04:01Green light. Peas, pekles, paracates.
04:08Incredible Hulk.
04:10The Grinch.
04:11The Grinch who stole Christmas.
04:15Woldy clothes, praying mantis.
04:19Emerald City.
04:21Kermit the fucking Frog.
04:23It's not easy being green.
04:26It's good, Stuart. Really good.
04:28Tell me, where are we, huh?
04:30What's this place called?
04:32This is a, uh...
04:34I know you can remember.
04:37Uh...
04:39Beach.
04:40This is a beach.
04:41That's right.
04:42Yeah, we're on a beach.
04:43All this shit here is sand.
04:45Just sand.
04:47And that?
04:49That's the sea, huh?
04:50That's right.
04:51Not a river, not a pond, not a lake, not a puddle.
04:55The sea.
04:56Don't stop now.
04:58The waves.
05:00The waves.
05:02Crashing.
05:04Crashing.
05:05Like timpani drums in Beethoven's Sixth.
05:07Like, like, like fireworks on the Fourth of July.
05:13Twenty percent.
05:14You're doing so well, Stuart.
05:17Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
05:18Look at me.
05:19Look at me, man.
05:20I can amble.
05:21I can amble.
05:23My muscles, remember.
05:25My bones.
05:26Reacquaint.
05:28Look.
05:30You dance.
05:31Soft shoe.
05:33Tap.
05:34Jazz.
05:35Macarena.
05:37Yeah.
05:37Electric slide.
05:39Yeah.
05:40And what did you do?
05:41Watch me whip.
05:44Oh, yeah.
05:45And watch me nae nae.
05:46Whoo.
05:50I can sing.
05:51Oh, I love to sing.
05:53Always have.
05:54Wise men say, only fools rush in.
06:05For once in my life I have someone who needs me.
06:11I miss the old, Kanye.
06:13Straight from the gold, Kanye.
06:14Chop up the soul, Kanye.
06:16Set on his goals, Kanye.
06:18Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
06:22Oh, yeah.
06:24Yeah.
06:25The dope jams.
06:29The lip bangers.
06:32I know again.
06:36And I know that I know.
06:49But I don't know you.
06:53No?
06:54Why are you doing this?
06:56Why are you doing this for me?
06:59Hm?
07:01I'm from the National Health Service.
07:04NHS?
07:05Well, if you think you're going to pay for this with my pension, you gotta never think of-
07:09It's covered, Stuart.
07:09Memory regeneration is universal.
07:13It takes stem cells, inject them into you, and regenerates total brain function, and soon after recovers all of your
07:22memories.
07:24My memories?
07:27And it's free?
07:29It's free.
07:31As it should be.
07:33I know at first that they were-
07:35That they were selling this cure for Alzheimer's.
07:39Yeah.
07:40But I always said,
07:42I wanna be a human, right?
07:45It's awful in there.
07:48That demented fog of dementia.
07:50And there's like being buried alive, or cast in amber, but still puttering inside.
08:03You wanna roar.
08:04You wish to scream, but screams and roars are all banned in that land.
08:10No crying.
08:13No mercy.
08:15No wishes or prayers.
08:18You cry out for your mother, or your father, or your God.
08:28But they're all gone too.
08:31They've all left in the fog.
08:34And their terror, and their fury, oh, rises in you.
08:39I exist!
08:42I exist!
08:42You wanna shout?
08:43I exist!
08:45I exist!
08:49But you surely do not.
08:52Not in this land.
08:56But then...
08:59You came.
09:00You burned off all the fog.
09:04And I can remember again.
09:08I'm alive, my son.
09:12And you're to blame.
09:18Phase one is complete.
09:21Brain regeneration is at 50%.
09:23Now comes the rest.
09:25Phase two.
09:27Personal memory recovery.
09:37Hang on tight.
09:57What do you remember?
10:01My wife's farts in the night.
10:04Code red.
10:06Code blue.
10:11Floating in my best friend Neil's pool.
10:14Looking up at the clouds.
10:17Watching 13 going on 30.
10:21Seeing Ming Chong in the supermarket.
10:24Flying down that blue slide into Mom's arms.
10:28The slide.
10:32Where was that?
10:34In the park.
10:36With the big trees and the duck pond.
10:39And the woman.
10:41And the mother.
10:43What does she look like?
10:45That's all I can remember.
10:47It can't be everything.
10:50Well...
10:51Yeah.
10:51That's all there is.
10:53That's all the memories?
10:56Afraid so.
10:57Are you sure?
10:58Of course I'm sure.
11:01I already said I'm sure.
11:04That's all there is.
11:05That's all I can remember, okay?
11:08You remember me, Stuart?
11:11I'm afraid we just met.
11:15What is this?
11:16This is some kind of NHS thing, huh?
11:19Like a shakedown of a poor Alzheimer's patient's pension fund?
11:25Were you ever diagnosed?
11:28Of course.
11:31Alzheimer's patients exhibit identical symptoms to aging memory addicts.
11:36If you install too many recollections.
11:40And over time, your neurons are destroyed.
11:44So you know what I think, Stuart?
11:49That after years of stealing memories, your brain was dying, not from Alzheimer's, but from your addiction.
11:56Son, you...
11:57You must have the wrong man.
12:00I know who you are.
12:02Case of mistaken identity.
12:04I know what you did.
12:05I didn't do anything.
12:07I spent the past 11 years...
12:12Trying to find the monster who took the memories of my mom.
12:17Who started by hacking into company servers.
12:20And who graduated to violently assaulting people.
12:24And stuck an extractor.
12:27Right into their fucking brains.
12:30Downloaded their memories.
12:31I've long thought about this day.
12:34About the day I would find the man who took her from me.
12:39In that hospital hall by the vending machine.
12:42And strip that little boy of every memory of the mom he just lost.
12:58What do you want?
13:01What do I want?
13:04Do you know what my earliest memory is?
13:08A dark shadow reaching out to me.
13:13I can't see her face.
13:15Or her body.
13:16She's a glitch.
13:17A blur.
13:20Pixelated buffering.
13:22A dark fog.
13:26I can't even see her.
13:29I can't even see her.
13:29My own mother and I can't even see her.
13:31And I can't hear...
13:33Not a laugh.
13:35Or a cry.
13:37Or...
13:39I love you, sweetheart.
13:42I can't even miss her, Stuart.
13:45My own mother and I can't even miss her.
13:50But the worst part of all...
13:52Is that the only place she still exists...
13:56Is in there.
13:59And it's a shitty feeling, you know.
14:01Cause the fucked up thing is...
14:04Now I need you.
14:08So what do I want, Stuart?
14:13I want what's mine.
14:16I want you to give me back what you took from me.
14:20I want her.
14:26I...
14:28Can't.
14:29You give me her.
14:31And I won't tell the authorities about you.
14:33I won't bring you in.
14:34You can live out your days here.
14:47How do I know?
14:50How can I know you'll hold up your end?
14:56What choice do you have?
15:01What choice do you have?
15:08Oh well.
15:14Blue.
15:16Blue eyes.
15:21Blue eyes.
15:22She had blue eyes.
15:26Blue how?
15:28Blue like the Mediterranean at twilight.
15:33Blue like a starling's feathers.
15:39Blue like an aster flower.
15:42This moment's after bloom.
15:45She had blue eyes.
15:47Hmm.
15:49And clumps of mascara.
15:52Always clumps.
15:56And when she looked at you...
16:00When she looked at you, my God, her eyes opened wide.
16:06Really?
16:07Yeah.
16:08Right.
16:10And she cooed when she saw you.
16:15Involuntarily, she cooed when you walked into her room.
16:19She would gasp.
16:22As if she thought, how...
16:25How could this boy be so perfect?
16:28How could I have made such a beautiful kid?
16:34How could he be mine?
16:36She gasped when she saw me.
16:38Yeah.
16:40And she smelled like lavender.
16:42It was the detergent she used.
16:47I've always loved the smell of lavender.
16:49Mm-hmm.
16:50Well, she would do this thing.
16:54Whenever she saw me...
16:56You.
16:57In the morning.
17:00She would...
17:01Hold out her hand.
17:03And sit for a handshake.
17:04Like we were business partners.
17:07And she would say,
17:08Nice to make you acquaintance, Mr. Man.
17:15And she'd take you to the playground.
17:18Every day.
17:20Feed the ducks and play.
17:23And there was this...
17:25Slide.
17:26Yeah.
17:27Big blue slide.
17:29It was like your Everest.
17:31You saw her growing small.
17:35And then you slid down.
17:39Right into her arms.
17:43And she held you tight.
17:46I don't know what came over her that day.
17:50But her eyes were watery.
17:53And her little nose.
17:55Her nose.
17:56What...what is it?
17:58Like a button.
17:59Small.
18:00Red.
18:03And she said,
18:05I will always catch you, Otto.
18:09I will never let you fall.
18:15She sounds lovely.
18:18She was.
18:21She really...
18:23was.
18:25And so were you.
18:28A lovely boy.
18:33Why?
18:34Why do you take the memories
18:36from that little boy in that hospital hall
18:38who just lost his mom?
18:54I had a child once.
18:58A beautiful boy.
19:02During the stay, I began to think him a nuisance.
19:08An annoyance.
19:10An interruption to the screens that I loved.
19:15to the devices I cherished.
19:21I made excuses not to play with him.
19:25Not to help him with his school.
19:29Not to show him the stars or...
19:32tuck him into bed at night.
19:37And then one day...
19:42One day he got sick.
19:47Byrus shook him in its arms.
19:50And he ailed and glitched and...
19:54begged for breath.
19:59Until...
20:00he was gone.
20:03And the light left my world.
20:09And when he passed...
20:12I roamed the streets for days...
20:16wishing to disappear.
20:19Wishing to die.
20:22Wishing to leave on a rocket ship or...
20:26stay locked in my stay or...
20:30travel to the future...
20:35or be punished forever.
20:39Wishing I had seen my boy for what he was.
20:45Which was the whole world.
20:53I couldn't bear the memories of it.
20:56So I spiraled and tumbled and...
21:01that's when I started...
21:05stealing...
21:05leaving.
21:10I needed to stop my heart...
21:12from this...
21:14God awful bleeding.
21:17I stole the other memories...
21:20to rid myself of my own.
21:23I stole from them.
21:25From hundreds of victims.
21:29From you.
21:32The sweet boy.
21:33Just like my own.
21:35And I just...
21:37needed to remember...
21:39a boy's love for his parents.
21:42So that I could make myself believe...
21:45this is what my boy must have felt about me.
21:51So I took your memories...
21:53and I watched everyone...
21:56over...
21:58and over again.
22:01Six years of...
22:03of you...
22:05her...
22:07and together.
22:12But as the dementia progressed...
22:15and the...
22:16fog overtook...
22:18and the memories grew dim...
22:20and I could see only...
22:21dark shadows...
22:23where people should be...
22:27I realized...
22:30the worst truth of all...
22:35of you.
22:36This is what my boy must have felt...
22:38when he looked at me.
22:40A glittering father whose...
22:42face he hardly saw.
22:47Whose embrace...
22:50he never knew.
22:55Whose love...
22:58whose love he never felt.
23:05I see now that...
23:07I've committed this same crime twice.
23:12To you...
23:14and to him.
23:19Robbing a child of his parent.
23:23Tell me about that last day.
23:28My last day with her.
23:31Son...
23:32Tell me I wanna know.
23:40It was cold.
23:43You had on a sweater...
23:47and you went in to see her...
23:51and she was lying in bed...
23:54bald and pale.
23:57Her nose was...
23:59red and small like a bun.
24:02You crept toward her and...
24:06as soon as she saw you...
24:08Her blue eyes...
24:10open wide.
24:13Her eyelashes...
24:15caked with mascara...
24:16wide like this.
24:18She reached out her hand to you...
24:21to shake it...
24:22as if we were business partners.
24:24Which...
24:25in a way we were...
24:26her and me.
24:27And she said...
24:29Pleasure to make your acquaintance, Mr. Man.
24:32Exactly so.
24:34Exactly so.
24:37And she held you tight.
24:41Only now it was final.
24:43She smelled of lavender.
24:46She smelled of grape.
24:50She pulled you close...
24:52like that day on that...
24:54big blue slide.
24:55Mm-hmm.
24:57She said she'd always be there to catch me.
25:01Even if she was gone.
25:03That's right.
25:04And her breath grew fainter.
25:07She pulled you close.
25:11She held you tight.
25:15And she said...
25:19Tell me what she said.
25:23She said, my boy...
25:26It has been the...
25:28privilege of my life...
25:30to be your mom.
25:31I'm sorry we've had such a short visit together.
25:37And as the years go on...
25:40these moments together may fade.
25:42But it's okay.
25:44It's okay...
25:45if you forget me.
25:49It's okay if you forget me, Otto.
25:52Because you never can.
25:53You are literally...
25:55made up of me.
25:58I'm in every fiber of you.
26:00Every eyelash and follicle and cell.
26:03Like the stars in the sky and the sand and the sea.
26:07I'll always be with you.
26:10And you don't need to remember...
26:12for it to be true.
26:15For I will for you.
26:22And as you held her close...
26:25you looked at the respirator beside her bed.
26:28The machine that...
26:30hung...
26:31and glowed with a...
26:32Green light?
26:33Yeah.
26:35Until her breath ceased...
26:39and she grew still...
26:43and the green light...
26:45too brief...
26:46went out.
26:53And...
26:54A memory isn't simply a thing you have.
26:58It's a promise.
27:02To bow to the one you love.
27:05Remembering is a search.
27:08And you found her again, son.
27:16She would be so proud.
27:27I am sorry.
27:31I'm so sorry for what I've taken from you.
27:37For what I've done.
27:57I have to take it with me.
28:00What?
28:01The memories?
28:04The green light?
28:06That's right.
28:07Oh, you-you-you said...
28:09I said I wouldn't tell the authorities about you.
28:15No.
28:17No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
28:19No, no, please, please.
28:21Don't-don't-don't take them.
28:23Don't send me back there.
28:26Please.
28:28I have to, Stuart.
28:30Please.
28:30You know I do.
28:37Can I ask just...
28:39One small favor?
28:41You don't deserve a favor.
28:43However small.
28:49You've hurt so many people.
28:52I know.
28:54But...
28:55Can't you just leave me one...
28:57One memory?
28:59Just one.
29:02Please.
29:07Which memory?
29:10Of your boy?
29:12Those memories are all corrupted, I'm afraid.
29:16So which one?
29:22I don't know.
29:24I know.
29:41I know.
29:41Hey, Stuart.
29:42Yeah?
29:46Would you show me what it felt like?
29:49What?
29:52For a hug?
30:15You know, Stuart...
30:20I imagine this is what your boy must have thought your hugs felt like too.
30:28How about this one, Stuart?
30:31How about this memory?
30:58How about this memory?
30:59How about this memory?
31:03What?
31:12How about this memory 혹시 he can enjoy the sky?
31:13Oh, my dad.
31:18How about this memory?
31:19How about this memory?
31:22How about this memory?
31:23How about this memory?
31:24How about this memory?
31:27How about this memory is here a flower's house.
31:28How about this sew to be up to the image?
31:28So, you can see how the villagers are veryEST.
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