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مسلسل New Amsterdam مترجم - Episode 5
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00:00The End
00:13Wow. You guys all look how I feel.
00:19Happens when your worst day is immortalized in print.
00:22Bad karma.
00:23Bad karma for what? We were all just starting to groove, weren't we?
00:27I should have never doubted myself.
00:30I should have gotten there sooner.
00:32My personal life affected my decision making.
00:35Hey guys, I should have made a diagnosis sooner.
00:37But we can't just sit here beating ourselves up over it, okay?
00:39I feel like we can.
00:41Or at least I can.
00:56Yesterday morning, at 7.38 a.m., a bullet ripped through New Amsterdam.
01:12I got things for not changing my patient's TV channel faster.
01:16Apparently, my name brings back bad memories.
01:19I get it. The sore satisfaction survey isn't good.
01:21So rewrite the survey.
01:23What?
01:23If you don't like the answers, change the questions.
01:25What should the patients focus on?
01:27Nurses know better than anyone.
01:30Harold!
01:31You're a long way from the morgue.
01:32The ICU is the only decent coffee in the hospital.
01:35You know, I may work with the dead, but that doesn't mean I have their taste.
01:39And I say equal coffee now, equal coffee forever.
01:43It's a joke, Carol. We'll get you the same coffee.
01:45Sharp, why did nobody get my jokes?
01:47You just missed me solve the hospital's most vexing problem.
01:50That the ICU has the only decent coffee?
01:52So that is actually a thing.
01:54Are you heading out?
01:55I was.
01:56When did that happen to your voice?
01:58On my day off.
01:58That'll teach me.
01:59You don't think the Nutella is spreading, do you?
02:03I hope you don't expect me to call it that.
02:05Why? Everyone loves Nutella.
02:07Let me do a laryngoscopy and see what's going on with the Nutella.
02:11See, it's catchy.
02:12Dora, are you getting exceptionally good at finding me?
02:14I've updated your tracking device.
02:16Whatever it is that you want to tell me or want me to do, I can't do it because I
02:20have a thing.
02:20My thing trumps your thing.
02:22Find me later.
02:22Okay.
02:23Max, this is Luis Navarro.
02:26From the standard, apparently HTC approved him to shadow you.
02:29Right, yes, for the, um, profile.
02:32Overlord told me.
02:33Overlord?
02:34HCC.
02:35Your supervisor.
02:36Who doesn't like a fun nickname?
02:38Probably HTC.
02:39Do you have a contentious relationship with the healthcare commission?
02:42Off to a great start.
02:44Well, if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna go start posting your resume.
02:47Do you?
02:48Why don't we start over?
02:51Pleasure to meet you, Mr. Navarro.
02:52No, Lou.
02:54So intrigued to meet the dam's newest medical director turning this place upside down.
02:58I'm an open book.
03:00Hey, is your voice okay?
03:01Karaoke, you know, one of these days I have to accept that total eclipse of the heart just isn't in
03:05my range.
03:09Pan-roasted whole branzino served with ramps and fiddleheads steeped in an unctuous maitake jus.
03:16What are fiddleheads?
03:17I have no idea, but I'm gonna order them tonight.
03:19Mmm.
03:20Maybe even twice.
03:21Taking Martin to Verdugo for dinner.
03:23No kids.
03:24You know, I think once a year it's important to go somewhere that doesn't have a maze on the menu.
03:28You know what I mean?
03:28Dr. Kapoor?
03:29Am I needed?
03:30There's somebody here to see you.
03:31He said he's your son?
03:34Who?
03:35Your son?
03:35Wait.
03:36You have a son?
03:45DJ?
03:47DJ?
03:48DJ?
03:51Hmm.
03:53Not good.
03:56You only have five eggs.
03:58Oh, maybe six in play in your ovulation cycle.
04:03Ten is considered normal.
04:05There's a few weeks left in my cycle.
04:08Others could still catch up.
04:10Yes, in theory they could, but-
04:13I'm a late bloomer.
04:14School.
04:15My chest.
04:17Men.
04:18These eggs will come round.
04:20Helen?
04:21You said you wanted to know where your fertility was.
04:24Well, here it is.
04:26Your FSH is high.
04:28Your AMH is low because your ovaries are aging fast.
04:32You have diminished ovarian reserves, which-
04:44It's just the genes you were dealt.
04:47Alright.
04:55If you're interested in having your own biological child, you're going to have to work on that
05:00now.
05:01One option?
05:03We freeze embryos, or we could work to start getting you pregnant as soon as your next
05:07cycle.
05:09So, um, you're going to have to make some decisions on this.
05:15That piece that you wrote on the, uh, uh, corporatization of healthcare for the times, that was great.
05:21Oh, you remember that?
05:21That was a decade ago.
05:37Yeah.
05:38Yeah.
05:38Let's talk about you.
05:39Your story.
05:40How you got here.
05:41Lou, I'm flattered, but I'm not the story here New Amsterdam is.
05:45The only thing new about New Amsterdam is you.
05:49Now, HCC gave me full access to follow you around the entire hospital.
05:52Full access?
05:54Anywhere in the hospital is fair game.
05:56Max?
05:56Look, did you know that HCC gave Lou full access?
06:01The chief of police just called.
06:03It's, it, it's bad.
06:10Malik Stokes, 14-year-old GSW to left and right chest.
06:14Seems like a through-through.
06:15Scoop and go.
06:15He's attacking at 120, 100 over 68.
06:17Respirations at 16.
06:19Jesus, he's just a kid.
06:20Hey, Malik, I'm Dr. Bloom, okay?
06:22We're here to help you.
06:24Malik?
06:26Malik.
06:26I'm here, baby.
06:28Malik.
06:30Malik.
06:31Malik.
06:31Malik.
06:31I'm right here, baby.
06:32I'm here, baby.
06:33Malik, I'm gonna have to ask you to leave.
06:35I can't die like this.
06:35You have to save him.
06:36Malik, escort her out of here, please.
06:39Okay, transfer on my count.
06:40One, two, three.
06:44Second ambulance coming in.
06:45Type in cross two units and get a second IV.
06:50Jalen Pagan, 17-year-old GSW,
06:52with a bullet hole on the left side of his neck.
06:5598, 145 over 85, 14.
06:57But he's on the same corner as the first victim.
06:59According to NYPD, only one shot.
07:01One bullet.
07:01It must have been some bullet.
07:02Okay, let's get him into bay 24.
07:06Jalen, can you wiggle your toes for me?
07:10Okay, that's great.
07:12Malik's BP is dropping.
07:13Heart rate is rising.
07:14Okay, hang two bags of normal saline.
07:16Let's get a type in cross band.
07:17On it.
07:19Heart rate's climbing now up to 154.
07:21And BP's dropping.
07:2280 over 40.
07:24BP's down to 50 over power.
07:26Muffled heart sounds.
07:27Malik's got a pericardial effusion.
07:29Seward must be accumulating around his heart.
07:31Heart rate's gone up to 100 to 160.
07:33Okay, if we don't do a pericardial synthesis soon,
07:35his BP will bottom out.
07:36Where's cardiothoracic surgery?
07:38Reynolds is 10 minutes out.
07:39What about one of his new hires?
07:40All three have been scrubbed for their own surgeries.
07:43BP's dropping again.
07:46Okay, I'll do it.
07:47Uh, get me an 18-gauge spinal needle and a 20cc syringe.
07:50Go.
07:54It's against protocol.
07:55What do you want me to do?
07:56Wait until he's pulseless so I can call time of death?
08:00Get me an 18-gauge spinal needle and a 20cc syringe.
08:03Now.
08:10BP's down to 50 over power.
08:12Heart rate's up to 180.
08:20Get a second A.V. back.
08:25OG stats are dropping.
08:26Steady.
08:27Steady.
08:31BP's dropping.
08:32I got it.
08:35You're in the heart.
08:36Heart rate's grinding.
08:43Damn it.
08:47Max, you're not walking towards your office.
08:49No, I'm walking to the E.T. where the GSWs are.
08:51What about you, Williams?
08:52The last time I checked, he wasn't shot.
08:54He's just gonna call again.
08:55Well, I'll ignore that call, too, and then eventually he'll stop dialing.
08:58He doesn't dial his own phone.
09:00You're normally in the habit of blowing off the chief of police?
09:03No.
09:03The police department has its own agenda, but my agenda and the agenda of my hospital is to save lives
09:08plain and simple.
09:09Now, you realize this is probably a police-related shooting, right?
09:11And that information, while tragic and upsetting, doesn't matter.
09:14But in here...
09:15Doesn't matter?
09:17More than 700 people have been shot and killed by the police just this year.
09:21The second they come through these doors, they become patients, not statistics.
09:25Hold on.
09:25Wait.
09:25If you want to do a rhinoling with the police, then you go ahead.
09:27But in here, the hospital is the story.
09:32When exactly did you become a cardiac surgeon?
09:34When we were waiting on you, on anyone, because you're still so insanely understaffed.
09:39I mean, what was I supposed to do?
09:40You're supposed to follow protocol.
09:41He would have crashed.
09:43You pushed that needle way too deep into his heart, because you are not a cardiac surgeon.
09:52You better hope I can fix this.
10:02Ms. Dukes.
10:05Can you talk to me?
10:07Ms. Dukes?
10:08Ms. Dukes.
10:10At what point did you see the officer?
10:12Uh, hang on.
10:12Hang on there.
10:14Just one sec.
10:14I'm sorry to cut in on you, Officer...
10:16Detective.
10:17Adams, NYPD, and you're...
10:19Fromm, NAMC.
10:20New Amsterdam Medical Center.
10:21It's a mouthful, I know.
10:24I'm going to need you to give Miss Tukes a little room here.
10:26I just need a few statements from now on.
10:27No, I understand, but we're just going to do our thing first, okay?
10:29Thank you. I'll bring her back.
10:32Are you one of Malik's surgeons?
10:34Um, no, no.
10:36Here, come on in here.
10:38No, I'm a psychiatrist.
10:40I'm on Malik's trauma support team.
10:42I'm Iggy Fromm.
10:44What does he need with a psychiatrist?
10:46Is he out of surgery?
10:48No, no, not yet.
10:49But if his surgery is a success,
10:52he's going to need more than physical rehabilitation.
10:53There will be many, many mental hurdles to overcome.
10:56So you don't know how he is now?
11:00No.
11:02But I can assure you that he's in the...
11:07He's in the best hands.
11:11Yo, that's so buggy.
11:13Word too, son.
11:15It's all good, though.
11:16Yo, your boy bulletproof.
11:17How are you bulletproof with a bullet O, B?
11:19You sound dumb smack.
11:20Man, he's just jealous.
11:23Why is Jalen McGon still here?
11:25Why do you sound like a frog?
11:26Allergies.
11:27Why hasn't he been sent for an MRI?
11:28He's got a bullet botched near T1.
11:30Yes, but he's stable and he's a minor,
11:31so we're trying to contact his mother for consent.
11:33It's an MRI.
11:34I'm just following protocol.
11:36I mean, I wouldn't want to piss anyone off
11:37overstepping any precious rules, would I?
11:39Gonna say no?
11:42I don't have a cop's been circling.
11:43A while now.
11:44They want a statement from Jalen, like yesterday.
11:46Not to reach the parents.
11:51Yo, what's up, guys?
11:52Jalen's gotta go.
11:52We gotta call this room.
11:53Okay, thanks.
11:54Bye.
11:54My guy, are you serious?
11:55It's for your old kid now.
11:57Help me call your mom.
12:09You need money?
12:13I have a job.
12:15It's at a restaurant.
12:18Solstice in Soho.
12:21It's new, but it's making noise.
12:23It is strong.
12:25Yeah, I manage the place.
12:29I mean, it's no big deal.
12:35Why were you hiding all this?
12:39I don't know.
12:42It's weird enough me showing up like this, but...
12:47After I got your voicemail, I...
12:52Ron, I'm...
12:54I'm glad you came.
12:59I forgive you.
13:02You forgive me?
13:04Yes, for...
13:07For the funeral, for all the lies, for everything.
13:12You forgive me?
13:15Isn't that what people like you need to hear?
13:20You know, my sponsor said not to.
13:24Not to expect...
13:25Not to expect...
13:28Never mind.
13:31But I don't understand...
13:32Yeah, of course you don't.
13:33You know, Maji was right.
13:34You are just so pig-headed.
13:36Nothing is ever your fault.
13:37You know, I was hoping you might change...
13:39Just a little after she passed, but you are still you.
13:44Goodbye, Abba.
13:51Ms. Dukes, can you tell me about Malik?
13:56Rhonda.
13:57What?
13:58Why are you still talking?
14:00I'm just trying to learn more about Malik's home support system.
14:02He's not some charity case.
14:04No, I didn't mean to imply it.
14:05Malik has been well-loved.
14:08And extremely well-cared for.
14:10Is that what you need to hear?
14:11That's good.
14:12Church choir, after-school, year-round sports.
14:16I've done everything in my power to keep him safe.
14:19To keep him from dying like his parents.
14:22This foolishness still found in me.
14:25I'm genuinely just here trying to help.
14:29If you really want to help...
14:32Then stop the police from shooting black boys trying to get to school on time.
14:37And get every bullet out of this city.
14:41So my nephew has a chance of seeing his 21st birthday.
14:46Can you do that, Mr. Trauma Support Man?
14:51So, we should start.
14:52Okay.
14:53I'll be up there.
14:54I got your page.
14:55Now you've been crying.
14:56Do you want this laryngoscopy or not?
14:58What's a laryngoscopy?
15:01Just call me when you're free.
15:04So, Lou, what's the story?
15:08Well, it seems your purge of the cardiac surgery department has resulted in staffing shortages.
15:13That the new department had his stuff refilling.
15:16Yeah, apparently not fast enough to stop a breach of protocol by one of your department chiefs.
15:22The doctor stuck a needle way too deep into Malik Stokes' heart.
15:26Now, it's very possible he could die from this.
15:27Now, do you have a comment?
15:39Uh, you gonna fire Dr. Bloom?
15:40Who said anything about firing?
15:42Well, if Malik dies because she broke protocol...
15:45I only care if what she did helped him.
15:46We're in the business of healing.
15:48And if protocol gets in the way of that, then we will change the protocol.
15:51Oh, can I quote you on that?
15:52I just assumed all this was on the record.
15:54Max.
15:54Really?
15:55The police chief still?
15:56No, the mayor.
15:57Congratulations.
15:58You've moved up in the world.
15:59He wants an update on the injuries and the kind of bullet that was used to him.
16:01I don't want to talk to him either.
16:07Any idea why he would want to know that?
16:09Yeah, but his agenda is not your story.
16:11Hospital is.
16:12Remember?
16:20Hello, Jalen.
16:22I'm Dr. Vijay Kapoor.
16:24Would you mind wiggling your toes for me, please?
16:26I already did a workout, Vijay.
16:28Pulled stays.
16:29Sending him up to the ward for observation.
16:30Jalen, go ahead.
16:32I am.
16:35Okay, tell me if you feel something.
16:36Okay?
16:38Okay?
16:39There.
16:43Pull his x-rays.
16:44Sure thing.
16:49Dr. Hartman?
16:51He is ascending paralysis.
16:52That just started.
16:53It's probably from edema.
16:54I already had them start on the methamphetamines alone.
16:55It's not edema.
16:56His vertebrae is unstable.
16:58You're a surgeon.
16:59Fix it.
17:00What's got you riled up today?
17:01A neurologist advocating for a construction project?
17:03Because it's indicated.
17:04These scans don't say that definitively.
17:06If you actually look, they do.
17:08You're being stubborn.
17:09Okay, let's wait for the bloody vertebrae to collapse for proof.
17:15What?
17:18Prepping for surgery?
17:25You coming?
17:26John Wayne?
17:28John Wayne?
17:46see there no trace wave so all that blood must have come from where the bullet nicked his heart
17:51not my needle and you needed a video to tell you that oh i needed something okay i'm second
17:56guessing every move i make in there now do you think that reynolds sits around whinging about
17:59calls that he makes no what is it they need a hematology consult in the or malik no the other
18:09gsw jaylen you won't clot blood keeps oozing into my surgical field and you've got an expanding
18:22hematoma because before press for stabilizing rods that you know he needed but now i can't close
18:27so we should have waited and let him become paraplegic for goodness sake will you both
18:30give it a rest push calcium chloride before giving him ffp that should stabilize the oozing while i
18:35show on a detailed plotting factor analysis
18:49hi hi
18:53i will um freely admit that i'm stress eating right now ruining my appetite for what will surely be a
19:00very expensive meal with my husband later i didn't see anything thank you oh your voice oxy uh big game
19:10good what big game why are you stress eating
19:16they're out there right now for malik and jalen but tomorrow it's going to be another family
19:22crying scared praying and this happens every day
19:29and malik and jalen can end up here again through no fault of their own
19:32yeah maybe but do what you can in here maybe make a difference out there
19:40i don't see how malik lives in a war zone
19:46both of his parents are dead his aunt is
19:52fraying at the seams and she's angry distracted you seem very focused on malik
19:58of course i am
20:01so like malik isn't your only patient
20:20blood pressure dropped again come on malik where's that damn bleeder
20:27wipe
20:32nottingham is his abdomen distended
20:36i don't feel anything cut the drapes
20:47he's got great turner sign on his abdomen
20:52because it's full of blood
20:54that's what that bleeder is damn it
20:57prepare to expand the surgical field to the abdomen
20:59shouldn't we call the general surgeon if we're hitting the spleen
21:03he's beating out fast and i'll be damned if this kid dies on my watch
21:06tindley
21:18scrub in
21:20what's that
21:26where's the barnacle
21:27i'll be writing an expose about our coffee situation
21:30well i can scrape you now i'm just waiting for jalen's test results
21:32what's going on with you
21:33nothing
21:34red eyes earlier now you're mean muggy
21:35helen you know my biggest hairiest secret so if you need to talk to me
21:44you're the one with the nutella not me
21:48so let's just do this go
21:49don't give you my phone
21:52max don't give you my phone
21:53whoa whoa whoa what is the problem
21:55name's javier pagan we found him filming in the ed
21:58yeah because that's where y'all took my brother
22:00okay okay hey who is your brother
22:02how many people i gotta tell
22:04jalen jalen pagan
22:06he was shot in the back
22:07he was shot in the back but now nobody wants to tell me where y'all took him
22:10my mom keeps calling me trying to get here from a job
22:13he's asking me for news that i can't give her
22:15and i got these two dumb ass renter cops
22:17can spice you over a damn phone
22:19you understand calm down calm down listen listen listen
22:21you're gonna come with me we're gonna talk about your brother
22:23okay we need to make sure he didn't film any hospital
22:25personnel or patients his policy
22:27you are making this worse
22:28what you think i'm scared
22:31huh back up okay
22:32no no you think i'm scared
22:36no you're gonna shoot me too
22:38easy man
22:40calm down
22:40you need to calm down
22:43hey hey just back give him
22:45thanks
22:46matt
22:46matt
22:49get him down
22:51no
22:52hey
22:53oh
22:54oh
22:55oh
22:59oh
23:00oh
23:00oh
23:02oh
23:18if i'd have known that punching you in the face was all it took to make you available i'd have
23:21done it myself
23:23how long for the test results
23:24i'll have them in the morning
23:27in the meantime i was thinking a course of steroids might help clearly uh
23:34steroids
23:36what
23:37i have to go
23:38what about me
23:39here
23:40heal thyself
23:43changing out the co2 absorber
23:45hanging the bag of cryoprecipitate
23:47hanging
23:48tests come back
23:49nope but jalen is not clotting because he's on anabolic steroids
23:52he was a bit out of left field
23:55not if you've seen his brother or factor in jalen's damaged liver
23:58but his liver function tests were normal
23:59appear normal but his protein levels tell the whole story i confirmed his ag ratio is less than one he
24:04is on steroids
24:05we should wait for the test to come back
24:08low end
24:09four mils per minute
24:11wait wait
24:14it's drying up
24:17it's working
24:20well done chop
24:26okay
24:50hi
24:52yeah i'm jordan shiner
24:53can't be medical director at the den without at least one
24:56hey listen my contact at the mayor's offices they want to hold a press conference about what the bullet did
25:01to both malik and jalen of course they are
25:04are you going to
25:06getting caught up in the shiny thing again lou
25:07yeah but you get to talk about your agenda
25:09tell your story
25:11i would love nothing more
25:12and to tell people
25:14what hollow points do to flesh
25:15how the bullet blooms
25:17looks inside of you
25:18expanding to three times its size
25:20how it breaks apart
25:21tearing through flesh
25:22pulverizing bones
25:23liquefying muscles
25:26just
25:27for the mayor
25:29aren't you on the same side
25:32the mayor's been campaigning the police to use different bullets once me
25:36to influence public opinion
25:38i pick a side
25:38between the mayor and the police
25:41all of a sudden there's less patrolling in our neighborhood
25:44or a grant we were assured gets diverted to another hospital
25:49there are
25:49no safe sides
25:54so what are we going to do
25:55no
25:58what are we going to do with you
26:01let me guess
26:02it's not the story
26:05maybe hope for you
26:05yeah
26:14ptsd
26:18i'm not a soldier
26:19i haven't been to war
26:22yeah ptsd can occur from
26:23any traumatic event
26:27seeing your nephew get shot
26:29that would be more than enough but
26:31it most likely triggered other traumatizing memories for you
26:34can make sleeping hard
26:37sudden noises can be jarring
26:40same thing
26:41same thing happened to my kids
26:44yeah
26:46we uh we adopted them from bangladesh two years ago
26:49mm-hmm
26:52when we first got them here
26:54they were terrified
26:57of everything
27:00car horns
27:01school bells
27:05crowded spaces
27:06crowded spaces
27:06everything
27:06they were just
27:09petrified
27:12all five of us slept in the same bed for months
27:16and they would just
27:18wake themselves crying
27:21night after night after night
27:24when
27:25when was the last time you had a good night's sleep
27:29never
27:34i just thought that was life
27:38it doesn't have to be
27:42i can help you
27:47and then you can help malik
27:55yeah
28:01well we'll see how it goes but thank you
28:03hey
28:04hey
28:05hey
28:06malik surgery all good
28:08yeah it was a bit dicey but
28:09it's gonna pull through
28:11i was just uh
28:12going to tell his family
28:14yeah they just closed jalen as well
28:16no
28:17score one for the good guys
28:18i suppose
28:19i never feel good about
28:21fixing bullet holes in anyone
28:22let alone kids
28:24yeah
28:25that's something i will never understand about this country
28:29the dangers of walking around in brown skin
28:32i never really gave it much thought
28:34until i moved here
28:34now i can't not think about it
28:36yeah
28:36well
28:38unfortunately
28:38it's a lesson we learned early
28:40but this is no way to live
28:42no
28:45it's not
28:46yet
28:46we do
28:48you know
28:51so
28:51if it takes a million camera phones
28:53and protests
28:55and knees
28:55to make that point
28:58so be it
29:19i didn't mean to do all that
29:21seriously
29:21i'm so sorry
29:23it's just jalen is my little brother
29:24don't don't worry about it
29:26really
29:28i have a sister
29:30i get it
29:36so am i being arrested
29:39i have a better idea
29:42how about we go see your brother instead
29:45this surgery went well
29:56just easy on that elbow
29:58yeah
30:05my mom's gonna be so hot when she gets here
30:07jalen's the baby
30:08yeah
30:09little badass too
30:10once he pulled ketchup all over his t-shirt
30:12acted like he got shot
30:13scared the crap out of my mom's
30:15he got the chancla for that one
30:17he's always pulling stupid stuff like that
30:21what's going on
30:22stay here
30:23where's jalen?
30:24javi
30:24look at me
30:24i need you to stay
30:25out here
30:31this impulse less electrical activity
30:33chest compressions
30:34gomez
30:34next one more
30:35no it's already open
30:40go
30:43clear
30:47still v-tip
30:48another round of epi
30:50clear
30:59no pulse
31:04still no pulse
31:14max
31:15wait
31:20max
31:21just wait
31:22max
31:27stop it max
31:35stop it
31:40it's over
31:47time of death 318
32:10you know i'm the president of the operation
32:18warning
32:22warning
32:23warning
32:24warning
32:25okay
32:36Identery
32:38secondary to a gunshot wound so you're gonna call the chief of police
32:49mayor it's not the story Lou
32:53then what is and what is the story if it's not you the police or the mayor if
33:00you don't know after spending all day at this hospital and I picked the wrong man
33:04for the job what you'll pick me so HCC didn't give me full access here you did
33:18they even want me here at all
33:28why did you
33:34you gotta see the truth you're right the truth
33:42oh
33:44Stop.
33:44I'm hungry.
33:55.
33:56.
33:56Get off.
33:57I'm on your own.
33:58.
34:09.
34:12I don't know.
34:48Hey, Martin, it's me.
34:50Do you think I could take a brain check on date night tonight?
34:52I just, um, I really want to be with you and the kids.
35:01You know, there might not have even been a patient to save if I hadn't done the pericardial scentesis.
35:09Yeah, and I wanted to tell you that you did it perfectly.
35:11I know I did.
35:13I didn't need, nor did I ask for your opinion.
35:17But, Floyd, you're an incredibly gifted doctor who heads up a world-class department.
35:21But so am I.
35:23Yeah.
35:25You're right.
35:28So we're good?
35:30I don't know.
35:32Are we?
35:34Man, I don't know.
35:35I really don't want no static at work after this.
35:38Agreed.
35:41Well, you sound like you're stealing your feelings, so...
35:43Oh, my God.
35:45You just can't help yourself, can you?
35:47Now, for the record, the screen is way outside of cardiac's protocol.
35:52Yesterday morning, 7.38 a.m., a bullet ripped through New Ramster Hill.
35:58The bullet tore doctors apart.
36:05The bullet tore families apart.
36:09The bullet tore communities apart.
36:19The bullet tore Jalen Pagan's body apart.
36:31And although the hard-working doctors of New Amsterdam couldn't save Jalen's life,
36:36they all did their job.
36:43So the bullet did its job better.
36:50That is the truth.
36:54Not one of you is at fault.
36:59Not one of you is to blame.
37:06I know you could all be working someplace else.
37:09Making...
37:12Making more money.
37:15Working less hours.
37:20But you're here.
37:22And I'm so grateful.
37:29Today.
37:31Is a new day.
37:40Go.
37:40Go.
37:41Go.
37:42Go.
37:53Go.
37:56Go.
37:58Go.
38:17The Nutella didn't smell.
38:26I should stop calling it Nutella.
38:31It's not Nutella, but it's cancer.
38:35I should start being honest.
38:41At least with myself.
38:48I want to have a baby.
38:52Okay.
38:55But I'm single and on the wrong side of 35.
38:59I'd have to do injections and deal with epic mood swings if I even want to give myself a chance.
39:06I don't know why I'd want to bring a child, a brown child, into this world.
39:13There are a thousand reasons not to.
39:17But the only way to beat death is life.
39:26There's a word for it.
39:30I'm sorry, Gizzy.
39:32I hope.
39:36I hope.
39:38I hope.
39:51I hope.
39:53I hope.
39:59I hope.
40:06I hope.
40:16I hope.
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