:13Then once
00:20:14that's good,
00:20:16we will definitely
00:20:17look more
00:20:19into
00:20:19you
00:20:21coming
00:20:22over there.
00:20:23You know,
00:20:24baby alone
00:20:24is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:26You know,
00:20:27and then
00:20:28you add
00:20:28the visa
00:20:29on top of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's
00:20:34a lot of things
00:20:35you're going
00:20:35to be missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the first
00:20:38appointment
00:20:39to the doctor.
00:20:40You gotta keep me posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted
00:20:43if I want to be the same.
00:20:45it's all we have
00:20:46for right now,
00:20:47so.
00:20:51Realistically,
00:20:52when do you think
00:20:54you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you
00:20:56an exact month
00:20:58because I'm not
00:20:59back home yet,
00:21:01but I'll be back
00:21:02before you even
00:21:03get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant,
00:21:09I thought
00:21:10he would want
00:21:12to work harder
00:21:12to live with me
00:21:13in one place
00:21:14together.
00:21:16But I guess
00:21:17I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves
00:21:21me so much,
00:21:23but I can't help
00:21:24but feel sad
00:21:26that I'm going
00:21:26through the
00:21:27pregnancy alone.
00:21:29Let's not worry
00:21:31about it too much
00:21:31tonight.
00:21:32We have to
00:21:33finish packing
00:21:35and we have to
00:21:36get up
00:21:36early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:22:02ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some exercise?
00:22:04No.
00:22:05No.
00:22:06It's a beautiful day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really
00:22:11good for me.
00:22:12It helps me
00:22:12cleanse my head
00:22:13and I really
00:22:13want to, you know,
00:22:15feel better
00:22:16and, you know,
00:22:18be airy and light.
00:22:20Is that why
00:22:21you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why,
00:22:23because I'm an
00:22:23airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No,
00:22:25I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does Daniel
00:22:27think of your blonde hair?
00:22:28He wants an
00:22:30African-style braid.
00:22:31He wants braids.
00:22:33He,
00:22:33he does realize,
00:22:36one,
00:22:36how expensive
00:22:37and time-consuming
00:22:39that is
00:22:39and,
00:22:40two,
00:22:41you're a,
00:22:42um,
00:22:44white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have to say
00:22:48and be
00:22:49and act
00:22:49and,
00:22:50and look
00:22:50exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53It,
00:22:53it's hard.
00:22:54I've given so much
00:22:56to make Daniel happy.
00:22:57I know.
00:22:59You're working three jobs.
00:23:00You're working your ass off
00:23:02to pay off debt
00:23:04that you also added on
00:23:05for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he going out
00:23:09and getting another job?
00:23:10Where is his effort?
00:23:13I don't know.
00:23:15I'm,
00:23:15I'm just feeling different.
00:23:17I was so sure of him
00:23:20and so in love
00:23:22and now I'm just insecure.
00:23:27When mom first came back
00:23:29from Nigeria,
00:23:30she was definitely
00:23:31really excited.
00:23:34She was making
00:23:34all of these wild plans.
00:23:36She said she wanted
00:23:37to go back to Nigeria
00:23:38and stay for about a year
00:23:40and then
00:23:41over the next couple weeks,
00:23:43she just started saying
00:23:45that he's not communicating
00:23:46with her much
00:23:47and I wasn't liking
00:23:49the situation.
00:23:50I wanted to find
00:23:51if there was another reason
00:23:53why he's not communicating
00:23:55like he was
00:23:56and I did find things
00:23:59and none of them
00:24:00were positive things.
00:24:04It's not normal
00:24:06that he has
00:24:07four other phone numbers
00:24:08and not even that.
00:24:11He also has a wife contact.
00:24:13That's not your number.
00:24:14No, it's weird.
00:24:16Who,
00:24:17who is this wife?
00:24:19Not you.
00:24:20You wrote her.
00:24:21She didn't deny it.
00:24:22I kept the conversation.
00:24:25Before going to Nigeria
00:24:26to show that
00:24:28I could trust Daniel,
00:24:29he gave me his passwords
00:24:30for his email account.
00:24:32Faith logged into his email
00:24:34and got his contacts.
00:24:36He has me listed
00:24:37as Liz Baby
00:24:39and then he has
00:24:40another number
00:24:41listed as
00:24:43Wife Chat
00:24:44and it's a Nigerian
00:24:46phone number.
00:24:47Faith reached out
00:24:48to the number
00:24:49and introduced herself
00:24:51and said,
00:24:52do you know Daniel?
00:24:53I've got your number
00:24:54from his email
00:24:55and you are listed
00:24:56as his wife.
00:24:58And the person
00:24:59answered back
00:25:00and said,
00:25:02so what do you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty much
00:25:04told him,
00:25:05my mom is also
00:25:06married to Daniel.
00:25:07I'm concerned
00:25:09about this.
00:25:09I think we should
00:25:10talk about it
00:25:11and she said,
00:25:12lose my number.
00:25:14Who the f***
00:25:15is wife?
00:25:16And why won't
00:25:16she talk?
00:25:20Daniel hasn't been
00:25:21giving me the attention
00:25:22that he was.
00:25:23I'm not getting
00:25:24the good morning
00:25:25texts anymore.
00:25:26He hasn't been
00:25:27calling like he used to.
00:25:30Daniel says
00:25:31he loves me
00:25:31and that he's been busy
00:25:33but I'm suspicious.
00:25:36If there is a wife
00:25:37out there
00:25:37and he put me
00:25:39through all this
00:25:40and he has a wife
00:25:41out there,
00:25:42what does that mean?
00:25:46It's just too much
00:25:47at this point, Mom.
00:25:49What is your game plan now?
00:25:51Are you still gonna go there
00:25:52and marry him?
00:25:55I don't know.
00:25:56I'm gonna have to
00:25:56confront him
00:25:57but I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:58I go back and forth
00:25:59every day thinking
00:26:00about this.
00:26:02I mean,
00:26:03he's gonna gaslight you,
00:26:04you know that
00:26:05but you also can't deny
00:26:07physical proof.
00:26:10I know that
00:26:11I need to confront Daniel
00:26:12but I am afraid
00:26:14that he's gonna
00:26:16gaslight me
00:26:16just like he has
00:26:18in Nigeria.
00:26:19I can't remember
00:26:20that I was by
00:26:20charged with an American
00:26:21guy.
00:26:22This is her picture.
00:26:24Do you remember her now?
00:26:25I don't know this person.
00:26:26You do know this person.
00:26:28I don't know her.
00:26:28No, no.
00:26:28You remembered last night
00:26:30when I brought it up.
00:26:31Now all of a sudden
00:26:31you're pretending
00:26:32you don't know her?
00:26:33I can't remember.
00:26:37Going through this
00:26:38has been very traumatic
00:26:39and my head space
00:26:40is all over the place.
00:26:42There's proof.
00:26:43She didn't say
00:26:44I'm not his wife.
00:26:45She didn't say
00:26:46who are you talking to.
00:26:47That answer is
00:26:48everything I need.
00:26:49He can't come up
00:26:50with an excuse for that.
00:26:52It's time.
00:26:53It's time to tell Daniel
00:26:54what you have found.
00:26:56It's time to ask him
00:26:57about this wife.
00:26:59I love him
00:27:00and I miss him
00:27:02but I just feel betrayed.
00:27:05I'm mentally,
00:27:06physically,
00:27:07totally exhausted.
00:27:12I'm proud of you, Ma.
00:27:14You know I always
00:27:15support you.
00:27:22Off we go.
00:27:24I still don't
00:27:25completely trust Sheena.
00:27:27I love you,
00:27:27Pumple Bear.
00:27:29You don't need
00:27:29to be worried.
00:27:30She still manipulates
00:27:33better than anybody
00:27:34I know.
00:27:37You okay?
00:27:41I don't want you
00:27:42to leave me.
00:28:07I mean, words can't, you know,
00:28:10express
00:28:11how I feel
00:28:12at this moment
00:28:14having to leave Madagascar
00:28:16and not being able
00:28:18to say goodbye to Trish.
00:28:31I mean, it was hard
00:28:33not being able
00:28:34to be with her
00:28:36the last
00:28:37few nights
00:28:38because I still love her
00:28:43but I know
00:28:44that it's not
00:28:45right or fair
00:28:47for me
00:28:50to
00:28:52not let go
00:28:53of the past.
00:28:56I'm really sad
00:28:58with it
00:28:58being
00:29:00over
00:29:02between Trish
00:29:03and I.
00:29:05But
00:29:06I couldn't help
00:29:08the way
00:29:08that I felt
00:29:09and
00:29:10I couldn't
00:29:11lie and say
00:29:12that I don't
00:29:13have any feelings
00:29:14for my ex.
00:29:19because of that
00:29:20I lost something
00:29:22that could have
00:29:23been really special.
00:29:28There was a lot
00:29:29of times
00:29:30when everything
00:29:31was good
00:29:32between us
00:29:32I was really happy
00:29:34and I see
00:29:35so many good qualities
00:29:36in Trish.
00:29:39I feel like
00:29:39she lights up
00:29:40the room
00:29:41you know
00:29:42when
00:29:43when she's
00:29:44in her good moods
00:29:48I feel like
00:29:49I'm like
00:29:49the luckiest man
00:29:50alive to be
00:29:54standing next
00:29:55to her
00:29:55or hold her hand.
00:30:04If my ex
00:30:05had never contacted me
00:30:11Trish and I
00:30:12would definitely
00:30:13be in a much
00:30:14much better place.
00:30:17Looking back
00:30:18at all these
00:30:19beautiful times
00:30:20that Trish
00:30:22and I
00:30:22shared together
00:30:23I had such
00:30:25high hopes.
00:30:30My baby.
00:30:32Hello Trish.
00:30:34Good morning babe.
00:30:37Mmm.
00:30:42Yes, dear.
00:30:46Giving a baby.
00:30:53This is making me
00:30:54think about
00:30:55how much
00:30:56I could be missing
00:30:57and how much
00:30:59I'm going to be missing
00:31:00in the future
00:31:01with her.
00:31:08Mama.
00:31:12This isn't
00:31:13how it was
00:31:14supposed to be
00:31:17and this hurts
00:31:18me deeply
00:31:19that it
00:31:20didn't work out.
00:31:24I'm leaving
00:31:25with no hope
00:31:26at all.
00:31:26when you're
00:31:27always
00:31:29on the ground
00:31:31if I know
00:31:34I could love
00:31:37you
00:31:38forever
00:31:40and the day
00:31:43it's torture
00:31:44and the day
00:31:52will be
00:31:55and the day
00:32:10I could love
00:32:14baby.
00:32:30this is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there are you allowed to have
00:32:34big bags of chips they're not gonna like pop and explode no i think well the air pressure
00:32:40is going to be different you might have exploded confetti chips no i mean people take their dogs
00:32:44on planes so you don't explode right well we'll find out
00:32:57well i think we're just about there you guys oh man yes mom
00:33:09i can't believe that the time was sheena's ending we had a lot of back and forths yesterday
00:33:15about why i have to leave today she was hurt she was upset that she wanted me to stay
00:33:22all right it was the hardest choice i ever had to make saying that i need to leave the one
00:33:28i love
00:33:33oh okay
00:33:37big ones first mountain of stuff thank you guys thank you
00:33:44waking up this morning next to forest i was really sad because
00:33:48it's been hard enough to wait as long as i waited to be with him
00:33:53off we go it's so hard to let him go but his mom meddles too much so i don't have
00:34:04a choice
00:34:07i love you machine i love you purple bear the thing i'm gonna miss the most is waking up in
00:34:15bed
00:34:15beside you and you know having you cuddle the snow out of me on top of your grinding teeth
00:34:22grinding it's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up
00:34:27what i'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me who's been farting all
00:34:34night
00:34:34sometimes every day almost 24 7. he's too good
00:34:40you're funny
00:34:40you don't need to be worried
00:34:44it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going to take seven years to get you
00:34:48back home
00:34:55overall this trip was a wonderful experience i feel really good that i got to see forest happy and
00:35:02to see him so in love but i'm just i'm afraid of what the future is going to bring
00:35:18truthfully i still don't completely trust sheena
00:35:23here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
00:35:28i still don't have a full understanding of sheena's financial you know relationship when
00:35:35it comes to her family and all of that she still manipulates better than anybody i know
00:35:41that's why i am so completely relieved that i saved forest from making the biggest mistake of his life
00:35:47i mean if he would have stayed here it would have been a nightmare
00:35:55where trey's the gate right here
00:36:02well we're gonna go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves
00:36:06okay
00:36:07i will see you again
00:36:15it'll be all right okay
00:36:27despite sheena's faults i know that they really truly love each other
00:36:32and it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose that
00:36:38it's gonna be all right okay
00:36:40that truly is the hardest part of all of this
00:37:08this is not goodbye forever this is the beginning
00:37:15this is the beginning of our future
00:37:20hello sheena
00:37:21hello papa bear
00:37:34i don't want you to leave me
00:37:37i'm sorry baby it's time for me to go
00:37:40but you gotta be strong for me okay
00:37:56i want you to have this until i get back okay
00:37:59little bear it's a guarantee that i'll be back for you
00:38:03okay
00:38:05i know it's not much but i love this hat and i love you
00:38:08and i want you to wear it every day all right
00:38:11i can wear it that work because my dogs might join
00:38:14i know it's okay
00:38:18i love you baby
00:38:25before meeting forest i was afraid that i wouldn't find someone who would love me for what i am
00:38:35but forest opened my heart back again
00:38:41i just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me
00:38:46and that this isn't the end of our story
00:38:59thank you have a safe life
00:39:07it was heartbreaking saying goodbye to sheena
00:39:12it's going to be the hardest thing i've ever done
00:39:17i'll be with you
00:39:23i promise
00:39:27being with sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant to grow up and start
00:39:34really making changes that i should have been doing years ago
00:39:37to ensure that sheena and i have a life together
00:39:42this cannot be the end
00:39:50i must continue moving forward
00:40:03i'm gonna miss everything
00:40:05the good and the bad
00:40:06oh yeah
00:40:07yeah
00:40:08from arguing to make up sex
00:40:13i'm trying to stay emotionally strong
00:40:16obviously we still have a lot to work on
00:40:18but i love her
00:40:20i'll cry
00:40:21and i feel like i'm leaving a piece of me behind
00:40:41i'm asking you
00:40:43do you want to bond your heart
00:40:45come on
00:40:50will you marry me
00:40:56of course i will
00:41:07can you believe that
00:41:08no it's
00:41:10it's crazy
00:41:12congratulations
00:41:13you get engaged
00:41:14with me
00:41:16i've never had an engagement string
00:41:18so
00:41:19it's very cutesy
00:41:21probably not a lot of people had that
00:41:25probably not
00:41:26i got everything i wanted
00:41:29this is a win
00:41:31here is my trophy
00:41:33oh
00:41:37who needs a ring
00:41:40i'm in my jeans and i play just football
00:41:42and i just got engaged
00:41:45who cares
00:41:46we don't need fancy boat rides
00:41:48we don't need anything
00:41:51only thing matters
00:41:53is i love you
00:41:54i love you too
00:41:57i am blown away by the fact that beercom proposed today
00:42:01it was something i thought was off the table
00:42:04as soon as michael showed up
00:42:07but i think we've both learned and grown as individuals
00:42:11and as a couple
00:42:13and truthfully
00:42:14if i had to do this over
00:42:18i would have done it
00:42:21the exact same way
00:42:30i've never been this happy in my life
00:42:32that was a long roll
00:42:34yeah it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now
00:42:38it was
00:42:40but
00:42:41all i want is you
00:42:43i love that
00:42:46i'm glad
00:42:48you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:50you are the best thing that ever happened to me
00:42:55i never thought that
00:42:57i would fall in love again
00:42:58i always thought that
00:43:01i'm gonna die alone
00:43:03so
00:43:04i guess i'm not
00:43:06the distance could mix up her mind
00:43:10but
00:43:10she has red string
00:43:12so
00:43:14she already knows
00:43:15her soul is bonded to mine
00:43:21am i supposed to stay tight to you forever
00:43:24or do i get an actual ring
00:43:25okay i'm gonna think about that
00:43:27you'll think about it well
00:43:29oh yeah
00:43:32yeah
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:13Jovon is flying back home today,
00:44:15and I'm so grateful that I got to finally spend time with my husband in person,
00:44:21and even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:30I would be with my partner.
00:44:33That I'm not going to go through this alone,
00:44:35and that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Oh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions.
00:44:44I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:47Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:52You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back, and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:59but I wish you could be here while the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong, not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure since she's pregnant,
00:45:20because we have a lot more finances to take care of,
00:45:24and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, Mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32Expecting your lunch?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:40I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:52Promise her that you're going to come back soon for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:06I'm so happy when I realized that Anna's gone.
00:46:10I'm happy because we're all gone.
00:46:13I'll be okay.
00:46:16Bye, Mama.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, okay?
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:26Pero, masakit na lalayo na naman si yung dalaw.
00:46:32Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin,
00:46:36na broken family,
00:46:39kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:43Jibon's Jibon's already had.
00:46:44So, what I wish for them is to be a whole family.
00:46:48I just hope that Jibon's promise is that he won't be able to do it
00:46:54so that he'll have to eat.
00:47:14Well, I know one thing I'm gonna miss, the food.
00:47:18The food.
00:47:19Definitely gonna miss traveling with you.
00:47:22Mm-hmm.
00:47:23That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm gonna miss everything, boo, the good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:29Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:35Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:40Okay?
00:47:41You make all the good things bad.
00:47:47A heavy load like that.
00:47:50What?
00:47:51That's just what you do.
00:47:55There's no one who's hurt you.
00:47:58All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm gonna miss you and I love you.
00:48:04I'm gonna miss this face.
00:48:06Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm gonna call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:20Looking back on the trip and what it meant to me, I've definitely learned a lot about Anna
00:48:27and our marriage as well as myself.
00:48:32Obviously, we still have a lot to work on.
00:48:36But regardless of all the issues, I love her and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind,
00:48:43you know?
00:48:44Wish I was there.
00:48:46Wish I could stay.
00:48:47Wish I could stay.
00:48:50But the world won't let me in.
00:48:52My life's been taken away.
00:48:59I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:05It's not always fun.
00:49:08You have to work not just on a relationship.
00:49:11You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:14I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have, you know, I have some...
00:49:22I need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:34But no matter what happens, I feel totally 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:41And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:45Of all the things we've done
00:49:49From this broken world we live in
00:49:53We need to stay and share the love we know
00:50:03Rolling.
00:50:05When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:08I don't even know where to start.
00:50:10Like, it was crazy.
00:50:12She...
00:50:25What is all about a human being
00:50:27It's not how you are
00:50:27Who is that human being
00:50:28That's who you are
00:50:31Like, you know...
00:50:32That's not how you are
00:50:33You have to feel how you are
00:50:35It's not how you are
00:50:36What is your human being
00:50:37You, what you are
00:50:38You're...
00:50:39You are my human being
00:50:44You are my human being
00:50:45Rolling, and stick up.
00:50:48It was out.
00:50:52Zero, zero.
00:50:55Wait.
00:50:59Here.
00:51:13Sorry.
00:51:17It's, like, still so fresh, so...
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:23All right, so...
00:51:24Tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago, Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened. I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:55We had a great time.
00:51:57We traveled. We went to Vegas, went to Houston, and met more of his family.
00:52:03And then, once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:12He's...
00:52:25I don't know. It's just, some days he seemed, like, so serious, but then he would go missing on me
00:52:31all night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating,
00:52:39but I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:47I could tell he was pulling away, and so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, over and
00:52:53over, I would respect you so much more if you just ended things.
00:53:02It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:11I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me. He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty, and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so more likely you're looking beautiful, so...
00:53:55Mwah.
00:53:57Goddamn God!
00:54:12Yeah!
00:54:12Yeah!
00:54:15Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled
00:54:19this differently, like, it would have been a different outcome, but then it's like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:31Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I definitely have been left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:52Like, that's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:58It's like all the unknown, and...
00:55:03Yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:10Is that right?
00:55:10Is that right?
00:55:26Oh.
00:55:28Babies!
00:55:30Is that right?
00:55:33What?
00:55:34It'smmmmmm...
00:55:35It's back, there ain't no Tekker challenges.
00:55:40They made him wait in a moment like, in-cows...
00:55:51What does this mean?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04Bye-bye to matching outfits before you coming here.
00:56:09Sweetheart.
00:56:12And we're going to look cute in this together.
00:56:19Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also...
00:56:31I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave.
00:56:38And we'll never see again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:56:53I just wanted to see him.
00:56:58That's it.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him.
00:57:11But you cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:18I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33Do you don't forget about your ex?
00:57:36You'll never change.
00:57:37So why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46This is going to take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, babe.
00:57:59We can make it work, babe.
00:58:05We can make it work, babe.
00:58:06Make it work.
00:58:08Okay.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:24It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And let's see if we can work through it, okay?
00:58:50Okay.
00:59:17I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change and not having feelings for his
00:59:28ex anymore.
00:59:31But I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to go.
00:59:45Let's leave it soon.
00:59:52I love you, babe.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her.
01:00:05But I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together in
01:00:30the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand of
01:00:42letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:54That's the feeling that's giving me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost, I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:25Like, I just feel so ****.
01:01:28I'm sorry.
01:01:29I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him.
01:01:34But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to myself, man.
01:02:03Like, I just feel so ****.
01:02:10I'm sorry.
01:02:11I'm sorry.
01:02:11Yeah.
01:02:23Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser and trying to make you happy.
01:02:33Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice, I didn't mean.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you
01:02:39and then have a fight with me after when you said yes.
01:02:43OK, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:44But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:54And then you started talking about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56I didn't. OK.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to fight bad.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off
01:03:03before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument,
01:03:11when I try and find a resolution or apologise, you know,
01:03:14it's just, it doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:28No, it's not solved.
01:03:36I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me
01:03:42and we're talking about, like, what's going to happen between us.
01:03:48And then it's just, like, all unraveled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologise for it.
01:03:56You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing,
01:04:05it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't,
01:04:15and you're so easy to walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimising that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:27That's fair.
01:04:29You know, I could have handled it better.
01:04:32And I'm sorry.
01:04:34Can we move past that?
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:44I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work.
01:04:49So mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, you can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I think you understand.
01:05:18I'm sorry about this.
01:05:20I'm sorry about this.
01:05:22I'm sorry about this.
01:05:45feel bad and i want to take care of him but it's not my job let me know you get
01:05:51home time
01:05:54see ya
01:06:02i wanted this so bad but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no reaction
01:06:08when i'm breaking up with you and i'm about to never see you again if he really loved me and
01:06:12wanted to make this work he would be fighting right like i want a guy that's fighting for me
01:06:16like he's just unfortunately not the guy for me and like i came here so excited to fight love and
01:06:22i'm leaving alone
01:06:33i guess it's too late to say i'm sorry if i meant to let you go i'm not the type
01:06:40to sort of be like
01:06:41no baby please don't that's not that's not me like i'm not gonna force someone you know i did
01:06:47what i could you know i didn't do the best but i did what i could i said i'm in
01:06:52love with her
01:06:53and it's not an exaggeration but she always was hesitant but i think she played with my feelings
01:06:58a little bit well she was scared that she'd get hurt so she cut it off first i don't know
01:07:14i just wanna let you know i don't wanna let you go maybe in another life every case he gave
01:07:23to me
01:07:24is in my memory like we were meant to be i can't wait to get back to miami and see
01:07:30my cats and
01:07:32i'm gonna be okay but i'm really sad we did have a great connection and i did really like him
01:07:40and i do
01:07:41still really like him i know i made the right choice but it hurts i don't wanna let you go
01:07:54good morning good morning when it comes to michael we have to have better boundaries but i'm feeling
01:08:02a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us you look a little bit emotional
01:08:08yeah man we got engaged
01:08:16so
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44It will be fun.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting hard on our job.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything
01:08:57up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:03And now I don't get it.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:21After they approve that paper, fill me together.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:41But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end
01:09:48up together.
01:09:49What if you change your mind?
01:09:51But if you change your mind, I believe in us.
01:09:58I don't want to be with you.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:03I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07I don't want you to cry.
01:10:08Too late.
01:10:16It's probably Michael.
01:10:19Do you want me to take the door?
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23OK.
01:10:24Thanks.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:28So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:32Good morning, my good lad.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:36How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:43And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:53There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make your kind of feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:17You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:19How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:51It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03It was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:09I can't.
01:12:11I can't.
01:12:11There's a point for the knocking.
01:12:14I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the cab?
01:12:23Okay.
01:12:24Excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations, both of you, and...
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we got to get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:38Yep.
01:12:40It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49So your con is still a mystery to me, but, I mean, it did not take me long to figure
01:12:54out
01:12:54he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young, and they just have such different lives, and long-distance relationships
01:13:01are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:06I don't think love is enough, and right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9 to 18 months are going to be difficult for you guys.
01:13:18We know.
01:13:20Yeah.
01:13:21It feels overwhelming.
01:13:24Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:29I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:34Oh, God, we're here.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:54Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:57Oh, yeah.
01:13:58I'll see you in the 9 to 18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Oh, yeah.
01:14:01Don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here, and see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:07Thanks.
01:14:09Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:13Um, mm-mm.
01:14:15Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No crying.
01:14:20No crying.
01:14:21No crying.
01:14:21No.
01:14:21I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments.
01:14:35I know.
01:14:37And we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married, I feel like there's so many challenges that
01:14:47BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting, but I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:01And it's all worth it.
01:15:05Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us too.
01:15:11I love you too.
01:15:15I love you too.
01:15:17Aw.
01:15:18Aw.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:26Always.
01:15:27I will always love you.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime, and I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time, I want more time, and I'm out.
01:15:41You'll never leave when the song is over.
01:15:45You're out of the time till the end of another night.
01:15:50You're lost in my life, you're lost in my life, you're lost in my life.
01:15:59How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:16:04I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:06Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:59Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:02Um, yeah, so make sure you drive carefully, OK?
01:17:05All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good God.
01:17:11He hasn't called me, and now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:28It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email
01:17:32accounts again.
01:17:34Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife.
01:17:39And she didn't deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:51I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this,
01:17:55maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately
01:18:01and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel
01:18:09till I find out what's going on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22How are you, Dorephone?
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm OK.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh.
01:18:35I'm so sorry.
01:18:36Um, you know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41i'm gonna i'm gonna walk around a little bit hold on i'm tired of sitting
01:18:51thank you i don't understand i'm confused suddenly he is being attentive and loving
01:19:00where has this been for the last two two and a half months where has this been
01:19:06it feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up
01:19:13so like why don't you ever have time to communicate with me
01:19:19maybe i do communicate with you but um adam yes i don't communicate with you like before
01:19:25because you know we spent some weeks in lagos so i when i came back to my states i find
01:19:34out that
01:19:34i'm having having a lot of debts
01:19:39i have a lot of debt too but i always make time for you
01:19:43yes and i'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working
01:19:48one job i'm so sorry i'm sorry about that i'm sorry
01:19:54you're not the same daniel that i used to talk to
01:20:07then i have a question how come in your contacts you have me listed as liz baby and you have
01:20:15somebody
01:20:15listed as white
01:20:19i don't think that's true faith went on your email i have screenshots it is true
01:20:37why do you like laying accusations on my head it's not about accusations faith texted that person
01:20:44and i have the screenshots of what she texted she said daniel has you listed as white and she said
01:20:52so what do you want of it so who is this wife
01:21:00i don't know what you're talking about maybe you should come up with the evidence
01:21:06i do have the evidence so don't don't don't you're not going to do this to me
01:21:12he gaslights me all the time he thinks i'm a fool because i've fallen for everything he's done
01:21:19but not this time all right i'll send you the screenshots and then i'd like to hear what you
01:21:25have to say
01:21:30you have a contact that says wife and you lied and now you're smiling and smirking and acting
01:21:36like you don't care
01:21:38can you stop can we can we be serious i'm not playing these games anymore daniel
01:21:43i loved you with everything i had i was willing i worked three jobs to get to you
01:21:47i already made the effort to be there with you and you changed
01:21:52he's not admitting it but he's not really denying it either
01:21:57that's why he's ignoring me it answers all my questions everything's answered what other
01:22:03conclusion can i come to no matter how much i love daniel this is the final straw
01:22:11you have been laying accusations on my head you're not even acting like you care
01:22:16oh god you're not caring this is a joke to you but i'm done once i hang up i'm not
01:22:23calling
01:22:23back and i'd like you to know that i don't want this relationship anymore
01:22:31i want to call it a quiz because you think i have a wife
01:22:36this is um this is so funny honestly it's not funny and i'm hanging up because it's not funny
01:22:43did you find out you know i'm done calling people i'm done checking up on you i'm done
01:22:48goodbye daniel goodbye forever
01:22:55you okay no i'm not okay he tried to gaslight me again again he's trying to gaslight me
01:23:02and again he he just showed his true self again
01:23:12he made a fool out of me and he broke my heart and he used me
01:23:20i'm not taking him back i'm done i can't do this anymore i'm tired of being made feeling like i'm
01:23:27crazy
01:23:30this marriage that i wanted more than anything in the world is over there is no marriage to daniel
01:23:42next time on 90 day fiance before the 90 days the couples tell all
01:23:46trisha you have a big update yes oh my god get married
01:23:58molly do you still feel like sheena lies to you yes all of the money with her family
01:24:06sheena changes the story daily no no no no her parents were asking her for money as recently
01:24:13molly is a week ago that's the last time oh my oh i started this thinking molly was the problem
01:24:19and now i switched to making sheena's the problem
01:24:23aviva and stig the engagement is broken off aviva got caught talking to other men
01:24:32somebody texted me that guy is never gonna love you like like i would oh look at me right now
01:24:39and say
01:24:39that you didn't cheat oh my god
01:24:43michael and i have not really seen each other since turkey
01:24:46huh oh wow yeah because you said to me you're on your own
01:24:50oh my god i was joking at no point in time would i say oh you are such a condescending
01:24:58man
01:25:00lisa and daniel you're definitely not back together we are broken up no no no hold on
01:25:05listen the situation now is uh complicated she's my wife what i am not with you you tricked me oh
01:25:15no
01:25:19is emma lying when she says that you two had sex if i i did sex with him i would
01:25:25not say i did this so
01:25:26you like to participate but you don't want to talk about it right because that's your religion right
01:25:29you're a fake muslim oh you are a fake father i'm a real father fool i'm more father than you
01:25:38will ever be ever in your life you piece of there is something that i've been like upset about okay
01:25:46i found out you tried to hook up with him i really cared about a friendship with you i feel
01:25:52like i don't know who i can like trust i think it's very weird that you're like poor me i'm
01:25:56the
01:25:56victim when i didn't do anything wrong what is happening don't raise your voice at me don't get
01:26:01me mad and attack me that guy's not your boyfriend he's able to do whatever the he wants
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