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00:00I'm moving to Wisconsin.
00:02Does she know you're coming to Wisconsin?
00:05I really want us to be together, you know, and I really want to be up there.
00:08If I up and move my life and then Tegan says no, that's just a risk that I'm willing to
00:14take.
00:15A few days ago, me and Isaac ended up breaking up.
00:19I have a lot of guilt from what I did, so it's just a matter of if we can unscrew
00:25what I screwed up.
00:26I really don't know if I will get her back.
00:30That really scares me.
00:32Have you dated anyone yet?
00:35I have not dated anybody yet.
00:37Okay.
00:37Right?
00:38I've been waiting for him to, like, you know, say he's going to start dating.
00:42It's like, yeah, it's about time.
00:46I'm here in Wisconsin.
00:48I drove over here yesterday, and she doesn't know I'm here.
00:51To me, if you don't tell her, the worst thing that can happen is she finds out, and then she
00:55thinks you're really weird.
00:56I would seriously consider talking to Tegan.
01:12Tegan knows you all in this car.
01:13Oh, yeah.
01:17Are you purposely not?
01:19That was her.
01:20No, was it?
01:21Yeah, it was.
01:23I don't think she saw me, though.
01:25She never took her eyes off the front of the road.
01:29I just can't believe how lucky I was that she didn't see me.
01:34I didn't tell Tegan that I was moving up here because I wanted to have action already behind it, which,
01:41like, a place that I've already found that I'm going to live, you know.
01:45Wait.
01:45It's getting in the game, pretty much, and then tell her after.
01:51I'm sure it looks impulsive, but I spent months thinking about it every day, and I couldn't let it go.
02:04Hello.
02:07Wanted to order a dozen roses?
02:09I want to get her roses, but I don't know if I just leave the roses with a note or,
02:14you know, if I'm there.
02:16I guess I haven't figured that out.
02:19I'll do this one.
02:23I'm just, of course, a little nervous because I haven't seen her in a few months now.
02:28I haven't talked to her in forever.
02:30I don't know what's going on in her life.
02:33I mean, anything could happen.
02:37What did you do that she's no longer your girlfriend?
02:42We pretty much summarized in putting her last on the list for, like, a year.
02:48At least that's how she felt.
02:50Yeah, not good.
02:54The ladies at the flower shop, they're asking me, you know, like, who I'm getting the roses for, and they're
02:58like, do you think these will get her back?
02:59I was like, no, I don't think getting her roses is going to get her back.
03:05I could see it in both their eyes.
03:07They're like, oh, God, another one.
03:10That's how I felt.
03:12I mean, if you run a flower shop, you'll probably see that every day.
03:15The dude's coming in, screwed up, and, you know, aren't going to apologize unless they have some flowers.
03:24She doesn't know I'm here, and I drove past her on the road this morning.
03:28Really?
03:28Yeah.
03:29And she had no idea?
03:30She didn't see me as far as I know.
03:32I love that.
03:33I think I'm just going to drop the flowers off with a note.
03:37I don't know.
03:38It's a little exciting because it could be the start of a new chapter, but it could also be a
03:43hard no if I don't know.
03:46I'll be rooting for you.
03:47You have to come back and let us know.
03:48I will.
03:49But either way, I'm just excited to get to see what happens, even if it was a no.
03:55Good luck.
03:55Thank you very much.
03:56I appreciate it.
03:57Thank you, guys.
03:58Have a great day.
03:59You, too.
04:13All right, guys.
04:14You ready?
04:15Just be ready to sweat.
04:18Today we're at the gym, and it's a HIIT class session.
04:21So it's just a lot of high-intensity workout stuff until you basically puke.
04:27We got four rounds for time.
04:29So you know that means fast as you can go, hard as you can go.
04:32We're going to get you sore today.
04:34Jason is the instructor, and he's a motivator, right?
04:37And so he likes to push us.
04:39Let's go.
04:39Go.
04:40Come on.
04:41Nice.
04:43If your butt don't touch, it don't count.
04:45All right, tie flips.
04:46If you're ready, 25.
04:48Go.
04:49Nice.
04:55Five years ago, I wasn't working out at all, right?
04:58And then the divorce happened.
04:59I needed an outlet.
05:00And then all of a sudden, it became what it is today.
05:03Ready?
05:04Go.
05:05We got a good group of people with the HIIT class.
05:08Baron, you touch that line!
05:10What?
05:12Come on, guys!
05:13What do you mean?
05:14You got to touch it?
05:15Yes, Baron, you touch it.
05:16If you don't touch the ground, it don't count.
05:17Everybody's such a legalist around here this morning.
05:20Yeah, Allison, she's the unofficial drill instructor of the HIIT class.
05:25Everybody knows you always touch the line.
05:28We love Barry.
05:30I mean, we kid with him.
05:31We joke with him.
05:32Come on, Barry.
05:33Round two.
05:34Let's go.
05:35Come on, Barry!
05:35You're going a little slow today.
05:37You must have partied too hard last night.
05:39We've always known Barry because he kind of comes to the gym and, you know, he didn't talk
05:44a whole lot.
05:45You know, he didn't conversate with people.
05:47And then all of a sudden, he comes in and he had on, like, a tank top and we were
05:51like,
05:53what happened to this guy?
05:55Like, he's, like, jacked up!
05:57And, like, oh, my gosh!
06:11Barry has a nickname in our family and he's called Plath Daddy.
06:16He is Plath Daddy.
06:18And he will always be Plath Daddy.
06:21So here's the name of him.
06:22Plath Daddy!
06:23Plath Daddy!
06:24He does not know that, y'all.
06:26No, he does not know that.
06:30Barry!
06:32Come over here.
06:33Do you want to know your nickname?
06:35You are officially nicknamed Plath Daddy.
06:40Yeah, see, that's good.
06:43So somebody ginned up the term Plath Daddy.
06:47Maybe it came from, you know, some youngster or two or three.
06:52Who knows?
06:53Plath Daddy.
06:54Easy.
06:55There we go.
06:57Maybe give them some eye candy.
06:59Sometimes they like the bulging biceps.
07:03We got a great group, don't we?
07:04You guys are great.
07:05You killed it.
07:07Congratulations.
07:08So I was thinking of dipping my feet back in the dating pool again.
07:13That'll be good.
07:14So I think I'm about ready to try.
07:15You want to find somebody that's your best friend, right?
07:17Yeah, exactly.
07:18That we love doing life.
07:20Mm-hmm.
07:21Would you say Barry's a catch?
07:23Yeah, he's a good-looking older guy, right?
07:26We're trying to push him about him getting out there, dating.
07:28and just do a speed date.
07:31I'm not going to do a speed date.
07:33That way you don't have to spend but a minute with each one or so.
07:37Yeah, it's like a sampler platter, right?
07:40I think Barry's going to be picky because he was married for so long.
07:43He knows what he wants and what he don't want now.
07:45We try to keep an eye out, but, you know, in a small town,
07:48it's hard to find somebody really compatible.
07:52I mean, really, it is, to me, a lot about common interests.
07:55Well, you just need to find somebody who likes to work out.
07:58That would be fun.
08:00I'll keep you posted.
08:01Yeah, man, that feels good!
08:04Ugh!
08:11Since we broke up,
08:13I've just been thinking about all of this over and over and over and over again.
08:17In my heart, I didn't really know what I should do and what I shouldn't do
08:21because I didn't know how she felt.
08:23You know, I didn't know if she would think it was
08:26maybe inconsiderate to move up here.
08:30I mean, it's very possible that it's too late.
08:36But I don't know if I'll ever have an answer to us if I don't do this.
08:42You have a bunch of flowers sitting in the car.
08:47What's the next move?
08:50I don't know.
08:51I guess the next move is to call her and tell her.
08:55But she's going to start asking me,
08:56well, are you here?
08:58And then I don't know what I'm going to say.
09:02I just didn't want to call her up and be like,
09:04hey, I haven't talked to you in forever.
09:05I'm going to move there now.
09:07I fully realized that not telling her could backfire.
09:10And so I'm definitely nervous to call her.
09:13And part of me is hoping that she doesn't pick up.
09:29Yes, she didn't answer.
09:30I don't have to do it now.
09:35Damn, I feel like this is such a soap opera.
09:39Oh, she's calling you back.
09:40She's calling you back.
09:42You got this.
09:48Hey.
09:49Hey, are you good?
09:50Yeah.
09:51I had something to ask you.
09:55Okay.
10:01We get up far enough, I'll let you run.
10:04Oh, my gosh.
10:05I moved to Montana, and now my life is perfect.
10:08It's not at all perfect.
10:10This is some snow.
10:12Being so scared of the future
10:15sometimes ends up holding you back.
10:18And trust me, I spent a lot of years running.
10:20I would know.
10:23Today I'm out here to meet Kaylin.
10:25I never really knew how much she meant to me
10:27until she was gone.
10:29She's ready to meet up,
10:30so I'm really anxious and nervous.
10:45I had something to ask of you.
10:52Well, I have something for you.
11:00Just whenever...
11:02I'm sure you're probably busy tonight.
11:05Yeah.
11:06Anyways, just let me know
11:09when you can go pick it up.
11:13I was just wondering...
11:14When I can pick it up?
11:15Yeah.
11:16At the park that we used to go to.
11:22Pick it up from there?
11:23Mm-hmm.
11:27Okay.
11:29Probably tomorrow night.
11:31Okay.
11:32I'll make sure it's there by then.
11:36Okay.
11:44Alright, well...
11:45Oh, that sounds like a plan to me.
11:48Just let me know.
11:51Okay, I'll call you in the morning.
11:54Okay, that sounds good.
11:56Okay.
11:57Bye-bye.
11:58Bye-bye.
11:59Love you, bye.
12:01She didn't ask if I was here.
12:02That's good.
12:04I love her dearly,
12:05and I want nothing more
12:06than to spend the rest of my life with her,
12:08but I'm not expecting her
12:10to just pick it up right where we left it off.
12:12I'm perfectly fine and happy
12:14starting from square one.
12:18I think it was good
12:19because she didn't hang up
12:20or, like, make me tell her everything, you know?
12:24Do you think she knows you're here?
12:26She couldn't.
12:28It's not impossible.
12:30I think the call was very good.
12:32Surprisingly, she didn't push me too hard.
12:34I was like,
12:35I'll make sure that it's there.
12:38It's so dumb.
12:41Definitely leaves me feeling hopeful
12:43and excited.
12:45I did.
12:46I did.
12:47I did.
12:57If we get up far enough,
12:59I'll let you run.
13:00Or you're not going to run
13:01and terrorize anyone.
13:03I moved to Montana
13:05going on nine months ago.
13:08Montana has been so healing,
13:11so good for me.
13:12Starting over really did teach me
13:14to trust myself again
13:15and have more confidence in myself
13:17knowing, like,
13:18I did it all alone.
13:21Black Jack loves it out here.
13:23Isn't this pretty, Jack Jack?
13:25Well, I didn't do it all alone.
13:28I had God,
13:29and I had people
13:30who came into my life
13:32and just looked out for me
13:33for no reason.
13:34That was what I needed.
13:40Oh, no, your jacket.
13:43I still have my moments.
13:46I'm not saying, like,
13:46oh, my gosh,
13:47I moved to Montana
13:48and now my life is perfect.
13:50It's not at all perfect.
13:52This is some snow.
13:55Well, you're being good.
13:57But I remember one day
13:58I was driving home.
13:59I was smiling
14:00and just, like, happy.
14:02I was like,
14:02nothing special had happened
14:04that made me happy.
14:05You know?
14:06I'm just, like, happy.
14:12It feels so good
14:13to have found a place
14:15that I realized, like,
14:16this isn't temporary.
14:18Who knows?
14:19There might be a time
14:19in the future
14:20I gotta start over again.
14:21But at least I know
14:22I can do it.
14:23There you go, honey!
14:26Ethan and Isaac
14:27have kept their promise
14:28and they're coming out
14:29to see me.
14:31I was absolutely heartbroken
14:33finding out that
14:34Galen and Isaac
14:35broke up and
14:37called Isaac
14:38and told him.
14:38I was like,
14:39I don't want
14:40to tell you this
14:41but I think
14:42I think this is
14:43a bad decision.
14:45I think he feels
14:46right now like
14:47he's
14:48just not
14:50in the place
14:51that he wants to be
14:53but you're never
14:54going to be ready.
14:56And don't let anyone
14:57pressure you
14:58but if you
14:59wait your whole life
15:00to be ready for things
15:01you're going to regret
15:02not taking certain leaps.
15:05Buddy!
15:07Come here!
15:08Die!
15:09Whoa!
15:10That's just one of the ways
15:12that you end up
15:13building a great life
15:14is by taking
15:16chances
15:16and taking leaps
15:18that you don't
15:19feel ready for.
15:20And I'm not saying
15:21get married now
15:22I'm not saying
15:23propose to her now
15:24but
15:26being so scared
15:27of the future
15:31sometimes ends up
15:32holding you back.
15:33And trust me
15:34I spent a lot of years
15:35running
15:35I would know.
15:38Blackjack!
15:39There you are!
15:51Today I'm out here
15:52to meet Kaylin
15:53and just talk about
15:55you know
15:56everything that's
15:56happened lately.
16:02There were a few reasons
16:03why I broke up
16:05with her
16:05that you know
16:06were running around
16:06in my head
16:08but
16:08I never really
16:10knew how much
16:11she meant to me
16:11until she was gone.
16:13All I've heard
16:13from her
16:14is that she wanted
16:15to take some time
16:16didn't know
16:16if it would be
16:17a week
16:17a month
16:18but it's only been
16:19a few days
16:19and she's ready
16:20to meet up
16:21so I'm really
16:22anxious
16:23and nervous.
16:41so Isaac has been
16:42texting me
16:43and I just
16:45didn't necessarily
16:45know when
16:46would be the
16:47right time
16:48to talk
16:48just because
16:50him you know
16:51dropping me
16:53like out of nowhere
16:54I do kind of feel
16:55like that was
16:55a little bit
16:59yeah
17:02just wondering
17:03what the heck
17:03is going on.
17:07hey Kayla
17:10you want to sit
17:12in my truck
17:12and talk
17:13or
17:13yeah we can
17:14okay
17:29well over
17:30the past few days
17:31I've talked to
17:32a bunch of
17:33my family members
17:33and they're like
17:35well after what
17:36you just told me
17:37it sounds like
17:37you shouldn't have
17:38broken up with her
17:39and then
17:42I
17:42I realized
17:46I mean
17:47they were right
17:49and
17:50I'm just really
17:51sorry
17:51I put you
17:52through that
17:53you don't
17:53deserve that
17:55you said
17:56that you
17:57were
17:58overthinking
17:58about a lot
17:59of stuff
18:01about what
18:02happened with
18:02Ethan
18:03and Olivia
18:04and Maka
18:04and Veronica
18:06and that kind
18:07of got to your
18:07head
18:09yeah I know
18:10I know that's
18:11different lives
18:12there's nothing
18:13to do directly
18:14with me
18:14other than
18:15just seeing that
18:16for the past
18:16several years
18:17just
18:18kind of scared me
18:22I try to be
18:23a very understanding
18:23person and try
18:24to see it
18:24from both sides
18:26you should have
18:27just communicated
18:27with me about it
18:28I know I should have
18:29and I don't want
18:31anybody else
18:36I thought of
18:37trying to
18:37to build
18:39something
18:39with somebody
18:39else
18:40makes me sick
18:40and I don't
18:41want that
18:43the ball's
18:44in your court
18:45I'm just
18:46letting you know
18:47where I stand
18:49I don't take
18:50bull crap
18:50I know my
18:51self worth
18:53I know what I will
18:54and won't take
19:07I don't take bull crap
19:09I know my self worth
19:11I know what I will
19:12and won't take
19:13I would give anything
19:14to be able to have
19:15one more chance
19:15to make it right
19:16because I know
19:17that that's what I want
19:20what else
19:20were you like
19:21overthinking about
19:22like
19:23because you had
19:24mentioned something
19:25about marriage
19:26like did you think
19:28that
19:29I wanted it
19:30like right away
19:31or something
19:32well not right away
19:33but with you being
19:34older and stuff
19:35that you know
19:37you know
19:38like I mean
19:39obviously marriage
19:39is on the table
19:40for me one day
19:41but
19:42I never pressured you
19:43about marriage
19:44or
19:45really anything
19:47I know
19:48I just got caught
19:49up in my head
19:49about certain things
19:50and that's what
19:51it led to
19:52but
19:53I really got
19:54a bunch of questions
19:55and a bunch of
19:56thoughts I was having
19:57all cleared up
19:58and answered
19:59in just the past few days
20:00I just hate that
20:01I had to hurt you
20:02you know
20:02in the process
20:05the day after it happened
20:07obviously
20:07you know
20:07I was crying
20:08I was upset
20:09and
20:10he called my parents
20:11and I was like
20:13why the heck
20:13did he call you
20:14mama was like
20:16Kaelin you could tell
20:16he was really confused
20:17and he was
20:18hurt and really bad
20:20and he was really upset too
20:22she was like
20:23I could tell
20:23that he kind of thought
20:24shoot
20:26what did I do
20:28there are trust issues
20:31now
20:31and
20:32it's not something
20:34that you just give away
20:34it's something that
20:35you have to earn
20:36over time
20:37with your actions
20:38I know
20:42are you even
20:43willing to earn
20:44that trust back
20:45and everything
20:48I'm willing to do
20:49whatever it takes
20:51actions over words
20:55I can tell
20:56you know
20:57just from
20:58the way she's
20:59looking at me
20:59that you know
21:00she's not here
21:00to mess around
21:01now I've
21:02done a number
21:03on her
21:04you know
21:05it's up to her
21:05I put myself
21:06in this situation
21:08I can't
21:09I gotta be able
21:10to accept
21:10the results
21:13and then you know
21:13one conversation
21:14is not gonna
21:16obviously not
21:17I don't care
21:18if it takes a year
21:20I mean
21:20it doesn't matter
21:21what I have to do
21:22all I need
21:22is one more chance
21:30I don't give second chances
21:32how easily
21:34I know in my heart
21:36that I do still love him
21:37and I
21:38you know
21:38I want to back together
21:40with him
21:40but
21:41I think right now
21:43I am just trying
21:43to set some boundaries
21:44just because
21:46I just don't want
21:46to get hurt again
21:50I'm willing to try
21:51every day
21:52to do better
21:53than I did
21:53the day before
22:03okay
22:05okay
22:10well I won't
22:11let you down
22:11I promise
22:14better not
22:15I won't
22:17better not
22:20he's my best friend
22:22and
22:23we were just so close
22:25so fast
22:26and
22:27obviously I do want
22:28to get back to that
22:29I know for a fact
22:31he sweated it out some
22:32even if it was
22:33for a short while
22:34but I'm not gonna sit here
22:36and drag it on
22:36because that's not fair
22:37to me
22:37that's not fair to him
22:38and I don't wanna
22:39I don't wanna do that
22:41I'm just hoping
22:42it's one of those things
22:43that will end up
22:43bringing us closer
22:48I don't know
22:48I'm at a loss of words
22:49I don't know what to say
22:50I really don't deserve
22:51a second chance
22:52but
22:53that just gives me
22:55all the more
22:55you know
22:57motivation
22:58to be the man
22:59she needs
23:00would you wanna
23:02get out
23:03walk around a little bit
23:03or
23:05yeah we can
23:05it's really nice out
23:07the only thing I want
23:08is to be able to
23:09build something
23:10real with her
23:12I'm gonna you know
23:13just be honest with her
23:15communicate with her
23:15and stay true to her
23:18but it's really good
23:19to just you know
23:20be able to hold her hand again
23:22after thinking
23:23I may never see her again
23:25I mean we're not in Hawaii
23:26right
23:27see that looks good
23:31you're squishing it now
23:33no
23:34it's fine
23:48I texted Tegan
23:49and she texted me
23:51like 10 minutes later
23:51and said
23:52what's tomorrow about
23:52and she texted me
23:54and said
23:54okay do I get a hint
23:56about
23:56what it's about
23:58because I'm mildly
23:59stressed out
24:00with a
24:01sweating emoji
24:04and I don't know
24:05what to say
24:13I kinda need somebody
24:15to talk to
24:15like
24:16if there's something
24:17seriously wrong
24:18that's a
24:18flag I'm not seeing
24:20to tell me
24:23hi
24:24hey
24:25I was just gonna ask you
24:26a question
24:27I got some roses
24:28for Tegan
24:29and
24:30I'm gonna
24:31meet her tomorrow
24:32and give her the roses
24:33and tell her
24:33what my plans are
24:35but
24:35I asked her
24:36if she could
24:37come to the park
24:38at some point
24:39because I had a surprise
24:40for her
24:40but now she's all
24:41stressed out about
24:42what the surprise is
24:43and she wants a hint
24:44I don't know
24:45what to tell her
24:45you could just say
24:48I'm in town
24:49visiting
24:49and I just
24:50wanted to see you
24:51does she know
24:52you're in town
24:53no
24:55she knows
24:56you're gonna
24:56be in town
24:57tomorrow
24:59no
25:02she's
25:03knows she's
25:04meeting you
25:04at the park
25:05tomorrow
25:06no
25:09you gonna
25:09tell her
25:10that you're
25:10gonna meet her
25:11at the park
25:13no I wasn't
25:14going to
25:14I was just
25:15gonna surprise her
25:17just tell her
25:18you're having
25:18flowers delivered
25:19to the park
25:20tomorrow
25:20okay
25:21and then she
25:22knows that
25:23it's headed
25:23in a direction
25:24of something
25:24sweet
25:26you know
25:27but then
25:28when she sees
25:28you're the one
25:29delivering the flowers
25:30that'll be her
25:31surprise
25:32to me
25:33it's important
25:34to not lie
25:34yeah
25:35you know
25:35and that's
25:36something that
25:37you could say
25:37that is true
25:39what do you think
25:40I'll just read you
25:41what I wrote
25:42and I haven't
25:42sent it yet
25:43but you tell me
25:43if it's good
25:44well I don't
25:45want you to be
25:45stressed out
25:46or anxious
25:46so I'll give
25:47you a hint
25:47I'm having
25:48flowers delivered
25:48to the park
25:49on the bench
25:50we sat on
25:51in July
25:51along with
25:52something else
25:52I think you'll
25:53like
25:53do you think
25:54that's good
25:54or no
25:54yeah
25:56my mom
25:57bless her heart
25:58she's been
25:58very supportive
26:00it means a lot
26:01to me that
26:02she's there
26:02just for like
26:03a woman's
26:04perspective
26:05you know
26:06let me know
26:07how it goes
26:07I will
26:08okay
26:09I've waited
26:10for many months
26:11you know
26:11it's not like
26:12waiting another day
26:13is gonna
26:15kill anything
26:16but
26:16I am like
26:17pretty
26:19nervous
26:20so I'm gonna
26:20have to
26:21sit with that
26:22nervousness
26:22for another day
26:23but that's okay
26:26bye
26:27bye
26:33the plan is
26:34I'll just stay
26:35you know
26:35in my car
26:36why not just
26:37get a hotel
26:37you can afford it
26:38no
26:39yeah but
26:41that's the thing
26:42like
26:43even if you have
26:44money if you get
26:44a hotel
26:45that's still
26:46money you could
26:47keep
26:47which why not
26:48what I really
26:49want to do
26:50with my money
26:50is be able
26:51to
26:52very comfortably
26:53take care of
26:55the person I love
26:56and have
26:57you know
26:58family and all that
26:59I just stay dressed
27:00wrap up in a blanket
27:01it's very comfortable
27:02I just can't stretch out
27:04you're asleep anyway
27:05so you don't know
27:06if you're in a hotel
27:07or if you're in a car
27:11feel a little anxious
27:12about tomorrow
27:13it's not easy
27:15but
27:15I'm
27:16definitely willing
27:17to meet her
27:18where she's at
27:19and
27:19just see where
27:20things go
27:24Kaelin said
27:25she wants me to
27:26prove to her
27:27with my actions
27:27I am kind of nervous
27:29you know
27:33I've had
27:34a few of my
27:35close friends
27:37tell me
27:37you know
27:37just move on
27:39and remember it
27:40for what it was
27:42but
27:43I just can't
28:01Kaelin's gonna be
28:02here soon
28:02I got a lot of
28:03flowers
28:04I got some candles
28:05as well
28:07tonight I'm here
28:07at my mom's apartment
28:08that she uses
28:09as a vacation rental
28:11to do something
28:12a little nice
28:12for Kaelin
28:13I think she
28:13definitely deserves it
28:15I am kind of nervous
28:16you know
28:17Kaelin said
28:18she wants me to
28:18prove to her
28:19with my actions
28:20part of me
28:21is doing this
28:22because I said I would
28:23but making her happy
28:24makes me happy
28:25probably even more
28:26so than her
28:26so
28:27the least I can do
28:28is something like
28:29this for her
28:37hey Helen
28:39there you go
28:40oh my god
28:45I spent a little time
28:47putting stuff up
28:51Isaac
28:51he's always been a romantic
28:52but I would say
28:54you know
28:55him building back
28:56that trust
28:57it's a work in progress
28:58you know
28:58it's not something
28:59that you can have
29:00overnight
29:00it's something that
29:01you have to work on
29:02but honestly
29:03I've never had somebody
29:04do something like this
29:05for me
29:06so I think it's like
29:07very very sweet
29:18what do you think baby
29:20oh I love it
29:22it is a portrait of us
29:26and you paint it with numbers
29:28and stuff like that
29:29and that's actually
29:30what I had gotten him
29:31before we broke up
29:34where's that painting
29:35now that you got him
29:38in the dumpster
29:41I know the story
29:42of you getting the other one
29:43and why you threw it out
29:45and everything
29:45but I hope you like this one
29:47and this picture
29:48because I picked a different picture
29:49but I did like this picture
29:51of us
29:51I do like that picture too
29:53oh I just saw that
29:56that's cute
29:57what?
29:58where it says
29:59I love you
29:59I thought you would have noticed
30:01no I didn't
30:02until now
30:03Kaylin's really happy
30:05and that makes me feel
30:06like I've done a good job
30:07and I'm glad she appreciates it
30:08she sees and appreciates
30:10what I do
30:10and that's why
30:11I continue to do it
30:13are you excited
30:14to go to Montana?
30:15I'm very excited
30:16I've always wanted
30:17to go to Montana
30:18definitely looking forward
30:19to seeing Mariah
30:20and Ethan
30:21in the big skies
30:23Isaac invited me
30:24on a trip
30:25to see Mariah
30:26in Montana
30:26a few months ago
30:28and I am so excited
30:30because it feels like
30:31it's been forever
30:31since I've seen her
30:34I'm sure you heard
30:35Ethan's moving to Wisconsin
30:36yeah
30:38we're going to try
30:38to work stuff out again
30:40or something
30:40because he's going back
30:41were you surprised
30:42when you heard
30:43that Ethan
30:43was going to be
30:44moving back up there
30:45a little bit
30:46but I also figured
30:48he would at some point
30:49since he didn't seem
30:50to be able to move on
30:51from her
30:52I am a little worried
30:54because Olivia
30:54was the whole
30:55over several years
30:56and then
30:57it kind of got rough
30:59with Tegan
30:59after Olivia
31:00and then they broke up
31:01I want him to be able
31:02to stand up for himself
31:03yeah I'm going to miss Ethan
31:05him being around so much
31:07but you never know
31:07he may move back
31:09I do think that Ethan's
31:10been a little bummed out
31:11I know that he does
31:12love Tegan
31:13and he wants things
31:14to work out
31:15but I do have
31:16sympathy for Tegan
31:18with everything
31:18that's gone on
31:20but certain things
31:21that have been said
31:22and done
31:22I don't agree with
31:23that she has done
31:24I just want to make
31:26sure that
31:28you know like
31:29motives are what
31:30they should be
31:31and that everything
31:32works out the way
31:33she wants them to
31:34and how Ethan
31:34wants them to
31:35and that they're both
31:36going to be good
31:38I guess he has to go
31:39shoot his shot
31:40and see
31:40he's doing what
31:41he thinks is right
31:42and following his heart
31:44I am very glad
31:46that you did this
31:46it was really
31:47really sweet
31:48you're welcome
31:49it turned out
31:50beautifully
31:52well I tried
31:53I can't say
31:54I didn't try
31:55that does remind me
31:56I do have
32:02something for me
32:06oh that is a huge
32:08there's two of them
32:08two
32:10figured I'd get two
32:11so that's one for you
32:12and one for you
32:13I would say
32:14this date night
32:15is a 10 out of 10
32:16he gets a lot of
32:17brownie points
32:18for this one
32:19I just hope
32:20that this
32:22makes our relationship
32:23even stronger
32:23and I'm looking
32:25forward to a lot
32:26more dates
32:26just like this
32:39I'm going to go to the park
32:45hopefully
32:47see Tegan in a minute
32:50I haven't seen her
32:51in a long time
32:52so I'm just really
32:53excited
32:53I don't even know
32:54what I'm going to say
32:56I'll say something
32:58yeah I was just
32:59going to drop the roses
33:00on the bench
33:01when she says
33:02she's coming over
33:02and then
33:04I'll pull away
33:05so she doesn't see me
33:06there right away
33:07and then
33:08I'll wait for her
33:10to get there
33:11and pick them up
33:12and then I'll
33:13pull up
33:13and get out
33:14and say hi
33:17what do you think
33:18she's thinking
33:20well I think
33:21she's thinking
33:21he's probably
33:22here and is up
33:23to something
33:27I think Tegan
33:28may
33:29maybe just
33:29not say much
33:30or
33:31be really
33:32happy and excited
33:33or
33:36I don't know
33:36I feel like
33:37I'm invading
33:37her personal space
33:39I don't know
33:41I really
33:42really hope
33:44with everything
33:44that I am
33:45that there's
33:45a little something
33:46left
33:46I can maybe
33:48give it another shot
33:49and do it better
33:50you know
33:50be who Tegan
33:51needs in a relationship
33:52be there for
33:54mentally
33:55emotionally
33:55physically
34:02I hope
34:03that she
34:04is open
34:04to hear
34:05what I have to say
34:05and
34:07we just go from there
34:08that's about all
34:09that I'm hoping for
34:21it's an option
34:22that I could do
34:23all this
34:23and you know
34:24that door
34:24is closed
34:26chapter is over
34:27I mean
34:28that's a very
34:28real possibility
34:29but
34:29I
34:30certainly
34:31hope and pray
34:32that that's not
34:33the case
34:35if she called me
34:35I was like
34:36okay
34:36I've thought about it
34:38this just isn't
34:39going to work
34:39don't come
34:42I still would
34:43you know
34:46just to show her
34:47like
34:48at least for once
34:50I was serious
34:51and I did do
34:52what I said
34:53I was going to do
35:16I've had a few
35:18of my close friends
35:20tell me you know
35:22just move on
35:23and remember it
35:24for what it was
35:25but
35:26I just can't
35:32and
35:32if nothing ever
35:34happens
35:34then
35:35I guess
35:36that's my answer
35:39but
35:40I'll never know
35:41unless I try
36:05it's mic
36:05is not on
36:28feel the air
36:31go cold
36:33on this empty road
36:36no way
36:37I can turn around
36:41this is
36:42crazy
36:44in a good way
36:45hopefully
36:47last night
36:48I was a nervous wreck
36:50we went to my car
36:51and we started talking
36:53after not talking
36:54to each other
36:54seeing each other
36:55for so long
36:56it was good
36:57to have a deep
36:57conversation about
36:58where both of us
37:00are at
37:00and
37:01me moving there
37:03and everything
37:05I was just
37:06shocked
37:07seeing him
37:09I don't know
37:10I think just
37:10too shocked
37:11to really feel
37:11anything else
37:13you know
37:14nice seeing
37:15an old friend
37:16I don't know
37:18what to say
37:19yeah
37:20just shocked
37:21and I mean
37:22we aren't dating
37:23so
37:23he's supposed
37:25to be down
37:25in Georgia
37:25not here
37:26so
37:32I told him
37:33when we broke up
37:33that I would
37:34never date him
37:36again
37:36if he wasn't
37:36living here
37:37or nearby
37:38so that was
37:39and is a deal
37:40breaker for me
37:41I also talked
37:42to him
37:42when we broke up
37:44and I reminded him
37:44last night
37:45that I don't
37:46want to date him
37:47if he's still
37:48married
37:48and so
37:49those are just
37:50the two main
37:52I guess deal
37:52breakers
37:53per se
37:54with him
37:54exactly
37:58is he still
37:59married
38:00Ethan is still
38:01married as far
38:01as I know
38:04there's a good
38:05rock to stand on
38:05it's stable
38:06I know
38:06but
38:07I gotta get
38:08there
38:11now that I'm
38:12here and I've
38:12told Tegan
38:13everything
38:15she's waiting
38:15to see
38:17me actually
38:18move here
38:22is that right
38:22or no
38:24yeah I just
38:25mean like
38:26I'll believe it
38:26when I see it
38:27and that our
38:28current relationship
38:29isn't gonna
38:31change for the
38:32time being
38:32and so if he
38:33moves here
38:33he moves here
38:34if he doesn't
38:34he doesn't
38:36move here
38:37move to Minnesota
38:38stay down there
38:39move to Africa
38:40like whatever
38:41you need to do
38:42move to Africa
38:43yeah
38:44I am moving
38:45here
38:45okay
38:51I don't think
38:52it's a matter
38:52of believing
38:53or not
38:53I don't think
38:55you should
38:55distrust people
38:56I think you
38:56should just
38:57trust people
38:57based on what
38:58they've showed
38:58you
38:59so
39:00like just
39:01I trust
39:01already how
39:02he is
39:02so
39:03we'll see
39:04if the patterns
39:06change I guess
39:06I don't really
39:07know
39:10that's perfectly
39:11fair
39:16I think it's
39:17just a personal
39:18choice I need
39:19to make
39:19this all
39:20happened yesterday
39:20and so
39:23I sort of
39:23need some time
39:25have you changed
39:26your mind in any
39:27way Ethan
39:28or are you
39:28sticking to the
39:29plan
39:29no my plans
39:31have not changed
39:31at all
39:32I'm just
39:33very excited
39:33I can't wait
39:35regardless of
39:36whatever our
39:37future looks
39:38like
39:38I know
39:38it's what
39:38I need
39:39to do
39:39it's what
39:39I'm going
39:39to do
39:40and I
39:40want to
39:41very much
39:45okay well
39:46I should
39:46probably get
39:46going
39:47so
39:48maybe see
39:48you in
39:49Montana
39:50I really
39:50hope you
39:51do come
39:52we'll see
39:53maybe
39:54Ethan and
39:55I talked
39:55about going
39:56to visit
39:56Mariah
39:57in Montana
39:57before we
39:58broke up
39:58I've never
39:59been to
39:59Montana
40:00I
40:01enjoy
40:01his
40:01family
40:02so
40:03I sort
40:04of
40:04want to
40:05go
40:05but on
40:06the other
40:06hand
40:06that's
40:07a lot
40:07of
40:07time
40:07with
40:08Ethan
40:08and I
40:09know
40:09I
40:09can
40:09be
40:10friends
40:10but
40:10I'm
40:10more
40:10worried
40:11about
40:11can
40:11he
40:12be
40:12not
40:13weird
40:13just
40:13be
40:14friends
40:17well
40:19can I hug you
40:20please
40:20nope
40:22goodbye
40:23goodbye
40:23I hope you have
40:25a safe trip
40:26back down
40:27I will
40:30goodbye
40:30goodbye
40:43yeah I think
40:43there's definitely a possibility
40:44he doesn't move
40:45it's just
40:46Ethan Plath
40:48so I never really know
40:49what to think
40:49you know sometimes
40:50when you get told
40:51things
40:52you know time and time
40:53again
40:53it's sort of hard to
40:54believe
40:54so I'm just
40:55I'll believe it
40:56when I see it
41:12I'm seeing you again
41:18I'm seeing you again
41:27cheers to being back at the farm
41:30yay
41:30hear hear
41:33if we were a horse
41:35and a cowboy
41:35who would ride who
41:39what's a more family friendly answer
41:41all this vibrating
41:42is causing my butt to itch
41:45dad has recently started
41:47talking to ladies
41:48all I knew was
41:49you were blonde
41:50and very good looking
41:52keep these compliments
41:53coming
41:54I like what I see
41:56Montana is gonna be fun
41:58well you know
41:59I asked Tegan to come
42:02are you friends?
42:03I don't like you behind me
42:05you're so close
42:06I go
42:06what do you think?
42:09why
42:10come to a whole different state
42:12with your ex-boyfriend
42:13and his family
42:14if you're not gonna
42:15make that effort
42:17oh my god
42:18what am I doing here?
42:21Kim is definitely
42:22dealing with some guilt
42:23and some shame
42:24you've got to release it
42:26because it's time
42:28is this a bad conversation?
42:31I've heard things
42:32just around
42:33you know
42:33a lot of money
42:34you've spent
42:35with her
42:36apparently
42:36you and Zach
42:38have sat down
42:38on people
42:39and explain to them
42:40that they weren't
42:41godly enough
42:42or whatever
42:43they're only gonna end up
42:45alienating themselves
42:46from the family
42:47and I don't want that
42:48do you know
42:49what Zach told me
42:50about you?
42:52okay
42:52that definitely
42:53pisses me off
42:56I'm experiencing
42:57something wrong
42:58and
42:58I feel the need
42:59to speak up about it
43:01we are all family
43:02so
43:03we're gonna talk
43:04about each other
43:05Lydia and Zach
43:06are doing
43:06what they asked us
43:07not to
43:08it's just not always
43:09pleasant
43:09when you
43:10are given a list
43:11of things
43:12that like
43:12someone doesn't approve of
43:14you're exporting
43:15your opinion
43:15into lands
43:16that don't want
43:17to import
43:17man
43:18so I'm a problem
43:19for the whole family
43:20god
43:20cool
43:21Zach
43:22you're a part
43:23of the family now
43:23try to build
43:24a relationship
43:25with you
43:25and you're
43:26making it hard
43:27to do that
43:27am I supposed
43:29to just
43:29wrestle them
43:31and just
43:31I don't know
43:32I don't know
43:33what to do
43:36this is gonna
43:37be uncomfortable
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