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90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 19: Now Departing
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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No, I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
00:00:17And I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:22But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:32It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:49And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:14My last concern.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing.
00:01:21And I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:31You and I find a place.
00:01:33We move in together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear.
00:01:37But there's no action.
00:01:39Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards
00:01:54getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:04Hey.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:07even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking,
00:02:11again, what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still
00:02:18have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Please.
00:02:22Just please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:36It's me.
00:02:41It's me.
00:02:43Reach out, fly low, when I'm thinking.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:21And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:30OK, I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it, literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:04:00I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together
00:04:01in the rental, and I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over
00:04:07to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like,
00:04:12Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:27And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room, trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me,
00:04:43and you're falling for me, and then you bring the girls back
00:04:46in disrespect to me, and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:57The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me, and then leave.
00:05:07Like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, yeah, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:53Have you slept?
00:05:54The girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on releases last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, uh, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31I'm so sorry.
00:06:32Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33You left the place and turned back your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:38I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I went to drive off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:44I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Don't fuck at me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:49I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:56That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I've wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:06I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:07I told you.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I told you last night in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34So we just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:38She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:40You know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43Do you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:47I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me, so I feel like I'm making you do something I want to do.
00:08:04Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14Yeah, but like, you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:34In the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:13Before I do so, though, I have to go home.
00:09:13On enemy go forward.
00:09:15We go to the right.
00:09:20We'll be able to find some boi-ki-pleder The way to get ie- terrific asks.
00:09:21Let's go somewhere in front of me.
00:09:24We go over to Idaho.
00:09:26We'll be able to negotiate.
00:09:27Because I'm in love with others.
00:09:27We'll be able to take him amazing as we can receive a historical нравится from us.
00:09:31As you can see, I believe, accidentally out this door.
00:09:48Nice weather.
00:09:50Yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, too bad that it is last day.
00:09:59Yeah.
00:10:02But I'm sad.
00:10:04We have surprised.
00:10:05Actually, I have surprised.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I loved most
00:11:06with her is important.
00:11:09I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:23and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:44Beer con is so good at soccer.
00:11:46It's like panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now,
00:12:04they're gonna learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:05No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:07I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:13You'll instantly...
00:12:15Instinct kicks the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:25Oh, God.
00:12:28When it comes to soccer,
00:12:29if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:38But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57F*** me.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:13:07I told you.
00:13:08You believed in yourself and you just did it.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:14And also, this has a meaning.
00:13:17Because, you know...
00:13:19You thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that you were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We will have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We will have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You're my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:15This one?
00:14:17Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:20Do you know why people call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that you have
00:14:29a vein goes through your heart.
00:14:34And this is why people are wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:40Yeah.
00:14:41See?
00:14:43We have a wine that bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:50Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:53is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:58I'm asking you.
00:15:03You want to bond your heart
00:15:04with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:15:17I've been luscious.
00:15:21So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me cleanse my head and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure of him.
00:15:40And now I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not communicating with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find a reason why.
00:15:47And I did find things.
00:15:49It's not normal that he has a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not your number.
00:16:08So, Lakey, I haven't been feeling well.
00:16:12Um, I've been luscious.
00:16:19So, today, I decided to
00:16:23take a pregnancy test.
00:16:33I'm just gonna have to wait
00:16:35for a few more minutes
00:16:36and I guess
00:16:38I'm gonna see
00:16:40all the answers to my questions.
00:16:46Okay.
00:16:47It's been a few weeks
00:16:49since our renewal about.
00:16:52Juvon's extended his visa
00:16:54to stay with me longer
00:16:55and she's been amazing.
00:16:58It means a lot to me
00:17:00that he was willing to miss work
00:17:02so he could travel
00:17:03and make memories for me.
00:17:06He's actually been very helpful
00:17:08in caring
00:17:08which makes me find him attractive.
00:17:11So, you know,
00:17:13we were very busy.
00:17:14busy doing what?
00:17:17Oh my God!
00:17:18Like, so many sex!
00:17:20I'm going to church all the time.
00:17:26Juvon!
00:17:28Boo!
00:17:30Juvon!
00:17:31What?
00:17:36Boo!
00:17:38Come here!
00:17:39What is this?
00:17:40Let me show you something.
00:17:42Okay.
00:17:44Who want to tell you something.
00:17:47Okay.
00:17:48Go ahead.
00:17:49Check this out.
00:17:54Is that is what I think it is?
00:17:58Yeah.
00:17:59Wow!
00:17:59What do you think?
00:18:00Wow!
00:18:03Wow, boo!
00:18:04Hey!
00:18:06Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:09Oh, steps!
00:18:11We're done now.
00:18:12Hell yeah!
00:18:14Yeah.
00:18:15Nice, boo!
00:18:16I'm very happy.
00:18:17I'm very happy, too.
00:18:19Yeah!
00:18:20Yeah!
00:18:23Thanks, boo.
00:18:23Mwah!
00:18:25I don't even know
00:18:26what to feel right now.
00:18:27Part of me is happy about it,
00:18:29and another part of me
00:18:30is like,
00:18:31holy
00:18:31I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:34I'm scared as
00:18:38I'm in shock,
00:18:39but I don't know why,
00:18:41but...
00:18:41I'm not really surprised,
00:18:43but I'm so nervous.
00:18:45Yeah.
00:18:45Me, too.
00:18:47I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:48Aw, me, too.
00:18:50Love you.
00:18:51Love you.
00:18:51Mm-hmm.
00:19:02Thank you, boo,
00:19:03for packing my bag.
00:19:04Appreciate it.
00:19:05Mm-hmm.
00:19:08I am very happy.
00:19:09I just wasn't expecting
00:19:11this to happen
00:19:12this quickly,
00:19:14but the timing
00:19:16is terrible
00:19:16because
00:19:17Javon is leaving tomorrow,
00:19:20and we haven't really
00:19:22made any decision
00:19:24for the future yet.
00:19:26How do you feel?
00:19:28Bloated.
00:19:29Bloated?
00:19:30Gassy?
00:19:31Yeah.
00:19:31Oh.
00:19:32But I'm very happy
00:19:33we have a bonus,
00:19:35and I'm really excited.
00:19:39You know,
00:19:40you always question,
00:19:40like,
00:19:41what's the meaning
00:19:41of my life?
00:19:42Mm-hmm.
00:19:43And now,
00:19:44I feel like...
00:19:46You have a reason.
00:19:46I have a reason
00:19:47why I'm doing
00:19:48what I'm doing.
00:19:50You know what I mean?
00:19:51Oh, there you go.
00:19:53But
00:19:54a part of me
00:19:55feels anxious.
00:19:58Well, me too.
00:19:59Because there's
00:20:00a lot of things
00:20:00that
00:20:00we haven't figured out yet.
00:20:05Right now,
00:20:06the main focus is
00:20:08your health
00:20:08and the baby
00:20:10and getting things
00:20:11in order over here.
00:20:13Then once that's good,
00:20:15we will definitely
00:20:18look more
00:20:19into you
00:20:21coming over there.
00:20:23You know,
00:20:24baby alone
00:20:24is very expensive.
00:20:26Mm-hmm.
00:20:26You know?
00:20:27And then you add
00:20:28the visa on top of that.
00:20:32Yeah.
00:20:34But there's a lot
00:20:35of things
00:20:35you're going to be
00:20:36missing out.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:37Like the first
00:20:38appointment
00:20:38to the doctor.
00:20:40You got to keep me
00:20:41posted.
00:20:41Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I'll keep you posted.
00:20:43I know it's not the same,
00:20:44but it's all we have
00:20:46for right now, so.
00:20:51Realistically,
00:20:53when do you think
00:20:54you could come back?
00:20:55I can't give you
00:20:56an exact month
00:20:58because I'm not
00:20:59back home yet,
00:21:01but I'll be back
00:21:02before you even get birth.
00:21:04That I can tell you.
00:21:07Now that I'm pregnant,
00:21:09I thought
00:21:11he would want
00:21:12to work harder
00:21:12to live with me
00:21:13in one place
00:21:14together.
00:21:16But I guess
00:21:17I was wrong.
00:21:20I know he loves
00:21:21me so much,
00:21:23but I can't help
00:21:24but feel sad
00:21:26that I'm going
00:21:26through the pregnancy
00:21:28alone.
00:21:29Let's not worry
00:21:31about it too much,
00:21:31Mike.
00:21:32We have to
00:21:33finish packing
00:21:35and we have to
00:21:36get up early.
00:21:38Okay.
00:21:43This time
00:21:47Love cuckers
00:21:50all the pain
00:21:54Can't keep my heart
00:21:57from yearning
00:21:59inside
00:22:01You ready for this?
00:22:03Ready for some exercise?
00:22:05No.
00:22:05No?
00:22:06It's a beautiful day.
00:22:07Come on.
00:22:08It's hot.
00:22:10This is really good
00:22:11for me.
00:22:12It helps me cleanse
00:22:12my head
00:22:13and I really want
00:22:14to, you know,
00:22:15feel better
00:22:16and, you know,
00:22:18be airy and light.
00:22:20Is that why
00:22:21you're blonde now?
00:22:22Why,
00:22:23because I'm an airhead?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:24No,
00:22:25I'm not an airhead.
00:22:26What does Daniel
00:22:27think of your blonde hair?
00:22:28He wants
00:22:29an African-style
00:22:30braid.
00:22:31He wants braids.
00:22:33He does realize,
00:22:36one,
00:22:36how expensive
00:22:37and time-consuming
00:22:39that is
00:22:39and,
00:22:40two,
00:22:41you're a,
00:22:42um,
00:22:44white American.
00:22:45I know.
00:22:46Why do I have
00:22:47to say
00:22:48and be
00:22:49and act
00:22:49and look
00:22:50exactly as he chooses?
00:22:53It's hard.
00:22:54I've given
00:22:55so much
00:22:56to make Daniel
00:22:56happy.
00:22:57I know.
00:22:59You're working
00:23:00three jobs.
00:23:00You're working
00:23:01your ass off
00:23:02to pay off
00:23:03debt that you
00:23:04also added on
00:23:05for him.
00:23:07Why isn't he
00:23:08going out
00:23:09and getting
00:23:09another job?
00:23:10Where is
00:23:11his effort?
00:23:13I don't know.
00:23:15I'm just
00:23:15feeling different.
00:23:17I was so
00:23:18sure of him
00:23:20and so
00:23:22in love
00:23:22and now
00:23:23I'm just
00:23:24insecure.
00:23:27When mom
00:23:28first came
00:23:29back from
00:23:30Nigeria,
00:23:30she was
00:23:31definitely
00:23:31really excited.
00:23:34She was
00:23:34making all
00:23:35of these
00:23:35wild plans.
00:23:36She said
00:23:37she wanted
00:23:37to go back
00:23:37to Nigeria
00:23:38and stay
00:23:39for about a
00:23:39year.
00:23:40And then
00:23:41over the next
00:23:42couple weeks,
00:23:43she just
00:23:44started saying
00:23:45that he's not
00:23:46communicating
00:23:46with her much
00:23:47and I wasn't
00:23:49liking the situation.
00:23:50I wanted
00:23:51to find
00:23:51if there
00:23:52was another
00:23:52reason why
00:23:53he's not
00:23:54communicating
00:23:55like he was
00:23:56and I did
00:23:58find things
00:23:59and none
00:24:00of them
00:24:00were positive
00:24:01things.
00:24:04It's not
00:24:05normal that
00:24:06he has
00:24:07four other
00:24:08phone numbers
00:24:09and not
00:24:10even that.
00:24:11He also
00:24:11has a wife
00:24:12contact.
00:24:13That's not
00:24:13your number.
00:24:14No,
00:24:15it's weird.
00:24:16Who,
00:24:17who is this
00:24:17wife?
00:24:18Not you.
00:24:20You wrote
00:24:20her.
00:24:21She didn't
00:24:21deny it.
00:24:22I kept
00:24:23the conversation.
00:24:25Before going
00:24:26to Nigeria
00:24:26to show
00:24:28that I
00:24:28could trust
00:24:28Daniel,
00:24:29he gave
00:24:29me his
00:24:29passwords
00:24:30for his
00:24:31email
00:24:31account.
00:24:32Faith
00:24:33logged
00:24:33into his
00:24:34email
00:24:34and got
00:24:35his
00:24:35contacts.
00:24:36He has
00:24:37me listed
00:24:37as Liz
00:24:38Baby
00:24:39and then
00:24:40he has
00:24:40another
00:24:41number
00:24:41listed
00:24:42as
00:24:43Wife
00:24:44Chat
00:24:44and it's
00:24:45a Nigerian
00:24:45phone number.
00:24:47Faith
00:24:48reached out
00:24:48to the
00:24:49number
00:24:50and
00:24:50introduced
00:24:50herself
00:24:51and said,
00:24:52do you
00:24:52know
00:24:53Daniel?
00:24:53I've got
00:24:54your number
00:24:54from his
00:24:55email and
00:24:56you are
00:24:56listed as
00:24:57his wife.
00:24:58And the
00:24:59person answered
00:25:00back and
00:25:01said,
00:25:02so what do
00:25:02you want?
00:25:03Faith pretty
00:25:04much told
00:25:04him my
00:25:05mom is
00:25:05also
00:25:06married to
00:25:07Daniel.
00:25:08I'm
00:25:08concerned
00:25:09about this.
00:25:09I think
00:25:10we should
00:25:10talk about
00:25:11it.
00:25:11And she
00:25:11said,
00:25:12lose my
00:25:12number.
00:25:14Who the
00:25:14f***ed his
00:25:15wife?
00:25:15And why
00:25:16won't she
00:25:17talk?
00:25:19Daniel
00:25:20hasn't
00:25:21been
00:25:21giving
00:25:21me
00:25:21the
00:25:21attention
00:25:22that
00:25:22he
00:25:23was.
00:25:23I'm
00:25:24not
00:25:24getting
00:25:24the
00:25:25good
00:25:25morning
00:25:25text
00:25:26anymore.
00:25:26He
00:25:27hasn't
00:25:27been
00:25:27calling
00:25:28like
00:25:28he
00:25:29used
00:25:29to.
00:25:30Daniel
00:25:30says
00:25:31he
00:25:31loves
00:25:31me
00:25:31and
00:25:32that
00:25:32he's
00:25:32been
00:25:32busy
00:25:33but
00:25:34I'm
00:25:34suspicious.
00:25:36If there
00:25:36is a
00:25:37wife out
00:25:37there
00:25:37and he
00:25:38put me
00:25:39through
00:25:39all this
00:25:40and he
00:25:40has a
00:25:40wife
00:25:41out
00:25:41there,
00:25:42what
00:25:42does
00:25:42that
00:25:43mean?
00:25:46It's
00:25:46just
00:25:47too
00:25:47much
00:25:47at this
00:25:48point,
00:25:48mom.
00:25:49What
00:25:49is
00:25:49your
00:25:50game
00:25:50plan
00:25:50now?
00:25:51Are
00:25:51you
00:25:51still
00:25:51going
00:25:51to
00:25:51go
00:25:52there
00:25:52and
00:25:53marry
00:25:53him?
00:25:55I
00:25:55don't
00:25:55know.
00:25:56I'm
00:25:56going
00:25:56to
00:25:56have
00:25:56to
00:25:56confront
00:25:57him
00:25:57but
00:25:57I'm
00:25:58torn,
00:25:59forth
00:25:59every
00:26:00day
00:26:00thinking
00:26:00about
00:26:01this.
00:26:02I
00:26:03mean,
00:26:03he's
00:26:03going
00:26:03to
00:26:03gaslight
00:26:04you,
00:26:04you
00:26:04know
00:26:04that,
00:26:05but
00:26:05you
00:26:06also
00:26:06can't
00:26:06deny
00:26:07physical
00:26:08proof.
00:26:10I
00:26:11know
00:26:11that
00:26:11I
00:26:11need
00:26:12to
00:26:12confront
00:26:12Daniel,
00:26:13but
00:26:13I
00:26:14am
00:26:14afraid
00:26:14that
00:26:15he's
00:26:15going
00:26:16to
00:26:16gaslight
00:26:16me,
00:26:17just
00:26:17like
00:26:17he
00:26:17has
00:26:18in
00:26:18Nigeria.
00:26:19This
00:26:22is
00:26:23her
00:26:23picture.
00:26:24Do
00:26:24you
00:26:24remember
00:26:24her
00:26:24now?
00:26:26You
00:26:26do
00:26:27know
00:26:27this
00:26:27person?
00:26:28No,
00:26:28no,
00:26:28you
00:26:29remembered
00:26:29last
00:26:29night
00:26:30when I
00:26:30brought
00:26:30it
00:26:30up.
00:26:31Now
00:26:31all of a
00:26:31sudden
00:26:31you're
00:26:31pretending
00:26:32you don't
00:26:32know
00:26:32her?
00:26:33I
00:26:33remember.
00:26:37Going
00:26:37through this
00:26:38has been
00:26:38very traumatic
00:26:39and my
00:26:40headspace is
00:26:41all over
00:26:41the place.
00:26:42There's
00:26:42proof.
00:26:43She didn't
00:26:44say I'm
00:26:44not his
00:26:44wife.
00:26:45She didn't
00:26:45say who
00:26:46are you
00:26:46talking
00:26:46to.
00:26:47That
00:26:47answer
00:26:48is
00:26:48everything
00:26:48I
00:26:48need.
00:26:49He
00:26:49can't
00:26:49come
00:26:50up
00:26:50with
00:26:50an
00:26:50excuse
00:26:50for
00:26:51that.
00:26:52It's
00:26:52time.
00:26:53It's
00:26:54time to
00:26:54tell
00:26:54Daniel
00:26:54what
00:26:55you
00:26:55have
00:26:55found.
00:26:56It's
00:26:57time to
00:26:57ask him
00:26:57about
00:26:58this
00:26:58wife.
00:26:59I
00:26:59love him
00:27:00and I
00:27:01miss
00:27:01him,
00:27:02but I
00:27:03just feel
00:27:03betrayed.
00:27:05I'm
00:27:05mentally,
00:27:06physically,
00:27:07totally
00:27:07exhausted.
00:27:08exhausted.
00:27:12I'm
00:27:13proud of
00:27:13you,
00:27:13now.
00:27:14You know
00:27:15I always
00:27:15support
00:27:16you.
00:27:22Off
00:27:22we
00:27:23go.
00:27:24I
00:27:24still
00:27:25don't
00:27:25completely
00:27:26trust
00:27:26Sheena.
00:27:27I
00:27:27love
00:27:27you,
00:27:27purple
00:27:28bear.
00:27:29You
00:27:29don't
00:27:29need
00:27:29to be
00:27:29worried.
00:27:30She
00:27:31still
00:27:32manipulates
00:27:33better than
00:27:34anybody I
00:27:35know.
00:27:37You
00:27:37okay?
00:27:41I
00:27:42don't
00:27:42want
00:27:42you
00:27:42to
00:27:43leave me.
00:28:08words
00:28:09can't
00:28:09express
00:28:10how I
00:28:12feel
00:28:12at this
00:28:13moment
00:28:14having to
00:28:15leave
00:28:15Madagascar
00:28:16and not
00:28:18being able
00:28:18to say
00:28:19goodbye to
00:28:19Trish.
00:28:31me,
00:28:32it was
00:28:32hard not
00:28:33being able
00:28:34to
00:28:34be with
00:28:36her
00:28:36the last
00:28:37few nights
00:28:38because I
00:28:39still love
00:28:40her.
00:28:43but I
00:28:44know
00:28:44that
00:28:44it's
00:28:45not
00:28:45right
00:28:46or
00:28:46fair
00:28:47for
00:28:48me
00:28:50to
00:28:52not
00:28:53let go
00:28:53of the
00:28:53past.
00:28:54ex.
00:28:56I'm
00:28:57really
00:28:57sad
00:28:58with it
00:28:58being
00:29:00over
00:29:01between
00:29:02Trish
00:29:03and I.
00:29:05But
00:29:06I
00:29:07couldn't
00:29:08help
00:29:08the way
00:29:08that I
00:29:09felt
00:29:09and I
00:29:10couldn't
00:29:11lie
00:29:11and say
00:29:12that I
00:29:12don't have
00:29:13any
00:29:13feelings
00:29:14for my
00:29:14ex.
00:29:19because of
00:29:20that
00:29:20I lost
00:29:22something
00:29:22that could
00:29:22have been
00:29:23really special.
00:29:28There was
00:29:29a lot of
00:29:29times
00:29:30when everything
00:29:31was good
00:29:32between us
00:29:32I was
00:29:33really happy
00:29:34and I
00:29:35see so many
00:29:35good qualities
00:29:36in Trish.
00:29:39I feel
00:29:39like she
00:29:40lights up
00:29:40the room
00:29:41you know
00:29:42when
00:29:43when she's
00:29:44in their
00:29:45good moods
00:29:48I feel
00:29:48like
00:29:49I'm like
00:29:49the luckiest
00:29:50man alive
00:29:51to be
00:29:54standing
00:29:55next to
00:29:55her
00:29:55holding
00:29:56her hand.
00:30:04If my
00:30:05ex
00:30:05had never
00:30:06contacted
00:30:07me
00:30:11Trish
00:30:12and I
00:30:12would
00:30:12definitely
00:30:13be in
00:30:13a much
00:30:14much
00:30:14better
00:30:15place
00:30:17looking
00:30:17back
00:30:18at
00:30:18all
00:30:18these
00:30:19beautiful
00:30:19times
00:30:20that
00:30:20Trish
00:30:22and I
00:30:22shared
00:30:23together
00:30:23I had
00:30:25such
00:30:25high hopes
00:30:35these
00:30:42and I
00:30:45have
00:30:46been
00:30:46and they
00:30:46and they
00:30:47and they
00:30:54have
00:30:55out how much I could be missing and how much I'm going
00:31:00to be missing in the future with her.
00:31:08Come on, man.
00:31:12This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:17And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:24I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:45Baby.
00:31:51Oh, beautiful.
00:31:56When you're always on the ground.
00:32:00And then I'm nowhere to go...
00:32:06He found...
00:32:09No...
00:32:11Jane, why?
00:32:13I...
00:32:15Be–
00:32:30This is the one that's got all the stash of stuff in there.
00:32:33Are you allowed to have big bags of chips?
00:32:36They're not going to, like, pop and explode?
00:32:38No, I think, well, they're...
00:32:39The air pressure's going to be different.
00:32:41You might have exploded confetti chips.
00:32:43No, I mean, people take their dogs on planes,
00:32:45so you don't explode, right?
00:32:48Well, we'll find out.
00:32:57Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:00Oh, man.
00:33:01Yes, Mom.
00:33:09I can't believe that the time with Sheena's ending,
00:33:13we had a lot of back and forths yesterday
00:33:15about why I have to leave today.
00:33:18She was hurt.
00:33:19She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:22All right.
00:33:24It was the hardest choice I ever had to make
00:33:26saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:32Oh!
00:33:34Okay!
00:33:37Big ones first.
00:33:39Mountain stuff.
00:33:40Thank you, guys.
00:33:44Waking up this morning next to Forrest,
00:33:47I was really sad because
00:33:48it's been hard enough to wait
00:33:50as long as I waited to be with him.
00:33:55Off we go!
00:33:58It's so hard to let him go,
00:34:00but his mom meddles too much,
00:34:02so I don't have a choice.
00:34:07I love you, machine.
00:34:09I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:12The thing I'm going to miss the most
00:34:14is waking up in bed beside you
00:34:16and, you know, having you cuddle the snow out of me
00:34:19on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:22I think grinding teeth.
00:34:23It's a perfect alarm clock
00:34:25every morning to get up.
00:34:27What I'm missing
00:34:28is the good old bear
00:34:30who loves me to take care of me,
00:34:33who's been farting all night,
00:34:34sometimes every day,
00:34:35almost 24-7.
00:34:37He's too good.
00:34:40You're funny, babe.
00:34:42You don't need to be worried.
00:34:44It may have taken seven years to get here,
00:34:46but it's not going to take seven years
00:34:47to get you back home.
00:34:50Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:55Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:59I feel really good
00:35:00that I got to see Forrest happy
00:35:02and to see him so in love.
00:35:04But I'm just...
00:35:05I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:10Do you hear my love?
00:35:12I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:18Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:23Here I thought I was coming
00:35:24to get all these questions answered.
00:35:26No, I have more questions.
00:35:29I still don't have a full understanding
00:35:31of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship
00:35:35when it comes to her family and all of that.
00:35:37She still manipulates
00:35:39better than anybody I know.
00:35:41That's why I am so completely relieved
00:35:44that I saved Forrest
00:35:46from making the biggest mistake of his life.
00:35:48I mean, if he would have stayed here,
00:35:49it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:55Where's Trey's dirt gate?
00:35:57Right here.
00:35:59Oh.
00:36:02Well, we're going to go ahead
00:36:04and let you guys have some time to yourselves.
00:36:06Okay?
00:36:07No.
00:36:09I will see you again.
00:36:15It'll be all right, okay?
00:36:17Okay?
00:36:27Despite Sheena's faults,
00:36:29I know that they really, truly love each other.
00:36:32And it hurts me and breaks my heart
00:36:35to know that they might lose them.
00:36:38It's gonna be all right, okay?
00:36:40That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:47He's taking care of me again.
00:36:48Please, we better go.
00:37:03You okay?
00:37:08This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:10This is the beginning.
00:37:15This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:20I love you, Sheena.
00:37:22Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:34I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:37I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:39It's time for me to go.
00:37:40But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:56I want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:59What a bear.
00:38:00It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you, okay?
00:38:05I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:08And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:11I can wear it at work because my dogs might join.
00:38:14I know, it's okay.
00:38:14Hey, I love you, baby.
00:38:20We got to speak one more.
00:38:26Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for
00:38:34what I am.
00:38:36But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:41I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't
00:38:48the end of the end of our story.
00:38:50Who said there was never going to be no one?
00:38:56There's a lullaby floating on the window.
00:39:00Have a safe life.
00:39:07It was heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:12It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:17I'll be with you.
00:39:24I promise.
00:39:27Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really
00:39:34making changes that I should have been doing years ago to ensure that Sheena and I have
00:39:39a life together.
00:39:42This cannot be the end.
00:39:50I must continue moving forward.
00:40:03I'm going to miss everything, boo, the good and the bad.
00:40:07Oh, yeah.
00:40:07Yeah.
00:40:08From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:13I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:16Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:20Don't cry.
00:40:22And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:41I'm asking you, do you want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:50Will you marry me?
00:40:56Of course I will.
00:41:07Can you believe that?
00:41:09You're engaged.
00:41:09No, it's crazy.
00:41:12Congratulations.
00:41:13You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:16I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:21Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:25Probably not.
00:41:27I got everything I wanted.
00:41:29This is a win.
00:41:32Here is my trophy.
00:41:33Oh.
00:41:38Who needs a ring?
00:41:40I'm in my jeans, and I play just football, and I just got engaged.
00:41:45Who cares?
00:41:46We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:49We don't need anything.
00:41:51Only thing matters is I love you.
00:41:54I love you, too.
00:41:57I am blown away by the fact that Beercom proposed today.
00:42:02It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:07But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:13And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:30I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:32That was a long roll.
00:42:34Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:38It was.
00:42:41But all I want is you.
00:42:43I love that.
00:42:46I'm glad.
00:42:48You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:55I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:59I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:43:02So, I guess I'm not.
00:43:06The distance could mix up her mind.
00:43:10But she has red string.
00:43:13So, she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:22Am I supposed to stay tight to you forever?
00:43:24Or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:26Okay, I'm going to go by that.
00:43:27You'll think about it well.
00:43:29Yeah.
00:43:30Yeah.
00:44:00I'm going to go by that.
00:44:03Long flight today.
00:44:05Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:09Those are pennies.
00:44:13Jovon is flying back home today,
00:44:15and I'm so grateful that I got to finally spend time
00:44:19with my husband in person,
00:44:21and even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:26But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:30I would be with my partner,
00:44:33that I'm not going to go through this alone,
00:44:35and that's not what's happening.
00:44:40Ooh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:43Mixed emotions. I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:47Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:52You know?
00:44:54I know you're coming back,
00:44:56and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:58but I wish you could be here
00:45:01while the baby's growing.
00:45:03Yeah.
00:45:06I don't know.
00:45:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:12not just for us, but for her.
00:45:15But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure
00:45:19since she's pregnant,
00:45:20because we have a lot more finances to take care of,
00:45:24and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:27Hello, Mama.
00:45:29Hello.
00:45:32Expecting your lunch?
00:45:33This is...
00:45:34Oh, thank you.
00:45:35Chicken adobo.
00:45:36Ah.
00:45:41I miss you.
00:45:43Miss you, too.
00:45:44I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:52I promise her that you're going to come back soon
00:45:55for us and for the baby.
00:45:59I promise.
00:46:03Okay?
00:46:16Hi, Mama.
00:46:17I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:19Aw.
00:46:21Miss you, okay?
00:46:22I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:25Okay.
00:46:26Pero masakit na lalayo na naman si ng dalawa.
00:46:32Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin
00:46:35na broken family
00:46:38kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:42Naranasan na ni Jubon.
00:46:44So ang pangarap ko para sa kanila
00:46:46isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:48Sana lang yung promise ni Jubon,
00:46:52And don't let him do it so that he can eat.
00:47:14Well, I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:17The food.
00:47:18The food?
00:47:19I'm definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:22That was really fun.
00:47:24Yeah.
00:47:25I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:47:29Oh, yeah?
00:47:29Yeah.
00:47:30From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:35Just how much we always find a way to forgive each other.
00:47:41You make all the good things bad.
00:47:47A heavy load like that.
00:47:50What?
00:47:51That's just what you do.
00:47:55There's no one else like you.
00:47:59All right, boo.
00:48:01I'm going to miss you and I love you.
00:48:04I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:06Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:11I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:12Don't cry.
00:48:13I'm going to call you.
00:48:15I'm going to call you.
00:48:21I'm going to call you.
00:48:23I'm going to call you.
00:48:29I'm going to call you.
00:48:35But regardless of all the issues, I love her, and I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind,
00:48:43you know?
00:48:58I feel like I learned that marriage, it's not always about your happiness.
00:49:05It's not always fun.
00:49:08You have to work, not just on a relationship.
00:49:11You have to work on yourself individually.
00:49:14I definitely need to work on myself a lot because I know I have, you know, I have some, I
00:49:22need to work on my temper, but it's really hard.
00:49:34But no matter what happens, I feel totally, 100% sure that I made the right decision.
00:49:41And I can't wait for us to be together as a family.
00:49:45Of all the things we've done, from this broken world we live in, but we need to stay and share
00:49:55the love we know.
00:50:03Rolling.
00:50:05When you're ready, tell me what happened.
00:50:08I don't even know where to start.
00:50:10Like, it was crazy.
00:50:12She...
00:50:16I don't even know where to get back from.
00:50:19And now...
00:50:19Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:50:45Rolling and stick up.
00:50:48He was out.
00:50:52Zero, zero.
00:50:55Wait.
00:50:59Here.
00:51:13Sorry.
00:51:14No, no, no.
00:51:16Sorry.
00:51:17It's, like, still so fresh, so.
00:51:21Yeah.
00:51:22All right, so, when you're ready,
00:51:26tell me what happened.
00:51:32A week ago,
00:51:35Stig broke off our engagement.
00:51:41And our relationship is over.
00:51:47There's so much that happened.
00:51:48I don't even know where it'll start.
00:51:51When I got back from Belize, he did come to see me.
00:51:55We had a great time.
00:51:57We traveled.
00:51:58We went to Vegas.
00:52:00We went to Houston and met more of his family.
00:52:02And then, once he went home, I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:11He...
00:52:25I don't know, just, some days he seemed, like, so serious, but then he would go missing on me all
00:52:31night.
00:52:33I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know, having sex with somebody else or, like, physically cheating.
00:52:39But I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:44And, um, I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:49And so then it went from, like, me basically just saying, I, over and over, I would respect you so
00:52:55much more if you just ended things.
00:52:58Because I already, I already know what you're out there doing.
00:53:01Just, just end things.
00:53:04It took him a while, I would say a few days, but then he finally texted me and was, like,
00:53:10I can't do this.
00:53:12He blamed it all on me.
00:53:14He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:16Like, it was crazy.
00:53:20I think he's projecting.
00:53:23He knows he did me dirty and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:35He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:38Just did it over text.
00:53:45And then seconds later, he posted videos with other girls.
00:53:51I know she got little pretty friends, so more likely you're looking beautiful, so.
00:53:57God damn, God!
00:54:15Like, I just, like, think, oh, if I didn't do that, if I didn't do this, maybe if I handled
00:54:19this differently, like,
00:54:22it would have been a different outcome.
00:54:23But then it's, like, I can't just dwell on that.
00:54:32Are you questioning the whole relationship at this point?
00:54:44I mean, I, I'm definitely, I'm definitely have, I'm left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:53Like, that's just the part that I, I struggle with.
00:54:58It's, like, all the unknown, and, yeah.
00:55:05Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:09I don't know.
00:55:10I don't know.
00:55:32Do you think you'll ever get the help?
00:55:38I don't know.
00:55:51What does this mean?
00:56:01I forgot to give you this.
00:56:04Bye-bye to matching outfits before you come in here.
00:56:09Sweetheart, and we're going to look cute in this together.
00:56:19Thank you, baby.
00:56:21So is this why you came here?
00:56:26Yeah, and also, I want to say goodbye.
00:56:37We're going to leave, and we'll never see you again.
00:56:43I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:46I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I love you.
00:56:51I'll be with you.
00:56:52I'm going to block my ex.
00:57:00But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him, but you
00:57:13cannot be with him.
00:57:17It's sad.
00:57:18I don't know what to say.
00:57:23You know I still love him.
00:57:28I still want to see you.
00:57:31What's the point?
00:57:33You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:36You'll never change.
00:57:37So why you want to still see this?
00:57:41You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:46It's just going to take time.
00:57:50I want us to work, but I don't know.
00:57:54We just...
00:57:57We can make it work, baby.
00:57:59We can make it work, baby.
00:58:05We can make it work.
00:58:22It's not easy.
00:58:25It's not.
00:58:28And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:36We don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:43And let's see if we can work through it, OK?
00:58:52OK.
00:58:57OK.
00:59:02But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:09I'll take that.
00:59:11I'll take that.
00:59:26I'll take that.
00:59:28I'll take that.
00:59:31I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will sleep.
00:59:39That's it.
00:59:44I have to cope.
00:59:45I just leave it seated.
00:59:59I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her.
01:00:05But I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:10Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:16I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together
01:00:29in the past.
01:00:33But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand
01:00:42of letting it go.
01:00:45Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting
01:00:52their approval.
01:00:54That's the feeling that has given me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:01:05Oh, love is not lost, I am by your side.
01:01:22I feel sick to myself, man.
01:01:25Like, I just feel so .
01:01:28I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:01:31My heart wants him.
01:01:33My heart cares for him.
01:01:34But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:39If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:44Can we move past that?
01:02:01I feel sick to myself, man.
01:02:03I feel sick to myself, man.
01:02:03Like, I just feel so .
01:02:10I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:02:23My last name was so eye-o-blame.
01:02:28Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:30Like, I'm a people pleaser and I try to make you happy.
01:02:33Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:36I don't have a choice, I didn't mean to.
01:02:37Don't say yes to please me when I ask you and then have a fight with me after when you
01:02:42said yes.
01:02:43Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:45But last night, you hurt my feelings.
01:02:46I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:47You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:50That is, like, I didn't, like, was it malicious or disgusting?
01:02:54You didn't talk about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:56You didn't.
01:02:57Okay.
01:02:58Everything that I say, you're going to fight back.
01:03:01I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:03:05But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:09Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologize, you know, it's just, it
01:03:15doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:17I love her, but, like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:35I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking about, like,
01:03:45what's going to happen between us.
01:03:51And then it's just, like, all unraveled.
01:03:54Well, look, I don't know how many times I can say I apologize for it.
01:03:56You still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note.
01:04:02If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:04:06It's not going to work.
01:04:07And I don't want that.
01:04:09You are so hot and cold with, like, how you feel.
01:04:13I feel like one minute you want this and one minute you don't.
01:04:15And you're so easy to walk away.
01:04:17Like, you just said, I'm out.
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:19Turned off your location.
01:04:20Turned off my location.
01:04:21But you're minimizing that.
01:04:23It's very erratic.
01:04:24To me, that's scary.
01:04:25Because I don't know what's going on in your head.
01:04:42I'm falling for you.
01:04:43I care about you more than you ever know.
01:04:47I wanted it to work so mad.
01:04:52You mean everything to me.
01:04:53I'm going to think about you all the time.
01:04:55I'm going to think about the great times.
01:04:56But I don't like feeling uncertain.
01:05:01I think I'm going to be settling.
01:05:02And, like, you can't do this.
01:05:05It's not going to work out.
01:05:10I'm sorry.
01:05:12It's fine.
01:05:15I think I'm going to say it.
01:05:19Sorry, I'm going to have this.
01:05:32My heart wants him.
01:05:33My heart cares for him.
01:05:35But I know that I would be doing myself without service if I stayed with him.
01:05:42His job situation, his son's situation, his living situation.
01:05:45I genuinely feel bad, and I want to take care of him, but it's not my job.
01:05:50Let me know you get home time.
01:05:54See ya.
01:06:02I wanted this so bad, but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:07no reaction when I'm breaking up with you and I'm about to never see you again?
01:06:10If he really loved me and wanted to make this work, he would be fighting, right?
01:06:14Like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:06:16Like, he's just unfortunately not the guy for me.
01:06:19And, like, I came here so excited to fight love, and I'm leaving alone.
01:06:39I'm not the type to sort of be like, no, baby, please don't.
01:06:42That's not me.
01:06:43Like, I'm not going to force someone, you know?
01:06:46I did what I could.
01:06:49I didn't do the best, but I did what I could.
01:06:51I said I'm in love with her, and it's not an exaggeration, but she always was hesitant.
01:06:56But I think she played with my feelings a little bit.
01:06:59Well, she was scared that she'd get hurt, so she'd cut it off first.
01:07:04I don't know.
01:07:07But it's devastating, yeah.
01:07:11She goes one way, I'll go the other.
01:07:15I just want to let you know
01:07:19I don't want to let you go
01:07:21Maybe in another life.
01:07:22Every kiss he gave to me
01:07:24Is in my memory
01:07:26Like we were meant to be
01:07:28I can't wait to get back to Miami
01:07:30And see my cats, and I'm going to be okay.
01:07:33But I'm really sad.
01:07:37We did have a great connection.
01:07:39And I did really like him, and I do so really like him.
01:07:42I know I made the right choice, but
01:07:45It hurts.
01:07:48I don't want to let you go
01:07:54Good morning.
01:07:55Good morning.
01:07:57When it comes to Michael, we have to have better boundaries.
01:08:01But I'm feeling a lot of anxiety that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:08:07You look a little bit emotional.
01:08:10Yeah.
01:08:13We got engaged.
01:08:40I don't even know why I bothered putting makeup on.
01:08:42This sucks.
01:08:44You will be fine.
01:08:46I know.
01:08:47I didn't think it was going to be this hard.
01:08:50If you think about it, it's getting harder than others.
01:08:54I know.
01:08:54I'm trying not to think about it as hard when I'm packing everything up.
01:08:59It's just hard to have spent this much time with you.
01:09:03And now I don't get to.
01:09:09Today, I'm going back home.
01:09:12And it sucks to have just gotten engaged yesterday.
01:09:17And now I have to leave.
01:09:21After they approve that paper, fill me together.
01:09:26I think it's going to be a long time before that happens.
01:09:29It could be like a year and a half.
01:09:31Yes.
01:09:31I know.
01:09:33Everything has its price.
01:09:34I know.
01:09:36It just feels like a lot can go wrong in that time.
01:09:41But always, if you really want to be with me, if I really want to be with you, we will
01:09:48end up together.
01:09:49What if you change your mind?
01:09:51What if you change your mind?
01:09:54I believe in us.
01:09:58Yeah, I do too.
01:10:00I don't want you to cry.
01:10:03I don't want you to cry.
01:10:06I don't want you to cry.
01:10:07I don't want you to cry.
01:10:08Too late.
01:10:16That's probably Michael.
01:10:19Do you want me to take the door?
01:10:20Yeah.
01:10:20Yeah, you go get the door.
01:10:22I'll grab my bag.
01:10:23Okay.
01:10:24Thanks.
01:10:25I know that I'm going to be an absolute emotional wreck today.
01:10:29So I'm glad Michael booked the same flight as me.
01:10:32Good morning, my good man.
01:10:34Good morning.
01:10:35How are you?
01:10:36Doing well.
01:10:36How are you?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:39Very good.
01:10:40So you're all packed up and ready?
01:10:42Yep.
01:10:43Good morning.
01:10:43And the cab downstairs?
01:10:45Excellent.
01:10:46Excellent.
01:10:47When it comes to Michael, I'm feeling a lot of anxiety about the future of our friendship.
01:10:53There's no way we can continue to watch movies in bed and cuddle on the couch.
01:11:01We have to have better boundaries.
01:11:04It's worth it to make BeerCon feel secure in our relationship.
01:11:09But it's a little bit sad to me that things aren't going to be the same between us.
01:11:17You look a little bit emotional.
01:11:19How's your last 24 hours been?
01:11:22It's been pretty good.
01:11:24It's really hard to leave.
01:11:26I can imagine.
01:11:29But yeah, I mean, I don't know.
01:11:35It's just, we got engaged.
01:11:46It's funny.
01:11:48I found you engaged and here you are again.
01:11:51It's a fascinating world.
01:11:54It's very interesting.
01:11:55Cool.
01:11:57It was just so sweet and sentimental.
01:12:00Like everything he does has so much meaning, which I love.
01:12:03It was great.
01:12:08Come in.
01:12:10I can't.
01:12:11There's a point.
01:12:13The knocking, I can't go in.
01:12:17Are you taking too long?
01:12:20It's the best.
01:12:22In the camp?
01:12:23Okay, excellent.
01:12:25Cool.
01:12:30Well, congratulations both of you and...
01:12:33Thank you, man.
01:12:34Thanks.
01:12:34Yeah.
01:12:35I appreciate that.
01:12:36Well, we gotta get going.
01:12:37Those planes don't wait.
01:12:38Yep.
01:12:40It takes time to make her mine.
01:12:46She's got all she wants and doesn't.
01:12:49Fear Con is still a mystery to me.
01:12:51But, I mean, it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy.
01:12:55Is he right for Laura?
01:12:56I mean, he's still young and they just have such different lives.
01:13:00And long distance relationships are very hard to navigate.
01:13:03A lot of them end up failing.
01:13:05Well, I don't think love is enough.
01:13:07And right now, that's what they got in my eyes.
01:13:10That's just, that's all they got.
01:13:14I know the next 9-18 months are gonna be difficult for you guys.
01:13:18We know.
01:13:19Yeah.
01:13:20It feels overwhelming.
01:13:25Actually, everything is overwhelming right now.
01:13:29I feel like half of my soul is leaving me.
01:13:35Oh.
01:13:36Oh, God.
01:13:38Over here.
01:13:40Our struggle just began.
01:13:44We have distance.
01:13:45We could have problems.
01:13:47But if we both wanted, it will work.
01:13:52All right, buddy.
01:13:53This is where our journey ends.
01:13:54Yeah.
01:13:56It is just the beginning.
01:13:58I'll see you in the 9-18 months, apparently.
01:14:01Okay.
01:14:01Don't say it out loud.
01:14:02It's just sad.
01:14:03All right.
01:14:04I will give you your last moments here.
01:14:06And see you on the other side, girl.
01:14:08Thanks.
01:14:09Okay.
01:14:14Oh, God.
01:14:16No crying.
01:14:17No crying.
01:14:19No crying.
01:14:20No crying.
01:14:21No.
01:14:21Oh, I hate this.
01:14:33We had our moments, and we will still have our moments.
01:14:41Ultimately, if we are going to get married,
01:14:44I feel like there's so many challenges
01:14:46that BeerCon and I are going to have to face.
01:14:49This visa could take up to 18 months.
01:14:52He could get denied.
01:14:54Long-distance communication is exhausting.
01:14:57But I love him, and he loves me.
01:15:02And it's all worth it.
01:15:06Do you believe us?
01:15:07Yeah.
01:15:09I believe us, too.
01:15:11I would, too.
01:15:12I love you, too.
01:15:22Thank you for loving me.
01:15:24I will always love you.
01:15:26Always.
01:15:30This was truly the experience of a lifetime, and I wouldn't change it.
01:15:36All I can think is that I need more time.
01:15:38I want more time.
01:15:39And I'm out.
01:15:41You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:44You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:49You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:52You never leave when the song is over.
01:15:58I don't know what you're talking about.
01:16:05Faith went on your email.
01:16:08I have screenshots.
01:16:09It is true.
01:16:12And you're being real?
01:16:14I'm being real.
01:16:34Begging for your love to save me.
01:16:37You know that these thoughts keep me awake.
01:16:40You did too much damage, baby.
01:16:47Daniel's calling.
01:16:52Hello?
01:16:54Hello, beautiful.
01:16:56Hey.
01:16:57Listen, I'm driving home from work.
01:16:59Let me give you a call right back.
01:17:02Um, yeah, so make sure you drive careful, OK?
01:17:04All right.
01:17:05Bye.
01:17:09Oh, good god.
01:17:11He hasn't called me?
01:17:12And now he calls me, and now I'm scared.
01:17:15But his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still.
01:17:20And I'm trying to harden my heart, and I don't know how to do that.
01:17:24I don't know how to do that with him.
01:17:27It has been at least a week since Faith snooped into Daniel's email accounts again.
01:17:34Faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife, and she didn't
01:17:41deny knowing Daniel.
01:17:42She didn't deny anything.
01:17:44Does he have a wife?
01:17:46Does he have kids?
01:17:47Does he have somebody else on the side?
01:17:49Was I paying for a whole second family?
01:17:52I've been so scared to talk to Daniel about any of this.
01:17:55Maybe because I don't want to face reality.
01:17:57But I know that I need to talk to him immediately and say, what the hell are you doing?
01:18:04I can't keep doing this.
01:18:06I can't keep busting my ass to get to Nigeria and get to Daniel until I find out what's going
01:18:10on.
01:18:20Hey.
01:18:22Hi, Dara.
01:18:24How are you?
01:18:24Hello.
01:18:27I'm fine.
01:18:28How are you doing?
01:18:29I'm okay.
01:18:30Stressed.
01:18:31It was a stressful day today.
01:18:34Oh.
01:18:35I'm so sorry.
01:18:36You know, I always tell you not to walk so hard.
01:18:41I'm gonna, I'm gonna walk around a little bit.
01:18:44Hold on.
01:18:45I'm tired of sitting.
01:18:47Maybe I love your wig.
01:18:52Hello.
01:18:53I don't understand.
01:18:54I'm confused.
01:18:56Suddenly he is being attentive and loving.
01:19:01Where has this been for the last two, two and a half months?
01:19:04Where has this been?
01:19:06It feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up.
01:19:13So, like, why don't you ever have time to communicate with me?
01:19:19Maybe I do communicate with you, but I don't, yes, I don't communicate with you like before.
01:19:25Because, you know, we spent some weeks in Lagos.
01:19:30So, I, when I came back to my States, I find out that I'm having, having a lot of debts.
01:19:39I have a lot of debt too, but I always make time for you.
01:19:43Yes.
01:19:43And I'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working one job.
01:19:49I'm so sorry. I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry.
01:19:54You're not the same Daniel that I used to talk to.
01:19:58I never changed my mind.
01:20:00I still love you.
01:20:01Nothing will ever make me true.
01:20:04It demands the love I have for you. I can't do that.
01:20:08Then I have a question.
01:20:10How come in your contacts, you have me listed as Liz baby and you have somebody listed as wife?
01:20:20I don't think that's true.
01:20:22Faith went on your email.
01:20:24I have screenshots. It is true.
01:20:32Are you being real?
01:20:34I'm being real.
01:20:38Why do you like laying accusations on my head?
01:20:41It's not about accusations. Faith texted that person.
01:20:45And I have the screenshots of what she texted.
01:20:47She said, Daniel has you listed as wife.
01:20:50And she said, so what do you want of it?
01:20:55So who is this wife?
01:21:00I don't know what you're talking about.
01:21:02Maybe you should come up with the evidence.
01:21:06I do have the evidence. So don't, don't, don't. You're not going to do this to me.
01:21:12He gaslights me all the time.
01:21:15He thinks I'm a fool because I've fallen for everything he's done.
01:21:19But not this time.
01:21:22All right.
01:21:23All right. I'll send you the screenshots.
01:21:24And then I'd like to hear what you have to say.
01:21:30You have a contact that says wife.
01:21:33And you lied. And now you're smiling and smirking and acting like you don't care.
01:21:38Can you stop? Can we, can we be serious?
01:21:41I'm not playing these games anymore, Daniel.
01:21:43I loved you with everything I had.
01:21:45I was willing, I worked three jobs to get to you.
01:21:47I already made the effort to be there with you.
01:21:50And you changed.
01:21:52He's not admitting it.
01:21:54But he's not really denying it either.
01:21:57That's why he's ignoring me.
01:21:58It answers all my questions.
01:22:01Everything's answered.
01:22:02What other conclusion can I come to?
01:22:06No matter how much I love Daniel, this is the final straw.
01:22:11You have been laying accusations on my head.
01:22:14You're not even acting like you care.
01:22:16Oh, God.
01:22:18You're not caring.
01:22:19This is a joke to you.
01:22:21But I'm done.
01:22:22Once I hang up, I'm not calling back.
01:22:25And I'd like you to know that I don't want this relationship anymore.
01:22:31I want to call it a quiz because you think I have a wife.
01:22:36This is, um, this is so funny.
01:22:39Honestly.
01:22:40It's not funny.
01:22:41And I'm hanging up because it's not funny.
01:22:43Did you find out that I'm not calling?
01:22:45I'm done calling people.
01:22:46I'm done checking up on you.
01:22:47I'm done.
01:22:48Goodbye, Daniel.
01:22:49Goodbye forever.
01:22:55You okay?
01:22:56No, I'm not okay.
01:22:58He tried to gaslight me again.
01:23:00Again, he's trying to gaslight me.
01:23:02And again, he just showed his true self again.
01:23:12He made a fool out of me.
01:23:14And he broke my heart.
01:23:15And he used me.
01:23:20I'm not taking him back.
01:23:22I'm done.
01:23:24I can't do this anymore.
01:23:25I'm tired of being made feeling like I'm crazy.
01:23:30This marriage that I wanted more than anything in the world is over.
01:23:34There is no marriage to Daniel.
01:23:40Shh.
01:23:42Next time on 90 Day Fiancee, before the 90 days, the couples tell all.
01:23:47Trisha, you have a big update.
01:23:51Yes.
01:23:52Oh, my God.
01:23:53Oh, my God.
01:23:55Get married.
01:23:58Molly, do you still feel like Sheena lies to you?
01:24:03Yes.
01:24:03All of the money with her family.
01:24:06Sheena changes the story daily.
01:24:09No, no, no, no.
01:24:10Her parents were asking her for money.
01:24:12As recently as a week ago.
01:24:14That's the last time.
01:24:15Oh, my. Oh.
01:24:17I started just thinking Molly was the problem.
01:24:19And now I switched to making Sheena's the problem.
01:24:23Aviva and Stig.
01:24:25The engagement is broken off.
01:24:28Aviva got caught talking to other men.
01:24:32Somebody texted me, that guy is never going to love you like I would.
01:24:36Oh.
01:24:38Look at me right now and say that you didn't cheat.
01:24:40Oh, my God.
01:24:43Michael and I have not really seen each other since Turkey.
01:24:47Huh? Oh, wow.
01:24:48Yeah, because you said to me, you're on your own .
01:24:51Oh, my God.
01:24:52I was joking.
01:24:54At no point in time would I say, oh, you are such a condescending man.
01:25:00Lisa and Daniel, you're definitely not back together.
01:25:03We are broken up.
01:25:04No, no, no. Hold on.
01:25:05Listen.
01:25:07The situation now is complicated.
01:25:10She's my wife.
01:25:12What?
01:25:12I am not with you.
01:25:14You tricked me.
01:25:15Oh, no.
01:25:19Is Emma lying when she says that you two had sex?
01:25:23If I did sex with him, I would not say I did it.
01:25:26So you like to participate, but you don't want to talk about it, right?
01:25:28Because that's your religion, right?
01:25:29You're a fake Muslim.
01:25:30Oh.
01:25:33You are a fake father.
01:25:35I'm a real father, fool.
01:25:37I'm more father than you will ever be ever in your life, you piece of .
01:25:44There is something that I've been, like, upset about.
01:25:46Okay.
01:25:46I found out you tried to hook up with him.
01:25:49I really cared about a friendship with you.
01:25:51I feel like I don't know who I can, like, trust.
01:25:53I think it's very weird that you're, like, poor me.
01:25:56I'm the victim.
01:25:57When I didn't do anything wrong.
01:25:58What is happening?
01:26:00Don't raise your voice at me.
01:26:01Don't get me mad and attack me.
01:26:03That guy's not your boyfriend.
01:26:04He's able to do whatever the he wants.
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