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Temptation Island - Season 1 - Episode 07: Mixed Messages
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:10I'm still very upset with John.
00:12He said something about going bonfire to bonfire,
00:14see what his girlfriend does.
00:15He's in a really hard spot.
00:17I think it's like really tripping him up
00:18and he's having a hard time processing it.
00:21I feel like I've been torn with this decision on,
00:25you know, is John the one for me
00:26or if I'm supposed to be in this relationship.
00:28I feel like I kind of know the answer.
00:30If she cheated on me, it was the end
00:32and that looks like she pretty much cheated on me.
00:36God, I'm fine.
00:38Letting Morgan in has been so amazing and so great,
00:41but it's going to rip Casey's life apart.
00:51I close my eyes because I just really need to stay
00:54in a good headspace.
00:55So you need to respect the fact
00:56that I cannot watch that video.
00:58I understand.
00:59I'm telling you, I'm going to walk off.
01:01But they could have been doing anything.
01:02Walking off.
01:03Done.
01:06You're not going to tell me.
01:12Oh.
01:17Oh.
01:20You're not going to tell me.
01:23You'll never forget me.
01:27You're not going to tell me.
01:36Hi, guys.
01:38Good.
01:39Good.
01:42It's just a roller coaster.
01:44Like, I just am thinking of the absolute worst.
01:47Like, I just don't want to lose it and embarrass my family.
01:53Your family knows who you are, Casey.
01:55I didn't think it was going to go like this.
01:57I don't think you can even comprehend how hard this is for me.
02:02Like, I don't think you guys are really, truly getting how hard this is for me.
02:08When I watch the clips, like, I don't even recognize him.
02:13I thought it was going to be different.
02:17He's getting things from other girls, like one girl looks like specifically,
02:22and he might be ruining something that he's not going to be able to get back if he takes it
02:27too far.
02:27Come here.
02:32Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
02:36It's a just all I can.
02:39Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:44Well, obviously, the bonfire tonight was pretty sobering to me.
02:48It's a little bit of a punch to the gut and the heart.
02:50I mean, I have no idea what she's thinking in her head.
02:52I don't know what broke her down to decide to allow this guy in her bed.
02:57I don't know. It's just a lot to take in.
03:01Obviously, the video of my girlfriend was a little more detailed.
03:05Inviting him into a room and having a little hot tub fun or whatever.
03:09I don't want to be with a weak woman, you know?
03:11She talks about me being, like, a weak man or a man that's not alpha enough for her.
03:16And then she goes and does this.
03:18You think I'm weak?
03:23I don't think you're weak. I'm just saying we came in with set rules, you know?
03:28I know. I came in with set rules and I broke them.
03:31Hearing you guys talk about it just kind of make me feel like how y'all feel.
03:37I've done it to Casey.
03:39You guys came in with a lot more of an open situation.
03:43Yeah, man, but we made the rule, man.
03:44Y'all know that I'm not allowed to have any girl touch my bed.
03:47And I already broke that.
03:51You know, after hearing them say,
03:52how could you let some guy in your bed,
03:54knowing full well that they've seen me and I've let Morgan in mine,
03:57it's just a bummer, you know?
03:58I'm worried about what the boys think of me.
04:00And their opinion is very, very important to me.
04:03I'm not angry with them.
04:04It's just hard to f***ing hear it.
04:06You're not weak, bro.
04:07You're fighting a temptation as well as us.
04:09I feel like the weakness is in your relationship.
04:12Yeah.
04:17Do you love me now
04:19When it hurts so bad that it tells you now
04:23Did I get a hug?
04:24Yeah.
04:26You good?
04:27Yeah, I'm okay.
04:28I have lavender on my hands.
04:30It's calming.
04:32How was the night?
04:33Oh, man.
04:35Um, well, I didn't watch my clip.
04:37I closed my eyes.
04:38Really?
04:39Yeah.
04:40I really want to enjoy my time here.
04:43And watching the clips just makes my anxiety really bad.
04:48My clip, like, didn't have any talking in it,
04:50so I'm just scared.
04:51Like, he's already, like, hooked up, hooked up with someone.
04:54Like, if he's had sex with someone,
04:56then I think it's over.
04:57Oh, yeah, 100%.
04:58It should be that way.
05:01Mark told us we have, like, a chance
05:03to, like, do, like, a 30-second message
05:05to them that they're gonna see.
05:07Like, I don't even know what I'm gonna say.
05:09I wouldn't give them nothing.
05:11I'm being dead serious with you.
05:13I wouldn't give them nothing.
05:14Yeah.
05:15I mean, I know it's hard,
05:16but at some point, you gotta know
05:19when to let go or when to put your foot down.
05:22I feel like a lot of your men believe
05:24that you're gonna come back home
05:26in the same situation,
05:28and it don't matter what they do.
05:30It only matters what y'all do.
05:32I don't want you to underestimate us as women as well,
05:35going back to them and saying it's not okay
05:37and breaking it off.
05:38Like, we're realizing a lot of shit here.
05:42Like, that's deep.
05:43Exactly.
05:44And it's, like, a big deal for us.
05:46And I'm not gonna be swayed back in.
05:48Like, I'm learning shit on my own
05:49as an independent person without him.
05:52And regardless if I'm in a relationship or not,
05:54like, I'm glad I'm here in this experience
05:56with people that have experienced
05:58a level of depth that I haven't experienced before.
06:00I'm at the point now where I'm realizing
06:02all these great qualities that make me me.
06:05Like, I've realized things,
06:06and I'm gonna take that forward in my life.
06:08And I respect that.
06:09Like, I have to discover myself
06:12and identifying why I am questioning my relationship
06:15and why I'm not in that deep, deep love.
06:17I'm not gonna be afraid
06:18to, like, uncover what I've discovered here.
06:21And you wanna speak truth?
06:22Yeah.
06:23Preach.
06:33So you're hanging in there?
06:34You doing all right?
06:35Yeah, I'm good, man.
06:36Just hurt, bro.
06:37Like I said, I don't know what happened after that clip,
06:40but you're getting into bed with another man.
06:42That's, to me, that shows weakness.
06:45We're in the same boat, man.
06:46Like, same thing said by my girlfriend
06:48and kind of same action.
06:51Both getting in bed.
06:52Me and John, we've had our ups and downs,
06:54but he's in a very emotional state right now,
06:57and so I'm not gonna push anything.
06:59I'm not gonna question anything.
07:00I think right now he needs someone he can be raw with,
07:03and I think that that's me.
07:05We apparently had the option
07:06of sending a 30-second message to our girlfriend.
07:09Do you know what you're gonna say yet?
07:11Yeah, I'm just gonna say, hey, you know.
07:13Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
07:15That's gross stuff.
07:17I see you.
07:18I see you.
07:19I see you.
07:20There's a great time.
07:22There's a lot of your work a little bit.
07:32Really sick.
07:34I really set in on what's happening.
07:46I'm just gonna say, hey,
07:49I thought we were strong enough going into this,
07:52and obviously we're not.
07:55And I just hate to see that you've resorted to that.
07:59And, you know, I'm just gonna spill my heart.
08:05We'll make it out of here, man.
08:07We will make it out of here.
08:08Oh, man.
08:09Man.
08:09It's tough.
08:10Hell.
08:12It's tough.
08:15Thanks for being there for me.
08:17Of course, always.
08:19John deserves a good woman.
08:21I've said it a million times,
08:22I don't think he deserves a treatment
08:23that he's getting from the other end,
08:25and I'm actually really glad
08:26that I can be here for John
08:27during this time that he's very emotional
08:30to help him cope and help him heal
08:32through this process.
08:33I wish I could say something
08:35that would, like, make it all better.
08:39I'm so sorry, John.
08:56I know you've got a thing on your side.
09:02I know you're gonna have to decide.
09:06So you feeling okay?
09:08I don't know.
09:09Obviously, me and John saw some things
09:11we didn't want to see.
09:12Right.
09:13Having that clip in my head
09:14of Nicole getting in bed with somebody
09:17has affected me.
09:18As much as I want to get rid of that,
09:20I can't stop thinking about it.
09:21I mean, Brittany came up there,
09:23and we have to pass my bed
09:24to get to the balcony.
09:25She asked if she'd stay up there.
09:27I was like, ah, no, that's not a...
09:29I'm not ready for that.
09:30So I'll just say,
09:31because, like, I'm really close with Brittany,
09:32I think it's going to be really important
09:34for you to explain to her
09:35that if something happens between you two,
09:38it's not out of, like...
09:39Spite?
09:40Spite.
09:40Yeah, yeah.
09:41Because she's afraid of that.
09:44Yeah.
09:45It's going to get more difficult,
09:46and me and Brittany have had
09:48a hell of a connection,
09:49but I'm still thinking about Nicole.
09:52She has not left my mind
09:53from the day I got here.
09:55The devil's saying, do this.
09:57My angel's saying, relax.
09:59Just chill out.
09:59You're good.
10:00Don't do it.
10:06All the way, every day,
10:09living for the only one.
10:13Living for the moment.
10:17Living for the moment.
10:20I chose to go on a date today with Johnny.
10:23He's the person I have the most connection with in the house.
10:25It takes a lot for somebody to turn my head,
10:27for somebody to kind of make my heart flutter.
10:29I never thought in a million years
10:30I'd find somebody that I have
10:31a genuine, true connection with
10:33that gives me the feels.
10:35I mean, you just make me feel, like,
10:37really alive and getting good
10:39and happy and warm and fuzzy.
10:42I feel like I pray for someone like you every day,
10:44and then I'm here, and it's like,
10:47really?
10:47I've been praying for answers for months,
10:50and it's crazy that it happened here, too.
10:52Katie and I have been meshing well
10:54since the start,
10:55and I think that I show her the excitement
10:57that she's been missing.
10:58I bring it outside of her
10:59that she knew was there all along,
11:02but she hasn't felt that in a relationship,
11:03I don't think, ever.
11:04Give me a kiss.
11:06Feels like our own part of heaven
11:11I'll take that.
11:11Mm-hmm.
11:16Are you okay?
11:22Yeah, I'm all right.
11:23Erica was a nice sweet girl.
11:24I took her on a date early on.
11:26We went ziplining, and that was amazing.
11:28So I'm gonna take her on my second date with her
11:30and get to know her a little better.
11:38I've never had a fresh pineapple.
11:40A fresh pineapple?
11:41Whoa, I'm so sorry.
11:42Oh, my God.
11:43Wow, a fresh coconut.
11:44Are you okay?
11:45Is the sun, like, hitting you too hard?
11:47Erica does impress me.
11:48She has a little spice to her.
11:49She's Latin, and she has a little attitude,
11:50I've noticed.
11:51She's kind of a little feisty in her own little way,
11:53and those are kind of some things I do like in women.
11:56I be seeing you a little bit in the kitchen,
11:57kind of like your little face and background,
11:58with, like, a little mug in a bit sometimes, or...
12:00What?
12:01I be seeing you.
12:02No.
12:02You do have, like, little mugs.
12:04I don't know what for or who that.
12:05What is a mug?
12:05What is that?
12:06And then you're like...
12:08I'm like, ooh, I've seen that.
12:09Wait, did I really?
12:10Yeah.
12:10I am starting to, like, focus more on one or two people,
12:13and so this is going to get a lot more serious for me.
12:15I don't want to walk away from the experience
12:16having any regrets.
12:17Who knows where these things will go?
12:19Maybe I was looking at myself in the oven.
12:21Oh, my God.
12:30You too.
12:31I'm glad I picked Justin
12:32because I feel like we both have an issue
12:34with opening up to people,
12:35so he pushes me to open up more,
12:37and we're a lot more similar than I thought initially.
12:41I know at first when I came into this initially,
12:43I was like, no, you can't have friends
12:45with the opposite sex.
12:46Like, but now I feel like that's, like, immature.
12:49But I feel like you were like that
12:50because he made you like that.
12:52Yeah.
12:52You know what I'm saying?
12:53It comes to a certain point
12:55where you learn that
12:56when you really can't control somebody,
12:58you want to let them go.
13:00Like, if you love something, you let it be.
13:02You let it go.
13:03Yeah.
13:03And if it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:06I'm becoming my own woman,
13:07and a part of that is a little fearful for me personally
13:10because I just don't want to go too far off the deep end
13:13and not be able to come back,
13:15and that's one of my fears.
13:17If something happens,
13:17I definitely would want you to reach out.
13:19Yeah.
13:21So that's where I'm at.
13:22He's probably making friends
13:25and connections with people, too,
13:27so I don't really see why that would be a problem.
13:31Feels like the walls are falling down.
13:35Things are going through my head.
13:41This is my third date with Tyler.
13:43I think he's really pulling out a side of me
13:45that isn't necessarily current in my relationship.
13:48I know that's pretty deep,
13:50but it's, like, refreshing to not be judged
13:53and really just kind of, like, be free.
13:56If you were to go home tomorrow, right,
13:59what would be the biggest thing you took out of this whole experience?
14:01I just feel like I've been trying to figure out
14:03how to do a relationship
14:05for the last couple years,
14:07and, like, I've been doing it,
14:08but I feel like I've just been doing it
14:10to one person's standards,
14:12and I feel like I'm figuring out
14:15like, different perspectives on
14:18how much to compromise
14:19and how much to be myself.
14:26Well, this is amazing.
14:27Ooh!
14:28Look at this!
14:29Look at this!
14:30Luna's!
14:31Luna's the perfect guy to pick for this date
14:34because I'm definitely struggling
14:35with, like, getting in my head.
14:37He helps me, like, really get some good perspective.
14:39He makes me laugh.
14:41He gets me out of my funk.
14:42All the girls, like, freak me out
14:44because they're always talking about,
14:45like, it's a frat house over there.
14:47Like, there's no way it's like our house.
14:49And I'm just like, don't tell me that.
14:52Well, like, you know, that's the reality, though,
14:54and to be honest, like, we're human beings.
14:57I feel like if it's hard for us,
14:59it's hard for them.
15:00I just came into this so frustrated with Evan.
15:04I was really oblivious to the amount of anger
15:05that I still have with him.
15:07I wish I could take it back.
15:08Like, I made mistakes, too,
15:09and I could treat him a lot better.
15:11I want to, like, hold his hand
15:13and make out with him.
15:14Like, I just want to let the past go.
15:17You're not going to fall out of love
15:19with someone in two weeks.
15:21I'm pretty sure he's still entirely in love with you.
15:24This heart has carried promises
15:27Through fire and through rain
15:30Please don't be the same
15:53I never expected in a million years
15:56I'd be a girl like you here.
15:57I really, really care about you a lot
15:59And I wasn't expecting it...at all.
16:03I thought I was going to come here
16:04and be tempted
16:05and maybe realize that I just wasn't supposed to be with Casey
16:08not actually meet the person
16:09that I might want to be with forever.
16:17I'm going to give everything that I have
16:19even if I have reservations
16:21because it seems right
16:22and that's never happened before
16:24so I'm just going with it and seeing what happens.
16:28Might get hurt, might not.
16:30Well, then all I want is you, so...
16:34All I want...
16:35I will not let you down
16:38if you go on with me.
16:41Growing on.
16:42It's me and you.
17:00You should linger forever in our ears
17:04Oh, hard times will come like you no more
17:11I definitely needed to get out here
17:14to relax after the last bonfire, huh?
17:17You're a good man.
17:19I think so.
17:19You deserve someone good.
17:20I appreciate that.
17:21It's true.
17:23I appreciate that.
17:24I feel great with Brittany.
17:26She supported me through my emotions,
17:28what I was dealing with, with my past bonfire.
17:31A date like this is absolutely what I needed.
17:34I'm just kind of worried about you though
17:36like because I think it could get worse.
17:38It could get worse, but that might give me...
17:40that might be like a release for me as well
17:42to be like, all right.
17:43Yeah, it's perfect.
17:45Yeah. Tell me why.
17:48Tell me more.
17:51You already know.
17:52I feel super connected to you.
17:54It's so crazy.
17:55It's so weird.
17:57Yeah.
17:57I mean, I am a firm believer in what happens is,
18:00you know, what's meant to be.
18:07I'm the type of person that needs physical touch,
18:10so I'm trying very hard like to just stay a faithful guy,
18:15to be 100% honest.
18:16It's tough.
18:17Come here and tell you tonight.
18:19I love you when you catch me.
18:22I love you when you catch me.
18:25This might be the best date I've ever been on.
18:27I'm really happy.
18:29I know you're staring at me.
18:31I know you're staring at me.
18:33You make me feel like such a creep.
18:36I'm sneaking up back with my hair.
18:38I know what you said.
18:39Just tell me that you wanna stay.
18:41Or just make it last all night.
18:45And we'll stay up till night.
18:47That new age shit.
18:48Jack's on that shit, boy.
18:49Who won?
18:50I did.
18:51Thanks, Jack.
18:52How are you?
18:53Do you know that me and Katie are the longest
18:54to get ready?
18:55Katie?
18:56No.
18:58Is everybody else, like, chilling?
19:03Give me the pillow.
19:04Are you good?
19:05No, I have you.
19:06Can my hand be out?
19:08You sure?
19:09I can definitely tell at this point that Tyler likes me.
19:12I didn't expect to come here and kind of reciprocate
19:15that action, but we do have a strong connection,
19:17and it just makes me realize that you really just have
19:20to go with your gut and, like, with your heart
19:22to really figure out what your next move is.
19:24I just feel like coming into this,
19:26I was just like, yes, I'm in a relationship,
19:28but seeing Casey, I'm like, damn, I didn't know
19:30that anybody could even be in love to that depth,
19:33and I just, like, I wanna feel that someday.
19:36But you should, like, still always feel those butterflies.
19:39Like, you should always, like,
19:41those are shits that should not go away,
19:42and if they do, that's, that's you know.
19:45Like, you should feel special every
19:47day.
19:48If you're not being treated the way you deserve
19:51to be treated, don't make excuses for the reason
19:53you're not being treated those ways.
19:55It's time to try again.
19:59You know what I'm saying?
20:00Yeah.
20:09You good?
20:10Yeah, I'm clean, I'm solid, I'm good.
20:13You are solid.
20:15Sorry, your ass in those pants.
20:17I just can't even.
20:19I just can't even, girl.
20:21Love you.
20:22I love you.
20:23I'm at a point where I finally feel like I'm able to be myself,
20:27and it feels good.
20:28I'm getting to know everyone, and I wanna get to know everyone in the house.
20:32But at the same time, I definitely feel like me and Justin have a lot more similarities than we both
20:38realized.
20:39In general, this whole situation is just like a lot.
20:43It's not that it's necessarily wrong.
20:45It's just that I just don't want you to feel forced because you're in this situation.
20:51I don't know.
20:52And everybody here, you think I'm forcing it?
20:54If you met me outside of the situation, you feel like you would still connect with me.
20:58You're smart.
20:59You're loyal.
21:00You are all these things that makes me think you're strong enough to figure the situation out.
21:05I'm okay with having faith.
21:07Yeah.
21:07You know what I'm saying?
21:08Yeah.
21:09So, that's what it comes down to.
21:11I definitely have feelings for Shari.
21:13It's tough for me to try and get to know someone who's already in a relationship, but it's a chase.
21:18I like something that's not easy to get.
21:20I feel like anything worth it isn't gonna be easy, and that is attractive to me.
21:25Stop walking around like that.
21:27Like what?
21:28You're already controlling?
21:29No, you're strutting.
21:31Literally, this is how I walk.
21:32Stride, stride, stride.
21:45This will be an interesting match.
21:47I already have one.
21:47Oh, no.
21:48I have to spread one.
21:49Look how cute he is sleeping.
21:52Children, you're cute when you sleep.
21:54Hush, little Jane Van Der Fale world.
21:56Jeffrey's gonna buy you a rockin' blue.
21:59Can I scoop in?
22:00Yeah, you can scoop in.
22:02I missed you.
22:03Did you now?
22:03I did.
22:04Good.
22:04What was your favorite date?
22:05I know what hers is.
22:06My favorite date easy was Zipline.
22:09Oh.
22:09Is this your first disagreement?
22:12Which date was it that you started falling in love?
22:14Wow.
22:16You thirsty?
22:18I'm gonna get a beer.
22:19Hey, boy.
22:20Give me some brotherly advice.
22:22What's going on?
22:24We're talking about John.
22:25Do you think that she should keep her distance or try and top step?
22:28John's girlfriend was in the bed with someone else, and I think I need to understand where
22:34he's coming from more, because right now, there's potential for me with John.
22:39I'm gonna tell you right now that John's turned off to every single emotion right now.
22:44That's why I've given him complete and total space.
22:47You know, he maybe, he slept about 45 minutes last night.
22:50You know, the, uh, the video messages that we're, we're allowed to send to our girlfriends,
22:55and what he can say in 30 seconds.
22:56Wait, what?
22:57You guys have something that you say to them?
23:00How does it go?
23:01We have the option to send a 30-second message and let them know, you know, what you're feeling
23:07or what you want them, just anything.
23:09You know, you've got 30 seconds.
23:10When did you guys do it?
23:12I'm not doing it.
23:15He did not send her a message telling her that it's over.
23:20He is scared to pull the trigger.
23:22That bothers me.
23:23That is going to make it to where I'm not gonna fully, fully believe him.
23:28I'm not sending a message.
23:30So you have the option to or not to?
23:31Well, the three boys did.
23:33I'm not.
23:53Hello there.
23:54Hi.
24:00I'm tired.
24:01I just want to lay with you.
24:05You have a good time?
24:07Horrible time.
24:08Terrible.
24:09The worst date I've ever had.
24:13It just feels really synchronistic with Carl.
24:16The draw is so powerful and so supercharged, but to be honest, a connection that powerful
24:23actually scares me because the last time I felt it, I had my heart absolutely shredded.
24:29And the guy that I was in love with chose another woman.
24:33I think we should just go sleep upstairs.
24:36Where?
24:37Innocently.
24:39What?
24:39I just sleep.
24:41Where?
24:42In your bed.
24:46Just come get in my bunk with me.
24:49This is gonna be a challenge, though, about being able to, like, touch you.
24:52I don't...
24:52It's gonna be a bed.
24:53I'm gonna sleep.
24:54Are you sure?
24:55About what?
24:56I'm not sure about anything.
25:00Brittany and I are sharing a connection right now, but it's a major struggle knowing
25:05in the back of my head that I do have a girlfriend.
25:08She's been patient and understanding, but she's letting me know also it's very tough
25:13because she feels a strong connection and as do I.
25:18Be patient with me.
25:20Please.
25:20I know.
25:21You need to stop.
25:22That's good.
25:23Making me feel like this.
25:25Okay.
25:28Okay.
25:29It's our time now.
25:33It's our time now.
25:38I can't wait to have that one-on-one with Katie and just...
25:42When is it gonna change?
25:43What is she gonna...
25:44It's not gonna change anything, basically.
25:46I'm finally opening my eyes to that and realizing that she's been manipulated
25:50me over the course of us dating and has made me really feel like everything is my fault.
25:58I know.
25:59This is hard.
26:00This is really hard.
26:02And, like, I'm thankful for you opening up to me.
26:04It just makes me feel like I can get closer to you and trust you more.
26:07Every day it's like John gets more and more attractive to me.
26:11I don't believe in his relationship.
26:13I believe in John.
26:14It's just, like, are you willing to let go of what's holding you back?
26:20I'm ready to find somebody that I'm really looking to settle down with.
26:24I'm looking for an emotional connection first.
26:27And, obviously, I'm attracted to you.
26:31What do you think?
26:34What is it after every storm?
26:35There's a rainbow.
26:42I want to see where you're at before another night go by.
26:50I guess I'm getting to the point where, like, this shit matters to me.
26:53Mm-hmm.
26:54Katie is definitely the only person that I have a romantic connection with.
26:58But I think over the past few days, from Johnny and Katie, you know, obviously getting a little closer,
27:02she's gravitating towards him a lot more.
27:05But I'm still in the game, and I'm not going nowhere.
27:08I'm looking at it from a selfish point of view.
27:10This is my life.
27:12Yeah.
27:12And so for us, this is stakes are high.
27:16I want you to respect, like, what I have going on with Johnny.
27:20I respect it enough.
27:21I hope we can do a nice one, chill, and just really vibe out again.
27:25Let me know.
27:28I think that Johnny and Wynn handle the situation with me being in the middle differently.
27:34They're cool, but there maybe is a little underlining tension.
27:38So we're gonna go? You guys go?
27:41Yeah, I mean, I just had to reiterate it for the seventh time.
27:46I'm here at the limited time with you.
27:49Okay.
27:50I'm pretty tired, but I just want to go to bed.
27:53I don't really care if the guys want to try to date her and make their run at her.
27:57I mean, for me, it doesn't really matter.
27:59I just, I know at the end of the night that her and I are together.
28:07At this point, her and I have something pretty real, and it's probably the best connection out of anybody here.
28:16Come in.
28:18It's Wynn, though.
28:19Hey.
28:20What's happening?
28:22Wynn, what the you got a minute?
28:24Yeah.
28:25Wanna talk?
28:26Not even.
28:28What's up?
28:30Shit.
28:30Might just hop it over with Katie for a minute.
28:31What's going on?
28:32He said he just wanna holler at me for a minute.
28:34I think it's really creepy and weird that if a grown man is in bed with a woman that you
28:38would knock on the door and come into her bedroom.
28:40I was raised a little bit better than that, but, um, you know, I think at this point it's just
28:44a desperation shot.
28:45I don't know why I feel I would get to come check on you.
28:48He spent the night here last night and nothing happened.
28:52And, like, he didn't even try to make a move, which I found really respectful and respectable.
28:58I almost feel like he's making it a point to make a scene to come to the door, um, to
29:03warn me about Johnny.
29:05He could have warned me about him when we had a conversation an hour ago and he didn't.
29:09Goodnight.
29:11What the was that?
29:12Man, he's just trying to step it up and all that.
29:15Just ignore it.
29:16Yeah.
29:36I think Carl brought me here to really test me and I'm very anxious to see what the message is.
29:42We all have the urge to communicate with our boyfriends.
29:46I'm really just curious about how his entire experience is going while we're on the island.
29:58Hey, what's up, babe? I just wanted to check in quick.
30:00First off, I love you and I miss you.
30:03This experience has been crazy and fun at the same time.
30:06I'm a little disappointed, kind of hurt by some things I've seen,
30:10but that doesn't change how much I do care about you and love you.
30:14I figure we can meet at the end of this thing and figure out what our next direction is.
30:19I love you. Keep having fun over there and, uh, dive into this experience.
30:29I thought his message would be more like self-reflecting instead of judging.
30:38I feel like being here has really taught me a lot just about myself and I don't know if he
30:43can really understand what I've been going through.
30:45I mean, he brought me here to test me in our relationship, but this is honestly just a test to
30:51myself to really, like, pull me back in to myself so I can allow my heart and soul to go
31:00out to other people in the world.
31:12Seeing Nicole be in bed with someone else, it's in the back of my mind.
31:15I'm real tense and I'm just like, all right, what is going on here?
31:19I'm not sure if she thinks everything is all good or what, but I want to just see her face,
31:24see her smile and, uh, and see where we're truly at with each other.
31:30I really wasn't expecting to come into this experience, but I'm really glad that we did because it's making me
31:35realize that our relationship through the last two years has really been surface level.
31:40And these men and women here have made me realize that there's a whole new level of depth that we
31:44can really uncover in our relationship.
31:46So I'm not sure where you're at and how your experience is really going, but I'm excited to get home
31:52and really, you know, open my heart and soul to you and, you know, figure out if we can communicate
31:58that back with one another.
31:59I love you.
32:09I've been in relationships where they have been, you know, just had more substance to them.
32:15So I'm aware that it can be a lot more deep and it has seemed very surface level for me.
32:20So I feel as if, you know, that's something that should have came out of my mouth to her.
32:33Ah, today's a big day. Part of me, like, wants to see him and, like, wants to hear his voice
32:38and I want him to explain to me what's going on.
32:41And then part of me, like, I just want to get through this and I don't know if seeing it
32:45will help me get through this.
32:57I knew it.
33:01Oh, my God.
33:05I'm not gonna lie, like, I'm a little bit hurt that there's nothing in there,
33:08but I think when he sees the message I left for him, I don't know what he's seeing in these
33:13clips,
33:13but he probably thinks I'm having fun and I think it's gonna get real for him and I think he's
33:18gonna get emotional.
33:25I'm the only one of us that didn't send a video message.
33:28I don't want to hurt Casey and I can't help but feel, you know, every single emotion from,
33:35you know, happiness to absolute despair.
33:39I respect her too much to try and tell her in 30 seconds,
33:45even though we may love each other,
33:47doesn't mean that we're supposed to be together forever.
33:53Hi, Babers. I love you. I really, really miss you.
33:57I'm having fun. I think you'd be so proud of me.
34:00Just be the man I know you wanna be,
34:02because I'm seeing the old Evan.
34:05And I know that's not who you are.
34:07And I know you wanna make me proud,
34:09so just please do that,
34:11because I don't want you to have to give up on me and give up on us.
34:28I just could see it in her eyes that poor girls are hurting so bad.
34:40I'm hurting the person that I've cared about the most for so long.
34:44I know I'm gonna break Casey.
34:47She doesn't deserve this.
34:49I've been here for her. I've shared my entire life with her.
34:53I don't dare to take that away.
35:01And not having Casey here every day with me,
35:04I've realized what we've been through together
35:06and why we're so close-knit, why we've stuck together.
35:11I miss Casey so bad.
35:14I really do.
35:26**** man, am I a scumbag.
35:55I hope Javen left me a video message.
35:57I mean, I can't imagine him not,
36:00but I'm just curious to see where his head is at
36:01and if he feels like he's grown so far in this experience.
36:04My mind's just racing, and I just want to know.
36:14Hey, baby girl. Hope all is well.
36:16Hopefully you're hanging on there on the other side.
36:18Hope you're genuinely building connections organically
36:20and getting to know people.
36:21I'm enjoying my experience. I'm getting to know people.
36:22I'm developing as a man apart from you.
36:25I'm learning a lot about myself.
36:26Hope you learn a lot about yourself.
36:27Hopefully, at the end of the day,
36:28we can come together, connect, you know,
36:30and just to share our experiences.
36:32I miss you, obviously.
36:33I think about you every night.
36:34And, you know, make sure you're having fun.
36:36Loosen up a bit.
36:37I'm loosening up as well.
36:38And keep me in mind.
36:41Javen looks like he's in a good headspace,
36:43and he's doing good,
36:45and I'm proud that he's doing good.
36:46We're both learning to be open-minded and more accepting of relationships outside of each other.
36:54It's okay.
36:55And I'm glad that we're both kind of having that growth.
37:04Hopefully, my girlfriend's having a great time.
37:07I can't wait to see that message from baby girl.
37:09She's beautiful.
37:11Everything I asked for, you know.
37:13I want to see her come out as the best woman she can be,
37:15and I'm going to come out as the best man I can be,
37:17whether we're together or not.
37:23Hi, my love.
37:24I just want to say that I love and miss you so much.
37:27I feel like I've grown.
37:30I've become stronger and more grounded,
37:32and I just want to let you know that you're strong, too.
37:35And I hope that you've grown in a positive way.
37:38I'm interested to see where we go from here,
37:41and I love you to the moon and back, and I can't wait to see you.
37:46That was nice.
37:53Thank you, girl. She's beautiful as ever.
37:55She said, you know, I love you to the moon and back.
37:57It's something she always says to me.
37:59I'm glad to see her smiling.
38:00She looks positive.
38:00She looks happy.
38:01Yeah.
38:02I love you, baby girl.
38:04I love you.
38:04I truly do.
38:13I'm really nervous.
38:14I'm not sure what John's gonna say.
38:16I don't know where his head's at.
38:17I'm sure that there are things that he's seeing
38:19that are hurting him.
38:21I'm really curious and nervous to see
38:23if he's even sent me a message.
38:30Oh, good.
38:35Oh, shit.
38:54Hey, Katie.
38:54I love you, babe.
38:55I miss you so much.
38:57I think this is something we didn't realize
38:59we should have signed up for, at least for my part.
39:02I saw some bonfire video that I was very disappointed to see,
39:06and I'm very upset by that.
39:10And it really hurts me to see that.
39:12And you might have been triggered by some bonfire videos
39:16that you've seen of me.
39:18I try to maintain my loyalty to you,
39:21faithfulness to you,
39:22and that's just all I want to tell you right now.
39:35I don't want him to hurt, and I don't want to break his heart,
39:37and I feel like I did disrespect him.
39:39I feel bad, and I feel like I've made a mistake.
39:43I don't know. I'm confused.
39:46Hold on, steady.
39:51I sent Katie a really heartfelt message,
39:54so I'm not sure if she's feeling bad
39:56or if she just is completely done with me or what,
39:58but I have no clue what's gonna happen,
40:00if we're gonna be able to stay together
40:02with all this that's going on
40:04or if we're gonna go on our separate ways.
40:14.
40:25See, I was really tough
40:26not to get a video message from Katie.
40:28I came here thinking we were so strong
40:30and we're gonna get through this together.
40:31I even was gonna propose to Katie
40:34if she could get through this with loyalty and respect,
40:37and that obviously didn't happen.
40:42Yeah, I didn't get one.
40:43I didn't get a video from Katie.
40:46That's tough.
40:47Yeah, it's tough.
40:50So, you know, I was thinking three options.
40:52She's feeling too guilty to send me one.
40:55She is angry at me for something, like that she saw,
40:59or she likes this dude that was in the last clip.
41:01Right.
41:02Or she's just realizing she don't want to be with me.
41:05You know?
41:06That shit pisses me off.
41:07I'm sorry.
41:08Like, it's not my relationship.
41:09That's not my girl, but that shit.
41:11I think you're a good dude, bro.
41:13It's like, is she even thinking about the big picture?
41:15Like, the fact that she's gonna have to move out of my house,
41:17this guy lives in New York, like,
41:19and if she can really fall in love, like,
41:21in this short amount of time that we've been here, man,
41:23that's just telling me a lot about how she is.
41:28Evan, you all right?
41:31Man, my, uh...
41:33My clip was not hot, man.
41:37Um, she's crying, man.
41:39You know, just saying she's seeing some things,
41:41and she's seeing the old Ev, basically, and, uh...
41:46But telling me that I'd be proud of her,
41:47and how she's conducting herself.
41:52I don't want to be no monster.
41:57I just don't know, man. I don't know, man.
41:59I feel like I'm just a scumbag both ways, bruh.
42:03I'm all twisted, man.
42:06I feel like I'm just...
42:07just up.
42:17Yeah.
42:18I do see you there.
42:18Yeah.
42:18Uh...
42:18Yeah.
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