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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 04: Stage Five Clinger
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00:14I
00:15Think we just need to say what we want to do
00:26Do you need time to think about it?
00:33I
00:33This morning and in the first date I had I just got like a gut punch just felt
00:40Like a little bit more
00:42Like a different feeling
00:48I think that's a sign I
00:53Think so too
00:56I'm so sorry, don't be sorry. Don't be sorry
01:00All I want is someone who gets me
01:03Until then, I'm not settling
01:06Bye, Connor
01:07I've been all through the mud
01:10I've got a wild side
01:13All I want is someone who understands
01:17My heart, the dark places I've been
01:21Right now, I'd rather be lonely
01:24I'm holding out for someone who gets me
01:30Someone who gets me
01:31Emma
01:32What happened? We broke up
01:34Someone who gets me
01:35Are you okay?
01:36Who was this?
01:37Your number two?
01:38No, it's my number one
01:39I get it
01:40No, it's my number one
01:43What's your number one?
01:43I'm so sorry
01:44It's not easy
01:45No
01:48No
01:50No
01:52No
01:53No
01:54No
01:54No
01:55No
01:55No
01:56No
01:56No
01:56No
01:56No
01:56No
01:56No
02:04He was like, I have just a feeling
02:07And I was like, you gotta follow that feeling
02:11Yeah
02:12You're not gonna change your mind
02:26So checking in, how are we emotionally when it comes to your grandpa?
02:31It's a lot, but having that family support, it's kept me at peace.
02:34Okay, good.
02:35So, how are you feeling?
02:37Good, I got a little workout in, which I mean, honestly, is kind of the nice part of pod dating.
02:43Because I don't exactly smell like roses over here, but you don't know that.
02:49It's fun to envision you.
02:51I think you're probably going to be wrong about me.
02:56Time will tell.
02:57I have a guess for you, but obviously, like, having the name Devontae.
03:02I could be French, I could be Italian.
03:05You could be.
03:06Devontae.
03:07Shut up.
03:10You're definitely not French.
03:12Not with that accent.
03:13You'll never know.
03:15So, with your dad, I know you said he wasn't, like, present in your life.
03:19How old were you when he, like, stopped being a big part of your life?
03:23Around, like, three or four.
03:25How old were you when he passed?
03:27I was 18.
03:29And he was 42.
03:32Jeez.
03:33There was one time, after one of my high school football games, I was, like, going off the field.
03:38And, like, you know how, like, people Friday nights are all, like, waiting by the fence.
03:41And I remember, like, someone by themselves.
03:43And they're like, hey, good game.
03:44And, like, I just, like, you know, kept walking.
03:47And then my mom was like, hey, did you talk to anyone?
03:50And I was like, what are you talking about?
03:51And I didn't know, but it was, like, my father.
03:54Oh, wow.
03:55I just didn't have any idea.
03:57And just never heard or saw from him again.
04:00I did get, like, a chance to, like, meet him, like, once.
04:02But at that time, you're an 18-year-old kid.
04:05You don't really know what to even say.
04:07Like, I always questioned.
04:08I was like, how could you have a child and you don't want to be in their life?
04:12I was like, if my father, like, didn't even want me, like...
04:15Hmm.
04:16Oh, sorry.
04:18With my therapist, like, all the things that I wrote down, like, who I want to be,
04:22on that paper, the very top, the most important to me,
04:25was to be a husband and then to be a father.
04:28Yeah.
04:28I want to be my kid's everything.
04:30That's what I want.
04:32Yeah.
04:32My mom's my best friend.
04:34I do her lashes, her nails.
04:36I hope that I'm half of the mom that she is when I do become a mom.
04:41I definitely think having this emotional connection
04:44makes the physical ten times better.
04:46And I think that's kind of why I'm in this season of celibacy,
04:50because it feels different.
04:51Yeah.
04:52We've got these little phrases over here, like,
04:54you're feeling, like, some feels for somebody.
04:56Like, oh, I got the tingly-winglies.
04:58Like, it's like when you're feeling it in your heart.
05:01And then the other one, it's basically when you're feeling it down below.
05:05That's the one that you need to run from.
05:08Which one do I give you, the tingly-winglies?
05:10Yeah, you can be the tingly-winglies.
05:16Oh, you have me smiling ear to ear.
05:19Yeah, you got the tingly-winglies.
05:20I have the tingly-winglies.
05:22I have the tingly-winglies.
05:29After meeting you, my whole, like, perspective has, like, changed on a lot of things.
05:33And it's an amazing feeling to your core, Jess, how compassionate you are, how kind you are.
05:39I wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life with anyone else, ever.
05:43I love the way that you talk to me.
05:45This is the greatest gift I have ever been given.
05:49I'm in love with you.
05:50Yeah.
05:51And, like, that's the truth.
05:52And, oh, my gosh.
05:58Jess Lee.
06:02Will you spend the rest of your life with me and marry me?
06:16I will.
06:16I love you so much.
06:18Oh, my God.
06:19I love you.
06:20I love you so much.
06:21I have my hands on the wall.
06:23Oh, my God.
06:24Oh, God.
06:26I think I felt that.
06:29I love you.
06:30I love you.
06:35I love you.
06:59Jessica's my first doesn't like me, but I also owe it to myself to try and continue this experiment.
07:05Re-evaluate after the date.
07:07Yeah.
07:08Going into today, I really thought I was on the same page with Connor.
07:14I thought I knew things, and I don't.
07:17I'm getting in my mind a little, but I came here to find love.
07:20So I do think it would be regretful of me to not try.
07:24Maybe, could it be love?
07:26Maybe, could it be love?
07:31Hello.
07:32Hi.
07:33Talk about waiting all day to see or speak to you.
07:37You were waiting all day for me?
07:38I was.
07:39I mean, it's been absolute chaos out there.
07:42There's, like, six guys here that have number ones.
07:47I was hoping it was going to be you, but I didn't know if it was.
07:49I was super nervous.
07:51Hmm.
07:52So I'm so sorry.
07:53I feel so bad.
07:54But, yeah, um, today, me and my second ended it.
08:03Do you want to hear this?
08:05You don't have to tell me if you don't want to.
08:07I think it's important for our journey.
08:13It wasn't mutual.
08:14Oh, shit.
08:15Okay.
08:16Um.
08:17Well, it was him ending it with you then?
08:19Mm-hmm.
08:19Yeah.
08:20Okay.
08:20Yeah.
08:21So he had another connection.
08:22Yep.
08:23Jesus Christ.
08:24Don't, Mike, I don't want that to negate what we have.
08:29I just think I, the past couple days, like, I was juggling so many people.
08:33Yeah.
08:33So I do, I do really like you, and it's just in my mind.
08:38I just need to get that shit out of my mind.
08:43Yeah.
08:44And you were so incredibly kind and caring and listening.
08:49Like, it has meant a lot to me, so.
08:50Listen, I, I know, you know, I know we got a little deep, and I know it was very emotional,
08:56and it gave me, like, a little bit more clarity, obviously.
08:59Mm-hmm.
08:59And like I said, I, I waited all day for this.
09:02You've been my number one for, since, since the beginning.
09:08And yeah, I can't wait.
09:10I have a question, actually, to ask you, like, tonight.
09:12You, you're getting on one knee already?
09:14It involves, like, what your ring looks like.
09:17Seriously?
09:18Swear to God.
09:19Swear to God.
09:20Damn.
09:21Think about that, and we will chat tonight.
09:23I will not ditch you.
09:24Don't ditch me.
09:25I will be there.
09:26I will be there, or I will be square.
09:28Bye.
09:30Bye.
09:31Swear to God.
09:37Falling in love with him every single day was so exciting.
09:41What's his last name?
09:42Spees.
09:43Spees?
09:43It's kind of funny, though.
09:44Free Spees?
09:45Breezy, Spees?
09:47Breezy, Speezy!
09:50I do have some things to say.
09:52Okay, let's hear them.
09:53Wait, you really want to hear it?
09:54I do.
09:55Okay.
09:56Connor?
09:57Yes?
09:57From the moment I met you, I knew I met my perfect match.
10:01You take away all my self-doubts of never being enough or being too much and embrace me for all
10:08that I am, even though I cut you off every other sentence.
10:13Thinking about our future together, I know that the best is yet to come.
10:18You've been my slow burn from the start, but falling in love with you more and more each day has
10:23been my favorite part.
10:24I believe it's fate that brought us together and know that it will be unconditional love that will keep us
10:30bonded for a lifetime.
10:32I can't wait to start this next chapter with you.
10:35You're the man I've been praying to find, and I'm so excited to be your ride-or-die and forever
10:40stage-five clinger.
10:42Oh, my God.
10:43Are you ready for this?
10:45Brianna, I am so ready for this.
10:47I can't believe we found each other.
10:49I am so happy that we did.
10:52I really do think you're my person.
10:54Like, it's crazy.
10:55I did not see this coming, and that's why I think it's one last coincidence for us that this just
11:03happened.
11:05You are everything I could ever ask for.
11:09You support me.
11:11You laugh at all the dumbest jokes I tell.
11:14Thank you for helping me open up.
11:17Thank you for challenging me.
11:19Thank you for being open.
11:21Thank you for feeling like you can share anything with me.
11:25You make me feel secure.
11:27Thank you for accepting me for me.
11:30Thank you for being authentic, honest, and genuine.
11:34But most of all, thank you for being you.
11:37I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
11:41I love you.
11:43Brianna Marie McNeese.
11:47Will you marry me?
11:54Absolutely, let's go.
11:59Oh my gosh.
12:01We are engaged.
12:03Holy shit.
12:04I love you.
12:04I love you too.
12:05Let's go.
12:13Come on, boys, come on.
12:17Oh my gosh.
12:24You guys, I'm screaming, crying, throwing up.
12:27Screaming, crying, throwing up.
12:30This is insane.
12:39I literally would walk into the dates with Vick and be like, Kevin.
12:42That's so freaking funny.
12:44What's up, Kevin?
12:45Wait, has he told you that?
12:46No.
12:47But I knew it wasn't him.
12:49They have very different voices.
12:50Yeah.
12:50You're going to be perfect.
12:51I-I...
12:52You are perfect.
12:53I am excited to see y'all's journey.
12:55I was literally telling Dynasty.
12:56I was like, I don't know who else could be.
12:57I said, but I would not be mad if it's Christine.
12:59From day one, you've been authentic with what you have in common, which is your freaking
13:04faith, like the type of personalities that y'all are, the way that you would blend in
13:07with his family, his background story.
13:09I know Dynasty struggled with like, my story isn't that.
13:13And I don't know how I could relate to someone that came from that, which I got that just
13:18didn't make sense for me with him.
13:20And I know like may look different, maybe a different color, but your story and his story
13:24are similar.
13:25Just different colors.
13:26Different version.
13:27And it sounded to me like he needed someone to connect with on that level.
13:31So I think your love story is beautiful.
13:34You're in La La Land.
13:36I am in La La Land.
13:37I'm the president of La La Land right now.
13:39I'm the mayor.
13:40You're the mayor of La La Land.
13:43Ooh.
13:45Seeing the girls thriving and happy and falling in love with someone makes me feel worthy.
13:50Like, why wouldn't this work for me?
13:52I don't know.
13:53I feel like I deserve to have a husband.
13:57I deserve to have a husband on the other side of that wall.
14:00Kevin better be for me.
14:03Um, that is my expectation.
14:09But Kevin has to make a decision.
14:12Every time I'm like now looking at the door and Tyler together, it's just when she goes,
14:17what did you say?
14:18Not rewind, but you're like.
14:19Renew.
14:20Renew.
14:20And like walked out.
14:21I was like.
14:22Very embarrassing.
14:23The fuck?
14:23No, nothing's embarrassing here.
14:26I don't think I'm necessarily worried about Kevin dating other folks.
14:31I think that's what we're supposed to be doing.
14:33It's my intention to ignore the noise and focus on what's going on here.
14:48Wow.
14:50It's a watch.
14:51I talked to you a little bit about honoring my dad and I've been wearing my watch every
14:57day.
14:58It, it looks great.
15:00It reminds me of my father, but I feel like it's perfect for you too, because I feel like
15:06sometimes you're in your head and I want this watch to represent understanding that it is
15:13okay if it takes a few more ticks to understand where you're at with things.
15:20Just know that everything is what it should be.
15:26That's beautiful.
15:31Kia, you deserve honesty.
15:34I'm Kevin from Columbus.
15:37I'm literally putting everything by my bootstraps to pay for my stuff, my mother's stuff.
15:47Drive a little beat up Chevy Cruze.
15:50I love it.
15:52I don't have the crazy crib or anything.
15:55I just have like a little one bedroom apartment.
15:57I don't have everything figured out.
15:59I came out here to take a chance and find someone that's special.
16:04You are a phenomenal, amazing person.
16:12And I do think you deserve the world.
16:18Yes, I do.
16:20I know that.
16:24But to be clear, I don't want a man that has it all.
16:27It doesn't matter.
16:28What matters is someone who is kind, who is thoughtful.
16:33It doesn't matter.
16:34You're right.
16:36But.
16:37At the same time.
16:39You are so awesome, Kevin.
16:43I hope you feel like that.
16:47I appreciate you, Kia, for really taking the time to learn about me and getting to know me.
16:54You are phenomenal, Kia.
17:00Yeah.
17:01Damn.
17:01In this experience, the one thing I really have learned is what it means to love.
17:10For you to share that with me, it means the world to me.
17:14You, Kia, you have really opened my eyes.
17:20I feel good.
17:21I want a better word than good.
17:23Like, I feel thankful.
17:29Thankful for this experiment.
17:31And I don't know, like, I feel like we unlocked a, like, this is crazy, right?
17:37Do you want to open up the gift?
17:41Oh, my God.
17:43Are you kidding me?
17:44It's so funny because of what you do, you know.
17:48Yeah.
17:49But for basketball, and I want to be the LeBron James of fathers.
17:56This is really cool.
17:57This is a very sweet gift.
17:58Are you kidding me?
17:59Oh, my God.
18:01Oh, I'm so excited.
18:05How do you feel right now?
18:08I feel just heavy, a little uneasy.
18:15Really?
18:15Today, I think I've really just realized that I probably should let Kia win.
18:27Okay.
18:29Let everybody win.
18:30Let what?
18:33Let, let, let Kia win.
18:35Let everybody win.
18:36Let, I don't know.
18:39Like, it's, this is so crazy to me.
18:42I don't know if I'm worth the love of both people that I'm, you know, talking with now.
18:50Yeah, it's time to start doing the mature decisions, you know.
18:58We have feelings for each other, right?
18:59Yes.
19:00I care.
19:02Kia, I do, you know, care about you.
19:04You really took it to a whole nother level.
19:10But I also know that I have to make sure I'm making the best decision for everybody.
19:21Kia, me and Tyler.
19:27I want the best for Kia, and I don't want to fuck up.
19:36We both have a lot to think about.
19:38You want the best for me, I want the best for me.
19:41But I, on a serious note, I want the best for you too, so like, yeah.
19:47Yeah.
19:50Let's go process.
19:51I'm going to go see if they'll let me play basketball with my new shiny blue basketball.
20:01I deserve somebody who's willing to take all the risks for me.
20:04You all have an instinct today.
20:06Right now, the power is like all in his hands.
20:09Yeah, I don't like that at all.
20:11Yeah.
20:13Hi, guys.
20:14Hi, beautiful.
20:16Hi.
20:16Hi.
20:17How was it?
20:18It was good.
20:19Good.
20:20Is that a gift?
20:21It is a gift.
20:23Well, you guys know how, well, I don't know if you guys know this about me, but I used to
20:26work for the Cavs in sales and marketing.
20:28Long story short, I'm a basketball girly.
20:30And ironically enough, I had a basketball.
20:35So, like, what are the odds?
20:37Very sweet gift.
20:39It's now and never.
20:43Now and never.
20:45It's now and never.
20:48I'm just going to say it because I just can't with this whole fucking secret of shit.
20:51Like, it's me and Kia, like, sitting in this fucking room every day.
20:56And that's my girl.
20:57We're just sitting ducks.
20:58I know it sounds silly, but it's like I just want to be somebody's, like, undeniable choice.
21:04I just want for once, like, a man to be like.
21:07That they choose Tyler, I know.
21:12But you and Kia have been phenomenal.
21:18I don't want to fucking let anybody down.
21:26Shit's hard, man.
21:28It's the hardest decisions I've ever had to make in my life.
21:33I don't know what your journey is with Kia, but what I would need, like, today is for you to
21:41only be dating me.
21:44I need you to make a decision.
21:52I'm just going to speak from the heart.
21:54When I hear your name, like, my face, it lights up.
21:57I love that passion that you've had.
22:00You've been just so fucking steady rock, fighting for it, getting to it.
22:08It's like, wow.
22:13That's true love right there.
22:15That's fucking true love.
22:18So what you going to do, Kevin?
22:29I am choosing fucking Tyler.
22:34Kevin, look at you making a decision.
22:39This feels so good.
22:40Wow.
22:41Are we, like, official?
22:45You are currently my girl.
22:48Ah!
22:51I got a boyfriend?
22:53Oh, yes, ma'am.
22:56I got a boyfriend?
22:57Yes, ma'am.
22:59Oh, I haven't had a boyfriend in so long.
23:02Okay, so we're official now.
23:04Love that for us.
23:05Love that.
23:06Now that I'm your girlfriend, do you remember my middle name?
23:14Because I don't remember yours at all.
23:16It's facts, facts.
23:17I don't, I don't.
23:18It's Marie.
23:19Oh, shit, I did.
23:22Oh, my gosh.
23:24In all seriousness, I have loved every interaction, moment when we had to share the highs and the lows.
23:34Yeah.
23:34I can't shy away from how that makes me feel.
23:38What's the feeling like?
23:41It feels like I'm floating.
23:50It feels like cloud nine.
23:52It's a wild feeling.
23:54It's a great adventure.
23:56I think I'm falling in love.
23:57Oh, I love that.
23:58Yeah.
24:02Oh, man, this is, what a fucking day.
24:06What a day.
24:07Oh, oh, my God.
24:12Okay, I kind of got to pee.
24:15Okay.
24:17Want to take a quick 10 minutes?
24:19Yeah, I'll have to.
24:20Okay, I'll see you soon.
24:27Hi, sweet girl.
24:29Hi.
24:30I got to pee.
24:31I have to go potty?
24:32Do you need anything?
24:34Do you want an old-fashioned?
24:35Yes.
24:37Do you want a snack?
24:38Yeah, maybe some juice and salsa.
24:41Is Kia in here?
24:42What?
24:42Is Kia in here?
24:43No.
24:45I have a boyfriend.
24:47Hi.
24:47Shut the fuck up.
24:48What happened?
24:49She has a boyfriend.
24:53I think Kia's in a good headspace about it.
24:58Girl.
25:02So are you going to wait until he can talk to her tomorrow, or are you going to say anything?
25:06I'm not saying anything.
25:07Okay.
25:07I wonder if he can ask to talk to her tonight, or if he'll just wait until tomorrow.
25:10I think I might ask him.
25:12Yeah, you don't want to sleep on that shit.
25:13You fucking decide.
25:17It's about you.
25:20You're good.
25:21Have fun.
25:22Good luck, sweet friend.
25:23I love y'all.
25:25No.
25:25That is hard.
25:29I wonder if we should take a shot now or wait for Kia.
25:35Welcome back.
25:36It was just Emma and Christine in there, and I was like, I'm just going on a quick bathroom
25:41break, and I'm like, how do you feel?
25:42I was like, I feel really good.
25:43And they looked at me really confused, because they were like, okay, I think Kia also feels
25:48really good.
25:49Yeah.
25:49That just feels like shit to me.
25:51I'm sorry.
25:52Like, she could be laying out her engagement outfit where she's going to get engaged in.
25:57Like, that's just kind of fucked up, Kevin.
25:59Like, if it was me, I would want you to tell me.
26:07I have been having strong connections with her.
26:14It was hard choosing between, you know, you two.
26:18And why was that again?
26:21I didn't want someone who I had these feelings for to just to leave.
26:34You know, at the end of the day, Tyler, I felt very deeply about you, but me and Kia were
26:41able to bond.
26:44Is there any parts of you that feel like you have, like, feelings of love for her?
26:53Love is a very strong word.
26:56Yeah.
26:56But I will say, you know, definitely, you know, bonded, exchanged gifts.
27:01It's relating to a lot of, a lot of stuff.
27:06How are you going to tell me that?
27:07You literally asked me to be your girlfriend.
27:10Yes, I want you to be my girlfriend, but having two amazing people, this isn't a fucking game,
27:21you know, this is our lives.
27:24Like, this isn't fucking...
27:27Oh, my God.
27:35I want you, though.
27:38What the fuck is happening?
27:40You know?
27:45What?
27:47I want you.
27:50I do want that.
27:53Oh, my God.
28:08Oh, my God, I just, oh, I feel so fucking dumb.
28:12Not, not dumb.
28:15Oh, my God.
28:17Uh, uh, look, I think my jaw is, like, on the floor.
28:22How do you ask somebody to be their girlfriend?
28:25How do you talk about engagements and weddings and marriage and life?
28:31If you don't feel ready to be married, if you don't feel ready to be engaged, that's fine.
28:33I feel, I feel ready.
28:35Oh, my God, I feel crazy.
28:38Don't feel crazy, Tyler.
28:40But, baby, tomorrow, you're supposed to be getting down on one knee.
28:44I know, I know.
28:46But I, I wanted to talk through us, though.
28:50Let me just be very clear.
28:52I'm not spending the night in that hotel with the, with the feeling that I have right now.
28:56I'm not coming back tomorrow.
28:58This is crazy.
28:59This is bananas.
29:00This is nuts.
29:02Like, if I think about how my husband would make me feel, it's how I felt two hours ago,
29:07not how I feel right now, which is fucking crazy.
29:10If you're my husband, you've got to spend the rest of your life making it up to me.
29:12But if you're not my husband, then leave me alone.
29:15I'm going to go.
29:17Tyler, don't go.
29:18No.
29:20You are an amazing woman.
29:23You are that person that I want to be with.
29:28Prove it.
29:30Okay.
29:32Let me figure out how to do something that, um...
29:38Because I'm not coming back here tomorrow without clarity.
29:42And I don't know how to tell you to do that.
29:44Okay.
29:44So you've got to figure that out.
29:46I'll figure it out.
29:48All right.
29:49Good night.
29:49Good night.
29:53I might be having one of the craziest days ever.
30:00Girl, unless that man can send a secret carrier to my motherfucking hotel room, I thought I might get back
30:05on another bus.
30:06I just went on the most rollercoaster of my shit, too, bro.
30:10This shit is fucking crazy, bro.
30:13I got to figure some shit out, man.
30:16If y'all already see the last five hours I've been through, I just feel like I got jumped by,
30:19like, sumo wrestlers.
30:26Like, I just got my ass looked.
30:30I was great.
30:32I was great and went from great to okay.
30:34Ooh.
30:34Who's that?
30:35Which one?
30:36Tyler.
30:37Tyler.
30:37Tyler.
30:39Tyler.
30:39Tyler.
30:40Well, it's been, but I thought we were, said that we're, we were ready to move forward and be together
30:49and, you know, move forward.
30:51But then, she did make me think about with Nia.
30:57I just don't, I just don't like how that ended up.
31:00Oh, God.
31:01You want to leave?
31:01You took a break.
31:02Help me.
31:04I don't think you got laying on.
31:06I couldn't tell her that you love her.
31:08Yeah.
31:08I went from exuberant to just fucking, what the fuck, bro.
31:12Man, I love you, bro.
31:14It's gonna work out.
31:16It's gonna work out.
31:17Appreciate it, man.
31:29Hello.
31:30Good morning, my love.
31:31How are you?
31:33I'm good.
31:34How did you sleep?
31:35Amazing.
31:37That's good.
31:38I do not.
31:39I was up a lot.
31:41Daydreaming.
31:42What were you daydreaming about?
31:44Our life together.
31:45I am grateful for you.
31:49Thank you for bringing me so much peace and comfort and security.
31:54Even with not even physically being with you, I just feel so safe.
31:59I feel loved.
32:01I feel seen.
32:01And I pray for a lifetime of laughs, love, and lots of babies.
32:10You have me at a loss for words.
32:12I met my best friend, and I'm excited to do life with you.
32:18Brittany, Elena, Wicker, I love you.
32:25Will you marry me?
32:29Yes!
32:32I know you didn't know what I was gonna say, but...
32:35I can't wait to be your wife.
32:38We're getting married.
32:39We're getting married.
32:40Be ready.
32:41No more waiting for you.
32:43Right.
32:44Let's go celebrate.
32:45Okay.
32:46Bye.
32:47Bye.
33:06He's her fiance.
33:08My man, my man.
33:18When you walk into the room, I swear dim the lights.
33:24It's beyond comprehension how lucky and grateful I feel in this moment.
33:30I'm ready to commit to Chris forever because of who he is.
33:34I love that man so much.
33:36It is fucking wild.
33:37This can't be real.
33:40You start living out a movie and you're the star.
33:44Choosing Jessica to be the person I want to spend my life with,
33:48it's almost like a premonition of fate when the stars align,
33:52like, almost perfectly.
33:54My life that I've lived up to this point
33:57and maybe her life she's lived up to this point,
33:59it's just, like, literally meant to be.
34:04I'm dying to see Chris because I want to touch him
34:07and I want to be in his presence,
34:09but not because I want to see what he looks like.
34:11Like, I don't care.
34:14The anticipation is unbelievable.
34:19She's willing to go above and beyond for love,
34:23and I don't think that's ever been reciprocated back to me.
34:25I mean, I love her, yeah.
34:42Oh my gosh.
34:46Oh my gosh.
34:55You're great.
34:58Wow.
34:59Wow, I feel like I have to do this in person right now, let me try to figure this out
35:11real quick, okay, oh my gosh, all right.
35:18Oh my God, I'm so sorry, don't leave Amy, oh my God, why are you thinking, you like it, you
35:36like it, I feel like I'm so nervous right now, you're okay, you're okay, you're okay, you're okay, I love
35:47you.
35:47I love you, oh my gosh, you look amazing, you look amazing, thank you, thank you, this is me, wow,
35:59seeing Jessica, I'm like, I know you so well, and like to see her physically, it was like, oh my
36:08God, man, she's perfect, it was the best moment of my entire life.
36:14I'm so happy.
36:15I'm so happy, oh God, I love you.
36:18I love you.
36:20Oh my God, I could have never found you.
36:23Never.
36:25Wow, you're literally stunning.
36:28Stunning, literally.
36:30I'm also so short, like when you were talking about my six inch heels, I was like, yeah.
36:35I was literally, I wasn't going to say anything to you.
36:37I was like, how do I explain?
36:38Because I'm not, I'm not six foot three, obviously.
36:40So I was like, six inch heels, I was like, she's six foot with heels, I was like, I'm going
36:45to be like, yo, this guy.
36:46Literally only five feet tall.
36:51You're perfect.
36:52Stop.
36:53No, you are.
36:54I was like, man, I don't remember if she liked the way I look.
36:56Are you kidding me?
36:59Can we just stay here?
37:00I know.
37:02Oh my God.
37:03This is like, hmm.
37:07You want to look at you?
37:08I don't want to look at you.
37:09Yeah, look at me, look at me.
37:10I really do just want to like.
37:12The connection we made, I love you so much.
37:14And like just seeing you, it just like, it literally makes it like a thousand times better.
37:21I will remember this forever.
37:27God, you're so cute.
37:31Stop.
37:32You stop.
37:34Everything is exactly how it's supposed to be.
37:36Literally one of the best moments of my entire life.
37:38A hundred percent.
37:38Actually, no question.
37:39It's not one of, it literally is.
37:40Same.
37:51I absolutely did not care.
37:54What package he came in.
37:56Like, he's gorgeous.
37:57Oh, God.
37:59I'm really glad I have some champagne.
38:04We have our whole lives ahead of us.
38:07Oh, we're the luckiest people ever.
38:09Oh, you're such a nice person.
38:11I haven't had this love before.
38:14After my divorce, I literally couldn't even have dreamed it.
38:17He just makes me feel so safe.
38:20Like, I just know he's never going to let me down.
38:23I just know it.
38:24I love you.
38:26Oh, gosh.
38:28I love Jessica.
38:29I couldn't imagine being with anybody else.
38:32Like, ever.
38:33And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times, it's you, it's you.
38:43You make me sing.
38:45You're every line.
38:47You're every word.
38:48Oh, my God.
38:50You're everything.
38:53I'm getting more of this.
38:55You're every song.
38:58And I sing along.
39:02Because you're my everything.
39:07You're my everything.
39:11So you felt like you're one last night after the...
39:14Everything went a lot better.
39:16So you're saying that I was so confused, and I had feelings for two people, but I feel so comforted,
39:21feel so stable, so secure, and, like, I feel, like, loved.
39:27Like, I can, like, feel that he really, really, really cares for me.
39:31That's the one.
39:33And that was never the one that I thought I was going to go for.
39:36That was him.
39:37Like, that was the one who's standing here today.
39:41I woke up at peace for the first time in a long time.
39:44I got butterflies, you know.
39:46Do you want to open first?
39:47Sure.
39:48All right.
39:48I'm opening right now.
39:49Okay.
39:51They are letters.
39:53Okay.
39:54So my mom is an amazing writer.
39:58Every year, she writes a Christmas letter summarizing our life in a nutshell and excerpts of each of us.
40:05Oh, my gosh.
40:05I'm already getting cleared up.
40:06I was hoping that someone was going to get to know me so well.
40:10I found that in you.
40:13So I'm really excited for you to be able to read these letters and learn more about my family through
40:21my mom's words.
40:23I'm going to read the first one.
40:25What year is that?
40:262002.
40:27I didn't have a personality then, so it's not as funny.
40:30A personality.
40:31I think you had a personality.
40:34Season's greetings.
40:35After writing the past three Christmas letters from three different homes, living in the same house for over a year,
40:40we had a good year.
40:42Took a few family vacations, the biggest being four days at Disney World.
40:46It was Emma's first time there, so it was very exciting for everyone.
40:50Cora, 10, continues to study violin and also participates on the math team and went on to the state level.
40:57Hannah, 8, is in third grade, still loves animals and the outdoors.
41:01On her walk home from school one day, our mighty little naturist managed to capture two little turtles.
41:07So the two turtles join our two guinea pigs, two fish and two dogs.
41:11Oh my God, the ark is full, she goes.
41:13Your mom's got a sense of humor.
41:15We had every single pet under the sun.
41:17Hamsters, rats.
41:18Rats?
41:19Yeah, my sister had rats.
41:21Jesus.
41:22We had lizards, we had ducks, we had a rabbit.
41:25You had a whole farm.
41:27Yeah, we like have housed many things.
41:31All right, um, Emma, here we go, is five and a half.
41:36Don't make the mistake of leaving off the and a half.
41:41Most of you know she underwent six operations to remove a big black birthmark that covered her left arm,
41:47and we are all grateful to that behind us.
41:50Emma developed an enormous medical vocabulary over the last several months
41:55and can probably name more types of bandages than the average intern.
41:59I wanted to be a doctor when I grew up because of that.
42:02Oh, wow.
42:03That's amazing.
42:05Now she delights in playing hospital with the leftover supplies.
42:10Yeah.
42:10Yeah, there you go, checks out.
42:12She wrapped the neighbor's boy's leg in bandages and then told him to come back on Tuesday for a dressing
42:17change.
42:21We wish all of you a wonderful holiday season
42:23and wish all the best for the upcoming year.
42:26Love, Jeff, Steph, Cora, Hannah, and Emma.
42:29Aw.
42:30You can really feel the love and how proud she is of you to be.
42:35I knew my parents loved me.
42:37Yeah.
42:37But I didn't know, like, it could be that much, like, looking back at these.
42:42My mom, I told you, we were very big into sports.
42:45Yeah, yeah.
42:46So she did, like, she's doing, like, a scrapbook for me.
42:48Yeah, aw.
42:49For, like, my high school career and stuff.
42:51That's so special.
42:51She went to every single one of my games and she filmed it.
42:55Oh, my gosh.
42:56Even my younger ones.
42:58Wow.
42:58It's amazing how mothers can show love in so many different ways.
43:02I couldn't agree more.
43:03All right.
43:04You want to open up mine?
43:05Oh, yeah.
43:06Oh, my gosh.
43:10This is so cute.
43:12A little scrapbook.
43:14Stop it.
43:15So do you like scrapbooking?
43:17I do like scrapbooking, so I decorated the front.
43:21Mike, you did this?
43:23Yeah.
43:24I'm excited to have the both of us take pictures and fill that out together.
43:29And it's our story.
43:31Wait, so are we boyfriend and girlfriend?
43:34Yes.
43:34I think we have so many similarities to you don't judge.
43:38You're very empathetic towards me.
43:40I am very, very excited for committing to you and wanting you to be my wife.
43:47Yeah.
43:48The only thing would be the kids thing.
43:52Yeah.
43:52You're kind of afraid because you don't know your genes.
43:56What if we got gene testing done and it was fine?
43:59Because, I mean, listening to you talk and, like, even when I was reading these letters,
44:05you're such a family person.
44:06I know.
44:07You could be a great mother and just think of having a little you.
44:12That you can literally do what your mom did for you.
44:17I think that you would absolutely kill it.
44:20I could see a family with you.
44:27The idea is still so new to me.
44:29I'm also nervous that I'm, like, some days I am very selfish and I'm, like, no, I don't
44:37need to take care of anyone but me.
44:38And, like, that's kind of how I've been rocking and rolling for 27 years.
44:42I've been selfish, too.
44:44Yeah.
44:45You can be selfish for a little bit.
44:46Yeah.
44:47And I'll take the brunt of the work.
44:49Yeah.
44:49You know?
44:50And then vice versa.
44:51Like, if I'm having a tough day, you know, you might take the brunt of the work.
44:55My parents gave us so much.
44:58I'm just afraid, like, I can't, like, offer that to my kids.
45:03I've been in money situations where I'm, like, oh, shit, like.
45:07Yeah, me too.
45:07I've maxed out my credit card.
45:10What if shit hits the fan?
45:11We're young.
45:12Yeah.
45:13You're 27.
45:13I'm not even 30 yet.
45:15Maybe, like, three years ago?
45:17Yeah.
45:17I maxed out my credit card.
45:19Yeah.
45:20I was $23,000 in debt.
45:22Yeah.
45:22I fought and I clawed my way.
45:25Yeah.
45:25And now I don't have any debt.
45:26Things like that happen.
45:27Yeah.
45:27And it's a learning experience.
45:29But we're learning together.
45:31And I know just how my family is.
45:34And I'm getting a really strong sense how your family is, too.
45:36I feel like if there ever was a money issue, which I don't think there would be, but I know
45:43that my family would help out.
45:44Yeah.
45:45And I'd like to think that maybe your family, it seems, would help out, too.
45:49Yeah.
45:49I know they would say yes.
45:50So that's what I'm trying to say.
45:52And it's not, that's not being shameful to go to parents for help.
45:56That's what they're there for.
45:57Yeah.
45:58It doesn't sound good.
45:59I'm sorry.
46:00No, no, no, it didn't.
46:01It did sound good.
46:02I'm, like, speechless.
46:03Just seeing you so passionate about it.
46:05I want to be open-minded.
46:07I do see myself marrying you.
46:10And that was the only thing that was a question mark.
46:12Are you still okay that it's a question mark?
46:14I am.
46:15Yeah.
46:16Okay.
46:16I feel such a strong connection with you that I'm okay with the question mark.
46:20Yeah.
46:21I'm okay with the question mark.
46:22But I'll be lying to you if I didn't say I'm going to try to sway you a little bit.
46:29Yeah.
46:30Not looking for an answer.
46:32No, I know, but...
46:33I'm just saying to think about it.
46:35Anything could happen.
46:37Anything could happen.
46:40Anything could happen.
46:55Oh, my gosh.
46:58I'm literally engaged to Connor.
47:00I feel like I just put it in the universe.
47:02The first day, I was like, this is my guy.
47:06I found my person.
47:11I feel over the moon, elated.
47:14Brianna has made me realize what I want.
47:17We've trusted each other, put confidence in each other, supported each other, listened to each other, me more than her,
47:25since she doesn't ever stop talking.
47:27It's so awesome.
47:29I never want her to stop talking.
47:32It's definitely a fairy tale.
47:34But is this all going to come to fruition and be real life?
47:37Or are we just, like, living in this fairy tale world that isn't really going to pan out?
47:45I do have some insecurities.
47:48Is she going to be okay with how I look?
47:50I know I'm out of shape.
47:52I'm not the most built.
47:53I'm 5'11 and 3 fourths.
47:55I'm not short.
47:56Just standard, dude.
47:58Normal body, normal height.
48:00And I don't really stand out.
48:01Hopefully she's okay with that.
48:03Because she's my soulmate.
48:15Stop.
48:18Connor.
48:20Finally.
48:21Oh, you have no idea.
48:23Stop it.
48:24Oh my gosh.
48:25Stop.
48:26Oh my gosh.
48:27You're freaking gorgeous.
48:38The wildest brusqueest ever.
48:41Oh, shit.
48:42You have one thing for you.
48:44What?
48:45Okay, you are so sweaty.
48:47I know.
48:47I'm freaking sweaty.
48:47Your hands are so sweaty.
48:49Yeah, I know.
48:52This is insane.
48:54You're, like, free.
48:55I know.
48:55Officially?
48:57It's official.
48:59Okay.
49:00It's on.
49:01Yeah.
49:03Holy shit.
49:04No, you have no idea.
49:06Oh my gosh.
49:08No, you have to go my way.
49:10Oh, you're right?
49:10Because I, you have to walk away, not me.
49:12I was going to walk you back.
49:14No, you were.
49:15Yes, I was.
49:15You're a gentleman.
49:16Yes.
49:16Oh my gosh.
49:17Connor.
49:18What?
49:18Your hands are the sweaty.
49:20I told you.
49:21This is nuts.
49:23My heart's like, brrr.
49:24Like, Connor's a stud.
49:26I can't wait to see, like, all of each other.
49:28Whether that's with clothes or without.
49:32This is weird.
49:35Wow.
49:35Stop.
49:36Stop.
49:37Stop.
49:39You're such a cheese ball.
49:41She's gorgeous.
49:42It matches her personality.
49:44You look unbelievable.
49:45Oh, thanks.
49:46Holy shit, you said it to me.
49:48Oh, no.
49:49Get out of here.
49:50You get out of here.
49:51I'm here.
49:52Perfect smile.
49:53You could see it just radiating off her.
49:56And she was just so happy to see me.
50:00That's when I knew I'll remember that moment for the rest of my life.
50:05Am I what you expected?
50:07Mm-hmm.
50:07Really?
50:08Yeah, I think so.
50:10It all changed.
50:10Really?
50:12Well, he's not meaning I'm ugly.
50:13I appreciate that.
50:15You're laughing.
50:17The minute you just started laughing when you came out of the double doors, I was like,
50:20that's all I needed.
50:21It's just like when we were on our dates, and I'm just like, if I'm ever nervous or whatnot,
50:24and I just hear your voice and, like, your, like, positivity and your optimism, just like.
50:28Aw, look at him, gasping me up.
50:32That's all I needed.
50:33And then you just started laughing.
50:34I'm like, we're going to go.
50:34I told you I would.
50:36I'm like, I'm just going to start laughing.
50:37I know, me too.
50:38It'll be like my nervous tick.
50:39I don't even know what I did.
50:40Wait, how tall are you?
50:415'4".
50:42Okay.
50:43Wait, how tall are you?
50:455'11 and 3'4".
50:46I'm not 6 foot.
50:47Yeah, someone fact-check this man.
50:49Get a real real.
50:49I didn't say I was 6 foot.
50:50Yeah, you were honest.
50:51Yeah, well, it's a great, it's a great quality in you.
50:54I think I got, like, an extra half inch.
50:56You wore his high heels today.
50:57Is my heart still being, like, faster?
51:00Yes.
51:01Mine was too.
51:02Did you think there was going to be any awkwardness when we saw each other?
51:04No.
51:05I thought maybe for, like, a-
51:07You thought that was?
51:07No, I mean-
51:08Me or you?
51:08Me.
51:10Being engaged is one of the craziest feelings.
51:14No one's ever said how good it feels.
51:19I feel like I can climb a freaking mountain right now, even in this suit.
51:25Oh.
51:27This is an unbelievable feeling.
51:29I found the love of my life.
51:32She's perfect.
51:33You're too far away from me.
51:35We even get closer.
51:35Oh my gosh.
51:36She's like, sit on my lap.
51:39Stop.
51:43You are so freaking cute.
51:45Stop.
51:47Do you want me to stop or no?
51:49No.
51:49Okay.
51:50Guess I don't.
51:51Don't actually stop.
51:52I know a miracle is not something to ignore.
52:01Okay.
52:03What?
52:04You can't just make out for 20 years.
52:05No, you can.
52:07I never knew anybody until I knew you.
52:10It feels like I'm going to be okay because I have Connor.
52:18Oh my gosh.
52:21Well, it's nice to meet you.
52:22Stop it.
52:23I'm really happy.
52:24Don't walk me down.
52:25No, I'm not walking you down.
52:27I'm fine.
52:27Are you the only one lost in the million?
52:33I love you.
52:34I love you too.
52:35Oh my gosh.
52:36I don't know how we've not said that yet.
52:39So you just wanted to make out.
52:40I told you.
52:42Okay, watch out.
52:43You're going to like run into that side.
52:45You're worth it, babe.
52:47Okay.
52:51Are you kidding me?
52:53I fucking love you guys.
52:56Guys.
53:03The best moment of my life.
53:05I don't know what to do with my hands.
53:11You've been in your head for a while now.
53:14You don't have to make a decision now.
53:16Make a decision together.
53:17I don't know.
53:18Don't know.
53:20We shall see.
53:22I never expected myself to be, you know,
53:25love triangle.
53:27But here we are.
53:31What percentage of your heart is with Kia?
53:34And what percent is with Tyler?
53:39I don't know if I can put a percent on it.
53:42What I will say is that for different reasons,
53:46there's something that's pulling me.
53:49And I truly don't want to...
53:55Don't want to mess that up.
53:57It's true.
53:58I can feel I'm breaking through.
54:00I'm not here to find a girlfriend.
54:03I'm here to find a best friend.
54:05I want to raise a family, be with my wife.
54:09And in today's date with Tyler, I need to be able to say,
54:14hey, this is where I'm at.
54:16This is how I feel.
54:19That beautiful chapter, it needs to be written.
54:21And that's what I'm here for.
54:26Tyler makes me feel like she may be the one.
54:28So I'm ready to see if she's available and she's ready to see me.
54:36Hey.
54:42Hello, hello.
54:50Hello?
55:01Yeah.
55:02Nobody's on the other side.
55:12So much to discover.
55:19A world that's like nowhere.
55:25My world no wonder.
55:29Journeys won't cover.
55:32So much to discover.
55:38So much to discover.
55:42There's so much to discover.
56:12Okay.
56:29Alrighty.
56:30Go for the mƔs.
56:30Bye.
56:30Bye.
56:32Bye.
56:32Bye.
56:35Bye.
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